Date: April 20th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Full Moon, Tooth fell out, Issues with Wolfbother
Odd occurrences after: None
The day before yesterday was very stressful as I was trying my best to get my wolfbrother medical aid. We spent 9 hours in the ER. Because of insurance issues, he is being bounced in the system...despite have three gaping large holes on his body at critical areas. We have jumped through hoops and the system doesn't care, in addition a tooth fell out for me, I didn't make it an issue and held myself since he was most important.
Yesterday since I did not hear from anyone I tried to rest balancing my obligations. My sleeping schedule is a complete mess, only taking cat naps here and there, my body getting high fevers just feeling depressed as usual, especially even more with the tooth issue.
For the most part last night, despite the tossing and turning and waking up.... I was relaxed. even though I got the warning of "We are coming". Either I was tired and didn't care or just physically exhausted. The following episode happens after 5:30am around the fourth time I awoke.
When I went to sleep I was thrown into a dream full of fractured memories. I was in the fake part of Montebello, I instantly knew by looking at the compressed and long version of Beverly Blvd that I seen many times. Most of the individuals from my elementary school where there. Frank kept wondering where we were and told him in "fake" Montebello. It was strange since his house is not part of this landscape.
He was very angry and antagonistic, then made a statement as ti why was I here as he would obviously be chosen for his superior intellect. I said retorted, I don't care and this is something you don't want to be chosen for. We were both escorted to a home/school/Baskin Robbins were my 8th grade teacher and a few other students were. There was a lesson going on telling us the difference between a military abduction versus an alien abduction. The military cannot use psychic communication, and often will use imagery and symbols to convey instructions. They showed a number of common images and slides. They cannot communicate and will leave very hazy memories. We will leave clear memories, but you as an individuals must be able to process. Many of you will not remember this as it is too traumatic, here are two examples Frank and .... he went in, but I heard my aunt scream.
It shifted to my home and I went directly to my aunts room. Frank was disoriented as he was not there in that other places and had asked what happened. I said "Stay here in the kitchen. If you want to go home, wake up or concentrate on someplace you like. You are smart enough to figure that out right?". Of course he didn't listen to me and followed me. In my aunts room was a wicker basket with snails hanging on the ceiling, and a very muscular good looking guy in white shirts and jeans. The Wicker Baskets and Snails, didn't look like that..it kept switching between an image of a pulsating growth on the ceiling with multiple eyes. I got a bucket and broom and scrapped it and cut the wire and burned it outside. Frank was behind me but dumbfounded. The muscular guy who I was ignoring cause he was very hot came up to me. "You can see me right? I know you are seeing the rest of this and your friend looks as if he is in shock. You can call me Captain Mar.... no that is silly... oh well... Captain Marville? To prove this is real I am putting $50 dollars in your wallet. When you wake up, check." I just nodded and listened, also was just so lonely I wanted to be in his arms as well. "We haven't forgotten about you both. Your wolfbrother is in a mess of his own, and we are glad you are by his side. Things are getting complicated and you have to come back/home with us. We need you to try and help him, but if he want commit just let him go and we will just have to mark him off as a failure". At that point I hear my wolfbrother.
I shift to a parking lot and meet my wolfbrother's parents. His mom is happy I am there and urges me to help them find my wolfbrother. His dad is trying to tell his mom "Something is wrong. This is not the real place. We shouldn't be here. I want to go back". She is not listening and we go into the supermarkets. His Dad doesn't like it hear and keeps saying "This is not what it looks like we gotta go". Eventually I find me my wolfbrother in a dentist office within the supermarket. There is a smiling man there with my wolfbrother on the table. It looks at me and it powers down. His mom and Dad come in, happy that I found him. I tell them "You have to leave now. It is not safe. Take him and go". Either the smiling man comes to life or the scene changes, but I am on the chair now. The room is a small cube with a dentist chair, monitor, and space for a four people to stand by the door. everything is white and cream. The man introduces himself as Captain Marvelous, and he is a radio talk show host. A man in a suit, greyish earth tones....with a neat small mustache, Caucasian, and black hair slicked back...almost like in the 40's style. He goes for my wallet and removes the $50 bill stating "None of that now, as it is you are far more trouble than expected". He starts to come up to me and asks about the videos. I do not answer. He wants to know what I have seen and the monitor begins to play. He does comment that there is a lot of stuff, and how could I be resisting...but I am curious what he wants to see so I ease up. The monitor begins to show Point of View scenes, mostly my memories of when "they" would come. Most of the scenes were of them dragging me out of bed, out of the room, out from under the bed, and was hands and feet. There were a few scenes in which no one was there and I was moving around, either trying to hide or just walking. He seemed perplexed that these scenes were in there. What was more concerning to him were the POV scenes that were clearly not mine. These were at the beach, and a different home. It was not me and I was aware of this too. Mine would still show up and then switch over to theirs, then there were some that were both of our POVs at the same time in the same location. I hear "Not possible with this kind". He also seem bothered/interested when the POV switched to unknown origin giving a different perspective. The scenes he was most concerned about were when more than just the hands and feet were shown, when there was clear shots of the individuals who dragged me off and of a craft. I woke up.
The scene that sticks out most which was not me, was when this person was at the beach. They were young, maybe between 6-8 and they were playing near the breakwater. It was mostly walking along the shore as the waves would lap. From the rocks a humanoid being, similar to the faceless beige mannequins came out. I message of don't be alarms was broadcasted. The person back up and turned, but soon fell forward. A pair of hands quickly turned him over as the being walked toward him. The being looked to see if he was ok and look toward two other behind. They walked into the surf, dragging along the person. The person was floating on the water, their head lock upwards so not to swallow water, being moved feet first. you could see three to four of them escorting him, keep a distance of two feet. They appeared to be walking on water and were slowly approaching a craft, it was cream color and blended into the horizon rather well. It seemed ceramic and from the distance from shore you'd think it was just a cloud because it blended in so well. A platform descended from the craft, which had a reddish brown interior of what could be seen. It was very quick as all of as approached the platform and was raised up into it.
Saturday, April 20, 2019
Sunday, April 14, 2019
Direct Threats Confirmed by Three People (Follow Up)
I am unaware if they changed their minds of the threat, it has been delayed, or I called their bluff. I know that I have spoken and at the very least amount assisted my wolfbrother from afar. I am unsure who these beings are, if they are truly the ones with our best interest at heart. My aunt was anxious all day and we stood up as usual and there was no major activity.
However it is important to note that around 630pm when taking a nap, something did occur with me. I turned off with a weird sound and was partially in a state of being asleep??? My body just shut off, eye open, I was trying to get up and it felt as if things were failing and I was slipping away. It was not the usual type of paralyzation that I experienced before, my body just stopped working and I was doing what ever it took to rouse myself up. There were no muscle ticks, I just went limp. The only thing that was working was my toes and fingers. Fortunately my right hand was behind my head, and I began tapping head and pulling at my own hair. After a while I was evil to rouse myself out and get up. I did feel that something was upset that I was able to still move, especially since it did not get to do what was intended for me.
Nothing odd has occurred after this. As usual my Wolfbrother is not responding to his calls.
However it is important to note that around 630pm when taking a nap, something did occur with me. I turned off with a weird sound and was partially in a state of being asleep??? My body just shut off, eye open, I was trying to get up and it felt as if things were failing and I was slipping away. It was not the usual type of paralyzation that I experienced before, my body just stopped working and I was doing what ever it took to rouse myself up. There were no muscle ticks, I just went limp. The only thing that was working was my toes and fingers. Fortunately my right hand was behind my head, and I began tapping head and pulling at my own hair. After a while I was evil to rouse myself out and get up. I did feel that something was upset that I was able to still move, especially since it did not get to do what was intended for me.
Nothing odd has occurred after this. As usual my Wolfbrother is not responding to his calls.
Saturday, April 13, 2019
Direct Threats Confirmed by Three People
Date: April 12th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am, 6:30pm-7:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am and 6:00pm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Extreme Dream Activity, E/M/P Exhaustion over Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Direct Threats
Over the past weeks my Wolfbrother has been in the hospital due to sore and open wounds on his hips. Because of his "personality" he has been uncooperative with the staff and medical treatments. On April 9th he decided to leave the hospital and not inform anyone. April 10th myself and his dad went all over searching for him, 24 hours later he managed to call me and let me know he was being taken to the hospital again, but he was two hours away.... to make a long story short has "personality" got him kicked out of the hospital again. I was already exhausted and when I last saw him on Thursday... I don't want to deal with him.
He hates me, but loves me, but ashamed of me....has no consideration for anyone else or the sacrifices we make to ensure his well being, and acts like a complete ... well... you get the point. I myself had to finally go to sleep due to exhaustion, but was scared... for obvious reason.
This morning as I had to lay down, I knew what was coming because of the chatter. Although I tried to clear my mind and remain calm, putting myself in a good place....they stilled showed up. They appeared as a ball of black swirling clouds, one securing my arm. I knew they were already here since I could see them as they were trying to be as invisible as possible..... but the distortion of light gives it away. My left hand was extended and pulled into the black cloud and I was vibrating. Immediately they began to broadcast "You have been tasked to take care of him. He is your responsibility to care for. You CANNOT leave. This is what you must do "Wood Rabbit" or there will be consequences". I replied "FUCK YOU! NO! Do you have any idea how he treats me? I have done everything possible to love and care for him, to be the voice of reason and calm. He won't listen. If you care for his well being so god damn much then heal him and fix his mind! Or better yet provide me with a car and money so I can do what I can". Their response was seemed reactionary "It is your task, it always has since he was young, You know what you are, what he is, how you are both connected. You must......". I cut them off as I was tired of this charade, "You know I can see both of you behind the cloud. You are aware I am directly communicating with you and can hear the others." There was a momentarily pause and murmurs of "shit its him", with the two who were talking to me expressing "Not him. He is awake. Let's go". They left and I was still vibrating and got up, I was not in my room, but in my room and ran after them but stopped at the door when I noticed this was not my body and I was still on the floor. I knew what I was reflecting and just warded the door and went back to my body and woke up. I knew what had happened and wanted to text my Wolfbrother.... but I was angry and hurt and very very depressed and just didn't care. I want to just want die... so I drifted off into exhaustion sleep.
Unbeknownst to me, they high tailed it out of my room and went into my aunt's room. She was startled and told the "black cloud" to not touch her and to go away! It seemed to ponder and then decided to go into her bathroom and disappear into the ceiling. She tried yelling for me....but I had passed out. However around 11:00 am after being partially asleep, in and out, I just got up because I was bothered what had happened and what continued to go on. I resumed my daily duties, and this is when I found out about my aunt's experience as she was freaked out. I shared mine, and I clearly described the entity to her before she even told me... which scared her even more. I explained to her that it involved my Wolfbrother..... and that is why I am there for him (right now they are trying to get me to stop typing... I can hear the murmurs... and they have threatened to do something to us today!). Around 12:30pm, my Wolfbrother calls and is bothered....he informs me that they came back and we need to stop them. That was the last thing I needed since now.... myself, my aunt, and he who is an hour away have had an incident. As usual he wouldn't go into detail, but they seemed very upset at me. I told him briefly that there was an incident with my aunt and I as well. He had to go.... and that was the last I heard of him for today.
I continued to perform my duties, but was bothered by the whole thing. Exhausted again and deeply bothered, around 5:00pm I tried to lay down. However I was bothered by severe leg cramps on my left shin and two toes after the pinky. I was in pain for 30min and attempted to relax and do what I can to remain calm. I did get the message "This is just a sample of what is coming for non-compliance. You will do as we command". I ignored it and was trying to rationalize this as just low potassium and stress causing a severe muscle cramp. I want to die.... I cannot honestly live like this much longer.... I am unloved and unwanted and feel so alone and trapped.... cried myself to sleep..... shutting down. I cannot drown away my sorrow in drugs or alcohol, nor find brief comfort in a physical liaison... I need the cold and the dark... so I put the AC on and just cry, dealing with the physical pain and emotional pain, and trying to shut down. Eventually I pass out.
During this time a visitor popped in around 6:30pm in my aunts room. She yelled and screamed and it expressed that no one will hear here. It said "Your nephew refuses to comply. You don't believe what you see. If you don't leave your house tomorrow...you, your nephew, and your dog will suffer the consequences.
We warned you before, and he is not doing what we told him to do with "Wolfbrother". You interfere and will be punished". My already scarred an upset through he back at the being. It passed through it and it the floor. With a gesture it flung the book back and it landed at my aunt's feet. It seemed amused that she was fighting back. My aunt made a gesture at it and it mocked her "You think that prevents me from touching? Go ahead put your cross back on for you will need the protection if that comforts you. Remember you are to leave, for this will be proof of what we have said. To show you that this is real, you television won't work until your nephew fixes it." It then vanished. My aunt continued to yell.... but became sleepy and dozed off.
When she awoke around 10:30pm, when I got up...there was an issue with the TV and Cable that I had to fix. She told me what had happened and is scarred that today.... something is going to happen and want us to leave the house. I have no intention of doing so..... I am nobody's lab rat..... the way I am treated is gone on far enough..... unless they do something to make my life better in the way I have requested...... I am not changing my stance. I will do what it takes to protect my loved ones.
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am, 6:30pm-7:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am and 6:00pm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Extreme Dream Activity, E/M/P Exhaustion over Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Direct Threats
Over the past weeks my Wolfbrother has been in the hospital due to sore and open wounds on his hips. Because of his "personality" he has been uncooperative with the staff and medical treatments. On April 9th he decided to leave the hospital and not inform anyone. April 10th myself and his dad went all over searching for him, 24 hours later he managed to call me and let me know he was being taken to the hospital again, but he was two hours away.... to make a long story short has "personality" got him kicked out of the hospital again. I was already exhausted and when I last saw him on Thursday... I don't want to deal with him.
He hates me, but loves me, but ashamed of me....has no consideration for anyone else or the sacrifices we make to ensure his well being, and acts like a complete ... well... you get the point. I myself had to finally go to sleep due to exhaustion, but was scared... for obvious reason.
This morning as I had to lay down, I knew what was coming because of the chatter. Although I tried to clear my mind and remain calm, putting myself in a good place....they stilled showed up. They appeared as a ball of black swirling clouds, one securing my arm. I knew they were already here since I could see them as they were trying to be as invisible as possible..... but the distortion of light gives it away. My left hand was extended and pulled into the black cloud and I was vibrating. Immediately they began to broadcast "You have been tasked to take care of him. He is your responsibility to care for. You CANNOT leave. This is what you must do "Wood Rabbit" or there will be consequences". I replied "FUCK YOU! NO! Do you have any idea how he treats me? I have done everything possible to love and care for him, to be the voice of reason and calm. He won't listen. If you care for his well being so god damn much then heal him and fix his mind! Or better yet provide me with a car and money so I can do what I can". Their response was seemed reactionary "It is your task, it always has since he was young, You know what you are, what he is, how you are both connected. You must......". I cut them off as I was tired of this charade, "You know I can see both of you behind the cloud. You are aware I am directly communicating with you and can hear the others." There was a momentarily pause and murmurs of "shit its him", with the two who were talking to me expressing "Not him. He is awake. Let's go". They left and I was still vibrating and got up, I was not in my room, but in my room and ran after them but stopped at the door when I noticed this was not my body and I was still on the floor. I knew what I was reflecting and just warded the door and went back to my body and woke up. I knew what had happened and wanted to text my Wolfbrother.... but I was angry and hurt and very very depressed and just didn't care. I want to just want die... so I drifted off into exhaustion sleep.
Unbeknownst to me, they high tailed it out of my room and went into my aunt's room. She was startled and told the "black cloud" to not touch her and to go away! It seemed to ponder and then decided to go into her bathroom and disappear into the ceiling. She tried yelling for me....but I had passed out. However around 11:00 am after being partially asleep, in and out, I just got up because I was bothered what had happened and what continued to go on. I resumed my daily duties, and this is when I found out about my aunt's experience as she was freaked out. I shared mine, and I clearly described the entity to her before she even told me... which scared her even more. I explained to her that it involved my Wolfbrother..... and that is why I am there for him (right now they are trying to get me to stop typing... I can hear the murmurs... and they have threatened to do something to us today!). Around 12:30pm, my Wolfbrother calls and is bothered....he informs me that they came back and we need to stop them. That was the last thing I needed since now.... myself, my aunt, and he who is an hour away have had an incident. As usual he wouldn't go into detail, but they seemed very upset at me. I told him briefly that there was an incident with my aunt and I as well. He had to go.... and that was the last I heard of him for today.
I continued to perform my duties, but was bothered by the whole thing. Exhausted again and deeply bothered, around 5:00pm I tried to lay down. However I was bothered by severe leg cramps on my left shin and two toes after the pinky. I was in pain for 30min and attempted to relax and do what I can to remain calm. I did get the message "This is just a sample of what is coming for non-compliance. You will do as we command". I ignored it and was trying to rationalize this as just low potassium and stress causing a severe muscle cramp. I want to die.... I cannot honestly live like this much longer.... I am unloved and unwanted and feel so alone and trapped.... cried myself to sleep..... shutting down. I cannot drown away my sorrow in drugs or alcohol, nor find brief comfort in a physical liaison... I need the cold and the dark... so I put the AC on and just cry, dealing with the physical pain and emotional pain, and trying to shut down. Eventually I pass out.
During this time a visitor popped in around 6:30pm in my aunts room. She yelled and screamed and it expressed that no one will hear here. It said "Your nephew refuses to comply. You don't believe what you see. If you don't leave your house tomorrow...you, your nephew, and your dog will suffer the consequences.
We warned you before, and he is not doing what we told him to do with "Wolfbrother". You interfere and will be punished". My already scarred an upset through he back at the being. It passed through it and it the floor. With a gesture it flung the book back and it landed at my aunt's feet. It seemed amused that she was fighting back. My aunt made a gesture at it and it mocked her "You think that prevents me from touching? Go ahead put your cross back on for you will need the protection if that comforts you. Remember you are to leave, for this will be proof of what we have said. To show you that this is real, you television won't work until your nephew fixes it." It then vanished. My aunt continued to yell.... but became sleepy and dozed off.
When she awoke around 10:30pm, when I got up...there was an issue with the TV and Cable that I had to fix. She told me what had happened and is scarred that today.... something is going to happen and want us to leave the house. I have no intention of doing so..... I am nobody's lab rat..... the way I am treated is gone on far enough..... unless they do something to make my life better in the way I have requested...... I am not changing my stance. I will do what it takes to protect my loved ones.
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