Drawings....

1st Time Visit

Pictures are worth a thousands words. The net is filled with drawings, especially concerning certain
subjects. An associated of mine requested, that I illustrate some of the events that occurred. I personally never wanted to do any of this. It brings back horrible memories as these image and events ever haunt me.
I see no benefit to myself as to why these need to be illustrated as they have caused some further harm.
I had some emotional difficulty drawing these images, mostly fear and anger. Fear becuase I do not want to see myself depicted with them....I was there already...but I feel drawing them and myself cements things further. Plus it regresses emotional feelings during a bad bad period. Anger that someone finds this entertaining and seems to enjoy seeing me squirm. A promise is a promises though. In order to ge through this exercise I had to alter the image. You will note that their heads are missing, that is done purposeful becuase when i attempted to do that with their heads I started crying.

"First Time Visit": As stated in the blog. Was awoken as their were people in the backyard. Vehicle in back lights and looked like they were taking samples. to my right one is watching me through the window. I slept on a blanket in an empty room. Was with my father at his home in El Monte, CA.

Secondary Visits

"Secondary Visits": A few months later they began showing up at my mother's apartment. They were always in the shadows, trying to hide but I would see them. My brother and mother would be sound asleep.I remember how fun it was floating an inch above the bed. This occurred in East Los Angeles, CA.

"Other Visits"

"Other Visits": With a few more months it got creepy. There was a lot of other real life stuff that was occurring that was not fun during this time. My father trying to kill me, my aunt/uncle and his sisters gay- bashing my male cousin, my mother being really sick with diabetic and pancreatic complications,  etc. 
It was no longer fun, they would show up around 1pm or 3pm. Most of the time they would just stand in the corner or by the walls watching me and the room. I would hear something and look, and they were in the shadows. They would try to be sneaky and move slowly. I did not sleep in the bunk bed any more becuase of the "repeated falls". I started crying out as something would be pulling me from the bunk bed and then let go after my resistance. My mother never understood why I was crying before I hit the floor.

"They always find You"

"They always find You": At my home, my grandma's house in Los Angeles, when I slept in my grandfather;s room they would show up. This would occur around 1:00 am., the door would open and they would come in. You would see the door open, and the ambient light and they would just walk in the room. I would be terrified and paralyzed by them. It would last about an hour. I tried hiding under the bed....but even the times I hoped to find some piece....I would end up on top of the bed as normal. In the picture above they are slightly bent because they know I am under the bed.

Those are my pictures...I am not happy about doing these. I am destroying the original and erasing what I scanned in. I never want to see these again. They are on the net... so they exist somewhere. I honestly don't feel very good doing these. I am terrified and feel sick to my stomach.

Failed Abduction???

Date: September 18 2012
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30 am-6:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Depression
State of Mind After: Frustration, Depression, Ashamed
Odd occurrences before: Black Robe Entity sightings.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: MUFON Meeting attendance

This particular incident happened to my aunt. Initially when I found her in the morning she was on the floor by her chair. When I asked her what happened she said she simply feel of the chair and was there since 7am, so for about an hour. She indicated that she had called out for me, but as I told her she doesn't yell....and I can't hear her.

She was unaware and still doesn't know that I attended a MUFON meeting. Her behavior throughout the day was shaken. I took this as frustration and anxiety as she has some mobility issues. It wasn't until later after I came back from the meeting that she told me what had really happened in the morning. She was just relieved I was back and she said she was scarred and didn't want to sit in the new recliner she had purchased. She was scared.

Apparently around 5:30am she was awaken as something was pulling at her feet. There was nothing visible, but she said she sensed it was cold. The tugging stopped. A few minutes afterwards she felt a cold sensation under her and she was being lifted off the chair. She remembers that she was being moved away from the chair. She struggled and supposedly screamed, she also started praying and telling whatever was doing this to go away. She then remembers simply being levitated back into the recliner and dropped. Which was then she fell off the chair. She was dazed and she said she called out for me once more.I didn't hear anything.

Now from what was described to me it look like they attempted to abduct her. However, the time frame would indicate that it was an attempt. However.....when she first mentioned it she says she fell at 7am. Which is about 1 hour from the time of the initial incident.... which is a common amount of time I have noted with the abductions here. So although it appears it was a failed abduction, it may in fact have occurred.

She is now terrified of the recliner and wants to give it away. The chair is about 5 days old and brand new.
Since Tuesday she refuses to sit in it.

As a follow up I sat in the chair and stayed with her Wednesday night to see if there was anything odd.
No indication or feeling that anything was amiss. The particular recliner that was purchased is is a wall recliner with a release handle on the side. In order for the recliner to reset to an upright position, you need to use the handle or put an amount of force (which she cannot) on the leg area to set it down. The material is not smooth enough where she would have slid off either.