Over the course of years my research has led me to the following conclusions about my experiences with them. I tried to dissociate myself from an emotional response as much as possible, and try to look at the reason why I am a test subject for them. I am self-reflective, seeing what use I would be and why based upon the experiences I know.
GMO, "Genetically Modified Organism"I am an experiment, a generational one that has been engineered as far back as my great-grandparents. I know on my mother side there is a history of twins in the family, and also we share some odd precognitive abilities. On this side, we have a large number of professionals who are academically inclined. On my fathers side I have Native American Indian Blood, and oddly enough both grandparents come from Sweetwater, Texas.
-Physical Complications: Mal-rotated Kidney, Fluctuating Metabolism, Dehydration Prone, Accelerated Filtration with Kidneys.
-Modifications: Accelerated Child Development, Emphatic Enhancements, Cognitive Enhancements, Behavioral Conditioning
I been selected as a candidate to be more "adaptive" to their native environment and using me to gauge if there is a biological mechanism of subservience to them and there hybrid or gene-manipulated experiments.
The early contact in my mother's womb was the first stage of manipulation, and my formative years was the rest. I was subjected to the behavior conditioning as well as the cognitive enhancements most abductees get.
I been through the test to show my ability at 3D and 4D spatial awareness, puzzle solving skills, using their technology, and basic assessment tests. The psychological tests I believed failed, as I DO NOT feel I am special. I do not know if it was due to religion, family instability, or them.... but I personal feel that I am not worthy of love and am defective. Although some may view this as a negative, it does have some advantages as it acts as a drive to work harder, be more compassionate, be detached, and less likely to be influenced by. Physically the changes done are most like to make my genetics compatible, allowing me to sire offspring and function in their native environment. The oddity with my kidney regulates my core body temperature, which burns hot and is a boon in cold. However I overheat, but am able to filter out foreign substances faster.
The changes to my synaptic pathways I think were for communication purposes.
Environmental Conditioning and CompatibilityAt least with them, their environment is different from that of earth. They have a preference from low illumination, there circadian cycle is different than hours, and the preferential temperature is cold. Over the course of my life I have been a little off...I am sensitive to illumination, preferring darkness or shade. My circadian rhythm is off....which I operate with little sleep with a preference to nocturnal environment, but I am active for a period of 48 hours.....then become sluggish. I prefer a cooler temperature.
Also exposure to their environment and physical proximity has allowed me to be more awake. I have an inclination due to this manipulation to my genetics, it makes me a good candidate as I am "functional". These traits and enhancements may be passable to any offspring as I have adapted.
SubservienceThis I learned through overhearing them. As noted in my experiences, it seems they paired me with another human test subjects that were also modified. They are classified as "starseeds". I think their genetic markers are manipulated to indicate some higher level of foreign DNA or pheromones that would make us more pliable. As mammals we do have a recessive and instinctual nature consider scent through body chemistry. Although most of don't consciously realize it we are influence by scents that can make us more agreeable.
With two of the individuals I know, there was this strong factor they pushed.
Seeing how compliant and helpful I could be, in both a rational and irrational way. Through there experiments, they have seen that some of it works. Although I have my free will, I can be easily manipulated in irrational ways. I am aware of it and note it, and must convince myself logically against such suggestions or influences.
In addition to the obvious, a renewed experiment which was terminated when I was in my late teens and early twenty's re-emerged. That of the pairing off and bonding with someone. My wolfbrother was such an individual in which they thought by providing a modified individual whom I would bond with and was modified, it would make me more receptive to influence.
Unrealized ScenariosMy difficulty as a subject has also shown them some surprising data as well. By modifying the and re-mapping neural pathways, there have been unforeseen consequences. The ability to hear them more clearly, feedback, ability to detect with sight (as far as sensitivity to UV spectrum), and I think to do some of the stuff they do in too a limited degree.
We do know since WWII both the former USSR and the USA have had private and government operations look into the fringe science for advantageous individuals with latent psychic talents. Many sought to discover and use such talents as Remote Viewing, Telepathy, Telekinetic, Clairvoyance, Clairsentience, Precognitive, and other extrasensory abilities. As our technologies have adapted there are example that we have a rudimentary understanding of how all this works. Currently we have the ability to now operate a computer with our thoughts!
Thursday, May 10, 2018
Monday, May 7, 2018
Mars Apollo is at War
Date: May 7th 2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:35am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:150am [Me])/2:00am [Aunt]/1:00am [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Overwhelmed, Pre-occupied with Tap Tap Fish (Me)/N/A (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Numb, Apathy, Hurtl (Me)/Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother, Insomnia, Flash of Light on Ceiling, One standing in the room and disappearing before bed.
Odd occurrences after: Left side of body from head to toe, extremely cold less that the 64 degree temperature in the room. After an 1 hour and 30 min, still cold and tingly.
There is a lot on my mind, from issues with my Wolfbrother and his health to my financial well being, and my piling responsibilites. Add to that I do not want to sleep because of "them". Since my March I been on edge, and fortunately not too much major stuff since I am preoccupied with my wolfbrother. To unwnid I was playing Tap Tap fish for a bit laying on my bedding area. As I was laying doing about 30 minutes into the game I had a feeling someone was standing a few feet away watching me. I quickly glanced from the screen to the area, but since it was a transition from a lighted screen to darkness my eyes were not quick to adjust. I did see a medium sized grey "tannish" stand there and fade. Unlike the usual ones this one looked like a wrinkled naked emaciated old man with dark beady eyes, no nose or ears. I just ignored and played until 4:00am as that is when the daily reset in the game. I was going to press on, but I had the urge to turn off and sleep. I actually questioned why, and if I should since it was an outside thought and not my own. I got an empathic feeling of "he heard us". I flashed the phone quickly around the room to ease my conscious, nothing unsual. I figured I must be paranoid and that lack of sleep is causing me to be hypervigilant....but I do need to sleep. The AC was already on and I wa at a comfortable 64 degrees. I laid down and looked up at the ceiling and above me was a small silver pinpoint of light on the ceiling above my head. I got the phone and looked up, nothing...no reflection or anything. Again I felt paranoid, but calmed my self down and tried to think good happy thoughts to sleep.
Note: The small pinpoints of light are another tell-tale sign. At first I been wondering if it was my vision. However they are consistant appearing in the same place within my room when an exerience happenes. I doubt it is a siezure, as it is always just a small pinpoint of light...
As I lay down, and get comfortable I can hear the familiar sound starting.
I was going to get up when I heard Mars Apollo asks, "So I wanna know your vulnerabilities and strengths Michael." I can see him clearly in my mind, the distraction of him makes me not focus on the sound. I respond "There is nothing I want from you, and what I want you are not able to give me". Mar Apollo states, "That was not what I asked. Do you know what you are?". I reply "Using him is flattering, but I am not dealing with you today. Leave me alone. Anyway I am having lunch and I will tell him". He responds, "Do not complicate matters further. You already see the string do you not?".
At this point I begin to feel pressure coming up my side from my knee along my hip and to my head. I was covered with my comforter from head to toe, but had an opening so I could see the wall. I opened my eyes as soon as the presure started going up my body as a grey was grawling on me. Fear gripped me momentarilly as I realize this was a physical thing again in real-time. I opened my eyes and looked at the wall, and was trying to see if there was any shadows. I could make out to anamoulous shapes one on top of me and another standing where my hips were. I could faintly pick up "How is it resisting. He shoudl be under. Continuing asking it questions." At this point I am awake an unable to move. I begin to hyperventalate trying to get myself to move. The one atop of me is irritated and pushes me a bit as if gesturing "none of that". As I stare at the wall the distance between me and it begin to distort, there is an additional 3 feet.... the being atop of me is trying to move me into this new space. I can see tiny whisps of shadow in this area moving about like floating ash. As my head is being nudged in, there is some sort of field.
Itnumbs me for a second ad feels cold. I do not like the feeling of it as my synapse in my brain are firing all at once and I can hear more of them. My left hand shoots out and I put it into the field as if to push myself back.
There is nothing to grab onto, and my hand feels the same numbing and tingling cold. The one on top again orders me, "Stop that", inquires to the other behind him, "He's not supposed to be doing this. What do I do?" The other one comes closer and tries to push my head forward. I let out a howl, and gnash my teeth. The one behind me jumps back and in a flash "pops" out. The last things he said was "Just get him in". Since I howled and starting struggling even more, I beging to cry out and yell. I start calling for my "Wolfbrother".
The one atop is irritated and tries again using Mars Apollo, "I can tell what I can offer, but you must do as I say." I pick up that with my yelling to for my Wolfbrother, he figured I would trade in. I began to act more feral....gnashing my teeth and wiggling, rolling my eyes back. The warped distane between me and the walled began to normalize. At that point I started to kick and flail hitting the wall. It rolled off.
For a few moments I was still unable to move. However flaing around I found my rod. It wasn't supposed to be there and this one was a bamboo cane. I flailed it around and got the sheet off. Things felt off and I don't think I am actually in my room. I could sense they are still around so I head to see if my aunt is okay. As I open the door one was there monitoring the situation and tried to turn invisible. I grabbed it by the neck. There was another in the kitchen bu faded out. The one I had by the neck was invisible and had that weird numb cold feeling. I head to my aunts rooms to see if she was okay. No one was there. At that point the being managed to touch my head and I was back in my room. I was on my left side and quickly noted the time. It was approxiamte 20 minutes.....the entre event was in real time. The only odd thing to note was the left side of my body was numb and cold, meaning it was less than 64 degrees. It is still not warm...and its been over an hour.
I also had my mouth open, as I was trying to scream and yell.
I did go and check my aunt afterward and did a sweep of the house. Things were okay. She knocked out at the same time I did, and noted that before there was a pressence and some weird sounds around 4:00am. She also heard my yell and scream, hit and kick the wall. That woke her out of trance like state, then she closed her eyes and just prayed...and tried to fall asleep. Convincing herself she was just having a bad dream. She heard me!!!
I think this is a direct response to Woldbrother and Mars Apollo. Wolfbrother get the same chills when they have close communication, I witnessed it a couple of times and head "He can see us can't he?" when they are instructing wolfbrother.
I have concerns now Mars Apollo is a set up in the sense he is like Dominic. They are trying to pair me away from my wolfbrother.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:35am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:150am [Me])/2:00am [Aunt]/1:00am [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Overwhelmed, Pre-occupied with Tap Tap Fish (Me)/N/A (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Numb, Apathy, Hurtl (Me)/Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother, Insomnia, Flash of Light on Ceiling, One standing in the room and disappearing before bed.
Odd occurrences after: Left side of body from head to toe, extremely cold less that the 64 degree temperature in the room. After an 1 hour and 30 min, still cold and tingly.
There is a lot on my mind, from issues with my Wolfbrother and his health to my financial well being, and my piling responsibilites. Add to that I do not want to sleep because of "them". Since my March I been on edge, and fortunately not too much major stuff since I am preoccupied with my wolfbrother. To unwnid I was playing Tap Tap fish for a bit laying on my bedding area. As I was laying doing about 30 minutes into the game I had a feeling someone was standing a few feet away watching me. I quickly glanced from the screen to the area, but since it was a transition from a lighted screen to darkness my eyes were not quick to adjust. I did see a medium sized grey "tannish" stand there and fade. Unlike the usual ones this one looked like a wrinkled naked emaciated old man with dark beady eyes, no nose or ears. I just ignored and played until 4:00am as that is when the daily reset in the game. I was going to press on, but I had the urge to turn off and sleep. I actually questioned why, and if I should since it was an outside thought and not my own. I got an empathic feeling of "he heard us". I flashed the phone quickly around the room to ease my conscious, nothing unsual. I figured I must be paranoid and that lack of sleep is causing me to be hypervigilant....but I do need to sleep. The AC was already on and I wa at a comfortable 64 degrees. I laid down and looked up at the ceiling and above me was a small silver pinpoint of light on the ceiling above my head. I got the phone and looked up, nothing...no reflection or anything. Again I felt paranoid, but calmed my self down and tried to think good happy thoughts to sleep.
Note: The small pinpoints of light are another tell-tale sign. At first I been wondering if it was my vision. However they are consistant appearing in the same place within my room when an exerience happenes. I doubt it is a siezure, as it is always just a small pinpoint of light...
As I lay down, and get comfortable I can hear the familiar sound starting.
I was going to get up when I heard Mars Apollo asks, "So I wanna know your vulnerabilities and strengths Michael." I can see him clearly in my mind, the distraction of him makes me not focus on the sound. I respond "There is nothing I want from you, and what I want you are not able to give me". Mar Apollo states, "That was not what I asked. Do you know what you are?". I reply "Using him is flattering, but I am not dealing with you today. Leave me alone. Anyway I am having lunch and I will tell him". He responds, "Do not complicate matters further. You already see the string do you not?".
At this point I begin to feel pressure coming up my side from my knee along my hip and to my head. I was covered with my comforter from head to toe, but had an opening so I could see the wall. I opened my eyes as soon as the presure started going up my body as a grey was grawling on me. Fear gripped me momentarilly as I realize this was a physical thing again in real-time. I opened my eyes and looked at the wall, and was trying to see if there was any shadows. I could make out to anamoulous shapes one on top of me and another standing where my hips were. I could faintly pick up "How is it resisting. He shoudl be under. Continuing asking it questions." At this point I am awake an unable to move. I begin to hyperventalate trying to get myself to move. The one atop of me is irritated and pushes me a bit as if gesturing "none of that". As I stare at the wall the distance between me and it begin to distort, there is an additional 3 feet.... the being atop of me is trying to move me into this new space. I can see tiny whisps of shadow in this area moving about like floating ash. As my head is being nudged in, there is some sort of field.
Itnumbs me for a second ad feels cold. I do not like the feeling of it as my synapse in my brain are firing all at once and I can hear more of them. My left hand shoots out and I put it into the field as if to push myself back.
There is nothing to grab onto, and my hand feels the same numbing and tingling cold. The one on top again orders me, "Stop that", inquires to the other behind him, "He's not supposed to be doing this. What do I do?" The other one comes closer and tries to push my head forward. I let out a howl, and gnash my teeth. The one behind me jumps back and in a flash "pops" out. The last things he said was "Just get him in". Since I howled and starting struggling even more, I beging to cry out and yell. I start calling for my "Wolfbrother".
The one atop is irritated and tries again using Mars Apollo, "I can tell what I can offer, but you must do as I say." I pick up that with my yelling to for my Wolfbrother, he figured I would trade in. I began to act more feral....gnashing my teeth and wiggling, rolling my eyes back. The warped distane between me and the walled began to normalize. At that point I started to kick and flail hitting the wall. It rolled off.
For a few moments I was still unable to move. However flaing around I found my rod. It wasn't supposed to be there and this one was a bamboo cane. I flailed it around and got the sheet off. Things felt off and I don't think I am actually in my room. I could sense they are still around so I head to see if my aunt is okay. As I open the door one was there monitoring the situation and tried to turn invisible. I grabbed it by the neck. There was another in the kitchen bu faded out. The one I had by the neck was invisible and had that weird numb cold feeling. I head to my aunts rooms to see if she was okay. No one was there. At that point the being managed to touch my head and I was back in my room. I was on my left side and quickly noted the time. It was approxiamte 20 minutes.....the entre event was in real time. The only odd thing to note was the left side of my body was numb and cold, meaning it was less than 64 degrees. It is still not warm...and its been over an hour.
I also had my mouth open, as I was trying to scream and yell.
I did go and check my aunt afterward and did a sweep of the house. Things were okay. She knocked out at the same time I did, and noted that before there was a pressence and some weird sounds around 4:00am. She also heard my yell and scream, hit and kick the wall. That woke her out of trance like state, then she closed her eyes and just prayed...and tried to fall asleep. Convincing herself she was just having a bad dream. She heard me!!!
I think this is a direct response to Woldbrother and Mars Apollo. Wolfbrother get the same chills when they have close communication, I witnessed it a couple of times and head "He can see us can't he?" when they are instructing wolfbrother.
I have concerns now Mars Apollo is a set up in the sense he is like Dominic. They are trying to pair me away from my wolfbrother.
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