Finding You are Alone in the End

 Date: 12/22/2021

As all of us have suffered these past two years with the Covid Propoganda, general chaos with our governments, and breakdowns of our social support networks..... it makes me feel that we are really alone. Especially when you do not follow the masses blindly or you see the actual threats coming and move a different way.

I thought having my wolfbrother by my side what stop them from coming. He is dealing with his own stresses on top of trying to cope with his versions of them. Something is still going on and it won't stop. I feel so isolated in the fact that it is just me.... as the world crumbles around me.... "they" are still here. I am able to function, putting duty before self interest and and self care..... but it is getting harder and harder to deal with this "new world", "THEM", and my own worthless personal self. I having nothing left, but duty and responsibility, and I feel so hollow. No matter what I can do I cannot change the grand schemes of things nor can I escape to a better place. I walk alone. I stand alone. I am alone. 

As usual the only thing positive I can do is continue to record and archive, and try to correct this broken reality one chip at a time before I am gone or go missing. I guess that is the only thing we can do right now.

The Sixth Month Extension

Date: December 5th, 2021
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:00pm
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/Ok (Aunt)/Ok (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
State of Mind After: Bothered, Very Tired (Me)/Ok (Aunt)/Ok (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Sound Machine Alteration
Odd occurrences after: Physically Exhausted Monday

Things have been just there. The whole Covid scam has me in a bad mood, the where the country is going is depressing, and the SJWs make me sick. Life in general sucks and the people walking around make it worse. I dread turning on the radio or TV because of the brainwashing that goes on. All in all I am unhappy. Despite all this I am doing my best to continue to try and get through all this. So after I feed my Wolfbrother and put him to bed I went to the living room to sleep. I had thought I made it safe. I added a night light and bought a sound machine to off put them from showing up. Pretty much this worked for a month, then things took a strange turn.

I don't know if it is my own head that picks up the repetitive nature of the sound loops, but I began noticing distortions in loops. The train or rain sounds no longer were relaxing, as I noticed the sound loops were being distorted. I started to notice where the loops were pasted at, and it was like a scratch on a record. Then there were odd patterns forming, as if something new was trying to manifest. I would change the "soundscape" or reposition myself to try and stop the distortion. Sometime it worked, but others it persisted.

On Sunday morning I went to sleep in the living room. I was just tired. It is cooler in there so I though I would be comfortable. I had the rain soundscape on, snuggled in and drifted calmly off to sleep. I was on my left side, covered with my back toward the sound machine and nightlight. At some point I woke up and didn't feel right. I was going to reach for my phone when the familiar tone began in my ear. I immediately tried to fight it off, then there was a bright flash of light behind me and I knew it was them. They were doing there best to make me forget, I was attempting to wiggle as much as possible. My ankles and arms I was doing my best to contort. I could hear in my what they were saying, but one of them kept blocking me out. They kept showing me "westerns". They were actively showing me a film with no sound, though speed up a bit. Finally I broke free or was too much trouble and they left.

Normally I would reach for the phone and look at the time and begin texting. However, what kept running through my mind was the western. My right side was numb and very cold, despite being in the cover. From my ankle to my shoulder. In particular my ankle, wrist, and shoulder ached. I knew something happened, and when I tried to recall the western would play again. Something was wrong. I wanted to get up, but was told to sleep. When my guest got up I grabbed my cell and quickly texted. "They came". "Flash of Light". "Don't let me sleep in living room".

I soon knocked out and was unable to get up. However, I was going over what had happened in my head. Again I got the western. So I went over it again. They were blocking me. So since I was getting feedback from them, I watched what they did. Apparently two appeared in the living room, both greys. One behind me and one in the walkway area. They saw me awake and put me under fast, they also moved me out of the living room. I was being examined on a table. They poked me on my right ankle, right wrist, and right shoulder. They were concerned about the injury on my right wrist. As soon as they asked, they read what happened. They responded with a comment "We have nothing to do with him. We were not the cause. We do not know of whom he speak to." They also mentioned."Immune to Covid" and "Sixth-month extension until relocation". 

Again I was awakened by my guest leaving. This time I did my best to get up and move to the bedroom. I was still getting feedback from the individual I was viewing the memory from. They were in an elevator and walking down a hallway. It was disorienting since I was moving to. I got to the chair and drifted off to sleep. Despite some 5 hours since I awoke from them dropping me off, the right side was still cold. I did my best to warm myself up...but to no avail. My body was physically exhausted.

I would not awaken until 5pm.

 

Disconnected Land Line Rings UFO Activity

Date: October 4th, 2021
Type: CE Anomaly
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 1:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:02pm
State of Mind Before: Worried-Anxious-Depressed-Pain (Me)/Ok (Aunt)/Hospitalized-Angry (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
State of Mind After: Bothered (Me)/Bothered (Aunt)/N/A (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Fire Truck with Sirens Driving northbound on then silence
Odd occurrences after: None

So first off, on Saturday Wolfbrother had to be hospitalized. Over the past few months he has been having some trouble coping with some issues. We been trying to work with him to help him out, but it has gotten to a point that it is beyond our control. Because of this I am currently running low on sleep for the past 48 hours with just a few catnaps, my injury bothers, but the emotional  ones hurt really really bad. I am doing my best to try and cope, but mu usual distractions such as video games and movies are not working. I can't relax and in a state anxiety? I just can't shut off right now as into relax and sleep mode. That is the state I am in currently.

Prior to the anomaly I slept for some 5 minutes and woke up as my guest took a shower. Wasn't groggy and wide awake again. This was around 11:30pm, so I decided to watch SNL from last night hoping to be distracted. Owen Wilson and the episode did make me laugh, and put me in a better mood. As I was still awake I decided to switch to Netflix and try to find something there. There was a documentary called ironically "John was just trying to contact Aliens". As I played it to see what it was about, 1 minute into it a"Fire Truck" with sirens started down the street and went north for a block... and the noise just vanished as it started. 

This is the first anomaly. The street it traveled up is a residential side street, the closest fire station is a few miles away. The noise of the sirens and the engine suddenly started, as there was no incoming noise that it was travel to us. Likewise it did pass the house..and there was no fade away either. Just stopped. There is no fire truck outside as well... nor is there any indication of an emergency in the vicinity. Again, on an empty residential street.... why would a fire truck blare its sirens at 1:30 am on a Sunday night for just a block? 

The second anomaly, which is disconcerting is that my land-line telephone rang a few time.. but sounded like and old flip phone/clock radio ring tone. At first I thought it was the movie, but the sound bite didn't fit into the scene. Also the firetruck was going by.....but the ringing sound was coming from the direction of the old land line phone. Now... I tried to dismiss it. I rewind the film several times to the scenes in which the ringing occurred. Now such sound was duplicated. Although I already new the answer, I checked the land line phone. It was still disconnected and there was no power to it. My landline was disconnected for the past 6 years or so. Given the context of the Fire Truck and the film I was watching.... and checked in on my aunt.

She was awake watching TV, different program dram about some horse ranch up in Montana. She confirmed that she heard the odd Fire Truck. Also what is worse.... she confirms that her disconnected and non-powered land-line rang as well. Unlike myself she was unaware of the situation with my Wolfbrother or myself..... and was relatively OK.

The reason why I am reporting this is there is an odd history with "Fire Truck" and alien abduction with us. Second we had a physically anomaly in two separate rooms in which non operation landline phones rang. Third.... if it is "THEM" they are aware that my Wolfbrother is not here.

What Dreams May Come Mandella Effect

 What Dreams May Comes is a movie adaption that came out in 1998, based upon a novel from 1978. It stars Robin Williams, who plays a deceased husband exploring the afterlife. He learns that his wife dies and rescue her as she is trapped in her own "hell". I watched the movie once in 1998 when it was available from rental. I recently purchased the movie to watch with a friend who is a Robin Williams fan, and is one of the few movies I enjoy of his other than Popeye. As I was watching it, I was shocked to find that a whole 30 minutes was gone from the movie. My friend felt like there was something missing as well.

Neither of us have read the book, but apparently the book focuses more on the Wife dealing with her past. The death of her children, the death of her husband, her suicide, and her husband's attempt to rescue her from her own private hellscape. The movie is paced as such; 1) Chris and Anne meeting, getting married, and their kids, 2) Death of the Children, Anne's Mental State, Death of Chris, 3) Chris in the Afterlife, 4) Anne Depression and Suicide, 5) Chris and Anne in Hell, 6) Happy Ending with Everyone Reunited.

The movie I remember has the following Scenes after part 5. Scene 6) " Chis Sacrifices himself for Anne, Anne is back in Summerland but Chris is not. Albert and Leona ask where Chris is, but she doe not know. The Seeker "Real Albert", tells them that he choose to stay in order to save Anne. The Scene then shifts to Chris standing in a dark place, staring at the lavender tree his wife painted after his death. As when he first arrived, everything is in paint....but darker colors. He stands there staring at tree, watching again how the tree is stripped away. Remembering who his wife just gave up, it begins to melt and the paints run together forming a dark morass which begins to pull him in, he is sinking and falling. He is encased in darkness, realizing he has been separated from Anne. Scene 7) Anne ask the Seeker what she can do? He doesn't know what else to do as Chris did the impossible by rescuing her. . . . Leona notices Katie is trying to get her attention. She then realizes Katie can find Chris. Chris is in a dark tunnel, the one he died in in is being tortured by his worst memories of failing his children and his wife. Katie finds him and Anne saves him in the same way he did, using their memory about the boats when they first meet, 8) Happy ending as in the movie, but as in "alternate ending" you discover Albert and Leona are their children..... and Katie can fly as she was their guardian angel all that time.

I real believe these where the missing 30 minutes in the movie. I really checked out the trailers to see perhaps these were missing or deleted scenes.... and no evidence there off.

Dream but with an Odd Interlude

Date: 3/11/2021
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00am-11:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: Upset (Me)
Odd occurrences before: N/A
Odd occurrences after: N/A

The dream I had last night was upsetting because it involved my blood relatives. Apparently the dream involved some type of anniversary celebration, and almost everyone was there. I was unhappy and upset as I did not want to be here. I do not want to associate or like any of these individuals. Oddly enough there were some items that were distractions, such as pokemon plushies that alleviated some of the anxiety and anger I felt. I thought this was odd as why would they be here. I was also told that I would have to go back with my mother, leaving my room at my grandmother's house as their would be someone my age staying their instead. This made me very upset so I left the building. The event seemed to be held at some sort of multi-level complex of various track homes, but all cement. There was some activity in one home that everyone was heading too, involving the spirit of a dog. I thought this was odd and left back to the celebration. There I confronted my grandmother and told her I would not be leaving and wanted to stay in my room, I would sleep on the floor... but did not wanna go with my mother. She said okay. At that point I was called to my left...

 At this point group of small beings, silver and grey in color, walked in and called to me. I remember the beings, I seen them once before. They were silver, but had helmets with wings on them.... they reminded me of the Merry Melodies Gremlin. They stood up and were serious. I was told "It seems we meet again. I am to inform you that you are still incompatible with us and we can interface with you. You are designated as incompatible. That is all." They turned around and left. I was just thinking.... I met you before.... and trying to recall when I saw them and it was a long time again.

The dream resumed within my room as I was making room for the new guy moving in.

2021 and Still here....

 Just a quick update for 2021. As it has been stated we were threatened by "them" for removal by 2021. And like most prophecies and predictions there is some leeway for exact dates. So I am still not out of the fire. Overall things have been very quiet overall since the Fakedemic of 2020. The activity has been drastically decreasing, it could be from increased surveillance or the fact that living arrangements have changed.

From what I here from certain groups, activity with certain individuals is still on going. So I am not for certain why some things have changed overall. MUFON is still receiving incoming reports, but most are being filtered out since we have pollution from satellites such as starlink and also more advanced drones. Usually there are many reports on youtube prior to 2020, but the way youtube policies have been enacted many believe that any stories related to the UFO/Alien abduction phenomena are buried as they are considered sensational or misleading. What is worse is due to national copyrights and legal restrictions from companies, the world wide web as we know it may cease to exist. No longer is the internet a way to unite the world, as it will be fragmented behind firewalls from various tech companies and nations.

Sadly there are no safe message boards like UFO.com was. Seems you have to belong to a corporate community to find something..... some are "free" and other require a paid subscription.

I will update as things progress.... somethings I have heard nothing

To the Stars Academy

So far its been quiet, but their ambitions and plans seem to be in place. Right now it is still in the gathering information phase, and I wonder what their findings will reveal. So far the organization seems to be well funded and has the right people that may do some great things. However, given that their have been other organizations like MUFON that has the same core principals..... I wonder how far they will go.

Missing 411

Since 2016, a researcher named David Paulides has shed a spotlight on various missing person cases throughout the United States of America. His research shows that there is a high percentage of missing people throughout many of our national parks. Other example he points out are mysterious deaths that are result of missing people/questionable drowning. Although thousands of people go missing every year, his instances highlight the unusual occurrences, such as the way victims were found in places that seems  unlikely to be because of distance or ability to get there. Not all victims were deceased, some individuals have been found alive and the circumstance surrounding them seemed to be some sort of mental collapse or forgotten memory. Sadly, even though he as highlighted that there seems to be a phenomena.... no one has yet thought of putting live bait out there to figure out what is happening. We do have the technology to know when the right conditions will occur, and we do have a large disposal base of humanity to volunteer.