Date: August 30, 2017
Type: Dreams
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Flooding In Houston, Solar Eclipse, Insomnia, Kidney Issues
Odd occurrences after: Withdrawn
As of late July 2017, this blog went to private. I have been getting a number of communications as noted the past few times of to quiet down and that we have been marked. I also did this because the UFO Community and Abduction Support Groups are honestly a joke, both;
-Concentrate on the Metaphysical/Spiritual aspects also making it a religious experience
-Many of stockholme syndrome, where it is a beautiful experience and they are "chosen". If you had a negative exprience there is obviously something wrong with you.
-Too many fans and enthusiast, with the so called leaders gearing for the profits aspects instead of helping people.
-Instead of empowering ourselves....the community puts "faith" in so called researchers. People who are just as lost as most of us, looking for answers and running toward their new belief systems.
No one wants to take accountability, look for facts and attempt to fight back. It is about Mass Media and public exposure. I doesn't help that it has hit me personally as well with my Wolfbrother.... which has done more damage than the "Starseed" in total.
During the past week if have had a lot of activity with dreams. These are not normal dreams.....I been attempting to force myself to sleep.....during the night. I been waking up consecutively in a row about every 15-20 min...sitting straight up with mild panic attacks. Not only am I aware of something wrong in my room and house, but there is something wrong with the dreams.
First off despite the fact I am waking up and falling back to sleep, back and forth......the dreams are consistent, consecutive, and continuous. It as if I am trying to not be there.....wake up...and realize something is going on here..and told "Sleep". There is a level of frustration in the waking world from something...as I am coming out to often from whatever is happening on the dream side. I am also waking wanting to transcribe and someone is actively interfering with "Sleep. Forget" or "You have done this. Sleep".
Dream Scenario 1:
New selections are being offered to replace my Wolfbrother. There are periods in which I am being introduced to several candidates to work with, as a replacement. I am told to choose, and specifically I am being told that I must say "I wish for this....".
This is officially the third time in which I am presented with a choice to choose someone. In recent years it was with the "Starseed" Dely, and then with my Wolfbrother. They want someone else to come in. I am refusing.....they do not understand my despondency. They have even tried tried to get a supposed avatar of my wolfbrother to interact and speak with me to choose someone, both in an aggressive and kind manner.
Dream Scenario 2:
The resorts are again popping up and once again, Alex and Carlo are showing. For some reason Alex and Carlo are significant, just as Jeff is. It is odd that Philip and Robert never factor in. At the resorts we are always there for some trip with masses of other people. I am always looking for my "partner", my other half is missing. Despite what ever scenario is going on I do not want to be there and I wander off. Either I try to get home early or I get left behind and explore the abandoned areas during clean up.
Dream Scenario 3:
A few days ago, something significant happened. Mr. Chambers was showing me around a secret military base up in the mountains. I didn't want to be there and was one of the reasons I am avoiding him. I saw something and have been wanting to catalogue it, something important. This was one of the times I kept waking and falling asleep, waking and falling asleep. On both sides they were getting irritated as I was bouncing back and forth, and told me I already wrote this all down. The U.S.A.F. is involved in something soon....and it will involve people like me.
Dream Scenario 4:
This one hurt the most....For some reason I was finally able to break through and find my wolfbrother. He and his family were at a compound doing well. His father seemed upset that I managed to find them, but was polite. His brother and sister looked at me with disdain, and made it plain obviously my presence was not welcomed. There were other family member about, aunts, uncles, and cousins. I knew who these people were and they knew of me. Finally his father walked me to where my Wolfbrother was. I was relieved that he was doing well, he was happy, and seemed okay. He was surprised to see me, and surprised that I had made it but told me I always will survive.
He was kinda of upset that I forgone the pleasantries, as I did not need to ask him how he was. I just asked him "Were where you? Why did you abandon me?". He looked at me and said "It is just part of the plan". However, I was obviously not wanted by all the stares I got. He was wearing a red shirt, black slacks and a black tie, they were in the middle of a celebration. I apologized for disrupting his celebration, wished him well and walked off. I could hear the talking about me...... I guess it is fortunate I have ZER0-Self-Esteem or I would be devastated.
My heart and mind is broken, my spirit is holding on trying to mend what it can so I can survive to meet my obligations. However, THE PLAN is now in action....when the time comes it will go.
Wednesday, August 30, 2017
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Movie: They walk among us
7/21/2011 Ellis, Texas, USA
Contractor has an encounter with a UFO.
12/2014 Washington, Missouri, USA
A couple have a CE4 with a hybrid at Wal-Mart. The hybrid wore a really bad disguise while trying to blend in. Some people react and others ignored. The being disappeared once people stared.
Spring of 1972 Vasilia, California, USA
While hunting jackrabbits a young man sees a UFO.
2003, Shelby County, Tennessee, USA
Young boy and friends see a Triangular UFO, and it becomes a massive sighting that many saw along Highway 64.
Nevada, USA and San Francisco, California, USA
A man encounters UFO and it follows him until he gets to the city. However, he feels it may have been an abduction. Years later he has several encounters with men in black.
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Movie: The 1977 U.K TV Broadcast Alien Interruption
On 11/26/1977 around 5:10pm, a television broadcast within the Southern United Kingdom was interupted by a pirated signal, allegedly from aliens known as the Ashtar Command, specifically Valar. It claims that they were warning us of a great calamity that was to come.....40 years since this message.... and nothing came of it.
Valar, Valor, Valarie..... what is the obsession of with the word "Valar" and the light?
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Aunt's Abduction
Date: August 18, 2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 10:00am-1:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:30am (Me)/8:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Numbers in the House
Odd occurrences after: None
After discussing the issue with the numbers around the house, I was unable to sleep and researched the issue.
I wasn't scared, but wanted to unravel the mystery of the numbers. I did publish my findings and the common meaning of the numbers. However, as these meanings may simply have a different interpretations.
Later that morning while I finally fell asleep from exhaustion, my aunt had an encounter. They came to her room and picked her up. They touched her on her shoulder, and she was able to get up and float. She was directed to go to the hallway. She looked around and saw there was an additional being in the living room.
Our canine companion was agitated and witnessed the event as well.
During her time floating, she kept asking "What do you want?", "Go away", "Don't touch my dog", "Leave him alone", and "Stay Away". She recalls seeing our canine friend, confused as to what was going on.
They communicated to he the following. "It is almost time for you to go with us". "Your time is coming near for all of you". "Soon the three of you will be coming with us". "You have already been chosen, it is almost time". "Do you not want to walk with us?".
After she became emotional they put her back.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 10:00am-1:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:30am (Me)/8:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Numbers in the House
Odd occurrences after: None
After discussing the issue with the numbers around the house, I was unable to sleep and researched the issue.
I wasn't scared, but wanted to unravel the mystery of the numbers. I did publish my findings and the common meaning of the numbers. However, as these meanings may simply have a different interpretations.
Later that morning while I finally fell asleep from exhaustion, my aunt had an encounter. They came to her room and picked her up. They touched her on her shoulder, and she was able to get up and float. She was directed to go to the hallway. She looked around and saw there was an additional being in the living room.
Our canine companion was agitated and witnessed the event as well.
During her time floating, she kept asking "What do you want?", "Go away", "Don't touch my dog", "Leave him alone", and "Stay Away". She recalls seeing our canine friend, confused as to what was going on.
They communicated to he the following. "It is almost time for you to go with us". "Your time is coming near for all of you". "Soon the three of you will be coming with us". "You have already been chosen, it is almost time". "Do you not want to walk with us?".
After she became emotional they put her back.
Saturday, August 19, 2017
Movie: I have Been Abducted My Whole Life
This is a story of a woman named, Laura, who was born around the 1940s. She has been an abductee all of her life.
Friday, August 18, 2017
A Room with No Numbers
Date: August 18, 2017
Type: CE4, Dreams
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 7:00am-10:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None
Oddity of oddities, it seems that I was tricked once again. Several of my blogs were never written, though I remember getting up and writing about them. There has been some activity during the past few weeks, mainly during the day. My sleep schedule has flipped flopped it's way constantly, when I try to sleep normally I feel so uncomfortable and scarred. When I sleep during the daylight hours..I am having all sorts of weird dreams...safe one...but weird. During two of these dreams I got a chance to see my Wolfbrother, sort of.
1) In my old room, he was sleeping on the bed and I slept on the floor. I did not seem him, but he asked me why I was on the floor and not next to him. I told him I respect him, and a good wolf stays on the floor besides his master.
2) He called me on the phone and said we were going to have lunch. We apparently met for lunch every day.
Now during these times other things were going on too. My grandmother kept calling me away or I had to hang up. I was told to keep quiet, something was going on. I was marked..... and to make matters worse someone was trying to manipulate me and make me forget. Mainly forget my wolfbrother, according to them we are still "tethered". However the disturbing thing are the numbers I saw.
So in one of the episode I was shown that my house is marked. By the front door the<76> number 76 is in between arrow brackets such as "<" and " >". It was not the first time that I seen numbers, it was familiar to me. That there are hidden markings. I also knew what the numbers meant as I was told what they meant before. So when I saw them when I was told to go outside and look, I was scared for I knew what they meant....and attempted to scrub them off in a panic. It was a genetic marker....stating what I am my family are.
<76>
<76>What was more disturbing I could not bring myself to write about it. Each time that I attempted I got distracted or was told not to and "forget". I was also told during an episode that "I was marked and the chosen have been selected".
<76>Now the only other people that live with me are kinda my measuring stick for sanity. This was bothering me.
<76>So I asked my aunt if she had seen any numbers.....and she told me she did. She even went further on and told me that they were in the same arrow brackets as well. That is much more than a coincidence. Apparently she had seen certain rooms in the house marked with numbers from time to time. She would know and sense them. Apparently my Uncle, who is not blood related also saw numbers in the rooms. When she confided in him long ago, he shared that he saw numbers and could not explain it. My grandmother told my aunt not to speak of it.
<76>
I was shown that the house is marked as 76.
My aunt was shown that the following rooms are marked as:
<76>-Master Bedroom Bathroom: 10, 27
-Middle Bedroom: 5, 12
-Middle Bedroom Bathroom: 8, 9
-Living Room: 90, 98
<76>She claims not to have seen numbers in the kitchen, laundry room, guest room, or hall. Now I have a mystery to figure out as to what these all mean and why. The numbers for my Wolfbrother and myself showed up, which makes me wonder even more.
<76>
<76>76
<76>Symbolism-termination of the individual Karma
-passing from the death of the matter - or of oneself
-passage on a higher level of existence.
It also makes reference to "13" = 7 + 6
GematriaIt also deals with time...dealing with how far light travel within a year.
-GhBD: Slave or servant
-NIHH: Rest or peace
-HBIVN:Hiding-place or secret Place
(with "nun" final equal to 50, gives each one 76)
10
Symbolism
<76>-Divine Law and Revelation
Gemartria-Iod: the active principle by excellence.
27
Symbolism
<76>-Unify the duality
-The light in darkness. It is the symbol of the divine light.
5
Symbolism-Divine grace
-Balance
Gematria-He: Passive principle by excellenc
12<76>Symbolism-Creative capacity
-A perfect and harmonious unit
8<76>Symbolism-Perfection, the infinity
<76>9<76>Symbolism-Patience, the meditation
-Divine Will
90
<76> <76>Symbolism-Cosmic solidarity, not more in principle, but realized in the Universe
-Balance between the forces of the spirit and the matter.
Gematria-"tsade": 18th mystery of the Tarot: the moon.
98
Gematria-HSL: To consume or to eat
-TzH: Brilliant or vivid
-TzDD: To support a cause or to plead in favor
-ZMNA: Residence or temporary house
Type: CE4, Dreams
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 7:00am-10:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None
Oddity of oddities, it seems that I was tricked once again. Several of my blogs were never written, though I remember getting up and writing about them. There has been some activity during the past few weeks, mainly during the day. My sleep schedule has flipped flopped it's way constantly, when I try to sleep normally I feel so uncomfortable and scarred. When I sleep during the daylight hours..I am having all sorts of weird dreams...safe one...but weird. During two of these dreams I got a chance to see my Wolfbrother, sort of.
1) In my old room, he was sleeping on the bed and I slept on the floor. I did not seem him, but he asked me why I was on the floor and not next to him. I told him I respect him, and a good wolf stays on the floor besides his master.
2) He called me on the phone and said we were going to have lunch. We apparently met for lunch every day.
Now during these times other things were going on too. My grandmother kept calling me away or I had to hang up. I was told to keep quiet, something was going on. I was marked..... and to make matters worse someone was trying to manipulate me and make me forget. Mainly forget my wolfbrother, according to them we are still "tethered". However the disturbing thing are the numbers I saw.
So in one of the episode I was shown that my house is marked. By the front door the<76> number 76 is in between arrow brackets such as "<" and " >". It was not the first time that I seen numbers, it was familiar to me. That there are hidden markings. I also knew what the numbers meant as I was told what they meant before. So when I saw them when I was told to go outside and look, I was scared for I knew what they meant....and attempted to scrub them off in a panic. It was a genetic marker....stating what I am my family are.
<76>
<76>What was more disturbing I could not bring myself to write about it. Each time that I attempted I got distracted or was told not to and "forget". I was also told during an episode that "I was marked and the chosen have been selected".
<76>Now the only other people that live with me are kinda my measuring stick for sanity. This was bothering me.
<76>So I asked my aunt if she had seen any numbers.....and she told me she did. She even went further on and told me that they were in the same arrow brackets as well. That is much more than a coincidence. Apparently she had seen certain rooms in the house marked with numbers from time to time. She would know and sense them. Apparently my Uncle, who is not blood related also saw numbers in the rooms. When she confided in him long ago, he shared that he saw numbers and could not explain it. My grandmother told my aunt not to speak of it.
<76>
I was shown that the house is marked as 76.
My aunt was shown that the following rooms are marked as:
<76>-Master Bedroom Bathroom: 10, 27
-Middle Bedroom: 5, 12
-Middle Bedroom Bathroom: 8, 9
-Living Room: 90, 98
<76>She claims not to have seen numbers in the kitchen, laundry room, guest room, or hall. Now I have a mystery to figure out as to what these all mean and why. The numbers for my Wolfbrother and myself showed up, which makes me wonder even more.
<76>
<76>76
<76>Symbolism-termination of the individual Karma
-passing from the death of the matter - or of oneself
-passage on a higher level of existence.
It also makes reference to "13" = 7 + 6
GematriaIt also deals with time...dealing with how far light travel within a year.
-GhBD: Slave or servant
-NIHH: Rest or peace
-HBIVN:Hiding-place or secret Place
(with "nun" final equal to 50, gives each one 76)
10
Symbolism
<76>-Divine Law and Revelation
Gemartria-Iod: the active principle by excellence.
27
Symbolism
<76>-Unify the duality
-The light in darkness. It is the symbol of the divine light.
5
Symbolism-Divine grace
-Balance
Gematria-He: Passive principle by excellenc
12<76>Symbolism-Creative capacity
-A perfect and harmonious unit
8<76>Symbolism-Perfection, the infinity
<76>9<76>Symbolism-Patience, the meditation
-Divine Will
90
<76> <76>Symbolism-Cosmic solidarity, not more in principle, but realized in the Universe
-Balance between the forces of the spirit and the matter.
Gematria-"tsade": 18th mystery of the Tarot: the moon.
98
Gematria-HSL: To consume or to eat
-TzH: Brilliant or vivid
-TzDD: To support a cause or to plead in favor
-ZMNA: Residence or temporary house
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Wolfbrother Existince in Question
Date: August 3rd, 2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 3:45am-4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Previous Night Abduction.
Odd occurrences after: Very Uneasy
Early during the day which is important to note, there was another dream concerning the Starseed of 2013 "DWD". It took place in the bathroom, his hair was cut short and seemed very clean. The odd thing was I was very happy to see him, but he was leery about being here. He didn't know why he was back. I told him that I genuinely loved him, but his behavior was destructive to us both. He just answered I know. I told him I need this and came in for a hug, again he wasn't moving. He said "Start with the ribs, work your way up, and then we will talk", he was giving me instructions to make out with him. I did as he asked, again he was unresponsive but seemed to enjoy what was happening. I began to nibble on his ear and he asked for me not to do this. I got the towels and made a clean area which we could lay and cuddle. He did so, but again was not that responsive. Throughout the entire time I asked if it was okay, and I got this sad nod. I held him, I just wanted to hold and be held myself. It is when we laid down I noticed that his tatts were missing. I was being messed with again. I just asked him "Why?". It was stated "We want you to forget about your Wolfbrother". I woke up both angry and heartbroken. This is several times it has been stated for me to "Forget".
The rest of the day was uneventful as I just do what i normally do. Again trying to restore some sense of a schedule, I put her to bed and tried to sleep early. Again I awoke every 45min, my body was not cooperating on sleeping. Plus I had the annoying compulsion of "Forget" going on.....
When I awoke again around 2:45am I was severely dehydrated, there was a blurring being on my right side standing over me, it quickly crouched down and jumped up turning into this small white orb that went into the bathroom. Its reflection even caught on the wind chimes there. I was stunned for abit trying to make sense of it. After about five minutes there was a weird smell, and I thought I had to go clean the dogs area. He was okay, but up already and nervous. I went to my aunt's room to check on her and she was up. Something around 2:45am entered her room, it was a blurry mass and it touched her on left arm. She was trying to yell for me but couldn't since she felt groggy and dehydrated as well. I gave her some water.
I returned to my room and sat there for 30 minutes trying to figure out with this was. It is them following up, again the compulsion to forget him. They even suggested that all of it was a dream....he never existed.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 3:45am-4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Previous Night Abduction.
Odd occurrences after: Very Uneasy
Early during the day which is important to note, there was another dream concerning the Starseed of 2013 "DWD". It took place in the bathroom, his hair was cut short and seemed very clean. The odd thing was I was very happy to see him, but he was leery about being here. He didn't know why he was back. I told him that I genuinely loved him, but his behavior was destructive to us both. He just answered I know. I told him I need this and came in for a hug, again he wasn't moving. He said "Start with the ribs, work your way up, and then we will talk", he was giving me instructions to make out with him. I did as he asked, again he was unresponsive but seemed to enjoy what was happening. I began to nibble on his ear and he asked for me not to do this. I got the towels and made a clean area which we could lay and cuddle. He did so, but again was not that responsive. Throughout the entire time I asked if it was okay, and I got this sad nod. I held him, I just wanted to hold and be held myself. It is when we laid down I noticed that his tatts were missing. I was being messed with again. I just asked him "Why?". It was stated "We want you to forget about your Wolfbrother". I woke up both angry and heartbroken. This is several times it has been stated for me to "Forget".
The rest of the day was uneventful as I just do what i normally do. Again trying to restore some sense of a schedule, I put her to bed and tried to sleep early. Again I awoke every 45min, my body was not cooperating on sleeping. Plus I had the annoying compulsion of "Forget" going on.....
When I awoke again around 2:45am I was severely dehydrated, there was a blurring being on my right side standing over me, it quickly crouched down and jumped up turning into this small white orb that went into the bathroom. Its reflection even caught on the wind chimes there. I was stunned for abit trying to make sense of it. After about five minutes there was a weird smell, and I thought I had to go clean the dogs area. He was okay, but up already and nervous. I went to my aunt's room to check on her and she was up. Something around 2:45am entered her room, it was a blurry mass and it touched her on left arm. She was trying to yell for me but couldn't since she felt groggy and dehydrated as well. I gave her some water.
I returned to my room and sat there for 30 minutes trying to figure out with this was. It is them following up, again the compulsion to forget him. They even suggested that all of it was a dream....he never existed.
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
Mulan's Porcupine and I need My Wolfbrother
Date: August 2nd, 2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:45am-5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Unusual Activity.
Odd occurrences after: Very Uneasy
I tried to go to bed early. However ever 30 minutes I would wake up, because I was uneasy.
I tried to go to sleep early because my guest had work in the morning around 6:00am. I know he got up and took a shower, got ready and left....it took him some 45min. I was drifting in and out of sleep. When he left that is when things happened. My aunt also was unable to sleep, she was up all night again.
My restless was unknown, I was not anxious. I just kept waking up as if my body refused to "sleep". I tried to meditate, calm myself, but it would not work. I was on alert. I normally would get up and write or play a video games, but something told me to "sleep". I would try and my body did something else.
Around 4:30am my guest left...and I drifted off to sleep.
Dream 1
I am at the resort again. I am in the bathroom area, the interior of the room is yellow. The bungalow is simple as it has a bathroom, kitchen dining area, the open room in that order with a small hall connecting all three.
Apparently I was sharing this room with "Bobby" from Activision. I been here for at least three days and today was the final day. I walked outside and could see others coming in or leaving. Most of them were hanging out in the front patio talking with friends. I recognized the building we were in, as I had been here previously. They had re-purposed an old mansion and split it up into rooms. I headed out with the intention of looking for my wolfbrother. I spent the day walking, most of these idiots around had no idea were they really are. I also spotted the people who were not people walking among them. I was walking down the main street "where food, clothing, and drinks" are found when Jesse from Loot-Crate asked for everyone to gather around. This was not Jesse, but one of the "not people"...he looked like the person individuals desired (someone different to everyone). I saw him shift, pixelize, as he was trying to get a read on me...but there was too much to go through and he stuck with Jesse. I moved along the side. He said "gather around everyone and I will explain what will happen next. You will want to hear what I have to say as it is important so you can move on to the next phase...blah blah blah". It is the same thing they tell everyone to lull them down. I keep walking, but it has already begun. They are gassing us again....I can see the dark purplish cloud move over the crowd, must are knocked out instantly. The not people are unaffected and are just watching.
Some of us resist, but most succumb and fall to the floor twitching. It is these people they are interested in.
I am not the only one running...there are at least a few others and they are being chased...these are the prizes. I can hear them communicate "DEFECTIVE!". I step sideways....not only can I run...but I know the exits.
I am back at the bungalow. People have been cleared out. Bobby is still there in a daze. I ask him how do we get back home. He replies in a stupor "You go back on the bus, it will take you down, rock back and forth, back and forth, you will fall asleep and remember this was just a dream. Fall asleep and wake up in your bed". He looks at me and says "The last time I saw you was years ago. Where am I?" Flash of blue light.
Dream 2
I am in a resort. The Hotel. I am sharing the room with a homely individual. She is a curvy blonde woman with two kids, a young boy and girl. She is startled as I wake up (I am in my wolfbrother's body). She says "I thought you were in a coma or something", her young boy is hugging her scarred. The young girl seems okay with everything and is coloring. I feel groggy, it take me a few minutes to adjust and I look at her and say "Sorry, I heard you were having trouble with a computer program. I am more than happy to assist you. Let me just wake up and put myself in emergency mode and I can see what i can do". I hope out and wrap the sheet around me and go to the bathroom and rise my face "Shit. I am in his body again", I say to myself as I splash water on my face and look into the mirror. The room here is locked. It is a hotel room with a large bathroom and large mirror in side (two-way). Black marble walls, white tile... then white carpet for the bedroom. The little boy is trying to get the TV to work, but just static. I put on one of my wolfbrother's shirts and levi's and ask the lady what the problem is. She says she can't get the computer to work and she had a deadline. She doesn't know why the kids are here, but she was going to go to work. The son tells the mom that he can't get the TV to work, but the two men watching him from the TV are starting to scare him. It is just static on the TV. The little girl is giggling and talking to a "imaginary" friend as she is coloring. The mom seems oblivious to what is going on. I pretend not to see the silhouettes and work on the computer. The room is dark, lit only by the static on the TV and some really dim yellow light bulbs. Odd, because the bathroom had halogen white bright lamps.
I work on the computer and gain access, she says she can't find her glasses and if I can read it to here. It is an Asian story about a girl name Mulan. The text was written in simplified Chinese, and I look at her. She is an American white Caucasian. I ask her if she can read Chinese, she says no and doesn't understand why her file is in Chinese. It talks about how Mulan would pick this flower, a night blossom and have it by eard bed at night. It would help her sleep. It said under side affects that "Porcupine men would came and rape her in her sleep". That is when the silhouette men in the room looked at me and communicated "You are him!". The women seemed confused and a bright flash of light.
Dream 3
I need to get home. They found out about me. I park my car along 8th street because I notice something is wrong at the house. Apparently my ex and his friend Johnny were trying to park there cars in my drive-way.
He wanted to park his car there because they were entering a contest and wanted their cars safe. I told him, he can't do that as I needed somewhere to go to...later on. He was getting frustrated and sad , I told him this isn't real and this was a ploy to distract me. I apologized and told him I need to go home now. A flash of light.....
Now this is important to note...all three dreams were occurring at the same time. I say they are dreams, but were mental scenarios as "they" were in them. I also do not know why I was in my wolfbrother's body again. Anyway after the blue white flashes I woke up laying on my right side. I was in a blue-white room, the ends were curved and it seems soft. I was on a large table and someone was behind me. My right arm was extended outward, and a proboscis was being traced along the arm...looking for the right spot. I was being held down, despite being paralyzed. I heard them whisper "Take no chances. He runs. He hears. He sees."
It held me down tight, I started to cry out for my guest...but only could gurgle it. It then started to run the proboscis along my back (from base of the neck down and up between the middle of the shoulder blades).
I felt it press its body against mine, I could feel a bulge rubbing my ass...massaging the back.
I yelled out once again, but calling out for "my wolfbrother". I yelled out and though his full name and his title.
Over and over....it stopped whatever anal thing it was going to do. However the proboscis kept dancing along my neck and arms. It finally let go of me and I was crying, my thoughts were "Wolfbrother where are you? You promised to protect me. You wanted this and then left, why? Why did you make me feel again and then leave?". The being was enjoying my anguish...it stopped because it recognized who I was referring too and knew who I was now. Last I heard was "Once we find him, we will be back. It will continue. You still remember. You always remember".
I woke up...... I feel like I want to die. I do not want to live like this once she goes. I know what awaits me once I am alone. No one understands. I cannot trust anyone. I have to live for my obligations and pretend everything is alright. I have my duties to fulfill. I don't want to feel.....
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:45am-5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/11:45pm (Aunt)/12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Unusual Activity.
Odd occurrences after: Very Uneasy
I tried to go to bed early. However ever 30 minutes I would wake up, because I was uneasy.
I tried to go to sleep early because my guest had work in the morning around 6:00am. I know he got up and took a shower, got ready and left....it took him some 45min. I was drifting in and out of sleep. When he left that is when things happened. My aunt also was unable to sleep, she was up all night again.
My restless was unknown, I was not anxious. I just kept waking up as if my body refused to "sleep". I tried to meditate, calm myself, but it would not work. I was on alert. I normally would get up and write or play a video games, but something told me to "sleep". I would try and my body did something else.
Around 4:30am my guest left...and I drifted off to sleep.
Dream 1
I am at the resort again. I am in the bathroom area, the interior of the room is yellow. The bungalow is simple as it has a bathroom, kitchen dining area, the open room in that order with a small hall connecting all three.
Apparently I was sharing this room with "Bobby" from Activision. I been here for at least three days and today was the final day. I walked outside and could see others coming in or leaving. Most of them were hanging out in the front patio talking with friends. I recognized the building we were in, as I had been here previously. They had re-purposed an old mansion and split it up into rooms. I headed out with the intention of looking for my wolfbrother. I spent the day walking, most of these idiots around had no idea were they really are. I also spotted the people who were not people walking among them. I was walking down the main street "where food, clothing, and drinks" are found when Jesse from Loot-Crate asked for everyone to gather around. This was not Jesse, but one of the "not people"...he looked like the person individuals desired (someone different to everyone). I saw him shift, pixelize, as he was trying to get a read on me...but there was too much to go through and he stuck with Jesse. I moved along the side. He said "gather around everyone and I will explain what will happen next. You will want to hear what I have to say as it is important so you can move on to the next phase...blah blah blah". It is the same thing they tell everyone to lull them down. I keep walking, but it has already begun. They are gassing us again....I can see the dark purplish cloud move over the crowd, must are knocked out instantly. The not people are unaffected and are just watching.
Some of us resist, but most succumb and fall to the floor twitching. It is these people they are interested in.
I am not the only one running...there are at least a few others and they are being chased...these are the prizes. I can hear them communicate "DEFECTIVE!". I step sideways....not only can I run...but I know the exits.
I am back at the bungalow. People have been cleared out. Bobby is still there in a daze. I ask him how do we get back home. He replies in a stupor "You go back on the bus, it will take you down, rock back and forth, back and forth, you will fall asleep and remember this was just a dream. Fall asleep and wake up in your bed". He looks at me and says "The last time I saw you was years ago. Where am I?" Flash of blue light.
Dream 2
I am in a resort. The Hotel. I am sharing the room with a homely individual. She is a curvy blonde woman with two kids, a young boy and girl. She is startled as I wake up (I am in my wolfbrother's body). She says "I thought you were in a coma or something", her young boy is hugging her scarred. The young girl seems okay with everything and is coloring. I feel groggy, it take me a few minutes to adjust and I look at her and say "Sorry, I heard you were having trouble with a computer program. I am more than happy to assist you. Let me just wake up and put myself in emergency mode and I can see what i can do". I hope out and wrap the sheet around me and go to the bathroom and rise my face "Shit. I am in his body again", I say to myself as I splash water on my face and look into the mirror. The room here is locked. It is a hotel room with a large bathroom and large mirror in side (two-way). Black marble walls, white tile... then white carpet for the bedroom. The little boy is trying to get the TV to work, but just static. I put on one of my wolfbrother's shirts and levi's and ask the lady what the problem is. She says she can't get the computer to work and she had a deadline. She doesn't know why the kids are here, but she was going to go to work. The son tells the mom that he can't get the TV to work, but the two men watching him from the TV are starting to scare him. It is just static on the TV. The little girl is giggling and talking to a "imaginary" friend as she is coloring. The mom seems oblivious to what is going on. I pretend not to see the silhouettes and work on the computer. The room is dark, lit only by the static on the TV and some really dim yellow light bulbs. Odd, because the bathroom had halogen white bright lamps.
I work on the computer and gain access, she says she can't find her glasses and if I can read it to here. It is an Asian story about a girl name Mulan. The text was written in simplified Chinese, and I look at her. She is an American white Caucasian. I ask her if she can read Chinese, she says no and doesn't understand why her file is in Chinese. It talks about how Mulan would pick this flower, a night blossom and have it by eard bed at night. It would help her sleep. It said under side affects that "Porcupine men would came and rape her in her sleep". That is when the silhouette men in the room looked at me and communicated "You are him!". The women seemed confused and a bright flash of light.
Dream 3
I need to get home. They found out about me. I park my car along 8th street because I notice something is wrong at the house. Apparently my ex and his friend Johnny were trying to park there cars in my drive-way.
He wanted to park his car there because they were entering a contest and wanted their cars safe. I told him, he can't do that as I needed somewhere to go to...later on. He was getting frustrated and sad , I told him this isn't real and this was a ploy to distract me. I apologized and told him I need to go home now. A flash of light.....
Now this is important to note...all three dreams were occurring at the same time. I say they are dreams, but were mental scenarios as "they" were in them. I also do not know why I was in my wolfbrother's body again. Anyway after the blue white flashes I woke up laying on my right side. I was in a blue-white room, the ends were curved and it seems soft. I was on a large table and someone was behind me. My right arm was extended outward, and a proboscis was being traced along the arm...looking for the right spot. I was being held down, despite being paralyzed. I heard them whisper "Take no chances. He runs. He hears. He sees."
It held me down tight, I started to cry out for my guest...but only could gurgle it. It then started to run the proboscis along my back (from base of the neck down and up between the middle of the shoulder blades).
I felt it press its body against mine, I could feel a bulge rubbing my ass...massaging the back.
I yelled out once again, but calling out for "my wolfbrother". I yelled out and though his full name and his title.
Over and over....it stopped whatever anal thing it was going to do. However the proboscis kept dancing along my neck and arms. It finally let go of me and I was crying, my thoughts were "Wolfbrother where are you? You promised to protect me. You wanted this and then left, why? Why did you make me feel again and then leave?". The being was enjoying my anguish...it stopped because it recognized who I was referring too and knew who I was now. Last I heard was "Once we find him, we will be back. It will continue. You still remember. You always remember".
I woke up...... I feel like I want to die. I do not want to live like this once she goes. I know what awaits me once I am alone. No one understands. I cannot trust anyone. I have to live for my obligations and pretend everything is alright. I have my duties to fulfill. I don't want to feel.....
Tuesday, August 1, 2017
Unusual Activity end of month
Date: July 30th and August 1st 2017
Type: CE4, Other Accounts
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: See Below
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Anxious (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Subsequent day(s) activities
Sunday July 30th, 2017 ETA 12:00pm
Today I went out on a quick errand and went to go and get my aunt some lunch as a treat. I got back around 1:00pm. She had mentioned that "they came". Two being dressed in robes, they came into her room and pointed at her and walked away. Over the past year this has occurred alot. Most of the time it is just them walking in and pointing at her and leaving, rarely will they communicate.
Tuesday August 1st, 2017 ETA 1:30am
My guest left earlier to go to the gym and I had already put my aunt to bed. I was also tired, my sleep schedule had been topsy turvy; insomnia, switched around, and cat naps. So since I was tried I took advantage of the fact and made my self comfortable and was ready to doze off. Something grabbed me by the ankles and yanked me, it made my hand hit the wall and it let go. The force of the yank moved me a few inches and my arm flew back. Afterwards I was wide awake. No missing time had passed, but my body was now in "flight" mode. I was tired, but after that incident...I couldn't sleep. My guest came home around 2:30am....I did not fall asleep until 4:00am.
The odd thing was I had actually dismissed things...over the past week I noted some odd thing about my bedding. The bed roll I sleep on was moved oddly it was moved toward the bathroom door (15 degress), additionally the sheet on the rolls have been yanked down. I dismissed this all to me possibly moving in my sleep....although there is evidence on my legs that prove otherwise. I have mentioned that my legs around my ankles to my knees have "unknown cause" scratches, depression, and marks. It as if someone has been yanking me around from my lower legs. I know whats going on, but ever the skeptic...I try to find a rational explanation....even though I know it is "Them".
Tuesday August 1st, 2017 ETA 9:15pm
My aunt, our doggie friend, and I were playing in her room. She was watch TV and our lil pal was just running around. The TV was on and she was talking and our canine companion was being normal. However I heard the guest room door open and close, the air pressure in the house also changed as if someone opened the door and walked by. I honestly thought it was my guest home early, so I went to greet him.
No one was there. I quickly checked the kitchen and living room door. The door was locked, there was no incoming breeze, and there was no trace of him "coming in and leaving". I checked the guest room and things were normal. I went back to my aunt's room and asked her, and she confirmed that she had heard the same exact thing. She came to the assumption that someone came in the house and went into the guest room and then shut the door. We both heard the door open and close, using the knobs.
Type: CE4, Other Accounts
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: See Below
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Anxious (Me)/In pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious, Worried, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Subsequent day(s) activities
Sunday July 30th, 2017 ETA 12:00pm
Today I went out on a quick errand and went to go and get my aunt some lunch as a treat. I got back around 1:00pm. She had mentioned that "they came". Two being dressed in robes, they came into her room and pointed at her and walked away. Over the past year this has occurred alot. Most of the time it is just them walking in and pointing at her and leaving, rarely will they communicate.
Tuesday August 1st, 2017 ETA 1:30am
My guest left earlier to go to the gym and I had already put my aunt to bed. I was also tired, my sleep schedule had been topsy turvy; insomnia, switched around, and cat naps. So since I was tried I took advantage of the fact and made my self comfortable and was ready to doze off. Something grabbed me by the ankles and yanked me, it made my hand hit the wall and it let go. The force of the yank moved me a few inches and my arm flew back. Afterwards I was wide awake. No missing time had passed, but my body was now in "flight" mode. I was tired, but after that incident...I couldn't sleep. My guest came home around 2:30am....I did not fall asleep until 4:00am.
The odd thing was I had actually dismissed things...over the past week I noted some odd thing about my bedding. The bed roll I sleep on was moved oddly it was moved toward the bathroom door (15 degress), additionally the sheet on the rolls have been yanked down. I dismissed this all to me possibly moving in my sleep....although there is evidence on my legs that prove otherwise. I have mentioned that my legs around my ankles to my knees have "unknown cause" scratches, depression, and marks. It as if someone has been yanking me around from my lower legs. I know whats going on, but ever the skeptic...I try to find a rational explanation....even though I know it is "Them".
Tuesday August 1st, 2017 ETA 9:15pm
My aunt, our doggie friend, and I were playing in her room. She was watch TV and our lil pal was just running around. The TV was on and she was talking and our canine companion was being normal. However I heard the guest room door open and close, the air pressure in the house also changed as if someone opened the door and walked by. I honestly thought it was my guest home early, so I went to greet him.
No one was there. I quickly checked the kitchen and living room door. The door was locked, there was no incoming breeze, and there was no trace of him "coming in and leaving". I checked the guest room and things were normal. I went back to my aunt's room and asked her, and she confirmed that she had heard the same exact thing. She came to the assumption that someone came in the house and went into the guest room and then shut the door. We both heard the door open and close, using the knobs.
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