Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Daytime Blackout or Abduction

Date: May 28th, 2013
Type:Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00pm-3:50pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:00am and 2:20pm (Me)/NA (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Deleterious (Me)/Sad, Lonely, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathetic (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

   During the night my aunt and I had dinner around 1:00am and we watched the first four episodes of True Blood Season 5. Around 5:00am I ran an errand and came back around 6:00am. It was a good night and for what is worth had fun watching the episodes. At 7:00 am I went to sleep, and she was already knocked out around 6:00am. Around 11:00am my aunt woke up and needed to use the restroom, and at that time I got up again to help her. I had to facilitate a medical test for her and then run it out to be delivered. For the next three hours we were awake, he cleaning the bathroom and me doing chores and reading.

   Around 2:00pm I decided to lay down and take a nap. I felt warm and had the fan on. I tried to think positive thoughts and drifted off to sleep. I had the usual "nightmares" re-living memories of families and friends. However around 3:00pm-3:50pm I woke up, the bed was shaking as if there was a minor tremor. The wind chimes were not going off....the sensation lasted for a good two minutes. About 50 secs into the bed shaking, it went completely dark for 2 secs. I was groggy and thought I had lapsed back to sleep, but when I shut my eyes it was not as dark as it was for that blackout period. Then I heard my aunt call my name. At this time an image of one of "them" standing by the computer popped in my head and said, " You think you are safe during the day." I did not move at this point because I was frightened. During the last 10 secs of the shaking there was some heavy wind. I stayed in bed trying to rationalize what happened and fell asleep until I awoke around 6:20pm.
   My Aunt was awake and in her room around 3:00pm. She says that all of a sudden she felt very weird. Then it went dark for a few seconds. She called out my name. Then it got very windy inside the house for a few seconds. She was very scarred and then put the radio on. She was unsure as to what had happened and just prayed.


   The weather outside was sunny. There was some mild to moderate gusts of wind, but nothing in our area throughout the day. There were no light on in my room or the house. The shades were closed in my room and open in hers. During the day there is enough ambient  light to see clearly in my room, even with the shades closed. The darkness that fell over both of us was absolute, almost like when you blackout. I know there was a difference, because with my eyes closed it wasn't pitch black when I tested it right after it happened in bed. Likewise she describes it as pitch dark too. Neither of us felt as if we were moved either.
She felt a presence in the house, but I was the only one who heard and saw that projection.


Right now she is scared. Myself I am depressed because it is just a reminder of how messed up my life is.

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Humming and Told to Sleep

Date: May 23rd, 2013
Type:Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:25am-5:35am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30am (Me)/12:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Depressed (Me)/Sad, Lonely, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Befuddled, Apathetic, Deleterious (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: 5-22-13 was told they'll be back, orbs (Me)
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Blog postings?

   As many know I have Insomnia, and it is cheaper me to be active at night since I am still unemployed. I been keeping myself active by reading and taking care of things. My personal experiences stopped for a few weeks, which I was glad of. I am still dealing with issues here, trying to keep things together.

Yesterday (5-22-13) night while I was washing the dishes around 11pm I was communicated "We are coming back". The message just popped in my head. I stopped, listened, and looked around. My thoughts were "why", "no", "go away", and "I must be going crazy". I continued with my nightly chores and tried to relax by watching Season 4 of True Blood. During the entire I felt sleepy. I felt uninterested in doing my usual activities. Yet I forced myself to stay up. Throughout the night there were small pin point of light showing up in corners of the room and random places every once in awhile. I dismissed these because I assumed this was eye strain. I did not fall asleep till 7:30am.

I woke up early around 2pm, did my chores and had a normal day. Around 11pm I felt sleepy all of a sudden. I put my aunt to bed.... and tried to stay awake. Sadly I finally gave in..... and tried to sleep around 1am. As I was laying there I had my weapons in hand. I know that the sensation of being tired was not my doing...... again the small light showed up as I was drifting off. Every time they popped up though I resisted sleep further.  I woke up around 3:25am felt groggy the small light popped up, within a minute or so I knocked out again. I woke up again at 4:01 am. This time my left arm at the wrist, my left ankle, and my left eye were in discomfort. My wrist felt bruised as if I was struck or clasped down. The same feeling was with my ankle. My left eye was very dry and had trouble opening it.  I managed to get up and look at the clock barely, there was a humming sound all around me, coming from up above and from the windows. Again I knocked out.

My aunt in her room awoke around 3:52 am to a loud yet low humming. She started praying and then tried to read her book to ignore the sound. It lasted until around 4:30am. She did not see any lights. Yet the loud hum bothered her. She did not sleep for the rest of the night.

I again woke up 5:35am, I felt weak and sick. My arm and ankle still felt sore. I managed to get out of bed since I did not see the hum. I made my way to the bathroom, washed my face, flushed my eye, and stood by the sink for a few minutes. Then I went back to bed. I didn't wake up until 4:30pm. My left eye is bothering me, as it feels dry still and have been tearing out of that eye. I do not feel groggy at all or sick anymore. I talked with my aunt and she mentioned he hum to me around this time.

During this episode I was "dreaming" as well. Reliving memories...dreams to me are nightmares... reliving memories of the people in my life is not healthy for me. In these dreams it was about me taking care of the dogs we had, spending time with my grandmother's senior citizen group, my difficulty in making close friendships, me being chosen to leave soon as an "angel", dealing with my mom at the hospital, dealing with me be abandoned by everyone after they are done with me. Although these dreams made me feel extremely sad... I know they are just mental situations. Through it all I was aware they were not real and kept getting coaxed to respond as if it was real. That bothers me more.... I am aware of what was going on.

Between this physical episode and mental intrusion it taken a toll on me today. I am holding up as best as possible. However, I feel very bad internally right now.

Satellites - The Eyes in the Sky


   We have a number of satellites in orbit and drifting throughout space. Many of the satellite launched are for communication purposes used to relay signals, while others are made to conduct research. NASA and private organization have managed to gather a remarkable amount of visual images over the past 40 years of both space and our night time sky, but mostly of our planet. Sometimes they capture images that are unexplainable.......

   In that past few years a company known as Google has provided the world with detailed maps of our planet. Initially there concept was to provide accurate maps and directions for people, but they have captured images of earth, snapshots of the the entire planet. You can see cars, people houses, road, and yes.... supposedly UFOs. While they are snapping away a few UFOs and Geo-markings have been found.
It goes without saying that additional anomalies have popped up as well; discontinuities within the photos, blurred out objects, and corrupted areas. This has lead many to speculate government/corporations conspiracies or alien activity. Sadly any of the image may have been altered, some that have been blurred out are obvious... so we know that the source data has already possibly been contaminated.

Keep in mind that a number of explainable reasons are out there too from device malfunctions, atmospheric conditions, to misidentified objects. You be the judge......check the links for vast example from released NASA and Google Satellite Images.

ArtAlien.net

Rodsbot.com 
  

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

UFO/USO/UXO


   Since the dawn of our human history, we have recorded and related stories about strange object in the air and on the land and sea. Somethings were readily explainable, others took time to explain, and others were rationalized in the best possible way. The other encounters were often best described in terms would could understand or embellished into a narrative that was easily acceptable.
   Our ancient and recent history is full of accounts flying objects in the sky, glowing lights beneath the waters, and objects seen on land. We have been fascinated and speculative with these objects. What are they? Where did they come free?

   The most common of these objects are UFOs. A term that means an Unidentified Flying Object. Many times such objects are later identified as satellites, meteorites, known flying objects or animals. Yet there are many accounts of objects that posses flight capabilities beyond what we know. These objects have been viewed at close range and at a distance. They can be seen at rest hovering, in a landing position, and in flight.
   From what we have observed these are able to fly at incredible speeds, have high maneuverability, and the ability to phase out. Some have even displayed ray-like weapons. The vast majority of objects have no known discernible markings, appear in a variety of makes and models, and their power source at this time is unknown. It is speculated that some radioactive or electromagnetic power source maw be involved.

   USO, an Unidentified Submersible Object, appear on or underneath the water. They are sighted in various parts of the oceans, seas, and lakes. They have been seen leaving the water, making the transition from and undersea vehicle to an air vehicle. They exhibit many of the same characteristics of and UFO. However much of the information on USOs is largely unknown. Research into the phenomena if any would be in the hands of the various maritime sailors and naval branches of the various governments. Also our planets oceans and seas cover a good portion of our planet, a vast stretch of space which is uninhabited.

   UXO, Unidentified "X" Object, is a term I use to categorize objects that appear within homes, on or underneath the land. They can range from drones, doorways, cave openings, rifts, portals, pipes, etc.
These objects are usually smaller than a car. The thing with these object is that they appear in a place that they shouldn't be in or don't fight the context of an area. It is believe that many of these objects are lures or probes. They are meant to entice, attract, or gather data. Some may actual be an aperture or doorway that can transport a being into a UFO/USO, or alien environment.

   We are fascinated by these vehicles and there is a great interest by many to study and gain the technology that they possess. They our thousand of documented pieces that present these objects movements, but we have yet to have tangible evidence. Purportedly there are artifacts that have been recovered from excavations and crashes. It is believed that our technological advancements of the past 70 years may have been inspired by  or copied from our understanding of the technology these crafts possess.

 The main question I ask.... Who is operating the vehicles?      

Monday, May 13, 2013

U.S.A.F UFO Debunker Lt. Col. Richard French - Aliens are Real


On April 29th - May 3rd, 2013 there was a Citizen's Hearing on Disclosure conducted by Congress in Washington D.C.. One of the topics included the testimony of Lt. Col. Richard French who work within the U.S.A.F. as a UFO Debunker. He recalls an incident in Newfoundland where he witnessed a crashed UFO being repaired by Greys. August 30th in 1950 there were several reports of UFO activity in the water and around the areas of  Sandy Point, Earnst Harmond AFB, and Kippens. The incident he described could be one of many such reports as the area of Newfoundland, Canada his hundred of reports of UFO activity from the 1950-Present..

He is one of many such professional to come forward and state that Aliens/UFOs are real. That our Government along with several others are aware of this fact. When know from the past 30 years that Mexico, Australia, Belgium, England, Russia, and the U.S.A have been some of the countries to acknowledge the existence of Aliens through its populace. Belgium being the only government on record to admit that there are UFOs.

So in the long run what does this mean after 60 years? We know since the 1890's authors have written about aliens and other worlds in Science Fiction and Horror. Since film and television began we have become more and more accustomed to the thought of extraterrestrials. Was it the government through decades of media that made us more acceptable to the fact that aliens have been with us the whole times? Star Wars, E.T., Aliens, Close Encounters.....Paul....  so if this is before Congress.... then what we have been experiencing is all too real. Why were we allowed to be abducted? Why hasn't the government protected some of us? The damage that has been done to countless individuals cannot outweigh the cost  technology trade?



You can read more on an additional article on the Huffington Post.

Gnostic Aliens: Archons



Apparently there are several Christian Gnostic texts that speak of "Aliens". The two types often described are the Reptilians and Greys. However, even though most people regard Christian Gnosticism as a heretical branch of Christianity, Gnosticism itself is a far older belief system predating Christianity. Gnosticism is a philosophy unto itself that tries to rationalize the existence of creation through logic and explainable means.

Like many early philosophies, the supernatural aspects of the world were taken quite  literally and were rationalized. In Gnostic traditions it is believed that there were beings that were not of this material world, they are Archons. They were primarily creatures of abstract concepts and ideas. They influenced the material world in its creation and formation, but not of it. It is believed that they beings in classical Greek terms are called Daemons, meaning a creature whose spirit was never a living being. These Archons however, desired to interact with there creations it is believed and continue on tinkering with them.

An article "The Enigma of the Archons" by John Lash goes into depth about gnostic teachings and the connection to extraterrestrials if you wish to read a more in depth. John Lash is an American Author and Comparative Mythologist.

Friday, May 3, 2013

Star Children

System of A Down "Aerials in the Sky"

The term Star Child is thrown around nowadays be a number of individuals. Many of these are abductees or individuals who have had a Close Encounter. Many often feel out of touch with humanity, feel a sense of not fitting in, have a higher conscious, feel intellectually superior, feel spiritually concerned, need to feel special, Eco-friendly,  who feel in tune with the cosmic awareness, possessed by an alien intelligence, watched by the government....etc.
There are many reasons why someone may feel they are Star Children...... usually those individuals are on more friendly terms with the alien visitors.

One of the origins of this phrase comes from stories attributed to the Native Americans of the Southwest of the U.S.A. Apparently the Hopi new of these Star Beings. Basically from time to time, as it was custom with some tribes....you exchange children to foster trust with eachother as a cultural exchange. These beings hosted by the Native Americans were dubbed "Star Children".

This is not an official classification of the subject, but what I have put together based off of my research.
There are two types of Star Children....Physical Star Children which are biological constructs/lifeforms and Mental Star Children which deal more with a psychological and spiritual aspect..
 
Physical Star Children

Altered Human
For whatever reason a human, through mental manipulation or physical mutation can be a "Star child". This is usually the beginning stage. Abductee could be introduced to the aliens culture and mindset. Just the very act of constant abductions make them "Star Children", as they become more and more familiar.
Physically "Star Children" can also occur through a physical means. Small alteration in the genetic make up are made so they become more compatible with other types of Hybrids, Breeding Programs, or adaptivity for technological or environmental purposes.

Genetically Altered Being
This "Star Child" has been genetically altered to resemble the physical make-up of the host species. In essence the original species goes through gene therapy in which the existing DNA patterns are overwritten. With someone who is close to you it is a minor alteration overall, however the larger the gap the more tricky it can be.
Once the Genetic Sequence has been rewritten these being can be re-introduced into society.
These Star Children can be adult versions or embryos implanted in human hosts.

Cloned
Since we are dealing with a species with advanced technology, they may have access to clone and a stable genetic matrix. What happens a stock individual is cloned. The original individual can be "kept somewhere" or be allowed to return. The clone operates as the individual, but has been usual conditioned to be more receptive if in close contact with the alien. However clones are usually operated like our Flashdrives, were data/memory are uploaded, examined, and monitored. What can be more challenging is the series of clones can be re-integrated through the link of society.
This could explain past-life experiences, as our clones previous memories have been accidentally transferred to the latest batch. Also if more than one clone is in operation or if the original model is aware, they may be accidentally sharing memories as they will have very similar brainwaves. Its like feedback in away.   
A contemporary example is the movie Avatar, where a cloned individual is made and controlled by is a host intelligence. However in the case above, these are a series of clones like the Vorta from Star Trek DS9.

Hybrid

These versions of "Star children" come in various models depending on the generations of crossbreeding. A Stage I Hybrids will have traits of the dominate gene pool. Most cross-species breeding will produce mutants, malformed, sterile, or still born lifeforms in the beginning. Depending on the programs success there can be a number of generational models.
Some models may have certain desired traits, and kept in production while the True Hybrid is perfected.
With enough adaptions a stable new lifeform can eventually be formed, a True hybrid. These lifeforms would be of a new species, and may not be compatible with the original stock species.

The life of this type of "Star Child" is difficult, as it will be different from both of its stock parents. Most Hybrids are never introduced into our society. Those that are later generation models that are stable and are manipulated into contact with other hybrids. Late generation hybrids often have cosmetic surgery to better integrate themselves into society. Most may be unaware that they are hybrids.



Mental Star Children

Host
some would consider this a possession. This is when an alien consciousness takes over you mind for a period of time. Your consciousness could be suppressed in which missing time is experienced or is just along for the ride. In some cases you may not be aware, as it acts as a suppressed state just watching through your eyes. This can be duplicated by a technological means.

Soul Swapped
Although some may call it "Mind Swapping", this category of the "Star Children" is what I would considered a person who essence/soul/mind and has been transferred out of their body.
They could be transferred to another cloned body, synthoid, alien body. Their body however is know the host to an alien conscious for a time. This could be mistaken as possession.
In contemporary media this is illustrated by H.P. Lovecrafts, "Great Race of Yith" in 1936 and in the TV series Stargate Universe and Stargate SG-1 with the communication Stones.

Imprinted
If Mind Swapping has occurred too frequently, either alien or host may biologically retain the new synapse configuration in the brain. What this means, is that either one will have hard copied memories of the other. This may lead some to erroneous believe that they are a "Star Child" or alien trapped in a human vessel.
This can be seen in computers, sometime certain types of data copied on to your hard drive will become permanent fixtures. As any tech will tell you things are never really deleted from you hard drive, and like our brain our memories are hard copied too...it just a matter of accessing them.

Soul Merged

Soul Merged, is when the essence/soul/mind of an alien consciousness if fully integrated into that of the human. This can be done intentionally in order for alien to experience life through the eyes of the host, making them an instant "Star Child". The main issue is the blending of two consciousness. Children make the most malleable subjects as their mind are not fully formed. Adults however provide more difficulty as their personality/ids/ego will conflict with the additional developed consciousness. Willing adults who surrender themselves would have an easier time adjusting. When its mission is complete it can choose to live out its life here, return, or be recalled back (Abduction with no coming back).

Examples are the Goa'uld from Stargate SG-1 and the Trill from Star Trek the Next Generation and DS9. Although both of these examples have a biological entity inserted into the host, they both bound with each other becoming one lifeform. Both however have the abilty to outlive the host and transfer to another lifeform.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Comments from 4/2013

Thank you for your comments and support, as promised I am responding to comments here.
-あなたのコメントを私はここにコメントを応答午前約束どおりありがちましょう.
I hope everyone is doing as best as possible and thank you for sharing and being open.
-誰もが限り、できるだけ共有されオープンしていただきありがとうございますやっている願っていま.
Remember keep as alert as possible and aware! I hope some of my answers can be of help or comfort.
-維持可能な注意と警告を覚えて !私の答えのいくつかの助けや快適さのすることができます願っています.
 There have been some suspicious and generic comments from individuals with advertising. Please be aware that comments with the intent of advertisement will be deleted.
-個人の広告からいくつかの不審な一般的なコメントされています。広告目的でのコメントが削除されることに注意してください。
 To be courteous, I have added this response in Japanese.The anonymous individual can use babelfish.com to translate their comment from Japanese to English.
-礼儀正しくすることは、私はこの応答ウィークリー匿名個々 のコメントを日本語から英語に翻訳する babelfish.com を使用することができますを追加しました。

1) Comment: VEGIRO- Some info that might interest you about the kidnapping issue and what ufos could be... http://alienresistance.org/ce4testimonies.htm check out this site and the testimonies i hope they will help you in your research there are people that are gathering as we speak more information about what that link is all about.You should contact one of them if you can for further details and material im from Romania by the way :D. 4-4-13

1) Answer: Yes i have visited that site before and thank you for reminding me to post a link somewhere about it. It is very important for people to share their experiences. "Mult Aprecierea"

2) Comment:Eva- Hi,Good that you make these notes about the events. Sadly I haven't done that all the time. When did all this start, was it in 2009? For me it started in 2008 and 2009 was a really bad year. Do you or your aunt have the RH- 0 factor in the blood? I ask because it seems to be a link between abductions and that blood type. I have it and my father had it too. 4-12-13

2) Answer: Well any event I have done my best to take notes. Especially when I determined that this was way to real. As stated in my history all this started for me in 1978 when I was three going on four. I have been dealing with this all my life. Until my teens I finally accepted what was going on, I was being abducted.
Until my mid 20's did I start researching and cataloging my own experiences. As I dug deeper I found out that my aunt had experiences as well. She didn't admit these things until a couple of years ago. Since its the two of us, she finally came to terms with it. For years she had just kept her mouth shut cause that what her mother said to do. She thought that they were ghost, spirits, but then when she started to realize that I was onto something in my research she admitted that this was happening to her since she was a child to. She can testify things were going on with me and in the house, but she was always told....it was the devil or ghosts.

As for  Blood types we are Universal "O", which I believe is the RH positive blood type. This would be confirmed as my aunt and myself. I do not have access to my mother's or father's records.As far as our blood work is concerned we are fine. I only have unusual levels do to a renal "kidney" birth defect.

3) Comment:Eva-Interesting about that being in a robe. I was visited by one in a black robe in 1996-97. Couldn't see its face. A friend of mine who have had some hypnotherapist sessions have also memories of meeting these beings. 4-12-13

3) Answer: Robes seem to be very common when they are seen full bodied. Which begs me to re-exam a lot of ghost stories and religious experiences. Some of them might be part of the Alien Abduction phenomena. In any event it is really disconcerting.

4) Comment: Anonymous-Hi, these videos doesn't work anymore... 4-13-13.


4) Answer:  Basically any videos I have posted are hosted on Youtube. Although many are for public consumption, U.S. Copyright are rather flip-floppish. Basically a re majority of items are removed becuase of the greed of the production company/stars. The people who hold the rights to these programs have enough money or legal pressure to get things removed from the internet. If a video link is broken, try searching youtube again or the web for a copy of the available episode, I will list the Series, Network, and Episode title to help with your search. If you posted out for public consumption...its free in my opinion. Many of the programs are paid by sponsors and the information represented are either re-hashed or the abductees and researchers are exploited by the TV media.