Reprogramming Instrusion

Something rather odd happened on Tuesday night. For the past week I have been coming home and going to bed asap. It is mostly because I am really sad and I feel empty. Usually I do not dream which is a great thing... I just turn off. Now I been told that if you don't remember your dreams, then they were very horrible indeed! If that is true then... of the dreams I remember only 5% were ever pleasant! Yikes!!!

Any howzits..Tuesday was odd because I was being questioned about my current job. I was told that I worked in different locations from what I remember. The two locations I recall during the nite was a building similar to the old Linda Vista Hospital in Boyle Heights, but located near Elysium Park and a building in West Hollywood off of Sunset, but located near Griffith Park.

The entire nite I was grilled about how I worked at those two locations. In reality I did work near downtown and now West Hollyood. The disturbing part is the clarity and detail in which this new information was attempting to be forced as if I was being reprogrammed.

I was even being co-ersed into recalling semi-fictitious details at these locations; my first inertview, meeting my co-workers, escorting my co-workers to the parking lots, travel to and from work. However, the more I was pressed about how this information was supposed to have been some odd images flashed up.

1) Traveling to Elysium Park at nite for no reason, and then coming back scared and in a trance.
2) Traveling to Griffith Park near the observatory and rainbow springs roads, again scared and in a trance.
3) Fleeing Linda Vista Hospital and blacking out
4) The interior of the Office Location in West Hollywood... was a series of overlapping concentric circles, closest in memory to certain sequence of events... cough.

At this point I am taking this as just an odd dream. However as stated it is noteworthy that the whole sequence of events was an attempt of mental reprogramming. The brief flashes of images which I am concerned maybe truth in the sense I have a feeling that it me be tied with my ongoing problems.

Sleep Paralysis/Visitation

For some reasons again, no encounters and that is a good things. Nothing from my aunt and nothing noteworthy from my side.... except for one minor thing.

This recent Friday night, yesterday I had a bought of Sleep Paralysis. I feel asleep at 7pm, my back toward the open part of the bed and accidentally feel asleep with my wrist and ankles crossed.
Now since I have had visitation and abduction most of my life I have noticed a pattern in sleep paralysis, then when those joints are crossed it does occur.

Now during these times, a visitation does occur 80% of the time. On Friday though I am bit unsure, as when it did occur the only thing I was aware of that there was a blue light in my room. However the night light I usually have on was not on, and the LED from the Cable Box is not that intense to cause that luminosity. Now I did not notice anyone present, but the luminosity was very bright. Fortunately I been sleeping with my feet by a bar just in case...while after a few minutes of jostling I managed to break the paralysis.

Which is interesting, because as soon I was out and able to move... I was in my room as normal...
there was no light on, and my bed curtain was still drawn closed. So what was that light exactly?
Was I just been remotely sacnned?