Short Visit before the 50

 

Date: 2/13/2025
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 12:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:30pm
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Upset)
State of Mind After: Me (Depressed, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (Upset), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Loud Thud on Floor of Garage

When Wolfbrother's father visits it is usually time for me to retreat to other room for rest. As mentioned to him, I don't want to be isolated this month as it is my 50th. As it is I am showing my symptoms of my depression, usually this does manifest as hard. I do not have anxiety that they may show up....but personally I don't feel well mentally or physically.

As for Wednesday, I went to the room and watched some stuff on youtube to try and elevate my mood. Around 11:30pm, I got myself in bedding and lay down. I know I was mentally and physically exhausted, but I was unusually fast tracked to knock out (it take me an hour or so to ease my mind and feel comfortable to sleep). The next thing I am in a white fluffy room, almost like felt. There was ambient lighting, nothing stood out except for this felt room. There was a conversation going on, not vocal, but "their voices". 

"Is he relaxed?".... "Seems this is not causing any hostile reactions. Proceed"..... from there an appendage stretched out... cotton and felt like... that began to caress my cheek and mouth. "Is he responding? I hope is is somewhat aware".... "That is it. Something you like. Something you want. You deserve to be loved"... the appendage is being a bit more forceful and I am becoming angry... "He loves you doesn't he? Wait. He loves you doesn't he? Why are you angry? He loves you doesn't he?" ... I start to breathe hard in rapid succession trying to get out of this....."Why is he there then? Why do you care? You make no sense. Nobody loves you? Why are you hurt? So much pain. So much sadness".... they let me go.

This situation was about 5 minutes or so.... it could have been longer but as soon as I was aware and triggered I did everything to get "ejected". I noticed despite being bundle up and warm, there was a specific cold spot on my left shoulder and chest, as well as where the appendage was stroking me along my face. I lay there angry.... I hate when they bring up relationship stuff.... and begin examining my personal "feelings". They don't get why I am this way nor why I feel certain things about situations and people. As I lay there for about 15 minutes, behind the wall in the garage there was a thud.... one that sounded like a very heavy iron ball falling on the ground. That made no sense as the garage is locked, no one was in there, and there is no such items that would make such a sound. The neighbor was asleep and they did not cause the sound from their dwelling. In the morning I checked the garage and there wasn't anything out of place. What concerned me was the odd sound was right behind the wall where I was sleeping necx too.  

Visitation in the adjacent room

 

Date: 2/15/2025
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired), Wolfbrother (Upset)
State of Mind After: Me (Depressed, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (Upset), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: A Bump in the kitchen
Odd occurrences after: Distortion Field, Diffused Light Field

This Friday evening my Wolfbrother's dad came to visit and they usually watch some movies. I did have to have a talk with his dad about my Wolfbrother recent behavior and concerns, especially the increase in smoking. As one it is not good for my Wolfbrother, and two it is a financial burden. My Wolfbrother seemed to be out of it that evening and was not too happy about the news that he need to stick to a set number of packs per week. We watched "Lady Ballers", which I found funny and was in an overall good mood. I then told them I had to perform my other duties and would go to bed, so I left them to watch "Wicked". I did my nightly routine and checked in on my aunt, and around 12:00am I went to our auxiliary area to sleep.

Over the past year this overflow area is my place to get away from my Wolfbrother when he has issues. It is comfortable, and in the room I have a bed-tent which keeps me nice and cozy. I have a soundboard playing cricket music and the windows have a diffused privacy screen. I have my wards in the room to keep my safe. The other rooms in there are an empty kitchen and another room with a TV and couch. I got ready for bed, I was just tired and needed sleep since it has been a couple rough days with my Wolfbrother. I had the soundboard on with crickets and was nice and cozy in my tent. Right before I went to sleep something bumped/banged in the EMPTY KITCHEN. I was too tired to care....and tried to clear my thoughts to sleep and not be depressed.

DREAM

For some odd reason I was having a dream. I was visiting my mother and stepfather in a Victorian style house they went to a vacation at. They were asleep. I had some supplies with me, food that I had picked up for later and the trip home. I went to the drawing room and lay on the couch to take a nap as I was tired. I knew that I was dreaming....and was fine with it. The Victorian house was detailed quite well, with the mahogany would paneling the velvet green wall paper, the couch I was on was appropriate, would floors, hutches and tables, and a nice rug. The couch I was on was comfy too with the appropriate era pillows. I did joke "Why can't I ever dream of being with a hot guy". As I relaxed something felt really sinister in the background, as if it were approaching. The dream was not warping or anything....it felt like something was coming.

AWAKE/????

I am now awake in my bed-tent on my right side, still covered up in my bedding. I cannot move. I am also still being told I am laying peacefully on the couch. I know I am not, but something is trying to convince me otherwise. It is not words...but an enforcing thought of me on the couch and relaxed. I immediately start to growl and call out for help. I am making a lot of noise....something(s) are behind me. I can heard them and feel their thoughts. There are three of them. This is what is overhead...

-"You said he was sleep. Why is he struggling?"

-"Wait. He can here us. We should go. This is not supposed to happen. What is he doing"

-"No. We are not leaving. He will stop. They do this sometimes"

-"This one is different. Something is wrong. We need to leave."

-"He can hear us. He know. We need to leave."

-"No. I am not leaving."

At this point I know I am alone. No one will save me, I am in a secluded part of the house. I should have paid attention to the noise in the kitchen. I am in my tent. They are set on making me believe I am on that couch. They are arguing and having trouble doing what ever they are trying to do. One seems very angry that I am resisting. I change tactics an start to "thrum"...it is a noise crocodiles make. A deep throat rumble. This begin to worry the other two and the "couch" idea is dropped and they depart.

-"No. Comeback. What are you?"

It then leaves as I start to convulse and "Thrum" harder.

When they are all gone I can move. I notice I cannot hear the soundboard. The crickets are off and it is very silent. I sigh. and turn over to my left side to see if the tent was opened. The tent is secure, nothing physically breached it.....however it is really cold like a freezer. As the moonlight is shining through the window I also notice that the light is oddly diffused. There seems to be some type of field in this freezing area. I close one eye at a time, and the barrier/screen is there. I am not going to touch it.

I wait for five minutes, the sound from the soundboard is still not on. The weird diffusion of light is there. It is like looking at a soap bubble and seeing the swirls of color "but there is no color here, just the outlines". I turn back on my right side. Next month they are probably gonna come cause of my birthday. I want to die. I have no one. I am haunted by "them". What is the point.... and I drift off to sleep.