Abduction Experience #XXX

Date: 5/14/2009
Type: Sleep Paralysis/Visitation (x), Hybrids
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 5:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Stressed, sleepy and tired.
Odd occurrences before: Ear Humming, Insomnia Previous Night, suffering from allergic reaction to shrimp.
Odd occurrences after: Ear Humming, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: None

This occurrence was verified by my aunt today. She said things were bothering her. "And I said what? The man and woman who walked in the hall on Thursday night? They were sort of Caucasian between 5'4 and 5'6 with brownish or blondish hair waring beige, white, grey soft earth tones?". She looked at me startled and said who did you know?. That is basically her part of the story..... she said that the being walked past her room and proceeded down the hallway to mine.

This is where my story begins...I awoke up in my beg being unable to move. I heard a voice say "It is okay don't be afraid we are not here to harm you. It all over now and we have finished". It was a sweet female voice, very gentle and serene. "No... Don't turn around it is okay". She was sitting on the bed and I felt her stroke my head calmingly. A male was with here, cause he spoke next and he was standing behind her. He said "Tl him we bought him someone who wants to talk to him. Someone who has come a long way to see him". I felt her strike my head and she said "It is okay to turn around now". When I turned around my mother was standing there... it was dark... I was in my room...as I could see me room but there was a glow as if my mother was in a spotlight. She was wearing the reddish dress that she took a picture with me at graduation some 16 years ago. She looked at me rather sadly and lovingly and said "Mikie I am sorry for all of this It is my fault I should have never agreed to let them do this to you. But they said it was important. I love you and I hope you understand this. I never meant to harm you and....." that is when I lunged at my mother and said "You filthy liar!!!! How dare you!!!! I hate you!!!!" That is when I realized that the woman I was strangling out of anger was the woman who sat on my bed. Her head busted open from my mental/physical assault. She was dressed in light earth tone of beige, grey, and white. She had tannish/peach skin, slight built and whispy light brown blonde hair. Her skull was split open as if I popped a balloon and she felt like a rubber mannequin. Although she looked human her eye where not right. They were solid black and big... almost like a grey but not quite. That is when the male look at me and said "What did you do?!" "That not supposed to happen", then he lunged at me. He was dressed in a similar attire, and had the same physical characteristic... also i noticed we weren't really in my room either as we struggled. His eye began glowing with an inner fire. As we struggled he shouted, "You said he wasn't able to this", "He is not supposed to have this". We were looked together grappling me staring into his eyes as he was trying to defend myself. I was just full of rage and malice.
I knew I was doing something else with my eyes when staring into his... as if I were peering into his soul and transfixing him and it was hurting him. In a way I was mind rapping him with some sort of mental blast. Apparently during this time... I saw image explain something done to my eyes, something put behind my left eye?
I am not sure what it was.They apparently did this to Patrick, my dog too.What ever happened...there was someone else in the room because I was knocked out. And this hybrid was obvious refer to a third party since he said "He is not supposed to do this". This i conclude someone was observing us.

Right now I am sort of distraught be cause I thought this was all in my head, what is most bothering is it did happened. My mother died about four years ago and we didn't end on such good terms. I mean... I prayed and hope her suffering would end. I am sorry that she was ill (mentally) and I do love her... but due to complications we were very estranged.Besides the fact that these hybrid were stupid enough to use the only picture I have of here in my room as a template for their illusion, they weren't fully aware of my feeling toward here. What bothers me most beside the abduction do not know were my sense of anger and hate came from? I don't know if it was the fact that my mother was there and it was directed at her??? Or was it because on some unknown level I knew these were hybrids and they were fucking with me again? I am so confused. I feel so alone.....and want this to end.

Mind Tricks

Okay so this one is a weird one. Today I had the oddest dream. I was at that really hot all men's resort that had like several themed hotel strung together, pools, restaurants and entertainment strung together around this gorgeous lake. There were plenty of hot men there. For some reason I was there to rate the services and amenities of the places. Now of course every hot guy there ignored and I seemed to make peace with that as I just walked around and took notes. However there was this one guy who worked as a waiter that kept cat calling me, which pretended not to hear. What was weird when I finally looked back he was looked like Xavier from High School. Xavier was another gay student, nothing every happened with him at all. But he was there??? It was weird.



What was also odd is the conflicting emotions I had.... I wanted to burn down the place because of all these shallow people who wallowed in their hedonism, I felt sorry for them because behind the great bods and the awesome cosmos many of them where in alot of emotional pain (the resort was total escapism), was angry not one person gave me the time of day or was even polite, and lastly feeling guilty about betraying the one I love when looking back at the waiter who promised "to do me so well I would need his help to walk and would have trouble chewing for a while".

The mind is so weird. I am single, I am still in love that is true, but it sucks when these issues come up in your sleep. I didn't need to be reminded of all this. Although I got to admit, the place was extremely detailed. If I didn't wake up crying in my own bed and the fact that I loathe to travel I'd swear I was just there.