Drawings....

1st Time Visit

Pictures are worth a thousands words. The net is filled with drawings, especially concerning certain
subjects. An associated of mine requested, that I illustrate some of the events that occurred. I personally never wanted to do any of this. It brings back horrible memories as these image and events ever haunt me.
I see no benefit to myself as to why these need to be illustrated as they have caused some further harm.
I had some emotional difficulty drawing these images, mostly fear and anger. Fear becuase I do not want to see myself depicted with them....I was there already...but I feel drawing them and myself cements things further. Plus it regresses emotional feelings during a bad bad period. Anger that someone finds this entertaining and seems to enjoy seeing me squirm. A promise is a promises though. In order to ge through this exercise I had to alter the image. You will note that their heads are missing, that is done purposeful becuase when i attempted to do that with their heads I started crying.

"First Time Visit": As stated in the blog. Was awoken as their were people in the backyard. Vehicle in back lights and looked like they were taking samples. to my right one is watching me through the window. I slept on a blanket in an empty room. Was with my father at his home in El Monte, CA.

Secondary Visits

"Secondary Visits": A few months later they began showing up at my mother's apartment. They were always in the shadows, trying to hide but I would see them. My brother and mother would be sound asleep.I remember how fun it was floating an inch above the bed. This occurred in East Los Angeles, CA.

"Other Visits"

"Other Visits": With a few more months it got creepy. There was a lot of other real life stuff that was occurring that was not fun during this time. My father trying to kill me, my aunt/uncle and his sisters gay- bashing my male cousin, my mother being really sick with diabetic and pancreatic complications,  etc. 
It was no longer fun, they would show up around 1pm or 3pm. Most of the time they would just stand in the corner or by the walls watching me and the room. I would hear something and look, and they were in the shadows. They would try to be sneaky and move slowly. I did not sleep in the bunk bed any more becuase of the "repeated falls". I started crying out as something would be pulling me from the bunk bed and then let go after my resistance. My mother never understood why I was crying before I hit the floor.

"They always find You"

"They always find You": At my home, my grandma's house in Los Angeles, when I slept in my grandfather;s room they would show up. This would occur around 1:00 am., the door would open and they would come in. You would see the door open, and the ambient light and they would just walk in the room. I would be terrified and paralyzed by them. It would last about an hour. I tried hiding under the bed....but even the times I hoped to find some piece....I would end up on top of the bed as normal. In the picture above they are slightly bent because they know I am under the bed.

Those are my pictures...I am not happy about doing these. I am destroying the original and erasing what I scanned in. I never want to see these again. They are on the net... so they exist somewhere. I honestly don't feel very good doing these. I am terrified and feel sick to my stomach.

Failed Abduction???

Date: September 18 2012
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30 am-6:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Depression
State of Mind After: Frustration, Depression, Ashamed
Odd occurrences before: Black Robe Entity sightings.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: MUFON Meeting attendance

This particular incident happened to my aunt. Initially when I found her in the morning she was on the floor by her chair. When I asked her what happened she said she simply feel of the chair and was there since 7am, so for about an hour. She indicated that she had called out for me, but as I told her she doesn't yell....and I can't hear her.

She was unaware and still doesn't know that I attended a MUFON meeting. Her behavior throughout the day was shaken. I took this as frustration and anxiety as she has some mobility issues. It wasn't until later after I came back from the meeting that she told me what had really happened in the morning. She was just relieved I was back and she said she was scarred and didn't want to sit in the new recliner she had purchased. She was scared.

Apparently around 5:30am she was awaken as something was pulling at her feet. There was nothing visible, but she said she sensed it was cold. The tugging stopped. A few minutes afterwards she felt a cold sensation under her and she was being lifted off the chair. She remembers that she was being moved away from the chair. She struggled and supposedly screamed, she also started praying and telling whatever was doing this to go away. She then remembers simply being levitated back into the recliner and dropped. Which was then she fell off the chair. She was dazed and she said she called out for me once more.I didn't hear anything.

Now from what was described to me it look like they attempted to abduct her. However, the time frame would indicate that it was an attempt. However.....when she first mentioned it she says she fell at 7am. Which is about 1 hour from the time of the initial incident.... which is a common amount of time I have noted with the abductions here. So although it appears it was a failed abduction, it may in fact have occurred.

She is now terrified of the recliner and wants to give it away. The chair is about 5 days old and brand new.
Since Tuesday she refuses to sit in it.

As a follow up I sat in the chair and stayed with her Wednesday night to see if there was anything odd.
No indication or feeling that anything was amiss. The particular recliner that was purchased is is a wall recliner with a release handle on the side. In order for the recliner to reset to an upright position, you need to use the handle or put an amount of force (which she cannot) on the leg area to set it down. The material is not smooth enough where she would have slid off either.

Case of Mistaken Identity

There are many unknown or misunderstood things that happen all over the world. Some of them phenomena sometimes overlaps, is misidentified, or by happenstance occurs at the same time. Yet I have come of across many people that are known solidifying the confusion by being all inclusive.There are already a number of specialized fields that cover some of this area, and other areas that practical science makes use of.

Cryptozoology: The study of animals whose existence has not yet being proven.

Paranormal: Other than or occurring along the side of the considered norms of society.

Parapsychology: The study of psychic phenomena and some spiritual study regarding near death experience and re-incarnation. This has extended to include the investigations into life after death and ghosts.

Supernatural: Something occurring outside our definition of how the natural universe operates. 

Ufology: The primarily study of Unidentified Flying Objects (propulsion, origin, technology), and has extended to encompass the beings of who pilot the craft, evidence left behind, and their encounters (Aliens).


In this article we will go over some of the common mix-ups and identification issues going on with Cryptozoology, Parapsychology, and Ufology. It is important to keep thing certain subjects separate until we have a better understanding. If indeed some phenomena does cross-over, we need to come up with a new term to differentiate things. Also it is important to note that mechanisms from parapsychology will apply to certain subject matter within UFOlogy, such as Astral, psychokinesis, and telepathy.


UFOs
In the research regarding Alien Craft, a large number of sightings can be explained away as having been misidentified.Many such sightings are are result of local weather phenomena, astronomical events, identified flying objects, or falls within some other area of explanation. Sometimes the crafts that have been seen are mistaken for ghostly orbs, which start to blur Ufology with Parapsychology.

-Angels: Some individuals rationalize contact with UFOs or aliens with a religious like experience. They view the event with what their mind can rationalize it as.
-Bigfoot: Some biological entities seen aboard craft or during abduction phenomena appear to be like bigfoot "Sasquatch". Also there are UFO sightings that coincide with Bigfoot sightings.

-Demons: The actual term "demon" refers to something spiritual other than human......again UFO/Aliens have been confused with faeries, nature spirits, fallen angels, and even gods.

-Ghosts: Like with angels, some people rationalize that aliens are ghosts. Many of the behaviors associated with alien abductions seem to fall of what our understanding of ghosts are.
-OBE: Out of Body Experiences, individuals abducted by aliens may believe that para-psychological event has happened. That they are astral traveling or there soul/essence is transferred elsewhere,
-Telepathy: If contact has been established with an alien. Many people report and exchange of thoughts, feelings, and images through the mind as a form of communication.

Ghosts

Ghosts are commonly the spirits of the deceased, dimensional entities, and entities regarded in myth and lore such as faeries. Ghosts are usually haunts, and appear at a location that has some significance to the spirit in question. A ghost can also haunt and individual or an item.

-Aliens: As stated above, sometime it is easy to rationalize an alien as a ghost. especially when most people accept some sort of level of spiritual belief. There is often an odd luminescence, shadowy, or illusion like quality. They been reported to have the ability at time to materialize out of no where, can become insubstantial, can cause electrical equipment to surge/dampen, levitate objects, etc.
-Cryptozoloogy:  Sometimes animal that have been thought to be extinct are referred to as ghosts. Seeing the ghost of a Tasmanian Devil, Dodo, or dinosaur.
-UFOs: Smaller UFO craft or probes are also mistaken for ghosts. From a distance they seem to be dancing lights or spirits.


Poltergeist

Based upon the definition and etymology, a poltergeist is German word meaning "Noisy Ghost". From an observational point of view it is a mechanism of activity associated with ghosts that have the capability to interact directly with the material world. It has been expanded to include the psychic phenomena of telekinesis, in the instance that certain people subconsciously cause things to happen around them with ambient mental energy when stressed or stimulated. Historically, the activity has also been linked to myths as well, regarding "Knocking Faeries"..... aka Tommyknockers (yes for those literary fans you know what this leads to). Additionally it has begun to be linked UFO/Aliens. Which is why I am singling this out from ghosts. 

-Aliens: It is believed that some Aliens have the technology or ability to be invisible, or move within a spectrum that we cannot see. Therefore we will hear them or see them interact with what we see. Also if they have the technology to move objects without direct physical contact this will the events.
-UFOs: Some thinks because of the propulsion and energy used to power the spacecraft may cause unusual activity in the vicinity, such  as an increased magnetic field, polarization of nonmetallic objects, movement of air currents, temperature fluctuation, etc,
-Vermin: Sometimes in truth it can be mice, squirrels raccoons, roaches, snakes, beetles, and animals that like to intrude to our household and property that cause the noises.



Bigfoot

In the realm of cryptozoology, Bigfoot also know as Sasquatch, Skunkape, and Yeti, is purported to be some type of great ape that has yet to have been captured. These tall ape like humanoids have been reported in myth for centuries, and there have been many modern day accounts of encounters.

-UFOs: Some people have found that there is a correlation between bigfoot sightings and UFO sightings. Some people have thought Bigfoot might be an alien, while other believe that like us Bigfoot can be a victim of alien abductions as well.... and as like any animal or human would be spooked by the presence of UFO/Aliens.

MUFON-LA and my first Meeting

A few months ago I did address the topic of one of the most widely known UFO groups out there known as MUFON. The society has been around for quite sometime, and a number of professionals and enthusiasts a have been in the field documenting the phenomena of UFOs and associated paranormal activity.

Yesterday I attend my first meeting. There speaker for that night was Ruben Uriarte , a researcher who has been featured on various documentaries concerning the UFO Phenomena. His subject matter for that night was an overview of two incidents, both that are local to California. The first incident he shared with us was a UFO crash that took place in Mexico. In which the wreckage of an UFO craft was found, bodies retrieved, and all evidence was given to the United States.  The story has been document in the UFO Files television show.

The second topic for the night was incident in Northern California, which took place Cisco Grove near Lake Taho. It was a first hand account of a man's encounter with a UFO, Alien beings, and his fight for survival as he fended them off. It also went into detail about the government contacting him as well. The full account can be read in Aliens in the Forest, and  featured in this YouTube Radio broadcast which was basically the presentation given.

They also covered some of MUFON history, it's purpose and goals, and shared some of the statistics they collected over the years concerning sightings. There was a brief Q&A session in which attendees were invited to share comments and ask questions in general. In addition, there was mention of another meet up group concerned with the related phenomena of "Hybrid Children" and individuals who have had these experiences can share them there and hopefully find support.


Now the most important part in my opinion, the overall meeting and how things went.........

The attendees are from all walks of life, ethnic and cultural backgrounds. I did not note any people of Asian descent. The majority of attendees are middle age to older adults. The ratio of men and women, seems to favor more single women in the audience. The MUFON representatives were very approachable, and their PR director was one of the most friendly individuals I have ever meet that re-assured us and made us feel most welcome. Before the meeting some people next to me were sharing an experience of "Deer Mutilation" that encountered up in the pacific northwest. My initial feelings about the meeting that many of the people are enthusiasts, and I did meet an individual who was an going through some experiences.

She basically confirmed my initial thoughts about the group, and she conveyed the same feelings that perhaps this groups objects and goals did not meet her needs or had answers/references for her questions. I truly empathized with her, as I recognized the exact feelings that she was going threw... the same energy and look in her eyes. My heart truly went out to her and I did my best to offer some of my experiences and what I have learned through my own research and realization. I offered her some alternative on the web in which she could possibly find support and answers she may needed. I really hope that she can find peace and find what she needs.


The statistical analysis that was shared was rather intriguing, and I would have hoped they would have gone into greater detail. From what I could compare, is that there was some correlation between their numbers and my own in the sense that the number of alien sightings have been on downward trend overall. The was a disclaimer about their numbers though.... they are all reported cases. Keep in mind that there are a number of of cases that go unreported, and that the primary language they use is in English. As for myself all of my experiences have never been reported to MUFON. As to why.... their site and system of contact was not very user friendly. In addition, we who have had experiences fear a great number of things from social stigma, personal gripes of admitting it, and fear that we will be monitored further.


It seems that majority of information about the groups and its activities have transitioned to their Facebook and Meet.Up.com sites. Although these sites are intended to bring people together, I feel it is a hassle to sign up for another social site and would have preferred everything be on heir main Chapter Site.

I will be attend further meetings with an Associate who has become a full fledged member for his own interests and agree to accompany them as support. I encourage individual to attend a meeting and see that their is a community for you. It is important to remember that MUFON main objective is the study of the crafts itself, the technology used, and to gather data on the events in understanding the technology and related phenomena. It is an organization for researchers. During the course of these studies, which is secondary is the biological entities who have piloted these craft and the abduction phenomena.....from my impression that is not what MUFON is for. As I meet up with them I may learn more, and perhaps there is a group within the organization that specifically deals with the Biological Entities and Abductions.

Black Robed Entities

Date: September 7, 8, 10, and 11 2012
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30 pm-5:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: Various
State of Mind Before: Physically Exhausted, Extreme Stress & Depression
State of Mind After: Physically Exhausted, Extreme Stress & Depression
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Loss of Job, Heat Stroke, Heat Exhaustion, Depression, Re-Introduction of a Person

Minor incidents that aren't note worthy have happened of the paranormal "ghost" nature have occurred, but nothing worth mentioning as the majority of these incidents are noticed by my aunt.However in the past few days some very noteworthy occurrences have happened to myself and my aunt. Overall it has been relatively quiet.

Overall State of Mind
As many of you know, back in August I suffered a Heat Stroke. In addition with the the high temperature in my area and on going condition my body has been in Heat exhaustion mode and going through dehydration too boot. This has taken a physical strain on my body.  The stress from work has been bad as well since our company went out on its own, and the anxiety level of all employees is high. Plus the continual state of sadness does haunt me becuase I truly feel unwanted and unloved, although I am highly useful. Not having a significant other as a support is taking its toll. As far as my aunt, her physical and emotion state has not changed much.... she is still physically ill and she feels stressed at her decreased mobility. Likewise she has her own emotional burdens as well.

Possible Factors
Know there have been some physical changes to the house. I attempted to prune/destroy a tree in the backyard. It is a Hawaiian tree. Although I do not think that as a factor, it is a change to the area. recently I had some repairs to the "Big Room" and cleaned it back up. As many of you know, the "Big Room" is are spare room....I had hope using it for storage it would prevent certain beings from showing up more.... since they seemed to using that as an arrival point. The wall was fixed their, and the room has been made a non-storage space. Also... I have been leaving the door open and unlock in hope of making the house cooler. I recently re-connected with an individual I had a falling out with in February.

Incidicents
The first incident occurred with me in my bathroom. As i was brushing my teeth the door beneath the sink closed on it's own. Now the odd thing is... the door wasn't open. I clearly heard the door close however.
The cabinet doors around my sink all have all have good resistance that you have to clearly pull to open.
At first I though perhaps I left he door slightly ajar and I accidentally closed it with my knee... although my knee never touched the door.
The second incident occurred on Saturday afternoon. My foot as swollen so I thought to try and soak it in epsom salt. The cabinet doors around my sink were all closed. As I was sitting there reading my book, the left cabinet door opened without making a sound. I noticed the movement right away and just saw it slowly  open and stop exactly at the 90 degree mark. I felt no presence at all. I closed the door immediately. It did not happen again. I also check to see if the hing was loose or the inner catch was, both were fine.
At this point I began to take note.
Sunday nothing occurred, but the following Monday, my aunt said that she thought I walked through the hallway around 430pm. She knew it wasn't me.... but she was scared, and was hoping it was just me. She questioned me later in the day about that. Apparently the figure was walking toward my room.
The latest incident occurred recently around 5pm. This time while she was in he room, a huge hooded cloak being in black was in her doorway. It just stood their blocking out the hall. She prayed and when she looked back it was gone.

This is what has happened so far. Hopefully these incidents were just in passing.