Wolf Moon and weird stuff Part 1

Dates: 12/31/2025 to 1/5/2026
Type: CE3, Dreams 
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: Various
Attempted Time of Sleep: Various
State of Mind Before: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None

The 3 Month Holidays of Hell are almost over. As you already noticed I extremely dislike all the fake and commercial things this time of year brings. If you not jolly and drunk on fake love.....there is something wrong with you right? Besides that the realities of life are also waying doing on me....technology is nice...but the vulnerability of hacking and identity theft is out of control...and our dependence on Apps and digital access in mind numbing. Not to mention the personal stuff I am going through with my relative's failing health and my wolfbrother's personal issues. I cannot say what I want to do to myself.....but I am just tired of all of it. Sadly my basic function is to continue to serve others, put them first, which so far doesn't allow me to go MIA.

Wolfbrother Issues

My Wolfbrother struggles with a physical issue in which I care for him, and some mental impairments due to his accident. Although the involvement with the supernatural predates his accidents and impairments.....they still occur. It's harder to communicate what's going on at times. Yes...we did seek out professional help from both sides of the aisle. Psychology nowadays are filled with idiots who didn't take the basics and just have a "therapy" license. You cannot bring up clinical, behavioral, biological, and the other methodologies that psychology once tackled things with cause that ain't the way it works anymore. Yes, Alien Abduction is an an issues.....but the reality of it is that it leaves PTSD and other traumas that need to be addressed some times. Like how do you mentally cope with it and function in you social and day to day affairs? 

The other side of things are full of cult members, who hock their misinformation and happy sunshine pills. You are chosen...its not abduction but an invitation to something greater....you need to raise you vibrational level.... when you ascended and your consciousness if at the right frequency......... I talked about this utter B.S. before...they don't help....just want your money.

Anyhowzit, my Wolfbrother has been seeing them appear outside an inside the house. Usually they appears as fuzzy transparent silhouettes running by the bed or walking around out side. He has mentioned the word "Tubuskan" before several times in reference to them. When I go check I don't see anything, but there is an unease and definitely some type of energy where he indicates one is standing. I will often move to where they are before he even tells me...as I feel them. So something is happening. This has been going on for more than a weak at any time of day.

The one incident that did happen that is not so dismissive was around 12/31/25 at 4:00pm. He claimed that something was in the room. He called me on the cell. He indicated that something was standing there. I told him that I would come right away...and don't say anything and keep looking at it. Within 30secs I was in the room. Something black was standing there and moved out toward the window. It was opaque in nature as it blocked out some of the light window. It was from my point of view the side of a 2D Image.... flat. I told him before he described it... "Is it a black silhouette. Average height?". He confirmed it.... something was there....and he added it had a device pointed at him. He was visibly bothered. 

Aunt Issues

My Aunt is physically not doing to well and is hovering on expiring. I been doing my best to keep her comfortable and bring her back. She is stable now....but have been struggling since October. She would occasionally report beings coming in and out of the room. Sometime they would converse with her, and most of the time they start asking her about me. They seems to forget which one I am, concerned about my well being, or keep insisting that I am important to them. I keep note but most I keeping in mind that some might be influenced by her condition. However, some of the concerns that they bring up or topics she has no prior knowledge of. Example she doesn't know of the Wolfbrother/Me confusion they have...... that is something a group of the greys had an issue with. For some reason...they have issue telling us apart....or don't really see me when I am with him.

She did have an unusual incident where she claim a orange paper floated into the room and flew around for a while and just left. It was during the day, I was home, and nothing was seen by anyone else.

 

Part 2 will have my stuff....... 

 

Lights and Shadows

Date: 7/10/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 12:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Upset)
State of Mind After: Me (Depressed, Tired, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (Happy), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: White Flashing Lights
Odd occurrences after: Shadows

So this is a bit of a report of some odd occurrences that have been occurring for about two to three weeks. At fist I didn't think much of this and attributed it to old age and eyesight.....but that is just me not wanting to deal with the "weird". Every so often I would see a flash of light in specific spots, as people may be aware it is often attributed to Posterior Vitreous Detachment were you eye gel starts to not be as effective due to old age. However I was seeing flashes of light at specific point in my window....and the light source inside was not experiencing a surging in power. To make it more interesting...yes I paint my windows black...but as time has gone on there are small pinholes here and there. So every once in a while when I am outside depending on my POV and if the lights are on I can see the light very clearly...which is white-yellowish. However the flashes I was seeing where white light from on specific pinhole. At first I thought someone was in the room walking by the light...then I realized that is not possible as the would have to be standing on the bed. Plus there was no fluctuation in power that would cause the light to "flicker". I cannot explain this particular anomaly.

The second odd flash of light which are more of 4 second projections happen during the day in the same room. As it has been warm I tend to keep myself in the dark and in the cold as much as possible. While laying down for a nap several times.... there would be a flash of light and then a projected image on the ceiling about 4 inches long of a parallelogram (a lopsided rectangle). Again I though it was my eyes.... but it has happened at least four times....in the same room...and during the afternoon and evening. I keep that room dark....no outside light should cause that image to appear....and nothing within the interior of the room should cause such an image to appear either. Again I cannot explain this.

My wolfbrother has shared that he is likewise seeing the flashing lights every once in awhile too outside and inside of that room. He like myself thought it was his eyes....but again..... does not seem likely that it is tied to a problem with our eyesight.

The second thing is that he and my aunt have been reporting more frequency of shadowy figures. For my aunt it is usually a group of two shadowy silhouettes that come into the room and stand at the foot of her bed....then leave. My wolfbrother sees them outside in the walkway facing him or inside the house within the room at night. Likewise last night...around 4:30am I woke up spooked....and lay there for a while on the floor. Sometime when I get up I kick to get some momentum going. There is very soft background light from the power strips and chargers around the room that provide a minimal amount of light...but are great indicators of something is moving around in the dark. When I got up....and kicked...at the foot of the bed something small was caught off guard and moved toward the door. It was a small black mass around 3 feet that was crouched by the bed. Again I immediately dismissed it thinking it was just the silhoutte of my leg kick.....but quickly realize my leg went in the opposite direction and there is no lights to cast a shadow. I turned on the lights quickly .....but nothing was there. I was already awake for some five minutes so I wasn't "asleep".

 

 

 

Abduction and Weird Crystalline Cube Underwater

Date: 9/24/2024
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 1:00am to 3:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00pm
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired), Wolfbrother (N/A)
State of Mind After: Me (Bothered, Forgetful), Wolfbrother (N/A), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: Odd feeling while securing doors and just left
Odd occurrences after: None

This event is rather peculiar as I almost didn't recall it. I knew something was going on since I started singing around 1:00am and my wolfbrother woke me up, and again shortly before 3:00am. When he asked the second time what was going on....I had no idea. I was confused and couldn't remember. However as I was scanning my thoughts a few keyed words bought the memories back and I was upset.

Dream 1

I am not sure if this was a dream. I am in a cell which looks like a bathroom stall. I am very tired and just want to go to sleep. I have things to do tomorrow and I don't want to deal with this. I put the toilet seat down and begin to make a small space so I can sleep. Someone in the next stall says "Lucky you, at least you get a toilet. You figured how to catch a few zzzzs. I guess it's not  your first time." I do not respond as I do not know who this is nor do I care. I lay down. He keeps talking "Hey are you still there? It is ok if you don't want to talk. I was freaked out the first few times. I don't know what they are doing this time." at this point I sit up and look around. The floors are a beige color and curved up toward the wall. There seems to be a basin/toilet...it does close to form part of a table/sleeping platform that swivels out from the wall. There is ambient light with no source. The wall is thin but durable, as the guy is next door. It feels like plastic....but it is not. The door to the cell has been propped open....a trash basin was wedge in the door. Did I do that or is that intentional? I stick my head out into the hall. They are here... I think "I am not dealing with this" and I start to sing. I soon am woken up by my wolfbrother in real life....as I started to sing loudly. I tell him thank you.... I am really groggy and go back to sleep.

Unknown incident....

I am having trouble going back to sleep. Something happened and I can't fully remember. My back hurts and I am sore. Nobody loves me and I want to die. I will never have any normal relationship and it is way too late. What is the point. I toss and turn trying to get comfortable. I am just listening to my negative thoughts.... yeah...I need no one remember? They will all betray me again anyway.... best to be alone. Interesting that my only defense against these negative thoughts is to turn them on on themselves were I justify their responses in worse ways...which turns them off. After all my primary function is to ensure I complete my responsibilities..... that always comes first. Some faulty programming indeed.

After about 45mins of tossing and turning and becoming bored of those thoughts, a bright light emanates outside from the window. I am confused thinking I am dreaming....but no I looked at the clock and it was only 2:00am. Why is there bright light? It is not morning.....oh shit!!! Part of me panics as I realize what is about to happen. I feel weak and can't get up. I note that Wolfbrother is in the bed knocked out, my other friend is in the chair???? I am losing my ability to move....and manage to wedge half of my body under the bed before they come in and I can no longer move. My eyes stare up at the ceiling. I hear in my head "How is he awake? You said they were asleep and he would be under?" There is a very tall grey-like being standing above me, and another by the foot of the bed. "Is this the one that can hear us? How usual, is this the defective one you have mentioned?", says another voice. "This one is not defective, it is an unintended result that is within our desired application. We tried to repeat it with this one, the results were not as intended", the voice was making reference to my wolfbrother. "Yes the reclamation project. He hears us and understands". The one standing over me seems irritated that I am wedged under the bed. He does not kneel and am unsure how now I am within waist level. He begins to push on my pelvic region above my penis. It hurts....he is applying pressure and it hurts alot. I do not scream.....but it hurts.

Dream 2

It hurts....the light gets brighter and then all of a sudden its is complete darkness. I here an older female voice say "We are going to see your 'mother' now" [Note that is no what she meant....mother was the word used...but not its intent....impression I got was engineer/creator]. Soon we were in a foyer, it was very cool and dark. The walls, ceiling and floor were all made of crystal. Outside it seemed there was a void, but there was a medium....which was liquid. The woman that was with me was tall thin, whispy white hair, bulbous head, long fingers, grey skin. She was wearing a black Victorian type gown, no lace....but modest and form fitting with high collar. There was a young boy/teen with us blonde hair, kinda of loopy as not sure where he was. Then there was a young female girl/teen, of hindi descent....short hair and quiet. Both were dressed in white shirt and pants, like nursing or correctional uniform. I was dressed the same way as well.

From the foyer I could see into the next rooms. Through one doorway there was another individual in PPE suit with green interior lights and coms. She was attending to a few patients in the other room which was kept dark. She walked from one room to another, I think there was a decontamination station as she took off her suit and went to another room. I heard "You shouldn't come unannounced, especially with those. Have they been properly vaccinated?". The lady I was with responded "These two are yours, they have already been vaccinated. This one is mine and you can view the results". As the woman walked over she took the three plastic gel ovals from the woman in black and looked them over. The plastic gel oval contained biometric information. The one on the hindi girl had highlighted circles indicate that she was appropriate for this environment. The one that was in the PPE suit said "I wish you would let me examine her myself. She is quite a specimen". The woman in black responded "You know that is not allowed. I worked on her perfectly by myself. She is well within parameters". The woman that was in the PPE suit suddenly looks at me "This one can understand what we are saying can't he? Is he aware of where he is?" The woman in black responds "He is one of yours. What do you think? Unless he has a defect which allows him to circumvents the caps you put in them....rest assured he understands nothing....nor will he recall anything."

The woman who wore the PPE gear looks directly at me. She has dark hair in a bun, however he skin is purple pink and looks very lithe....almost as if the muscle are exposed....not skeletal. He face is very off as she has a very small mouth, no nose, the eyes are spread wider apart and there is a cavity in the center around the forehead. A bright purple violet light emanates from it. "I don't recall making this one. They all look the same after awhile. Now why don't you let me examine this one...." The woman in black motions for me to look around.....and motions for me not to think out load. Just observe.

The first boy/teen had entered another area. He had cracked the crystal ever so slightly, a hairline fracture. The structure I feared would be compromised. I felt the crystal and say I see that they are basalt columns......that it they were take from under the sea near Ireland or Isle of Man? The woman are talking and a name of "Chandra" is mentioned. I open the door to where the male boy/teen went. There is a gallery of various paintings. One is of a 'Gala' a sea side festival where a hotel was opening again somewhere in Britain. Another painting was that of a forest, another was a black and white skyscrapper in NYC circe 1940s, and many many others. A whistle came from the 'Gala' painting and I walked though.

It was a bright day during summer, a sea-side hotel was hosting a grand opening. A festive atmosphere was about as they had plans for a firework show. There were a few yachts in the harbor. Many people were on the boardwalk and seaside, enjoying hot dogs, ice cream, watermelon, and fried chicken. As I was walking around I noticed a few people cleaning some carousal animal that were left in the sand. I went over and started to help. Their was a medieval white canine, a hunting dog with a blue tabard on it. It had the word "Bootes gusee". I could here the crystalline cracks from the outside.... getting worse...and noticed that the sea was acting odd. I could see that as the crack got wider in the crystals.... they basalt columns were returned from whence they came. Something was going to happen so I ran to who looked in charge. There were a bunch of very hot guys washing muscle cars on the beach.....made no sense since these were American Corvettes.....they were English guys. When I went up to the one with the gold car...he was "very friendly"... I told him "Maybe later....but this place is about to come down. Look to the Sea....you are in charge right?". When he look to the ocean and say reality begin to warp... he got his guys to start to evacuate everyone to the hotel. When we got out.....apparently the other portraits were becoming unstable too as this section was collapsing... the cracks in the crystal was taking out this wing. There was one portrait with its on room.... the portrait of the forest....I redirected everyone to that room and sealed it. We were safe and cut off. Was this intentional? What was going on. I started to sing.... despite the hot guy trying to calm me down.

Lost Accounts 01: Galactic Federation

I have been going over the overall blog and adding new labels to help quantify and find certain episodes and events. One of the biggest problems to note that when these events occur.....you don't consider the fact to write these down or catalogue them...and if you do that...you would have to transfer them later. Sometimes you do catalogue these down, but they are stuck on text to a friend...and if you change your phone number...they are all gone. Add to the fact that the responsibilities of real life and the emotional stress of the events add to the weight of this, things are just never posted.....

However, if somethings does stick many years later....it might be very important....... since I am having a session tomorrow...i thought to revisits this fragment mentioned here. This event happened sometime in 2016, as it was with my wolfbrother I shared it with him. During our first two years of knowing eachother there were a lot of weird events and dreams.

Galactic Federation Dreams

Now back in November of 2015, my wolfbrother quit his job and would come to stay with me and work over here for a month. During this time period there was an incident in which the Greys came and punctured his back, he had a mark in his lower spinal area. Over the course of the next several months he would have back pain and odd kidney issues. We did go to Kaiser Permanente several times over the next few months.....but there was nothing they could find. One doctor accused him of looking for pain pills, but the only thing we were doing to relieve the issue was topical heating pads, and Tylenol and Excedrin. Occasional back runs and some spine adjustment was done...but this issue lasted for a few months until July 13th, 2016.

During this time he was invested into doing some CE5 work, wanting to work with them. He wanted power and knowledge, since he had heard stories of individuals who were given information or shown technology. Ever since his meeting with Stan Romenak, he thought he could have a friend relationship with "them". However when he met me...things got too real.

One night while he was staying over an CE4 event occurred, we were both sleeping on the floor in my room. He slept to the right and I had the left side of the room. The odd hum and signal soon came in...and I was paralyzed. He sent soundly and didn't notice anything. I was lifted up and the bathroom door was bathed in light and opened up. A lot of energy was being emitted. Later my wolfbrother would comment it got bright and at the tail end he woke up and I was shivering and let him know something weird happened. He hear me "Thrum" and that what woke him up and he saw the flash of light.

When I was lighted up I was dragged into the bathroom, it was bathed in lights of all colors. There was a cacophony of noise of every language being spoken and emitted. Not only was I being overwhelmed by lights, sound, and vibrations....but my own mind was trying to make sense of this...and I was realizing thus was out of my comfort zone. I recall initially saying "I don't speak color" and they kept repeating something until I understood....as the communication was yelled into my thoughts and ears. "We are the Galactic Federation. We have come to tell you that we have a message for you Wolfbrother. We have been trying to reach out to him and he has not responded. Thus it is onto your we pass...". They went on.... sadly much of what is said is lost to my memory...but I started to thrum as I was assaulted by so much energy and being overwhelmed. I started to range pitch to be out of vibration which snapped me back. Despite the overwhelming brilliance I was in purple luminous cloud with a large geometric crystalline red triangle. It was a herald of the Galactic Federation. Besides it communicating with me, there were secondary intrusive "thoughts/voice" saying that it was lying and not to trust the message. As my thrumming too me out of sync...I end up back in my room....where my Wolfbrother was awaken by a flash of light and me visibly shaken.

This was the second time this type of energy being would appear. The first time it appeared a few weeks before. Again....being taking into the bathroom were there was all this light..... and being given a message for my wolfbrother.... about a "Gelded Horse" in Norwegian. The first account mentioned here was just considered a Dream since no one was here and there was nothing too odd....just me being taken into the bathroom and meeting a light who told me things.

CPTSD Triggered by minor Incident

Date: 8/12/2024
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 8:00pm to 8:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:45pm
State of Mind Before: Tired
State of Mind After: Me (CPTSD Trigger), Wolfbrother (Confused), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother Seeing things, Unusually sleepy
Odd occurrences after: Unable to sleep for 48 hours

Over the past two months there has been some odd dreams, but nothing too unusual. Most of the activity compared to the past has been slight. My main focus has been taken care of my aunt and wolfbrother, and per-occupied with them which leaves me most of the time too tired to care. My responsibilities with my wolfbrother have been a point of contention, as he is causing a disruption to my limited sleep and recover scheduled. Every once in a while I do need to step back and rest or refresh with some alone and downtime by escaping. However, I do not like alone time where I retreat to our auxiliary unit as I fear I will be targeted. Most of the time there is no apprehension, but the past weeks I really do not want to be there. Besides the odd apprehension, my interests in my own activities have waned and not that I have a weird feeling of ambivalence overall. It is as if I am worried about something, I am hearing and seeing things...but intentionally ignoring it..yet aware of it. I do not feel well, but I have responsibilities and just continue on.

Today's incident was unexpected and unusual. Our overall day began as appointment with his doctor. We got some food, came home watched a movie, and took a nap. Since it is summer and hot, we have been sleeping during the day and active more at night. So when we finally got home he/we relaxed and watched a movie. I was not interested and was oddly tired. I lay down as he watched the movie. Tossing and turning, just laying there... I was being told to sleep.... but I didn't want.... and it was not reasonable for me to leave....though I should...but I shouldn't cause of the heat.... so I am told I need to SLEEP. When the movie was over I tried to get up and play a game to relax so I could process the request and sleep. However I wasn't allowed to do that as the string urge to sleep kept coming and body was shutting down. I let my wolfbrother know and we took a nap.

Dream 1

I soon found myself dreaming. However, I felt strangely lucid. It was Christmas time and I was over my evil aunt's house. No one was there except for myself and her. I didn't want to be here, especially dealing with her. As I started to walk to the door to leave she attacked me. I quickly defend myself and realized this is really not what I expected. She was growling and drooling. For some reason I saw this as some sort of demonic possession, and immediately started to exorcise her. I battled back and held her against the couch, I started to recite an exorcism ritual and tried to get through to her. I tried to remove the demon from her body. I tried to reach her as a person....

Dream 2

The scene shifted. I was walking in an abandon downtown area of a city with very high buildings. There were two female blonde nurses in white 60's gown stabbed on the street in front of an abandoned school. Young blonde girls in grey smocks were examining the area and doing forensics on how the nurses died. Six of them in total, with tiny brushes sweeping the crime scene. They looked at me, yet continued to do there odd work. There was a young boy with a board running a scam, all you to do was pick the highest black number. If you were correct you win a prize and someone dies. He kept telling me it was my turn and I had play now. I didn't want to, and he said it would be worse if I refused. So I said fine and went over to one of the girls and told here to pick the black circle that was at the bottom. He was upset, as all the high black numbers were hidden within the black circle. Since I didn't technically pick the numbers, we were all free to go.

 Dream 3

Apparently Wolfbrother had been with me before and I was pushing him on our journey. The abandoned downtown area opened up into a more populated and cleaner area. There were lots of activity with people moving about. We passed a pyramid that looked like a car wash. The carpets here were wet, and the manager came out to yell at us about tracking water all of the place in his wheelchair. We got the carpets dirty too and then he realized that I was with Wolfbrother. He became very irritate saying that "Why are you still with him and you shouldn't be here". It was a short very looking man that was off. I was already upset and told him "I am he who is like he who is like he who is like he who is like he....." and he began to panic. I banished him somewhere and told Wolfbrother we need to go. The other employees at the car wash were happy I got rid of the manager and wanted us to go to the theatere next to "fix" things there. I told them not right now and tried to head home. For some reason we went to a high rise, went through the lobby and to the elevators to get to floor 24 where Wolfbrother's apartment was, however it was a large area about 40ft by 60f't with windows all around. There was a grey carpet, no furniture, could not see outside windows. Wolfbrother was left in elevator. Soon the entire floor titled and I feel face down. I soon realized that this was not a dream  and began to panic. I made this odd statement "Remember your training, you know how to deal with these stressors. Rationalize what is going on and complete your task. Complete the mission. You cannot let them win."

Dream 4

I wake up in my room. It is bright. The room seems off as basic furniture is place where it should be, but none of the decorative of accent items are there. There is a little puppy that runs up to me and is scarred. I ask whats wrong and hold it close to my chest. There is a weird signal noise and I look immediate to the bedroom door and try to get up. Some one says "They are here [my name]." and the door opens. The hallway is off and brightly light, I can see the floor color is there but not the tile... the rose color wall is there but the hallways is blocked off halfway by some weird pinkish membrane. From behind me, two beings lift me up on either side and one behind me pushes me forward. We head toward the bathroom. They are wearing dark brown robes. I know who there are and begin singing/chanting to fend them off. As we enter the bathroom its all fractal mirrors, I can see them clearly and myself in the reflections. We are going up in a spiral, about two rotations up before there is interference from the waking world via my Wolfbrother.

Real World...

Apparently I woke up Ryan, was making a lot of noise. He was worried because he saw something in the room, but did not want to wake me up. However when I started chanting/singing/thrumming.... he threw RDE at me to bonk me awake. On my end...I felt it and quickly fell out of the corridor that they were taking me up. They looked back as I feel away from them. I had my left eye open and my right eye closed. I knew I was in my room with my Wolfbrother, but was unable to open my right eye as I was in two places at once. I was also getting feedback with my left eye..... I could still see the fractal corridor and them fading up into the distance. Also there was a bit of the arrival location from them as I started to pick up on one of their perspectives. They arrived on a railed circle platform within a dimly lit room. The rail around the circle was a smooth stainless steel, broken by three entry ways. Two walked out to a nearby console. The other stood in the center and though "Need to re-establish connection". During the ascent there was communication "Your brother. If we lose you. We have that".

Personal Note: For some odd reason this particular event has bothered me greatly. I was unable to go back to sleep. It started to bring up questions about my paternal visitations and earliest abductions. Why are there so little memories with my paternal visits? I have less than 20 memories.... I know the first two official incidents is with him.... in Irwindale and Santa Fe Dam.... there is a third incident possibly during the kidnapping "CA/AZ/NM/TX" were fireworks were following us during the day while driving in the mountains. My interest in doing anything is gone. I do not want to sleep but I have too...I do not feel well. I am unable to turn off. Something is wrong. After I hit the 35hour mark I am really worried, as I know I should feel tired....but I can't turn off to sleep. I am meditating to make sure my body is functional, but again now usual interest. I need to keep my responsibilities in taking care of my aunt and wolfbrother, 48 hour mark comes and still cannot sleep.... at 66 mark finally fall asleep for 4 hours. Over the next couple of days gradually returns to normal. Highly bothered.

  

Speaking in Light

The incident a few years back with an announcement meant for my wolfbrother was revisited. The being who shouted at my in various languages was just the focal point of that event. There was a little more before and after. There was a purple mass with a red floating triangle light before all this began. During the time I was expression frustration of  "Why tell me", "The Light Lies", "I don't speak color", and "I am not purple".
They kept insisting "I was purple". The only thing I could make reference to this was the whole mix up between me and my wolfbrother. The image above has stuck in my mind of this other being that was there before I was bought before the herald of the council.

The day that I came to this revaluation a number of bad things happened around us. Certain individual in real life showed up, and there were odd things walking about scaring my aunt. A lot of activity happened. What is worse I been trying to get evidence of this occurring while I am in "event". Trying to record audio during a session with my Wolfbrother, trying to get proof and show that he needs help still to bring him back. 

Sadly I am more depressed and listless. My insomnia is in full swing and my heart aches.

Dream 1 11/6/2017
I was taking care of my aunt in the room. Helping her bathe and for some reason my brother was there. It wasn't my brother though, but someone who seemed to indicate he was my relation. He had a similar mannerism to me which is unlike anything blood relative has. I was very annoyed by this as I did not know who he was or why he was here, I did not know of his intentions. I got my aunt out of the bath and helped her as usually and then placed her on the bed. It seems I was instructing this supposedly sibling on how to care for my aunt. Apparently I would be leaving soon. I was getting frustrated as I had an appointment with an old fried, she had bought tickets for me and I had to get ready myself and leave. For just a moment I asked about my wolfbrother, if he was going too. That is when a being from behind the television asked about my wolfbrother. It wonder why I still care. The being was a very slender and pale female with white skin, a large head and long black hair with red lipstick. It almost looked very comical as reminded me of a big white ballon with a painted face of a lady, with red lipstick, real black long hair and eyes..except it was some being. I began to explain that my wolfbrother is my wolfbrother, and I was beginning to get angry.
I am so sicked and tried of these games, the whole issue with my wolfbrother, the fact that he hates me and things have all gone wrong. That I am alone.

Things suddenly switched over to a church orphanage. It was the same facility I was at last time,  I recognized the exterior. It was the one my wolfbrother was being kept at. It put my head down in sadness. Then a man asked "I heard you have been writing stories. You have already met others such as "A" & "J".
We have been watching you know". At this point I was picking up some dice and books that seemed to had been discard on the floor before me. Someone had walked by and dropped them and left. As I picked up the dice and flipped through some of the books I simply asked "Where is my wolfbrother, we are supposed to be together".
A man, someone who seemed like a priest walked up and said that the pastor would like a word with me. A gentleman was here to see myself and my wolfbrother. I looked up and followed the priest inside the facility. It was wood and stone, smelled of frankincense, and had velvet carpets. There was a thin man wearing black slacks, white long sleave shirt, black suspenders, a dark hat, and black cloves. He had a styled goatee and mustache. The oddest thing was the sparkle of color coming of his chest. It was like a Zoot Suit  guy with no coat, with colorful lens flair and glitter on his chest. He greeted me and the pastor was there, the Pastor said that my wolfbrother was asking for me this time. I was needed to "calm" him down, I began to tell him to wait as "I  needed my wolfbrother to come back with me". The Zoot Suit guy asked "So how do you like the things we set up for you. Your have your games back. Are you happy". I answered back, "I am enjoying the diversion my only concern is for my Wolfbrother". The Zoot Suit guy said, "You already know what we are and where we are. I need you brother out as well". I interjected strongly "My wolfbrother". He continued, "Yes. You see you and he are need. I need to speak with him. I need the key you have with you." I looked at him and asked "Who are you". He looked at me and I saw a cross amidst the sparkles and he said "One of the good guys". That is when one of the kids ran past me and breathed into the Zoot Suit guys face. He immediately sat down and was paralyzed. The young boy looked like an grey skinned scraggly goblin. It communicated to him "You no talk. You no sneak in. You are ours. He is ours. You no talk", and then pulled a lever closing the area off with an iron grate. I noticed many other of the kids walking about in patient robes. The Zoot suit guy was coughing and trying to stand up. I leaned over and said "I am with key, but do not have the key. It is not an object and "they" took it from me. It is still with me as that is my name...that can't change that". I leaned over and whispered into his ear, "My wolfbrother. Free him. Return him". I turned and began to lift the metal gate to leave. One of the grey goblin came and pulled it down and communicated "YOU NO LEAVE" and walked away. I lifted the gate anyway and walked outside. They are all manipulating me and my wolfbrother, we just want to be free of all of this..   

Smokey Greys

Date: 11/7/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00pm-7:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm (Me, Aunt) /12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Whistles, Hums
Odd occurrences after: None

   After a few days my wolfbrother left. Over the previous days he has had trouble sleeping, again because of the false "Nayr". Although we have discussed this he has decided to pursue things his own way, making something that is not into something that is. This has affected my sleep patterns as well as I have become physically ill and uneasy. What is worse is that my feelings have been hurt as well. The night he left I went to bed early. I was sad and depressed over a great many things. As expected I had a fitful sleep once again, but had trouble falling asleep due to constant pop and odd whistles. They were hear again, those noise do not occur randomly and where increasing as I was trying to fall asleep. I was uneasy.
   Sometime during all of this I fell asleep, but awoke several times as there were these hazy beings walking about the room. They were around 3 feet in height, but seemed like 2D flat images. They were discussing something about my wolfbrother. Two of the twelve came foward to me and asked where my wolfbrother was. I told them he is not here and is at home. They said this was his home and I was his, but I told him he is at the lake and that is his home. He doesn't want me and for them to go away and stop this. No one wants me. I was partially paralyzed and they left after awhile as they discussed things. When they left I managed to get up. I was phased, but too depressed and went back to sleep. These were odd as I never encountered smoke 2D grey before.

September Second Visit

Date: 9/25/2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:55am-4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A (Me, BF, Aunt) /12:30pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Happy (Me/BF)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Confused (Me/BF)/ Terrified, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Light Flashing
Odd occurrences after: None, Monday Incident

My significant other and I were having a great time. We had gone out for dinner, came back and spent some time playing video games and enjoying each other's company. We made pizza around1:00am and then watched a DVD. I put my aunt to bed around 11:30pm as her leg hurt and she was tired. My guest went to sleep around 12:30am.

As we were watching TV there were several pops and incidents where the light had flickered. My significant other has been indicating the the phenomena that we are experiencing in something other than what it seems and in concentrated on him. As of now I have been supporting his theory, as I am concerned. I worry about him. So even though I was aware they were here, I been complying to his "idea". During this time around 4:00am the lights started to flicker in more rapid sequence, the dog whined, and I had an impression they were here. I ignored that.

According to my aunt, she was already awake. A being of shadowy darkness came out again from the bathroom area. It walked toward her bed and then touched her on her left cheek on the face. The finger felt rubbery in texture with no distinct cold or heat. She was trying to yell and not allowing the being to touch her.
The dog start whining more and her cries were apparent. I heard her and investigated, she also woke up my guest as well.

She was in a state of panic in which I had to calm her down.I attended her needs and questioned her. I noticed that there was a physical sign of irritation to her left cheek. It was read. As noted with Monday's entry, this was a similar discoloration on her check. There was no abrasion from nails as this was not a scratch, it was an irritation. Likewise there was a mark that was fading, skin discoloration in white which looked like a backward "S" with the lower part as a "6". This was fading fast.

September's First Incident

Date: 9/20/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am (Me), 4:15am (Aunt/Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Aunt) /12:30am (Guest), 7:00am (Me)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Blue Flash of light at 1:45am (Castiac Lake)
Odd occurrences after: None

I been having insomnia and for some reason I do not want to go to sleep. I been on and off, and my body shut down for a bit today but I woke up again. I tried to relax playing World of Warcraft to get my mind off certain things. My room is dark and only a few place where light manifests, such as the TV, computer screens, bathroom, and main room light. So if something flashes or lights up I can tell. This night I just had my blue night light on and the laptop computer screen. So no outside light could appears from the windows as they are sealed. I also keep my door closed. Around 2:00am a bright flash of light occurred along the inner room wall that runs along the bathroom. It seemed to emanate from the bathroom doorway, as where I was sitting it was blocked by a bookcase, but the flash could be seen along the wall. It was odd. However I paid no mind and continued playing till 3:00am. Around 4:00am thoughts of them came in my head, but ignored it and focused on sleeping. They asked about my BF, why do I care and love him. They wanted to know where he went. They also wanted me to come outside. They kept asking why him...... I stayed inside and focused on going back to sleep until my aunt started yelling.

The previous night I took my bf home...when I walked to the car I was checking my phone...suddenly a blue light flashed on me. There was no car on the other side of the park, nor was their a vehicle along the street. The light seemed to have come from no source but was directly in front of me and came from either (his house or across the park, but was pointed on me only). I did not think much on it.

During the time I was being questioned....my aunt had an odd experience in her room. She claims that my "mother/her twin" came into the room. She was wearing all white gown and glowing. She was thinner than she was usually. She told my aunt "I am waiting for you. I am here to see you. Tell my son I love him". She then  walked out of the room and my aunt began to yell...I heard her and then I rushed in. I had to calm her down since she was crying.

It Starts Again With Blood

Date: 7/22/2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:300am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt) /11:30pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Extremely Sad, Extremely Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt0
State of Mind After: Very Extremely Sad, Very Extremely Depressed (Me)/ Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Angels, Hand Signs
Odd occurrences after: Blood (Pet)

My Wolfbrother has been going through his own issues with "them". As from the past three weeks now there has been high activity. Most of it is not physical, but communication has been made and has been verified through blind references between my Wolfbrother, my Aunt, and myself.

Yesterday morning around I re-noticed that there is an odd image in the bathroom doorway. Although I have discounted it as the wood from the door, there is a re-occuring thing with it. It is not always there which is disturbing, or I forget it is there. Basically a winged robed being coming in through a portal, beckoning with hand position, eye level indicates non-human head shape.In the morning though the image jumped out as it had a "Flaming Sword"

The hand positioning was important. as one is either "Iuro" or "Suffragor" and "Mendico". These are early christian hand signs that are often found in paintings and statues. Similar to a mudra.  This means either "I have taken a vow/oath" or "I vote/support" and "the taking of alms". As the language used if often corrupted/misunderstood, in it basic concept is "I have come to take you" or "I have authority to take you", as the first part make the second part a demand, not a request.

It has been marked that I am to be abducted........ I asked my aunt if she every saw that hand sign. When I did it she got scared and said immediately that thy have done that and where did I see this? Then have made this gesture to here before. I let her know I was just looking at early christian signs in painting and sculpture.

To the events.... so as I am am greatly bothered by what is going on I have been crying the past few days.
My heart is heavy and "they" have been hounding me. I did not want to sleep. Around 5:30am as i was laying in my bed. There was sporadic audible "talking", it was also echoing through/in my thoughts. It was accompanied with synaptic shocks. Finally I was knocked out. I woke up crying again, they beat me again.
I try to put up shields and run, hiding with "Sam and Dean", no "Castiel" though.

I did my dailies, taking care of my aunt who seemed really upset and nervous. Taking care of our dog, who seemed really upset and nervous. Going back and forth I assume it is the heat or her pain. However, it is happening again. My dog is bleeding like Patrick. Seems minor, but I hope and pray this is not it again.
"They" don't like dogs. I asked my aunt is she was okay, she said no. They came last night.

According to her around 5:30am, they "one" showed up. It said we know who you are... it proceeded to tell her her name, the location of the house, who was in the house, and that they have been watching us for a long time. The being touched her on her arm, she saw the images of my grandmother, uncle and aunt that told her don't be afraid. It was telling her other things, both audible and echoing in her head. She is rather shaken up. So am I.

I am watching my pup. I am chalking it up to the heat. If it continues we are going to the vet.

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Shadowy Visitor II and some Racket

Date: 1/14/2016
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00am (Wood Rabbit)/4:00am (Aunt)/2:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Nervous, Agitated, Worry
State of Mind After: Apathy, Worry, Anxious
Odd occurrences before: Anxious All Night
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Attack Last Week,  Starseed Repeat

Last week Earth Dragon had a break down of sorts with everything that has been happening to him. Wood Rabbit fell into a trance/sleep shortly after that conversation while Earth Dragon was "stomping his feet".
During this time, Wood Rabbit was psychically attacked... he was berated by unknown entities that where wondering why Earth Dragon was such in a state. Earth Dragon had to call Wood Rabbit and calm him down a sorts, it took a huge emotional toll on Wood Rabbit, more that what has lead on.
It is assumed that the communication was with the "Greys", only because of the emotion was projected.
This was similar to the berating of the previous Starseed issue of 2013.

So last night Wood Rabbit was anxious an unable to go to bed. His Emotional state has been reflective as he has been going over a lot of things. Mainly looking for patterns and why he is involved with Earth Dragon.
What is the overall connection and why the high amount of strangeness. Also who certain themes are involved with known associates and why is he considered the "Defective One". During this time he had some communication with Earth Dragon. Earth Dragon indicated that "they" have finally showed up while he is on a vacation. That was shortly before 3:00am when they ended the conversation. Wood Rabbit had the odd impression that someone was in the room when he went to sleep, but thought nothing of it. A few minutes later, he had heard a loud thump in his aunt's bathroom. He waited for 10 minutes, only because he did hear footsteps earlier in the kitchen but was afraid to look. Eventually he decided to do as Earth Dragon would have and returned to his "Warrior" aspect arming himself. He found his dog fast asleep and his other guest was also asleep. However his aunt was wide awake and afraid. At the time she only indicated that she had heard a noise and nothing more, but was fearful of Wood Rabbit to check the bathroom. He did a perimeter check of the house and nothing was found. Later on she slipped and mentioned that the Shadowy being came back last night and went into the bathroom and was the one who made the noise.

During the brief 2hrs of sleep, Wood Rabbit had a dream in which he was question on Earth Dragons whereabouts and activities again.

Shadowy Visitor at 2016

Date: 1/13/2016
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:30am, 2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am (Me)/2:00am (Aunt)/2:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Nervous, Agitated, Worry
State of Mind After: Apathy, Worry
Odd occurrences before: Waking up around 3:45am (Me)
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

My guest was in the kitchen playing his game, and I was in my room. Around 1:30am my aunt says a shadowy being entered here room. It stood there and looked around and then headed to the bathroom area where it disappeared. The being was a shadowy mass, no distinct features other than it appeared to be humanoid.

An hour later, she indicated that she heard footsteps again, but this time it was outside and they walked the perimeter of the house. I likewise heard some footsteps but ignored it, she says that a few minutes later, something was attempting to enter the back door. She is nervous and worried that something is trying to get in.