Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:45pm to 4:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00 am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Tired, Unhappy, Lonely (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Unhappy, Lonely (Me)/Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: None
As I was asleep during afternoon, I tried to relax and attempted to feel "safe". Something which I think you are familiar with.... finding a place to just be comfortable and not on your guard. I was hoping that by switching to daytime I could find a buffer of peace.
This time I had a dream that I was in a mall with my aunt. It was frustrating for me because she kept complaining. The after making me wait she just took off on her own and disappeared. I asked the lady there if she knew where she went, but she said she just went "that way" which was out of the store. I went out and look and saw no sign of here. However I felt uneasy as there were several odd people staring amongst the people. I went back into the store and waited. After a few minutes my aunt showed up and asked me where I was. I told her I was waiting for her, but she said I was the one who left. I quickly wheeled her out and we left the mall asap.
Apparently we were driving in SFV along the north Santa Monica
Mountains area. I was trying to avoid something. We eventually got to
some fancy apartment complex/town homes. As I got out and made she she
was in her chair, she again just left. As I looked up at the complex, it
had many large windows and there were several "them" in side moving
about. Before I could find my aunt and leave, the complex door open and I
was forced inside.
I woke up in my room and it was 4:04pm..... I got up went to
the bathroom and splashed water on my face. I didn't feel comfortable
and was scarred. As I walked back to the to my spot I felt very groggy
and collapsed on the floor. Again, I woke up in my room and it was
4:04pm, I couldn't move this time. Something said "Just because you rest
during the day, doesn't mean you can be safe. We can always get to you.
In the end you will be alone and then.......". A mixture of anger and
sadness crept in and I began to wail and flail..... I didn't want that
sentence to finish... what ever I did......I woke up again. It was 4:04
pm I had no idea if I was stuck in the dream or awake. I just curled up and cried myself back to sleep.
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