Very Subtle Threats???

Date: January 28th-31st, 2014

Type: CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am, 3:30 am, 4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00 pm (Aunt, I , guest)
State of Mind Before: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed, Happy
State of Mind After: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry Depressed (I)/Anxious, Depressed, Happy
Odd occurrences before: Aunt's previous encounter.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, loss of privacy, loss of opportunities to play my games or watch TV.

As my guest is feeling better and regaining his confidence he has been going out more and more. Networking and doing what he needs to inorder to move on and become successful with his chosen career path. Meanwhile I am concentrating on work and keeping the house in order. With my job and overall stress level my sleep schedule has changed. I go to sleep a lot earlier because I need to get up early, but also because of the severe depression with the stress my guest has caused me over the past two months. I have been through many things and I am coping, but apathy is the only thing keeping me sane. I have been abuse many times before so I can deal with the mental and emotional abuse, if it ever became physical that is where I draw the line. My biggest fault is giving people the benefit of doubt, knowing that from their perspective things are different. As I said in this situation the greys have forced me into this. I have a looming threat over me if I don't comply they will make thing worse for me and my aunt. I know what options there are, and I am doing the best to figure a way out. I do not feel safe.

I would contribute the following incidents to the overall stress, except for the fact that I do not wake up unless they are present, something is amiss, or I have horrible nightmares dealing with my family. The past few night I been waking up around 2:30am, 3:30am, and 4:30am. It was as someone came in to check and leave. This happened over the course of the next few days. Some nights it was only one or two times, but when my guest was gone on Wednesday they showed up thrice as if looking for him. I know its is them, because my left eye has been tingling each time.

I do not know anymore. I just want to get my life back to normal. I know I will never be happy. I come to that realization, and I am ok with that. I just loathe and despise that I was teased with that possibility, that I was showed that. It is just extremely cruel to do. I am just a drone.... meant to do what I need to do.

Coincidental Events

Date: January 27th, 2014

Type: CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30 am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00 pm (Aunt,I, guest)
State of Mind Before: Angry, Depressed, Sad (Aunt)/Stressed, Angry Depressed (Guest & I)
State of Mind After: Angry, Sad, Depressed (Aunt)/Angry, Terrified, Uncaring (Guest & I)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Cat got free around 7:00am, Cops monitoring the house 5:30pm/10:20pm
Possible Influential Factors: None.

The night was uneventful and I went to sleep early. Over the weekend I managed to reconnect with some people from the AU boards and the cat demon from Florida. The ongoing issues at home made me think of them and what to do. The implant seems to be inactive in my left eye, however I feel that they are still monitoring from afar. During the night I awoke around 3:00am. I just woke up I had no reason why and I just turned back to go to sleep in a few minutes. At this time I hear sound in the my aunt's bathroom, I figure it is her and continue to fall asleep.
Around 5:00am I awoke again and this time I felt a slight unease. My alarm is set to wake me up in around 30min from that time so I just lay there.

Around 5:30am when my alarm goes off I just lay back down. My aunt however does not here my alarm. She claims that something awoke her around 5:00am-5:30am . It was a tall figure that touched her face, it held it hand outstretched as if beckoning her to come. She said "no" and "for it to go". I myself heard nothing of this and woke up around 6:00am to get dressed for work. Nothing was amiss.... I walked out to the kitchen, the cat was there, and I went to check on my aunt before leaving. My roomate/guest was asleep and nothing unusual. My aunt though was awake and out of the chair and she seemed bothered and related what had just happened.

On the way to work, my car started acting up. The alternator gave out, but it could be rationally explained due to other events two weeks ago as fluid from a leak had damaged it. Early Sunday evening it was acting up, but it seemed it would had made it through. However when I got to work the car no longer functioned.
I took it to the mechanic and walked home, by 10:00am I managed to get back to the house. Nothing was amiss.... however when I went to go make my aunt some coffee I noticed the cat had escaped through the window. She managed to pull the window screen down. I do not know if it was just trying to get out side or something spooked her.

Later on in the evening I had to drop my guest off, when I got home there was a police vehicle outside my home parked on the street. When I got close it took off, this was around 5:30pm. Later that evening when my friend who stopped by left around 10:30pm, another cop car was parked alongside the house facing the wrong direction. When we came out it took off.....

A series of rather atypical of event with patterns. I do not know what it means. Are patterns changing again?