No Humans were harmed in the abduction.....

At my local meeting with our CERO group there are many individuals who have a variety of experiences. Some of them are positive, some are negative, and some are just of interest. However I been noticing lately that among the "Experienceers" and "Contactee" they are starting to strongly voice the opinion that.."No one is ever harmed from an encounter and the visitors care for our well being".

This baffles me as there is overwhelming evidence, whether benign or not...that the encounter experience had harmed many people psychologically, emotionally, physically, and socially. Just because we are brought back, doesn't mean they care for our overall safety.

So far I have heard accounts of people stating that the "visitors" have healed them. That in certain dangerous situations they made sure to have bought individuals back. A lot of guess work to their motives are made, most honestly give them the benefit of the doubt. Worse, those that do accept the fact that their are negative consequences from their exposure or contact claim that "it was not alien...but the government or some para-private military/corporate/secret satanic organization". Even the death of people are ignored, not to mention many researchers who have died.

In the extreme cases we have people who;
-Go missing or vanish.....
-People found dead through murder, cancer, or exposure to unknown substances
-People whose mental health has been impaired and go missing, suicide, or institutionalized

The common harm to name just a few;
-Social stigmata
-Personal relationships are compromised
-Family issues (Having children)
-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
-Inability to function in society (maintain employment, keep social relationships)
-Physical harm from scarring, irritation, sickness from exposure
-Paranoia
-Misdiagnosed psychiatric issue (forced medication)
-Isolation

I do not know how the few who claim that it is a wonderful experience can ignore the history of what has happened, or the individuals who are currently suffering. Even those with claims that "They healed me" and blah blah blah..... do not take a good look and evaluate and assess other things. For example, if they took care of you, why are you not in prime health? Why do you suffer from other alignments? If you are in the know with them why not have more information?

Enter Code for "909.18.24.18.6, key of 3"

 
Date: 6/26/2017
Type: CE4, Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:45am-2:45am, 2:45am-3:45am, 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:15am (Me)/1:15am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad(Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Aunt asking for more than usual dose.
Odd occurrences after: None

Last night after I came home from my meeting I attended to my aunt and felt sleepy, so I took a quite nap. I reasoned I was exhausted from the change in sleep scheduled. I knocked out and woke up around 1:00am. I got up and put her to bed and attempted to go back to sleep. I say I fell asleep around 1:45am.

The dreams I was having were odd, as it was a playback and search of things I was talking about. I was literally walking down what appeared to be Beverly Blvd in Montebello between Maple and Wilcox Ave, and I was passing various individuals and scenes of people I discussed.[Narrator: As you can see the various subjects are unaware that we are able to go in an access the visual information. Not only can we see, but we can also have auditory playback].
Eventually we came to a building where I was sat down, at it was some sort of cafeteria. Other people were being deposited there, but I went to the far end in the corner away from everyone. [Narrator: As you can see we can resemble member again, bring them in order of appearance and we can have them interact and get other outcomes of information]. [Unknown Man: What is wrong with that one? Why is he in the corner?] This heavyset woman came over and said "Come on sweety, aren't you hungry. Come sit with the rest of us so we can all talk". I said "I am waiting for my Wolfbrother and I don't trust you". She looked at me and what back. A few minutes went by and I kept staring at the corner in the area I was in, something was watching us. I got up and threw the utensils at it.

I threw my short staff at the creature in from of me and it quickly left.
I was concerned for my computer and window, but realized that this was the fake room. The staff just hit the blinds and went out the window, no glass. I never heard it hit the floor though. The creature though high tailed it out of there.
The clock said 2:15am and I was nervous [Another Unknown Man: Was he supposed to do that?"] [Another Unknown Man: You said the subject were unaware, this one is familiar with the environment he is in"] [Narrator: Umm, we can use this situation to demonstrate another protocol. It happens from time to time]. I look around the room, things seem okay but I better go check on my aunt. I walk through the kitchen as there is no hallway and go into my aunt's room. She is gone and I know something is wrong. The bedsheets is wrong and it is her old bed. I left the cell phone in my room so I pick up the land line and dial home. The call goes through, a modulated voices says "909.18.24.18.6" , "909.18.24.18.6".
[Narrator: There are ways for an agent to access and manipulate the scenario. He hears nothing but static, but at this point you enter the code based up on the numbers and select what you would need]. [Unknown Man: Did he hear you? He is looking right at us.] I put down the phone and became calm and angry. I walked over to the living room. My mother was laying on the couch (She is dead by the way), she should not be here in my home. My aunt should be here....my mom seemed out of it and was surprised to see me. On the opposite side of here was "My brother". He was a tall skinny dark grey being with a head wound on his right side of the face. By him was a broken wooden stick. He was being repaired . I looked at him and said "Me?". It responded "You have very fast reflexes. You should have been asleep. You should all be asleep. Not normal". I responded "Your not my brother, why are you lying. Of all the people to pick you pick the wrong ones.". It quickly flashes to my Wolfbrother and then back. "You see anyway" it communicates. I look around the living room, and it is obviously not my living room. It is some sort of medical unit, three alcoves beds all white arranged in the shape of a "U". In the center was a small table with various instruments and a spire with a green laser. The spire was emitting some sort of  mist that was either an antiseptic or a numbing agent that was meant for the being whom I hit. Evidently from what I was picking up, it is absorbed through the skin. The last thing I heard was that Narrator "There he is!".

I woke up and it was 2:45am. I was surprised at the very odd and very vivid dream. I rote it down and went back to sleep.

The next fragment I had was about Barbara Lamb and my Wolfbrother, as she was introducing him as a hybrid. There was more to that dream but I can only remember her face and her introduction of him.

I woke up and it was 3:45am. Again I went to sleep. I would have a fitful time and woke up around 4:45am. Again I went to sleep, woke up around 5:45am.
Finally I shut off after the temperature reached a steady 64 Degrees.

X-mas in July

Date: 6/24/2017
Type: CE4, Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am-3:45am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad(Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, remote viewing, 2 puncture marks below right ear.
Odd occurrences after: Door Open

As it has been noted I have a bad case of insomnia. I tried to get myself to sleep normally, but either due to the heat or other issues I don't want to be asleep at night. Previous nights I been getting images of me driving/traveling through the desert. When there are people, there are odd reflections of light, like rainbows or certain shades of colors that seem to obscure them. Lately I seen some animal teeth, and had the feeling I was in Arizona. A few days ago I woke up with two puncture marks that were bleeding below the right ear.
They are an inch apart. I dismissed these things as nothing, because they are minor everyday things with no further leads or causes. 
Tonight after I said my usual prayers and got comfortable, I kept falling in and out of sleep between 1:00 and 1:45am. I remembered seeing the clock before all the weirdness began at 1:45am.

I woke up around 2:25am as I felt a presence in the room. I was able to crane my neck as saw the clock. I didn't feel threatened as I was sleepy, I could move my left arm and left leg so I thought I was okay. I lay my head back on the pillow. That is when this dark grey, gun metal figure stepped out. It was
about a foot tall, and reminded me of a cricket due to the sideways triangular egg shaped head and wispy antenna. It peaked out from behind the dresser and hid. I tried to mumble something, but then remembered to just think.

"I mean you no harm, would just like to talk. Is my wolfbrother with you? Do you know him? Last I know of he is missing and needs help".
The lil guy stuck his head out again and looked at me then hid. He was conferring with someone else, it was a taller one by the door. I vaguely remember this being, he has been in my room several times before in the last week, reconnaissance and evaluation. He came up to my face once. I got "He knows, finish" and it left from the tall one.

I tried to get up, noticed only my right side was paralyzed. The side I was laying on was working, so I managed to push myself up and feebly stand for a bit. I said "I am Wolfbrother. One with the Kyrie Krystal. I need to speak with you." I fell forward toward the right near the computer on my stomach, but was able to move my free foot against the wall to sort of push myself forward. The little being ran toward the door and left. During this time there was a choral in latin being played, "Deus est bonus, Deus magnus, dominus noster christus laudamus te". That translates to "God is good, God is great, Praise to you lord Christ". I repeated what was said and added "Ego sum Kyrie Christe". I then thought in English "Don't go, you can help me find my Wolfbrother. You know him. I saw it. That was the rainbow one".

All of a sudden the whole event stopped and I was laying in the bed normally. Worried I got up and went to check in on my aunt. The clock indicated it was 3:30am. As I left the room turned to walk though the kitchen, that is when I noticed everything was decorated in red stockings, garland, tinsel, and there was a fir tree in the kitchen. Someone plastered Christmas all over the house. A white Caucasian man, with blonde hair, stocky but muscular build, and stubble said "surprise!".
I looked at him  and said "Wow this is nice I haven't decorated in 13 years". He talked with a weird euro-german accent. "How do you like. I decorated everything to make you feel more comfortable."

I said "thank you, but I need to check on my aunt".
I made my way to her room it was decorated too. The furniture had been re-arranged, the current shelves were put against the closet doors backwards, the bed was moved near the window no. The dresser was against the wall near the bathroom, and small bed for our dog and treats where in the middle of the room.
Even the carpet was died red and changed. She was scared and was worried about our dog. I went to go check on him, he was loose. When I went back to the hallway I saw that he dismantled the gates, as I was trying to put them back up. The dogs where in the bathroom as they were confused. Lola, a pit bull and a chihuahua ran out along with my dog. He saw I was stressed and help me coral the dogs. I had to explain to him that is why I use the gates, so they don't wander around the house. I was wondering about Lola and the other dog, they belong to my Wolfbrother's actual brother. He was first surprised that there was too many dogs, and then wondered my I didn't let my dog wonder. The front door to the living room opened a bit and my dog ran for it luckily I caught him and put him in my aunt's room.
He apologized for the confusion, but I told him that is okay and we would figure something out. My aunt wanted me to put back the way her room was and I told her I would. He and I went to the living room and talked.

I mentioned, "It is October, little early for Christmas huh?". I immediately thought November, as July was around the corner. "Month early, November or June, does it matter? Christmas in July, no?". I became suspicious as this obviously made no sense (beside all the other stuff that had just happened).
I asked him what he was doing.... he looked at me and took out a cigarette, I reminded him we don't smoke inside the house. All of a sudden his backstory flooded in........

Apparently I met him at CERO, he told the group about his encounters. Apparently we hit it off and became good friends. He needed a place to live as rent was getting to expensive, and moved in with me since I have an extra room. He worked in Los Angeles and commuted to work on a bike. We have gone on many outings such to the beach, hiking, and amusement parks on the weekends. He supposedly was living with me for a few months since January. However, my aunt did not know who he was or that he was living with us...... 
After that rush of information, I asked again, "Who are you?" as none of the backstory made sense, other than we already met. He responded, "You are not like the others, you ask questions, so much detail to fill in. I honestly like you. You are good person. Go back to sleep".

That is when I woke up dazed. It was a quarter to 4:00am. I went to go check on my aunt.
-Living room door was ajar, however before bed I made my rounds and it was closed.
-Aunt was asleep, but I woke her up. She said there was some weird church music and fell asleep
-Left foot hurts and toe hurts, that is where I tried to get up and fell. When I kicked against the wall.
-Concerned that the first thing on my mind is my Wolfbrother and they knew him. Oddly enough two days before his birthday.

Web Series: But Something is there....

The story covers Steve Neill's life long experiences from a child until present day with an unknown intelligent presents.. This is about how this experience can shape a person's life and send them on a journey of self discovery and deep connection with the cosmos.

In this series it is never claimed that these are beings from another world or planet but rather an honest accounting of the experience itself.

Never before has a series or film approached this subject matter in this way. All the encounters are presented as they actually occurred and not flavored by Hollywood conjecture or fantasy. This is how it really happens. This is not your father's close encounters.

Steve will cover all of this in an upcoming series hosted by Whitely Strieber and produced by SNG Studios. In addition there will be a book covering even more of his experiences over the years. 

Chip at the Base of the Skull

Date: 6/16/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am, 9:30am-12:30am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:30am-12:30am (Me)/5:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad(Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Mist
Odd occurrences after: None

Last night since it was warm I went out for a walk and got some donuts for my aunt around 3:00am. I couldn't sleep as usual and just wanted to walk. I am trying to occupy my thoughts with keeping myself busy.
I was hoping to go to an even in Long Beach, but sadly it did not happen..perhaps that was for the best.
Anyway when I came back home my aunt was up, she says that a few minutes before I came back there was an off mist that appeared and left...it was about one or two minutes before I opened the door.

I went to work writing and just pushing forward. My guest came home around this time, 5:30am, since he was at a shoot. Nothing odd happened and eventually he went to bed around 7:00am, while I just tried to get myself to sleep. Eventually around 9:30am I felt tired, I wanted some sleep before the event....but realized it would be a tight squeeze as my obligations need to be fufilled.

The dreams I had were odd, the only thing that sticks out is that I was in a car in the back seat, something was bothering my and I felt the back of my head. At the base of the skull where the spine is (that weird bump everyone has), I felt something odd. It was kinda of calcified under the skin and matted in hair, I dug it out of course because it was not supposed to be there. There was no blood, as this was like a dry csyst.
Just thinking about it makes me feel all weird back there..... but as I opened this odd thing up there was a flat metal disc, about the size of a 1 x 1 lego piece. It stopped transmitting as soon as I broke it out of the cyst.
Someone said "You should have left that in. Matter of fact you should not have been able to find, let alone remove it. Just exactly what are you?". I had the disc in my palm and was going to do something with it when I woke up. I don't know what car I was in or who was driving and sitting next to me. I just know that the back seat was very large....like if it were a van.... I know we were moving and I was sitting in a chair of some sort.

Odd Meetings, Blue Outfits, and Tall People

Date: 6/13/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 6:30am-7:30am, 
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A(Me)/N/A(Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad(Me)/Scarred, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Shadow Person, Footsteps
Odd occurrences after: None

For the month I have been really really depressed, the loss and absence of my wolfbrother weighs heavily on my soul. I have done my best to distract myself and keep occupied, but my thoughts are of him. I admit that a part of me is angry for trusting another person and being duped, a part of me is grieving for the loss of someone I clearly held love for, and part of  worries for the individual. It has nearly been half a year since it all feel apart with no clear resolution . . . . . unlike my mother's madness he haunt's me.

The insomnia is back and I do not know if it is just my emotions or "them", there have been many nights were I am restless and don't want to be here. I am anxious for other reasons, none that I can clearly identify with.
It is a battle between depression and this anxiety....my obligations keep me grounded though. So last night I forced myself to try and sleep around 6:00am. I constantly burn at a warm temperature and thought to put on the A/C, but energy is expensive and I just tried to sleep. As I had my eyes closed....I was seeing the image of a computer screen, it was as if someone was looking at several programs and running some sort of diagnostics. I thought this was interesting, because unlike before the colors were not muted and was very bright. Usually when this happened in the past it was very dark with green, greys, and muted colors.
Someone was trying to do something, I was going to open my eyes and get up since this was really odd and get some water, but I was paralyzed. This time though I was not scared, the usual feeling of dread was gone and this was rather peaceful. I just watched....eventually things transitioned. It is a little jumbled so I will go in sections.

The Prison Break
I was in space. I was in a cell, it had a cement floor, there were thin cement beams at the corner that made the cell the outline of a cube. Additional the faces of the cube could be made opaque or transparent. I chose to have my transparent, though originally the walls were bronze. It seemed there were many rows of cubes, not all were full. The gravity was not present as everything was 0-G, when I looked out I could see a large Bright White Light Orb.....I thought it was the a sun, but realized there was no heat and I was not blinded by the light. There was behind the cells a large metal "space station" or orbital ship. I could see the lights, levels, decks, and hangar doors.
Some of the people who were in the other cells were of African, Mediterranean, and Latin descent. They were all shades of medium to light tan. Most were very well built, athletic and tall, they had some polymer type of armor and were trying to break out of the cells. The interesting thing was these cells were not ally connected, they were free floating and tethered by some energy field. The ones trying to break out were using centrifugal force by spinning their cells and locking up with another cell, four individuals manage to do this and ram the space station.
The thing was prior to this I was being following a being, a grey type individual with whispy hair, all white.
"She" was wearing black lacquer mask that cover her face, but exposed the hair..it was plain dark oval. She did were a bone grey type of robe. Before we got to the cells there was a wall were many floating plastic rods were floating and tethered to a socket...those that were inserted had some form of LED lit up. I refer to the being as a she because that was the impression her "thoughts gave". I think I was disruptive and that was why I was brought here for holding. I remember when I saw the very tall individuals in the other cells she commented on the fact that "I liked the guys?"...which was I was thinking... then surprised I heard her..when I responded "So?".

The Cruise Ship 
Prior to this I was supposedly visiting my mother's house, but there were a lot of people there. My aunt included as well as some members of my wolfbrother's family. I was confused as to why they were here, and tried to talk to them. Most of them seemed really giddy and were pre-occupied or staring off. My wolfbrother said "Hi and I am okay", before I could say anything the scene transitioned with bright lights all around us. Apparently now we were on some sort of cruise ship....and being directed toward various decks in groups. I wanted to stay with my wolfbrothers family, but since my aunt was here I had to escort her.
I got her situated next to a table and they began some sort of orientation...I told her I would be back and I explored the ship. It seems there were other orientations going on, there was a room with pregnant women and lamaze classes, clear water tanks with people in them, and an auditorium. As I made my way, there was a table with some food. So I took a bag and got some snacks for my aunt. In one area I found my wolfbrother, I snuck up and told him "I found you, let's go, I got some food for us". He said okay and we walked back to my orientation area. I was happy that we were together and told of all the stuff I wanted to do together once we got back, the movies we missed and such. He said "that was not necessary", and he seemed to be "off" still ...yet was happy I was there. I gave my aunt some of the snacks and another person sort of focused on us and said "there is food? where did you get food? where am I?". I looked at my wolfbrother and he said "I better get back. I will see you again.". I left the bag in the orientation room.
We were all escorted out to a buffet area, and were told to get plates and eat the food...this was not the place I got food from. One of the people in blue suits asked "why are we not eating?". My aunt said..."I am not hungry, we had snack before this". The individual looked confused. I said the bag is in the other room, perhaps your lost and found has it. That is when several people in blue clothing came to me and said "come with us". They took me to the lamaze room again and to a hotel like area, there there were other women standing there and they said "choose". I tried to run but several of the male overpowered me and a white individual in grey robes wearing a black lacquer mask appeared.

The odd thing about all of this is that my aunt was experiencing the same dream as well at the same time. Around the same time in the morning she was paralyzed an unable to me, and was seeming images of monitors...there the screens kept changing. She remembers being in a weird empty room with some people she did not know and family members. She recalls seeing me.
It differed when the ship parts happens. She remember being left by herself with the people in the blue clothing. They were the tan skinned people again. They told her "We have been following you two for a very long time. We know what you are.", "Don't worry", "Everything will be okay", "Your Nephew is of interest to us and he will be very useful".

A few days earlier....
A few days earlier as I was meditating before bed, a small being rushed at me. It walked in front of my bookcase and when I noticed it it ran toward me and stopped. It was the size of a toddler. It was a see through shadow....the shape was humanoid with a bulbous head.

New Visttors Old Agenda

Date: 6/6/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am-4:00am (Aunt), 
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A(Me)/N/A(Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Pre-occupied, Sad(Me)/Scarred, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: "Coming"
Odd occurrences after: None

My aunt indicates that she was visited last night. I had the urge to go for a walk and leave the house as usual.
I had a feeling they were coming so I left.

She recalls walking/floating around a place, it was very indistinct but then two humanoids showed up and ask her how was was doing? She was surprised she could walk, and the beings told her that here she can walk.
My aunt told them that she wanted to walk again. Then answered her back saying you could if you really wanted to. My aunt got upset at them and told her she was sick and couldn't. She said she wanted to walk around like normal people. They told her, well you can't because your different. There was some awkward silence.

Then they started to examine her, she became agitated and started asking question such as "What do you want with us?" and "Why don't you leave us alone". They were actually chatty and answered her.
The two said...

"You and your nephew are special. You are not like the others, you don't just willing say yes but resist. That is of interest. You two are more intelligent than most, but your nephew is very intelligent...mare than you are aware of."

My aunt blurted out... "Leave him alone"

They continued, "We know you love him and think of him as your son, even though he is not. He is very special and he is of use too us, we want to use what he has. We are not going to physically hurt him. We have always watched you, especially him for a long time and interest". They give an odd look to each other as if a private joke or comment.

She says "You better not hurt my dog"

They continued, "We have no interest in your animal. He is of no concern. Only you two. Hmmm sad your candle is burning short. We will be back."

I left around 3:00am to go for a walk and did not return until 4:15am. My guest returned around 4:00am and this is when she woke up. She told me about this later during the day.

The other thing that was odd was there appearance. They were not lanky, but tall and full built, they were white with black eyes, but there head was tappered and oblong to the back horizontally.

Chris & Jack: Abduction

This is a small skit on abductions and it is comedy.