More Odd things and guest is still here

Date: February 17th, 2014

Type: CE 4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am-3:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00 am (Aunt, I , guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Sad, Heartbroken, Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed, Tired (guest)
State of Mind After: Sad, Scared (Aunt)/Stressed, Sad, Depressed (I)/Ambivalent (guest)
Odd occurrences before: Knowing they are coming.
Odd occurrences after: Inflammation on my wrists and slight bruising.
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, loss of privacy, unhappiness with situation of guest.


I was sad as can be expected, I and hoping for my guest success that he may be able to stand on his own soon and be independent once more. I am under a lot of stress because of that, added worrying about keeping a job, worrying about missing mail, worrying about my aunt, and just depressed at the mess there is.
I am scared and I am attempting to be an individual with a merciful and kind heart.


Sadly they are restless..... last night I awoke at 2:30 because of movement in the kitchen. My guest who sleeps on the other side of the bookcase was there as he rolled over. I quickly knew what it was and grabbed my weapon and huddled in my enclosure. Something ran in the hallway and bumped the door, it was in the kitchen and it moved the plate around slightly, I then heard it in the porch where a plastic drop cloth was. It(s) were walking along it and seemed to be slowed down by it as it made noise as they passed.
The door bumped again as if something was trying to push the door open. I clutched my weapon, I felt something enter the room and leave. I relaxed a bit, my guest was fast asleep. I looked at my cell phone an noticed it was 2:38am. My aunt didn't yell, so I waited. I knocked out.

Unbeknownst to me, my aunt heard similar commotion and activity in the kitchen. She claims that several ghostly figures (humanoid and white came through here door and left). She says they were white humanoid, but rather ethereal. She clearly heard the same sounds, however she says this occurred at 3:30am. She attempted to yell for me, but I heard nothing.

I awoke at 4:00am, laying stretched out as if I was sleeping normally. I was wide awake and scarred because of my last memory. I did not move, but listened...no sound from my aunt, my guest was grinding his teeth... but I was afraid to move. In an hour or so I would have to get up. I fell asleep. When i awoke for work I felt very sorry and tired. When I went to say good by to my aunt, she seemed out of it. I tried to ask here if anything happened, but she was dismissive as she was groggy.

When I got home, I noticed that both of my wrist were slightly puffy. There was also a slight discoloration, minor bruising. During the day I dd not notice any unusual discomfort, but only felt tired. When I went to talk to my aunt in the afternoon, she told me of what happened and noticed that my wrists were bruised. She immediately thought my guest had done something to me (as in grabbing me really hard and holding me down). Already bothered by that fact that my wrist seemed odd, this only heightened my sense of fear since it seems the only way to dislodge me from my enclosure would have to have grabbed me by the wrists and pull me out.

I do not know what is going on anymore. I am threatened on all side now. In the waking world and in the dark. My guest, has something to do with it... although he will not admit to it. He is not the cause, but he is being watched as he is "special" to them.

Broken Deals and Threats

Date: February 8th-9th, 2014

Type: CE 4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am, (8th)/3:55-4:00am (9th)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00 am (Aunt, I , guest on the 8th)/ 12:00am (Aunt) N/A (I , guest on the 9th)
State of Mind Before: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed (guest)
State of Mind After: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Depressed (I)/???? (guest)
Odd occurrences before: Nervous Ticks.
Odd occurrences after: Subtle movements in the housing, oscillating noise.
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, loss of privacy, unhappiness with situation of guest.

My guest is has had his usually ups and downs, overall progress for him is getting better incrementally. Myself I am keeping busy with work and maintaining the household, added to the continual hemorrhaging of my earnings. My aunt is overall angry/depressed at the living situation. Currently my guest has been stressed because one of his friends is in need of help, it has distracted him momentarily from his necessary goals.
So the night of the 7th he was tried and exhausted, he had plan to meet early in the morning with his associates but was too tired. Likewise my aunt and I went to bed early. I awoke around 1:30am, he was fast asleep and the TV was on. I closed it, went to the restroom, and went quickly to bed. However around 2:30am I was awakened by the sound of footsteps coming into the room. The door opened without a sound.and I saw several beings enter the room and make their way toward my guest. I could here them in my head, they knew I was awake but communicated to me that it was not for me. They were making adjustments and running some tests. I feel asleep and was thinking I need to get out when they leave..... need to make sure my aunt was okay. I awoke a few hours later around 8:30am, the memory of what happened fresh in my head. I knew I was not crazy and wanted to confirm with my aunt. She was sleep and I went to go run errands. I was busy during the entire day, but int the late afternoon I asked here if she heard anything strange. She was hesitant, and only said that it must of been the cat in the kitchen. The cat was outside... and all the shuffling she attributed to the cat was them.... that really really happened. I kept to my errands and chores..... I was to busy to blog about this.

As it would happen, my guest has his weekly engagement to attend which he is gone all night. Usually i go to sleep as normal and take the opportunity to rest and relax. However, because of some stressful events in the early evening and some physical pain on my left side (ribs and back top kidney) I stayed awake. Most of the night because of all the stress, my stomach has been in knots. I been reading, around 3:30am (now the 9thj) I went to the bathroom and was in their with stomach pains. Around 3:50am I felt uneasy the back of my head tingly and I thought it was from the other pains. When I stepped out of the bathroom I felt as if I was being observed. Immediately I felt that one was in the corner watching and I quickly went to turn on the light. No sooner than I did that, my aunt started screaming. I called out "Coming. What's wrong?", but no reply other than yelling my name over and over. Also it was 4:00am, 10 minutes had passed as if it were 2 minutes. When I got to the room, she was at the edge of her chair as if someone pulled her and she was crying and shaking. She told me the greys had came, and tried to take her. She said "I am sorry I didn't believe you, you are right. Make him leave. He scares me. It's his fault they came back".
I quickly calmed her down, and talked her through this. I re-iterated that I cannot do anything and they want him here. I told her they threatened me already concerning what would happen if I forced him to go. Stuff she already knows. I also told her that we need to deal with the situation at hand, the fact is that they are breaching their word of leaving us alone. I figure since he is wandering, they figure to make good on the threat. However this is beyond my control, their subject is very willful and it is not my purview to influence or control him. That is their deal. As I was explaining this my head begin to tingle again, and they were around.... they were looking for him. There were a few noise in my room and in her bathroom, while I was talking to her. All this time as she was talking and yammering, I was trying to listen and keep them out of my head. The tingling kept going..... as it was know around 4:45am I heard a weird oscillating noise for about 10 minutes and then it stopped. She is freaked out and I am remaining calm, but I am cautious as there threat looms over us.

My guest does not care, nor would he believe what I would say. Although he alludes to the fact that yeah it could be true... he quickly moves on to avoid talking about it.

 

The Tengu

The Tengu in Japanese folklore is typically associated yokai, in the traditional sense a supernatural being. Buddhist they are demons, in the traditional sense as non-human entities who are harbingers of war. They are mentioned as early as 720 AD and again in 1296 AD. It is believed that there place as yokai may have been influenced by the Garuda of India and the Chinese heavenly dog known as a Tiangou.

In japanese they have been traditional represented as humanoid ravenfolk who are skilled swordsman. They often are also depicted as red skin humanoids with very long noses, but again superior swordsman. Not only have they been depicted as skilled martial masters, but are known for some other amazing abilities. Illusions, Mind Control, and Invisibility. They are treated as trickster spirits on the whole who dwell high in the mountains. Most who encounter them are never seen again, but those who do are often blessed in some way.

Ironically there are some legends that tell of the Tengu rather differently. They talk about them as humanoid creature, with a lithe frame like a birds. They have grey skin and big black eyes. They fly through the sky on bright disks and have amazing abilities. Projecting Illusions, mind control, and possess superior technology.
These accounts depict the Tengu in a more modern entity, one that we would call an Alien "Grey". Recently a film known as "47 Ronin" depicted the Tengu. Eschewing the tradition long nosed red man or ravenfolk, they depicted them as thin aesthetics with large eyes and a thin beak like nose. Those of us that know of the greys/hybrids may have felt a tinge of familiarity with their depiction.

Is this another reference to the fact that the greys have been among us for centuries? Another clue in our history that there is something definitely going on that goes back farther than Roswell or the 1960's in the U.S.

Very Subtle Threats???

Date: January 28th-31st, 2014

Type: CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am, 3:30 am, 4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00 pm (Aunt, I , guest)
State of Mind Before: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed, Happy
State of Mind After: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed, Happy
Odd occurrences before: Aunt's previous encounter.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, loss of privacy, loss of opportunities to play my games or watch TV.

As my guest is feeling better and regaining his confidence he has been going out more and more. Networking and doing what he needs to inorder to move on and become successful with his chosen career path. Meanwhile I am concentrating on work and keeping the house in order. With my job and overall stress level my sleep schedule has changed. I go to sleep a lot earlier because I need to get up early, but also because of the severe depression with the stress my guest has caused me over the past two months. I have been through many things and I am coping, but apathy is the only thing keeping me sane. I have been abuse many times before so I can deal with the mental and emotional abuse, if it ever became physical that is where I draw the line. My biggest fault is giving people the benefit of doubt, knowing that from their perspective things are different. As I said in this situation the greys have forced me into this. I have a looming threat over me if I don't comply they will make thing worse for me and my aunt. I know what options there are, and I am doing the best to figure a way out. I do not feel safe.

I would contribute the following incidents to the overall stress, except for the fact that I do not wake up unless they are present, something is amiss, or I have horrible nightmares dealing with my family. The past few night I been waking up around 2:30am, 3:30am, and 4:30am. It was as someone came in to check and leave. This happened over the course of the next few days. Some nights it was only one or two times, but when my guest was gone on Wednesday they showed up thrice as if looking for him. I know its is them, because my left eye has been tingling each time.

I do not know anymore. I just want to get my life back to normal. I know I will never be happy. I come to that realization, and I am ok with that. I just loathe and despise that I was teased with that possibility, that I was showed that. It is just extremely cruel to do. I am just a drone.... meant to do what I need to do.