New Year Visitation

Date: January 21st 2013
Type: C.E.4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:20am-4:40am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 6pm-11:30pm and 4:00 am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Tired
State of Mind After: Confused, Scarred
Odd occurrences before: Car Motor on the street, as if someone was warming an engine before it happened. As soon as it started to fade as if leaving incident occurred..
Odd occurrences after: Electrical static discharge sounds and electrical humming for 4 minutes.
Possible Influential Factors: None.


Last night was odd. After my friend left I did a little more work on my writing projects (non-alien related). I felt very sad and tired, as I am still struggling through some very difficult times. I thought perhaps some rest would do me some good. I checked on my aunt to see if she needed anything, then proceeded to sleep for a while around 6pm. The nap was completely uneventful and woke up in a better mood. Around 11:30pm I got up checked on her, and proceeded to log on the computer and played a bit of one of my games and continued to do some more writing.


Around 2:30am I went to check on my aunt and put her to bed. For a while longer I stayed up and continued to work on my writing. around 3:50am I called it quits and decided to go to bed. I actually felt happy and comfortable, and was laying rather contently waiting to fall asleep while thinking about how ancient stone ruins were built. Around this time there was a low rumble outside that just started. It sounded like someone was warming their car engine, but I heard no one get in a truck. I figured someone had to go to work early. The odd thing was the motor sound was very smooth and oscillated. It did not alarm me because it sounded so much like a motor. After a few minutes it began to fade out....not drive away. I was already tired and didn't care, but I remember thinking "That's odd...When a car leaves you can here it go". Especially since it was so close outside, maybe 30ft away from me.

After a couple seconds after the sound fade I suddenly found myself paralyzed in bed. I was on my right side bundled up. Something had reached up under my comforter and was examining my lower back. There was a polarized-white light with a tinge of blue. This time there was a low electrical humming noise with an occasional pulse and pop of static electricity. I was facing toward my enclosure and could not see behind me into my room. However the light did stream in and there were at least three of them. One was doing something to my lower back and buttocks, there was a second out there walking around. I could here that one checking out my room as the other one kept doing something to my back. It stopped touching me when I started to move my feet and attempted to call out. My hands were able to move a bit, my left fingers attempted to claw at my comforter uselessly. My right hand was under my head, so I began to furiously tap my fingers against my head in hopes to either get myself out of this. While I was doing this I heard them muffle something to each other. That is one the third one who was on the bed near my feet began to breathe back as if going "Shhh" but exhaling. I could barely see it as I began to cry and panicked since I recognized the face. At that point I managed to back up with my shoulders and realized I could squirm. I managed to wedge myself between the bed and bookcase and started to attempt to tip the bookcase over with my weight. It again breathed that hard "Shhh". I did this several more times trying to topple my bookcase which would get them out. It put a hand over my head and I blacked out.

I awoke in the same position I was in, expect the comforter was over my head. I started counting in my head, as I heard a low electrical hum emanating from within my room. I quickly noted that despite being covered.... my entire left side was cold as if I was exposed to the air. It was far colder than it was when I went to sleep. For about 4 minutes it keeping going with an occasional crackle like a static shock...as soon as it stopped I moved and got my weapon and looked at the clock. I quickly got dressed and went to check on my aunt. She was woken up and got scarred and put the television on. She said she had heard this weird electrical humming ad popping. She figures that if she puts he TV on it would scare however it was away. Although I walked in with my weapon in hand, I did not mention what had happened as she was already scarred. I just confirmed with her that I had the same noise after she told me.

I examined my room and have found no evidence of any tampering yet. I examined myself as best as possible and there are no abnormalities. Emotionally though I really do not feel great. I just wanna cry as I am frustrated that this is still going on.

 I am never going to be safe. I am going to be left alone.

Which leaves with a hard to swallow choice. I know this is not psychological, there are no drugs to make this disappear.My analytical and mental are not impaired, but emotionally it has taken a toll on me. A support group can only attempt to ground me by creating an illusion of "need", they cannot offer a solution to end this or cope with this as I am already doing the best that I can. However I am not sure how much longer I can continue with this, especially when I will be alone in a couple of years. [Added afterthought for emotional record].

Answers to Comments from 12/2012

There have been some comments to a couple of posts that warrant some comments. Both Comments do open up some great question and I thought to share my answers in its own monthly post. There are just my answers, I am not an official and again I am posting my experiences and personal "objective as possible" observations on the matter. I try to use logic and reason as a guide as much as possible, but when the probable is out ruled you need to look at the improbable for answers too.


1. Comment: Anonymous - The blogger and his aunt (who lives with him) experience paranormal happenings. Both are witnesses to this. If you're familiar with paranormal/ufo/occult activity you'd find that anti-psychotic drugs don't make it go away, but only dope up the individuals. ~ Susan 12/28/12

1. Answer: Readers may have noticed that on my reports I have been cataloging the emotional state of myself and my aunt as part of the data. You will notice that the large majority of our time we are in a state of depression, sadness, or anxiety. Myself I have my days of being okay with life and getting through it, I have a pragmatic outlook and by all test I am classified as a functional depressive individual. I do not partake of any casual drugs, social drinking, or prescribed medication. I believe in working through my issues. My aunt is older, and has had a hard life. Life sucks when you have certain issues when your older. There are okay moments and very few happy one.... but hey that's life! We both do not do any substances prescribed or otherwise.

Most people use alcohol and drugs as an escape or distraction, and as I have stated countless of times.... stay vigilant. That is the only way to get through life. It is tough... there are few joys and lots of pain... but that is the world. I do agree that there are a lot of side effects which can inhibit clear thinking and mobility. I fear that if I were medicated it would be far worse!  


2. Comment: Eva - It seems like that time, around 03:45 AM, is when lots of strange things happen. I have also experienced strange humming sounds, in my head and in my apartment. A very low frequency. Could you discribe the sound that you have been hearing? on Humming and Snaps. 12/28/12

2. Answer: Around my home there are several sounds which I have tried to debunk this as: ambient noise from the freeway, ambient noise from the train yard, planes overhead, power generator, automobiles on the street, a fan, planes, choppers, animals, drones, and the refrigerator. I am very familiar with all these sound and the types of "odd sounds" are not any of these.

Now please keep in there are several types of sounds. One sound is the typical low high pitch whine that you hear in your ears before an abduction. It is a constant low pitch that disappears when you tilt your head certain ways (I already had my ears checked and nothing wrong). It begins to make you drowsy and then you knockout or paralyzed. The second series of sounds I would describe as a vehicle or energy field. The first type of hum sounds like a slow steady oscillating low hum that will just come out of the blue. Another was a soft high pitch whine with but like as if a vacuum 1/4 tempo, but the note tapering off.   

3. Comment: Eva - Hi, Do you feel that there is a connection between your state of mind and the visitations? I have noticed that I often get strange scratches when I am sad or upset. Same thing with my daughter. So the question is; are we visited/haunted because we are sad and vulnerable? Or, do we get sad because we FEEL that we are visited? I haven't found out how it works yet, but I do see the connection. 12/28/12

3. Answer: From what I experience the emotional state of a person plays no major roles. The experience have happened when I been okay, happy, tired "apathetic", etc. They have happened even when the whole experience was the farthest thing from my mind. Likewise with my aunt, there is no set pattern throughout our lives. Also other people whom I spoke with have had this happen at any emotional state.

Now when we are emotionally vulnerable such as being depressed, sad, angry, tied, or lonely....then yes we can be exploited easier. I just think it is easier for them to attack us then as we will not resist. The last thing I want is an experience when I am feeling down. I think it is just a misnomer that "negative energy" will draw more "negative energy". From a scientific point of view a "positive state" will attract a "negative state", as in opposite attracts. Also from a "negative state" a positive force can be formed from as we recharge ourselves.
As the cliche says "When your at the bottom, only way is up!". 

Movies: Dark Skies

February 22 2013

Well seems Hollywood is off to a start with a new alien abduction movie called "Dark Skies".
It is a story about a family known as the Washburns who start to begin to experience some unusual activity.
These experience first seem to begin with their two boys, then the household, then starts too effect everyone in the family. At first it seems it could be paranormal, but from the title, trailer, and poster it is obvious that this movie is about Alien Abduction, and it plays extremely well with the tell-tales signs of what could be going on:

-Bad Dreams
-Alarms Being Set Off
-Electrical Failing "Street Lamps"
-Unknown person in the house, room
-Unexplained Bruises
-Unexplained Rashes
-Odd Markings "Brands"
-Blackouts
-Paralysis
-Blue White Light

Of Course some of the other paranormal phenomena that appear are:
-Poltergeist Activity "Stacked Items"
-Odd Animal Behavior
-Possession
-Shadow People

They also bring in an expert, who seems to not fully let them on of what is really going on. Just someone who can help them cope. As the movie's catchphrase, "Once You Been Chosen, you belong to them", foreshadows that something awful will happen. It is also confirmed when it is revealed that the expert is tracking the phenomena and has correlated a number of missing person reports. This is one major fear that some abductees have, that hey may just not return. Overall this looks like it delivers on the emotion level.....
fear inducing.... I know just watching the trailer.....it scared me!