Date: March 9th and 11th, 2019
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am, 6:30pm-7:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Extreme Dream Activity
Odd occurrences after: N/A
Friday
Early Friday morning, around 5:30am I was having some vivid downloads. I wasn't dreaming, but someone was talking to me in light and symbols and I was responding unconsciously until I started to realize I don't often talk in color and light. That is when I sat up. I could see in the dark as if the room was more well lit.
I could still feel that there was communication, but after I blinked a few times.... it went dark like it should of.
I was bothered by this event and stayed up until 8:30am. Why did light eminate from my left eye?
Who was I talking to?
Monday
My guest and I went to eat for his birthday at 1am and than came back and watched a few videos on youtube, he called it a night around 3:30pm. I couldn't sleep so went to work on my book, staying up until
5:00am. At times there was something in the room, but it would disappear. When I finally decided I should go to be, the activity picked up as there was flashes of light now and then. Sure enough when I went to bed I heard the sound, I quickly grabbed my weapon. I was paralyzed. I said "No. Leave Me Be!". Something was in the room, and they were considering. They seemed to indicate "Fine. Until later. Keep the weapon by you". They released me and left.
In the morning after a few hours of sleep I had to start the day as I had to get my aunt ready for the doctor.
A few hours long process as she needed a bath and stuff. I have been irritable as there is a lack of sleep, I feel so very unloved, and just burned out from all the responsibilities on my shoulders. Despite this I get through the day as best I can. I let my wolfbrother know I cannot see him as my time is being spent on her.
After the doctors visit and errand run we get home before 5pm. I get her situated and begin working on my book again to relax. However as it approached 6pm I get the whole "sleep" idea. I admit before that there was some odd activity of something invisible in the room.... but I try to ignore it. However a part of me agreed as my body is tired. I get ready for bed quickly and snuggle as best as I can. I figure it should ok, as it is early. I do check for my weapon and it is close to me, just in case. As I am trying to relax and enjoy the chill in the room...that sound starts. At first my head is telling me "don't pay attention, it is just the ringing in year ear...its nothing...", but the other part of me is "No. No. No. No. No. No. No. It is them, why am I falling for this!!! Get up. Grab the weapon! Run!!!".. and I hear "Just relax we only want to talk this time".
Which I respond back "Not now. Please. I can't deal with this, please" in the most dejected feeling I could muster.
In an instant I was paralyzed. I was laying on my right side, with my right hand against the wall. My left hand held the weapon close by just out of reach, and my left eye was open, which I closed. The next thing I hear in my head "He can still move. Why?", another voice "Just wait. Watch", then I respond "You guys know I can hear you. Plus I know you can hear me. We have gone through this soooo many times before. Just stop".
The one on the right moves closer and uncovers me just a bit. I begin to tap my left hand on the wall. It stops and says "I thought you said to wait, he still can move. How should we proceed?" The other intoned again, "Just watch". The one on my right was staring, I would look every once in a while but closed my eyes. My left fingers and feet were wiggling, I could move, so I started to inch toward my weapon. I opened my mouth and exhaled. It backed away, I could feel more control coming back and I began to blow heavily, it leaned away. I managed to grab my weapon and held it close. I began to roll over onto my back when I felt the one on my left up against me. "How does it know and sense us? It should not move" the one of the left questioned. I said "I can see you as plain as day, I just don't want to look at you. I know how you mess with the mind, but I can change the appearance and look at the center." I opened my eyes for a brief moment and saw the using both my eyes and my other sense. My eyes saw two dark shapes, one to the left and one on the right. They were small and I purposely squinted to make them "fuzzy". There was a very tall white to the bookshelf in front of my light stand. I confirmed this by seeing around us too. "The one on the left said "How can it do this? This is not normal. He is not one of them?". At this point it reached to my shelf and presented me with RDE. I was upset that he touched my animals.... but he kept handing me RDE. I knew what he meant as the tall white asked "Where is he? You two are a unit. His function is that. You are supposed to be joined?". I replied "He says NO. He is not like that, but he is, but he is not. I am alone". The one on the left continues to offer me RDE. I begin to cry as I hear the other meaning... "less than two, you are RDE". I begin to cry. I yell out "what do you want from me! Is this is what want me to do". At this point I begin forming a vast array of mental pictures, but talking in dimensional shapes, harmonics, and colors. The white responds in kind and we begin communicating very fast. The little ones say "No. Not supposed to be. You can't. You are not like the others.Where did you learn how to. So fast." The white one seems impressed and tells the others to leave. At the end of the conversation it begins to show me formulas and schematics for a type of 3D microship It makes a reference to RDE, indicating I am and are, and what we need to be. It releases me and I stare at the images cycling through my vision. I find the phone and begin notifying my wolfbrother. I am scared and crying....
My anut was watching TV in other room. Around 515pm and dark entity came in and touched her. She closed her eyes and was drifting off. It said "We told you we would be back. We have plans for him. You are in the way. It will be over soon. You will see".
Monday, March 11, 2019
Wednesday, February 6, 2019
Odd Encounter of the 4th Kind Wolfshead
Date: Febuary 6th, 2019
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:20am and 6:45amm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Full Moon, Previous Incidents
Odd occurrences after: On going incidents
Yesterday afternoon it started with me when I was just doing my usual chores. It was very brief and I was told to go to sleep around 5pm. I said no in my ahead, but again I was told go to sleep. It began to get really cold in the room, really unusually cold... and the hint of go to sleep or we are going to just come in. So I got in bed, wrapped myself up nice and warm. My left leg began to hurt and throb, and I vibrated. My thought was, the implant is activating? Why? Then I couldn't move and I knock out. I have brief snippets of conversation regarding that my eyes are dry, the leg seems fine but others are trying to look at things, why am I so marked, some responds that I am difficult. There are questions as if I am out, and that I am definitely "not my wolfbrother". There were orders for a scan and other things. They were unsure if I was awake.
Meanwhile in my aunt's room.... she was reading her book and just trying to relax. She recalls it getting really cold, unusually cold. Then these little flying men came in the room, she told them to go away and not touch me... that to take her and leave me alone. They just flew over the room and her. They were humanoid, and just "swam" through the air.... they had no hair, but beady black eyes.... my aunt then passed out.
I woke up close to 9:45pm, I felt drugged and sedated. My left leg bothered me a bit.... and I thought over what had happened.
Later on, I ran an errand and put my aunt to be around 12:30am. I was doing research for mythology and religion afterward. I tried playing a game and also looking for someone, but my depression is in overdrive. I can't sleep and I feel bad...lonely and unwanted... and not worth being here. I honestly don't want to be around as they are bothering more and more, being more aggressive and constantly bothering me. I tried to relax and think of some happy thoughts. I got the impression someone was in the room. I thought "Go Away. Not in the mood. You already were here. Please leave me alone". I was ready to go to bed and of course I refused. It was already close to 5:00am. They kept pushing and then made me think of my wolfbrother and I was more agreeable. I quickly got ready for bed and tucked myself in. The weird under thought was... tuck myself in tight as more of a precaution. Right before I was all settled I decided off the bat to put my wolfhead on. It is one of those walmart furry head masks. I did it just because...but again underling thought. It was like a secondary line of thinking "My Thinking" as I knew I was being influence by going to bed by an outside force. As soon as I tucked the blankets and sheets in, and secure the mask... I felt oddly comfortable.
Then the hum started and I was "OH SHIT. NO. NO. NO. NO NO!". I tried to quickly get up but I was fully paralyzed, save for my hands and fingers, my feet and toes, and my head. As my head was in a mask I could not see as the eyeholes were pointed up. I moved my head around inside the mask. I heard the bathroom door open and felt a connection "PURPLE". The first thought and image flashed was "Purple", with an odd sense of confusion attached to it. I couldn't see out of the mask and a connection was being established, I sort of hi-jacked its' perception. I saw myself from the vantage point of what was coming out of the bathroom. As I made the connection I heard in my head "No. What is that? No. You Can't. What is that? Not possible!". It seemed irritated that it could not identify me. From its point of view...it looked like a mummy with a wolfhead's mask on the floor. It seemed unable to handle the situation and was upset that "WHAT" was in the mask should not be able to establish a connection let alone see through its eyes. It continued to be upset with the feedback. "PURPLE" was the impression.... "Stop it. What are you? No. Stop. What are you? Not supposed to be" "PURPLE" was the impression again. I tried communicating "GO AWAY. NO. LEAVE ME BE", while still looking from its point of view. "PURPLE" was the impression "NO. Not supposed to do this. STOP. WHAT ARE YOU?". It seemed highly agitated and I dropped watching from its eyes... it then ran and jumped atop of me. It put its face on top of the mask on the left side. Trying to looking in. It was trying to get at my left arm. It was upset. "WHAT ARE YOU. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THIS. NOT ALLOWED. WHAT ARE YOU?." As it began pressing up against the mask more and more and trying to undo the covers I was able to feel the effects of the parallelization lessen.
As soon as I was able to, I slammed my body up against the bookcase pinning it. It was caught of guard and scrambled back to the door. It asked one final time "Whaaat areeee youuuu". I replied "Not 'Wolfbrother'".
It repeated that before it left, closing the door and going into the bathroom. A few minutes passed and I sat up and took of the wolfhead. I cried for fifteen to thirty minutes, they attacked me in real time......... I want to die.
Meanhwhile as I was crying it was in my aunts room. Only thing she remembers is that she was being examined, couldn't move, her eyes were closed as she was scared. They were looking at her left arm and checking her stomach. She tried to scream...but no words came out.
After my bout of crying I fell asleep for awhile and had a weird dream. This time a handsome blonde guy showed up and said I was his boyfriend and we are supposed to go to knotts/magic mountain. My aunt and I take him, however as we are there he says we have to go meet his friends. My aunt and I leave the park unnoticed, I feel bad and text him that I will be right back and that my aunt feels sick. He was surprised I was able to leave the park and wondered where I was. I told him I will be back soon and to have fun with his friends till I came. He said I shouldn't be able to leave, and his friends were colleges. At some point my aunt said never go back there and I agreed, however the same guy showed up in front of me while I was walking alone. He said "whatever I am" is not ordinary by any means. I replied "So you are trying it this way now? Why?". It said "you want this so much, we hoped it would make things easier". It then said if I cooperate it would provide me with such an ideal companion. I said "no, I am not 'wolfborther'". and disappeared. I woke up shaken..... the actual physical encounter and this.... I am being watched and monitored. I need someone.
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:20am and 6:45amm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Full Moon, Previous Incidents
Odd occurrences after: On going incidents
Yesterday afternoon it started with me when I was just doing my usual chores. It was very brief and I was told to go to sleep around 5pm. I said no in my ahead, but again I was told go to sleep. It began to get really cold in the room, really unusually cold... and the hint of go to sleep or we are going to just come in. So I got in bed, wrapped myself up nice and warm. My left leg began to hurt and throb, and I vibrated. My thought was, the implant is activating? Why? Then I couldn't move and I knock out. I have brief snippets of conversation regarding that my eyes are dry, the leg seems fine but others are trying to look at things, why am I so marked, some responds that I am difficult. There are questions as if I am out, and that I am definitely "not my wolfbrother". There were orders for a scan and other things. They were unsure if I was awake.
Meanwhile in my aunt's room.... she was reading her book and just trying to relax. She recalls it getting really cold, unusually cold. Then these little flying men came in the room, she told them to go away and not touch me... that to take her and leave me alone. They just flew over the room and her. They were humanoid, and just "swam" through the air.... they had no hair, but beady black eyes.... my aunt then passed out.
I woke up close to 9:45pm, I felt drugged and sedated. My left leg bothered me a bit.... and I thought over what had happened.
Later on, I ran an errand and put my aunt to be around 12:30am. I was doing research for mythology and religion afterward. I tried playing a game and also looking for someone, but my depression is in overdrive. I can't sleep and I feel bad...lonely and unwanted... and not worth being here. I honestly don't want to be around as they are bothering more and more, being more aggressive and constantly bothering me. I tried to relax and think of some happy thoughts. I got the impression someone was in the room. I thought "Go Away. Not in the mood. You already were here. Please leave me alone". I was ready to go to bed and of course I refused. It was already close to 5:00am. They kept pushing and then made me think of my wolfbrother and I was more agreeable. I quickly got ready for bed and tucked myself in. The weird under thought was... tuck myself in tight as more of a precaution. Right before I was all settled I decided off the bat to put my wolfhead on. It is one of those walmart furry head masks. I did it just because...but again underling thought. It was like a secondary line of thinking "My Thinking" as I knew I was being influence by going to bed by an outside force. As soon as I tucked the blankets and sheets in, and secure the mask... I felt oddly comfortable.
Then the hum started and I was "OH SHIT. NO. NO. NO. NO NO!". I tried to quickly get up but I was fully paralyzed, save for my hands and fingers, my feet and toes, and my head. As my head was in a mask I could not see as the eyeholes were pointed up. I moved my head around inside the mask. I heard the bathroom door open and felt a connection "PURPLE". The first thought and image flashed was "Purple", with an odd sense of confusion attached to it. I couldn't see out of the mask and a connection was being established, I sort of hi-jacked its' perception. I saw myself from the vantage point of what was coming out of the bathroom. As I made the connection I heard in my head "No. What is that? No. You Can't. What is that? Not possible!". It seemed irritated that it could not identify me. From its point of view...it looked like a mummy with a wolfhead's mask on the floor. It seemed unable to handle the situation and was upset that "WHAT" was in the mask should not be able to establish a connection let alone see through its eyes. It continued to be upset with the feedback. "PURPLE" was the impression.... "Stop it. What are you? No. Stop. What are you? Not supposed to be" "PURPLE" was the impression again. I tried communicating "GO AWAY. NO. LEAVE ME BE", while still looking from its point of view. "PURPLE" was the impression "NO. Not supposed to do this. STOP. WHAT ARE YOU?". It seemed highly agitated and I dropped watching from its eyes... it then ran and jumped atop of me. It put its face on top of the mask on the left side. Trying to looking in. It was trying to get at my left arm. It was upset. "WHAT ARE YOU. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THIS. NOT ALLOWED. WHAT ARE YOU?." As it began pressing up against the mask more and more and trying to undo the covers I was able to feel the effects of the parallelization lessen.
As soon as I was able to, I slammed my body up against the bookcase pinning it. It was caught of guard and scrambled back to the door. It asked one final time "Whaaat areeee youuuu". I replied "Not 'Wolfbrother'".
It repeated that before it left, closing the door and going into the bathroom. A few minutes passed and I sat up and took of the wolfhead. I cried for fifteen to thirty minutes, they attacked me in real time......... I want to die.
Meanhwhile as I was crying it was in my aunts room. Only thing she remembers is that she was being examined, couldn't move, her eyes were closed as she was scared. They were looking at her left arm and checking her stomach. She tried to scream...but no words came out.
After my bout of crying I fell asleep for awhile and had a weird dream. This time a handsome blonde guy showed up and said I was his boyfriend and we are supposed to go to knotts/magic mountain. My aunt and I take him, however as we are there he says we have to go meet his friends. My aunt and I leave the park unnoticed, I feel bad and text him that I will be right back and that my aunt feels sick. He was surprised I was able to leave the park and wondered where I was. I told him I will be back soon and to have fun with his friends till I came. He said I shouldn't be able to leave, and his friends were colleges. At some point my aunt said never go back there and I agreed, however the same guy showed up in front of me while I was walking alone. He said "whatever I am" is not ordinary by any means. I replied "So you are trying it this way now? Why?". It said "you want this so much, we hoped it would make things easier". It then said if I cooperate it would provide me with such an ideal companion. I said "no, I am not 'wolfborther'". and disappeared. I woke up shaken..... the actual physical encounter and this.... I am being watched and monitored. I need someone.
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