So the noise started and I knew they were coming. Immediately I started a rhythm in my head. For some reason it was very distinct and caused my head to hurt. I upped the tempo and volume. The struggle took about three minutes. At the conclusion their was a pop in my head and the noise in my head returned to normal levels. I had thought I caused an anurism. Afterwards I just fell asleep. Their was irritation, and wonder that I did something. Was it true feedback, disruption of the signal, or did I tap into what they wanted? A second attempt was made 8/2/2019 around 2:00am, this is where the weird dreams come in.
A man in a blue suit, wispy brown hair, mustache, and sort of potato shaped was in a chair asking me questions. He had a notepad with him. He kept asking question about my wolfbrother and who my ideal partner would be. I told him "no", you can't just make someone for a person and expect love to blossom.
Also I pointed out that I am far from what a companion would want based upon my age or looks. It doesn't work that way here. The dream shifts and I have an interlude with my "grandmother", she asks why am I doing this again. Bringing a stranger into my home and accommodating them.I will not answer as I know it is not her. I could here them on the roof, that is when she asked why I covered the windows. I responded "Don't touch the windows. They are covered as I don't want them to see in.".
After awhile it stops and things shift again. This time I am in a mall, and a nice short asian man of Vietnamese descent comes to me and says hello. I seem very off guard and comfortable. We soon meet with my friend and we were at some event now. My friend said my companion was born in the year of the dog, and we were meant for each other. I woke up, was upset but went back to sleep.
Again in dreams, I was looking for my wolfbrother. Every once in awhile the man in the blue suit would pop up and ask what I was doing. I told him my partner needs me and I must find him. He would insist on making me a partner and there was no need for my wolfbrother. Although I kept leaving him behind, he kep appearing ahead of me continuing and trying to dissuade me from finding my wolfborther. Irritated I stopped
and asked him about Dominic. I asked why I am being punished, it seems if I do what you want I get hurt. If I do not do what you want I get hurt. With my wolfbrother it is the same thing. Why. I only get "So you are awake".
