Catholic Dreams

Date: 2/27/2017
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:30am (Me)/12:00am (Aunt)/1:00am(Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Worried (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Anxious (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Pops and Knocks
Odd occurrences after: Shaken had to write out dream


I was with my aunt and grandmother. We went to this catholic monastery. There was the church, rectory, school, living quarters, etc. We went there to go and visit my mom (My mother was hospitalized at one point for mental health issues and broke). I didn't not want to go, but I wanted to see my Wolfbrother and get answers. There were many people, most of them Hispanic in the waiting areas. Many of the sisters and nuns were Caucasian, most were old, but a few were young. The waiting line we were in was past the rectory and near the hospital area. We had to go through a clearance area, the nun there was an old woman who was checking id and making sure you did not bring in an metallic objects.

 My aunt was using her crutches, which I found odd. When I got to the check point, I put my wallet, keys, my aunts wallet in, a pen, and my wolf ring. I swiped my ID. The Nun was surprised of who I am, she called me by name them and said "Om my you have been busy and done many things. It is alright though, you have clearance. Is 'Dorthy' with you?". I was caught off... I said "I am here to see my mother, but I did have questions about my wolfbrother. 'Dorthy' is not here". The old nun says it is okay, your ****** and his family are here. I kinda of got defensive and told her it is not like that. She then stopped my aunt and asked her how come she hasn't gone to church, there are a number of programs available for him. Like gardening and associating with the senior community. They would even help her drive again. My aunt told them she couldn't drive and only wanted to see her sister. The nuns escorted out. One of the sisters tried speaking to me in Spanish, I told her I won't speak that. She asked why and I explained. She was taken aback and said I shouldn't do that, but I told her I do understand. I can read and write almost anything, but I prefer English. If I was in Spain I would speak Spanish. That is when she was showing me around.

She caught me looking at several handsome guys. She asked about my ******, I told her that not true. She said I shouldn't be ashamed. His family was here, and I should go see them after. She showed me a sealed room that was behind some glass. It was a reading room, it had a very nice chair, and end table. On the book shelf there was a beautiful red lamp. The sister was telling me that this was a very sacred room were all the knowledge was kept. Only those that were worthy were every allowed in there. When they were in there God's presence could be shown when the lamp glowed red. I pulled out a pair of silver scissors, and showed it to her. She seemed confused. I said softly "Look into the reflection. The lamp is on. I have been in here see" She quickly made the sign of the cross and had to tell mother superior and find Arch-bishop Timothy. (Basically I showed her that I can get in via a reflection, plus the lamp was on only in the reflection. When I got there I freaked out since I had Dejavu. I felt real uncomfortable and reached into my pockets. It was at this time I realized I was dressed as a priest, and I found I had a pair of silver shears).

We went back to the rectory. She went to go look for the Mother Superior. In the lobby I saw my wolfbrother's dad and brother. They came to speak to the Arch-Bishop. The mass was over and a number of monks and priest were coming into the rectory. One priest was holding a stake and tried to kill the Arch-Bishop, but I tackled him. My wolfbrother's brother tackled the Arch-bishop. The other monks took the priest away who was going to stake the Arch-bishop.
I was explain who and what Arch-Bishop was to my wolfbrother's brother. I told the Arch-bishop who they were and we needed to talk to him about "My wolfbrother". He said he was expecting them, but I need to wait as he need to tell me something about my ******. I sighed and told him it is not like that. I felt hurt.

The sister had found the Mother Superior. The sun had already set and the people were going. I told her..I need to go to the restroom. I went into one of the bathrooms, it was old and I could tell this was part of the school since they had kids stalls and sink in her too. I needed to get out, find my wolfbrother one last time and let him know. However in the end I know I am alone. I no longer want to be here...or anywhere. I am lost.