Mind Tricks

Okay so this one is a weird one. Today I had the oddest dream. I was at that really hot all men's resort that had like several themed hotel strung together, pools, restaurants and entertainment strung together around this gorgeous lake. There were plenty of hot men there. For some reason I was there to rate the services and amenities of the places. Now of course every hot guy there ignored and I seemed to make peace with that as I just walked around and took notes. However there was this one guy who worked as a waiter that kept cat calling me, which pretended not to hear. What was weird when I finally looked back he was looked like Xavier from High School. Xavier was another gay student, nothing every happened with him at all. But he was there??? It was weird.



What was also odd is the conflicting emotions I had.... I wanted to burn down the place because of all these shallow people who wallowed in their hedonism, I felt sorry for them because behind the great bods and the awesome cosmos many of them where in alot of emotional pain (the resort was total escapism), was angry not one person gave me the time of day or was even polite, and lastly feeling guilty about betraying the one I love when looking back at the waiter who promised "to do me so well I would need his help to walk and would have trouble chewing for a while".

The mind is so weird. I am single, I am still in love that is true, but it sucks when these issues come up in your sleep. I didn't need to be reminded of all this. Although I got to admit, the place was extremely detailed. If I didn't wake up crying in my own bed and the fact that I loathe to travel I'd swear I was just there.

ABDUCTION EXPERIENCE #XXX

Date: February 26, 2009
Type: CE1/4, AN1, FB1, AE1-5, Visitation II
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00 am to 3:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Non-stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxious, Bothered, Confused.
Odd occurrences before: Odd High Pitch Noises and Tapping.
Odd occurrences after: Tapping and High Pitch Noises.
Possible Influential Factors: Related to incident February 8, 2009 ghost?


I was going to sleep when I began hearing odd tapping and some humming. I thought nothing of it, perhaps it was just the hum of the DSL or something. Within minutes I was asleep. I was having an interesting dream in which I was at my mother's old apartment on Belden Avenue in East Losn Angeles. My brother was there. I was just looking around the house and he was just doing stuff. As I went into the living room area suddenly I had a feeling someone was outside. I mentioed that too him and he said it was probably one of his friends. I remember telling him do not open the door!!! He did and there was a brilliant flash of light.

I was suddenly paralyzed, and awake in my room. My bed curtain was drawn, but through the material I could see an ambient glow of blue white lights..kinda like coming off of plasma. Something was tapping the book shelves around the bed, poking and probing them. There also was a slight breeze in the room because my bed curtain was slowing moving. I saw two figures walk before the curtain, I could only see their silhouettes and seemed to be debating whether they should pull the curtain. As they were getting closer I managed to snap my fingers and managed to gurgle a couple of times. Which made them disappear quickly.

I quickly pulled back the curtain... no one was there. Yet I could still here the tapping and high pitch sounds elsewhere in the house. I stayed in bed scared. Patrick, my doggy, did not make any sounds or whimpers we paused me to think it may have been my imagination. Yet my aunt claims that something odd happened last night, there were people talking and walking inside and outside of the house.