Date: July 23rd 2012
Type: Dream, C.E. 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:06 am-3:50am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:50am
State of Mind Before: Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Anxiety
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Extreme Stress & Depression
Yesterday despite all the chaos in my life in taking care of my sick aunt, hanging on to my job, and my personal issues...it was not that bad of day and was rather nice. Even late at night things were all right.
It wasn't until I was getting ready for bed did things take a turn for the worse in moods and sounds.
As I lay down to sleep, there was this odd humming that was conflicting with the fan I have. The fan was steady and constant with no blockage or breeze to cause it to make other pitch. The humming was not from the kitchen as the fridge makes a unique sound. The humming went on for a good 15min before it got weird.
As I was trying to fall asleep, the humming had an odd warbled vocal sound. I noticed it when I turned my head in a certain position. It had to be just right and I would hear this warble. The oddity about this was that it was not random sounds, but was reminiscent of a conversation between at least three voices. When I came to this realization that when I got scared. During this time I was also have some oddity with my vision.
The light and shadows about the room were behaving oddly in the sense there was small light flares from the LEDs in my room and shadows would deepen and distort.
At this time I was attempting to debunk the audio and visual distortions.The warble I thought may be a result of either a physical ear issue in the canal (none) or psychological suggestive interpretation. The warbled sounds was very reminiscent of the ambient kami vocals in "Paranoia Agent" anime. The humming I thought could be electrical or from the freeway. I turned the fan off. The humming went on, but the voice stopped.
Even when I had the fan back on and my head in various positions I could not repeat the incident. The humming was also not entire consistent in it oscillation or intensity. At various times it sounded as if it was moving very slowly as if positioning itself. At time it would spike, which happened at least 15 times.
Around 3:45 as I was wide awake I had the sensation I was jerked forward and placed back down. The sensation last only a second, but the difference in the clock was 5 min. I was wide awake and alert at 3:45 and thinking, and in mid-thought I was jerk and the clocked jumped to 3:50. I dismissed this at first I if I was falling asleep, but I should have fallen face first on the floor.... plus my alertness level was high before and after the incident.
Around 4:30am the humming faded away and I felt comfortable enough to fall asleep.
Monday, July 23, 2012
Friday, July 13, 2012
Odd Research Begins from them...
Date: July 12th, 2012 and July 13th 2012
Type: Dream, C.E. ?
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am-4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am
State of Mind Before: Extreme Stress, Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted, Anxiety
Odd occurrences before: Indecent with the door previous Sunday.
Odd occurrences after: Parakeet is in the distance as if scared off since Sunday.
Possible Influential Factors: Stress, Depression
Since Sunday I been on edge, added to that I am dealing with a bad situation at work. Through it all I have kept my chin up and trying to do as best as I can. I been restless and unable to sleep soundly.
Images of a new type of visitor keeps popping in my head. I think "go away...go away". These are rather different, in a sense they remind me of a more rounded version of Gumby, but very alien-esque. They are beige off white and very tall at least 8ft, have a very soft soothing voice, and their skin was reminiscent of clay. Then early Thursday morning when I managed to knock out I had a a rather odd dream:
I instantly wake up from the position I am in from my bed. The first thing I notice is that the room is smaller than usually and it feels off. Distances are not right and things seemed purposely messy as if to confuse me from close inspection. It felt like a facsimile of my room. When I begin closer inspection that is one this person appeared. He was about 6' tall, athletic shape about mid 40's, and a very attractive Caucasian male.
I do not know who this person is. I heard a soft voice from behind the wind say "He is your step-father and he loves you". Then the person said hello and approached me and gave me a loving hug. He smelled really clean as if washed or fresh, and his skin was toned yet very "new"? As soon as he let go I apologized for the mess the room was in. He had a black suede jacked which he took off showing himself in similar black shorts and no shirt. I looked down to avert my eyes, and begin hanging his jacket up. The same voice as before said "Is he not attractive enough for you?". I came back and looked and he was standing in front of my fan naked, yes I felt attracted and very shy and self-conscious around him .Yet I knew he genuinely loved me and we are supposed to share a very good bond. The man told me "Boy it is really hot, thank you for always being so attentive", he motioned me to come to him and said "I am really glad to see you, you have no idea how much I have missed you". At that point he began to be more than a fatherly acquaintance.. though I stood perfectly still looking around. Noticing the way everything was off. The voice said "Do you not love him? He loves you?" as trying to urge me into reciprocating. I blatantly said "The experiment failed since you said "step-father". It would rather be an inappropriate line to cross since the individual would have per-exsisting relations with another family member". I just said that so clinically. The mad said "I really do miss you and love you. You should go back to bed. You will be rewarded for your honesty tomorrow".
I went back to bed, and proceed to fall asleep... but immediate was awake. The odd thing was my eyes were open as if I was in a trance.My eyes were dry.
The second night again I had trouble sleeping. Around 3:30am I finally knocked out. Again I woke up in the facsimile of my room. It was cleaner. I looked around and the room was cleaner. Remembering what happened earlier I waited. Nothing happened. I was sort of hurt and angry that the attractive man did not appear. Then all the electronics turned on. I saw that the windows were slightly open and there were tall figure outside... off white in color as the images I had in my head earlier. I attempted to go to my door... but it was closed and was no door. It was a facsimile. I went back to my room and attempted to turn the light in the bathroom on. It went on them began to dim. The power all around the room begin to fade and dim. Then I heard the same voice say "Go back to sleep. The session is at an end." I proceeded back to my bed as things begin to fade out as if being deconstructed...except for the windows were the beings were. I turned and faced the fall in my bed and counted until 10. At that point my bathroom door squeaked loudly. I was awake and a bit disoriented. I turned around and things seemed normally... but there is no way that the door could have moved on its own. I was unable to go to sleep until 6am.
These two episodes were related.... and was sadly in the Alien category.
Type: Dream, C.E. ?
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am-4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am
State of Mind Before: Extreme Stress, Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted, Anxiety
Odd occurrences before: Indecent with the door previous Sunday.
Odd occurrences after: Parakeet is in the distance as if scared off since Sunday.
Possible Influential Factors: Stress, Depression
Since Sunday I been on edge, added to that I am dealing with a bad situation at work. Through it all I have kept my chin up and trying to do as best as I can. I been restless and unable to sleep soundly.
Images of a new type of visitor keeps popping in my head. I think "go away...go away". These are rather different, in a sense they remind me of a more rounded version of Gumby, but very alien-esque. They are beige off white and very tall at least 8ft, have a very soft soothing voice, and their skin was reminiscent of clay. Then early Thursday morning when I managed to knock out I had a a rather odd dream:
I instantly wake up from the position I am in from my bed. The first thing I notice is that the room is smaller than usually and it feels off. Distances are not right and things seemed purposely messy as if to confuse me from close inspection. It felt like a facsimile of my room. When I begin closer inspection that is one this person appeared. He was about 6' tall, athletic shape about mid 40's, and a very attractive Caucasian male.
I do not know who this person is. I heard a soft voice from behind the wind say "He is your step-father and he loves you". Then the person said hello and approached me and gave me a loving hug. He smelled really clean as if washed or fresh, and his skin was toned yet very "new"? As soon as he let go I apologized for the mess the room was in. He had a black suede jacked which he took off showing himself in similar black shorts and no shirt. I looked down to avert my eyes, and begin hanging his jacket up. The same voice as before said "Is he not attractive enough for you?". I came back and looked and he was standing in front of my fan naked, yes I felt attracted and very shy and self-conscious around him .Yet I knew he genuinely loved me and we are supposed to share a very good bond. The man told me "Boy it is really hot, thank you for always being so attentive", he motioned me to come to him and said "I am really glad to see you, you have no idea how much I have missed you". At that point he began to be more than a fatherly acquaintance.. though I stood perfectly still looking around. Noticing the way everything was off. The voice said "Do you not love him? He loves you?" as trying to urge me into reciprocating. I blatantly said "The experiment failed since you said "step-father". It would rather be an inappropriate line to cross since the individual would have per-exsisting relations with another family member". I just said that so clinically. The mad said "I really do miss you and love you. You should go back to bed. You will be rewarded for your honesty tomorrow".
I went back to bed, and proceed to fall asleep... but immediate was awake. The odd thing was my eyes were open as if I was in a trance.My eyes were dry.
The second night again I had trouble sleeping. Around 3:30am I finally knocked out. Again I woke up in the facsimile of my room. It was cleaner. I looked around and the room was cleaner. Remembering what happened earlier I waited. Nothing happened. I was sort of hurt and angry that the attractive man did not appear. Then all the electronics turned on. I saw that the windows were slightly open and there were tall figure outside... off white in color as the images I had in my head earlier. I attempted to go to my door... but it was closed and was no door. It was a facsimile. I went back to my room and attempted to turn the light in the bathroom on. It went on them began to dim. The power all around the room begin to fade and dim. Then I heard the same voice say "Go back to sleep. The session is at an end." I proceeded back to my bed as things begin to fade out as if being deconstructed...except for the windows were the beings were. I turned and faced the fall in my bed and counted until 10. At that point my bathroom door squeaked loudly. I was awake and a bit disoriented. I turned around and things seemed normally... but there is no way that the door could have moved on its own. I was unable to go to sleep until 6am.
These two episodes were related.... and was sadly in the Alien category.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
More Mysterious Knocking
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 10:00pm and 3:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: None and 3:30am
State of Mind Before: Stress, Depression, Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Anxious
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Parakeet was silent during the knocking (July 9th)
Possible Influential Factors: Personal Stress, Depression, UFO research
Things have been pretty much quiet all around. The rabbits have disappeared as about a month ago only to be replaced by this annoying parakeet that goes off at all hours of the day and night.
On July 7th, 2012 around 10:00pm I was taking a shower. My aunt's room doors were closed.
As I was taking a shower I heard some knocks coming from her room. I figured that it was here moving around. When I finished my shower, I left to go and get us some food thinking nothing of the incident.
When I got home, she had asked if I knocked on her door before she left.I did no such thing and asked her to be more specific, apparently during the time I was taking a shower she heard some knock on her door.
I told her I was taking a shower, which she heard...but thought I had did it.
The second event takes place the following night. I was talking to her and spending some time in her room watching TV. I let her know it was really late and I needed to go to bed. So put her to bed and proceeded to go to my room and sleep. I did my usual security walk through of the home. I barred my door as I usual do.
As I lay in my bed attempting to go to sleep... the parakeet outside kept tweeting as it always does.
For some reasons I felt scared and thoughts of them popped into my head. I thought "go way" as heard as I could trying to calm down. The parakeet went silent around 3:43am... it just stopped. That is when I heard my door hit against the barricade I had. I immediately had my weapon in hand. I was scarred. For the next 10 minutes I just sat there at the ready, there was some additional movement. around 3:50am the parakeet started again, but was apprehensive in it tweeting. Usually it just goes on full force, but it started out really softly as if not sure and did not being its fully pace until a few minutes later. I was unable to go to sleep
and was apprehensive, meditating as much as I could to get some rest in while remaining at alert.
In the morning checked in with my aunt. She indicating that around the same time she began to her movement in the hallway and heard my door hitting the barricade.
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