Not sure what going on now.....

I am unnervingly calm. I mean, I am no longer as fearful or dreading sleeping. Seems a new approach has been taken by them. Exhaustion... I am so tired I just knock out now.
Tonight's wonderful episodes happened early between 11:40, 12:40, and 1:40. I kept opening my eyes and those were the times on the clock. The first episode I was just fidgeting... I awoke, but was too tired to get up. Second time same thing, I was too tired and contemplated getting up. I heard a noise but didn't care....then I felt something behind me as I turned around to go back to sleep. I became paralyzed.

I couldn't move, yet I was flipped over some how to face the room. My eyes were already closed. I was struggling as best as I could to move a toe, a finger or anything, even to cry out. I know during this time I was being asked several questions, "Why do you continue to resist? Your will is quite strong, but your body is low". There were other sounds too like a vocal weird buzzing and murmuring.
Finally my legs jerked and rubbed against eachother. That when my fingers began to de-stiffen and made an attempt to scream. It came out as a moan. That when I snapped out of it and it was 1:40.

Although nothing happened the previous night that I recall. I did have an unexplained wound. Upper left thigh, appears to be two puncture wounds. Was bleeding.
No inflammation, and does not appear to be a spider bite.

Unfortunately the only occurrence my aunt noticed was sirens outside, a gunshot, and someone screaming.I didn't hear any of it. Not sure to count this as a dream or a real case.

Is it over?

For the past two weeks I have barley slept. Out of exhaustion I finally got at least a full 8 hours of sleep or so. I was too tired to care anymore. For the previous couple of nights its been terrifying. I know that they were watching.

8/24/09 between the hours of 2:30-4:00 AM. That night I though I could finally go to sleep, but I knew I was being observed. Although I am discounting what I saw... due to sleep deprivation and heightened anxiety. I was being stared at from through window. My mental state, although anxious is luckily functional and has not impacted my work.
Although I am functioning, due to my stress level... this episode is iffy.

8/26/09 2:00 AM to 3:30 AM. As in the opening I was just exhausted. I fell asleep. What annoyed me was when and where I woke up. I awoke immediately and fully awake exactly at 3:18 AM. I was wide awake and covered outside my bed. My bed is unique in that well...just let say the way I awoke I was "placed" back incorrectly. I have had my bed configured a certain way for years and have never wrapped/entangled myself in my sheets. There are no marks or scars and at this point I do not remember nothing.
Afterward I simply went to use the washroom and tried to calm myself down. Hopefully they got what they want and will leave me alone for a while.

Oddest Dream???

Well again with another sleepless night. I went to sleep as soon as I got home in the evening which was fine. My pup woke me up around 12pm and I played with him and checked the house was okay and had a small snack. I was on the net for a bit too. Afterward I went to be and tried to get some sleep. As soon as I put my head to the pillow around too that when I heard the noise again.
I thought okay it is just in my head... ignore it. I tried to ignore it and tried to go to sleep, but I kept tossing and turning.... because i was scared that they would show up. finally out of exhaustion I fell asleep and had the oddest dream.....

Apparently a guide (a...gray) was walking me through my experiences. We visited e really badly constructed version of my home (bad as in cheap and hastily put together) in which my guide was trying to discount all of my abduction experience as my "imagination" and me mistaking things.
It should me in my previous room on how strange lights could have been from next door, how leaving the windows open could account for the odd cold following and ringing in my ear, how the reflection of the vacuum cleaner which viewed through the reflection of the window seemed to be an alien. As it was I was already terrified to be were I was.... they even had a dog there running around the "set" showing how normal it was and if the dog sensed discomfort it would be growling. However, one after I overcame my panic I pointed out that now.... this isn't right.
One you standing in front of me and you are a gray, two... the gentlemen behind us watching us
knows this is fake... this is a set. Plus you have me old room all wrong... we never had an upright vacuum until recently, plus the windows would not have reflected that since I had curtain and always kept them close. I then was pushed or yanked away from the gray. I woke up outside in a field during the day. Above me were a couple of platforms in which various hybrids were monitoring things via a computer terminals. There were a couple of people in the field with me, all ages and ethnicity... some were frightened other dazed. I decided to climb up the terminal and a few people inspired by my choice did the same. An announcement cautioning us to stop this behavior from the hybrids. Several of us already reached the top and started attacking the hybrids they said "This is against the Human-Alien Interaction Protocols, stop or we will be forced too" and one of the guys that was attacking him suddenly became paralyzed. I remember saying "I got you Pete hang on" and lifted him to another guy. I awoke scarred and the radio was on. It mentioned something about 12 saved.

Secondary Broadcast on Internet Radio

Although I am skeptically about Digital Transmission(since they can carry multiple channels and signals. I noticed that during tonight broadcast that my head felt funny. Particularly the area where the Parietal and partially the temporal lobes and is located on the left side of my head. I felt a tingling sensation and pressure. Apparently the Parietal lobe corresponds to the ability to understand language both written and verbal. The Temporal lobe ironically is involved with verbal memory. I wonder if it is stimulated, does that mean I was aware of a secondary carrier signal being transmitted, was there a signal giving instructions to contact or do something to be identified for covert research? Or It was possible that the intruders put a safeguard of some sort and it is processing whatever code there is, and hopefully not transmitting. I should have never put on the radio by accident....lol

Military Abductions

The show Coast to Coast 640AM with George Noory, Whitley Strieber and Melinda Leslie, 8/13/09-8/14/09, had a very interesting topic...... Military Abductions.

Apparently M.A. are a government abduction that follow up on an Alien Abductions. They attempt to post-examine an Alien Abductee. They seem to try to see what was done, and to see if they can attempt booster your experience with the abductors in order to gain more information or sabotage the experience. According to Melinda's Website you can take this simple test here....(http://www.alienexperiences.com/08Questionnaire.html)

Mission and Earth Awareness

1. Do you secretly feel you are special or chosen?
No
2. Do you have a strong sense of having a mission or important task to perform, without knowing where this compulsion came from?
No
3. Do you have a cosmic awareness, an interest in the environment and the issues affecting the earth and all life forms, in becoming a vegetarian, or have you become very socially conscious?
No
4. Do you frequently think about or dream about disasters or earth changes such as quakes or floods, with the conviction that they will be happening?
No
5. Do you have dreams where superior beings, angels, or aliens are educating you about humanity, the universe, global changes or future events?
No

Fears
6. Do you secretly fear being accosted or kidnapped if you do not constantly monitor your surroundings?
Yes
7. Are you now or have you ever been afraid of your closet, and what might come out of it?
Yes
8. Have you frequently found yourself repeatedly checking throughout your home before you go to bed at night?
Yes
9. Have you seriously considered or have you installed a security system for your home, even if there was no justification?
Yes
10. Do you have an abnormal fear of the dark?
No
11. Do you feel fear or anxiety over the subject of aliens or UFOs?
Yes
12. Do you feel like you are being watched frequently, especially at night?
Yes
13. As a child or adult, have you seen faces or beings near you when in bed, which were not explainable?
Yes
14. Do you have fear of looking into the eyes of animals, or have you ever dreamed of looking closely into the eyes of animals, such as an owl or deer?
Yes
15. Do you have strong reactions to discussions about or pictures of aliens?
Yes
16. Do you have inexplicably strong fears or phobias of particular sights or sounds, such as fear of heights, insects, certain sounds, bright lights, your personal security or being alone?
Yes
17. Do you have the feeling that you are not supposed to talk about encounters with alien beings, or that you should not talk about the beings themselves?
No
Time and Sleep

18. Did you ever experience a period of time while awake when you could not remember what you had done during that time? This missing time may have been a half hour, several hours, a whole day or more. (Do not include lapses due to highway driving, or any experiences when you were drinking alcohol heavily, or experiencing chronic physical pain or the effects of medication, or times you were absorbed in work or reading.)
Yes
19. Do you have trouble sleeping through the night for reasons you cannot explain?
Yes
20. Do you wake up frequently during the same time each night?
Yes
21. Do you have a sleep disorder or suffer from insomnia?
Yes
22. Have you ever awoken in the middle of the night startled, feeling as though you have just dropped onto your bed?
Yes
23. Do you feel you have to sleep with your bed against a wall in order to feel safe, or sleep in some other peculiar manner to be comfortable?
Yes
24. Do you wake up by hearing a loud noise, but fail to get up to investigate and, instead, fall back into a deep sleep?
No
25. Do you ever hear popping or buzzing sounds, or any other unusual sounds or physical sensations upon waking or going to sleep?
Yes
26. Have you seen a hooded figure in or near your home or next to your bed at night?
Yes
27. Have you experienced a sudden, overwhelming desire to go to sleep when you had not planned to, but were unable to prevent yourself from doing so?
Yes
28. Have you awakened in the morning or in the middle of the night to find yourself in a different location in your home, or a different position in your bed, or wearing different clothing from when you went to sleep?
No
Memory and Dreams

29. Do you have a conscious memory or a dream of flying through the air or being outside your body?
Yes
30. Do you dream about seeing UFOs, being inside a spaceship, or interacting with UFO occupants?
Yes
31. As a child or teenager, was there a special place you secretly believed held a spiritual meaning just for you?
No
32. Do you have dreams of being chased by animals?
No
33. Do you have an obsessive memory that will not go away, such as seeing an alien face or a strange baby, or an examination table or needles, etc.?
Yes
34. Have you had dreams of passing through a closed window or solid wall?
Yes
35. Have you had dreams of non-human doctors or strange medical procedures?
No
36. Do you have memories that you do not feel happened the way you recall them?
Yes

Observations
37. Does your home have unexplainable sounds, apparitions, or unusual events that have been attributed to ghosts?
Yes
38. Do you have a strong interest in the subject of UFO sightings or aliens, a compulsion to read a lot about the subject, or a strong aversion towards the subject?
Yes
39. Do you sometimes hear a very high-pitched noise in one or both ears?
Yes
40. Have you ever seen a UFO in the sky or close to you within a short walking or driving distance?
Yes
41. If you have seen a UFO, were you strongly compelled to walk, drive or stand near it, follow it, or call out to it? Have you felt its occupants were particularly aware of you?
No
42. Have you seen someone with you become paralyzed, motionless or frozen in time, especially someone with whom you sleep?
Yes
43. Do you recall having a special, secret playmate or playmates as a child?
No
44. Have you had electronics around you go haywire or oddly malfunction with no explanation (such as street lights going out as you walk under them, TVs and radios affected as you move close, etc.)?
Yes
45. Do you frequently see multiple digits, such as 111 or 444, or other repeating number patterns on clocks, digital displays, or in any other setting?
Yes
46. Have you seen balls of light or flashes of light in your home or other locations?
Yes
47. Have you had someone in your life who that claims to have witnessed a ship or alien near you, or who has witnessed you having been missing for a period of time?
Yes
48. Have you seen a strange fog or haze in one area that is not due to weather and that should not be there?
Yes
49. Have you heard strange humming or pulsing sounds around you or coming toward you, for which you could not identify the source?
Yes
50. Have you been suddenly compelled to drive or walk to an out of the way or unknown area, without knowing why you are compelled to do it?
No
Physical and Emotional Symptoms

51. Have you ever had nosebleeds or found blood stains on your pillow for unexplainable reasons?
Yes
52. Do you frequently have sinus trouble or migraine headaches?
No
53. Have your x-rays or other procedures revealed foreign objects lodged in your body that cannot be explained?
Yes
54. Have you been medically diagnosed with the following: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Brain Sleep Disturbance, Gulf
War Syndrome, Fibromyalgia, Myofascial Pain, Epstein Barr, or other immune disorder?
No
55. For women only: Have you had false pregnancy or a verified pregnancy that disappeared within two or three months?
N/A
56. For women only: Have you had frequent female problems and reproductive difficulties?
N/A
57. Have you had sore muscles when waking up, without having exercised or strained before going to sleep?
Yes
58. Have you ever felt paralyzed in your bed or at home for no apparent reason?
Yes
59. Have you found unusual scars, marks or bruises on your body with no possible explanation as to how you received them (i.e., a small scoop-shaped indentation, a straight line scar, a pattern of pinprick marks, scars in roof of your mouth, in your nose or behind one ear, triangular bruises or fingertip-sized bruises on the inside of your thigh)?
Yes
60. Have you had paranormal or psychic experiences, including frequent flashes of intuition?
Yes
61. Have you ever felt as though you had received telepathic messages from somewhere?
Yes
62. Men and Women: Have you had frequent urinary tract infections?
No
63. Has your drug or alcohol use changed significantly one way or the other?
Yes
64. Do you have an unusual fear of doctors, hospitals or needles, or do you tend to avoid medical treatment?
No
65. Do you have frequent or sporadic headaches, especially in the sinus, behind one eye, or in one ear?
No


What was interesting about all this I only recall one experience I had, but I chucked it as a dream. I was in an underground base, sequestered in a room where I was being questioned by a being. It wasn't human but there was a human gaurd standing by the door in the darkness. As soon as I was aware of the door and the guard the voice said something and they walked out. The next thing I remember is a loadspeaker went off and instructed me ny name to step out of the room. When I exited into the hall I was greeted by a female doctor, she said "hello" and scribled some notes and told me to sit on a orange plastic chair. There were five other people. I recognized two of them, a guy and a woman. Both were co-workers. They seemed to be dazed and confused. The hallway was white and looked like a common hospital, except for the cement walls and the place was very call and smelled o ventilated air like a undergroud parking lot. There were human guards stationed at a few other rooms. A few doctors, mostly taking notes.I remebered a black gurney passing by with a paralyzed person and going into one of the rooms.
The guards and the female doctor told us six t get up, everyone rose rather roboticly and we followed here toward a series of double doors. I remember turning my head to look into one of the rooms. Another person was standing in a dark room with a little creature talking to him and held some type of floating metallic spindle in its hand. Although the door was closed and sealed I heard its voice. It was asking the person to take, and not drop it but to float it like it was doing.
It looked back at me and knew that I heard it voice but we just kept walking forward. We passed two hybrid walking alng the corridor as well and they starred at me. That is when we got to the double doors. The guard said wait as he noticed something behind us and then said run. The bases emergancy light went on and we ran through the double doors and that all I remember.

When I woke up... I thought is was just a nightmare. I was sore and tired. Since I never experienced something like that and I saw two coworkers (note these co-workers were at the time one that I knew a few years back, and one I would meet a few years later... both living in Monrovia [REJW]). I always classified this as a dream because it was not anything unusual or very typical of my usual abductions. I thought perhaps it was just a dream because I watched a bit too much of Stargate: SG-1. Yet it was to vivid and the details still stick with me.