Date: 6/13/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 6:30am-7:30am,
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A(Me)/N/A(Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad (Me)/Sad, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad(Me)/Scarred, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Shadow Person, Footsteps
Odd occurrences after: None
For the month I have been really really depressed, the loss and absence of my wolfbrother weighs heavily on my soul. I have done my best to distract myself and keep occupied, but my thoughts are of him. I admit that a part of me is angry for trusting another person and being duped, a part of me is grieving for the loss of someone I clearly held love for, and part of worries for the individual. It has nearly been half a year since it all feel apart with no clear resolution . . . . . unlike my mother's madness he haunt's me.
The insomnia is back and I do not know if it is just my emotions or "them", there have been many nights were I am restless and don't want to be here. I am anxious for other reasons, none that I can clearly identify with.
It is a battle between depression and this anxiety....my obligations keep me grounded though. So last night I forced myself to try and sleep around 6:00am. I constantly burn at a warm temperature and thought to put on the A/C, but energy is expensive and I just tried to sleep. As I had my eyes closed....I was seeing the image of a computer screen, it was as if someone was looking at several programs and running some sort of diagnostics. I thought this was interesting, because unlike before the colors were not muted and was very bright. Usually when this happened in the past it was very dark with green, greys, and muted colors.
Someone was trying to do something, I was going to open my eyes and get up since this was really odd and get some water, but I was paralyzed. This time though I was not scared, the usual feeling of dread was gone and this was rather peaceful. I just watched....eventually things transitioned. It is a little jumbled so I will go in sections.
The Prison Break
I was in space. I was in a cell, it had a cement floor, there were thin cement beams at the corner that made the cell the outline of a cube. Additional the faces of the cube could be made opaque or transparent. I chose to have my transparent, though originally the walls were bronze. It seemed there were many rows of cubes, not all were full. The gravity was not present as everything was 0-G, when I looked out I could see a large Bright White Light Orb.....I thought it was the a sun, but realized there was no heat and I was not blinded by the light. There was behind the cells a large metal "space station" or orbital ship. I could see the lights, levels, decks, and hangar doors.
Some of the people who were in the other cells were of African, Mediterranean, and Latin descent. They were all shades of medium to light tan. Most were very well built, athletic and tall, they had some polymer type of armor and were trying to break out of the cells. The interesting thing was these cells were not ally connected, they were free floating and tethered by some energy field. The ones trying to break out were using centrifugal force by spinning their cells and locking up with another cell, four individuals manage to do this and ram the space station.
The thing was prior to this I was being following a being, a grey type individual with whispy hair, all white.
"She" was wearing black lacquer mask that cover her face, but exposed the hair..it was plain dark oval. She did were a bone grey type of robe. Before we got to the cells there was a wall were many floating plastic rods were floating and tethered to a socket...those that were inserted had some form of LED lit up. I refer to the being as a she because that was the impression her "thoughts gave". I think I was disruptive and that was why I was brought here for holding. I remember when I saw the very tall individuals in the other cells she commented on the fact that "I liked the guys?"...which was I was thinking... then surprised I heard her..when I responded "So?".
The Cruise Ship
Prior to this I was supposedly visiting my mother's house, but there were a lot of people there. My aunt included as well as some members of my wolfbrother's family. I was confused as to why they were here, and tried to talk to them. Most of them seemed really giddy and were pre-occupied or staring off. My wolfbrother said "Hi and I am okay", before I could say anything the scene transitioned with bright lights all around us. Apparently now we were on some sort of cruise ship....and being directed toward various decks in groups. I wanted to stay with my wolfbrothers family, but since my aunt was here I had to escort her.
I got her situated next to a table and they began some sort of orientation...I told her I would be back and I explored the ship. It seems there were other orientations going on, there was a room with pregnant women and lamaze classes, clear water tanks with people in them, and an auditorium. As I made my way, there was a table with some food. So I took a bag and got some snacks for my aunt. In one area I found my wolfbrother, I snuck up and told him "I found you, let's go, I got some food for us". He said okay and we walked back to my orientation area. I was happy that we were together and told of all the stuff I wanted to do together once we got back, the movies we missed and such. He said "that was not necessary", and he seemed to be "off" still ...yet was happy I was there. I gave my aunt some of the snacks and another person sort of focused on us and said "there is food? where did you get food? where am I?". I looked at my wolfbrother and he said "I better get back. I will see you again.". I left the bag in the orientation room.
We were all escorted out to a buffet area, and were told to get plates and eat the food...this was not the place I got food from. One of the people in blue suits asked "why are we not eating?". My aunt said..."I am not hungry, we had snack before this". The individual looked confused. I said the bag is in the other room, perhaps your lost and found has it. That is when several people in blue clothing came to me and said "come with us". They took me to the lamaze room again and to a hotel like area, there there were other women standing there and they said "choose". I tried to run but several of the male overpowered me and a white individual in grey robes wearing a black lacquer mask appeared.
The odd thing about all of this is that my aunt was experiencing the same dream as well at the same time. Around the same time in the morning she was paralyzed an unable to me, and was seeming images of monitors...there the screens kept changing. She remembers being in a weird empty room with some people she did not know and family members. She recalls seeing me.
It differed when the ship parts happens. She remember being left by herself with the people in the blue clothing. They were the tan skinned people again. They told her "We have been following you two for a very long time. We know what you are.", "Don't worry", "Everything will be okay", "Your Nephew is of interest to us and he will be very useful".
A few days earlier....
A few days earlier as I was meditating before bed, a small being rushed at me. It walked in front of my bookcase and when I noticed it it ran toward me and stopped. It was the size of a toddler. It was a see through shadow....the shape was humanoid with a bulbous head.
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