Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Week of vists.... I am exhuasted.... but holding up.

Date: May 21st, May 23rd, May 25th, and May 27th 2014
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00am-4:30am all nights
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am-1:00am
State of Mind Before: Ambivalent (Aunt)/Depressed, Tired, Stressed (I)/Oblivious (Dog)
State of Mind After: Ambivalent, Scared, Depressed (Aunt)/Depressed, Stressed (I)/Oblivious (Dog)
Odd occurrences before: Previous visits.
Odd occurrences after: Hot spot on May 26th, eye issues with Left eye as of 5/25, occurrences have happened odd numbers days every other day.
Possible Influential Factors: Unknown.

5/21/2014
Did the usual routine before bed, so took the doggy guest out so he can relieve himself. Despite the incident the previous week I give it no thought and just kept busy with work and responsibilities. I am very tired, as I am trying to make sure my doggy guest is happy and comfortable and well as making sure home is okay.
Something wakes me up around 2:30 am, I hear footsteps outside my window. It know I am awake as it carefully begin to back away. It is not a cat as the weight distribution and walking sound bipedal. Then at 4:30 am. again I wake..... I listen and there is no noise from my aunt. I feel very uneasy and doggy is asleep. I try to calm down and relax each time, yet I feel something is in the house.

5/23/2014
I am now having trouble sleeping since the 21st. I feel uneasy and try to go to bed. I am worried about the dog. I can't protect him. He is my friends and I can't be responsible. Deep down inside I am afraid they might do something to him..... like Patrick. I have not mentioned anything of this to my aunt. I am really tired.
I get through though.
However, at 3:30am my aunt says something tapped her on the shoulder. It was a figure, humanoid tall skinny couldn't see a face, head oval shaped. It points to here and walks out her bedroom door, She is afraid and doesn't go back to sleep and watches TV. She doesn't want to wake me up. Myself I felt dead tired.
I am not made aware of the incident until   May 24th in the evening when she explains why she is afraid and doesn't want me to go anywhere. She wishes someone was here that could help us, I explain that unfortunately if there was someone else... they wouldn't be able to do anything. That is pragmatic.... there i no protector... no defense.... just us resisting and dealing with what the situation is.

5/25/2014
I am tired and I am trying to keep my center and calm. I need to stay strong. Eventually I fall asleep. However that night they put me in a scenario again to remind me who is in charge. They forcefully yank me out of the mattress, hitting the book shelf. This scares me awake around 2:00 am. Again this was a scenario... they put in my mind. As the moment I feel "asleep"... they were in the room telling me there is nothing I can do and I am at there mercy. No mention of the "Chosen One Incident from 11/2013 to 3/2014". I immediately thought of him though with a mixture of sadness. "The dog is asleep next to me...very quiet...... very deep sleep. That is unusual since if I move the dog will immediate get up and look at me to make sure I am always there.
This part I am not sure..... at 4:00am something grabs my feet... both ankle and yank me as in the scenario but I quickly pull my legs ups. I look around and there is nothing but I ball up. Dog is next to me. I pass out after looking at clock... I do not fall asleep... I pass out. Around 4:30am dog walk into my aunt's room and whimpers and goes to sleep with her for a while. About 45min later... picks up his head as if "all clear" and walks back to my room. I wake up around 8:00am. Dog is next to me....I did not know until 9:00am that the dog visited my aunt in the night. She told me when I served her breakfast.

5/27/2014
My friend whom I been taking care of the dog arrived 5/25/2014. He stayed over until the 5/26/2014 and went home. Early during the around 5:00pm-6:30pm he told me.... "there is a weird hot spot moving around". I just shrugged my shoulders and said "well I warned you". Thought nothing of it at the time and did not mention to my aunt. They left around 11pm. On 5/27/2014 I went to be at 1am.... I was about to fall asleep around 1:30am when my aunt yelled. Something tried to take her out of chair. I ran to the room and she was half-way to the other chair. I put her to bed.....covered her around 12:00am.  The blankets were off on the floor in front of her and she was moved. Right now she is scared. As I have been writing this there have been some minor power fluctuations with the electricity. They have occurred from 1:30am to 2:50am as the light briefly flicker. We live in a good metropolitan area with stable power grid..... they doesn't normal happen unless..they are around.


Friday, May 16, 2014

Visitors versus the dog

Date: May 14th, May 15th, and May 16th 2014
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00-2:30am all nights
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am/12:00am/8:00pm
State of Mind Before: Ambivalent (Aunt)/Depressed, Stressed (I)
State of Mind After: Ambivalent (Aunt)/Depressed (I)
Odd occurrences before: N/A.
Odd occurrences after: N/A
Possible Influential Factors: Full Moon.

5/14
At work I am the only worker left. The workload has focused on me so stress there is considered high.
On the home front I am helping close friend(s), the lil pup with his issues and the marine with his
trip Louisianan. I am trying to balance these things as best as possible, especially considering my brothers
and the lil pup do not get along. Personally I am depressed as life is seeming much more more bleak. I am doing my best to keep going, yet the availability of work worries me, my economic future if any looks bleak, and well things for the future are sadly not so good. Myself I am trying to keep going. Despite how I rationalize things, my heart is hurt over what had happened though my mind is content on that matter. I emotionally feel divided on this issue, but I have to remember the fact I was being abused and did not follow up in "good faith".

Yesterday evening I cam home and made sure Wonton was okay. I did my daily chores, feed my aunt,
and made sure things were okay. I took a nap from 7:00pm to 10:30pm with no incident. Around I
immediately ran an errand to get my aunt's medication. In the store I felt sad, again harkening back to
the fact that I am truly without a peer. I got home, again attended to Wonton and around 1:30am
I took a shower and went to be by 2:00am. Since I have a guest, my door was left open.

Oddly enough I began to dream right way, and "it was a replay of putting my aunt to bed that night.
I went to her room as usual put her to bed and said good night. When I walked down the hallway though,
it became completely dark, as I closed my eyes I realized this was not my hallway. The wall were cold and smooth  and were rounded. I started to back away to my aunts room. I came in and shut the door and asked her "how long was I gone". She said I left about 15 minutes ago.... which was wrong as I was out in thet hallway for a few seconds at most. Then she began to get scared as a white light started coming in from beneath the door. This point she started panicking and I began to look around. I was trying to control my fear as much as possible. I was at a point of almost breaking down, because they were back.....but suddenly I remembered my guest I told my aunt "I will be back I got to get them away from Wonton" and busted through the door."

However when I jumped through the door I was in my room paralyzed. There was white light everywhere.
Wonton was by my side sleeping I could only barely manage to move my hand that was by him. I managed
to wake him up by nudging him. I saw him get up and looked directly at them I could barely see the silhouettes of them because of all the white. I saw Wonton though he looked at them and then turned to me to wake me up. As soon as he did the I was out, and the white light was gone. There was the sound of a chopper outside. Wonton just looked at me and then got right beside me. There was some odd light refractions in the room  lingering afterwards. The light was not streaming directly and the several areas of my room seemed to the bend light or darkness. About 5 minutes this stopped. I made sure my eyes were okay by looking at my pinpoint  spots in the room. I could see the time was bout 2:30 a.m.. I got up and checked my aunt and she was fast asleep. I went to to bed about 3:30am after calming down.

5/15
I went to bed early because of the heat. Wonton acted strangely, he has been close, but he is not as close as he was. He is sleeping at least an arm distance away now. Around 2:00 am he started barking and woke me up. The following morning my aunt said she hear the humming again and that is when he started barking.

5/16
I fell asleep around 8:00pm. It has been too hot. Likewise Wonton fell asleep too. I was in and out of it and a pretty deep sleep. Nothing unusual for myself. My aunt though woke you around 2:30am. Something touched her and she got scared. She couldn't go back to sleep. She woke me up around 4:30am since she was moving about. I was surprised that I had been knocked out that long and didn't wake up???.

Sunday, May 4, 2014

It is starting again....

Date: April 28th, 29th, May 1st, May 2nd, 2014
Type: N/A
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00-2:30am, and 4:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm
State of Mind Before: Ambivalent (Aunt)/Depressed (I)
State of Mind After: Ambivalent (Aunt)/Depressed (I)
Odd occurrences before: N/A.
Odd occurrences after: N/A
Possible Influential Factors: N/A.

The past couple of weeks have been sad. Work is stressful as my-coworker will be let go soon, my best friend's father passed away and he is stressed out. Things have been getting back into the swing of normal life. For at least three weeks there have been no incidents. No retaliation has come from my "guest", and I know he has bounced back is doing better. That has weighed heavily on my mind, but I know his path as I have played my part.

This week though began some unusual and familiar routines again. Twice this week I awoke around 2:00am and both time to here the faint and familiar sound of the high pitched noise that indicates they are around.
Both times I ignored it as I was to tired and really wasn't sure. However, Thursday night May 1st I happened to wake up to use the bathroom at that time around 2:00 am and sure enough the noise started, but louder and it continued on for about 4 minutes until it stopped. I had to force myself to go to sleep as I was concerned. My aunt made no mention during the day so I pushed it back to the back of my head.

However today I had some time with my aunt, and she told me she was worried. She says her mother came last night. Before she went on I said "Was it around 4:15 in the morning?". She just said yes and I told her that was not the spirit of her mother..... When  I asked about the previous nites, she did say around 2:00am she heard that familiar sound, but didn't want to say anything because I was so tired and nothing happened.... it was just that noise.

Hopefully it continues to stay quiet.