The Saddest Christmas month

Date: December 11th, 19th, 21st, and 25th 2017

Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A 
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Wolfbrother, PTSD, Depression
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother, Apathy

December 11th 2017
As usual I have not been sleeping and plagued by insomnia. More likely I am apprehensive about sleeping. I miss my wolfbrother and my heart hurts so much. Inside somewhere, my wolfbrother still remember me. I know this. The events that happen this nigt still show the connection.

The dream/event I have I am at an old church again. I recognize this place as I came here to find my wolfbrother once. His family was here to visit and I was here to get him out and see him. I am escorted with other by priests into a room and told to sit at a desk. Along with the others I was give a series of papers. This was a test....a complicated one. As soon as the last individual was given their sheets and the priest/monitor sat down everyone began. I looked at the paper and saw that it was on theoretical 4D & 5D travel within the 3D. I was asked to explain my understanding of its application and consequences. There were other questions pertaining to zoology, biology, perception, psychology, and 15 specific question on sets of symbols and shapes. As I got to the 10th question everyone stopped. Another priest came in and collected the papers and left. The monitor/priest stood up ans said, "You have all failed. None of you got the answers correct. You are all dismissed". I raised my hand and said "Excuse me, but you didn't even bother to look at the papers. How are we supposed to know what we got wrong and which was right if you do not tell us. I know there were five question left for me, but I know I got....a .....passing........". It was at this point I realized the monitor/priest definitely noticed me with a very odd look on me face. I also heard him communicate "It is him again. Get him!!!!!!!!" and I bolted for the door. I did it again as usually being awake when I shouldn't". I began running through the halls and bolted pasting the lobby and into the courtyard.
My aunt was outside sitting there. I asked if she was okay and she said she was waiting to be healed.

At this point an older priest came wobbling up to us. He was covered in white grease and began floating toward. I got in front of my aunt and told the priest "None of that now. I know who you are and what you really look like. We are not doing this." I took my aunt's hand and I woke up.

When I awoke there was a object floating above me near the chandelier. It look like a dull grey metallic disc with two pin points of light at the bottom. I was ever so sleepy and sad and just rolled over. 

After discussing this with my Wolfbrother in a week, I found out at this time he was having dreams with priests as well, but they were not pleasant.

December 19th, 2017
My wolfbrother called me and wanted to see a movie. I met up with him and we did the movie, dinner, and drive. We spent the night together enjoying eachother's company.  He indicated he would be leaving again.
He let me know he wanted thermal wear and proposed to me.......If I left with him we would go to Vegas and we would get married. My heart broke as he meant it, but also didn't..... "I told him not to be cruel". I know he meant it...... I love him so much... he knows that... he loves me as well.... but things are not all here.

When I  got home I had trouble sleeping. The only man to propose to me. That morning I just lay there until my body shut off. During this time I was in another episode. I was driving the car and though I was with my mother. It seemed like I was on the 2 to the 5 transition. During the car ride my eyes began to close, something was wrong I said "We are you taking me?"

I honestly though I was still driving, but I was on my back and saw a cement tunnel I was being taking along.
I was not by myself. My wolfbrother was right beside me. I managed to move my hand to grab onto to his.
He flicked my hand away. I told him "Wolfbrother, we are still together. Take my hand. Don't leave me. We can do this together. Wolfbrother!"

I wake up and try to go to sleep. However I see my wolfbrother walking and I am being shown a topographical map. It is of his current home. They have been watching him. There are places they zoom in on the map. I am seeing this as an afterimage as I am awake.


December 21th, 2017
In this dream an episode my wolfbrother and I are in my room in the library. We are older. We are watching DVDs. I tell him the fastest way to know what I know is by watching the DVDs. We sit and have some popcorn. At first I think we are in our room in the house. Yet I realize this is my library because of the stone around us. We sit together with him resting his head on my shoulder and holding my hand. I feel very happy.

They walk in. We stand and I say "You are not supposed to be in here. GET OUT!".  My wolfborther says "I am the needle. You know that". I say "No I am the key and I am with the key. We are one and the same".
"Wolfbrother I remember!", I look at him and say "I release you. Wake up Wolfbrother it is time". 

My wolfbrother looks at me and then says;

"If you want to, then tell me,
Be the wolfbrother I want.
Be the wolfbrother I need.
Wolfbrother will be leaving by 3 and 9"

December 25th, 2017
Christmas Eve was spent with my wolfbrother. We had a movie and a snack. It was happy, but bittersweet.
He kept telling me he is leaving, he didn't want to, but he would. That night he had trouble making up his mind. I was just there with him, trying to enjoy are last moments together. I know he loves me, and he know and he knows I love him. I leave as he asked before midnight.

The next day around 5:49pm I finally fall asleep for 11minutes....but enter a weird state;

As I fell asleep I am in my aunt's room alseep on the bed, but I realize I am paralyzed. They are here discussing thing. I am trying to wriggle around. I need to get up and out of here. This is all wrong, I don't like beds. I manage to roll myself off the bed after a couple of attempts and fall unto the floor. I am jolted awake and disoriented. The door bell rings.

I wake up in my room and look at the clock it is 11min past. I hear the door bell and look up at the window.
There is a face of a young caucasian male with black hair. I pound on the window, not knowing if I was telling them to leave or not go. I instantly think "Wolfbrother" and run to the door.

I am back in my aunt's room and I am running to the door. However there is a glowing note on the wall in the hall. I take it and will read it later. I head to the door hoping that it is my wolfbrother and we will be together.

I wake up for reals in my room. I am groggy and very sad. I miss my wolfbrother.

The doorbelll did ring as my aunt said, but it happened the moment I fell asleep.

 

Missing Time

Date: November 14th-November 22nd, 2017

Type: CE4 "Missing Time"
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A 
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Wolfbrother, Blood Relative Issues
Odd occurrences after: Anxiety, PTSD, Overwhelming Stress and Depression, Blood Relative Issues

As stated in other blogs a lot of things have gone wrong this month. My blood relatives are causing a problem, my wolfbrother is having issues, activity is way up and now I found out that there was a period between November 14th and the 22nd that I may have experienced some missing time. Now it is known that
when I was last with my wolfbrother there was a period of missing time, but that was because of some other issues that was going on. I accidentally discovered this issue of missing time because of a "gag reel".

After the events of my blood relative causing a problem, I had some trouble reporting on what occurred between me and my wolfbrother. There are several but important incidents I am having trouble documenting.
There has been a lot of stress this month and some odd activity. So one of the things I try to do is relax by watching some of my DVDs, and those that are series I will binge watch. One of the series I was trying to watch was PREACHER Season 2. Now the DVD set arrived on the 14th which was the night my drunk of a cousin showed up to cause trouble. I remember wanting to watch it that night but I don't think I did because things were sort of overwhelming. I think I watched the first episode on the 15th and stopped a bit of episode 2. A few days later I remember continuing episode 2 and finishing the first disc over the next couple of days between then and the 2nd. After the horror of Thanksgiving Weekend I really needed to cheer myself up and finished Teenwolf. Earlier this week I finished Preacher Season 2 and watched the gag reel. I noticed that the Gag reel features a number of scenes I do not recall but had an idea where there would be...between Episode 2 and 3. I figured they mus be deleted scenes and paid them no mind.

However it was an mental itch that something was off. Tonight I went back and checked Episode 2.....and found out that a good 45minutes of missing time was gone. I even know where it started and stopped.
So what I remember is the Saint of Killers just shot up the motel and the main characters jumped out a window and head to the car. The next thing I know they are on the road arriving in New Orleans. I remember thinking to myself "wow this is a really long episode". Yet as I watched the rest of the Discs each one had three episodes so I figured nothing was wrong.......
As I re-watched episode 2 right after they escape the motel it switches to an angel waiting by a bus stop...it a few days before the shot out and time flies by. You find out that the Angel goes to the Mumbi Sky Tower and becomes "Ganesh". The angel is depressed and now is working as a magician. Cassidy tells them that the angel is there and they had to the Sky Tower....a bunch of stuff happens and episode 2 ends. The beginning of episode 3 is a shot of them leaving Texas and heading to New Orleans. I don't recall the opening credits, just arriving in New Orleans. The odd part is I did not see any of this, and my memory does recall seeing the angel at the bus stop and perhaps a bit of driving.....but I cannot recall specifics as I remember individuals walking into my room. I know I did not go to the bathroom, get a snack, or something else as I usually pause and come back in. I remember watching all three episodes that one night.
For the life of me I cannot remember how there is a god chunk of time missing and why I have a feeling somebodies walked in!!!!!! This is MISSING TIME!!!!This bothers me cause I do not know what date and a lot of stuff had happened. If it wasnt for the fact that I watch the extras on DVDs I would have not have noticed the missing episode!

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished

Date: November 14th-24th, 2017

Type: CE4, Dreams
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A 
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Sad, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Extremely Depressed, Apathy, Fed Up, Bothered (Me)/Very Sad, Depressed, Stressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Wolfbrother, CE4 Rape
Odd occurrences after: Anxiety, PTSD, Overwhelming Stress and Depression

I loathe the holidays, for some it is a time of great joy and for others it is a time of great pain. This year has been the worse ever for me. As I have mentioned my Wolfbrother has come back into my life because he simply remember I existed and wanted to benefit from my generous nature. Since my contact with him, I have done my best to be understanding...but he hates the fact the he loves me. He has made numerous homosexual slurs to me, has taken back almost every gift he gave me, tried to kiss me twice, burned my arm with a cigarette, thrown thirty dollars worth of cigarettes out the window, almost got me a ticket for tossing things out of my car, caused me to have an anxiety attack with his behavior, forbade from making contact with his family, walked off from me trying to walk home because "something was wrong in heaven", thrown our wolf rings out and insists we get new silver roped bands, he tells me kind things and then reverses them, he takes and takes...... he even called the police on me today for 10-56a.

Last weekend he stayed over, even though he insisted that he would never do that again. I had to spend $60 on pajamas, bedding, and toiletries for him, not to mention the money on cigarettes and dinner and a movie. As usual I was kind to him and did my best to make him happy..... however he was not pleased when he had to go home due to an emergency. That seemed to be a warning of the horrible things yet to come....even though there was some very bad extraterrestrial activity that weekend.

The very next day things took a turn for the worse....a blood relative stopped by to harass us. The last time I saw this person was over 5 years ago....they were drunk and yelled at me outside for three hours. I let them get the alcohol out of there system so they could drive home. He called me a faggot, made tons of accusations against me, and deeply cut an emotional bond I had with him with the things he said and meant. Apparently my blood relative are vultures and only appear when someone dies, then they remember that my aunt has "value" and circle around pecking at us to see if we are dead or not. That is when I have to growl and fight them off. Apparently the individual who is an "child abuser", that is my uncle to put it lightly passed away of cancer. My aunt and I have repeated told these abusive people to leave us alone for the pat 17 years. It has been a consistent message from us... to stop the cycle of abuse that my blood relatives seem to enjoy. To get away from these people I have done everything in my power to get away from these abusive individuals. My "Cousin" harassed my aunt and myself that Tuesday, she makes the mistake of trying to talk to these people and then getting emotional. Since they have accused me of manipulating here and controlling her I have to step outside of the room unless she calls. She had also found out that two of her other relative have died, and no one made a verifiable way to contact her. Further my drunk imbecilic cousin admitted to killing his own mother threw negligence on his part. Instead of calling 911 or taking her to the hospital, he simple called a Kaiser Facility to send an ambulance...which arrived 3 hours later. He murder my great aunt...and they are only 3 minutes away from a hospital. As one can imagine this sent my aunt in to a lot of emotional anguish.

Of course I informed my wolfbrother of the situation, but in his mental state....he may or may not give a "flying fuck" as he would say. He ignored my texts, I had hope I could have my friend to talk to. Over the next week I did my best to get my aunt back to a happy place. There was an incident in which "they" appeared and freaked out our canine companion. "They" also appeared to my aunt, and there was a conversation with me about something they insisted I do, but I was being assertive and standing my ground. My aunt and I did not sleep that night, and I admit the next couple of night I have not been able to sleep....I been in a daze. Its not good. My wolfbrother also told me last year that this year we would be together for Thanksgiving, that we would be spending it together. That was one of the only happy moments I looked forward to. As can be expected things went horribly wrong.

That Thanksgiving morning we were okay, my aunt was watching the Macy's parade and I was relative "ok" as can be. However I made the mistake of picking up my phone as I though one of my aunt's friend was calling to wish her a happy thanksgiving. It was another unwelcome "Blood Relative" from the abyss. He harassed my aunt just like the other, he had gotten a detective on me to find out my number, further more he made more accusations against me of isolating my aunt and not properly taking care of her. Again, we have repeatedly told these people to LEAVE US ALONE. They have been physically, emotionally, and mentally abusive to us for the past 40+ years! As can be expected this left my aunt in anguish and sent me spiraling into my own turmoil. The one thing I had left to salvage things was my wolfbrother. I had made arrangements with his mom to take them shopping if needed, plus I had hoped he would remember that we were supposed spend the evening together...... instead the conversation went south. He intended for me to picking him and stay over with me till Wednesday. "I told him it is not a good time as I am at the end of my rope right now.". Without asking what was wrong, he hung up on me. I texted him "Thanks for abandoning me too" and "so much for time travel". I let him know briefly that my blood relatives had cause some major problems His mom was also texting me that he was being a little "needy" insisting she pick him up and go shopping now over and over. He called me one more time saying "Awww you have no family or friend who love you" and hung up. To me it sounded as he was taunting me. I just focused on that if his mom needed me I would be there for her. The entire day was horrible, my aunt got sick and was shaking. I myself was doing my best to stay calm.

And if things could not get any worse..... the next day my water main broke. Currently we have no water.
I let his mom know of the situation that I wouldn't be able to do anything today and would update her. It has been a long hard day. I did damage control and we contacted a neutral blood relative outside the U.S., my aunt felt better and we hope that we at least had are case heard. My Wolfbrother's mom let me know she had a great day with her family, which I was very happy for her and hope her visit helped with him.  At around 9:00pm I received a weird call from Northridge. I reverse phoned it and seems it was LAPD. I assumed it was a wrong number since no voice message, about 20 minutes later two officers showed up at my home asking if I was "OK" and that my wolfbrother had made a call. I let them know he had problems and probably called out of revenge, they could verify my statement with his parent. They were not interested and walked off.

At this point I am just numb.......I am beyond hurt..... I am exhausted.....about to face another major expense...bills are due...... and I have to fight alone against my horrible blood relatives who are coming to harass us within a few weeks.

Oh...and to top it all off...."They" want to take me permanently away soon.... basically I am some sort of battery and want to use me. Yeah so....things are awesome. There is no solace for me..... I can't even find fake comfort in Craigslist cause everyone is on PREP, 420 friendly, PNP, HIV?, and want generous individuals to pay them for their time.....  
   

Rape by my Wolfbrother and Waking Up Again and Again with a Mantis

Date: November 12th, 2017

Type: CE4 Rape
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 1:00am - 2:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:30 am
State of Mind Before: Stressed (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)/Happy, Focused, Anxious (Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, Bothered (Me)/Very Sad, In Pain (Aunt)/Happy, Focused, Anxious (Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Kidney Issues, Wolfbrother, Magic Cigarette
Odd occurrences after: Anxiety, PTSD, Rape

This is the second night my wolf brother was staying over the house. The previous night was interesting as he was very happy and tried to be "friendly with me". The day went as can be expected at times, but we ended up seeing "Thor Ragnarok". He seemed to have a good time, but I kept going back and forth and honestly it felt like a "theater scenario:... I was not sure if I was all there. I remember watching the film but until the night I am not sure what happened. Looking over and retracing my steps I think when we drove home...I wasn't here. I am aware of certain things but it is confusing till I am laying in the auxiliary cubby. From the notes I think "a Version of Ryan and I" did real magic....it was a minor cantrip....but we did do something! However something happened before we tried going to sleep in which I ended up in the auxiliary cubby.

Incident 1
I remember laying there in the cubby. I had made my bed and the lights were off. I was thinking to myself "How did I get here? I was just watching the movie with my wolfbrother. Wait was that a Theater Scenario? If the lights are off....how can I see everything?" I panic and I wake up.

I am in the cubby. It is dark. I remember the dream? Why am I in the cubby. I hear my wolfbrother snore, it is from the cigarettes I assume. I think about the situation with "Dom".....if I am in he cubby and my wolfbrother is snoring that means..... I wake up.

I am in the cubby. I am confused and I try to remember the year. I am not with Dom. That was long ago. I am not with Dom, its 2017.... I am with.... I am with nobody. I am alone. Why am in the cubby? I start to panic, it is quite and dark....I start calling out to my wolfbrother and cry. I wake up.

I am in the cubby. My wolfbrother is staying over, he hates me. That is why I am in the cubby. He hates me because he loves me. I feel stupid for crying out to him and saying that I love him, he could have heard me and he would be mad at me even more. I toss and turn and notice I have a Soshomaru figurine in my hand.
Again it is supposed to be dark, but I can see as if the lights are on. The figure reminds me of how humans are so cruel, that I am alone. I start to break down. This is when my wolfbrother comes over. Although I bought him new PJs, he was wearing his old ones with no shirt and his long hair. He came over and cuddle with me. I ask out of confusion and surprise "What are you doing?". He replies "I love you, but I can't, but I will, so I won't, don't you see?". My wolbrother puts his forehead to mine and says "I love you, you are mine and will always be until I don't want you around?" and kisses me. He then exposes his crotch and shoves my face down there. I tell him that I genuinely love him, we don't have to have sex. He looks at me an says "It is not a problem, only if you want to I will". Without my getting a word edgewise he begins to skullfuck me, shoving his member in my mouth and forcing me to sodomize him. I get a brief moment and say "No, not like this. I love you", my wolfbrother replies "You have to because I love you, but I will never LOVE YOU because you can't". Half-way through this my wolfbrother pulls out and blows his load on my clothes. I think "what a waste, that is the best part", and my wolbrother seems to have heard that. He then pulls his head toward to me meeting eye to eye and says "I shouldn't have done that. I been with many beings. I may have given you something". I tell him "I love you and we will work it out. We always do". My wolfbrother looks at me and says "Ok lets fuck now. I shouldn't, but I want to, but I can't but I will, so i won't". I reply if it will satisfy your conscious, just dry hump me. He starts to do so and I say "No matter what I will always love you completely. That is why it is okay". He looks at me again and says "Either take you clothes off or put new ones on. I just showered".  I take them off an I am embarrassed. My wolfbrother looks deeply into my eyes and says "I love You". I realize that it is not true.... none of this is by our choice. They made me love you, my wolfbrother is soooooo cruel, how is any of this love awake or here? Why did they make me want to take care of you. This has happened before. The smell. He is the closest they got, the original, the one that works. However I choose this because even though they made me, I do love him. He starts to make out with me and we make love....I think we are making love or is it just a biological need? I love him. Yet he does not love me?

I wake up in the cubby. I realize something really bad has happened....this is not right. I can still feel and smell him on me. I lay there for a few minutes. Again I am aware I can see everything, but it should be dark.

Incident 2
This continues directly for Incident 1, but is classified desperately because my aunt can verify what happens.
I wake up in the cubby trying to process the strange romantic involvement with my wolfbrother. Was it real? It is dark, but I can see clearly. My canine friend is crying so I step out into the hall and check. I then go to my aunt's room and she says there is something in the bathroom. I see a brown mantis walking out of the bathroom. Before anything can happen I say "No you don't. You will stay in this perspective that I see". It seems upset that it cannot manifest as it wanted. I pick it up and show my aunt and ask "Is this the thing that keeps bothering you?"...she become hysterical and say "Yes. take IT away!!!". I walk on over to the bathroom and find a glass bowl and put it over its head. I notice that the chitin is off, and is a metallic sheen and remind me of armor. I turn on the water and puts its head under and say "How do you like this when you interrogate huh. Not so insightful now?". I then power up the bowl and shake the mantis back and forth saying "Oh lets scan your brain and see how it works. Lets see how much you can take. Any of this sound familiar to you yet?". After a few minutes it goes limp. O place it on a silver triangle which encapsulates in cellophane like resin. I bring it to show my wolfbrother, but he is already conversing with another me. Another me take it and starts to examine it instead of giving it to my wolfbrother. My wolfbrother begin yelling at all of us saying "You are not allowed. You are supposed to OBEY ME. You are not supposed to know how to do that!" A fourth version of me shows up and walks up to my wofbrother and says "You need to stop doing this. We are companions. I do not need titles, and there is nothing you can offer me what I already don't have. All you do is take and take." My wolfbrother is upset and says "OBEY ME NOW!!!" That version of me says "No. You are my soulmate and my twinflame. These aspects of yours are out of control and not your fault. We work together as one, side by side." He hugs my wolfbrother and things seem to be better. This assertive version of me look to the rest of us an says. "You will remember. Do not lose sight of him. We will re-establish. No matter what always love Wolfbrother."

Incident 3
I wake up again in the cubby. I am aware of what just happened the past couple of times. Keep waking up in this cubby. I should be on the otherside with wolfbrother. I know he raped me and that there was a mantis in my aunt's room. My mouth is dry and tingly. I look over to make sure my wolfbrother is really here. I look over and instantly get the feeling "Wrong Wolfbrother. Wrong You. Wrong Room. Major mix-up". I get scared and run to check on my aunt, she is asleep in her bathroom on the chair naked. Something is wrong. How did she get in her I think and I see how. The tile in the bathroom has been moved. There is a tunnel and there are ant sized grey walking along. This tunnel leads under the house and to my bathroom as well. They stop and look up. I hear in my head "HE KNOWS. HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SLEEP!" They panic. I quickly run to the other room to tell my wolfbrother, but he is already awake talking to another version of himself all dressed in white. He tells the other version of himself "Make sure all of them are completely bonded to you. We can't afford to lose any of them." I start to back away, but regular wolfbrother starts to use his scent on me. He tells me that he loves my and I will submit. Other wolfbrother says "You are all my property and I will do with you as I wish. You have no idea how much you are worth and what you are truly capable of. You are mine and mine alone!". I reply "You are not really my wolfbrother". The other wolfbrother says "You know what is going on and you know who I am?".

I wake up for reals this time. My Wolfbrother awoke and went to the bathroom and my aunt begins to bang on the wall. I am shaken and I go see her. She tells me that a brown bug came into her room the size of a person with long arms. I asked her what type of an insect, she says it was an ant, but the other ones...and I asked you mean a mantis like from kung fu panda and she said yes. I begin to go over everything and write stuff down. I try to tell my wolfbrother and he seems not to care. He just says..."yeah. something happened. Will take about it or won't, but you will tell me". I am bothered by my aunt and his cryptic response.

Markings and More, Wolves come to Save Us

Date: November 10th-11th, 2017

Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00pm - 4:00pm 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11/11/17 (1:00am)
State of Mind Before: Stressed (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)/Happy, Focused, Anxious (Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, Bothered (Me)/Very Sad, In Pain (Aunt)/Happy, Focused, Anxious (Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Kidney Issues, Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Anxiety, PTSD

My Wolfbrother called me in the morning and asked for me to pick him up. All I intended to do was drop off his presents and talk with him. When we meet he was very happy and let me inside the house, he seemed more content and focused and I was happy that there was improvement. He wanted to go for short drive so we could talk so we headed to "Site B", after this I had to get gas and he wanted to explore Michael Keaton's where abouts. It seems Michael Keaton has a base along the old highway, a closed highway. As we drove to it the gate was open, it was odd. We drove as far as we could passing a biker and a jogger. We encountered to markers. The road was in bad shape and I was worried for my vehicle. With my Wolfbrother though by my side we pressed on as far as we could go. As we were exploring and talking, it seems I stepped onto a "Fire Ant" hill. This is where things begin to get odd, as number one the Fire Ants did not attack, perhaps a total of 30-40 of them swarmed n my person. Second, the one that were on me seemed "dead", as I cleared them from my legs, chest, and arms many seemed to have died? I did not have a single bite. When we headed back to his house he wanted to go home, home with me...and as I said for some reason I cannot refuse him. This bothered me as I was conflicted, my mind said one thing and yet my body was doing something else. I was compliant and happy to do so, the ride back to Los Angeles was quite as he had asked and I was content but monitoring. I do not understand why I can function like that, doing to things as such. We had some food, but I was cutting back and only had a bowl of rice. I made sure he had a full meal. As we were sitting down, more fire ants had appeared. I checked my shoes, and dusted my self off thoroughly, but there were additional fire ants just walking about me. When we finished and left the restraunt
I got rid of my shirt and again dusted myself off as there were still ants. There were no bites.

We had are usual discussions and sadly he took things from me again. This hurt alot as he took back the collar, and claimed my dragon pendant and refused the pocket watch. I am very hurt by this and he doesn't understand the choice he has made by doing this. He says he knows what he is doing, and admitted that it was a mistake to get rid of me. He wants to re-forge what he threw away. New rings..... nothing eventful happened this night.

When I woke up though I had six/twelve markings on my body as shown above. As I said the fire ants did not  bit me, but I had two red dots an inch away from my elbows, knees, and ankles and they were symmetrical. There were no other markings. At first I thought these were fire ant bites, but they were inconsistent with known examples. There was a slight irritation.

Important: During the time of this writing my aunt (11/21/17) had a very bad nightmare/panic attack during the day around 11:30am. She was yelling for me to RUN. Apparently they had comeback and told her that they will be taking me away, they needed me. My aunt recalls my grandparents coming and telling them to leave us alone and this was their house. The beings told them, you have no say in this. They indicated that my aunt was usable, but not ideal. However, they want me and will eventually be able to take me.

My aunt was non-responsive during her 4 minute rambling until I started to "howl". When I began to howl she started to calm down, she realized it was me because of the wolves...because I was calling for I am a wolf. This means somethings.

What cause you to Howl?

Date: November 21st, 2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 1:30 am - 5:30am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30am
State of Mind Before: Anxious (Sebas)/Focused, Analytical (Me)/Nervous, Sad, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Anxious (Sebas)/Bothered (Me)/Scared, Anxious (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: CE4 activity, Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother

First off the past two week have been problematic. A major event occur last week, yet I have been unable to archive it. I have it ready but do not seem to ever get to it. My Wolfbrother is involved, and he has altered his behavior patterns to re-include me into his life as before in a similar capacity, so he stayed over for 4 Days. During the 4 days activity spiked up once again, however also the past issues.

Yesterday there was an issue when I was relaxing and finishing up "Westworld" the TV series. As my Wolfbrother had pointed out there are things being show that are resonating. The concept of the hosts and their evolution bothered me on a deep level. The concept of predestination and whether or not my fate has been re-written, and how I have seemingly done this before. I started to realize something, "my plants and the rabbit". I had seen where they are supposed to be before.... I planted them. Like in other cases I have a sense of knowing what something is supposed to be as if "I already know".  Even when planting I already knew where they were going.... yesterday I had my own flashback....

The plants were part of a "scenario", something was buried under them and someone was digging through them. That is what made me look and pay attention, someone had dug up the plants and I remembered.
I had seen this. Odd thing is when I planted the plants there was nothing there underneath, no hidden treasure or anything. So what was that all about?

Last night was marked by lots of activity though, most of it was around Sebas. After I watched a bit of Teen Wolf I decided to go to bed an concentrate on my involvement with my Wolfbrother. As I was laying there I began to hear Sebad have a nightmare and went to check on him. He was half-asleep and walked to me and wanted me to pet him. I picked him up and craddled him in my arms. I checked on my aunt who was still awake. She was nervous. After I checked the house I put him to be and went back to sleep.

I fell asleep quickly which is unusual, I was talking to a number of people and having an intense conversation. I was laying on a table with my eyes closed, but conversing with a group. We were discussing my Wolfbrother, myself, and what I am. I was trying to make a point and was being very assertive, that is when I woke up because Sebas began to "Howl". My aunt at this time said something had entered here room, a dark figure that went directly to here bathroom. The time was 3:10am.... I got up and checked. Sebas was agitated for the next hour or so and would not sleep,  likewise there was something going on. "People" were walking outside, there were knock on the walls, and I could hear the faint murmur of voices in my head. I stayed with my aunt until 4:30 in her room with Sebas waiting.

We agreed that something was off, there was another presence in the house

Issues of Control: A Starseed Agenda

In the past few days I have been seriously pondering something that I have noticed as a pattern. I have recounted previously that I believe that I have been modified by entities of an unknown origins aka "aliens".  When I was still in my mother's womb, she was being visited by beings and monitored. As I was growing up there was something off about me, and we later found out that I have a malrotated kidney that has caused all sorts of metabolic issues. The other odd thing is that it seems that there may have been a twin brother,
as I was being replaced back and forth as I grew up. I was also being visited still and I have no idea what their true agendas where.

Now when I was around 18-23 I guess I was introduced to a young kid during my scenarios. I was told to protect him, provides for him, and guide him. That was my role. It was like having a kid brother..... and I was engineered to be there caretaker and mentor. I was made to be more compliant an susceptible to the needs of an other engineered being. The individual I was paired up with was human like myself, but modified. For the years I interacted with the individuals, it was to see how far I would go and do for the individual. I would eventually meet the individual I was paired up with again.

In my early thirties I meet the first of a series of "modified humans" that are part of an experiment I believe to test our biological compliance and subservience too. It uses mental conditioning by making a unique "social bond" and I think a certain pheromone. Now the individual that I met is named Adam and he was from Florida. He like the others is a child of the 80's. When he met me there was an instant and instinctual bond. My behavior to this stranger was compliant to fulfill his needs in helping him cope with his anxiety. He was to me like a little brother in need of someone to hold him. For the next few days and times I associated with him, a certain behavior just switched when we were together. I had no romantic interest, but that social dynamic of me being there for him as a "big brother" was there. Adam claims to have experience with certain entities throughout his childhood. He knew he was different.

Year's later the second individual entered my life, Dom. Though Adam just appeared one day via a mutual friend, Dom was announced by direct contact with my "entities". I was told that I would receive a gift that would make me happy. I was to care and provide for their "Starseed". Like Adam, Dom was a child of the 80's and was from Indiana. Dom was no where near the type of individual I would associate with. The entities attempted to overlay us so I would be more sympathetic to him, but I am defective. However there was that
sense of compliance with Dom, again it felt instinctual and there was that conflict where I knew I should say no...but there was that something that pulled me to say yes. There was a lot of direct involvement with the "entities" and eventual Dom was phased out. I was told there would be another, but do to the whole event I was just glad that this was all over.

Two years later, the third individual appeared. My Wolfbrother. It was another instant and instinctual resonance between us.  Furthermore it felt as if we already knew each other. As time went on I realized he was the same individual I encountered when I was 18-23. During the past two years we have had some very intense experiences. Recently his behaviors have shown forth a link between Adam and Dom, and him. I recognize the sent and similar patterns. There has been some major issues, and despite logic when it comes to him it seems I am unable to help myself. They have been also exploit this for their advantage now, but I am still "defective".

It seems that there is some sort of experiment that has went on in the 80's and 70's, that has tried to figure out if they can make someone subservient to someone else. There is definitely some manipulation with a pheromone that I am receptive to that all three seemed to have. Also I think that they can identify me as a "provider", they have been engineered to see individuals like me out and they we are monitored to see how we interact with one another. No my theory as to why this is done is perhaps linked to the issue of hybrids. How does one make someone accept something that is foreign? Many animals become compliant through scent and "social bonding". You can hard wire it so someone becomes more compliant. Perhaps that is what has gone one?  

Speaking in Light

The incident a few years back with an announcement meant for my wolfbrother was revisited. The being who shouted at my in various languages was just the focal point of that event. There was a little more before and after. There was a purple mass with a red floating triangle light before all this began. During the time I was expression frustration of  "Why tell me", "The Light Lies", "I don't speak color", and "I am not purple".
They kept insisting "I was purple". The only thing I could make reference to this was the whole mix up between me and my wolfbrother. The image above has stuck in my mind of this other being that was there before I was bought before the herald of the council.

The day that I came to this revaluation a number of bad things happened around us. Certain individual in real life showed up, and there were odd things walking about scaring my aunt. A lot of activity happened. What is worse I been trying to get evidence of this occurring while I am in "event". Trying to record audio during a session with my Wolfbrother, trying to get proof and show that he needs help still to bring him back. 

Sadly I am more depressed and listless. My insomnia is in full swing and my heart aches.

Dream 1 11/6/2017
I was taking care of my aunt in the room. Helping her bathe and for some reason my brother was there. It wasn't my brother though, but someone who seemed to indicate he was my relation. He had a similar mannerism to me which is unlike anything blood relative has. I was very annoyed by this as I did not know who he was or why he was here, I did not know of his intentions. I got my aunt out of the bath and helped her as usually and then placed her on the bed. It seems I was instructing this supposedly sibling on how to care for my aunt. Apparently I would be leaving soon. I was getting frustrated as I had an appointment with an old fried, she had bought tickets for me and I had to get ready myself and leave. For just a moment I asked about my wolfbrother, if he was going too. That is when a being from behind the television asked about my wolfbrother. It wonder why I still care. The being was a very slender and pale female with white skin, a large head and long black hair with red lipstick. It almost looked very comical as reminded me of a big white ballon with a painted face of a lady, with red lipstick, real black long hair and eyes..except it was some being. I began to explain that my wolfbrother is my wolfbrother, and I was beginning to get angry.
I am so sicked and tried of these games, the whole issue with my wolfbrother, the fact that he hates me and things have all gone wrong. That I am alone.

Things suddenly switched over to a church orphanage. It was the same facility I was at last time,  I recognized the exterior. It was the one my wolfbrother was being kept at. It put my head down in sadness. Then a man asked "I heard you have been writing stories. You have already met others such as "A" & "J".
We have been watching you know". At this point I was picking up some dice and books that seemed to had been discard on the floor before me. Someone had walked by and dropped them and left. As I picked up the dice and flipped through some of the books I simply asked "Where is my wolfbrother, we are supposed to be together".
A man, someone who seemed like a priest walked up and said that the pastor would like a word with me. A gentleman was here to see myself and my wolfbrother. I looked up and followed the priest inside the facility. It was wood and stone, smelled of frankincense, and had velvet carpets. There was a thin man wearing black slacks, white long sleave shirt, black suspenders, a dark hat, and black cloves. He had a styled goatee and mustache. The oddest thing was the sparkle of color coming of his chest. It was like a Zoot Suit  guy with no coat, with colorful lens flair and glitter on his chest. He greeted me and the pastor was there, the Pastor said that my wolfbrother was asking for me this time. I was needed to "calm" him down, I began to tell him to wait as "I  needed my wolfbrother to come back with me". The Zoot Suit guy asked "So how do you like the things we set up for you. Your have your games back. Are you happy". I answered back, "I am enjoying the diversion my only concern is for my Wolfbrother". The Zoot Suit guy said, "You already know what we are and where we are. I need you brother out as well". I interjected strongly "My wolfbrother". He continued, "Yes. You see you and he are need. I need to speak with him. I need the key you have with you." I looked at him and asked "Who are you". He looked at me and I saw a cross amidst the sparkles and he said "One of the good guys". That is when one of the kids ran past me and breathed into the Zoot Suit guys face. He immediately sat down and was paralyzed. The young boy looked like an grey skinned scraggly goblin. It communicated to him "You no talk. You no sneak in. You are ours. He is ours. You no talk", and then pulled a lever closing the area off with an iron grate. I noticed many other of the kids walking about in patient robes. The Zoot suit guy was coughing and trying to stand up. I leaned over and said "I am with key, but do not have the key. It is not an object and "they" took it from me. It is still with me as that is my name...that can't change that". I leaned over and whispered into his ear, "My wolfbrother. Free him. Return him". I turned and began to lift the metal gate to leave. One of the grey goblin came and pulled it down and communicated "YOU NO LEAVE" and walked away. I lifted the gate anyway and walked outside. They are all manipulating me and my wolfbrother, we just want to be free of all of this..   

Door Pops Open

Date: November 3rd, 2017
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:00 am - 5:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 6:30am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Analytical (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, Bothered (Me)/Very Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Kidney Issues, Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Anxiety, PTSD

My mind keeps going over what my Wolfbrother has said when he visited me. The literally claims he has made, the dismissive nature of my personal being, and the involvement of them. It is odd that despite what he has re-envisioned, the narrative is still the same. He said that he had found out from sources (them) that I was bit of an asshole and had an attitude, I would dare look upon the face of God and not bend my knee. In other words, I am "Defective" for not being compliant and I wander.

The past few nights my Insomnia  has been in "High Gear", and I am attributing to anxiety and PTSD. As I mentioned this past year has shaken me on many levels. I am not sure if I am at the breaking point, there are so many fractures and my attempts of keeping myself together has made me numb to some obvious warnings signs that most people would be aware of. However, I am not like most people and operate far differently at times.

This morning I tried everything to fall asleep....but I drift back and forth, sometimes laying there for hours just thinking. I use what techniques I know to attempt to relax me, but I am somewhat hyper-vigilant. Activity spikes here and now, the voices and the usual knocks, pops, and door openings. Last nights something was attempting to speak to me again, and was being shown a heads up display. It was not as clear as it was previously, it was grey and had a lot of "snow". As it is I was running interference, and commented on what I was on about khyber crystals and other types? It was confused over what I was pondering about. Around 4:30am my bedroom door popped open. I felt several presences, but nothing visual. The odd thing was that the door popping open.....my aunt heard it too and when I examined the door it was open.

She said that "things" were moving about the living room and kitchen again. She was scared, but what could she do? 

Eye Doctors and the Ocean

Date: November 1st, 2017
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 8:00 am - 11:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:30am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, In Pain,  Analytical (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, bothered (Me)/Very Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Kidney Issues, Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Kidney Issues, Anxiety, PTSD

Dream 1
I was walking around the house at night making sure things were safe. It was very early in the morning before sunrise. While I was in the living room, I had door open since it was hot. I noticed something wrong, felt it. The wind began to pick up and I knew it was them. They were coming. The wind blew so very hard and the lights were there. I did my best to hold the door close and secure it.I ran to my aunt's room to see if she was okay. There was a being floating above here. It looked like a wide golden tiki mask. I told it to leave.
Lights were trying to target here and get a fix, through the window.
I ran to my grandmother's room to see if she was okay. The lights were trying to fix on here. wait she is dead....who is this in my room. Not my grandmother! I close the door. A fat brown  dachshund is running scarred in the hallway toward my aunt. Fuzki was not fat, who are you? When I get yo the center of the hallway the lights intensify to my left through the backdoor my my comes in. From the living room, my evil aunt and some dog on a leash barges in. I yell "Get out of here" and I am furious they are here.

Dream 2
I am driving along the 605/210 area. We are following someone, are caravan of cars. They are going to the secret place. We missed it, we are off course again. The driver is trying to get back. Unable to turn around. Going to the wrong place. I am supposed to go with Wolfbrother, don't leave me again.

Dream 3
"There you go. All fixed", a nurse tells me. I was in for an eye exam, to adjust things. The others tell me to go put my clothes on. I am being made fun of by the other males nurses. I hate it here. They are so mean, they make fun of me for various reasons from being gay to not being enough of a man.
As I walk out I am told to see the receptionist. She is an older white woman, with faded blonde hair. She gives me some old fashioned candy and popcorn.
She tells me not to listen to those guys. I am a perfect gentleman, plus I am the only one that appreciates the old candy. I tell her that I miss the days of the old confectioneries, when candies were like jewels and they put more effort to it. When Saltwater Taffy was a thing. She was surprised of my knowledge and blushed. She didn't realize how old I really was, and was glad that I had such fond memories of the good ole days. She told me when she was younger she worked as a confectioner, and said "Thank you". She then escorted me out the door, but I was look for my Wolfbrother.

Dream 4
I arrive with my aunt at a house by the ocean. The house's den was on the lower side of the house on the shore. It was a cliff, the house was built in. The den was like an observation room, with a high pressure window that could withstand the waves. The high tide was coming in.
We haven't been here in ages, and I don't recall the family having an ocean house. My aunt says she has been here many times and doesn't like this room. They are going to take her away. I begin to comment on the poor location. The waves are not the issue but flotsam and creature thrown into the surf are. We are suddenly underwater. I close the window that was cracked open. We are moving no into the sea.
This is not a house after all. "They" are here above me.

(Dream 4 is more disturbing. My aunt has a nightmare. When she was little and they would go out to the beach, she would be place on an inner tube. In the dream she was in the inner tube, and she was slowly being taken out to sea by a being standing on the water. It told her "It is time to come with us again. Don't be afraid". How is it we had the same dream about an ocean and drifting off? Nothing would have referenced that for us...)

Wolfbrother Returns and Goes for the Throat

The past month has been quite eventful. My "Wolfbrother" who walked off has returned, so to say.
He decided he wants me back in his life. Details are currently sketchy right now. The only thing I really know is that he is safe, and is still north of me. He doesn't want to talk about what happen, but the little that he has shared with me is on par with what I know.

I did have a chance to meet with him, he has returned back to the same size I remember him. He seemed happy to see me. Things didn't go wrong until a few hours. Where it seemed it back slid, or as it was put "Something is Wrong in Heaven".

While conversing with me he noted that many of the groups we dealt with are still involved. Apparently he has control over them, but doesn't want to talk about them as "aliens". Although he seems to wan me near, he also hates me. He has done his best to knock out the natural resonance. He no longer wishes for us to be wolfbrothers, has had me recant some things such as the mirror, took back a gift he gave me, and lastly tossed the wolf ring away. He also instructed his "associates" to give me stuff.

Although, not involved with Aliens, it still is. My anxiety attacks have become worse. I am glad he is back, but this isn't my "Wolfbrother". I recognize him, sounds like him, but it is not him. However, my Wolfbrother is still in there. "Listen to the Universe", he would tell me. I already found the clues he left and item. I can only hope my wolfbrother can come through. I will remember him always. 

Discection of 2016

My Wolfbrother used to tell me that the universe is always speaking to us. As a rabbit and a wolf I know this by sniffing the wind and keeping my ears up. I do see sign but I mostly catalogue and just observe. However there is a thing with songs and my life... the year I met my Wolfbrother this spoke so true.

"I had a dream so big and loud
I jumped so high I touched the clouds
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh, wo-o-o-o-o-oh"

The lyric here speaks of me an my wolfbrother's ambition and interests. Both of us are capable of realizing things no matter how far reaching and ethereal. We do not have are feet always on the ground and we are "touched" so to speak in many ways. Especially by "them", it's like Michaelangelo's painting on the Sistine Chapel where Adan and God touch.

"I stretched my hands out to the sky
We danced with monsters through the night
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh, wo-o-o-o-o-oh"

These lyrics talk to me on who we do call upon powers up above. The experience we have are monsters who we do mingle with in complicated movements at night. We do see things from the sky which are monsters.

"I'm never gonna look back
Woah, never gonna give it up"

Both of us are tenacious, and move forward. Although I may record the past I will always move forward. Advancing and burning what bridges that were. At least for me, why look back when I took it with me forward?

"No, please don't wake me now"

Something about my wolfbrother being the the Prince of Lullaby. We see so much in the land of dreams.
Also we don't like to be disturbed, once we are tasked we like to fufill it.

"This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife"

The two in resonance. My wolfbrother and I repeating our mantra of independence and positivity. It is our life, not theirs/

"I howled at the moon with friends
And then the sun came crashing in
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh, wo-o-o-o-o-oh"

My wolfbrother. My Wolfbrother. Who else would sing with me under our time? Together we call liked to us. The things with sun is what causes the trouble.... the Sun represents "THEM" and "FALSE LIGHT CHRISTIAN POWERS"

"But all the possibilities
No limits just epiphanies
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh, wo-o-o-o-o-oh"

We can see it, the variations. We come to a series of understandings and realizations. This is but one of infinite possibilities.

(Chorus)

"I hear it calling outside my window
I feel it in my soul (soul)"

This again regard to "Them" and "Their" shenanigans. We are both being manipulated and called out.
Their is an element that does deal with our souls. It is at our cores.

"The stars were burning so bright
The sun was out 'til midnight"

I feel this clearly speaks to them again. What other sun would be out till midnight? These are no stars and there is more than one.

"I say we lose control (control)"

Wolfbrother speaking, but it resonates my point as making it a double negative. He wants chaos, I want order. Throw caution to the wind, I need to plan. I don't hear this as an echoing, but someone trying to not loose control... cautioning that we need control.

"This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife"

Our affirmation again.

"This is gonna be, this is gonna be, this is gonna be
The best day of my life
Everything is looking up, everybody up now
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife"

Say it times three and it shall be...a habit my wolfbrother got in. Also something different, it shows a disconnect. Where there was two, now only one because of "Ascension". Why blind ourselves by looking up, and why everyone standing up?  Something is off.

Not your typical Rick and Morty

Date: October 23rd, 2017
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 9:00 am - 10:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 6:30am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, In Pain,  Analytical (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, bothered (Me)/Very Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Kidney Issues, Wolf Brother is Back...sort of??? Previous Night
Odd occurrences after: Kidney Issues, Wound on right ankle bad....

Segment 1

I got lured into a cage, "somethings" told me to go in and trust them. It was a door and I don't think there was an conscious decision in the matter on my part, it seemed like a likely explanation after the fact to make it seem "like I have a choice". They told me it is a recreation of my home and I could do what I would like with the room. They were giving me the impression that my mother wanted me with her. It was a poor assumption on their part, as they were using an ineffective method of persuasion. I just ignored it and played along with the interaction. However, this room was a recreation of the bedroom of  my mother's old apartment. I really didn't not live here and this was not my home. They had the furniture in the same place, but there was a really nice modern day TV with a gaming console. It was position on the other side of the room, so my back would face the window. "Really???" I thought in my head as I got anxious as I know they had did this before. I become apprehensive as that is how they would get me, again. I just said "No, Thank You" and left...... I popped out and went back home.

Segment Two

I was at a movie theater near the beach. There was a lot of hot guys around here. We needed sometime to ourselves. There was another version of "Wooden Rabbit" with me. He was very like me, but in his early 20's, more sociable and everything my Wolfbrother ideally wanted. However, his "Earth Dragon" was gone. From what he explained, a Wolfbrother came in an attempted to destroy that world and entire reality. It had come in and re-incorporated his Earth Dragon.

He was heart broken for many reasons, but could not believe what that Wolfbrother did. So much hate.

I tried to get him to check out some other guys at the theater and he only laughed it off, his heart only belonged to one individual. So I dropped it an we watched a movie. After the movie we finished our errands

and bought home some food, the other wanted "Pizza" again. The Wooden Rabbit was a great help to me, as I needed help in taking care of all the other Earth Dragons here.

For the past few months my home became a refuge for various iterations of "Earth Dragon's" and their "Wooden Rabbits". Most of the Earth Dragon's had Wooden Rabbits, but their were a few Earth Dragon's who either lost their Wooden Rabbit's or haven't found them yet. Since things had gone haywire, some of them had contacted each other and were trying to avoid "Them" and one or more other "Earth Dragons".

I was trying to working with the other Wolfbrothers to help them out as best as we could. Each however had their own specific agenda and demanded much of my time in helping their Wooden Rabbit to help them. To make things worse each were very territorial, dominant, and wouldn't share. It was a pissing contest most nights of who could do what, trying to one up each other and some claiming "they were the prime". Another night when went out to get pizza again they fought, because each could only have a slice and they each specifically wanted their pizza done the way they specifically wanted. It would have been easier just to get them all a double-double spread and onion only..... at least they could all agree on that....but when pizza came up...that was always voted first.

When the other Wooden Rabbit woke me up, we had found my home in shambles. The other Earth Dragon's got into a fight and left without as much  as saying a world. Apparently I would "understand", from one crumpled note I found that was half-written and then tossed. I began to cry and the other Wooden Rabbit tried his best to cheer me up. We started to assess the situation and clean-up. I told him I was gonna call one of them, to see what happened and at least make sure they were safe. There was no way for me to get in touch with those Wolfbrothers. It would take time to reach out to the other Wooden Rabbits if I were to try. 

   

I went to the living room and there was a lot of activity in the front. In the sky high above storm clouds were gathering, they were dark and very ominous. The wind was picking up, and lightning and rain begin to emanate from the clouds Helicopter began to slowly approach it to investigate the dark mass. Lightning flashed again and I saw the silhouette of a large dark being. I instantly knew that was Nayr. It called out to me, but it just wasn't Nayr but two other voices echoing in unison. One of the helicopters got to close, and shined a spotlight on Nayr. He was sooo beautiful, Nayr was an armored purple dragon-like creature, but had some aspects of a dark panther. It naturally absorbed the light making it it seem like a inky black mass with yellow eyes. It flew down quickly to my home and dropped of it's passenger and then flew off into the distance. It breathed some darkl ight at the helicopters and then threw a mace at helicopter. The mace destroyed it, and then landed on my property without damaging it and returned to his tail. The mace seemed like a smokey solid projection. I was utterly amazed and impressed

The being who he had dropped off was all in shadow, it was humanoid with various smokey whisp of shadow and darkness billowing off of it. It radiated a strong blue and purple aura, with a green center hidden at its core. When they spoke in unison, it was Nayr-Wooden Rabbit-Earth Dragon.

In whatever reality they came from they fused. The language it spoke was ancient and old, I could barely take the syntax and symbols they were using but eventually found a common point which I anchored on to. 

It's word were;

-"Wooden Rabbit is one with Earth Dragon, and Earth Dragon is one with Wooden Rabbit".

-Wooden Rabbit means "He who is like Earth Dragon".

-Earth Dragon and Wooden Rabbit. Past-Present-Future. Always together, backwards and forwards, should not be apart.

In that reality, Earth Dragon let Wooden Rabbit go back home. He let Wooden Rabbit back into his heart were he always belonged. They were all one as it should be.  I was just told don't give up, and it left. It teleported the way I do, and once back with Nayr they left.

I went back into the house very confused, the other Wooden Rabbit asked what had happened outside.He sensed something really powerful, and thought for a second his Earth Dragon had escaped and came back for him. He could sense them so strongly, because those were so much like him and his Earth Dragon. but stayed inside cleaning. I told him what occurred and he continued to help clean up. He also let me know a Earth Dragon and his Wooden Rabbit returned and were in the backyard. They looked like they had been in a fight. That Earth Dragon asked if I was willing to help still. I could at least do is feed them and return them back to San Diego (The Tea Vampire was waiting for them and James). I went outside and we talked.

This Earth Dragon was into music, and we worked on some things. One was trying to convince him that fundamentals of musical theory were important. He said he didn't have to because he was so awesome already and wanted to do the advance stuff. He had natural talent and didn't need that stuff and could do it on his own.

His Wooden Rabbit shook his head, telling him he had been trying to help his Ryan by getting him the courses he needed, trying to teach him how to write music and what the various chords and octaves were for. They were losing money and have been living in a RV. That Wood Rabbit sacrificed everything and lost a lot of money in order to try to get his Earth Dragon dream of becoming a success. As the funds dwindle tension arose, Earth Dragon blaming his Wooden Rabbit for setbacks and failure. What is worse, he was just gonna abandon him. That is when things got weird for them, that is when "they" came and all this supernatural and paranormal nonsense started. They just wanted to go home. That Wooden Rabbit looked very bad....I think it was about to self terminate.

I tried to re-explaining the concepts of musical theory and fundamentals. I told that Earth Dragon that I saw his raw talent. The point of the basic was so he would able to explain to other what he felt in feel in the music, allowing them to read what he was trying to accomplish. That is why he had to learn the basics, not because talent...but in order to communicate better with others so they could follow him. He was advanced, but not everyone else is.... so he would have to learn to bridge that gap and talk in basic terms. It finally clicked, when he realized not everyone else was like his "Wooden Rabbit, James, or Tea Vampire". He got the idea and said he would try. I did add that he could always specialize in one thing and move on, he didn't have to do it all at once. That is why he had his Wooden Rabbit "manager" to help him plan out, so they had a safe route and enough fund to do what he wanted. He just had to practice and refine to make something truly amazing! He liked that. Before we could discus things more and could ask about who was causing this chaos I woke up.

Scarring Scenarios and Drawings

When I wandered into this chamber I thought these were stone cacti, they were moving so very slowly in a funny dance. As I think over they remind me of starfish, the skin and texture at least, and they had various number of appendages. The chamber was a dome with a pass and they seemed to be on desert rocks.

This is as best as I could do of that creature that that attacked me. It had a horse head and long tongue which I put I my mouth and I bit it off. The joints for the arms and legs were backyards. The skin felt as if it was a combination between a reptile and a mammal.
These beings recently showed up again, but en masses. The first time I only encountered one. The second time there were hundred of these creatures, in red and brown to greys and blues. They were very tribal and primitive and were worked up in a frenzy and wanted us. They were clawing and gnashing their teeth at us.

Asian Coffee Go-ers

Date: October 22nd, 2017
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 8:00 am - 9:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:30am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, In Pain,  Analytical (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, bothered (Me)/Very Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Kidney Issues, Activity but don't care
Odd occurrences after: Kidney Issues, Wound on right ankle

Segment 1:

We were on a bus, it was a combination of classmates and new individuals I now know. People were talking and conversing. It was not a typical bus, but a grey military type bus with bars and screens on the windows.
However it seemed to have the interior of a luxury bus....were it had cool air and nice seats. I was with my wolfbrother, but we were the versions I been holding on to all this time. I was 23 and he was about 10, we are blood related via his paternal side. The odd thing is we were on a road going through miles and miles of wheat or just grass. We finally were making a rest stop along the way at this military training facility. The three buses stopped as well as some other vehicles, such as escort dune buggy cars, jeeps, and trucks.
The people were a mixed crowd on the bus, males and females from college to upper elementary school.
We were told to get off and head to the cafeteria. We were separated into groups, my wolfbrother went with his friend and went off with others. I didn't like that we were told to split up. My wolfbrother didn't seem to mind as he was looking at everything and people were excited his group was here. After we ate at some point we were watching a movie, however I have to one of these place before and me and two of my friends wandered off. (The movie that was being shown what I will be doing in segment 3). They followed my lead and we began to take the secret passages in the facility, there were hidden doors and hall under stairs, closets, ladder, shelves, you name it. These halls lead to all sorts of fantastic location that was inconsistent with the environment we were in. Some where abandoned, some were full stuffed, and some were just waiting to be used. After a while the two guys with me got bored and wanted to go back to the original place we started. So I complied. It seems they missed some kind of coupling that occurred, because people were in the afterglow of intercourse.
The things is at this military base, from what I saw they were all staffed by these young, gorgeous looking men in their 20's. They were all extremely handsome, Caucasian, blond, tall and in shape. One of the guys started to flirt with me, said he was looking for me as I was assigned to him. He had no idea where I went, he did tell me that there was something off about me. I wasn't like the others and he appreciated that. Before we could talk more I heard my Wolfbrother scream. I told him I had to go, my Wolbrother needed me and I ran through the hallways. My Wolfbrother was taking on another one of these tall good looking guys, punching them and hitting. I intervened and he calmed down as I put myself in between both of them. One of them said, see this is the older one...they look the same though. I told my Wolfbrother to get his things and go back to the bus, people were leaving and I would settle this. He said he wouldn't but I told him it is important, he needs to be safe. He is my one and only concern.
I turned to the other two and told them I was a flute player. They seemed to take an innuendo from it, but I was holding a band flute in my hand and began to play. They stiffened up and marched away, no longer remembering me or my wolfbrother. The buses were leaving and I was gonna be left behind. I could see my wolfbrother on the bus and we made eye contact.
The guy who was filtering with me walked up behind me and said "It won't be so bad here. You will have me to watch out for you and I know I can make you happy. Just take my hand.". Before I even could consider his offer, Earth Dragon showed up in one of the escorts  that had turned and came back for me. He took of his helmet and said "I wasn't gonna leave my favorite version of my Wolfbrother behind know was I?". I told him, "What are you doing?? There can't be two of you here at the same time. 'You' are especially reckless as it is, I know which version of you are and you'll break everything we have been working for!". Earth Dragon said "Don't be like that, plus I thought you would want a little R&R, well not that but him over there.". I sighed and asked him just to please take me to my lil wolfbrother... I am not supposed to leave him alone.

Segment 2
I am at a Starbucks, and I believe it the one on Beverly Blvd off of Montebello. I don't know why I was here. They don't give free refills and the Ice Tea is a rip-off, as I begin to walk toward the Burger King a group of elderly Chinese surround me an get me in a car. I ask what are they doing. One of them has an envelope and communicates "No matter how many time I send in this life insurance, they send it back. The refuse it saying my wife and I have been dead for 10 years", and seems to laugh. Another one communicates "You know you don't have to stay in character, every time you come you bring that envelope. Someone is gonna suspect something one day". They haven;t made a sound, but I can hear them in my head. I look at these people and noticed that they are all really puffy and their skin is so soft like a marsh mellow. Even though they threw me in the back seat, the way we are arranged in the car makes no sense.
Three are directly in front of me with their back turned, two are on my side, and the last is behind me. Plus we are all are standing up. I also notice that the windows shows we have been going up in the sky.

I tell them, remaining calm, "Um you do realize I know who you are. I would appreciate that you don't make me forget. If you blindfold me you can drop the act and we can talk. There are questions I have, and perhaps we can all start a dialogue". A female one seems to giggle and communicate "How cute it thinks that he is on our level". I am being enveloped in some sort of warm viscous fluid, my eyes are closed, and  am telling them I want to talk, don't make me forget. "Why are you taking my DNA still? You don't have binary sexes do you?" are the some of the things I am just blurting out. I hear them concentrating on certain words "Prana, Axanar. Praxsis, Tarkin" and two more. They repeat these like a chant. I say "Why are you trying to hypnotize me and plus..two of these are Star Trek words?

I wake up thrown out of a portal on the ground where I was pushed into the car. There is a burn murk in the grass and cement where the portal opened. I try to get evidence of this and look for my phone. I realize that I am doing it again....why am trying to use my phone here to take photos? In the past weeks I realize I am doing this two and I am having flash backs of stuff I am not logging on...

-Orange light and cleansing an area....Wolfrbother is there.
-Wolfbrother and I are some road in a canyon. A UFO come down. I am trying to take a picture of it. I am shaking. (I did log this)...but there are additional scenes were we are abducted.
-Me and Wolfbrother just hanging out.
-In a state of utter despair, about to enact the self termination protocol
-Being hynotized by some humans, at least them attempting I keep running interference.

Segment Three
I was in the other place with my guest and his friend. We were heading to the large mall located in that version of Downey. It is a huge mall with skyscrapers at either end forming a large U-shape. There are many levels for underground parking. The reason why we headed here is for customized grape sodas. As we are walking here, several stores catch their interests and they just wanna go in and look. (I realize that this is being shown to other people, and force myself to wake up)

I am awake and I feel very sad. I want to say worthless. I am not worthy of love and will never have a family like I would like. Always apart.

Disturbing Scenarios

As usual now I am having some of the weirdest dreams. Most of them I find trivial and do not even bother with noticing. They are complete episodes, but some just make no sense. These too bother me alot.
The first one does because this is a recurring dream on and off. I recognize the school, and remember going there with my wolfbrother. The older boy next to me I remember too.

The other dream, is a "memory" which is not really mine in the sense I was the one who physically experienced it, but I was made to watch through their eyes. The worse part is I know whose memory this was I shared. I do not know why I was made aware of this, especially since the way things are now.

The Very Strange School
My wolfbrother and I are at a very special school. We are both around 10-12 and we are, well twins. He gets us into trouble as he is curious about everything, and I usually end up covering for him. No matter how many time we get remanded I am not mad ta him. He is my brother, companion, and best friend and I don't want to leave his side. Where ever he goes I should be by his side. There are times when we are apart, usually when I am studying or doing our chores. He is out playing and exploring. He brings me backs things and I find out what they are. It is rather funny.

The school we are attending is very old. Most of it is underground caves and corridors that have been engineered. They have made it look like the interior of a castle. My favorite place is the library and gardens. My wolfbrother and I would love to go to the lake inside and just lay and look at the cavern ceiling. We would talk about the real night sky and fall asleep there sometime. We would be in trouble for sneaking out of our rooms.

The odd thing is the custodians. The ones who would find us or reprimand us, I can never remember who they are. They are present, but I can neither put a face or form. I just remember their presence. As for other there are a lot of kids from 7-16, both male and female. My brother keeps me to himself. He has his friends, but doesn't like that some of the old guys like me.

All of us are awoken from our domitaries and told to assemble by the elevator shafts. We have never used these and we are all taken on large platforms to the surface. There are tables upon table and we are chained to them and told to sit. We are given food to eat, which seems to be a sandwich with white bread and a piece of fruit like and apple. I tell my wolfbrother "Don't eat it" and he asks "Why?". I also tell a tall boy next to me not to eat too, "Smell it", I say and he nods. My wolfbrother makes a face at me for talking to the older guy. I look back hurt and say "Don't be like that".
The time of day seemed to be dusk, the sky was gray and growing dimmer. Everyone else was eating and content, listening to the music that was played and talking. We were in some kinda of outdoor courtyard by the base of a hill that was surrounded by a high fence. This seems like some type of desert. My wolfbrother looked at me and sensed it too.... there were no stars....and something was beyond the fence. I held my wolfbrother's hand and we could see beyond.

With my own eyes I had  could makeout pinpoints of light in the distance. With my wolfbrother we saw with our minds eye close up. There were various tribes celebrating some ceremony. From far away they looked like lithe minotaurs. The males were in colors of deep tan, rich brown, and dark red, while the females wher in black, pale tan, or light brown. Some of the males sported dark bull like horns. They had black eyes and hooves. They were to my idea dancing like savages would around a bonfire. What bothered me was that I recognized their species. I let go and pulled back, I looked at my wolfbrother and began to cry. "It's them. It's him. The one who tried to rape me", my wolfbrother looked at me confused as if he knew what i was talking about. I started yanking at my chains. The older boy tried helping me as well. I was loose, I helped my wolfbrother to get loose and looked at the older boy. He said "Don't worry I got it". Some of the other started noticing something was wrong as it started getting dark.

That is when the whirling noises came and in the distance he drums and firelights were coming closer. Soon we could see the gaunt horseheaded humanoids, all writhing and snarling. when they got to the fence they jumped on it trying to climb. There long tongues started stretching through. The kids who could move tried to take the chains off or back up. The others though who had ate the food and lulled by the music were stolen by those that made it over the fence. Some of the other kids started chanting, putting up a barrier.
However, I said "No. Enough is Enough", I looked for wolfbrother and could not find him by me. I looked directly at these creatures and howled.

It went all silent, the chanting stopped, those creatures looked at me. Many wolves appeared around me and began charging those creatures attacking them. I was going to charge too, but the older boy picked me up over his shoulder and carried me away.

Next thing I remember I am walking the streets in Los Angeles, a suburb. I am walking home from school now.....this makes no sense. I was just somewhere else.....

A few days ago I had another very disturbing dream....   I was in a hotel room, the room had wood paneling and a dark short carpet. The bed had lime green sheets and was in a cubby. Directly behind the bed as the bathroom. There was a picture of a schooner, and the clock in the room was a ships steering wheel. The curtains were drawn and the air conditioner was on. The curtain were a vanilla color. There was a small couch and table and a TV. The room was very small. There was a man singing in the bathroom, I was in the bed in my underwear.

I looked myself over, I was 8-10 years old and white skin. I tried looking for a mirror around the room. The phone was disconnected and put up on a high nook where you could hang your clothes. As I got out of bed and had the sheet around me, the guy in the bathroom said "ah you are awake". He came out of the bathroom with no shirt, but was wearing his pants. He was tall, very tall and bearish. He had blonde hair, a 70's mustache, thining hair, a happy trail on his stomach, and was somewhat tan. He had big working man's hands. I just stood there wrapped in the sheets staring at him and assessing the situation.
He came over and held me close and started to cry a little. He said "I feel so guilty about this at times. They say you won't remeber a thing. Yet when you look at me like that, I don't know". He rubbed my hair, and I hugged him back as best as possible trying to comfort him. I asked him if his back hurt and I could rub it. He picked me up and sat on the bed, I started rubbing his back and pound his should with my little fists. He laughed for a second, said I was too little and that would do any good.

Someone said "Your time will be up soon Mr. ****, you better make the most of it." He cried a bit more, then spun me around and I backed up against the pillows and the wall. He started crawling on the bed toward me with a lustful look in his eye. "Stop looking at me like that, I think he knows".
Someone said "That is not possible, we are giving you want you want. I suggest you hurry. As I said your time will be up soon Mr. ***".

I wake up. That was not me and this was someone else's memory. They called me by name.... I know whose memory this is, what is worse I was conscious while it happened (meaning I was the one watching through his eyes at the time).

Agents and Aliens

Date: October 6th, 2017
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00 am - 5:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:30am and 2:30am
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, In Pain,  Analytical (Me)/In Pain, Anxious (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Very, Very Depressed, bothered (Me)/Very Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Kidney Issues, Full Moon, Sleep Reset
Odd occurrences after: Kidney Issues


Part 1 (12:30 am -2:30 am)We are driving through Palmdale late at night along the 14 freeway. We are heading back from visiting my aunt's friend. I am in the back seat of the car.
I am around 8 or 10 and I am with my twin brother. I tell him "They are coming to exchange us out again aren't they?" He says nods his head. I am tired, we are both laying down. However he is not physical present, I just know he is near and they are coming.

There is a bright flash of blue light and the care pulls over to the side of the road. They get my aunt and her boyfriend out of the car. They assist them since both are physical impared. When they check the back seat for me and open the door I bolt. My brother says "Run, rabbit, run. You can do it this time get away". I run off down the freeways and into the desert toward the streets to find help. A blue pulsating light and portal appears. The hum is making everything around goes silent. I overhear my brother as we are switched "Maximized masking complete. No one will bother us. Proceed"

I wake up in back of the car. They are driving. I was taken away and replaced. This is not me but it is me? I am back, but they took my twin brother again. I feel so alone. We are supposed to be together. Everyone else is always together (in reference to them), how come we are apart?

I wake up crying. I miss him, my wolfbrother. We are supposed to be together.

Part 2 (2:45 am -5:00 am)
This sequence of events is complete fuzzy. Although in the "dream" I am clearly trying to remember all of it. It is in reference to the desert Cal-trans from yesterday and my wolfbrother. I am being abducted again and walked off. Not supposed to be doing that. I was warned, but I walked off anyway as I always do. I walked over and begin downloading who the blue portals work and their functions. I then accessed the blue portal network and was popping in and out through various other abductions protocols that were occurring for other people. This was like traveling through liquid space, it was different than my method of travel. I am trying to find my wolfbrother. I am being chased by more than one person. One of these people is a field agent for the U.S. government. He was not supposed to be here....and me popping in and out exposed him. He threatened to kill me as I was know identified as a "hostile asset". I could over here the chatter that communication was jammed as soon as he was detected. They were also chattering how I was avoiding them until one of them identified who had "got loose". There was a collective "OH CRAP" feeling.... and confusion as to what I was called "The Destructive One/Defective One". They were unsure as usual, but either was one of us loose is not good. 

I chase my grandmother and the man back to the house. The door is open. I want to yell so the tenants would know and get help, but I realize they won't be able to see us. We are in a different frequency, the brain waves are also being overrided so they are not aware. The portal in the living is emitting a pulse, the hum affects us it normally puts you to sleep and can transport you. It keeps us away and forgetful.  That is how there doing it. I try to go into the house and I fall, the sound is making my body turn off, I am struggling. "They" are here. My grandmother runs out and asks what is happening as she is chased by a some male alien. They are bothed stopped and told to walk to the side by a some other males who arrived. They were following us all this time.

I am told to stand by the same male. I can see human males dressed in tech outfits "slacks and white shirts" attending to them. They are examining them and photographing, but look more like serving them as one would a xerox copy. Fine tuning.

A random person passes by and says "Wow! Because of you we got to knock out two people and an agent. That is impressive since he was a big one!"

"That is enough", the male says who ordered us before says. He feels like a cross between John Goodman in pressence but also like a Richard Dreyfuss. I look at him wet and trembling and say "Michael Keaton Group, huh?"

He looks directly at me "Clever boy. You are unique. I know we often coddle and say you are special, but you...", he gives an uncomforable smirk too..."you two are something else." He looks at me intently and says "You are the one that remembers aren't you. Shame? Where is he, he is not here?"

Two other of the workers walk by and say "Hey Michael. Seems you are awake again. Your not such a bad of a guy. Too bad you wont remember us, but we remember you". The two guys look like my wolfbrother and myself, they are a unit. The lead man I am talking to orders them to go and the one that looks like my wolfbrother says "We will see you soon", the other one like me says "We have known you for a long time". I think "Fans?"

The guy in charge says "Do it! Wipe his memory again and make sure it sticks." He looks at me and communicates with force "YOU WILL TELL NO ONE OF THIS CONVERSATION OR WHAT YOU HAVE SEEN AND HEARD. Is that clear?". He begins to walk away and the other two are coming to service me.

Shaking and wet, as I am covered in pink goo, I communicate back "What is wrong with me? Why am I the defective one? Tell me or are you afraid I will remember as always? I hurt so much, even all this is not real. What is it all".

"Well, you do know how to communicate. I know you can hear me Michael, you can hear all of us. You have no idea how annoying and proud that make us. You are not like all the others, you are not "special" and no... you are not DEFECTIVE. You are a happy mistake. You and him were engineered like all the others". He looks irritated as if looking for something, he yells "Will someone give me a urine sample!" The worker sheepishly looks at him and reaches into his labcoat and places a simple drop of urine on his finger. The droplet despite being transferred does not fall....it is transferred like a pill. He places it on my forehead.

"You contain both male and female DNA of our kind, and have an egg inside you", he says plainly.
"You mean I lay your eggs? Your born as adults aren't you? Wait I am not a hermaphrodite? Plus why are you dumbing it down for me. You have injected your DNA which has both recombinate and compatible sequences into my own, and thus use us to gestate and incubate the soul?", I am visibly upset by this and no longer shaking. I am upset, because I am not a female. I am not a reject. I am about to cry over this "I am not some genetic mishap. That is why no one loves me or wants me. I am fundamentally flawed.", I start thinking this separately in the background...mask it as fear.

"Clever, clever, cleaver boy as always Michael", he says patronizingly and walks abit around me. "Your series was engineered for a specific task to help and incubate new life. You are just step one. Step two did not work out according to plan, we scrapped that project when they decided to leave. However by someon else's design, you Michael, and your "Wolfbrother" met. That was not supposed to happen, not like this. You remember..." he sounds so proud and yet so irritated.

"So what, that is all I am to you. Just a project. I am not even human am I. We are something else, neither you are them. Just a means and a stepping stone to be discarded when we fulfill your functions or left to rot when we fail", I am visibly angry and pulse red light.

"Your unique defect", he laughs, "You are so much more that we could hope for, but not what we expected. We tried replicating it but we can't. We will eventually find the ones who messed everything all up?"

I ask "Why are you being so open with me tonite? You never once in that past few years spoken to me like this directly?"

He looks at me and says without care. "Because you will forget all this. If you don't, well something will have to be done.", he looks at the two technician by me menacingly. I get the impression that they are concerned for themselves. He directs them as says "Put him back and wipe this clean. It is just a dream".

[Note the odd thing is I recall having a much more lengthy conversation with the lead man. Why was he boasting/stalling? The other thing is the whole house and end scenario was a screen. First there was some inconsistency I was aware of when I was conversing with him.

-Why was I covered in pink goo and naked?
-This was all a projection. I was in a facility, underground with grid like structure along the wall and ceiling with pinpoints of light. The floor was white marble, but not marble. Smooth, seamless to the wall, but no angles.
This was a large warehouse, where the agent was caught.
-"They" were appearing as humans. They were aware I was seeing what was there....the warehouse and "them". I did not let on that I was aware of this.
-The lead was a tall, the technicians were the smaller one.
-The ones that appeared as me and my wolfbrother know us all to well. They showed me this as it was relayed differently like the other thoughts.]

As the lead says final phrase wake. My phone rings in the real world and I pick it up.

"A woman on the line says "Hello, I am from the Syrian Paper, working from the Syian Paper. The Syrian Paper would like you opinion on this?" I say nothing and hang up.

Again I wake up. I think "No I will not forgot. It is fading fast, I will remember. I won't forget Wolfbrother. I love you. Remember too please. Remember.". As I try to write this down, my canine friend is having a dog-mare. I tend to him which leads me to my aunt and I have to tend to her. I the background I am retying to stay focus. However I quickly tell them both and finish up that I need to get back before it is too late.