Sunday, February 16, 2025

Visitation in the adjacent room

 

Date: 2/15/2025
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired), Wolfbrother (Upset)
State of Mind After: Me (Depressed, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (Upset), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: A Bump in the kitchen
Odd occurrences after: Distortion Field, Diffused Light Field

This Friday evening my Wolfbrother's dad came to visit and they usually watch some movies. I did have to have a talk with his dad about my Wolfbrother recent behavior and concerns, especially the increase in smoking. As one it is not good for my Wolfbrother, and two it is a financial burden. My Wolfbrother seemed to be out of it that evening and was not too happy about the news that he need to stick to a set number of packs per week. We watched "Lady Ballers", which I found funny and was in an overall good mood. I then told them I had to perform my other duties and would go to bed, so I left them to watch "Wicked". I did my nightly routine and checked in on my aunt, and around 12:00am I went to our auxiliary area to sleep.

Over the past year this overflow area is my place to get away from my Wolfbrother when he has issues. It is comfortable, and in the room I have a bed-tent which keeps me nice and cozy. I have a soundboard playing cricket music and the windows have a diffused privacy screen. I have my wards in the room to keep my safe. The other rooms in there are an empty kitchen and another room with a TV and couch. I got ready for bed, I was just tired and needed sleep since it has been a couple rough days with my Wolfbrother. I had the soundboard on with crickets and was nice and cozy in my tent. Right before I went to sleep something bumped/banged in the EMPTY KITCHEN. I was too tired to care....and tried to clear my thoughts to sleep and not be depressed.

DREAM

For some odd reason I was having a dream. I was visiting my mother and stepfather in a Victorian style house they went to a vacation at. They were asleep. I had some supplies with me, food that I had picked up for later and the trip home. I went to the drawing room and lay on the couch to take a nap as I was tired. I knew that I was dreaming....and was fine with it. The Victorian house was detailed quite well, with the mahogany would paneling the velvet green wall paper, the couch I was on was appropriate, would floors, hutches and tables, and a nice rug. The couch I was on was comfy too with the appropriate era pillows. I did joke "Why can't I ever dream of being with a hot guy". As I relaxed something felt really sinister in the background, as if it were approaching. The dream was not warping or anything....it felt like something was coming.

AWAKE/????

I am now awake in my bed-tent on my right side, still covered up in my bedding. I cannot move. I am also still being told I am laying peacefully on the couch. I know I am not, but something is trying to convince me otherwise. It is not words...but an enforcing thought of me on the couch and relaxed. I immediately start to growl and call out for help. I am making a lot of noise....something(s) are behind me. I can heard them and feel their thoughts. There are three of them. This is what is overhead...

-"You said he was sleep. Why is he struggling?"

-"Wait. He can here us. We should go. This is not supposed to happen. What is he doing"

-"No. We are not leaving. He will stop. They do this sometimes"

-"This one is different. Something is wrong. We need to leave."

-"He can hear us. He know. We need to leave."

-"No. I am not leaving."

At this point I know I am alone. No one will save me, I am in a secluded part of the house. I should have paid attention to the noise in the kitchen. I am in my tent. They are set on making me believe I am on that couch. They are arguing and having trouble doing what ever they are trying to do. One seems very angry that I am resisting. I change tactics an start to "thrum"...it is a noise crocodiles make. A deep throat rumble. This begin to worry the other two and the "couch" idea is dropped and they depart.

-"No. Comeback. What are you?"

It then leaves as I start to convulse and "Thrum" harder.

When they are all gone I can move. I notice I cannot hear the soundboard. The crickets are off and it is very silent. I sigh. and turn over to my left side to see if the tent was opened. The tent is secure, nothing physically breached it.....however it is really cold like a freezer. As the moonlight is shining through the window I also notice that the light is oddly diffused. There seems to be some type of field in this freezing area. I close one eye at a time, and the barrier/screen is there. I am not going to touch it.

I wait for five minutes, the sound from the soundboard is still not on. The weird diffusion of light is there. It is like looking at a soap bubble and seeing the swirls of color "but there is no color here, just the outlines". I turn back on my right side. Next month they are probably gonna come cause of my birthday. I want to die. I have no one. I am haunted by "them". What is the point.... and I drift off to sleep.


Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Wolfbrother's Markings and Attitude

Date: 1/26/2025 and 2/9/2024
Type: CE2
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Me (Stressed, Tired), Wolfbrother (Stress, Agitation)
State of Mind After: Me (Stressed, Tired), Wolfbrother (Stress, Agitation)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother Contact Communication
Odd occurrences after: None

As many longtime readers know, my Wolfbrother has certain issues due to his injury and contact with an unknown Alien Intelligence or beings. Like myself he has had encounters with UFOs, Ghost, and Aliens. However, we differ in our understanding of them which can be a real challenge as its come down to belief vs fact. He leans toward more spiritually oriented beliefs, while I lean toward scientific understanding and logic. What complicates things is that our experiences are intertwined.

On my end, the regional group that has been abducting my family had some reorganization issues. A team splintered off and did their own things in North Los Angeles County area. My Wolfbrother's encounters and observation are linked to whatever stuff they have been doing to me. Officially we never meet prior to 2015..... I meet him with them when I was younger and he was just a kid. When we were "reintroduced" both groups were upset, more so his, that we found are way to each other. Both groups have shown their aggression toward us over the years. His being far more aggressive toward me, but somehow never crossing the line since I am a pre-cursor/base to what ever they have done to him.

Beginning December 2024, he has been having communication with them again...which has had messages to indicate that they want him to harm me. That I am responsible for his current state and he would be better off if I wasn't around. He know that is not the case and we do talk about it, but it does eat away at him since they keep repeating the same thing over and over to him. I hear his group as well broadcasting this sometimes, which makes me worry. What is worse is when he confirms what I over hear....which just reinforces this is not a mental illness or our imaginations. Eventually after discussing this we can walk things back to a level understanding. Personally I am worried and stressed as I do not want a repeat of the previous incidents in which he did physically attack me.

January and February of 2025 have produced some worrying items as I found that he has now been marked like myself in the same place.

 


These markings appear on his left shoulder (as mine did), in the same pattern. The first marking showed up January 2025, and that is the "Chevron" with the five dots. These dot are 1/2 inch apart from each other and located toward the arm. About two weeks later a triangle closer to the neck appeared, with the dots evenly space about 1 inch from another, near the neck. He has not had any history of odd marks on his skin there since I known him from 2015 to 2024. He wouldn't let me me photograph it, though he has it one his phone so he saw what I can clearly see. It bothers me cause this is similar to what I have had and reoccurs once in awhile. (Note my aunt has never had these markings).

He is talking to something.....and I wont press him on it.. as he has his issues. Yet I do over hear a lot of things which worry me. I have told him in the past that, you can listen...but don't engage. I really don't know what to do....as I am doing my best to try to maintain our well being. Myself I know I am not in a good place, and hanging by a thread for so many years. Endurance is something, but it should not be a life style. No one will save me, but what is the point of being saved when these is no one around anyway?