Odd Dream of Something to come

Date: 8/23/2024
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:15am
State of Mind Before: Tired
State of Mind After: Me (Tired), Wolfbrother (Confused), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother Seeing things, Unusually sleepy
Odd occurrences after: 8/23/2024 Afternoon Doorbell Aunt Only 8/24/2024 Morning Doorbell Me only. Aunt is seeing worms again.

As mentioned there an incident earlier this month. It has bothered me to the point were I have decided to seek help with Yvonne. I been having some weird dreams, with Wolfbrother confirming some unusual activity. One such instance was our dreams being observed by someone in which we were part of some challenge. We were working together, but I was getting frustrated that he was slowing me and not allowing me to accomplish the task at hand. I was willing st stay with him, but he had to let me do my job and stop questioning me every five minutes. I also got an intrusive thought from "S.G", it is a military guy I met briefly..... he was kinda of in the same boat as me. He wanted me to get a message to Yvonne. I though it really silly as I don't believe in channeling, plus why me? I said we will see and felt bad, as he was worried about his daughters and son, I told him, last I know they moved back to **** and that his wife really didn't want to communicate with Yvonne. If you need to say something go ahead. I do respect you and see you as a professional S.G.

Dream 1
I was at a university of some sort, as many of my past classmates from elementary
to college were present in the background. The odd thing was they were all age appropriate
as young adults. I walked toward an area which seemed to be lounge area with two large
tables and provisions behind me. I sat down and began to read my book and take notes on a
few thoughts I had on vibration levels. A group of male friends (mixed) came to the table
and sat down. They were goofing around and one of them ordered me to prepare them some drinks
and snacks. I got up and began doing so without question because I knew them. As I was
finishing they got up and left, laughing that they got me to do it. I just put some of it down
and went back to my studies.
To my right the other table was occupied by some of the popular girls. White and blonde
haired, no one I knew and were generic "Barbies". Their spokesperson looked at me and said
to the others " He is always so selfless, helping others, caring, and being ever so
thoughtful. He is so powerful and yet he chooses to serve others. It such a shame
that they are so mean to him all the time." At this time I looked directly at her and
she continued addressing her peers "If only they knew who he is, they would dare not
ask or treat him this way." She know stares at me "If only he were with us once more. We
would honor him and appreciate him. We know what he can do. He would have all that he wants
and more. I know you hear us Michael Arellano, MAKE YOUR CHOICE."

Dream 2
I transition to another place that was a department store, but was an administrative
office as with open desk areas. They were many people they were interviewing, looking
for qualified individuals for some project that is fast approaching. The place made me
think of AT&T/Kaiser Permanente. I didn't want to be here and was observing the layout
of the place, looking at the paperwork on the desks, and computer screens. Like everyone
they were processing, they were treating me as if I was an idiot. However, they seemed
just as lost. As she was making a despairing remark about me, I said "I worked her before.
Check my file". My name is *********. She was extremely confused, she said "You shouldn't
be talking". I stated once again "Check my file". These people did not know what they were
doing. The catalogues and forms were all wrong. Once she verified my name and looked at my
file she was in distress. "There is some kind of mistake. YOU....You are not supposed be
here. You know why...... leave now". She was terrified. Meekly she said "We know what you
can do. Just go..."  

Dream 3
I must have got up an left, because I am outside of that department store in a huge parking
lot. No cars. Just the department store behind me and in the corner is a large building like
a bank. Two floors, outer walls were dark glass windows, with a white roof, and cement pillars.
The who area was outlined by green trees and a very pale blue clear sky. I walked to
the building and looked inside. There was an event going on of some sort, and I recognized the
people there as members of CERO. A meeting was being held and they were setting things up.
As people began coming in, many were upset and agitated as they have been "Awakened".
From what I was overhearing many found out they had double lives. Many hold positions in the
the military, academic, and government community. They are confused as why they are civilians
and yet have important positions. Yvonne was be swarmed by many members, trying to get her
attention and looking for answers. As I was standing a man walked into the building who
I did not recognize. He was 6'3, in his thirties, bald, african descent on the dark shade
side. He wore a grey suits, black formal shoes, and wore glasses. He looked like Mr. Moon
from Doctor Who (AI construct that maintained a planet sized library and saved human from
an invasion from a species who did not understand us).
He was a visitor and looked to ask if he was in the right place, but Yvonne was busy. I told
him "Hello. This is a CERO meeting of some sort. I don't know what is going on today. CERO
by the was stands for Close Encounter Research Organization." He looked at me and then looked
at Yvonne who repeated what CERO meant. He seemed to ponder something and asked if the was
about extraterrestrials and UFOs. Yvonne and I replied "Yes". He then went back stage.

I started to take note of the interior of the building. The carpet was a dark navy blue
and had standard auditorium meeting chairs with black leather seating and backing. The
chairs were set up 30 wide with 6 rows, about 180 seats. People were beginning to take
seats and I took a seat by the frot row at the edge. One man, white male in his forties yet
seems older, was really irate.... he was screaming "I did not agree to this. Don't you people
know who I am. Why would I want to some mundane civilian life. I am someone of great
importance. The wife and kids I have are not mine! This life is fake!". Yvonne tries to
address the room and calm him down. "I know everyone has question. If you just settle down
I will share with you in a moment as to what is going on". She looks at the guy and he
begins to calm down as she tells him, "We are going to need your energy" while motioning to
the crowd and focuses on him "and your leadership backstage. You are a part of this. Yet if
you want to leave, go ahead". Yvonne addressing the crowd "I have a video that has some
answers". At that point a screen lowers and a video with Yvonne begins to play explaining
are part in things to come and what is going on with the awakened".

CPTSD Triggered by minor Incident

Date: 8/12/2024
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 8:00pm to 8:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:45pm
State of Mind Before: Tired
State of Mind After: Me (CPTSD Trigger), Wolfbrother (Confused), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother Seeing things, Unusually sleepy
Odd occurrences after: Unable to sleep for 48 hours

Over the past two months there has been some odd dreams, but nothing too unusual. Most of the activity compared to the past has been slight. My main focus has been taken care of my aunt and wolfbrother, and per-occupied with them which leaves me most of the time too tired to care. My responsibilities with my wolfbrother have been a point of contention, as he is causing a disruption to my limited sleep and recover scheduled. Every once in a while I do need to step back and rest or refresh with some alone and downtime by escaping. However, I do not like alone time where I retreat to our auxiliary unit as I fear I will be targeted. Most of the time there is no apprehension, but the past weeks I really do not want to be there. Besides the odd apprehension, my interests in my own activities have waned and not that I have a weird feeling of ambivalence overall. It is as if I am worried about something, I am hearing and seeing things...but intentionally ignoring it..yet aware of it. I do not feel well, but I have responsibilities and just continue on.

Today's incident was unexpected and unusual. Our overall day began as appointment with his doctor. We got some food, came home watched a movie, and took a nap. Since it is summer and hot, we have been sleeping during the day and active more at night. So when we finally got home he/we relaxed and watched a movie. I was not interested and was oddly tired. I lay down as he watched the movie. Tossing and turning, just laying there... I was being told to sleep.... but I didn't want.... and it was not reasonable for me to leave....though I should...but I shouldn't cause of the heat.... so I am told I need to SLEEP. When the movie was over I tried to get up and play a game to relax so I could process the request and sleep. However I wasn't allowed to do that as the string urge to sleep kept coming and body was shutting down. I let my wolfbrother know and we took a nap.

Dream 1

I soon found myself dreaming. However, I felt strangely lucid. It was Christmas time and I was over my evil aunt's house. No one was there except for myself and her. I didn't want to be here, especially dealing with her. As I started to walk to the door to leave she attacked me. I quickly defend myself and realized this is really not what I expected. She was growling and drooling. For some reason I saw this as some sort of demonic possession, and immediately started to exorcise her. I battled back and held her against the couch, I started to recite an exorcism ritual and tried to get through to her. I tried to remove the demon from her body. I tried to reach her as a person....

Dream 2

The scene shifted. I was walking in an abandon downtown area of a city with very high buildings. There were two female blonde nurses in white 60's gown stabbed on the street in front of an abandoned school. Young blonde girls in grey smocks were examining the area and doing forensics on how the nurses died. Six of them in total, with tiny brushes sweeping the crime scene. They looked at me, yet continued to do there odd work. There was a young boy with a board running a scam, all you to do was pick the highest black number. If you were correct you win a prize and someone dies. He kept telling me it was my turn and I had play now. I didn't want to, and he said it would be worse if I refused. So I said fine and went over to one of the girls and told here to pick the black circle that was at the bottom. He was upset, as all the high black numbers were hidden within the black circle. Since I didn't technically pick the numbers, we were all free to go.

 Dream 3

Apparently Wolfbrother had been with me before and I was pushing him on our journey. The abandoned downtown area opened up into a more populated and cleaner area. There were lots of activity with people moving about. We passed a pyramid that looked like a car wash. The carpets here were wet, and the manager came out to yell at us about tracking water all of the place in his wheelchair. We got the carpets dirty too and then he realized that I was with Wolfbrother. He became very irritate saying that "Why are you still with him and you shouldn't be here". It was a short very looking man that was off. I was already upset and told him "I am he who is like he who is like he who is like he who is like he....." and he began to panic. I banished him somewhere and told Wolfbrother we need to go. The other employees at the car wash were happy I got rid of the manager and wanted us to go to the theatere next to "fix" things there. I told them not right now and tried to head home. For some reason we went to a high rise, went through the lobby and to the elevators to get to floor 24 where Wolfbrother's apartment was, however it was a large area about 40ft by 60f't with windows all around. There was a grey carpet, no furniture, could not see outside windows. Wolfbrother was left in elevator. Soon the entire floor titled and I feel face down. I soon realized that this was not a dream  and began to panic. I made this odd statement "Remember your training, you know how to deal with these stressors. Rationalize what is going on and complete your task. Complete the mission. You cannot let them win."

Dream 4

I wake up in my room. It is bright. The room seems off as basic furniture is place where it should be, but none of the decorative of accent items are there. There is a little puppy that runs up to me and is scarred. I ask whats wrong and hold it close to my chest. There is a weird signal noise and I look immediate to the bedroom door and try to get up. Some one says "They are here [my name]." and the door opens. The hallway is off and brightly light, I can see the floor color is there but not the tile... the rose color wall is there but the hallways is blocked off halfway by some weird pinkish membrane. From behind me, two beings lift me up on either side and one behind me pushes me forward. We head toward the bathroom. They are wearing dark brown robes. I know who there are and begin singing/chanting to fend them off. As we enter the bathroom its all fractal mirrors, I can see them clearly and myself in the reflections. We are going up in a spiral, about two rotations up before there is interference from the waking world via my Wolfbrother.

Real World...

Apparently I woke up Ryan, was making a lot of noise. He was worried because he saw something in the room, but did not want to wake me up. However when I started chanting/singing/thrumming.... he threw RDE at me to bonk me awake. On my end...I felt it and quickly fell out of the corridor that they were taking me up. They looked back as I feel away from them. I had my left eye open and my right eye closed. I knew I was in my room with my Wolfbrother, but was unable to open my right eye as I was in two places at once. I was also getting feedback with my left eye..... I could still see the fractal corridor and them fading up into the distance. Also there was a bit of the arrival location from them as I started to pick up on one of their perspectives. They arrived on a railed circle platform within a dimly lit room. The rail around the circle was a smooth stainless steel, broken by three entry ways. Two walked out to a nearby console. The other stood in the center and though "Need to re-establish connection". During the ascent there was communication "Your brother. If we lose you. We have that".

Personal Note: For some odd reason this particular event has bothered me greatly. I was unable to go back to sleep. It started to bring up questions about my paternal visitations and earliest abductions. Why are there so little memories with my paternal visits? I have less than 20 memories.... I know the first two official incidents is with him.... in Irwindale and Santa Fe Dam.... there is a third incident possibly during the kidnapping "CA/AZ/NM/TX" were fireworks were following us during the day while driving in the mountains. My interest in doing anything is gone. I do not want to sleep but I have too...I do not feel well. I am unable to turn off. Something is wrong. After I hit the 35hour mark I am really worried, as I know I should feel tired....but I can't turn off to sleep. I am meditating to make sure my body is functional, but again now usual interest. I need to keep my responsibilities in taking care of my aunt and wolfbrother, 48 hour mark comes and still cannot sleep.... at 66 mark finally fall asleep for 4 hours. Over the next couple of days gradually returns to normal. Highly bothered.