Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Short Film: Abduction


This short film was made in 2013 by Transplant Films. The story is about a group of "Alien Abduction Hoaxers" lead by Brian and Mark. Mark is a believer and conspiracy theorist who formed a group that promotes the idea of "Alien Abductions" by selecting random individuals for a mock abduction. He and several others (Gary, Michael, and Louie) all stakeout and setup these mock abductions. Brian is an emotionally detached anesthesiologist and hacker, who is a professional and is Marks anchor in all this.

In this short film, the groups abduction goes wrong and they have to come up with a solution on what to do with the person they "Abducted".

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Phallacies of Genetic "DNA" Testing Part 2


What is most infuriating is the "confidence level" of DNA testing regarding ancestry. There is a ration which is publicized which is at 50% "speculative", meaning their confidence in a prediction must be greater than 50% to report it. There is a 90% "conservative" interpretation more close based upon the data, yet it is still a guess. So what is being told is very very off.....I will share my general results for example:

Speculative (50%) "Standard" 
European 48.9%
East Asian & Native American 42.0%
Sub-Saharan African 3.8%
Middle Eastern & North African 1.5%
Oceanian <.1%
Unassigned 3.8%

Conservative (90%)
European 26.7%
East Asian & Native American 21.9%
Sub-Saharan African N/A
Middle Eastern & North African N/A
Oceanian N/A
Unassigned 51.4%

As you can see here there is a huge gap in numbers.... 

European a difference of 22.2%
East Asian & Native American a difference of 20.1%
Sub-Saharan African non-longer applicable
Middle Eastern & North African non-longer applicable
Oceanian non-longer applicable
Unassigned increased by 47.6%

Although I am not a genetic expert there is a huge discrepancy in terms of accuracy. More than 50% of my DNA was a guess...which is a good indication that I do not have Middle Eastern, Oceanian or African DNA. They can only really verify that I am a mix of European and East Asian/Native American stock....and that is only 48.6% of my DNA!

I know Databases are incomplete, but I find it misleading that they seem to sell the idea of that they know and you basically sell your DNA to further their research. So a big warning, at this point..... contribute the to Genetic research to build a database for the future....however...it is not going to reveal anything you don't already know by looking in the mirror.  



Monday, December 26, 2016

Translucent Beings

Date: 12/26/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Phone Outage, Issue with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: DejaVu (MIB III)

First off things have been off since 12/23/16, it was a rainstorm in are area and I visited my wolfbrother.
That evening he acted oddly, being indecisive and "high maintenance". Our dinner was a disaster and his mood was off, I did my best too be supportive. When we got back to his house things got tense over Christmas issues, all of a sudden I was locked out. We went for some shakes hoping that would make things better. When we got home he was fluctuating moods, we ended up watching the Ed Norton's "Hulk" since he did not approve of my selection of DVDs. The night ended oddly, me feeling like I done something wrong yet again. I just don't know. There were some odd things going on as my emotional level fluctuated...it has happened before here as well...odd popping as the density of the air shifts or electromagnetic current.
I feel things ended badly, and to make matters worse my phone got wet and shorted out. As soon as I got home I made every attempt to let him know the phone was dead. That night I feel asleep saddened.

Christmas Eve makes things so much worse.... for a while the phone did work and manage to squeeze out the holiday platitudes. Then it went out again. I used my alternate means of communication to try and let people know what was going on again. I really hate Christmas, it is the worse time of the year.... just reminds me of how worthless I am. Again....no response from he whom I hold dear.

Christmas Day I use my alt communication to see if things were okay. No response from anyone. I waited hours to see what would happen. Sadly that was a mistake, as I realized how pathetic and weak I become.
It really really hurt. I truly want to... well I can't legally infer that thought as it is prohibited by the general paradigm and such. It was another tough day. Phone was out still.

As for the event, the reason why I went back a few days is because of the emotional build up of sadness and loss. This is not only expressed by myself as an individual, but also echoed by my aunt for similar reasons. Christmas reminds her of how much she has lost as things will never be the way they were. So she is deeply saddened by her current lot in life. After I did my daily chores and tasks I felt very sleepy around noon, this is unusual as I don't often feel tired. Emotionally though I am very drained. It was around 1:00pm when I had an odd sensation, I knew someone was "here" and it was followed by the audible pitch in my ear and I started to go, my body seized up and my ankles and wrists started to align themselves. I heard my aunt yell my name. There was mention of my wolfbrother, if I would trade places. I struggled and managed to break free, misaligned my position and just stood up and lay back down and fell to sleep angry. I woke up around 2:11pm.

Now my aunt was half asleep and I already had her comfortable. She recalls that around 1:00pm there were transparent humanoids in her room. They were humanoid, but there arms were squigly, and they had some type of fin on there head. They were pointing at her and she screamed my name and knocked out. That is the scream I heard.

Now the only reason I seem to care was due to a DejaVu incident. In 2012 MIB III was released I did not see it, nor did I buy the DVD until years later. Around this time I had Netflix for a few months in 2013/2014, but due to "Him" I doubt I would have watched it. However watching the film tonight I remember it all....a film I never saw....but recall all of it....and due to the subject matter it was important.

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Odd Flashback

Date: 12/19/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Happy (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Snaps, Bumps
Odd occurrences after: None

Today my nephew came over and we watched Pirates of the Caribbean 2 & 3 since he never saw these.
We had a lot of fun hanging out and watching the movies. It made me forget a lot of things, as we were leaving though he asked if "They" still show up. When he asked a bunch of images flooded in. It caught me off guard and I was very unsure. I answered back with sad hesitation of "Yeah...they.... they still do" and i was caught between taking to him and the flood of images.

The strongest images was of me with a group of five or more. They were standing in the hallway with me in the living room. There back were facing me and I was worried about my dog in that image. The second image was me laying downing in a white room and I was looking around, I was calling out for "Earth Dragon". There was another of me walking with three of them to my room. Another with me in my room, it was watching me by the door. There was another with "Earth Dragon" in it.

It was weird as if all these were recent, however I can recall no such events. The only thing that has personally happened to me are my bouts of insomnia, the odd popping and knocking noise, and the other strange activity. I just don't know. Everyday I feel more and more alone, the hope that was instilled early this year is all but gone. I lost my Wolfbrother. 

Sunday, December 18, 2016

Teen Wolf: The Dread Doctors


Teen Wolf Season 5 story arc is on a group of antagonists known as "The Dread Doctors". These individuals are known as the Surgeon, Pathologist, and Geneticists individually. The are introduced slowly into the season, and it is found out that they are responsible for the number of knew creatures that are attacking the city of Beacon Hills. They are performing experiments on various teens making them into chimera, a term they are using to described individuals who have been enhanced with abilities from supernatural beings. They have created a number of such hybrids including were-coyote, were-jaguar, wendigo, etc. Some of these beings have more than one set of powers. Most though end up rejecting their augmentations as a result of mercury poisoning. The reason for these chimera is to find a suitable host that would resurrect "Le Bete du Gevadun".

As this is found to be their main goal, it is confirmed at the end of the season that the Le Bete is none other than Sebastian Valet. Sebastian Valet became a werewolf around the 1760s in Canada, and when he traveled back to France he menaced the countryside. Eventually he was killed by his sister, Marie-Jeanne and Henri Argent. His companion Marcel made it his life long quest to resurrect his friend, becoming an expert in magic and science. He became the Dread Doctor known as the Surgeon.


What I find intriguing that the theme of the Dread Doctors are reminiscent of "Greys". When they are first introduced, it happens at night during a horrible nightmare. Their first known victim describes this as a "Night Terror", something usually said about abduction. Furthermore, these beings do abduct their victims and take them to a surgical theater aka their lair and perform experiments, additional monitoring, or maintenance on there creations. Their abductees are taken without notice and inexplicably placed back.

There appearance is considered steampunkish, but they are humanoids with mask with large googles. They make clacking noises, possible due to the mechanisms that sustain them. When they do talk it is either through some sort of psychic communication or vocal modulation. Furthermore they can induce hallucination in individual they target, having them perceive situations other than what they really are or inducing a specific illusion. This can be used to paralyze an individual in their own minds, believing they are incapacitated or locked in a state of waiting. It also can render them "invisible" or more broadcasting a "We are not here" vibe. It is explained that they use electro-magnetic frequencies to induce the hallucinations, cause memory lapses, avoid detection, and a number of other abilities. To me the manner in which they operate and appear remind me of aliens? Hidden message or this a cue to what may have been a story involving were-wolves versus greys? It is just odd that Chimeras are basically Hybrids....

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Day Visit


Date: 12/14/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00pm (Me, Aunt) /10:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Bangs, Something walking about
Odd occurrences after: Being Watched.

I was experiencing another bought of Insomnia and did not go to sleep. I been exhausted and saddened by the loss of my friend. I should know better than to have faith in people. History repeats itself, and I am a failure by repeating things. So as one can say I am in a "not so happy mood". I am still doing my obligations though, but personally retreat to my room when not needed. I am trying though.

Yesterday around 3:00pm, my aunt was talking to someone. No one was in the house and she wasn't conversing with the dog. My ears picked up things and I had that feeling so I ran to the room. She was surprised to see me come in so suddenly. I asked her what was wrong. She kept looking in the mirror...and asked me if I saw it. I looked in the mirror and saw nothing. She says it is right there in the porch.
Although I saw nothing, I did feel something which made me come in, as well as whispers.

I told he to tell me where it was as I walked into the porch. I was going to come right next to it. As I got close it stepped back and went outside, according to her. I felt a elector-magnetic current as I approached the spot, my hairs were up.

She wanted to know what had happened so I had to explain things to the best of my ability. I told her it was out of phase with reality, thus invisible. The most likely reason why she could see it was probable due to a mental connection it has already established. I have no idea why I was able to hear something and feel something.

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

White Light Shines Through

Date: 12/13/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:55am-4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00pm (Me-Next Day) /10:00am (Aunt)/10:00pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad, Insomnia (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Someone walking outside windows and brushing against the glass, "We are here", DNA Tests Results
Odd occurrences after:White Dot, Walking Around, odd discoloration on aunt

As people already know I am having serious sleeping issues. My sleep pattern has been disruptive over the past few weeks. I am discounting this as a measure of stress and anxiety, and possibly because of the holiday season. Thanksgiving and Christmas only reinforce how alone and unloved I am, that I do not belong. It is always a trying time that I pretend through. Also as can be expected I am doing my best to maintain what I have barely, getting by. I keep doing what I can and what I must in order to survive and make sure I take care of my loved ones. I am also currently emotionally wounded. I heal, but this one hit hard.

Last night I didn't go to sleep. I didn't distract myself either like I usually do. I was on the net doing research into a variety of things from DNA Analysis, Ethnic and Cultural Identity, the science and theory behind the general phenomena of EVPs. I stopped a bit here and there and had a salad and some snacks, read a bit and just tried to sleep ever once and while. I do eventually fall asleep, but it is during the day only for a few hours. Around 3:00am the noises began, there was someone or something walking outside in the backyard. It was bigger than a cat, I could here it as its footfalls moved leaves out of the way. It also came up to the window and brushed the glass. I have bars on the window. Someone brushed against the glass, sounded like they were feeling. There are no obvious marks outside the window. Also there were other footfalls and sounds around the house in the same area "Kitchen" and "Aunt's Bathroom". There were some minor electrical disruption early around 11:30pm-1:30a.m. in which my cell phone turned on a few times. It was not because of any programs running on in the background. Also close to 4:00am I got the "We are here. You should be asleep. You should be asleep. We are here. He hears and more.". Of course I do my best to ignore this. Personally I discount these intuitive notions as I cannot have any evidence other than circumstantial..... I did what I do and stayed in the room.
Around 5:00am, which concerns me is that while one the net...a white pinpoint of light was shined into my right eye. I did move the eye and the dot moved according to my direct line of sight and disappeared after a few seconds. It was reminiscent of when a doctor shines a light into your eye, but there was no lens flare and was focused. There was even the after image...as if a light was shone in. I immediately got up and check on my aunt at this point. She was awake reading her book. She was sad, but since she did not say anything. I assumed it was just her leg.

After my guest got up and left for work I performed my daily duties. While taking care of her I noticed and odd discoloration on her left shoulder. It seemed to make a circle with and older discoloration. I asked if anything was wrong and she said no. I stayed up until 3:00pm and forced myself to go to sleep. During this time, again the knocks and something was walking about the room. I didn't care I needed sleep.
When I awoke around 10:00pm I again did my daily duties with her. This time she was afraid and wanted a stick. I asked her why and she said they came. She didn't want to tell me because she is afraid. She is afraid of what they would do. According to her she was reading a book when she noticed a free floating shadow come into the room. The door was closed...it just appeared in the corner. At first she thought she may have dozed off and this was a dream, but she was still reading. It them soon materialized into a tall white "grey". It stared at her and she looked at it. She noted that it was reflected in the mirrors. It reached out its hand and she muttered "Don't touch me or I will throw my book". She remembers just seeing it leave through the bathroom. It was then I looked at the discoloration on her back. It is faded, but there seems to be a series of small line of "needle" depressions, three dots... two spaced at inch apart and the third two inches from the middle one. This was the upper portions of the circle, the lower one had similar, but this seemed to be something that was older as it was behind a skin discoloration. This was non-conclusive....but it matched the marks on my right shoulder and something similar I saw to the "Horse Whisperer" recently.

The Calling: Spiritboxes Part 2


So lets get into Spiritboxes. What are they exactly? Well originally someone came to the conclusion that spiritual entities could disrupt electricity. It is thought that in order to manifest they could utilize electricity, and is thought to be the cause of batteries draining and for the fluctuations in current (lights dimming, radio feedback, signal variation, etc). Then someone came to the conclusion of trying to communicate, using the "yes or no" method, like two taps for "yes" or three taps for "no" that can be found in a seance, but using a light as the current is disrupted. Now since we have had audio recordings, people have begun to pick up anomalous sounds as well. Records, Tapes, and digital recording have caught things. Even observed radio signals have picked up odd signals. Sometime these sessions are brief, and sometimes they last for a while. No one has tried to explain who they work....just given examples that they do. Some people will known these types of communications as EVP sessions or even the Video Tapes using White Noise.

As our technology improves and our understanding through experimentation, we know that things pop up with white noises and echo. If you look at old folklore and magic, this is way music and rhythm is used, there is something with sound and vibration that taps us in to communication. Back to modern day technology, people have thought using random audio or an electronic database would help in communication. This is where I have trouble understanding.....

Who does the being on the otherside know how to operate the mechanism? Especially given that the technology is new. How does a ghost know binary and let alone be able to read an electronic database?
I as an individual cannot hold up a flashdrive and microchip in my hand and intuitive know its contents....so if I am dead I gain those powers? I can understand audio recordings and disruption of a current, but a talking spirit box....not to sure. However, as I said there are more than one type of these devices....some work on other principles as using radio signals and echo distortion, or even allowing us to hear within a different range.
(Side Note: We know that the range of hearing difference from person to person, and is shown force as we age. Which means a 5 year old hears within a certain range and a 50 years does as well, they before have an overlap....but there are ranges each one can hear that the other cannot. Also animals can hear a different pitch range than us as well, a dog whistle is an example).
      

So what does this have to do with aliens? Well some people have claimed to have communicated with aliens using spiritboxes. It would make sense as it is a device for communication, they may be able to communicate using an electronic interface or as a medium to speak through if they have a different tone range. However again the question with such communication is "How do they know English". Well communicating with one, they know a variety of languages and forms of communication....and are found of puzzles. So I would say that can be very real...so the question is knowing that I have activity...should I start using it?

Currently I am exploring options....some of these devices are free programs and I have suspicion with on-line or net connect applications as I fear they are influenced by the hosting isp or creator. However, as siad you do not know unless you you try.

Ghost Radar is an app for a smartphone/tablet/PC app. Currently there are three versions; classic, legacy, and connect. Classic is available for free and has the feature of an "Entity Detector" that can measure the current strength of the signal and a voicebox which allows communication. This works offline. They have a proprietary algorithm they use and do not explain how the program works, or why any device can be used. How does my PC/Smartphone have the ability to detect spirits and let alone communicate with them?

 Live Ghost Box by Steve Hultay is an app and online streaming program that allows communication using the reverse speech method on an AM broadband. So far he is constantly updating the program and is currently on its 39th iteration. There are free to use versions.

EchoVox by Big Beard Studios is one using a database of phonemes.
They are also the makers of BlackVox, DarkVox, EchoVox R-ITC, PhantomVox, SpiritVox, Spiritone, Spirit Voice, Spirit Lights, AudioTrap
and SpiriTrap. All these online apps are used for paranormal reasearh and are variations on the same principle.

However as noted let the buyer beware. If you want some thoughts on how these work, there is an article debunking them.




Tuesday, December 13, 2016

The Calling: Spiritboxes Part 1


 Recently I been contemplating the issue of communication between alien entities and us human. As in a previous blog concerning communication, our language is a funny thing. The sounds that come out of our mouth, the symbols we use for comprehension, even our gestures are not universally understood. For example a smile in human society is a welcome expression, in the wild with animals it is a sign of aggression.
The way a person emphasizes or the inflection of a word can change its meaning, especially when one has to consider its context.... language in a normal sense if a very difficult thing to grasp. It is a skill that is acquired and needs to be sharpened by exposure and repetition. That is how we learn how to communicate, by exposure and repetition until a familiar understanding is built.

Those involved in the supernatural know there are a variety of tool used to communicate with beings who are not of this world (this includes religious people too!). Throughout the course of human history many cultures have come up with a series of methods to divine and communicate with beings; the deceased, angels, demons, and gods. These tools often take the form of tarot cards, runes, bibliomancy, crystal foci, chimes, automatic writing and drawing, and direct possession. This "medium" usually allows communication with otherworldly beings. So can one communicate with Aliens this way?

From what we can gather, they are an intelligent species that do collect and share data like we do. Through various encounters we have seen examples of writing, we observed language in various forms, and they do have an understanding of our culture. We assume that they have shared universal knowledge, like the grasp of mathematics, music, and concepts of medical and scientific understanding. So have they talked to us before? Some would argue yes, especially those that see a connection to alien influence with humanities rise to civilization and culture. Could these beings be the messengers of the gods of old? Were they confused with angels and demons? If they are these beings, then they already have established and laid basis for communication. So...why are they not talking...or is it because we are not listening.

Many of us who hold spiritual beliefs have been taught that exploration is a bad thing, that listening and communicating will damn our souls. Even in literature we are told this is taboo, as knowledge can drive a person insane. That the human mind cannot comprehend what is beyond our current scope of vision. We are constantly told that the whispers in the dark mean us harm...and we are lied to when those on high attempt to control us when they inform us that they are chosen and beings of light and goodness grace them with their whispers? We are taught to be afraid as their are devils to the left and angels to the right, but we fail to see the middle path. We cannot learn if we close our ears, our minds, and our hearts. We must be able to walk forward and withstand and adapt.

So going forward in our modern approach to things the concept of Spiritboxes come to pass. That there should be some technological way to communicate or at the very least listen to things that are unseen and unknown. Originally this was developed for paranormal investigations, allowing detection of electo-magntic fluctuations and hoping that a spirit can learn to communicate using various taps or beeps. The idea has progressed that they can communicate and form words as well, however I am unsure how a program was made...or even how a spirit would know how to operate.

Continued in Part 2
 


Monday, December 12, 2016

Phallacies of Genetic "DNA" Testing


We are currently at the frontier of Genetic Understanding, with the human genome finally mapped out we have a pretty good "idea" of how things work. However it is not scientific fact yet, more of an understanding an theory. The main issue is is building a workable database to make these comparisons to come to a reasonable conclusion, and what exactly you are looking for. The main issue of ancestry can be a touchy topic, as you have geneticist versus genealogist. What we find through genealogical records are still far more accurate than DNA testing for one simple reason, "Genetic Depreciation". It is not the official term, but here me out.... we can go back several generations realistically.

Parents 50%
Grandparents 25%
Great Grandparents 12.5%
Great Great Grandparents 6.5%
Great Great Great Grandparents 3.125%
Great Great Great Great Grandparents 1.56%
Great Great Great Great Great Grandparents 0.78%

Further what exactly are the main groupings? Because of political correctness we no longer classify certain genetic groups under Mongoloid, Caucasian, Negroid, or Aboriginal. Under the old understanding Mongoloids would include the peoples of Asia and Indigenous America "Aka Chinese, Indonesia, Japan,
Eskimo, Native American Indians"; Caucasian would include European and Semitic Ancestry "Aka  Europe, Russia, Mediterranean, Scandinavia, Persia, Arabic, India"; Negroids would include the native people of Africa; and lastly Aboriginal would include the native people of Australia. The individuals who make up Oceania were considered a blend of Aboriginal and Asia bloodlines. This in my was the old groupings without the new Genetic Testing Standards, which now include other than Homo Sapien as it has been accepted that there are traces of Neanderthals and others in modern humans. So not only have our classifications change, but our understanding of our genetic purity as well and some fallacies regarding the cradle of life and I would suggest influence by eurocentric and religious views.

So going forward I did participate in Ancestry DNA testing, and it confirmed what I already knew. Nothing too surprising as the DNA testing is still rather general. For example I already know I share Caucasian and Native American DNA...and those were basically my results. I did not need to take a DNA test to know that. Same for my friend who is of Chinese descent....and it confirmed... he is very obviously Asian... duh!.
The significant problem is when you try to specify the ethnic groupings, there are no reliable databases in regards to Native American and Asian genetics that can specifically compare DNA sample. Most of the North American Indians have been wiped out, those in Central America and Southern America are mixed.
You may still have strong lineages such as the Eskimo, Incas, and Brazilian tribes but.... what about everyone else. Also what complicates matters are Ethnic Identity versus genetic Identity....and as far as the current databases with the mass blending and mingling of people who accurate is that trace of North African.... especially when that region in not necessarily Negroid? Same with the Asian analysis.... no one is just Chinese... the Chinese themselves recognize over 20 ethnic groups....so for the hundred plus dollars you spent you would hope you would better better results than... yeah your from the "North Part of the World" 

TV shows like "Know your Roots" on PBS or "Who Do You think Your Are" on TLC are deceptive in some regards. They really heavily on genealogy research looking at available documentation to find links between people such as organization, birth certificates, religious documents, census data etc... to determine your ancestry. If living relatives or acceptable remains that can be tested, can only provide a biological link...but cannot accurate delve further into the past to determine what you are. As I said at this point genealogy trumps genetic testing.    



Saturday, November 26, 2016

Power Outage and Knocks

Date: 11/21/2016
Type: CE2
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:55am-9:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00am (Me, Aunt) /10:00pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Bangs, Waking up at 4:00am
Odd occurrences after:Waking Up at 4:00a.m.

No major events have been happening since last, other than the sense of something is wrong. My aunt and I have been waking up around 4:00am as if something is amiss. She has been waking up to some presence she feels. My dog likewise begins to whimper as well. I am usually awake and await till 6:00am to sleep for a bit, but the nights that I really don't want to be awake...I awake around 4:00a.m with the same sense of uneasiness.

Monday night, the weather was light rain which was just a drizzle mostly. I do have a tin awning, and unless it is an actual downpour....there is no noise. So the precipitation was drizzle, although the odd part was that I could here moderate rain across the street and hitting the tree. So my thought was...why is there light rain just above my house?????? That night I was very depressed and worried since contact with my Wolfbrother is spotty and he is lost. So I prayed for him. At the end of this it was around 3:55am when the lights began to flicker off, but they came back on. Then at 4:00am the power when out completely. I lit candles and checked on my aunt, who wondered what happened. I went outside to check....and it seems the radius of the black out was from Lorena to Olympic to the 60 Freeway down to Indiana, localized. Again I could see slightly heavier rainfall outside my property, but light drizzle. I did not look up but just went back in. I told my aunt the radius of the black out and gave the rationalization that there was probably a short power lines or transformers.

However as of today 11/25/2016, my aunt has some serious concerns about sleeping at night. She does not feel safe and says she hears things. I am awake, but I try to stay calm as nothing has manifested although I hear things outside my room.

Sadly emotionally I am not doing well. It is not just the holiday blues.... but it is the third anniversary since the incident with "D.W.D.". The issues with my Wolfbrother are now compounding things, as again I have been manipulated by them to aid one of there chosen...being used. Apparently I am not worthy or ever will be good enough, only a tool. They are so very very cruel. 

Thursday, November 10, 2016

You are Not Family

Date: 11/9/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am-3:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm (Me, Aunt) /12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Monday Night Visit
Odd occurrences after: None

   Yesterday my wolfbrother appeared out of the blue and spent the day with me. He decided to pick me up and take me home. We spent the day together and went out for a walk. For the past few days he had been absent, like the incident from 7/13/16 he has been in communication with the false "Nayr". He claim to be in communication with this being, he has forgotten what this being truly was....a grey that attacked me.
He left after we watched a movie he decided to go home, I went to be afterwards. As to be expected there is a lot of pressure still, and I am trying to stay afloat. I have no help and I am alone in this. I put my aunt to bed a knocked out.
   As usual I had a fitful sleep but awoke around 3am, as I felt something is wrong. for the past couple of days this has gone on. I go to sleep early and wake up around 3am-5am with fitful sleep. I am thinking perhaps this was due to the time change, but that is not it. Something is wrong. I checked on my aunt, did my rounds, took care of her and stuff and went back to bed. She seemed bothered, but I assumed it was just her leg.

   In the morning we talked, apparent around 2:00am to 3:00am they came again. They were communicating amongst themselves. One of they leaned over and examined her. It was humanoid, she cannot recall any distinct feature other than eyes and the mouth. She did say "THEY ARE NOT FAMILY". I told her just to stay strong.
   This bothers me alot as on the walk I had with my wolfbrother, he has mentioned  "They are my family". This is in contrast to what I know. It is not a coincidence, and sadly shows the connection of what is going on. He is involved, but I do not know how. He has a vastly different interpretation of things and has constructed a paradigm suiting is ego, one that he is in total control. I believe he is compromised.   

Smokey Greys



Date: 11/7/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00pm-7:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm (Me, Aunt) /12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Whistles, Hums
Odd occurrences after: None

   After a few days my wolfbrother left. Over the previous days he has had trouble sleeping, again because of the false "Nayr". Although we have discussed this he has decided to pursue things his own way, making something that is not into something that is. This has affected my sleep patterns as well as I have become physically ill and uneasy. What is worse is that my feelings have been hurt as well. The night he left I went to bed early. I was sad and depressed over a great many things. As expected I had a fitful sleep once again, but had trouble falling asleep due to constant pop and odd whistles. They were hear again, those noise do not occur randomly and where increasing as I was trying to fall asleep. I was uneasy.
   Sometime during all of this I fell asleep, but awoke several times as there were these hazy beings walking about the room. They were around 3 feet in height, but seemed like 2D flat images. They were discussing something about my wolfbrother. Two of the twelve came foward to me and asked where my wolfbrother was. I told them he is not here and is at home. They said this was his home and I was his, but I told him he is at the lake and that is his home. He doesn't want me and for them to go away and stop this. No one wants me. I was partially paralyzed and they left after awhile as they discussed things. When they left I managed to get up. I was phased, but too depressed and went back to sleep. These were odd as I never encountered smoke 2D grey before.





Sunday, October 23, 2016

Jonathan Reed Story


In 1996 in the Cascade Mountains in Washington, USA an individual came across an alien while walking his dog. The alien disintegrated the agitated dog and the man hit the alien with tree limb. Thinking that he killed it he took the body home. He then discovered it was still alive. Over the next couple of weeks he kept the being hostage, he gained as much info as possible. However he feared retribution. He also learned that the alien being could have left at anytime and was in no danger. Later he claims that a probe and a golden armband were found. He further claims since this occurred his life has been "paper" erased, but he is still around despite his SS being erased.



What is interesting is why the beings faced is blurred. We can see that it has eyes and a mouth. It seems to be no responsive, but opens it eyes. Curious that the face goes fuzzy.  There are claims this was all faked though.






Saturday, October 22, 2016

The Sheivae Project


The United States launched a series of satellites to explore our solar system under the Voyager name.
Voyager 1 launched in 1977 and contained a message recorded on vinyl discs in the hope that advanced space-faring civilizations would one day find them and respond. The data included general information about Earth and its diverse life forms, human civilization and culture.

During it flight in 1990's it was lost until contact was reestablished sometime later. According to a
a UFO website, The Shievae Project, now claims that NASA secretly received an audio recording containing an alien reply to its 1977 Voyager message in 2012, but has kept the information hidden from the public. A South African named Viktor worked in small company that specialized in private events and communication. During his time with the company he befriended a consultant who was loosely connected with the company "unofficially". In 2011, he retired of this company and he moved to the USA, but later he died of cancer in 2014. Before his death, in 2011 he told Viktor about this story.

The recording of an alien voice, claimed to be an effort by aliens to reproduce human speech artificially, begins with bleeping noises followed by a synthetic human voice that says, “Hello. I am Sheivae. I receive your message. I come from world far ways from yours. You are not alone. I hope you receive mine. I hope you understand my message.

The things is supposed the response was found on Mars???

Some questions are... how did the rover/probe obtain an access the data? Was it transmitting and the transmission was received? How did the rover access and way the alien spacecraft/probe not shown?
Why hit Mars? Surely it could tap into our satellites or send a probe to earth? Also, how could it not know our language? We have been broadcasting TV and Radio for over a hundred years.....in the Movie "Explorers" the aliens here learned of our culture via TV and Radio and could use english. Even in the horrible movie "Pixels" the aliens used TV broadcast and audio clips to speak our language.

Monday, October 10, 2016

They Don't Mean Any Harm....





There is something I myself don't understand when people say "They Don't mean any harm", but they say and act different. In the Alien and UFO community you have one of four type; Hobbyist, Abductee, Contactees, Experiencers. The abductee mainly views these encounters as a negative experience, but the others see them in either positive or neutral terms. Yet with some individuals, they tend to whitewash the situation and don't want to come to terms that something sinister has happened.

One individual I met had his first encounter when he was a teenager. He was driving with a female friend and all of a sudden he began to see several being on the side of the road. There seemed to have been some missing time. Nothing went further afterwards and it was all but shelved back as an incident. Decades later while retired and living at home he began to witness crafts in the sky. Soon after that he had an other more intimate encounter in which he was examined. He is a very analytical and detail oriented person. He knew what he experienced was beyond his control or level of resistance, so he stayed calm and observed.

A few years later while stargazing, he again saw another object. This time family was nearby and he asked his daughter to see. When she looked through the binoculars she saw something she could not explain. A few weeks afterwards she was awakened in the middle of the night, and when she went to check things out there was a shadowy being in the hallway and left. She never said a word to her husband, but let her father know. He re-assured her that it was most likely nothing and that everything was okay. They don't show up and they are not real. However a few days later he did talk to his youngest grandchild and asked if there was anything unusual, since the being was near his room in the hallway. The child had no idea what he was talking about.

The thing is he says that they pose no threat, but why convince his daughter that this was nothing? Why show concern by asking his grandchild if anything was amiss. If these beings pose no threat than why the wish for them not to be burdened? It seems that there despite his passive encounter, somewhere deep down there is a concern. I find that many individuals who I talk to sometimes have a question and a love/hate relationship. Sometimes they try to convince themselves everything is okay.... that they are allies.....they are friends. It seems people rather see with their heart than their eyes. The see what they want to see and thus may act counter intuitively. They may be friend, they may be foe, they may not care....but in the end we should not delude ourselves. 

Sunday, October 9, 2016

No Place Theatere #1

Theater Complex

In many of my dreams and mental constructs where they do show up, I am usually bought to one of two theaters. The first theater that I have been aware of is supposedly someplace in Alhambra and Rosemead areas. It is a large octagon type building some three stories tall with a large black dome on the top. It is very 80's in the style of Edwards Cinemas and Pacific Theaters. There are six ticket booths outside, and the main entrance to the theater is between them. Once you are inside the concession stands are on the exterior wall. There are some twelve theaters.... that ring the interior of the building. Each level has 4 theaters and is divided into lower levels, middle, and upper levels. The lower levels are small theaters that seat maybe 50 people. The middle are a standard theater that sit 100 and can open downward into the spaces between the lower theaters. The Upper level contain two story seating with a balcony and is like a opera/symphony hall.

This place does not exist in our reality, I have never been to a theater that is similar to this set up in real life.
Even the old Hollywood Cinerama Dome come close to what this place is. Why I do mention this is what occurs here. There are hundreds of people that seem to come to this place, there are escorted in and go to the various theaters. They seemed to get programmed. They are watching movies that seem to brainwash them. A few of these films are instructional films, some are auditoriums full of people staring at black white screen with them walking around. There are many things that are off.

I still have a habit of not going into the theaters, or leaving quickly. I often happen to wait for family and friends. I get asked what I am doing when waiting in the halls. I do not know why...sometimes I myself end up running away and getting way from the theater. I am aware of what it is...it is not a theater.  

This is the first theater I keep ending up at. There is a second theater complex that I show up constantly as well. I will go into this later.

Thursday, October 6, 2016

Shadow Beings

Date: 10/6/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me, Aunt) /12:30am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Light Flashing, Walking on Carpet
Odd occurrences after: None

Currently at home and at odds with some things with my partner. His view of things is somewhat different and I am trying to see things from his point of view. However, due to the fact that my aunt is experiencing things in her own way.....I no longer no what to trust. He is saying one thing, but independently my aunt and I are experiencing other.

After talking with him I went to sleep. I was sad for several reasons, money issues and relationship issues were the main thing. My heart is hurting and well running away is not the answer. I knew what I was getting into. I tried going to sleep, but I had trouble as every hour I would wake up (basically tossing and turning, and ignoring the pops and flashes). Around 3:30am I felt uneasy, but went back to sleep, at 4:30am I heard something walk around the room. In all honesty I knew it was them masked in shadow....I quickly put that out of my head as suggested. I had the impression of that in my head (as well as this morning around 9:00am). Around 5:30-7:30am I had a bout of missing time. I won't say it is true missing time as I was aware I was here, but things didn't not sink up....I was out of it and time seemed to jump from moment to moment...something was occurring but not sure (I think I was closing myself off).

Now my aunt has been having trouble sleeping due to pain and that she is scared from last months incidents.
Last night she heard the big room door open and close shortly before 4:30am. The dogged began to whimper and then something entered here room. It was a solid shadowy being, it stopped for a moment then walked into her bathroom. Presumably it walked into my room at that point as well (the carpet walking sound).

Saturday, October 1, 2016

Cero Internaltional Presents: The Faces of Abductees/Experiencers




CERO International is a Alien Encounter Support and Research group founded by Yvonne Smith, a researcher and therapist concerning Abduction and Post Traumatic Stress. You can also check out there Facebook page as well. The group operate in the Southern California, specifically in the Los Angeles and Orange County areas. They hold some public events which all are invited to attend for a fee, but also offer monthly meetings to those who wish to discuss there experience. For theses, you would need to contact Yvonne for an invitation.

Today's event is Live Streamed and will feature

1. Mary Rodwell
Come hear Mary Rodwell, one of Australia's leading researchers in the UFO and Contact Phenomenon as well as founder and principal of ACERN (Alien Close Encounter Resource Network). She speaks upon many of the issues concerning the phenomena, such as Starchildren. She along with Yvonne are promoting
a Disclosure Day, in which they are encouraging all those with an encounter to speak up.

2. Debbie Jordan-Kauble 
Who was the central figure in Budd Hopkins’s New York Times best-seller, "Intruders, the Incredible Visitations at Copely Woods", as well as the 1992 CBS mini-series, “Intruders”, using the pseudonym "Kathy Davis" to protect her young family. In 1992, she revealed her true identity and co-authored, with her sister Kathy Mitchell, “Abducted, The Story if the Intruders Continues".

3. Dr. David Jacobs,
Ph.D of History
Retired professor of history at Temple University in Philadelphia. He has also been a UFO researcher since 1966. In 1973, he completed his doctoral dissertation in the field of intellectual history at the University of Wisconsin-Madison on the controversy over unidentified flying objects in America. He has a number of articles concerning abductees and UFO related phenomena. 

4. Hand Selected Panel of Alien Encounters

Yvonne has gathered a number of individuals who will have twenty minutes to share their story.

Once such person who is haring there story is someone who live in Southern California. In his lifetime there has been a few encounters, when he was in college and a few years ago. The most recent event started after witnessing a UFO. He is retired public servant, who is a skeptic and very technical. He shares his encounter with a being who appeared in his room. It is one where there was nothing really evasive and can be considered a mild event (he was in his room and not, and they were not forceful). He is a calm person trying to figure out what has happened, and what continues to unfold. 

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Aliens and Anal Probes


SMOSH LIVE did a small skit called the "Intergalacwhip" that touched upon one of the oldest tropes of the Alien Abduction Phenomena "Probing". However this is a rather touching and embarrassing subject and has not gone into much detail.

So what is an "Anal Probe"?

As most know this is one of those butt jokes we often see like on "South Park" where a male is often subjected to an anal examination with a dildo like apparatus. For most men this is a traumatic experience since it automatically bring ups issues of their masculinity since they often see this as act of penetration. Yet was is really going. An anal probe is simple medical "Rectal Exam" that doctors do to commonly check for prostate health, rectal issues such as polyps, tears in the wall, or hemorrhoids. We can also probably speculate that if a device is used, it is probably taking "Temperature", doing various fecal tests (Occult or Immunochemical), detecting anorectal malformations, or even measuring the muscle control of the anus.
Likewise it can be called a Cavity Search as well. These exams would provide valuable medical information.

With males however, it is more than likely a way of collecting prostate fluid (30% found in semen) that nourishes and protects sperm. In addition to Anal Probes, there is usually things done with the urinary tract and semen extraction as well. So more than likely an Alien Anal Probe is going in for the fluid that is vital in reproductive issues. 

What is interesting that concerning women, they do not have a prostate. Instead they have what is called a
Skene’s glands located at the end of the urethra. These glands secrete a fluid that is antimicrobial that keeps the urinary tract free from infections. So more than likely this gland fluid might have a number of uses? 

So when it comes to the Anal Probe...it not a simple butt joke. There is a valid medical reason why.

Sunday, September 25, 2016

Where Have I been

Hello all,

As you know I have been rather silent for the past few months. That has not been due to a lack of activities, but my involvement with with Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit. currently there has been a lot going on since 7/13/15. There have been some major shakes and upheavals with some level of damage control.

I will be more diligent in posting the information, things are just complicated. Not only do I have to deal with the day to day issues of normal life, but with situations that are spared to most.

September Second Visit

Date: 9/25/2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:55am-4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A (Me, BF, Aunt) /12:30pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Happy (Me/BF)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Confused (Me/BF)/ Terrified, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Light Flashing
Odd occurrences after: None, Monday Incident

My significant other and I were having a great time. We had gone out for dinner, came back and spent some time playing video games and enjoying each other's company. We made pizza around1:00am and then watched a DVD. I put my aunt to bed around 11:30pm as her leg hurt and she was tired. My guest went to sleep around 12:30am.

As we were watching TV there were several pops and incidents where the light had flickered. My significant other has been indicating the the phenomena that we are experiencing in something other than what it seems and in concentrated on him. As of now I have been supporting his theory, as I am concerned. I worry about him. So even though I was aware they were here, I been complying to his "idea". During this time around 4:00am the lights started to flicker in more rapid sequence, the dog whined, and I had an impression they were here. I ignored that.

According to my aunt, she was already awake. A being of shadowy darkness came out again from the bathroom area. It walked toward her bed and then touched her on her left cheek on the face. The finger felt rubbery in texture with no distinct cold or heat. She was trying to yell and not allowing the being to touch her.
The dog start whining more and her cries were apparent. I heard her and investigated, she also woke up my guest as well.

She was in a state of panic in which I had to calm her down.I attended her needs and questioned her. I noticed that there was a physical sign of irritation to her left cheek. It was read. As noted with Monday's entry, this was a similar discoloration on her check. There was no abrasion from nails as this was not a scratch, it was an irritation. Likewise there was a mark that was fading, skin discoloration in white which looked like a backward "S" with the lower part as a "6". This was fading fast.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

September's First Incident

Date: 9/20/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am (Me), 4:15am (Aunt/Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Aunt) /12:30am (Guest), 7:00am (Me)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Blue Flash of light at 1:45am (Castiac Lake)
Odd occurrences after: None

I been having insomnia and for some reason I do not want to go to sleep. I been on and off, and my body shut down for a bit today but I woke up again. I tried to relax playing World of Warcraft to get my mind off certain things. My room is dark and only a few place where light manifests, such as the TV, computer screens, bathroom, and main room light. So if something flashes or lights up I can tell. This night I just had my blue night light on and the laptop computer screen. So no outside light could appears from the windows as they are sealed. I also keep my door closed. Around 2:00am a bright flash of light occurred along the inner room wall that runs along the bathroom. It seemed to emanate from the bathroom doorway, as where I was sitting it was blocked by a bookcase, but the flash could be seen along the wall. It was odd. However I paid no mind and continued playing till 3:00am. Around 4:00am thoughts of them came in my head, but ignored it and focused on sleeping. They asked about my BF, why do I care and love him. They wanted to know where he went. They also wanted me to come outside. They kept asking why him...... I stayed inside and focused on going back to sleep until my aunt started yelling.

The previous night I took my bf home...when I walked to the car I was checking my phone...suddenly a blue light flashed on me. There was no car on the other side of the park, nor was their a vehicle along the street. The light seemed to have come from no source but was directly in front of me and came from either (his house or across the park, but was pointed on me only). I did not think much on it.

During the time I was being questioned....my aunt had an odd experience in her room. She claims that my "mother/her twin" came into the room. She was wearing all white gown and glowing. She was thinner than she was usually. She told my aunt "I am waiting for you. I am here to see you. Tell my son I love him". She then  walked out of the room and my aunt began to yell...I heard her and then I rushed in. I had to calm her down since she was crying.

Saturday, August 6, 2016

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Friday, August 5, 2016

The Remarkable Michael Lee Hill Case


This particular story caught my eye as Marduk and Loki are known to an associate of mine. He himself has no knowledge of who they were in our history, but odd that these name are parallel to case involving the same things. In addition, a friend of mine also in the same area "Great Lakes" also had encounters with these beings, but new them under the guise of angelic names too. The Remarkable Michael Lee Hill Case first appears 5/6/2011, collected from the various accounts of Michael Hill. The part I find most interesting is the following:


3. Face-to-Faceless Encounter With Marduk?

I had no idea who Michael Hill was when he contacted me one day on my FaceBook. He apparently had read up on some of my material and felt inclined to make contact with me.[6]

He told me that the sightings over Lake Erie were just a small part of a much bigger story. He also claimed he's had face-to-face communications with the aliens who fly the spacecrafts (encounters of the fifth kind). He also asks me to keep in mind that he had no knowledge about the Anunnaki at the time, and he hadn't read Sitchin's books. He had read somewhere about Nibiru, but didn't know what to believe, so he just decided not to give it too much attention, and if it is real, "time will tell".

Michael says that when there were indications that the ETs were of the Anunnaki, he found it strange, but on the other hand, he didn't know what or who they were.

However, in July of 2008, Michael had a face-to-face experience with these people, and now he does believe! He says he had a meeting with members of the "Ruling Family" of the Anunnaki to discuss a "change in Anunnaki leadership", and what the next step will be for humankind as we go from the Age of Pisces into the Age of Aquarius. In short, the meeting was about if we humans are ready for a disclosure of the alien presence on Earth or not. Are we ready to be disclosed to the Anunnaki and other alien races?

Of course, this sounds very odd. Why Michael, a musician and a filmmaker among thousands and thousands of others? Hints: blood anomaly, hybrid, pre-selection, agreements between lives.

This is how it all started, and it developed into one of the strangest encounters I have ever read or heard about. Still, Michael is also one of the most credible witnesses I know of, and I have no doubts whatsoever that what he is saying to me are his true perceptions of what he has experienced.

In July of 2008, a friend of Michael's took him on a camping trip to New York. They were heading for an annual event, called "Sirius Rising Festival"[7] (keep in mind that the Å a.A.M.i./Anunnaki are originally from Sirius, something that will show relevant. Michael knew nothing about this connection at the moment). His friend, in his turn, had a friend called Loki; Michael is not sure of the spelling (Loke/Loki is the name of a Scandinavian ASA God by the way, ASA-RRR being another name for the Sirians, according to Robert Morning Sky in his Terra Papers. Michael says it's pronounced something like "low-kee"), whom also joined in with them at the Festival.

Suddenly, Loki said he was going to check on a friend's campsite to see if everything was OK, and that he would soon be back again. Michael decided to follow Loki to the campsite, and that's where it got really strange, as Michael put it.

When they arrived, this camp site hade a round gazebo named, "I Dream of Genie Bottle", and that's how it looked like from the inside, as it turned out. While Michael and Loki were still standing outside, Loki told him that there were some people inside the "Genie Bottle" who were waiting to see him. Michael found this very curious, but he was also eager to see who they were.

Well inside, Michael noticed it was a round structure with a beautiful bed in the middle, with beautiful fabrics, making up the whole interior. For some reason, once he got inside, Michael found it very disorienting, and sometimes he couldn't find the door back out.

On the bed sat two people, a male and a female, but the strange thing was that Michael couldn't see their faces; everything from shoulders and up was blurry. He says he doesn't know if it was the lighting, but their faces were dwelled in shadows and couldn't be distinguished at all.

The male asked Michael to sit down, so he took the bean bag directly in front of the circular bed the two strange people were sitting on, and at the same time Loki exited the gazebo. The male asked Michael if he had performed any of the rituals on site, or walked "The Labyrinth" yet, which he told the male he hadn't, and didn't even know what they were. The male then asked him what he was there for in the first place? "You know what is going on around here, right?" Michael told him he doesn't buy into that ritual stuff, and the male said, "Great! Me neither! There are some strange people doing strange things around here, don't you think?"

At that time, Loki returned and told the two on the bed that this was Michael Lee Hill, who had filmed the UFOs over Lake Erie. Then, the male's demeanor totally changed, and he said, "Have you ever heard of "Coast to Coast" radio show? Michael told him yes, and that he'd actually been on it. The male went on saying that there had recently been a man on that show named David Sereda, who was talking about a testimony from a Senior Scientist from Lockheed Martin, who's name was Boyd Bushman[8]. He said this Bushman information, which had now been released, had upset many insiders, and he wanted to know if Michael knew anything about that?

At this point, Michael was beginning to freak out, but felt he needed to be honest, so he said he does know something about it, because it was in his film, "From Here to Andromeda"! The male seemed really shocked and asked who brought this person to him? Apparently, he also started throwing out some threats towards Michael and Bushman.

He then seems to calm down and said that they needed to find out how much Michael knew, and that they were going to do some experiments on him, and that it wouldn't hurt.

A few new people entered the gazebo and performed some kind of mind-reading procedure on Michael, with devices which read/manipulated his "third eye". One device looked like a small wand with a bright purple/blue LED on top of it. Michael could feel it, and he says it actually felt pretty good.

Then they had what appeared to be shiny, flashing instruments and laser pointers, and they told him they were going to remove some memory blocks.[9] The procedures they used on Michael were not painful at all, and when they were done, the male said. "I heard that you wanted to meet us? And that you have filmed our craft."

This is when Michael was told he was sitting before the "King of the Anunnaki". The actual name of the person was never given to Michael, but after all that went down, he had all the reasons to believe this male was Marduk himself, who is the one and only King of the Anunnaki on Earth.[10]

"Marduk" continued, saying that Michael is part of this Ruling Family as well (the Serpent Clan faction, supporting Marduk), and that it was a great synchronicity that he was "led" there, because now a meeting could take place between them all over a "change in Anunnaki leadership", with a new time arriving for mankind with a new "game plan" to discuss. They told Michael that he and someone else were incarnated here now, at this time as humans (as opposed to Anunnaki) to be here for the end time changes (could this "someone else" actually be Terrell Copeland?).

Loki then intervened and said he had spoken to Michael already, and they both thought mankind is ready for open contact with races from other worlds and dimensions, and become members of the Galactic Community. Michael spoke up as well, agreeing with Loki, and adding that mankind needs to be released from the bondage that had kept them in survival mode; that it's time that we humans get the chance to reach our true potentials.

The male on the bed, Marduk, listened while Michael and Loki were talking and then said, "If that's how you feel, let's do it." Michael asked, "When?" and Marduk replied, "Obviously before 2012!" He said this in a tone of voice like if it was a silly question and that it was quite self-explanatory.

So it seems, Michael is telling me, that there will be an open First Contact with the Anunnaki some time before 2012.

The meeting was coming towards an end, and Michael asked if he could see their faces, and they said, "No, you will see our faces ... tomorrow."

Then they added that they needed to talk about a change in Anunnaki leadership. Apparently (and this was in summer of 2008), they were about to change Kings. Michael admits this sounds crazy, but that's what happened, and in one way or another, he is involved in this process, and he still doesn't know how and why, and has no idea how to process this within himself.

As they were about to leave the Genie Bottle, the Anunnaki hybrid, Loki, walked over to Marduk, whom Michael got the feeling had tears in his eyes. Loki put his arm around Marduk and said with the most loving voice, "Don't worry, now you can finally rest, my King."

The male Anunnaki leader King followed Michael out, and Michael thought, "screw it", let his curiosity take overhand and took a chance to sneak a peak at Marduk's face. First off, he noticed Marduk was wearing a glowing, white-hooded robe and his face was not human. Michael describes it as looking "wavy" with very sculpted features, quite like a gargoyle, but actually very beautiful. He was not scary-looking at all. The strangest thing was that the Anunnaki leader seemed not to be physical, but appeared to be transparent.

I asked Michael if he could draw a picture of the gargoyle face, but he told me he can't draw at all. I sent him six or seven pictures that are in public domain and asked him if any of them corresponds with what he saw, and this is what he told me about fig. 7 below: "That first picture is kinda close but imagine the facial features from the eyebrow up more pronounced and the entire face/head was translucent."

The next morning, still at the Sirius Festival, Michael woke up and poured some water over his head. When he looked up, he saw a male and a female walking up to his tent on the dirt road, and he instantly "knew" it was the Anunnaki leader and his female follower (consort?) Now they looked very human. The male stopped in front of Michael and said, "Good morning, Commander Michael!"

Marduk, here walking around on the Festival campus amongst all the celebrating people who had no idea who he was, still had the sculpted facial features, but they were subdued, and he had the most radiant blue eyes. He and Michael spent most of that day together, and he offered to make Michael dinner. Michael took him up on it.

"The meal was awesome", as Michael put it; lamb with ocra and curry sauce. They talked, and Michael says Marduk was really a beautiful soul. He asked the Anunnaki leader what he was going to do about the Boyd Bushman issue; the information being revealed in Michael's film? Marduk said that now when they knew Michael is one of them, they will not be able to touch him, so he was told not to worry about it.

This was Michael's first meeting with the Anunnaki.

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Movie: Extraordinary: The Stan Romanek Story




Extraordinary: The Stan Romanek Story was released in 2013 by J3Films. It features a small sample of the events that have happened to Stan Romanek beginning in 2000 with his first sighting of a UFO, which escalates to Abductions, contact with hybrid children, miraculous healing, auto writing with advance physic formula on FTLs, and other amazing occurrences. It also deals with the ridicule and harassment involved in going public with evidence. It also delivers a personal up and close view on who Stan real is as a person.

Stan along with other researchers have documented over 195 incidents with video, audio, and third party eye witness accounts. Much of the footage was already shown on Youtube and he quickly became a celebrity in the UFO community, selling his and his wife's amazing story of these experiences.



Messages: The Worlds Most Documented Extraterrestrial Contact Story (2008)
The Orion Regressions (2011)
Answers (2012)
From the Side of My Bed (2012)

What makes this case even more interesting besides the gambit of UFO and alien encounters is the fact that their has been a number of threats on this man's life allegedly from the government or other organizations that wish to keep the matter of this subject silent. Many have claimed he is a fraud, that some of the incidents are staged.. It has gotten to the point where he has been monitored and bugged, and even accused of sex crimes to discredit him. Either way, you have a man going through an experience that is shared in someway or another with many in the community.

(Personal Note): In my research I have crossed paths with other who know Stan, he is a celebrity because he publicized his account. However, the experiences he has gone through are alot more common then one would think. Myself I have thirty some years of accounts since 1978, and I know it stretches back as far back 1906 on my maternal side. I feel for the guy, but in all honesty the experience was not that "Extraordinary to me"....it was very familiar to me. It is one of many stories that people ignore, there are many around the world that share this story..
Although I a being cynical, I am not one for at the for front. I applaud him for his courage and strength. I see him as a kindred spirit and empathize with him. It is a hard and lonely life, but at least he has found a center.


Wednesday, August 3, 2016

One Minute Documentary: THE EXPERIENCE


In June of 2015, this documentary was put together under Sophist Films. The producer and director has some other examples of his work as well, in addition with a catalogue of footage on other subjects. It was released this year again and polished along to feature with some of Third Phase of the Moon channels on Youtube, which host the UFO and Alien Phenomena Videos.

The "one minute documentary" is only an intro to a larger story. It is about one man's journey to understand a lifelong series of events that spans generations within his own family. The subject is just an ordinary man, with many odd experiences with aliens and the paranormal. The documentary has a lot of symbolism, and the subject does his best to communicate the seriousness and emotional toll of being an abductee.

Unlike many now a days, he identifies himself as an Abductee: someone who had an unwilling contact with extraterrestrials. Although he is open minded to the concept of positive interactions, he grounds himself as best as possible on the facts of what has happened. As he says "Judge for yourself", in the end it is all about finding answers..

The Man Behind the Curtain: False Authority

One of the things that amazes me is the amount of false information and counter-intelligence there is in the UFO and Alien Abduction Community. Many individuals look to key events or authoritative figures as factual and reliable individuals to give credence to the subject on Alien life and their fantastic technology. Why do we need "Disclosure"? Why do we need some elected official or committee to tell us how we should think?
Why do we have the need to be spoon fed, and not use the skills of reason and observation that we all have?

The UFO and Alien phenomena is a world wide occurrence, and the interest has be known to the public prior to the 1950's. Many events have been sometimes mislabeled under other phenomena such as religious experiences, possessions, hauntings, natural phenomena, or faerie lore. There are thousands of cases and occurrences that go unnoticed because people no longer share, but look to key events and experts.

In the "Community", almost everyone has an experience to share. You fall into one of five categories;

Non-Involved: People who have no interest/contact with the UFO or Alien Phenomena. 

Hobbiest: An individuals who has an interest, but does not have an experience.

Abductee: An individual who has an experience, CE3-CE5, against their will.

Contactee: An individual who has an experience, CE1-CE5, as a witness.

Experiencer: An individual who has an experience, CE1-CE5, as a willing participant.

Each of these individuals have facts and narrative they can share. Each has an encounter, thought, or an experience that can be studied and shared. Why do we need a psychologist or a committee of people to verify there statements? I know I may sound naive, but if someone in all seriousness came up to me and shared with me an explainable event I take it with a grain of salt and try to figure out with them what had occurred. Together we come to a consensus on what happened.

For example, the other night will visiting someone my companion and I saw a strange light atop of a mountain in the distance. It behaved oddly and there was some other flashes around it. In truth this was a UFO, as none of us knew what it was. We did not have information to factually say what it was. It was just a mysterious light. I suggested perhaps it could be a car in the distance atop of the mountains, as the light was firmly on the horizon line. The vehicle could have been moving which could explain why it was blinking and flashing. Although the behavior was strange, I started with the plausible explanations. However, there was some odd behaviors, that if it was a car the intensity of light was too bright and the flashing of lights would be inconsistent unless there were a number of other objects moving. In other words each of us had the ability to figure this out.

If an Air Force Colonel showed up an told me it was Venus....I would not believe him. I can simply look up the position myself. If it was an astronomer, I would initially take his word but again we can look it up ourselves.

My point is we do not need a court, an organization, or a published author to tell us what had occurred. We
can judge for ourselves and find ways to verify the truth. For those harder to believe narratives, we have to take ones' word......after all a person should not deceive anyone. Just note the information, if enough people have similar stories and have not shared them... then perhaps it is true. Pay more attention to the subtle details, look away from main focus, perhaps you might just see what your looking for....

Seeing is believing, but don't be afraid to question and ask.  



Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Movie: The Mirage Men "The UFO Government Conspiracy"


An article originally from the Guardian, 8/19/2014

The Mirage Men, is a documentary, that came out in 2013, that argues that for years the government has been misleading the public with fake UFO intel and evidence — and Edward Snowden might have the evidence to back it up.

Mirage Men includes testimony from a former Air Force special investigations officer named Richard Doty, who was a real-life "man in black" for the U.S. government. In the documentary, Doty claims that he was instructed to infiltrate UFO circles and disseminate false information; others even planted fake alien evidence and encouraged ufologists to study them.

Why would the government do this? The short answer: to use people as guinea pigs in a national security study.

It's true that many alien enthusiasts end up picking up strange signals and transmissions — but often, these end up having a more earthly origin, namely the U.S. military. Back in the '70s and '80s, the government started receiving tips about strange sounds and sightings and realized that their secrets could easily be exposed. So the government started a program to lay a false breadcrumb trail: This way, they could lead people down the wrong path and stay apprised of what the conspiracy community was talking about.



How does Snowden tie into this? All this might seem unbelievable, but the latest leak by NSA whistleblower Snowden seems to back up Mirage Men's claim. The leak consists of a Powerpoint by the British spy agency GCHQ, purpotedly instructing spies on how to mislead the public and spread false information.

What's more, photographs of fake UFO hoaxes were used in the slideshow, lending credence to the idea that at the very least, government agencies are fanning the flames of curiosity — and in the worst case scenario, they are actively lying to the public to get security scoops.

This has dangerous implications. It can be easy to dismiss ufologists and conspiracy theorists, but the idea of a government taking advantage of its citizens' gullibility is unsettling — especially when you consider the potential impact on one's mental health. The Guardian details the story of Paul Bennewitz, an engineer who contacted the Air Force back in the '70s when he became convinced that he was picking up alien signals. The signals were actually from the Air Force, but instead of correcting Bennewitz, the officers — including Doty — allegedly egged him on, giving him computer software to "interpret" the signals and planting fake props for him to find. The result: Bennewitz became obsessed with aliens and his family had to check him into a psychiatric facility by 1988.

While Bennewitz may have had a pre-existing condition, the allegation that the U.S. government actively participated in a citizen's mental breakdown remains disturbing.

Friday, July 29, 2016

Ancient Aliens: The Game


The History Channel's "Ancient Aliens" series has a game featuring consulting producer Giorgio A. Tsoukalos, of Legendary Times Magazine. He is the director of the Erich von Däniken's Center for Ancient Astronaut Research and a well known personality. In this game he challengers a volunteer to be regressed to find out why gold was so important to the ancient world, the player soon find's themselves involved in the Niburu Legacy.



Not only the player is regressed to a previous life during ancient Egypt, but also finds that they have been abducted by Greys. These greys take a sample of your DNA, they explain that they have chosen you to be their intermediary. They explain that there is a threat to their world and they need gold. However, our atmosphere makes things hard for them....so they need you to act as their hand. They modify you claiming to increase you physical and mental aptitude for the tasks ahead. It will benefit mankind and you will be saving two worlds.



However, some things are questionable. You are also asked to go an abduct people and sample their DNA. The more tasks you accomplish on behalf of the aliens, the more secrets they share about technology. The more gold you bring, and increase civilization you bring, the closer they are to fulfilling their own agenda.

http://www.history.com/ancient-aliens-the-game

Monday, July 25, 2016

Searching for My Wolfbrother

Date: 7/24/2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:15am-2:35am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:30am (Me)/11:00pm (Aunt) /11:30pm (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Extremely Sad, Extremely Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt0
State of Mind After: Very Extremely Sad, Very Extremely Depressed (Me)/ Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Discussion about Dominic (Internal)
Odd occurrences after:Knocking on the wall, Internal Bleeding (spit up blood), High Body Temperature, Kidneys in Pain


I woke up around 2:35am, I was burning up despite the fact the AC was on. My friend awoke me because I was crying out for my "Wolfbrother". I was awaken and he went back to sleep. I sat up for a few moments, collecting myself because I wanted to cry. My heart hurt so badly. I had trouble breathing as well. My insides hurt. My kidneys hurt. What happened???? I heard a noise, needed to go check on my aunt. Others come before me.

I quickly went to the bathroom, I had to pee. I was still having a hard time breathing. I went to wash my hand and wet my mouth. As soon as I opened it up blood came out. I started to spit and cough out blood. I quickly rinsed my mouth. I gasped for air and my thought hurt. It was sore as if someone was clawing at. I rinse my mouth until the blood was gone. I checked my gums and teeth, all fine. Bits of flesh were in the sink, not food. These looked like if something did indeed scratch my throat.

I checked on my aunt and dog. They were okay. My aunt was up as she heard a noice. There was a bump when I was awakened, the noice woke her. The noise made me check on her. Since things seemed okay I went to the living room and sat down. For the next hour I sat there and cried. When I thought of my "Wolbrother" I would here the thumps on the wall. My wards are up, they are trying to get in.

I walked back to my room and went to bed. It was around 4:00am now, I am burning up. As I go to sleep I am thinking again "Find my Wolfbrother".

What lead to all this.....

I went to bed early. I had a long day. I don't want to be awake.
I had my ring on. I went to bed with the intention of Finding My Wolfbrother. As I lay to sleep that was all I thought over and over.
At 1:15am I came out of the trance. There was a voice, not audible that said "What are you doing?". My friend was asleep, I looked at the clock, the AC was running. I lay my head down and started again "Find my Wolfbrother". Again I here the voice say "What Are you doing? We told you he is ours!". I do not respond, I continue chanting. I focus on my wolfbrother, I love him very much. That is all I focus on.

I come out of the trance, again I look at the clock 2:15am. I am here. AC is on, friend is still here. I lay my head down and her that voice again. It communicates "Stop. STOP! He will hear you. What are you doing?". It sounds frustrated. I don't respond. I am really burning up here now. I am sweating and it is 64 degrees in the room. I focus on my wolfbrother. I love him. I need to find him.
I hear it begin to yell in my head "Stalker. Stalker. You are like 'the hacker'. Go away. Go away. We will tell him, he will listen. He will know. You will go. You are the 'hacker'."
Another voice, softer starts now "Why don't you take what we have sent. He is for you. Go away. He is ours. You have him (in reference to Phil), answer. He is yours. This ONE, ours/'mine'(said at same time, but the "Mine! He doesn't love you. He loves me!!!!!!!!!!" broadcast at me only). I do not answer, I start to cry and focus only on my wolfbrrother.

I knock out. I am in. I am in some type of cavern, it seems fleshy. It is purple, violet, wet. There seems to be a bed in the middle. I jump up on it, I don't like the floor is wet. It has a sickly sweet smell to it. Not wet, but moist. I do not like it in here. On the bed there is a woman. Mom? She says "Little bug you look so lost?".
I run up and hug her and say "The took my wolfbrother away. I love him soo much. I am trying to find him." I hug her again hoping she can make things right. I immediately think. I am not "Little Bug", this is not my mom...no wrong mom...no right mom. In my head I hear my own voice clearly "Find Wolfbrother. Find Wolfbrother". I get up off the bed I need to go the bathroom. As I start leaving the master bedroom and go down the hall back to my room I bump into Wolfbrother's actual brother. I do not like the floor is moist and the smell. I accidentally bump into him. He is tall, big, solid and in his boxers. I remember feeling him, he was real. As soon as I ran into him he said "You are not my brother. What are you doing here? You are no one of us. Who are you??? You are not 'Wolfbrother'".  He runs into the bathroom instead and shuts the door. He wasn't angry, but scared. I knock on the door, and tell him to open up.
However, behind me wolfbrother is there and says "Run!!". Wolfbrother is taller than me too, I am very confused, but then realize I proportional to what I should be to you if I was your twin. I start to run, but slip as I am tackled and swarm from all sides.
They came out of the bedrooms, and up the stairs. So many. They swarm over me. They push Wolfbrother back. So many grabbing at me, clawing at me, yelling at me... I start to yell out "Wolfbrother. Wolfbrother! Wake up. I love you! It is your Wolfbrother. Please come back. I need you in my life. I am so sorry, I do not know what I did. I love you!" Most of the words were not clearly said as "they" were clawing at me, punching me, pulling my tongue, clawing at my head, scratching my throat. So much shoating from them:
-"You!"
-"Get out"
-"How are you in?"
-"He is ours!"
-"You will die"
-"You are not supposed to be here"
-"Leave"
-"He hates you"
-"Die!"
-"Mine" (Separate)
-"'Hacker'"
-"Wolfbrother is 'Hacker'"
-"Wolfbrother-hacker"
-"Don't interfere"
-"I love him! He loves me" (Separate)
-"You are Azazel!"
-"You are defective"
-"I hate you! (Separate)
-"Die. Die. Die"

I continue to fight back. I still yell out. I will not leave. They have to kill me. I must find my wolfbrother. I must find my wolfbrother. I begin thrashing and yelling even more.....it echoes in the real world.... my friend wakes me up.... I was calling out to my "Wolfbrother".