Date: Febuary 6th, 2019
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:20am and 6:45amm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Full Moon, Previous Incidents
Odd occurrences after: On going incidents
Yesterday afternoon it started with me when I was just doing my usual chores. It was very brief and I was told to go to sleep around 5pm. I said no in my ahead, but again I was told go to sleep. It began to get really cold in the room, really unusually cold... and the hint of go to sleep or we are going to just come in. So I got in bed, wrapped myself up nice and warm. My left leg began to hurt and throb, and I vibrated. My thought was, the implant is activating? Why? Then I couldn't move and I knock out. I have brief snippets of conversation regarding that my eyes are dry, the leg seems fine but others are trying to look at things, why am I so marked, some responds that I am difficult. There are questions as if I am out, and that I am definitely "not my wolfbrother". There were orders for a scan and other things. They were unsure if I was awake.
Meanwhile in my aunt's room.... she was reading her book and just trying to relax. She recalls it getting really cold, unusually cold. Then these little flying men came in the room, she told them to go away and not touch me... that to take her and leave me alone. They just flew over the room and her. They were humanoid, and just "swam" through the air.... they had no hair, but beady black eyes.... my aunt then passed out.
I woke up close to 9:45pm, I felt drugged and sedated. My left leg bothered me a bit.... and I thought over what had happened.
Later on, I ran an errand and put my aunt to be around 12:30am. I was doing research for mythology and religion afterward. I tried playing a game and also looking for someone, but my depression is in overdrive. I can't sleep and I feel bad...lonely and unwanted... and not worth being here. I honestly don't want to be around as they are bothering more and more, being more aggressive and constantly bothering me. I tried to relax and think of some happy thoughts. I got the impression someone was in the room. I thought "Go Away. Not in the mood. You already were here. Please leave me alone". I was ready to go to bed and of course I refused. It was already close to 5:00am. They kept pushing and then made me think of my wolfbrother and I was more agreeable. I quickly got ready for bed and tucked myself in. The weird under thought was... tuck myself in tight as more of a precaution. Right before I was all settled I decided off the bat to put my wolfhead on. It is one of those walmart furry head masks. I did it just because...but again underling thought. It was like a secondary line of thinking "My Thinking" as I knew I was being influence by going to bed by an outside force. As soon as I tucked the blankets and sheets in, and secure the mask... I felt oddly comfortable.
Then the hum started and I was "OH SHIT. NO. NO. NO. NO NO!". I tried to quickly get up but I was fully paralyzed, save for my hands and fingers, my feet and toes, and my head. As my head was in a mask I could not see as the eyeholes were pointed up. I moved my head around inside the mask. I heard the bathroom door open and felt a connection "PURPLE". The first thought and image flashed was "Purple", with an odd sense of confusion attached to it. I couldn't see out of the mask and a connection was being established, I sort of hi-jacked its' perception. I saw myself from the vantage point of what was coming out of the bathroom. As I made the connection I heard in my head "No. What is that? No. You Can't. What is that? Not possible!". It seemed irritated that it could not identify me. From its point of view...it looked like a mummy with a wolfhead's mask on the floor. It seemed unable to handle the situation and was upset that "WHAT" was in the mask should not be able to establish a connection let alone see through its eyes. It continued to be upset with the feedback. "PURPLE" was the impression.... "Stop it. What are you? No. Stop. What are you? Not supposed to be" "PURPLE" was the impression again. I tried communicating "GO AWAY. NO. LEAVE ME BE", while still looking from its point of view. "PURPLE" was the impression "NO. Not supposed to do this. STOP. WHAT ARE YOU?". It seemed highly agitated and I dropped watching from its eyes... it then ran and jumped atop of me. It put its face on top of the mask on the left side. Trying to looking in. It was trying to get at my left arm. It was upset. "WHAT ARE YOU. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THIS. NOT ALLOWED. WHAT ARE YOU?." As it began pressing up against the mask more and more and trying to undo the covers I was able to feel the effects of the parallelization lessen.
As soon as I was able to, I slammed my body up against the bookcase pinning it. It was caught of guard and scrambled back to the door. It asked one final time "Whaaat areeee youuuu". I replied "Not 'Wolfbrother'".
It repeated that before it left, closing the door and going into the bathroom. A few minutes passed and I sat up and took of the wolfhead. I cried for fifteen to thirty minutes, they attacked me in real time......... I want to die.
Meanhwhile as I was crying it was in my aunts room. Only thing she remembers is that she was being examined, couldn't move, her eyes were closed as she was scared. They were looking at her left arm and checking her stomach. She tried to scream...but no words came out.
After my bout of crying I fell asleep for awhile and had a weird dream. This time a handsome blonde guy showed up and said I was his boyfriend and we are supposed to go to knotts/magic mountain. My aunt and I take him, however as we are there he says we have to go meet his friends. My aunt and I leave the park unnoticed, I feel bad and text him that I will be right back and that my aunt feels sick. He was surprised I was able to leave the park and wondered where I was. I told him I will be back soon and to have fun with his friends till I came. He said I shouldn't be able to leave, and his friends were colleges. At some point my aunt said never go back there and I agreed, however the same guy showed up in front of me while I was walking alone. He said "whatever I am" is not ordinary by any means. I replied "So you are trying it this way now? Why?". It said "you want this so much, we hoped it would make things easier". It then said if I cooperate it would provide me with such an ideal companion. I said "no, I am not 'wolfborther'". and disappeared. I woke up shaken..... the actual physical encounter and this.... I am being watched and monitored. I need someone.
