Date: 11/26/2009
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 4:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Regular.
State of Mind After: Regurlar.
Odd occurrences before: Before I feel asleep I had the distinct feeling of "We're coming".
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None
This occurrence was verified by my aunt today on 11/28/09 and revolves around her. With July/August visitations, it seems they have been taking more and more interest no in my aunt. Before they would either just pass her room or just check on her as they came for me. However lately, either because I am not remembering incidents or something else is happening... she has reported them walking in her room. Apparently this has happened several time before and the Alien types have always been the medium sized almond color ones. However recently a gray walked in her room early Thursday morning. Apparently they don't even bother paralyzing here or anything, she is so scared that she cannot scream and barely manages to tap the wall to attempt a call for help. Although she knows of the experiences and has been witness to many she is questioning her sanity because they are showing up in her room. Our dog as I have guessed has already been pacified by them same how. However like em their methods are not 100% foolproof.
However I did learn some new information concerning my grandfather and his experiences. I mentioned my family history that may maternal grandfather had his first encounter when he was a young man in the desert during the 1910's. Apparently he had three other encounters as well....
2nd encounter occurred in the 1930's during the construction of the Hoover Dam.He and truck full for workers coming from Nevada back to Los Angeles encountered a UFO. Apparently it flew over them and he remembered the blue lights shining on everyone except him. There was no mention of missing time, but they drove as fast as they could back to the closest town adn toward Los Angeles.
The Third Encounter occurred in the 1950's, late at night my grandfather claimed that "Angels" had come and told him things would be okay. This happened late at night around 2 AM. At the time they were living in a hilly area near Evergreen Cemetery in Los Angeles, only a east of my present location.
The Fourth Encounter occurs in the late 50's or early sixties and coincides with my mother's first claim of sighting a UFO. However, what is interesting is that the story is slightly different with more information than my mother;s version. Apparently my Great Uncle Leno at the time yelled that there was something outside a bright blue light.
My grandfather, grandmother, and my aunt were witnesses to the event and stayed inside. Apparently this also meant that my evil Aunt Alma was present, as her boyfriend/husband at the time was there too. My mother and uncle ran outside to see what it was. By my mother's account she remembers alight shining on both of them and that's it. Nothing else was ever mentioned afterward, however my aunt does claim that about five years later she remembers odd stuff occurring. Most of her young life she was away from the family.. so it is unknown about most.
In closing this may explain the odd behaviors that my grandfather exhibited at some times. Apparently he would sleep by himself at times in an other room of the house to let my grandma sleep in peace. In this room not only do I believe he was constantly abducted, but my mother, and then myself. He also had a tendency to take off in the middle of the night too. He always claimed to go and put gas. This would occur during 1-4am in the morning.
From his behavior it looked like he was trying to keep them away from us. Not that I look back, the patterns did not increase with me until his death in 1986. Although my first contact was in 1978, with some visitations up until that point.... things did not escalate until after his death, but then again it could just be timing since I was enteringg puberty by then..
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Again....not original ones...
Date: 10/19/2009
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1:50 am to 2:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: (Aunt) 1:00am, Me 5:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Both Depressed, Stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed, Scared.
Odd occurrences before: Buzzing, Humming, Whispering.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched, Humming.
Possible Influential Factors: High Level of Stress and Depression, Previous Sightings
Around 150-2am it occurred again. I heard my aunt cry out and then knock on the wall. I thought she was having a nightmare. I got up once Patrick freaked out and started barking and hit the window really loud.
My hair was standing up before then and I thought I heard whispers, but I thought it was just imagining things.
I went out to the hall way and Patrick was upset and came to me immediately. I asked my aunt if she was okay and she was crying. she said they were there and she'd call out and hit the wall. One just walked to the door of her room and stood there watching her, then it walked away and then walked into her bathroom again and stared at her from in there. That is when she hit the wall and then Patrick got spooked and started to bark as if chasing that end up in him hitting the window really hard.
These are not the ones who originally started with me. These are the second set. For some reason these are interested in my aunt more than me.
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1:50 am to 2:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: (Aunt) 1:00am, Me 5:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Both Depressed, Stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed, Scared.
Odd occurrences before: Buzzing, Humming, Whispering.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched, Humming.
Possible Influential Factors: High Level of Stress and Depression, Previous Sightings
Around 150-2am it occurred again. I heard my aunt cry out and then knock on the wall. I thought she was having a nightmare. I got up once Patrick freaked out and started barking and hit the window really loud.
My hair was standing up before then and I thought I heard whispers, but I thought it was just imagining things.
I went out to the hall way and Patrick was upset and came to me immediately. I asked my aunt if she was okay and she was crying. she said they were there and she'd call out and hit the wall. One just walked to the door of her room and stood there watching her, then it walked away and then walked into her bathroom again and stared at her from in there. That is when she hit the wall and then Patrick got spooked and started to bark as if chasing that end up in him hitting the window really hard.
These are not the ones who originally started with me. These are the second set. For some reason these are interested in my aunt more than me.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Again they are abck...
Date: 10/18/2009, but also incidents within past two weeks.
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 3:30am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am-4:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed.
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: Home Accident, High Level of Stress
This occurrence was verified by my aunt today once again. Early this morning around 2:00 a.m. I took my dog outside. As he was outside I was assisting my aunt. While helping her I noticed a white object proximately 6' tall rush by the back door outside. I instantly ran to the door and called my dog in. Worrying that something might happened to him because I was 100% awake! Luckily he immediately ran and I closed the door. Since my dog did not act odd and I did not see anything else weird... I thought it was all in my head..... The rest of the night nothing odd happened. I simply played some of my video game and then went to bed. However.....
my Aunt reported that she saw something around 2:45 am pass in the hallway. Same color and size. She then heard someone exclaim outside about 10 min later "OMG did you see it!!! Did you see it!!". Although nothing I remembered happened last not to me, the mere fact that she saw it too did not make me fee any better. Currently there is a carnival occurring a block away, so the probability of my aunt saying that she heard someone exclaim...."Did you see it" is most likely accurate.
As you know for the past couple of month the activity has been high. I thought it died down and it was over. Within the last two weeks I thought I was imagining things again. Nothing overtly was happening that I remembered, and to be honestly I been so tired an exhausted I really didn't care. They have been screwing with my head, playing mind games. My ears have been ringing and I been feeling dizzying.
I have no idea what to do..... I am scared..... 30+ years of this. I can't take anymore.
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 3:30am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am-4:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed.
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: Home Accident, High Level of Stress
This occurrence was verified by my aunt today once again. Early this morning around 2:00 a.m. I took my dog outside. As he was outside I was assisting my aunt. While helping her I noticed a white object proximately 6' tall rush by the back door outside. I instantly ran to the door and called my dog in. Worrying that something might happened to him because I was 100% awake! Luckily he immediately ran and I closed the door. Since my dog did not act odd and I did not see anything else weird... I thought it was all in my head..... The rest of the night nothing odd happened. I simply played some of my video game and then went to bed. However.....
my Aunt reported that she saw something around 2:45 am pass in the hallway. Same color and size. She then heard someone exclaim outside about 10 min later "OMG did you see it!!! Did you see it!!". Although nothing I remembered happened last not to me, the mere fact that she saw it too did not make me fee any better. Currently there is a carnival occurring a block away, so the probability of my aunt saying that she heard someone exclaim...."Did you see it" is most likely accurate.
As you know for the past couple of month the activity has been high. I thought it died down and it was over. Within the last two weeks I thought I was imagining things again. Nothing overtly was happening that I remembered, and to be honestly I been so tired an exhausted I really didn't care. They have been screwing with my head, playing mind games. My ears have been ringing and I been feeling dizzying.
I have no idea what to do..... I am scared..... 30+ years of this. I can't take anymore.
Monday, September 14, 2009
More mysterious happenings
I have not experienced such activity in a long time. Although some people would be very excited about this I am not. Especially when I am the subject of these.
Over the past week I have been trying to ignore these strange events. However it seems that my "experiences" are being shared with my aunt. She on her own has been hearing odd humming sounds late at night, seeing "things" walk around in the hallway, and heard someone opening my door several times.
As for myself... I hear the noise as well and pray that what ever is happening goes away. There have been strange "flashes of light"... more often than not similar to that of a camera light... but one time the flash was burst of pink.
They have also tried something new. Before when they came there was a weird noise as if high pitched buzzing sound was around until you became paralyzed. Now they have switched over to something else, a new system in which time seems to have slown down and they don't seem to bother anymore about knocking you out. The air just seems all light, as if everything is floating, sound is muffled, and you seem not to breathe, it is if time it self slows. Before you fully realize something is wrong... they are there and you are immediately knocked out when they appear in front of you. Honestly I am not even sure anymore, it happens so fast... it just a silhouette.
However.... unlike before there is more physical evidence since I am obviously resisting traditional methods of extraction. Last week under fluorescent light I noticed I had an odd bruise. Since I am tan, the bruise appears as yellow splotch with a dark purple center. It is as if my arm was held down and the bruise was cause by a thumb...as I was being restrained. This bruise appears on the left forearm by the wrist. As of yesterday when I realized the time dilation... a two inch thick a red mark is found. The mark is rather odd as it look like a thick abrasive scratch, but there is an entry point at the base it and a small lump. Also it seems that the new scratch is as long as older bruise next to the thumb print one. In all honesty it look like an IV scar. What is going on.... I am seriously losing my mind.... I can't deal with this anymore. Sleep deprivation, stress, etc.... sigh.
Over the past week I have been trying to ignore these strange events. However it seems that my "experiences" are being shared with my aunt. She on her own has been hearing odd humming sounds late at night, seeing "things" walk around in the hallway, and heard someone opening my door several times.
As for myself... I hear the noise as well and pray that what ever is happening goes away. There have been strange "flashes of light"... more often than not similar to that of a camera light... but one time the flash was burst of pink.
They have also tried something new. Before when they came there was a weird noise as if high pitched buzzing sound was around until you became paralyzed. Now they have switched over to something else, a new system in which time seems to have slown down and they don't seem to bother anymore about knocking you out. The air just seems all light, as if everything is floating, sound is muffled, and you seem not to breathe, it is if time it self slows. Before you fully realize something is wrong... they are there and you are immediately knocked out when they appear in front of you. Honestly I am not even sure anymore, it happens so fast... it just a silhouette.
However.... unlike before there is more physical evidence since I am obviously resisting traditional methods of extraction. Last week under fluorescent light I noticed I had an odd bruise. Since I am tan, the bruise appears as yellow splotch with a dark purple center. It is as if my arm was held down and the bruise was cause by a thumb...as I was being restrained. This bruise appears on the left forearm by the wrist. As of yesterday when I realized the time dilation... a two inch thick a red mark is found. The mark is rather odd as it look like a thick abrasive scratch, but there is an entry point at the base it and a small lump. Also it seems that the new scratch is as long as older bruise next to the thumb print one. In all honesty it look like an IV scar. What is going on.... I am seriously losing my mind.... I can't deal with this anymore. Sleep deprivation, stress, etc.... sigh.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
What the Heck is going on?
This morning at 4:50am, there was an intense bright flash of light in the room with an audible "pop". At first I thought it was just my imagination, I was falling back to sleep and as soon as I was about to sleep a flash of intense white bright light went off.
It had no source...it seem to emanate from everywhere. As I was exhausted.... I really didn't care that much but I was scared and soon knocked out. I woke up tired and scared.
I really didn't think much about it, but on the way to work it bothered me. I felt sick.
So I conferred with my other house person my aunt. She indicated that she witnessed the same event in the bathroom. She happened to be up and at that time there was a flash... it emanated from nowhere as well, it just was all around. Afterward she made her way to bed and fell asleep exhausted.
Now... one I am trying to dismiss this, but cannot find any reasonable explanation.
As many of you already know I suffer from Alien Abductions. Could this by it again...but no memory this time? They are being sneakier?
Or as one type of phenomena explains... could it be aerial bio-luminance? As far as weather is concerned it is hot, we have had fires around our city for almost a week straight. Supposedly a photogenic discharge can occur if the correct amount of N2 and O2 particles are in the air and are excited by and electrical discharge? That would cause a localized flash, but not one that appears in multiples rooms. We are talking about a simultaneous flash occur from my room my aunts room and the adjoining bathroom and hallways.
I know I am not crazy. There is an eye witness. Whats going on and why doesn't it stop :-(
It had no source...it seem to emanate from everywhere. As I was exhausted.... I really didn't care that much but I was scared and soon knocked out. I woke up tired and scared.
I really didn't think much about it, but on the way to work it bothered me. I felt sick.
So I conferred with my other house person my aunt. She indicated that she witnessed the same event in the bathroom. She happened to be up and at that time there was a flash... it emanated from nowhere as well, it just was all around. Afterward she made her way to bed and fell asleep exhausted.
Now... one I am trying to dismiss this, but cannot find any reasonable explanation.
As many of you already know I suffer from Alien Abductions. Could this by it again...but no memory this time? They are being sneakier?
Or as one type of phenomena explains... could it be aerial bio-luminance? As far as weather is concerned it is hot, we have had fires around our city for almost a week straight. Supposedly a photogenic discharge can occur if the correct amount of N2 and O2 particles are in the air and are excited by and electrical discharge? That would cause a localized flash, but not one that appears in multiples rooms. We are talking about a simultaneous flash occur from my room my aunts room and the adjoining bathroom and hallways.
I know I am not crazy. There is an eye witness. Whats going on and why doesn't it stop :-(
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Not sure what going on now.....
I am unnervingly calm. I mean, I am no longer as fearful or dreading sleeping. Seems a new approach has been taken by them. Exhaustion... I am so tired I just knock out now.
Tonight's wonderful episodes happened early between 11:40, 12:40, and 1:40. I kept opening my eyes and those were the times on the clock. The first episode I was just fidgeting... I awoke, but was too tired to get up. Second time same thing, I was too tired and contemplated getting up. I heard a noise but didn't care....then I felt something behind me as I turned around to go back to sleep. I became paralyzed.
I couldn't move, yet I was flipped over some how to face the room. My eyes were already closed. I was struggling as best as I could to move a toe, a finger or anything, even to cry out. I know during this time I was being asked several questions, "Why do you continue to resist? Your will is quite strong, but your body is low". There were other sounds too like a vocal weird buzzing and murmuring.
Finally my legs jerked and rubbed against eachother. That when my fingers began to de-stiffen and made an attempt to scream. It came out as a moan. That when I snapped out of it and it was 1:40.
Although nothing happened the previous night that I recall. I did have an unexplained wound. Upper left thigh, appears to be two puncture wounds. Was bleeding.
No inflammation, and does not appear to be a spider bite.
Unfortunately the only occurrence my aunt noticed was sirens outside, a gunshot, and someone screaming.I didn't hear any of it. Not sure to count this as a dream or a real case.
Tonight's wonderful episodes happened early between 11:40, 12:40, and 1:40. I kept opening my eyes and those were the times on the clock. The first episode I was just fidgeting... I awoke, but was too tired to get up. Second time same thing, I was too tired and contemplated getting up. I heard a noise but didn't care....then I felt something behind me as I turned around to go back to sleep. I became paralyzed.
I couldn't move, yet I was flipped over some how to face the room. My eyes were already closed. I was struggling as best as I could to move a toe, a finger or anything, even to cry out. I know during this time I was being asked several questions, "Why do you continue to resist? Your will is quite strong, but your body is low". There were other sounds too like a vocal weird buzzing and murmuring.
Finally my legs jerked and rubbed against eachother. That when my fingers began to de-stiffen and made an attempt to scream. It came out as a moan. That when I snapped out of it and it was 1:40.
Although nothing happened the previous night that I recall. I did have an unexplained wound. Upper left thigh, appears to be two puncture wounds. Was bleeding.
No inflammation, and does not appear to be a spider bite.
Unfortunately the only occurrence my aunt noticed was sirens outside, a gunshot, and someone screaming.I didn't hear any of it. Not sure to count this as a dream or a real case.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Is it over?
For the past two weeks I have barley slept. Out of exhaustion I finally got at least a full 8 hours of sleep or so. I was too tired to care anymore. For the previous couple of nights its been terrifying. I know that they were watching.
8/24/09 between the hours of 2:30-4:00 AM. That night I though I could finally go to sleep, but I knew I was being observed. Although I am discounting what I saw... due to sleep deprivation and heightened anxiety. I was being stared at from through window. My mental state, although anxious is luckily functional and has not impacted my work.
Although I am functioning, due to my stress level... this episode is iffy.
8/26/09 2:00 AM to 3:30 AM. As in the opening I was just exhausted. I fell asleep. What annoyed me was when and where I woke up. I awoke immediately and fully awake exactly at 3:18 AM. I was wide awake and covered outside my bed. My bed is unique in that well...just let say the way I awoke I was "placed" back incorrectly. I have had my bed configured a certain way for years and have never wrapped/entangled myself in my sheets. There are no marks or scars and at this point I do not remember nothing.
Afterward I simply went to use the washroom and tried to calm myself down. Hopefully they got what they want and will leave me alone for a while.
8/24/09 between the hours of 2:30-4:00 AM. That night I though I could finally go to sleep, but I knew I was being observed. Although I am discounting what I saw... due to sleep deprivation and heightened anxiety. I was being stared at from through window. My mental state, although anxious is luckily functional and has not impacted my work.
Although I am functioning, due to my stress level... this episode is iffy.
8/26/09 2:00 AM to 3:30 AM. As in the opening I was just exhausted. I fell asleep. What annoyed me was when and where I woke up. I awoke immediately and fully awake exactly at 3:18 AM. I was wide awake and covered outside my bed. My bed is unique in that well...just let say the way I awoke I was "placed" back incorrectly. I have had my bed configured a certain way for years and have never wrapped/entangled myself in my sheets. There are no marks or scars and at this point I do not remember nothing.
Afterward I simply went to use the washroom and tried to calm myself down. Hopefully they got what they want and will leave me alone for a while.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Oddest Dream???
Well again with another sleepless night. I went to sleep as soon as I got home in the evening which was fine. My pup woke me up around 12pm and I played with him and checked the house was okay and had a small snack. I was on the net for a bit too. Afterward I went to be and tried to get some sleep. As soon as I put my head to the pillow around too that when I heard the noise again.
I thought okay it is just in my head... ignore it. I tried to ignore it and tried to go to sleep, but I kept tossing and turning.... because i was scared that they would show up. finally out of exhaustion I fell asleep and had the oddest dream.....
Apparently a guide (a...gray) was walking me through my experiences. We visited e really badly constructed version of my home (bad as in cheap and hastily put together) in which my guide was trying to discount all of my abduction experience as my "imagination" and me mistaking things.
It should me in my previous room on how strange lights could have been from next door, how leaving the windows open could account for the odd cold following and ringing in my ear, how the reflection of the vacuum cleaner which viewed through the reflection of the window seemed to be an alien. As it was I was already terrified to be were I was.... they even had a dog there running around the "set" showing how normal it was and if the dog sensed discomfort it would be growling. However, one after I overcame my panic I pointed out that now.... this isn't right.
One you standing in front of me and you are a gray, two... the gentlemen behind us watching us
knows this is fake... this is a set. Plus you have me old room all wrong... we never had an upright vacuum until recently, plus the windows would not have reflected that since I had curtain and always kept them close. I then was pushed or yanked away from the gray. I woke up outside in a field during the day. Above me were a couple of platforms in which various hybrids were monitoring things via a computer terminals. There were a couple of people in the field with me, all ages and ethnicity... some were frightened other dazed. I decided to climb up the terminal and a few people inspired by my choice did the same. An announcement cautioning us to stop this behavior from the hybrids. Several of us already reached the top and started attacking the hybrids they said "This is against the Human-Alien Interaction Protocols, stop or we will be forced too" and one of the guys that was attacking him suddenly became paralyzed. I remember saying "I got you Pete hang on" and lifted him to another guy. I awoke scarred and the radio was on. It mentioned something about 12 saved.
I thought okay it is just in my head... ignore it. I tried to ignore it and tried to go to sleep, but I kept tossing and turning.... because i was scared that they would show up. finally out of exhaustion I fell asleep and had the oddest dream.....
Apparently a guide (a...gray) was walking me through my experiences. We visited e really badly constructed version of my home (bad as in cheap and hastily put together) in which my guide was trying to discount all of my abduction experience as my "imagination" and me mistaking things.
It should me in my previous room on how strange lights could have been from next door, how leaving the windows open could account for the odd cold following and ringing in my ear, how the reflection of the vacuum cleaner which viewed through the reflection of the window seemed to be an alien. As it was I was already terrified to be were I was.... they even had a dog there running around the "set" showing how normal it was and if the dog sensed discomfort it would be growling. However, one after I overcame my panic I pointed out that now.... this isn't right.
One you standing in front of me and you are a gray, two... the gentlemen behind us watching us
knows this is fake... this is a set. Plus you have me old room all wrong... we never had an upright vacuum until recently, plus the windows would not have reflected that since I had curtain and always kept them close. I then was pushed or yanked away from the gray. I woke up outside in a field during the day. Above me were a couple of platforms in which various hybrids were monitoring things via a computer terminals. There were a couple of people in the field with me, all ages and ethnicity... some were frightened other dazed. I decided to climb up the terminal and a few people inspired by my choice did the same. An announcement cautioning us to stop this behavior from the hybrids. Several of us already reached the top and started attacking the hybrids they said "This is against the Human-Alien Interaction Protocols, stop or we will be forced too" and one of the guys that was attacking him suddenly became paralyzed. I remember saying "I got you Pete hang on" and lifted him to another guy. I awoke scarred and the radio was on. It mentioned something about 12 saved.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Secondary Broadcast on Internet Radio
Although I am skeptically about Digital Transmission(since they can carry multiple channels and signals. I noticed that during tonight broadcast that my head felt funny. Particularly the area where the Parietal and partially the temporal lobes and is located on the left side of my head. I felt a tingling sensation and pressure. Apparently the Parietal lobe corresponds to the ability to understand language both written and verbal. The Temporal lobe ironically is involved with verbal memory. I wonder if it is stimulated, does that mean I was aware of a secondary carrier signal being transmitted, was there a signal giving instructions to contact or do something to be identified for covert research? Or It was possible that the intruders put a safeguard of some sort and it is processing whatever code there is, and hopefully not transmitting. I should have never put on the radio by accident....lol
Military Abductions
The show Coast to Coast 640AM with George Noory, Whitley Strieber and Melinda Leslie, 8/13/09-8/14/09, had a very interesting topic...... Military Abductions.
Apparently M.A. are a government abduction that follow up on an Alien Abductions. They attempt to post-examine an Alien Abductee. They seem to try to see what was done, and to see if they can attempt booster your experience with the abductors in order to gain more information or sabotage the experience. According to Melinda's Website you can take this simple test here....(http://www.alienexperiences.com/08Questionnaire.html)
Mission and Earth Awareness
1. Do you secretly feel you are special or chosen?
No
2. Do you have a strong sense of having a mission or important task to perform, without knowing where this compulsion came from?
No
3. Do you have a cosmic awareness, an interest in the environment and the issues affecting the earth and all life forms, in becoming a vegetarian, or have you become very socially conscious?
No
4. Do you frequently think about or dream about disasters or earth changes such as quakes or floods, with the conviction that they will be happening?
No
5. Do you have dreams where superior beings, angels, or aliens are educating you about humanity, the universe, global changes or future events?
No
Fears
6. Do you secretly fear being accosted or kidnapped if you do not constantly monitor your surroundings?
Yes
7. Are you now or have you ever been afraid of your closet, and what might come out of it?
Yes
8. Have you frequently found yourself repeatedly checking throughout your home before you go to bed at night?
Yes
9. Have you seriously considered or have you installed a security system for your home, even if there was no justification?
Yes
10. Do you have an abnormal fear of the dark?
No
11. Do you feel fear or anxiety over the subject of aliens or UFOs?
Yes
12. Do you feel like you are being watched frequently, especially at night?
Yes
13. As a child or adult, have you seen faces or beings near you when in bed, which were not explainable?
Yes
14. Do you have fear of looking into the eyes of animals, or have you ever dreamed of looking closely into the eyes of animals, such as an owl or deer?
Yes
15. Do you have strong reactions to discussions about or pictures of aliens?
Yes
16. Do you have inexplicably strong fears or phobias of particular sights or sounds, such as fear of heights, insects, certain sounds, bright lights, your personal security or being alone?
Yes
17. Do you have the feeling that you are not supposed to talk about encounters with alien beings, or that you should not talk about the beings themselves?
No
Time and Sleep
18. Did you ever experience a period of time while awake when you could not remember what you had done during that time? This missing time may have been a half hour, several hours, a whole day or more. (Do not include lapses due to highway driving, or any experiences when you were drinking alcohol heavily, or experiencing chronic physical pain or the effects of medication, or times you were absorbed in work or reading.)
Yes
19. Do you have trouble sleeping through the night for reasons you cannot explain?
Yes
20. Do you wake up frequently during the same time each night?
Yes
21. Do you have a sleep disorder or suffer from insomnia?
Yes
22. Have you ever awoken in the middle of the night startled, feeling as though you have just dropped onto your bed?
Yes
23. Do you feel you have to sleep with your bed against a wall in order to feel safe, or sleep in some other peculiar manner to be comfortable?
Yes
24. Do you wake up by hearing a loud noise, but fail to get up to investigate and, instead, fall back into a deep sleep?
No
25. Do you ever hear popping or buzzing sounds, or any other unusual sounds or physical sensations upon waking or going to sleep?
Yes
26. Have you seen a hooded figure in or near your home or next to your bed at night?
Yes
27. Have you experienced a sudden, overwhelming desire to go to sleep when you had not planned to, but were unable to prevent yourself from doing so?
Yes
28. Have you awakened in the morning or in the middle of the night to find yourself in a different location in your home, or a different position in your bed, or wearing different clothing from when you went to sleep?
No
Memory and Dreams
29. Do you have a conscious memory or a dream of flying through the air or being outside your body?
Yes
30. Do you dream about seeing UFOs, being inside a spaceship, or interacting with UFO occupants?
Yes
31. As a child or teenager, was there a special place you secretly believed held a spiritual meaning just for you?
No
32. Do you have dreams of being chased by animals?
No
33. Do you have an obsessive memory that will not go away, such as seeing an alien face or a strange baby, or an examination table or needles, etc.?
Yes
34. Have you had dreams of passing through a closed window or solid wall?
Yes
35. Have you had dreams of non-human doctors or strange medical procedures?
No
36. Do you have memories that you do not feel happened the way you recall them?
Yes
Observations
37. Does your home have unexplainable sounds, apparitions, or unusual events that have been attributed to ghosts?
Yes
38. Do you have a strong interest in the subject of UFO sightings or aliens, a compulsion to read a lot about the subject, or a strong aversion towards the subject?
Yes
39. Do you sometimes hear a very high-pitched noise in one or both ears?
Yes
40. Have you ever seen a UFO in the sky or close to you within a short walking or driving distance?
Yes
41. If you have seen a UFO, were you strongly compelled to walk, drive or stand near it, follow it, or call out to it? Have you felt its occupants were particularly aware of you?
No
42. Have you seen someone with you become paralyzed, motionless or frozen in time, especially someone with whom you sleep?
Yes
43. Do you recall having a special, secret playmate or playmates as a child?
No
44. Have you had electronics around you go haywire or oddly malfunction with no explanation (such as street lights going out as you walk under them, TVs and radios affected as you move close, etc.)?
Yes
45. Do you frequently see multiple digits, such as 111 or 444, or other repeating number patterns on clocks, digital displays, or in any other setting?
Yes
46. Have you seen balls of light or flashes of light in your home or other locations?
Yes
47. Have you had someone in your life who that claims to have witnessed a ship or alien near you, or who has witnessed you having been missing for a period of time?
Yes
48. Have you seen a strange fog or haze in one area that is not due to weather and that should not be there?
Yes
49. Have you heard strange humming or pulsing sounds around you or coming toward you, for which you could not identify the source?
Yes
50. Have you been suddenly compelled to drive or walk to an out of the way or unknown area, without knowing why you are compelled to do it?
No
Physical and Emotional Symptoms
51. Have you ever had nosebleeds or found blood stains on your pillow for unexplainable reasons?
Yes
52. Do you frequently have sinus trouble or migraine headaches?
No
53. Have your x-rays or other procedures revealed foreign objects lodged in your body that cannot be explained?
Yes
54. Have you been medically diagnosed with the following: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Brain Sleep Disturbance, Gulf
War Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, Myofascial Pain, Epstein Barr, or other immune disorder?
No
55. For women only: Have you had false pregnancy or a verified pregnancy that disappeared within two or three months?
N/A
56. For women only: Have you had frequent female problems and reproductive difficulties?
N/A
57. Have you had sore muscles when waking up, without having exercised or strained before going to sleep?
Yes
58. Have you ever felt paralyzed in your bed or at home for no apparent reason?
Yes
59. Have you found unusual scars, marks or bruises on your body with no possible explanation as to how you received them (i.e., a small scoop-shaped indentation, a straight line scar, a pattern of pinprick marks, scars in roof of your mouth, in your nose or behind one ear, triangular bruises or fingertip-sized bruises on the inside of your thigh)?
Yes
60. Have you had paranormal or psychic experiences, including frequent flashes of intuition?
Yes
61. Have you ever felt as though you had received telepathic messages from somewhere?
Yes
62. Men and Women: Have you had frequent urinary tract infections?
No
63. Has your drug or alcohol use changed significantly one way or the other?
Yes
64. Do you have an unusual fear of doctors, hospitals or needles, or do you tend to avoid medical treatment?
No
65. Do you have frequent or sporadic headaches, especially in the sinus, behind one eye, or in one ear?
No
What was interesting about all this I only recall one experience I had, but I chucked it as a dream. I was in an underground base, sequestered in a room where I was being questioned by a being. It wasn't human but there was a human gaurd standing by the door in the darkness. As soon as I was aware of the door and the guard the voice said something and they walked out. The next thing I remember is a loadspeaker went off and instructed me ny name to step out of the room. When I exited into the hall I was greeted by a female doctor, she said "hello" and scribled some notes and told me to sit on a orange plastic chair. There were five other people. I recognized two of them, a guy and a woman. Both were co-workers. They seemed to be dazed and confused. The hallway was white and looked like a common hospital, except for the cement walls and the place was very call and smelled o ventilated air like a undergroud parking lot. There were human guards stationed at a few other rooms. A few doctors, mostly taking notes.I remebered a black gurney passing by with a paralyzed person and going into one of the rooms.
The guards and the female doctor told us six t get up, everyone rose rather roboticly and we followed here toward a series of double doors. I remember turning my head to look into one of the rooms. Another person was standing in a dark room with a little creature talking to him and held some type of floating metallic spindle in its hand. Although the door was closed and sealed I heard its voice. It was asking the person to take, and not drop it but to float it like it was doing.
It looked back at me and knew that I heard it voice but we just kept walking forward. We passed two hybrid walking alng the corridor as well and they starred at me. That is when we got to the double doors. The guard said wait as he noticed something behind us and then said run. The bases emergancy light went on and we ran through the double doors and that all I remember.
When I woke up... I thought is was just a nightmare. I was sore and tired. Since I never experienced something like that and I saw two coworkers (note these co-workers were at the time one that I knew a few years back, and one I would meet a few years later... both living in Monrovia [REJW]). I always classified this as a dream because it was not anything unusual or very typical of my usual abductions. I thought perhaps it was just a dream because I watched a bit too much of Stargate: SG-1. Yet it was to vivid and the details still stick with me.
Apparently M.A. are a government abduction that follow up on an Alien Abductions. They attempt to post-examine an Alien Abductee. They seem to try to see what was done, and to see if they can attempt booster your experience with the abductors in order to gain more information or sabotage the experience. According to Melinda's Website you can take this simple test here....(http://www.alienexperiences.com/08Questionnaire.html)
Mission and Earth Awareness
1. Do you secretly feel you are special or chosen?
No
2. Do you have a strong sense of having a mission or important task to perform, without knowing where this compulsion came from?
No
3. Do you have a cosmic awareness, an interest in the environment and the issues affecting the earth and all life forms, in becoming a vegetarian, or have you become very socially conscious?
No
4. Do you frequently think about or dream about disasters or earth changes such as quakes or floods, with the conviction that they will be happening?
No
5. Do you have dreams where superior beings, angels, or aliens are educating you about humanity, the universe, global changes or future events?
No
Fears
6. Do you secretly fear being accosted or kidnapped if you do not constantly monitor your surroundings?
Yes
7. Are you now or have you ever been afraid of your closet, and what might come out of it?
Yes
8. Have you frequently found yourself repeatedly checking throughout your home before you go to bed at night?
Yes
9. Have you seriously considered or have you installed a security system for your home, even if there was no justification?
Yes
10. Do you have an abnormal fear of the dark?
No
11. Do you feel fear or anxiety over the subject of aliens or UFOs?
Yes
12. Do you feel like you are being watched frequently, especially at night?
Yes
13. As a child or adult, have you seen faces or beings near you when in bed, which were not explainable?
Yes
14. Do you have fear of looking into the eyes of animals, or have you ever dreamed of looking closely into the eyes of animals, such as an owl or deer?
Yes
15. Do you have strong reactions to discussions about or pictures of aliens?
Yes
16. Do you have inexplicably strong fears or phobias of particular sights or sounds, such as fear of heights, insects, certain sounds, bright lights, your personal security or being alone?
Yes
17. Do you have the feeling that you are not supposed to talk about encounters with alien beings, or that you should not talk about the beings themselves?
No
Time and Sleep
18. Did you ever experience a period of time while awake when you could not remember what you had done during that time? This missing time may have been a half hour, several hours, a whole day or more. (Do not include lapses due to highway driving, or any experiences when you were drinking alcohol heavily, or experiencing chronic physical pain or the effects of medication, or times you were absorbed in work or reading.)
Yes
19. Do you have trouble sleeping through the night for reasons you cannot explain?
Yes
20. Do you wake up frequently during the same time each night?
Yes
21. Do you have a sleep disorder or suffer from insomnia?
Yes
22. Have you ever awoken in the middle of the night startled, feeling as though you have just dropped onto your bed?
Yes
23. Do you feel you have to sleep with your bed against a wall in order to feel safe, or sleep in some other peculiar manner to be comfortable?
Yes
24. Do you wake up by hearing a loud noise, but fail to get up to investigate and, instead, fall back into a deep sleep?
No
25. Do you ever hear popping or buzzing sounds, or any other unusual sounds or physical sensations upon waking or going to sleep?
Yes
26. Have you seen a hooded figure in or near your home or next to your bed at night?
Yes
27. Have you experienced a sudden, overwhelming desire to go to sleep when you had not planned to, but were unable to prevent yourself from doing so?
Yes
28. Have you awakened in the morning or in the middle of the night to find yourself in a different location in your home, or a different position in your bed, or wearing different clothing from when you went to sleep?
No
Memory and Dreams
29. Do you have a conscious memory or a dream of flying through the air or being outside your body?
Yes
30. Do you dream about seeing UFOs, being inside a spaceship, or interacting with UFO occupants?
Yes
31. As a child or teenager, was there a special place you secretly believed held a spiritual meaning just for you?
No
32. Do you have dreams of being chased by animals?
No
33. Do you have an obsessive memory that will not go away, such as seeing an alien face or a strange baby, or an examination table or needles, etc.?
Yes
34. Have you had dreams of passing through a closed window or solid wall?
Yes
35. Have you had dreams of non-human doctors or strange medical procedures?
No
36. Do you have memories that you do not feel happened the way you recall them?
Yes
Observations
37. Does your home have unexplainable sounds, apparitions, or unusual events that have been attributed to ghosts?
Yes
38. Do you have a strong interest in the subject of UFO sightings or aliens, a compulsion to read a lot about the subject, or a strong aversion towards the subject?
Yes
39. Do you sometimes hear a very high-pitched noise in one or both ears?
Yes
40. Have you ever seen a UFO in the sky or close to you within a short walking or driving distance?
Yes
41. If you have seen a UFO, were you strongly compelled to walk, drive or stand near it, follow it, or call out to it? Have you felt its occupants were particularly aware of you?
No
42. Have you seen someone with you become paralyzed, motionless or frozen in time, especially someone with whom you sleep?
Yes
43. Do you recall having a special, secret playmate or playmates as a child?
No
44. Have you had electronics around you go haywire or oddly malfunction with no explanation (such as street lights going out as you walk under them, TVs and radios affected as you move close, etc.)?
Yes
45. Do you frequently see multiple digits, such as 111 or 444, or other repeating number patterns on clocks, digital displays, or in any other setting?
Yes
46. Have you seen balls of light or flashes of light in your home or other locations?
Yes
47. Have you had someone in your life who that claims to have witnessed a ship or alien near you, or who has witnessed you having been missing for a period of time?
Yes
48. Have you seen a strange fog or haze in one area that is not due to weather and that should not be there?
Yes
49. Have you heard strange humming or pulsing sounds around you or coming toward you, for which you could not identify the source?
Yes
50. Have you been suddenly compelled to drive or walk to an out of the way or unknown area, without knowing why you are compelled to do it?
No
Physical and Emotional Symptoms
51. Have you ever had nosebleeds or found blood stains on your pillow for unexplainable reasons?
Yes
52. Do you frequently have sinus trouble or migraine headaches?
No
53. Have your x-rays or other procedures revealed foreign objects lodged in your body that cannot be explained?
Yes
54. Have you been medically diagnosed with the following: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Brain Sleep Disturbance, Gulf
War Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, Myofascial Pain, Epstein Barr, or other immune disorder?
No
55. For women only: Have you had false pregnancy or a verified pregnancy that disappeared within two or three months?
N/A
56. For women only: Have you had frequent female problems and reproductive difficulties?
N/A
57. Have you had sore muscles when waking up, without having exercised or strained before going to sleep?
Yes
58. Have you ever felt paralyzed in your bed or at home for no apparent reason?
Yes
59. Have you found unusual scars, marks or bruises on your body with no possible explanation as to how you received them (i.e., a small scoop-shaped indentation, a straight line scar, a pattern of pinprick marks, scars in roof of your mouth, in your nose or behind one ear, triangular bruises or fingertip-sized bruises on the inside of your thigh)?
Yes
60. Have you had paranormal or psychic experiences, including frequent flashes of intuition?
Yes
61. Have you ever felt as though you had received telepathic messages from somewhere?
Yes
62. Men and Women: Have you had frequent urinary tract infections?
No
63. Has your drug or alcohol use changed significantly one way or the other?
Yes
64. Do you have an unusual fear of doctors, hospitals or needles, or do you tend to avoid medical treatment?
No
65. Do you have frequent or sporadic headaches, especially in the sinus, behind one eye, or in one ear?
No
What was interesting about all this I only recall one experience I had, but I chucked it as a dream. I was in an underground base, sequestered in a room where I was being questioned by a being. It wasn't human but there was a human gaurd standing by the door in the darkness. As soon as I was aware of the door and the guard the voice said something and they walked out. The next thing I remember is a loadspeaker went off and instructed me ny name to step out of the room. When I exited into the hall I was greeted by a female doctor, she said "hello" and scribled some notes and told me to sit on a orange plastic chair. There were five other people. I recognized two of them, a guy and a woman. Both were co-workers. They seemed to be dazed and confused. The hallway was white and looked like a common hospital, except for the cement walls and the place was very call and smelled o ventilated air like a undergroud parking lot. There were human guards stationed at a few other rooms. A few doctors, mostly taking notes.I remebered a black gurney passing by with a paralyzed person and going into one of the rooms.
The guards and the female doctor told us six t get up, everyone rose rather roboticly and we followed here toward a series of double doors. I remember turning my head to look into one of the rooms. Another person was standing in a dark room with a little creature talking to him and held some type of floating metallic spindle in its hand. Although the door was closed and sealed I heard its voice. It was asking the person to take, and not drop it but to float it like it was doing.
It looked back at me and knew that I heard it voice but we just kept walking forward. We passed two hybrid walking alng the corridor as well and they starred at me. That is when we got to the double doors. The guard said wait as he noticed something behind us and then said run. The bases emergancy light went on and we ran through the double doors and that all I remember.
When I woke up... I thought is was just a nightmare. I was sore and tired. Since I never experienced something like that and I saw two coworkers (note these co-workers were at the time one that I knew a few years back, and one I would meet a few years later... both living in Monrovia [REJW]). I always classified this as a dream because it was not anything unusual or very typical of my usual abductions. I thought perhaps it was just a dream because I watched a bit too much of Stargate: SG-1. Yet it was to vivid and the details still stick with me.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Alien Abductions and DMT, Argon, and Isotopes
First of all I am not a cannabis advocate. It is just a plant and its use by some people is there own choice. The reason for this particular article is concerning DMT.
Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) is a naturally occurring chemical produced in our brains, much like serotonin from the pineal gland. A human produces this chemical in slight quantities each night. It is believed to be responsible for altering ones perceptions and lucid dreaming. Now commonly DMT can be found in various levels of other substances such as milk, cannabis, and Jurema.
Now interestingly enough....Argon
Now Argon (Ar, one of the Noble Gasses in the periodic table) has some interesting properties. It is a harmless and inert gas. It have several applications. When introduced to DMT.... it enhances it!!!
"The one- and two-argon van der Waals complexes of dimethyl tetrazine (DMT) have been investigated by means of laser-induced excitation and dispersed fluorescence spectroscopy. The band shifts D[script `]0 − D[script ']0 range from −23 to −31 cm−1 for DMT–Ar relative to DMT. The excited state dissociation energy of the DMT–Ar bond was estimated to be 270 <= D[script ']0 <= 484 cm−1. In all levels with energy greater than the argon dissociation energy, predissociation is very fast. A dissociation rate constant kD = 3 × 109 s−1 has been determined for dissociation from the 6a1 level. This rate constant is an order of magnitude larger than that observed in tetrazine–argon. The dissociation rate constant of DMT–Ar2 from the 6a1 level is approximately 2 × 1010 s−1. Unlike aminotetrazine–Ar2, DMT–Ar2 shows no mode-selective variations in the branching ratios between the DMT and DMT–Ar photoproducts. The Journal of Chemical Physics is copyrighted by The American Institute of Physics." http://link.aip.org/link/?JCPSA6/97/2276/1
Well what does all this have to do with Alien Abduction? Well as with my experience, Aliens Abductions occur with blue lighting. In my experience there was always a blue light (Ar when excited by electricity and other gasses will produced a specific blue light!) In an episodes of personal UFO sightings blue light and the smell of excited Argon permeated the air... it just crossed my mind that the explained paralysis many of us feel could be cause by increase in Argon? The increased amount of Argon could possibly stimulate the natural DMT, which would bring about paralysis? The Blue Light phenomena, is a tell tale sign that Argon is involved... it also could be used as a stabilizer for the natural environment for the greys and us to interact? Could aliens by increasing Ar levels to induce paralysis? I know the tracking devices have to have some involvement as well, but only connection I found was if it was some for of Calcium isotope that is formed which gives off Argon....
Now the Calcium-40 isotope is a stable and gives of Argon. Medically Calcium-42, -44, -46, -48 istopes are currently being used in Medical science for...
• Calcium metabolism, bioavailability, and absorption parameters during physical stress, bed rest, and space flight
• Osteoporosis research and bone turnover studies
• Role of nutritional calcium in pregnancy, growth and development, and lactation
• Bone changes associated with diseases such as diabetes and cystic fibrosis
However... I belive implants can also include some other elemental isotopes such as...no Silicon is well known as a transmitter and is very similar to carbon.
There are several Silica-Carbon compounds? What if somehow the aliens developed these implants from Calcium, Carbon/Silica, and Helium Isotopes? When Silican is used from electronics...makes sense?
Medically we are currently using these Isotopes for....
Carbon-13
• Fundamental reaction research in organic chemistry
• Molecular structure studies
• Fundamental metabolic pathway research, including inborn errors of metabolism
• Noninvasive breath tests for metabolic research and diagnosis
• Biological substrate oxidation and turnover
• Elucidation of metabolic pathways in inborn errors of metabolism
• Amino acid kinetics
• Fatty acid metabolism
• Air pollution and global climatic change effects on plant composition
Helium-3
• In vivo magnetic resonance studies
I better end this cause you never now how is monitoring the net or my own eyes.
Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) is a naturally occurring chemical produced in our brains, much like serotonin from the pineal gland. A human produces this chemical in slight quantities each night. It is believed to be responsible for altering ones perceptions and lucid dreaming. Now commonly DMT can be found in various levels of other substances such as milk, cannabis, and Jurema.
Now interestingly enough....Argon
Now Argon (Ar, one of the Noble Gasses in the periodic table) has some interesting properties. It is a harmless and inert gas. It have several applications. When introduced to DMT.... it enhances it!!!
"The one- and two-argon van der Waals complexes of dimethyl tetrazine (DMT) have been investigated by means of laser-induced excitation and dispersed fluorescence spectroscopy. The band shifts D[script `]0 − D[script ']0 range from −23 to −31 cm−1 for DMT–Ar relative to DMT. The excited state dissociation energy of the DMT–Ar bond was estimated to be 270 <= D[script ']0 <= 484 cm−1. In all levels with energy greater than the argon dissociation energy, predissociation is very fast. A dissociation rate constant kD = 3 × 109 s−1 has been determined for dissociation from the 6a1 level. This rate constant is an order of magnitude larger than that observed in tetrazine–argon. The dissociation rate constant of DMT–Ar2 from the 6a1 level is approximately 2 × 1010 s−1. Unlike aminotetrazine–Ar2, DMT–Ar2 shows no mode-selective variations in the branching ratios between the DMT and DMT–Ar photoproducts. The Journal of Chemical Physics is copyrighted by The American Institute of Physics." http://link.aip.org/link/?JCPSA6/97/2276/1
Well what does all this have to do with Alien Abduction? Well as with my experience, Aliens Abductions occur with blue lighting. In my experience there was always a blue light (Ar when excited by electricity and other gasses will produced a specific blue light!) In an episodes of personal UFO sightings blue light and the smell of excited Argon permeated the air... it just crossed my mind that the explained paralysis many of us feel could be cause by increase in Argon? The increased amount of Argon could possibly stimulate the natural DMT, which would bring about paralysis? The Blue Light phenomena, is a tell tale sign that Argon is involved... it also could be used as a stabilizer for the natural environment for the greys and us to interact? Could aliens by increasing Ar levels to induce paralysis? I know the tracking devices have to have some involvement as well, but only connection I found was if it was some for of Calcium isotope that is formed which gives off Argon....
Now the Calcium-40 isotope is a stable and gives of Argon. Medically Calcium-42, -44, -46, -48 istopes are currently being used in Medical science for...
• Calcium metabolism, bioavailability, and absorption parameters during physical stress, bed rest, and space flight
• Osteoporosis research and bone turnover studies
• Role of nutritional calcium in pregnancy, growth and development, and lactation
• Bone changes associated with diseases such as diabetes and cystic fibrosis
However... I belive implants can also include some other elemental isotopes such as...no Silicon is well known as a transmitter and is very similar to carbon.
There are several Silica-Carbon compounds? What if somehow the aliens developed these implants from Calcium, Carbon/Silica, and Helium Isotopes? When Silican is used from electronics...makes sense?
Medically we are currently using these Isotopes for....
Carbon-13
• Fundamental reaction research in organic chemistry
• Molecular structure studies
• Fundamental metabolic pathway research, including inborn errors of metabolism
• Noninvasive breath tests for metabolic research and diagnosis
• Biological substrate oxidation and turnover
• Elucidation of metabolic pathways in inborn errors of metabolism
• Amino acid kinetics
• Fatty acid metabolism
• Air pollution and global climatic change effects on plant composition
Helium-3
• In vivo magnetic resonance studies
I better end this cause you never now how is monitoring the net or my own eyes.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Too Quiet...Unexpected DTV Transition
Today many of the major Analog Transmitters have shutdown, and likewise the receivers are no longer on. I thought it just might be me.... but things are a lot quieter. That familiar hum of the last 60+ year is gone. Living most of my life in the big city... I know when something is missing. It just feels weird... it is so quiet. I also have observed some insect and birds behaving differently.
At first I thought I was crazy... but I know my science and wikipedia did confirm that there was a residual background noise from analog.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Analog_signal
Now... I am curious on how this will affect the Alien Abductions and implants. I know silly right? Yet for a long time analog signals could provide strong interference, and was a recommended way to prevent/hinder tracking and abductions. As the silicone type crystals were affected by some piezoelectric interference from the analog vibrations. I know its sounds crazy but I do feel light headed a bit and my equilibrium is off.... this must be what birds are feeling now that the signals are lessened dramatically.
At first I thought I was crazy... but I know my science and wikipedia did confirm that there was a residual background noise from analog.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Analog_signal
Now... I am curious on how this will affect the Alien Abductions and implants. I know silly right? Yet for a long time analog signals could provide strong interference, and was a recommended way to prevent/hinder tracking and abductions. As the silicone type crystals were affected by some piezoelectric interference from the analog vibrations. I know its sounds crazy but I do feel light headed a bit and my equilibrium is off.... this must be what birds are feeling now that the signals are lessened dramatically.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Dark City: The Dual City
Every since I was a child I had dreams about living in a second Los Angeles. Almost every part of LA county was there, but the geological landscape was some what different. I am 34 and have realized that this dream cityscape is consistent.
Place there that I go through there are still there and can be traveled to again.
I think it is a replica of our city used for an experiment. I know it sound crazy, but the craters, mountain and artificial like bodies of water make me think its all a replica. And the odd thing is, I think it was once reveled to me on a tour once. It took six hours to travel from here to NYC, down to Lousiana, and back here. Most of the landscape is similar.... some craters were grasslands and cities have been placed, odd mountains...and weird bodies of water. I can read in these dreams..... I remember locals, signs, products, books, etc.... what is going on? These are not normal dreams.
Place there that I go through there are still there and can be traveled to again.
I think it is a replica of our city used for an experiment. I know it sound crazy, but the craters, mountain and artificial like bodies of water make me think its all a replica. And the odd thing is, I think it was once reveled to me on a tour once. It took six hours to travel from here to NYC, down to Lousiana, and back here. Most of the landscape is similar.... some craters were grasslands and cities have been placed, odd mountains...and weird bodies of water. I can read in these dreams..... I remember locals, signs, products, books, etc.... what is going on? These are not normal dreams.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Abduction Experience #XXX
Date: 5/14/2009
Type: Sleep Paralysis/Visitation (x), Hybrids
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 5:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
Odd occurrences before: Ear Humming, Insomnia Previous Night, suffering from allergic reaction to shrimp.
Odd occurrences after: Ear Humming, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: None
This occurrence was verified by my aunt today. She said things were bothering her. "And I said what? The man and woman who walked in the hall on Thursday night? They were sort of Caucasian between 5'4 and 5'6 with brownish or blondish hair waring beige, white, grey soft earth tones?". She looked at me startled and said who did you know?. That is basically her part of the story..... she said that the being walked past her room and proceeded down the hallway to mine.
This is where my story begins...I awoke up in my beg being unable to move. I heard a voice say "It is okay don't be afraid we are not here to harm you. It all over now and we have finished". It was a sweet female voice, very gentle and serene. "No... Don't turn around it is okay". She was sitting on the bed and I felt her stroke my head calmingly. A male was with here, cause he spoke next and he was standing behind her. He said "Tl him we bought him someone who wants to talk to him. Someone who has come a long way to see him". I felt her strike my head and she said "It is okay to turn around now". When I turned around my mother was standing there... it was dark... I was in my room...as I could see me room but there was a glow as if my mother was in a spotlight. She was wearing the reddish dress that she took a picture with me at graduation some 16 years ago. She looked at me rather sadly and lovingly and said "Mikie I am sorry for all of this It is my fault I should have never agreed to let them do this to you. But they said it was important. I love you and I hope you understand this. I never meant to harm you and....." that is when I lunged at my mother and said "You filthy liar!!!! How dare you!!!! I hate you!!!!" That is when I realized that the woman I was strangling out of anger was the woman who sat on my bed. Her head busted open from my mental/physical assault. She was dressed in light earth tone of beige, grey, and white. She had tannish/peach skin, slight built and whispy light brown blonde hair. Her skull was split open as if I popped a balloon and she felt like a rubber mannequin. Although she looked human her eye where not right. They were solid black and big... almost like a grey but not quite. That is when the male look at me and said "What did you do?!" "That not supposed to happen", then he lunged at me. He was dressed in a similar attire, and had the same physical characteristic... also i noticed we weren't really in my room either as we struggled. His eye began glowing with an inner fire. As we struggled he shouted, "You said he wasn't able to this", "He is not supposed to have this". We were looked together grappling me staring into his eyes as he was trying to defend myself. I was just full of rage and malice.
I knew I was doing something else with my eyes when staring into his... as if I were peering into his soul and transfixing him and it was hurting him. In a way I was mind rapping him with some sort of mental blast. Apparently during this time... I saw image explain something done to my eyes, something put behind my left eye?
I am not sure what it was.They apparently did this to Patrick, my dog too.What ever happened...there was someone else in the room because I was knocked out. And this hybrid was obvious refer to a third party since he said "He is not supposed to do this". This i conclude someone was observing us.
Right now I am sort of distraught be cause I thought this was all in my head, what is most bothering is it did happened. My mother died about four years ago and we didn't end on such good terms. I mean... I prayed and hope her suffering would end. I am sorry that she was ill (mentally) and I do love her... but due to complications we were very estranged.Besides the fact that these hybrid were stupid enough to use the only picture I have of here in my room as a template for their illusion, they weren't fully aware of my feeling toward here. What bothers me most beside the abduction do not know were my sense of anger and hate came from? I don't know if it was the fact that my mother was there and it was directed at her??? Or was it because on some unknown level I knew these were hybrids and they were fucking with me again? I am so confused. I feel so alone.....and want this to end.
Type: Sleep Paralysis/Visitation (x), Hybrids
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 5:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
Odd occurrences before: Ear Humming, Insomnia Previous Night, suffering from allergic reaction to shrimp.
Odd occurrences after: Ear Humming, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: None
This occurrence was verified by my aunt today. She said things were bothering her. "And I said what? The man and woman who walked in the hall on Thursday night? They were sort of Caucasian between 5'4 and 5'6 with brownish or blondish hair waring beige, white, grey soft earth tones?". She looked at me startled and said who did you know?. That is basically her part of the story..... she said that the being walked past her room and proceeded down the hallway to mine.
This is where my story begins...I awoke up in my beg being unable to move. I heard a voice say "It is okay don't be afraid we are not here to harm you. It all over now and we have finished". It was a sweet female voice, very gentle and serene. "No... Don't turn around it is okay". She was sitting on the bed and I felt her stroke my head calmingly. A male was with here, cause he spoke next and he was standing behind her. He said "Tl him we bought him someone who wants to talk to him. Someone who has come a long way to see him". I felt her strike my head and she said "It is okay to turn around now". When I turned around my mother was standing there... it was dark... I was in my room...as I could see me room but there was a glow as if my mother was in a spotlight. She was wearing the reddish dress that she took a picture with me at graduation some 16 years ago. She looked at me rather sadly and lovingly and said "Mikie I am sorry for all of this It is my fault I should have never agreed to let them do this to you. But they said it was important. I love you and I hope you understand this. I never meant to harm you and....." that is when I lunged at my mother and said "You filthy liar!!!! How dare you!!!! I hate you!!!!" That is when I realized that the woman I was strangling out of anger was the woman who sat on my bed. Her head busted open from my mental/physical assault. She was dressed in light earth tone of beige, grey, and white. She had tannish/peach skin, slight built and whispy light brown blonde hair. Her skull was split open as if I popped a balloon and she felt like a rubber mannequin. Although she looked human her eye where not right. They were solid black and big... almost like a grey but not quite. That is when the male look at me and said "What did you do?!" "That not supposed to happen", then he lunged at me. He was dressed in a similar attire, and had the same physical characteristic... also i noticed we weren't really in my room either as we struggled. His eye began glowing with an inner fire. As we struggled he shouted, "You said he wasn't able to this", "He is not supposed to have this". We were looked together grappling me staring into his eyes as he was trying to defend myself. I was just full of rage and malice.
I knew I was doing something else with my eyes when staring into his... as if I were peering into his soul and transfixing him and it was hurting him. In a way I was mind rapping him with some sort of mental blast. Apparently during this time... I saw image explain something done to my eyes, something put behind my left eye?
I am not sure what it was.They apparently did this to Patrick, my dog too.What ever happened...there was someone else in the room because I was knocked out. And this hybrid was obvious refer to a third party since he said "He is not supposed to do this". This i conclude someone was observing us.
Right now I am sort of distraught be cause I thought this was all in my head, what is most bothering is it did happened. My mother died about four years ago and we didn't end on such good terms. I mean... I prayed and hope her suffering would end. I am sorry that she was ill (mentally) and I do love her... but due to complications we were very estranged.Besides the fact that these hybrid were stupid enough to use the only picture I have of here in my room as a template for their illusion, they weren't fully aware of my feeling toward here. What bothers me most beside the abduction do not know were my sense of anger and hate came from? I don't know if it was the fact that my mother was there and it was directed at her??? Or was it because on some unknown level I knew these were hybrids and they were fucking with me again? I am so confused. I feel so alone.....and want this to end.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Mind Tricks
Okay so this one is a weird one. Today I had the oddest dream. I was at that really hot all men's resort that had like several themed hotel strung together, pools, restaurants and entertainment strung together around this gorgeous lake. There were plenty of hot men there. For some reason I was there to rate the services and amenities of the places. Now of course every hot guy there ignored and I seemed to make peace with that as I just walked around and took notes. However there was this one guy who worked as a waiter that kept cat calling me, which pretended not to hear. What was weird when I finally looked back he was looked like Xavier from High School. Xavier was another gay student, nothing every happened with him at all. But he was there??? It was weird.
What was also odd is the conflicting emotions I had.... I wanted to burn down the place because of all these shallow people who wallowed in their hedonism, I felt sorry for them because behind the great bods and the awesome cosmos many of them where in alot of emotional pain (the resort was total escapism), was angry not one person gave me the time of day or was even polite, and lastly feeling guilty about betraying the one I love when looking back at the waiter who promised "to do me so well I would need his help to walk and would have trouble chewing for a while".
The mind is so weird. I am single, I am still in love that is true, but it sucks when these issues come up in your sleep. I didn't need to be reminded of all this. Although I got to admit, the place was extremely detailed. If I didn't wake up crying in my own bed and the fact that I loathe to travel I'd swear I was just there.
Friday, February 27, 2009
ABDUCTION EXPERIENCE #XXX
Date: February 26, 2009
Type: CE1/4, AN1, FB1, AE1-5, Visitation II
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00 am to 3:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Non-stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxious, Bothered, Confused.
Odd occurrences before: Odd High Pitch Noises and Tapping.
Odd occurrences after: Tapping and High Pitch Noises.
Possible Influential Factors: Related to incident February 8, 2009 ghost?
I was going to sleep when I began hearing odd tapping and some humming. I thought nothing of it, perhaps it was just the hum of the DSL or something. Within minutes I was asleep. I was having an interesting dream in which I was at my mother's old apartment on Belden Avenue in East Losn Angeles. My brother was there. I was just looking around the house and he was just doing stuff. As I went into the living room area suddenly I had a feeling someone was outside. I mentioed that too him and he said it was probably one of his friends. I remember telling him do not open the door!!! He did and there was a brilliant flash of light.
I was suddenly paralyzed, and awake in my room. My bed curtain was drawn, but through the material I could see an ambient glow of blue white lights..kinda like coming off of plasma. Something was tapping the book shelves around the bed, poking and probing them. There also was a slight breeze in the room because my bed curtain was slowing moving. I saw two figures walk before the curtain, I could only see their silhouettes and seemed to be debating whether they should pull the curtain. As they were getting closer I managed to snap my fingers and managed to gurgle a couple of times. Which made them disappear quickly.
I quickly pulled back the curtain... no one was there. Yet I could still here the tapping and high pitch sounds elsewhere in the house. I stayed in bed scared. Patrick, my doggy, did not make any sounds or whimpers we paused me to think it may have been my imagination. Yet my aunt claims that something odd happened last night, there were people talking and walking inside and outside of the house.
Type: CE1/4, AN1, FB1, AE1-5, Visitation II
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00 am to 3:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Non-stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxious, Bothered, Confused.
Odd occurrences before: Odd High Pitch Noises and Tapping.
Odd occurrences after: Tapping and High Pitch Noises.
Possible Influential Factors: Related to incident February 8, 2009 ghost?
I was going to sleep when I began hearing odd tapping and some humming. I thought nothing of it, perhaps it was just the hum of the DSL or something. Within minutes I was asleep. I was having an interesting dream in which I was at my mother's old apartment on Belden Avenue in East Losn Angeles. My brother was there. I was just looking around the house and he was just doing stuff. As I went into the living room area suddenly I had a feeling someone was outside. I mentioed that too him and he said it was probably one of his friends. I remember telling him do not open the door!!! He did and there was a brilliant flash of light.
I was suddenly paralyzed, and awake in my room. My bed curtain was drawn, but through the material I could see an ambient glow of blue white lights..kinda like coming off of plasma. Something was tapping the book shelves around the bed, poking and probing them. There also was a slight breeze in the room because my bed curtain was slowing moving. I saw two figures walk before the curtain, I could only see their silhouettes and seemed to be debating whether they should pull the curtain. As they were getting closer I managed to snap my fingers and managed to gurgle a couple of times. Which made them disappear quickly.
I quickly pulled back the curtain... no one was there. Yet I could still here the tapping and high pitch sounds elsewhere in the house. I stayed in bed scared. Patrick, my doggy, did not make any sounds or whimpers we paused me to think it may have been my imagination. Yet my aunt claims that something odd happened last night, there were people talking and walking inside and outside of the house.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Haunting 006
Haunting 006
Date: 2009
Type: Odd Insect Buzzing/Humming
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2/11/09, 1:25 AM.
Odd occurrences before: None
Possible Influential Factors: Weather
Resolution: None
Last night around 1:00 am I awoke to this odd sound. The winds have been acting weird causing all sorts of odd air pressure stuff. Last night however, was just odd. My aunt and I both heard it.
At first I thought is was just maybe the electorinics in the house but. It sounded as if someone came in and started walking around the house. It even sounded like somone attempted to open my door too.
I was freaked so I got up and checked my room. I turned the DSL off that does make an audiable hum, but that weird noise seemed to be everywhere. In the worst sense it sounded like a bunch of insects chatterling. You know the movies where there are like hundreds of insects and you here that hum. It was odd.
tking for, and we are still wondering why? This bothered me as "Marcos" did mean something.....
Date: 2009
Type: Odd Insect Buzzing/Humming
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2/11/09, 1:25 AM.
Odd occurrences before: None
Possible Influential Factors: Weather
Resolution: None
Last night around 1:00 am I awoke to this odd sound. The winds have been acting weird causing all sorts of odd air pressure stuff. Last night however, was just odd. My aunt and I both heard it.
At first I thought is was just maybe the electorinics in the house but. It sounded as if someone came in and started walking around the house. It even sounded like somone attempted to open my door too.
I was freaked so I got up and checked my room. I turned the DSL off that does make an audiable hum, but that weird noise seemed to be everywhere. In the worst sense it sounded like a bunch of insects chatterling. You know the movies where there are like hundreds of insects and you here that hum. It was odd.
tking for, and we are still wondering why? This bothered me as "Marcos" did mean something.....
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Haunting 005
Haunting 005
Date: 2009
Type: White Mist Entity
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1/20/09, 11:25 PM.
Odd occurrences before: None
Possible Influential Factors: None
Resolution: None
This time my aunt had a clear close encounter with the spiritual entities in the house. As she was watching TV that night she was already in bed. I was in the kitchen and my room cleaning things. Patrick was with me.
She yelled out and I ran to her room. She described that some white mist appeared in her room by the closet the quickly went into her bathroom and vanished.
I examined the room and there was a cold spot in the area in wish she said the entity had passed. Meanwhile Patrick was running bcak and forth looking up at the ceiling. My -ex arrived a few minutes later. My aunt was shaken at the events.
for a "Marcos". What was off is that who it was asking for, and we are still wondering why? This bothered me as "Marcos" did mean something.....
Date: 2009
Type: White Mist Entity
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1/20/09, 11:25 PM.
Odd occurrences before: None
Possible Influential Factors: None
Resolution: None
This time my aunt had a clear close encounter with the spiritual entities in the house. As she was watching TV that night she was already in bed. I was in the kitchen and my room cleaning things. Patrick was with me.
She yelled out and I ran to her room. She described that some white mist appeared in her room by the closet the quickly went into her bathroom and vanished.
I examined the room and there was a cold spot in the area in wish she said the entity had passed. Meanwhile Patrick was running bcak and forth looking up at the ceiling. My -ex arrived a few minutes later. My aunt was shaken at the events.
for a "Marcos". What was off is that who it was asking for, and we are still wondering why? This bothered me as "Marcos" did mean something.....
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