For the past two days I been mulling over monday night's episode. I went to bed around 2am, an associate stopped by and we watched a couple episodes on youtube and they went to bed in their room here. Admittingly the previous weeks weird dream about my work place weirded me out.
Plus I been having the oddest feelings of being watched again and hearing the tell tale high pitched noise. I been doing my best to ignore it.
Yet Monday night, which would be early am of June 1st one walked in around 230 am. It was saying something to me and instructing/observing me. I do not remember any words, I just remember I was struggling. When I broke free it got up and left the room. I heard my aunt scream.
So I ran down the hall and went into her room. I still felt kinda hazy. From that point I only remember hear saying "He is in the other room and he didn't hear me scream. No one ever here's me" which she was referring to my guest in the other room. I remember looking at the clock. Time begin to slowdown and I told her "Remember I came in at 3 o'clock". Next thing I wake up in my bed and it is 4:27 am. The tell tale ringing in my ear is fading. I am confused and scarred, but manage to stay motionless until I fall asleep. For the next few hours I drift in an out of sleep waking up at the slightest noise, but not moving because I am very very scarred. When 7:15 finally rolls around I get up get dress quietly. I feel rather calm . . . I do my daily morning routine, say goodbye to my friend and leave. It is ironic to note that there was a full moon 3 days prior on May28th. The cycle of the 1st of the month also hit.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010
Reprogramming Instrusion
Something rather odd happened on Tuesday night. For the past week I have been coming home and going to bed asap. It is mostly because I am really sad and I feel empty. Usually I do not dream which is a great thing... I just turn off. Now I been told that if you don't remember your dreams, then they were very horrible indeed! If that is true then... of the dreams I remember only 5% were ever pleasant! Yikes!!!
Any howzits..Tuesday was odd because I was being questioned about my current job. I was told that I worked in different locations from what I remember. The two locations I recall during the nite was a building similar to the old Linda Vista Hospital in Boyle Heights, but located near Elysium Park and a building in West Hollywood off of Sunset, but located near Griffith Park.
The entire nite I was grilled about how I worked at those two locations. In reality I did work near downtown and now West Hollyood. The disturbing part is the clarity and detail in which this new information was attempting to be forced as if I was being reprogrammed.
I was even being co-ersed into recalling semi-fictitious details at these locations; my first inertview, meeting my co-workers, escorting my co-workers to the parking lots, travel to and from work. However, the more I was pressed about how this information was supposed to have been some odd images flashed up.
1) Traveling to Elysium Park at nite for no reason, and then coming back scared and in a trance.
2) Traveling to Griffith Park near the observatory and rainbow springs roads, again scared and in a trance.
3) Fleeing Linda Vista Hospital and blacking out
4) The interior of the Office Location in West Hollywood... was a series of overlapping concentric circles, closest in memory to certain sequence of events... cough.
At this point I am taking this as just an odd dream. However as stated it is noteworthy that the whole sequence of events was an attempt of mental reprogramming. The brief flashes of images which I am concerned maybe truth in the sense I have a feeling that it me be tied with my ongoing problems.
Any howzits..Tuesday was odd because I was being questioned about my current job. I was told that I worked in different locations from what I remember. The two locations I recall during the nite was a building similar to the old Linda Vista Hospital in Boyle Heights, but located near Elysium Park and a building in West Hollywood off of Sunset, but located near Griffith Park.
The entire nite I was grilled about how I worked at those two locations. In reality I did work near downtown and now West Hollyood. The disturbing part is the clarity and detail in which this new information was attempting to be forced as if I was being reprogrammed.
I was even being co-ersed into recalling semi-fictitious details at these locations; my first inertview, meeting my co-workers, escorting my co-workers to the parking lots, travel to and from work. However, the more I was pressed about how this information was supposed to have been some odd images flashed up.
1) Traveling to Elysium Park at nite for no reason, and then coming back scared and in a trance.
2) Traveling to Griffith Park near the observatory and rainbow springs roads, again scared and in a trance.
3) Fleeing Linda Vista Hospital and blacking out
4) The interior of the Office Location in West Hollywood... was a series of overlapping concentric circles, closest in memory to certain sequence of events... cough.
At this point I am taking this as just an odd dream. However as stated it is noteworthy that the whole sequence of events was an attempt of mental reprogramming. The brief flashes of images which I am concerned maybe truth in the sense I have a feeling that it me be tied with my ongoing problems.
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