Nightmarish Dreams

Date: June 14, 2011
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:45am-5:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:15 am
State of Mind Before: Tired, Overall Depression Symptoms, Stressed, Sad, Lonely
State of Mind After: Confused, Sad, Apathetic
Odd occurrences before: Depression Symptoms, Odd Noises, Hauntings, Odd Sleeping Patterns, Core Temperature up since last abduction.
Odd occurrences after: None.

On and off, strange noises at night, and not getting much sleep. Last night there were some helicopter activity around the time I went to sleep. As usual there is the sound in the hallway, but accompanied by the tell tale high pitch before I "feel asleep".

What is odd is that they are attempting to appear in a dreamlike state. There were using an older dream in which was a replay of events of me at a modified shopping center complex in montebello/montery park. I was supposed to meet my friend their to have dinner. As usual I was stood up and walked around looking at the stores.
The oddest thing that happened is I got hit on my dream. There was an extraordinary handsome japanese man who made eye contact and begin walking away. I instinctively followed him becuase he was cute. As I caught up to him he said hello, and we kept walking along the shopping center. I replied back and "Said hi" and he said "walk with me". I stupidly let my guard down and went with him.
As we walked we turned into building that was very light an airy, which was reminiscent of an art museum. There was Koto/Biwa "like" being played. When I mentioned that it was a beautiful concert, he was surprised I could here the music. There were several people "japanese" sitting in an stone like atrium communing as someone played the music. There were a few making some quiet conversation, and looked at me oddly as I knew they were talking... as in "You can hear us?" Although the setting was pleasant it felt sinister, and that when four other men joined us on our walk. They were similar to the handsome japanese man, and one bumped me and I got a better look... they weren't japanese... and the one I bumped gave me the impression of "Although you see the truth it is much to late to turn back now". As I was escorted down the hallway which were now "Grey Marble" or "Pearl" we began to enter a room. Four of them went in first, the one that bumped into me, hesitated. As we were in the antechamber of the room they went in... it looked at me. It said "You know were you are. You can't always fight us"..... "Fine if you don't want to do this in here, it can be done were you stand". At that point, the door to the antechamber behind me closed and the doors in front of me closed as he quickly exited.

Now.. the chamber I was in went pitch black. Some humming started. Instinctively I attempted to protect myself, but I reached inward for energy and began tracing a golden halo horizontal, then vertically, then both diagonally, and began spinning them at great speed (like the protons and neutrons around an atom). As the humming increased, it began to get hot and windy, I continued concentrating is protecting myself.

I woke up around 5pm. The noise is the hallway thumped and I just lay there in bed.
I felt so stupid that they are using my own vulnerabilities to wear me down. What worse why they were doing this, as I went through the entire events... I realized it was some type of test... from the very moment I look eyes with one... to the area with the koto music.