Wolf Moon and weird stuff Part 1

Dates: 12/31/2025 to 1/5/2026
Type: CE3, Dreams 
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: Various
Attempted Time of Sleep: Various
State of Mind Before: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None

The 3 Month Holidays of Hell are almost over. As you already noticed I extremely dislike all the fake and commercial things this time of year brings. If you not jolly and drunk on fake love.....there is something wrong with you right? Besides that the realities of life are also waying doing on me....technology is nice...but the vulnerability of hacking and identity theft is out of control...and our dependence on Apps and digital access in mind numbing. Not to mention the personal stuff I am going through with my relative's failing health and my wolfbrother's personal issues. I cannot say what I want to do to myself.....but I am just tired of all of it. Sadly my basic function is to continue to serve others, put them first, which so far doesn't allow me to go MIA.

Wolfbrother Issues

My Wolfbrother struggles with a physical issue in which I care for him, and some mental impairments due to his accident. Although the involvement with the supernatural predates his accidents and impairments.....they still occur. It's harder to communicate what's going on at times. Yes...we did seek out professional help from both sides of the aisle. Psychology nowadays are filled with idiots who didn't take the basics and just have a "therapy" license. You cannot bring up clinical, behavioral, biological, and the other methodologies that psychology once tackled things with cause that ain't the way it works anymore. Yes, Alien Abduction is an an issues.....but the reality of it is that it leaves PTSD and other traumas that need to be addressed some times. Like how do you mentally cope with it and function in you social and day to day affairs? 

The other side of things are full of cult members, who hock their misinformation and happy sunshine pills. You are chosen...its not abduction but an invitation to something greater....you need to raise you vibrational level.... when you ascended and your consciousness if at the right frequency......... I talked about this utter B.S. before...they don't help....just want your money.

Anyhowzit, my Wolfbrother has been seeing them appear outside an inside the house. Usually they appears as fuzzy transparent silhouettes running by the bed or walking around out side. He has mentioned the word "Tubuskan" before several times in reference to them. When I go check I don't see anything, but there is an unease and definitely some type of energy where he indicates one is standing. I will often move to where they are before he even tells me...as I feel them. So something is happening. This has been going on for more than a weak at any time of day.

The one incident that did happen that is not so dismissive was around 12/31/25 at 4:00pm. He claimed that something was in the room. He called me on the cell. He indicated that something was standing there. I told him that I would come right away...and don't say anything and keep looking at it. Within 30secs I was in the room. Something black was standing there and moved out toward the window. It was opaque in nature as it blocked out some of the light window. It was from my point of view the side of a 2D Image.... flat. I told him before he described it... "Is it a black silhouette. Average height?". He confirmed it.... something was there....and he added it had a device pointed at him. He was visibly bothered. 

Aunt Issues

My Aunt is physically not doing to well and is hovering on expiring. I been doing my best to keep her comfortable and bring her back. She is stable now....but have been struggling since October. She would occasionally report beings coming in and out of the room. Sometime they would converse with her, and most of the time they start asking her about me. They seems to forget which one I am, concerned about my well being, or keep insisting that I am important to them. I keep note but most I keeping in mind that some might be influenced by her condition. However, some of the concerns that they bring up or topics she has no prior knowledge of. Example she doesn't know of the Wolfbrother/Me confusion they have...... that is something a group of the greys had an issue with. For some reason...they have issue telling us apart....or don't really see me when I am with him.

She did have an unusual incident where she claim a orange paper floated into the room and flew around for a while and just left. It was during the day, I was home, and nothing was seen by anyone else.

 

Part 2 will have my stuff....... 

 

Puppet Steals Book

Date: 12/18/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 8:45pm (Me), 12:00am (Aunt/Wolfbrother)
State of Mind Before: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Tired, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (N/A), Aunt (Calm)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None

It has been a very stressful week. My wolfbrother has been bothered alot just with his issues and my aunt's health and mental state is all over the place. We had appointments for my wolfbrother and finally there is some assistance to monitor and help with her pain management. As expected during the most "magical" time of the year.... depression hits me hard as I tried to avoid the force gleeful and merry holiday spiel. I am exhausted and mentally not in a good place due to that and the added stress from both my aunt and wolfbrother. My motto is "Why surround yourself with brief warmth and love, when there is nothing but the pain". I can deal with the adversity, the hate, the darkness.....but the false expectations of the holidays start to put the bad ideas in my head about being "loved and appreciated". I want love, but it is impossible. I am damaged, dead in places, my trust in others is not there, I know I am not wanted or desired, and I no longer have anything to offer. I deal with realism.... and I am fine in the bitter cold.

Enough of that, my apologies for the rainbows and sunshine..... anyhow I had a very weird "dream".

Dream:

I am at a facility, white polymer rounded halls. I have two books with me. One is a false copy with partial truths and misinformation regarding UFO/UAPS/Aliens....the other has the factual information regarding them. I am guarding both copies as we are getting ready to deliver the books. The larger official book is a decoy....as we have a feeling that they will try to suppress the information. I am by myself, but I know there is a "we"(connected to others like a hivemind, but I am compartmentalized?). A young black girl comes in and take one of the books. I began to chase her down the hall....there is something riding her. I catch glimpse of a being... and almond colored grey that is looking back at me as she is running away. It is as if she is cradling  it in her arms and it is looking back. I can sense it whispering in her mind. "Take the book. We must destroy it before they know the truth. Keep walking. He will not catch you".

I am right behind them. His face seem to be if he was crocheted, and looks like a yarn puppet. He keeps whispering and seems puzzle that I can see him and I think he sense I can hear him. She is instructed to stop. I catch up and come face to face with him. She is clutching the book. "You can see me. Curious. Are you aware of what I am doing?" the face crumples as if frowning. "You will not stop us. I not sure what you are. It is too late. We have your book. There is nothing you can do". Then the girl and he started to run off and turning down one of the halls. I stopped and sighed.....at least they took the other book and I closed off that hallway. I willed myself to wake up.

Awake: 

I am awake now and aware of what happened. I am not happy as I don't know why I would have this. I looking around and check things to make sure I am not being watched or monitored. I have to get up anyway to change them and check in as it close to 3:00am. I feel hurt cause I am alone. There supposed to be more than just me.