Sleep Paralysis Day
Date: June 9, 2011
Type: Abduction
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am-5:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:45 am
State of Mind Before: Tired, Overall Depression Symptoms, Stressed, Sad, Lonely
State of Mind After: Confused, Sad, Apathetic
Odd occurrences before: Depression Symptoms, Odd Noises, Hauntings, Odd Sleeping Patterns, CE3 of an associate.
Odd occurrences after: Repetitious Behavior at 5am, 6am, 7am, and 730am.
Over the past weeks the usual odd noises at night occur, along with some ghostly phenomena, and the usual odd sleeping patterns. On May 30th a close associate's family member had a CE3. This event occurred in Burbank, CA. Although the area in which the craft sighted is highly improbable, she described the tell tale signs of the entity's craft that have seem to have bothered me.I have never gone into detail with her, and she has very little knowledge of my experiences. Her account leads me to speculate that the beings craft my been extra-dimensional. Besides personal issues, things have been at the usual.
Last night, 6-8-11, I have been sleeping from the time I get back from work until 11pm. My body and myself seem to not want to be asleep at night. I been forcing myself to sleep at reasonable hours, but for some reason I do not want to sleep.
Last night I tried to relax myself as normal, did some chores, and was ok.
When I finally forced myself to relax and try to sleep several odd things began to happen. 1) The usual noise in my left ear started (this was toward the pillow), 2) after a couple of secs the volume decreased and hen started in my right ear 3) I heard an odd noise from the hallway (crawl space bang) 4) There was a strong cold draft in my room 5) Then blacked out. During this time I was trying to relax and just remain calm, I even thought how nice cool air, and tried to remain calm. I did not fall asleep... things just turned off as in "blacked out".
During the "black out"... I was escorted down a pearly and circular hallway. Being were behind me as I moved forward. We then got to a warm bathed in a golden light. It was a small chamber some 10' round, and it contained a small garden of river stone, moss grass, and four small fountain statues. I remember saying "What have you done. In our city this is not allowed. It is very lovely though but could do without the female fountains." I was simply told "Wait here" and I simply stared at the fountains.
I revived at 5am. Swung out of bed went to the bathroom, rinsed my mouth, went back to bed and lay there. I noted the time, and also just went through the motions...I was numb... I felt nothing as if i was on automatic pilot... wondering why I was doing this. At 6am.... same thing.. swung out of bed, rinsed my mouth, and lay back in bed. 7am same thing......swung out of bed, rinsed my mouth, and lay back in bed. At this point I knew something was wrong... becuase I was just trapped... I needed to go to work... but I was just laying there. The only thing I could do all those time was move my eyes, and I thought I was dreaming... but I wasn't. I made sure to see the clock and look around... which is quite disturbing when you body is doing something else entirely. Finally around 730 I got up one last time and after rinsing my mouth I was normal. The first thing that hit me was my throat was raw.
It felt like the time I had gastropic biopsy in which a tube with cameras was down my throat. I also through up stomach acid. My stomach was fine the night before.
Of course... my first thought is I need to get to work... so I got dressed although crying and shaking. I was trying to keep it out of my head... of what my have happened.
As per usual I check on my aunt before I go to work. As I said my goodbyes I noticed she was upset. I asked her point blank what was wrong. She was scared, becuase around 3:00 am at night something opened up he crawlspace and was walking around the hallway. She screamed my name, and something walked around the kitchen and the hallway. She also felt a draft of cold air enter her room as well. Trying to remain as calm as I could I said "yeah... it was hem again. Something did happen. They are not after you. Don't be scared. I need to go to work". I attempted to re-assure and go to work. In the car I broke down a bit, but I continued on with driving to work... throughout the next couple of minutes I sobbed apathetically... functioning but crying and wanting to end it all. So far my strong sense of obligation anchors me.... but I can't take this anymore. It is one thing when I am just trapped in this, but another thing when my loved one are subject to this too.
Which brings a whole other can of worms... what do I do? If I admit whats going on and how I really feel... it cause serious ramifications. I am the only one working, a caregiver, like many Americans I live from check to check, and have no social support. Only option is for me to endure and do my best... but it is taking a toll on me.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
Sleep Paralysis Day
Date: May 15, 2011
Type: ????
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00pm-6:pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Tired, Overall Depression Symptoms, Stressed, Sad, Lonely
State of Mind After: Apathetic
Odd occurrences before: Depression Symptoms, Dream.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Well I am not sure how to classify this one. I woke up this morning as usually and did my chores and made breakfast. I didn't eat anything and was just "blah" feeling.
So I laid down. (1)Immediately I had one of the paralysis attacks... I had accidentally had my wrist by my temple. After managing to nudge my hand from under my head... I awoke. I was confused and wonder why this happened. I still felt very lethargic. (2) I laid back down and turned over... again, my wrist had ended up under my temple. Again I struggled and manage to free myself. As I got up I felt lethargic and sat back and laid down. (3) This time I made sure my hands were away from my head... but as I fell asleep my wrists were over each other and I couldn't breathe well. At this point I heard "Why do you struggle?" in a very calm voice.
In my head I replied "There are obligations and duties I must perform". After a few moments of struggling I managed to wake up and breath normally.
I still felt worn out, and weak... I just laid there looked at the clock and it was 3pm. I felt alone and very sad... and thought why do I struggle? At this point I felt how pointless my life is, how no one really wants me in there life, I am truly alone, I've been abandoned and betrayed by the people I love.. and why should I be here. At this point I closed my eyes again. (4) I was on my side and couldn't move, somethings was watching and left. I managed to twitch and move, I was attempting to roll of the bed to wake up. I manged to move my right arm so it extended over the bed. It was then picked up and held straight out. I heard "No". My arm was put back to my side. I began to panic a bit... and thinking "I am dying this time, I can't I have responsibilities". I hyper-ventilated, another trick that usually works. Again I woke up. It was 3:50pm.
This time I got out of bed went to wash the dishes and got my aunt tea. I laid down... again, not realizing what happened before. It was like I didn't care but aware of what was going on (5) Again I fell asleep and was paralyzed. This time and was tired of us this... why is this happening? I managed to roll back and forth until I feel of the bed. Yet... I awoke up on the bed.... lethargic... I looked at the clock and it was 2:50pm. I check the clock again and it was 2:50pm. I was confused as I knew it should be 4'ish. 6) Again I felt the urge to lay down... and was paralyzed...it was my ankles this time... and again I managed to move them apart.... when I did my cell phone went off. I managed to get it. It said 4:14pm ... it was from one of the people I am hurt over.... I dismissed the text message and looked at the clock... and laid back down... very sad. Again... this continued for the next couple of hours for a few more times.... each time me struggling to get free. This happened a total of ten time until I just got up and turned on the computer and TV.
Now... as I stated before I am suffering from depression, however I had these paralyzing attacks before...but never so numerous in one day. Yet again... something directly interacting with me and an episode of time displacement. My aunt did confirm that around 4pm I did get her tea... ironically she felt sleepy all day... and did not know why. I do not know if this was them or something else.... either way... not a good day.
Addendum
-Early that morning I had two strange dreams... 1 dream was about my high schools friends whom I miss.. we were having a sleep over. They had forgot we had done this before. It was a mish-mash of memories. 2nd Dream was odd... it was my grandmother's funeral. My grandmother's daughters were here in the house. We were discussing some things about 1) Grace should sleep in "the room" so she can see them and believe. 2) My mother and I were in my grandmothers room and discussing why are there ghosts here. I said "Perhaps they are trying to convey a message". The closet has glass doors... and I though perhaps there was a message there since there was odd activity in the closet as my grandmother dress were being lifted up.
I was steamy the glass with my breath to see if there was smudges.. none... but as the light refracted at the angle I was looking at the glass I found a series of etched words on the glass....these messages were disturbing... "They are always watching", "they come form 2-4", "I see the lights", "They are in the other room", etc..... apparently my grandmother knew and his this. At this time we went to go and tell my other aunt who had found a book in the kitchen. This book was my grandmother's and showed that the event had happened, the pictures were disturbing as they showed a man over a stone table with 10 of these beings swarming around him and taking out his intestines. At this point I woke up....
Reason why I say these are odd dreams...becuase they are about life here.... and I hardly dream.
Type: ????
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00pm-6:pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Tired, Overall Depression Symptoms, Stressed, Sad, Lonely
State of Mind After: Apathetic
Odd occurrences before: Depression Symptoms, Dream.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Well I am not sure how to classify this one. I woke up this morning as usually and did my chores and made breakfast. I didn't eat anything and was just "blah" feeling.
So I laid down. (1)Immediately I had one of the paralysis attacks... I had accidentally had my wrist by my temple. After managing to nudge my hand from under my head... I awoke. I was confused and wonder why this happened. I still felt very lethargic. (2) I laid back down and turned over... again, my wrist had ended up under my temple. Again I struggled and manage to free myself. As I got up I felt lethargic and sat back and laid down. (3) This time I made sure my hands were away from my head... but as I fell asleep my wrists were over each other and I couldn't breathe well. At this point I heard "Why do you struggle?" in a very calm voice.
In my head I replied "There are obligations and duties I must perform". After a few moments of struggling I managed to wake up and breath normally.
I still felt worn out, and weak... I just laid there looked at the clock and it was 3pm. I felt alone and very sad... and thought why do I struggle? At this point I felt how pointless my life is, how no one really wants me in there life, I am truly alone, I've been abandoned and betrayed by the people I love.. and why should I be here. At this point I closed my eyes again. (4) I was on my side and couldn't move, somethings was watching and left. I managed to twitch and move, I was attempting to roll of the bed to wake up. I manged to move my right arm so it extended over the bed. It was then picked up and held straight out. I heard "No". My arm was put back to my side. I began to panic a bit... and thinking "I am dying this time, I can't I have responsibilities". I hyper-ventilated, another trick that usually works. Again I woke up. It was 3:50pm.
This time I got out of bed went to wash the dishes and got my aunt tea. I laid down... again, not realizing what happened before. It was like I didn't care but aware of what was going on (5) Again I fell asleep and was paralyzed. This time and was tired of us this... why is this happening? I managed to roll back and forth until I feel of the bed. Yet... I awoke up on the bed.... lethargic... I looked at the clock and it was 2:50pm. I check the clock again and it was 2:50pm. I was confused as I knew it should be 4'ish. 6) Again I felt the urge to lay down... and was paralyzed...it was my ankles this time... and again I managed to move them apart.... when I did my cell phone went off. I managed to get it. It said 4:14pm ... it was from one of the people I am hurt over.... I dismissed the text message and looked at the clock... and laid back down... very sad. Again... this continued for the next couple of hours for a few more times.... each time me struggling to get free. This happened a total of ten time until I just got up and turned on the computer and TV.
Now... as I stated before I am suffering from depression, however I had these paralyzing attacks before...but never so numerous in one day. Yet again... something directly interacting with me and an episode of time displacement. My aunt did confirm that around 4pm I did get her tea... ironically she felt sleepy all day... and did not know why. I do not know if this was them or something else.... either way... not a good day.
Addendum
-Early that morning I had two strange dreams... 1 dream was about my high schools friends whom I miss.. we were having a sleep over. They had forgot we had done this before. It was a mish-mash of memories. 2nd Dream was odd... it was my grandmother's funeral. My grandmother's daughters were here in the house. We were discussing some things about 1) Grace should sleep in "the room" so she can see them and believe. 2) My mother and I were in my grandmothers room and discussing why are there ghosts here. I said "Perhaps they are trying to convey a message". The closet has glass doors... and I though perhaps there was a message there since there was odd activity in the closet as my grandmother dress were being lifted up.
I was steamy the glass with my breath to see if there was smudges.. none... but as the light refracted at the angle I was looking at the glass I found a series of etched words on the glass....these messages were disturbing... "They are always watching", "they come form 2-4", "I see the lights", "They are in the other room", etc..... apparently my grandmother knew and his this. At this time we went to go and tell my other aunt who had found a book in the kitchen. This book was my grandmother's and showed that the event had happened, the pictures were disturbing as they showed a man over a stone table with 10 of these beings swarming around him and taking out his intestines. At this point I woke up....
Reason why I say these are odd dreams...becuase they are about life here.... and I hardly dream.
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