Odd Encounter of the 4th Kind Wolfshead

Date: Febuary 6th, 2019
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:20am and 6:45amm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed  (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Full Moon, Previous Incidents
Odd occurrences after: On going incidents

Yesterday afternoon it started with me when I was just doing my usual chores. It was very brief and I was told to go to sleep around 5pm. I said no in my ahead, but again I was told go to sleep. It began to get really cold in the room, really unusually cold... and the hint of go to sleep or we are going to just come in. So I got in bed, wrapped myself up nice and warm. My left leg began to hurt and throb, and I vibrated. My thought was, the implant is activating? Why? Then I couldn't move and I knock out. I have brief snippets of conversation regarding that my eyes are dry, the leg seems fine but others are trying to look at things, why am I so marked, some responds that I am difficult. There are questions as if I am out, and that I am definitely "not my wolfbrother". There were orders for a scan and other things. They were unsure if I was awake.
Meanwhile in my aunt's room.... she was reading her book and just trying to relax. She recalls it getting really cold, unusually cold. Then these little flying men came in the room, she told them to go away and not touch me... that to take her and leave me alone. They just flew over the room and her. They were humanoid, and just "swam" through the air.... they had no hair, but beady black eyes.... my aunt then passed out.
I woke up close to 9:45pm, I felt drugged and sedated. My left leg bothered me a bit.... and I thought over what had happened.

Later on, I ran an errand and put my aunt to be around 12:30am.  I was doing research for mythology and religion afterward. I tried playing a game and also looking for someone, but my depression is in overdrive. I can't sleep and I feel bad...lonely and unwanted... and not worth being here. I honestly don't want to be around as they are bothering more and more, being more aggressive and constantly bothering me. I tried to relax and think of some happy thoughts. I got the impression someone was in the room. I thought "Go Away. Not in the mood. You already were here. Please leave me alone". I was ready to go to bed and of course I refused. It was already close to 5:00am.  They kept pushing and then made me think of my wolfbrother and I was more agreeable. I quickly got ready for bed and tucked myself in. The weird under thought was... tuck myself in tight as more of a precaution. Right before I was all settled I decided off the bat to put my wolfhead on. It is one of those walmart furry head masks. I did it just because...but again underling thought. It was like a secondary line of thinking "My Thinking" as I knew I was being influence by going to bed by an outside force. As soon as I tucked the blankets and sheets in, and secure the mask... I felt oddly comfortable.

Then the hum started and I was "OH SHIT. NO. NO. NO. NO NO!". I tried to quickly get up but I was fully paralyzed, save for my hands and fingers, my feet and toes, and my head. As my head was in a mask I could not see as the eyeholes were pointed up. I moved my head around inside the mask. I heard the bathroom door open and felt a connection "PURPLE". The first thought and image flashed was "Purple", with an odd sense of confusion attached to it. I couldn't see out of the mask and a connection was being established, I sort of hi-jacked its' perception. I saw myself from the vantage point of what was coming out of the bathroom. As I made the connection I heard in my head "No. What is that? No. You Can't. What is that? Not possible!". It seemed irritated that it could not identify me. From its point of view...it looked like a mummy with a wolfhead's mask on the floor. It seemed unable to handle the situation and was upset that "WHAT" was in the mask should not be able to establish a connection let alone see through its eyes. It continued to be upset with the feedback. "PURPLE" was the impression.... "Stop it. What are you? No. Stop. What are you? Not supposed to be" "PURPLE" was the impression again. I tried communicating "GO AWAY. NO. LEAVE ME BE", while still looking from its point of view. "PURPLE" was the impression "NO. Not supposed to do this. STOP. WHAT ARE YOU?". It seemed highly agitated and I dropped watching from its eyes... it then ran and jumped atop of me. It put its face on top of the mask on the left side. Trying to looking in. It was trying to get at my left arm. It was upset. "WHAT ARE YOU. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THIS. NOT ALLOWED. WHAT ARE YOU?." As it began pressing up against the mask more and more and trying to undo the covers I was able to feel the effects of the parallelization lessen.
As soon as I was able to, I slammed my body up against the bookcase pinning it. It was caught of guard and scrambled back to the door. It asked one final time "Whaaat areeee youuuu". I replied "Not 'Wolfbrother'".
It repeated that before it left, closing the door and going into the bathroom. A few minutes passed and I sat up and took of the wolfhead. I cried for fifteen to thirty minutes, they attacked me in real time......... I want to die.

Meanhwhile as I was crying it was in my aunts room. Only thing she remembers is that she was being examined, couldn't move, her eyes were closed as she was scared. They were looking at her left arm and checking her stomach. She tried to scream...but no words came out.

After my bout of crying I fell asleep for awhile and had a weird dream. This time a handsome blonde guy showed up and said I was his boyfriend and we are supposed to go to knotts/magic mountain. My aunt and I take him, however as we are there he says we have to go meet his friends. My aunt and I leave the park unnoticed, I feel bad and text him that I will be right back and that my aunt feels sick. He was surprised I was able to leave the park and wondered where I was. I told him I will be back soon and to have fun with his friends till I came. He said I shouldn't be able to leave, and his friends were colleges. At some point my aunt said never go back there and I agreed, however the same guy showed up in front of me while I was walking alone. He said "whatever I am" is not ordinary by any means. I replied "So you are trying it this way now? Why?". It said "you want this so much, we hoped it would make things easier". It then said if I cooperate it would provide me with such an ideal companion. I said "no, I am not 'wolfborther'". and disappeared. I woke up shaken..... the actual physical encounter and this.... I am being watched and monitored. I need someone.

Can anyone save Me?

I been abducted and visited all of my life. As I researched and documented my life to the best of my ability, I have found out that it is not only me....but also members of my family. It also extends to close friends and others who have seen these beings, or even have interactions with them.

I was brought up as a person in the Catholic faith, a christian who completed all  his sacraments and even served as an Altar Boy and had a calling to serve the Lord. As many know, I have struggled with my faith as I am a homosexual and that I have been abducted/visited by entities all of my life. My sexuality is just a defining trait of who I feel attracted too, but by all appearances I am just an average guy. Same thing with my faith, I am moral and ethically as can be....but you cannot pinpoint what I believe

From experience I felt the presence of the Lord before at mass and at certain times. I also felt the opposite of that as well, when malign beings were around. I have felt the others from spirits of nature, animals, and other entities not explained within my faith. I experienced and learned that there is just more to the universe than my spiritual beliefs were. I have learned that things outside of what I was taught are definitely real, and there are things that faith and belief cannot change.

Since I was young, I have prayed and told "them" to leave me alone. They still came. My grandparents, mother, and aunt did the same.....and they still come. I have known of others who are in the same situation and they too still come. They still come, even if you become physical and defend yourself. I have known individuals who have become physically violent..... and they still come. 

As I have grown older, I have read and met people who claim that they can stop these things. That by prayer, the power of "light", increasing vibration, utilizing a magical spell, energy work...will hedge or cause these being to stop coming. Promises of salvation come from many of these people.....and worst of all many take advantage and fleece people out of money. They can no more save me than my prayers and devotion to certain deities. Is there anyone who can protect or aid me?

The thing is in the end we are all alone. When dealing with this, it is hard to find anyone willing to work together. Even in the support groups you have devise elements as some people believe these are saviors and other find them as attackers. You have one group always telling you "Your experience is wrong.... let me reinterpret things for you and bring you into the light.." Not only is this isolation ongoing with social groups, but on a one and one relationship.... you have nobody. No spouse or companion.... it is just so alone and isolating. The trauma of these visits hedges you away and even stops you at times from opening up.
why must we be lone warriors, why can we not band together and fend these entities off. Is there a higher power who can protect us, or is it someone else who just wants to use us too?.