Date: 1/27/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 7:30pm, and 12:30 am (1/28/17)
Attempted Time of Sleep:7:00pm (Me)/Aunt N/A
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother, Neighbors Car Lights
Odd occurrences after: Temperature Drop, Wind
Over the past week a lot has happened. First off issue with my wolfbrother have worsened, from my last encounter with him things did not go well as the Rabbit was bought to the forefront. Basically I been humored all this time and been accused of a lot of things. Per our rules, his behavior falls under usury..... we been deceived in a false friendship by current appearances. Secondly we were also targeted and manipulated by one other...which in turn was wolfbrothers doing.
Earlier today after the week of betrayal, wolfbrother called and hung up with a message "I will be there very soon". In all honesty we care for him very much, however as with D.W.D....I think I may have to go on the defensive. He has no idea what he has done, I think. This in mind I went to bed sad and depressed as I have been for the last few days early. I just don't feel like interacting. This was around 7:00pm. Although the following could be explained away as just my neighbor acting odd....for 30min he kept putting his car in the drive way....regular yellow headlight where there, then blue halogen type, then white. During this time there was an odd flash of light inside my room. I also say a phased football like metallic object right above my chair by the computer for a second. With hesitation I dismissed this as nothing....
I did fall asleep and ironically was nice and warm. This is unusual since I always burn up and need to be in the cold, but I was nice and warm and I had dreams. The dreams seem irrelevant as I was looking for room 308 for a doctor, I was being followed. The building with "room 308" had various "308a", "308b", etc. on differently floors which made things confusing...someone was trying to shoot me, two other men...and one person was helping me. However we were interrupted when they came....a ship was above us. I woke up at this point....I felt groggy....then the room began to get very very very cold..despite that I was still bundled up.
It started shaking outside as if wind was blowing in one spot, there was an odd smell of dander in the air. Something was probing my mind....then the thoughts of my neighbor who died came into my head, about a clown he used to be that creep me out. However, I have no such neighbor and no one has died recently, I was trying to rationalize the thought that was going in my head....then I also started fighting back...."This is my domain, I am Marakos the Red Dragon Keeper of the Flame, this is my domain". It stopped...it didn't open my eyes until the wave of fear left....the clock noted 12:24am. I got up and put my aunt to bed, but asked her if anything odd happened.
According to here around the time I awoke....she felt some odd presence...she felt that it started getting cold and felt like something was trying to get it. She also had an itchy sensation around her head. My guest was paying video games in the kitchen and noted nothing, and my other companion was asleep and did not bark.
Saturday, January 28, 2017
Friday, January 27, 2017
Movie: Arrival
"Arrival" is a movie that released in 2016 and is about first contact with a group of aliens called "Hectopods".
These aliens seems to be squid-like creatures, and have landed 12 ships around the globe. As humanity struggles with the proof and uncertainty of the aliens, teams of scientist from around the globe try to make meaningful contact and understand what is going on.
Two scientists with the American team in Montana start to establish a dialogue and lexicon with the aliens. The lead linguist soon discover there language in non-linear, that can have multiple meanings depending on how you read the symbol. Each ideogram represents a complex thought and concept...much like other form of pictographs used by cultures such as the Mayan and Chinese.
The movie illustrates the art of language and how it shapes the way we think and see the universe. It soon shapes the way the lead linguist sees things, and soon she understands why they are here. The movie gives a realistic portrayal on the basics on how to establish first contact with a culture, builfing a way to communicate, with the time it takes.
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Adventure Time: High Strangeness
Season 8, Episode 8 of Adventure Time is called "High Strangeness".
The episode seemingly begin on a night with Treetrunks and her husband Mr. Pig. Lights come down and all of a sudden the wall glows blue and an alien steps out. Tree Trunks is familiar with the grey, and unlike the standard greys.... this one seems all smiley.
What is worse, when the alien takes Treetrunks to their "space" she becomes euphoric and her speech seems slowed. There the greys great here and feel her, what is worse is she is familiar with all this. Meaning she is a longtime abductee. She has sadly been, taken and raped.....as there are several hybrid kids from here.
They introduce a mantis alien as well.... for a cartoon this got very very dark.
It is very reminiscent of "Communion", but the subject matter very real and terrorizing. Any kids who see this may have flashbacks....whoa to the parents.
Wednesday, January 18, 2017
Portents and Earth Dragon
Date: 1/15/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:35am, and 3:50 am (1/16/17)
Attempted Time of Sleep:6:40am (Me)/1:00am (Me on 1/16/17)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Odd(Earth Dragon)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother, Door
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door, Door Opening
As I have been stating there have been something earth shaking issues with the one I call my "wolfbrother".
I been extremely worried and have lamented the situation. On this journey we started things have progressed way differently. It escalated to the point where it affected the holidays and I was to walk away...however because of my feelings and overall stupidity I am staying despite everything. The following to things are important to note.
Saturday I could not fall asleep again and fell asleep as the sun would rise. During this time I had the following dream...
Earth Dragon and another were arguing in the bedroom. It was telling Earth Dragon I need to leave, however Earth Dragon was telling it "No. I still need him". Earth Dragon told me to go wait in the living room. They were still arguing about me. I sat in the living, and I was scared. An older man taller and thin, white male came up and said "It is happening again. This time with him". I had the impression this man was Earth Dragon's grandfather. I asked him how he got in. He said "From the bathroom, 'They' come in from the bathroom". He looked at me rather sadly and asked "Who is going to protect you now? He is gone isn't he".
'They' are at the living room door trying to get in, I answered "I guess I am on my own again. I am always alone. I only wished I could have done more to help. I am alone though".
I awoke and noted the time. It was 9:34am...and I went to the bathroom. When I came back I got a call from Earth Dragon...as usually he was being cryptic...and just hung up... no message...no words. I called back..no answer. Three minutes he called and just sad "Wood Rabbit". I said "Earth Dragon I am worried are you ok?". He hung up. about 5 minutes later he called again and simply said "Wood Rabbit I am coming over to stay a week.", I told him I would pick him up and be there within the hour.
He spend the day with me and I tried to talk. He was being cryptic and I am concerned. That night I had another strange dream....
He, my aunt, and I were in a line. We were waiting to go somewhere and there was a stairway full of people. We were at the top going downward. Some female one with red hair and tanned skin came, and he walked away. She was very odd as she was emotionless. She told me "I will take care of your aunt from here. Please go now". I asked "Who are you. You do not know what you are doing". She simply looked at me and pushed my aunt forward...my aunt almost feel of the chair. I was becoming angry with her and told her to stop. She informed me "I am aware of what I am doing and this is necessary."...I tried calling out for Earthdragon to comeback and help. She said "You are alone. He cannot help you". She started to jack up my aunt's chair and she swayed back and forth, then she catapulted her forth and she flew off. I became angry and yelled "WHAT DID YOU DO!" I ran down the other steps and out to the sidewalk...I ran along the outer building. The next blood contained a series of tiered step pool/steam baths in which many "Rabbi" like people were sitting in. I yelled I will "Sue you all", they looked in my direction. I found my aunt passed them and was relieved momentarily when she land in a pool. However when I got close I saw she hit the edge and her neck was broken, jaw smashed and was bleeding out. I was enraged and thought "You killed my mother. She is dying dead". I knew it was my aunt....but I was also remembering my mom too. I began pacing in a circle. I began to have mood swings from crying to growling to quiet control..to crying ..to growling...control... repeat...repeat. That woman was there watching me.... she kept saying "Let go". I kept going in a circle each emotion building on the other. I woke up. Earth Dragon was buy me and talking in his sleep. I sat up for a while and then laid back.
Minor poltergeist activity for 1/16/2017 2:20pm. As we were having lunch in my room. There was two knock at the door. My other guest was in the kitchen playing his video game, and we were sitting and eating in my room. I close the door to my room as not to make Sebastien bothered. Something knocked at the door. I noted and thought it was odd, I could see no one under the sill. A few minute later it did that again, then the door pushed opened. The door is in the hallway...with no direct airflow...There is no exit point in my room for airflow as well (no open woman to create a pull, so technically negative pressure), however the door pushed up with the latch and click heard..
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:35am, and 3:50 am (1/16/17)
Attempted Time of Sleep:6:40am (Me)/1:00am (Me on 1/16/17)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Odd(Earth Dragon)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother, Door
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door, Door Opening
As I have been stating there have been something earth shaking issues with the one I call my "wolfbrother".
I been extremely worried and have lamented the situation. On this journey we started things have progressed way differently. It escalated to the point where it affected the holidays and I was to walk away...however because of my feelings and overall stupidity I am staying despite everything. The following to things are important to note.
Saturday I could not fall asleep again and fell asleep as the sun would rise. During this time I had the following dream...
Earth Dragon and another were arguing in the bedroom. It was telling Earth Dragon I need to leave, however Earth Dragon was telling it "No. I still need him". Earth Dragon told me to go wait in the living room. They were still arguing about me. I sat in the living, and I was scared. An older man taller and thin, white male came up and said "It is happening again. This time with him". I had the impression this man was Earth Dragon's grandfather. I asked him how he got in. He said "From the bathroom, 'They' come in from the bathroom". He looked at me rather sadly and asked "Who is going to protect you now? He is gone isn't he".
'They' are at the living room door trying to get in, I answered "I guess I am on my own again. I am always alone. I only wished I could have done more to help. I am alone though".
I awoke and noted the time. It was 9:34am...and I went to the bathroom. When I came back I got a call from Earth Dragon...as usually he was being cryptic...and just hung up... no message...no words. I called back..no answer. Three minutes he called and just sad "Wood Rabbit". I said "Earth Dragon I am worried are you ok?". He hung up. about 5 minutes later he called again and simply said "Wood Rabbit I am coming over to stay a week.", I told him I would pick him up and be there within the hour.
He spend the day with me and I tried to talk. He was being cryptic and I am concerned. That night I had another strange dream....
He, my aunt, and I were in a line. We were waiting to go somewhere and there was a stairway full of people. We were at the top going downward. Some female one with red hair and tanned skin came, and he walked away. She was very odd as she was emotionless. She told me "I will take care of your aunt from here. Please go now". I asked "Who are you. You do not know what you are doing". She simply looked at me and pushed my aunt forward...my aunt almost feel of the chair. I was becoming angry with her and told her to stop. She informed me "I am aware of what I am doing and this is necessary."...I tried calling out for Earthdragon to comeback and help. She said "You are alone. He cannot help you". She started to jack up my aunt's chair and she swayed back and forth, then she catapulted her forth and she flew off. I became angry and yelled "WHAT DID YOU DO!" I ran down the other steps and out to the sidewalk...I ran along the outer building. The next blood contained a series of tiered step pool/steam baths in which many "Rabbi" like people were sitting in. I yelled I will "Sue you all", they looked in my direction. I found my aunt passed them and was relieved momentarily when she land in a pool. However when I got close I saw she hit the edge and her neck was broken, jaw smashed and was bleeding out. I was enraged and thought "You killed my mother. She is dying dead". I knew it was my aunt....but I was also remembering my mom too. I began pacing in a circle. I began to have mood swings from crying to growling to quiet control..to crying ..to growling...control... repeat...repeat. That woman was there watching me.... she kept saying "Let go". I kept going in a circle each emotion building on the other. I woke up. Earth Dragon was buy me and talking in his sleep. I sat up for a while and then laid back.
Minor poltergeist activity for 1/16/2017 2:20pm. As we were having lunch in my room. There was two knock at the door. My other guest was in the kitchen playing his video game, and we were sitting and eating in my room. I close the door to my room as not to make Sebastien bothered. Something knocked at the door. I noted and thought it was odd, I could see no one under the sill. A few minute later it did that again, then the door pushed opened. The door is in the hallway...with no direct airflow...There is no exit point in my room for airflow as well (no open woman to create a pull, so technically negative pressure), however the door pushed up with the latch and click heard..
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
Shadowy Parasite
Date: 1/7/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am to 4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep:3:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door and Wall, previous incident
I went to bed with no thoughts of anything other than on my sadness and grief. I been having trouble sleeping again and I neither want to be awake or asleep. My heart is broken and I really just want to ... well you know the feelings. I have my duties and obligations. I feel asleep.
I was awoken sometime between 3:30am and 4:00am. My left arm was wrapped in dark shadowy energy that was cold. My left arm was both heavy, cold and tingly. I felt it move up and down from my wrist to the shoulder. In general I was paralyzed and I heard it whisper "(Wolfbrother) let me back in, I will make you whole. (Wolfbrother) let me in". At that moment I was angry/happy...I managed to move and project white light it and destroy it.... it was my enemy. Unfortunately nothing emanated forth....for a moment it was both scared/relived and attempted to disperse. I would not let it go...it became agitated... it said "You are not (Wolfbrother). You are not (Wolfbrother)" and panicked as I said "I will not let go. You will no longer harm him if I must keep you here I shall". Something happened at that point...I was still cold in the arm and sat up.
I looked at the clock and it was 4:00am. I was unable to destroy it or take in in....but I did something.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am to 4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep:3:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door and Wall, previous incident
I went to bed with no thoughts of anything other than on my sadness and grief. I been having trouble sleeping again and I neither want to be awake or asleep. My heart is broken and I really just want to ... well you know the feelings. I have my duties and obligations. I feel asleep.
I was awoken sometime between 3:30am and 4:00am. My left arm was wrapped in dark shadowy energy that was cold. My left arm was both heavy, cold and tingly. I felt it move up and down from my wrist to the shoulder. In general I was paralyzed and I heard it whisper "(Wolfbrother) let me back in, I will make you whole. (Wolfbrother) let me in". At that moment I was angry/happy...I managed to move and project white light it and destroy it.... it was my enemy. Unfortunately nothing emanated forth....for a moment it was both scared/relived and attempted to disperse. I would not let it go...it became agitated... it said "You are not (Wolfbrother). You are not (Wolfbrother)" and panicked as I said "I will not let go. You will no longer harm him if I must keep you here I shall". Something happened at that point...I was still cold in the arm and sat up.
I looked at the clock and it was 4:00am. I was unable to destroy it or take in in....but I did something.
Monday, January 16, 2017
Living Memory in Mom's Apartment
Date: 1/11/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am to 3:50am
Attempted Time of Sleep:2:40am (Me)/1:00am (Me)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother, "Not Alone"
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door
The issues with my Wolfbrother have devastated me, I do not know what to do. I am truly heartbroken. I can only stand here and do what I can at this point. This has lead me to sleeplessness and apathy.
The first time I actually managed to fall asleep I am sucked into a horrid memory. I fell asleep around 2:40am, one was near by since I was told "You are not alone". I do not know why they keep playing the double word games.
When I hit the pillow I instantly woke up in the living room of my mother's apartment. The first thought on my mind was "My wolfbrother is not born yet, that is 5 years away". I thought that was an odd thing to think. I look around and it was my mother's apartment, it was nighttime, no lights. The faint lighting from the street was enough to show what I already knew was there. I had the same "You are not alone" voice, and I look toward the kitchen. In the shadows it was there standing, a tall grey. It came in through the back door like it always did. I had recollections of it coming though the back door, sometimes me trying to close and lock the door as I would wake up from under its mesmerism. I got up and I walked to the bedroom, I was indeed only 8 as the size difference bothered me. I passed through a small group of six or eight of the small greys standing around my mothers bed. They let me pass.....when I got to the bed I simply said "Mom. They are here again, please wake up. They want me to go again. Mom. Please wake up". Then I felt their hand behind me as the pulled me back softly, I felt this was to illustrate ""You are (not) alone". I woke up.....
What I mean by the double word games is that the phrase being used conveys the obvious.... that they are here and I am not alone in their presence. Yet they also emphasize "YOU ARE ALONE", as I have no one who can help me. The message is conveyed I guess as follow "YOU ARE not ALONE". What is worse is that this is a constant theme they like to reinforce. Ironically it also reminding of other events in the kitchen there.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am to 3:50am
Attempted Time of Sleep:2:40am (Me)/1:00am (Me)
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issues with Wolfbrother, "Not Alone"
Odd occurrences after:Knocks on Door
The issues with my Wolfbrother have devastated me, I do not know what to do. I am truly heartbroken. I can only stand here and do what I can at this point. This has lead me to sleeplessness and apathy.
The first time I actually managed to fall asleep I am sucked into a horrid memory. I fell asleep around 2:40am, one was near by since I was told "You are not alone". I do not know why they keep playing the double word games.
When I hit the pillow I instantly woke up in the living room of my mother's apartment. The first thought on my mind was "My wolfbrother is not born yet, that is 5 years away". I thought that was an odd thing to think. I look around and it was my mother's apartment, it was nighttime, no lights. The faint lighting from the street was enough to show what I already knew was there. I had the same "You are not alone" voice, and I look toward the kitchen. In the shadows it was there standing, a tall grey. It came in through the back door like it always did. I had recollections of it coming though the back door, sometimes me trying to close and lock the door as I would wake up from under its mesmerism. I got up and I walked to the bedroom, I was indeed only 8 as the size difference bothered me. I passed through a small group of six or eight of the small greys standing around my mothers bed. They let me pass.....when I got to the bed I simply said "Mom. They are here again, please wake up. They want me to go again. Mom. Please wake up". Then I felt their hand behind me as the pulled me back softly, I felt this was to illustrate ""You are (not) alone". I woke up.....
What I mean by the double word games is that the phrase being used conveys the obvious.... that they are here and I am not alone in their presence. Yet they also emphasize "YOU ARE ALONE", as I have no one who can help me. The message is conveyed I guess as follow "YOU ARE not ALONE". What is worse is that this is a constant theme they like to reinforce. Ironically it also reminding of other events in the kitchen there.
Tuesday, January 3, 2017
Groggy First Day and Visits
Date: 1/2/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:30pm to 12:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issue with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: None
The first dreams of New Year were very very confusing. Although I didn't celebrate the New Year in the conventional way most people do, I had a flat(s) coming home due to the potholes on the freeway.
I was tired from the ordeal nonetheless and the day was fun...but was running around. That night after doing what I needed to do I feel asleep around 9:00pm and woke up shortly round 12:30am. This is where it is kinda confusing...I am really not sure what went on...and when. I only know that a series of weird events happened.
1) I feel asleep and fell into a paralytic episode. My leg was hanging off my mattress. Problem is I sleep on the floor and my leg cannot dangle off... I sleep on a tatami, a japanese cushioned mat. I was aware that something was going on, but I tried to move my legs and hands. Someone told me "Don't you will be okay, just go back to sleep". I know I tried to get up and get myself free...I managed to get out of it...but was disassociated from my body. I could move but my body was responding. Last thing I thought was going to fix issues with my Wolfbrother, but someone was here so I went back to sleep.
2) They left...I remember crawling my way to the desk. I could barely move. I felt that I had been drugged and I had to lift myself using the computer desk and stabilize myself for a while. Someone was observing me.
I was dizzy and stumbled my way to the bathroom for water. I could here them move and watch me go into the restroom. I tried to get water from the faucet but I had trouble holding myself up and turning on the keys. My hands were all numb again, I realized I was propping myself by my elbows. I feel back, someone caught me.
3) I was sitting/laying down and I was being interrogated. I was being asked questions "Are you sure. Don't lie to me. We know", I responded "If you know, then why ask if I am lying. It is or is not". "Michael you need to tell me", I said "You already know, and I told you". There was a series of questions, the people seemed in a rush to get answers and acted if they cared about me. I don't know who they were. I don't trust them.
When I woke up around 12:30am I know I went to check on my aunt and then went back to bed. I kept waking up during the night and going back to sleep. Something happened around 4:30am, not sure....and when i woke up that morning I was going over what that could have been.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:30pm to 12:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Heartbroken, Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Issue with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: None
The first dreams of New Year were very very confusing. Although I didn't celebrate the New Year in the conventional way most people do, I had a flat(s) coming home due to the potholes on the freeway.
I was tired from the ordeal nonetheless and the day was fun...but was running around. That night after doing what I needed to do I feel asleep around 9:00pm and woke up shortly round 12:30am. This is where it is kinda confusing...I am really not sure what went on...and when. I only know that a series of weird events happened.
1) I feel asleep and fell into a paralytic episode. My leg was hanging off my mattress. Problem is I sleep on the floor and my leg cannot dangle off... I sleep on a tatami, a japanese cushioned mat. I was aware that something was going on, but I tried to move my legs and hands. Someone told me "Don't you will be okay, just go back to sleep". I know I tried to get up and get myself free...I managed to get out of it...but was disassociated from my body. I could move but my body was responding. Last thing I thought was going to fix issues with my Wolfbrother, but someone was here so I went back to sleep.
2) They left...I remember crawling my way to the desk. I could barely move. I felt that I had been drugged and I had to lift myself using the computer desk and stabilize myself for a while. Someone was observing me.
I was dizzy and stumbled my way to the bathroom for water. I could here them move and watch me go into the restroom. I tried to get water from the faucet but I had trouble holding myself up and turning on the keys. My hands were all numb again, I realized I was propping myself by my elbows. I feel back, someone caught me.
3) I was sitting/laying down and I was being interrogated. I was being asked questions "Are you sure. Don't lie to me. We know", I responded "If you know, then why ask if I am lying. It is or is not". "Michael you need to tell me", I said "You already know, and I told you". There was a series of questions, the people seemed in a rush to get answers and acted if they cared about me. I don't know who they were. I don't trust them.
When I woke up around 12:30am I know I went to check on my aunt and then went back to bed. I kept waking up during the night and going back to sleep. Something happened around 4:30am, not sure....and when i woke up that morning I was going over what that could have been.
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