Weird Dream with an Unusual Alien Symbolism

Date: June 19th, 2013
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am-6:05am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Worried (Me)/Sad (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Worried (Me)/Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Previous weird dreams..
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Summer Solstice, UFO Message Board Activity.

As many already know the past few weeks I been having odd dreams. They been rather invasive, making me remember things, question my reasoning, and forcing to relive certain scenarios. The familiar people in the dream do not act as their real life counterparts, but as the role they are assigned as. Which usually gives away the dream as being "fake". This particular incident was over a week ago, 6/19/2013 and I posted it at the Alien-UFO.com forums in hopes that maybe someone had a similar dream or saw these individuals.

The Dream was as follows:

 In this dream we were driving up into the mountains. We stopped to look at a specialty store and museum in honoring the games of "Final Fantasy". I remember looking for music, hoping there were some soundtracks I could find and enjoy. While I was looking around I realized that there is no museum and why would this place be in California? Japan maybe, but not here. That is when I started walking off. My family asked where I was going but I ignored them. I realized it was on of those messed up dreams and took off in the car to get away. A few mile of just driving away I stopped. On the side of the road was a group of five individuals standing there and they beckoned me out.

I was apprehensive as usual and asked what did they want. Oddly enough they said without speaking "We apologize for this deception, but I hope you find this more appropriate of in our form. We are not the ones your are familiar with and their is little time. This is for you. We are sending you back now. It is up to you to defend what you have before their coming". They were also talking to two other guys beside me whom I didn't notice. Apparently we are supposed to work together, but I don't know who they are. Except one guy was military as he glance at me and nodded.

The beings to me looked like squat Buddha belly little bald monks with metallic bronze skin. Their garments were likewise metallic in copper, brass, and gold. They had long arms and compared to their legs. It was wearing some type of open robe with a cape. it also had a scarf like garment draped in the front with odd symbols, only symbol recognizable was two swastikas on either side. The pic below illustrates what they looked like, and I color splotched it to give and idea of the coloration. :


This is from a movie, but like these bronze Shaolin monks but think smaller with Buddha bellies and metallic clothing colors.


Gold Leopard head from King Tut Exhibit.....That was the like coloration of the faces, and the black around the eyes but more square and the nose with dark too.

Follow-up:

A few individuals responded, but no one seemed to have any knowledge on these types of beings. The majority of responses were "Dream Interpretations".... which this is not a typical one that has dream interpretations. As to my internet search, I can only find one reference to such creatures, but that is Egyptian lore of the gods whose "flesh is gold and bones made of silver".

Rogue Dreams

Date: June 21st, 2013
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am-4:05am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Aunt/Me), Guest 11:30pm.
State of Mind Before: Happy, Worried (Me)/Sad (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Happy, Upset (Me)/Scared (Aunt)/ Asleep (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: 12:45am some looking at me from behind bookcase, shadowy head.
Odd occurrences after: 4:05am heard walking in kitchen (Me), 4:05am aunt heard someone on roof (Aunt).
Possible Influential Factors: Summer Solstice, UFO Message Board Activity.

   Tonite my guest dropped by which made me very happy. We watched some youtube videos and had diner, had a great time. Around 11:30pm he went to bed. It is warm, so I stayed up for a bit. Around 12:45am I thought I saw someone dart their head from behind the shelf. I thought it was my guest that peeked to see if I was awake. When I got up, I checked my room and the door was closed. So that wasn't him. I went to check on my aunt and put her to bed. I quickly put it out of mind cause I was just tired and in a good mood.

   I tossed and turned, my sleeping was fitful and I blame it on the heat. I kept waking up and falling asleep.
I was happy and in a good mood so I really didn't care. I was comfortable and was having pleasant dreams.
I don't dream usually and when I do it is really fake. As with the other dreams it was fake too, but I was really happy. I was with someone I love very much and was purposely being manipulated in the dream, I didn't care because I had not felt so happy in a long time. I knew I was being watched. Toward the end of my dream, I was told we would be going to a medical facility, Room 304. At this point they got sloppy only because I followed that image of the person I love like a puppy. When we went to the medical facility, he got on the elevator on the 1st floor. For some reason I stopped and looked back, hesitated, and the scenario went on as before without me.
   However since it was him, I ran into the building and took the stairs up to the third floor. I thought I bet the elevator, but he never came out. The medical facility was a familiar one in which I have been at before in one of these dream states. However as I began looking for him, passing all these doctors and nurse with no faces, I was ushered into a corridor with a group of people. All these people were line up and down the corridor, they were all still just waiting in line. It wasn't normal because people at least talked or moved.
As I was moved further in my only concern was to find him in the lines. However I stopped as we passed a room where several people where crying on tables. Many of them were pleading to be let go, others where in a trance like state. Many of them where being injected "vaccinated" by a pair of white beings. These white being were medical type being....I would say alien.. but they never turned around. However I had a hard time trying to see a face and I kept being told "Look away" in my head. The injections they were giving people was a blue color like windex. The tables were not standard medical tables, they were silvery pearl like and rounded, molded like they came out of the floor.
   I awoke as I was pushed into a room in the dream. I quickly looked at the clock and it was 4:05am.
I heard someone walk around in the kitchen and though my guest was up. I went to the bathroom and freshened up. Nobody in the kitchen, but I checked on my aunt. She was up. she woke up around 4:00am and then she heard footsteps on the roof. She is kinda scared because I woke up and it is that "time" again.
It shows that I a vulnerable.... which is not good. Project the one thing I want, while was making happy makes me extremely sad and frustrated because real life is not like that. They projected something I need really really bad, only to realize it was all fake. That hurts more than anything.

Movies: The Man of Steel

The story of Superman is well known. A character of the DC comics universe, was re-imagined over the course of generations since 1934 to become an icon in popular culture. The story Kal-El, or Clark Kent as he is named on Earth, is a story about a survivor from a dying world known as Krypton that is sent to Earth.
He is sent by his parents in hopes that he would find sanctuary on a planet, the cast him out into the stars in hopes that their child would survive. The ship eventually crash landed in Kansas, U.S.A. and was found by a local farming family known as the Kents. They adopted the child and raised him as their own, hiding the spaceship, and trying to control the alien baby. They provided their adopted son a loving home and bought him up with kind and wholesome values. Eventually young Clark discovers the truth and sets out to find answers as to who is and why he has all this powers. Eventually he becomes one of the most beloved heroes on earth.

   The re-imagining of the 2013 "The Man of Steel" movie looks at a darker side of Superman  origin. That he is in fact an "alien". The opening scene in which we see some back story of Krypton is very reminiscent of the "Martian Chronicles". We find that krypton follow a "caste" system and that they have evolved beyond the means of basic breeding. Children are genetically engineered with birthing chambers based off the DNA of an ancient kryptonian. Their lives are predetermined as certain bloodlines are created to fulfill the hierarchy of the caste system. The society itself is on a verge of collapse as centuries of space exploration and technological development have drained the planet of its resources. The DNA is considered to be stagnant as much of the culture, and most willing accept their fate and just die seeing it as an end of an epoch.
  On earth, "Clark" has to deal with the fact that he is different. As a child is body to adjust to earth's atmosphere and climate. During this time his genetics were being mutated as do to the difference in environment which explain his exceptional abilities. Clark goes through what many "Star Children" experience, as they are bombarded with the fact that they are different.
  It is during Clark's wandering years as a young adult that it gets creepy. He gets wind that the Government has discovered a UFO buried in the arctic ice. Clark some how realizes it may be Kryptonian in origin and makes his way there. He activates the ship and soon hides. The government covers up their findings of a UFO and disavows all knowledge of any discovery. A few months latter a UFO is spotted in orbit around the moon. Within days the UFO makes contact with earth, intercepting all communication feeds with a message of "You are not Alone". The aliens let earth know that they are looking for a refuge and want him back. When we are introduced to the "Aliens", the body armor is dark and opaque... the helmet oddly menacing. When Clark is finally introduced to the Kryptonians we find that they have the ability to mental project into people's minds, much like the telepathic abilities of the grey. When we further see examples of the heat vision, the presentation is similar to that of  the hybrids in "The Village of the Damned" when using their psychic abilities.
   The Kryptonians we find out seem to have an agenda that most people fear about aliens. They want to colonize earth. Here we have Kryptonians terraformaing the planet, changing the atmosphere and environment on a global scale. These caste of kryptonians only want to conquer and preserve Krypton, and with the movie's explanation of their culture are very much like the greys in the sense that there are groups with specific agendas. Even with the appearance of Jor-El, Clark's true father, he claims to want a "Hybrid" culture built on earth... one in which krypton DNA  can be married to the planets inhabitants. Where a new Krypton could be built which is a hybrid of earth and krypton.

     

While I was Out

Date: June 14th, 2013
Type: CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:10am-1:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Frustrated (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Worried, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

   Early this evening I set an automated post for this Blog. It was just an afterthought that I should record for public record those particular thoughts. This evening my friend was kind enough to spend some time with me as we went to go watching a midnight showing at a theater. I left my aunt around 11:10pm and did not come home until 3:00am.

   According to my aunt after I left she watched a little TV and dosed off sometime around 12:00am. She woke up startled because of a strange noise. The noise came from behind her room and then slowly made it's way toward my room along the outside of the house. The noise as the usual oscillating hum accompanied by a odd tapping sound. The sound was not random or orderly.
   During this time the TV was on and there were no odd power fluctuations. After fifteen to twenty minutes the noise suddenly stopped. At this point my aunt was already scarred. She just prayed nothing else would happen.

   When I arrived around 3:00am my friend went to bed and I checked my room before going to see if my aunt needed anything. The only thing I noted that was off was in my bathroom. We recently fixed my shower with a special leaver. The leaver was moved allowing a trickle of water, one that would be clearly a parent.
I put the leaver back to its correct position. Afterwards I went to check on my aunt to make sure she would be okay. It is at this time she mentioned her story.

Update on things.. not sure.

   The only unusual thing I d have have to report is waking up at 2:25am on June 10th. There was a weird high pitch noise and I pass out.  I woke up in "flight" mode put did not know what to do, looked at the clock and then the noise hit. It was the typical noise and I passed out.I awoke at 4:35 am. I asked my aunt and she only remembers hearing a weird noise around 4:30am. 

Yesterday June 12th, around 11:00pm as I walked to the market, there were some odd flashing in the sky to the south of me. There was no sound, it was a yellow flash. The dogs started barking though. The cats on the street stood still. The neighborhood was quiet. There was no weather phenomena, nor was it fireworks. It could have been an electrical transformer blowing, but there was no noticeable loss of power. It did bug me.
When I was on the way back from the market at 11:30pm, there was a black mass that zoomed from the southwest to the northeast. It can from the direction of that yellow flash. I do not know what that was, but attributed it to a bug flying in my field of vision. It seemed to be a rod of some type zooming across the sky.
However I did not see a bug or any insect in the area. No unusual light or after effects.

I am unsure how to classify as these things as I feel off lately.

   For the past two weeks I have been had trouble focusing. What is worse is I have been actively dreaming. I feel at times that my brain is being emptied out. I been accessing my safeguards and mannerisms for any unusual or noticeable changes in behavior. I feel a sense of loss. It just might be the summer and all the light, or the heat.... I do not know.
   I do not know if its the general feeling of apathy I have, deep sadness, or just dissociative feeling. It feels as if someone has gone through my head and messed up the library I have in there. The books are astray and I have to re-organize stuff. and access the back-ups. I know while I am putting thing back I am also looking for the culprit or cause.

Hypnotism

   Some people employ this technique to deal with the trauma of alien abduction. It can be used for relaxation or memory regression, however many people are skeptical of its practical application. From accepted Psychologists to spiritualist and mystic, these techniques have proven effective in many ways. However the science behind that are not necessarily understand by many.

   It is shown that our brain manages our behavior and thoughts on several levels. When  we are actively awake and aware, we are considered to be in a conscious state. When we are asleep however the brain begins to process in an unconscious and sub-conscious state. It is in that state in which our thoughts and experiences are analyzed, reviewed, and categorized. Most of us are unaware of this state or process which is going on, but it is thought that during this state of activity is which when experience dreams. During this state it is all believed that were are susceptible to influence as our senses are still sending data to our brain.

   Psychologists and scientists, as early as Franz Mesmer (1774) to Sigmund Freud (1895) and beyond have researched and utilized hypnotherapy. Many found the techniques helpful in probing the mind, by inducing a trance like state in which the subject could be coaxed to behave in a more agreeable fashion. In these fields they were able to replicate and incorporate meditation and relaxation techniques that allowed a subject to enter into a trance like state. Their they were able to calm individuals suffering from anxiety and depression by conveying a state of peace and calm, where able to relax a subject so they could comfortably share experience and memories, and allow a person to freely imagine by tapping into the unconscious and subconscious desires. It is commonly used within cognitive-behavioral therapy to help condition people to behave in more acceptable and healthy activities.
   Many though viewed this as a parlor trick, as such techniques were used by many would be practitioners of mysticism and illusionist. Show goers would coaxed into a trance like state in which they were instructed to behave in odd fashion. It was feared that a person under hypnotic suggestion could be possessed and controlled, harking to the story of monsters and evil witches. Some viewed that many subjects at such shows gave into to a crowd mentality or akin to what is called religious hysteria. Further it was believed that one could cause false memories in a subject, fabricating events or confusing ones memory to become vague.
As mentioned above, it can be used for conditioning which can make people believe or behave differently than they would. It is that fear of the loss of control and personal identity that many people distrust hypnotism. In the context of abductions, some level of hypnotism is used to cause individuals to experience memory loss or fabricate false memories.

   The hypnotic state can be induced by visual or audio components. Lights and sound can put an individual into a trance like state. An individual can also be induced into such a state as well by chemical stimuli, either ingested, contact, or inhaled. Usually these are either sedatives that will relax an individual or a psychotropic compound that cause the individuals perception to become distorted in some fashion (hallucinations). Also a trance like state can be achieved through the use of tactile stimulation reflexology (massage) or through one of the major meridians (acupuncture). It is important to note that different people may not be susceptible to certain techniques. In addition many individuals will resist, often leaving people in different trance like states. These states can range  from complete failure (meaning no trance) to full control.
  
  So when your hypnotized what is going on... well that is where it gets tricky. We can demonstrate the different brain wave activities going on, we can also demonstrate that the activities in certain parts of the brain can be decreased in order to impair motor functions, we can also demonstrate creating false memories by using active imagination, and cause an individual to become more susceptible to suggestion. So yes, these techniques are real and have been measured through science, but there isn't anything extraordinary about this. Our brain works in quirky ways we are just beginning to understand. It is a complex system that is influenced by our social groups and cultural. It expands its area of interest by the experience we have, real or imagined. That is the key component! Experience....what is imagined experience!

  Our Eyes and Ears are two source of data points the brain utilizes to observe experiences. Experiences can be gained Vicariously through observation such as reading, listing to audio, or simply watching a movie. You do not physical participate in the actual experience, but your brain registers as if it dead. To your brain this is real. Imaginary experiences are fictional events that do not occur, like a movie or television series.  Our brain to some extent knows this event has not occurred, but the experience  very much as real. It is this "Imagined Experience" that many people point to when we discuss individuals who go in for hypnotherapy. It is feared that false memories can be created, suggested by the hypnotists by suggesting events or letting the individuals imagination run wild.
  Is this the case? Most likely not, because those that do often do not have a reference point to imagine or have a suggestion to take place. See the mind has to have reference for imagination. It has to have seen or experience a situation to make sense of it. If not it fills the memory with its own interpretation as best as it can. Which means that each individuals would have its own perception of an object. For example we know an orange to be an orange because we all agree what it is and we all agree on its perception. However a person who had no idea what an orange is would describe it in a context unique onto themselves. Hypnosis has shown in the context of Alien Abductions, that most individuals are seeing something common, are experiencing something that is relate-able, and not something unique.

  If interested in the way quirky way your brain works try checking out National Geographic's show called Brain Games.  You may be surprised to know how your brain operates! Also do some deeper research into hypnotism, the topic is very deep an extensive with a lot of opinions on the matter.


Do I trust hypnotherapy? No. The reason why is because I see no need for it in my personal life. I already have memory recall. It's partial, but of the stuff I do remember I honestly do not want to delve any further. I know most of my memories are suppressed, but it may be for good reason as a defense mechanism. I do not see the point in delving any further. Additionally I do trust third parties, nor do I have anyone I can say that I would trust as an neutral observer.

Temporal and Spatial Cloaking

   Those of us that keep up with technology know that spatial cloaking is already here. There are material covers, usually made of plastic which can bend light to cloak a presence. Since the early 60's we have already come up with materials that cloak radar (sonic, radio and microwave) for use as stealth technology. In the past decade, it has been unveiled that a spatial cloaking material has been manufactured and demonstrated. As shown above, it bends lights creating the illusion of being transparent.

   However, a news storyaccording to researchers at Purdue University have worked out that they can make a temporal cloak which work a principle of the absence of light. Basically everything we see is a reflection of light.... that makes it real. A spatial cloak creates a distortion field in which an object is there, but can be seen because of the distortion. A Temporal cloak on the other hand obstructs light from reaching the object, thus the object should not create a distortion field and would simple appear not to exist. As shown above this was easily photographed and recorded, at this point we have no photographic evidence of a temporal cloaked object. Does it distort the electromagnetic frequency? Does it create dark spots?

   The reason why I bring this up, is because there are many claims about aliens and UFOs. Especially their ability to remain undetected. Both ships and beings seem to employ some type of cloaking device. Many that have been caught on camera either show a distortion field "Spatial Cloaking" or what I would guess "Temporal Cloaking" in which there maybe electro-magnetic interference and points of darkness. So with the advent of this technology, should we re-assess our information? Have there been encounters that have been misidentified as a "ghostly" phenomena? 

Subtle and Odd Events

Date: June 5th, 2013
Type:Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:08am, 3:20am, 4:47am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:30am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Worried, Sad (Me)/Depressed, Frustrated (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathetic, Worried (Me)/ Sad (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Previous event (me)/Held down (Aunt).
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Event, Talking with My Aunt.

1st Part is My Aunt's Story

   This begins yesterday afternoon when talking with my aunt. She had a minor panic attack in the bath and I came into see what was wrong. She was scarred and I talked her down. I assist her as it is, so it was no biggy. However I noted that she had some odd discolorations on both sides of her abdomen, there was a rash on her shoulder since she had been scratching. So I took note but kept the comments to myself.
As I was talking here down I asked if things in general were okay, if she was in any pain, if anything bothered her, if she was sleeping okay, if the food was okay, etc. When I got to the sleeping part she said not really.
She said starting around two weeks ago, May 23, it happened a night after the humming sounds she experienced and then again a few days later.
   She says the reason she had a panic attack is because she felt like she was being held down again and squeezed. She has been woken up at night around between 2:00am to 3:00am with something pushing her down after she feels some sort of presence. She said that had been pressing on her stomach. That when I look again at the odd discoloration on  her skin. The blotches were faint, but they formed a diamond shape and looked as if two individuals had pressed there fingers and palms there. It was an imperfect prints, as it looks like the hands were adjusted a couple of times.
   As part of the debunking I asked her to scratch her stomach as if she had a rash. When she did her had went in a horizontal fashion, the did not slant or shift as to match the patterns on the stomach. I also told her to sit up as too notice if these were some type of a typical stretch mark from the loose skin. Again where the skin was compressed it did not match any positions or shaped of the blotches. I got a mirror at this point so she could see her stomach. She got scarred since she felt she was confronted with proof.
  As far as I could tell there was no bruising, and since its been a week or more it has faded, but noticeable.
The blotches are a discoloration of some sort burn which have traces of brown. There is no coloration except for the I guess light tanning of the skin there.

2nd Part is My Story

   Tuesday was a busy day for me in general. I ran several errands, fixed some pipes in the kitchen and did some bathroom repairs, and assisted my aunt as told above. After putting her to bed I intended to stay up for a bit and play an MMORPG just to unwind. However I decided not to because I became very sad. So I went to my room and just lay down, letting computer do the virus check I run and turn off. I had taken my usual precautions and feel asleep around 1:30am. Around 2:08am I awoke startled, and quickly tightened my grip on my weapon and looked at the clock. I waited a few moments for perhaps a minute or three. The only unusual sound was in the backyard and a bump on the wall. I tried to stay awake, but feel asleep again clutching my weapon.
   The next time I awoke I thought it was morning, the typical light that comes under the shade in my room lets me know that it's daytime. So I put my weapon to the side of the bed and lay back down. However I thought why do I feel wide awake, so I turned around and looked at the clock and it said 3:20am. However I felt very drowsy as I started pawing for my weapon. At this time I started dreaming again, and it was about people I knew the family I really don't like. I was stand offish because I do not want to interact with anyone there, despite the few relatives whom I do share a modicum of respect with.  I kept my distance from them, despite the beckons and situations in which they wish to include me. So I hid in the bathroom just washing my hands. The there was some sort of odd PA announcements about arrests, so I peeked my head outside. Apparently groups of people were being rounded up by police... then a former friend came up to me and said "You can't do anything about, they caught him, come on and let's go". Immediately I knew who he meant and rushed into the crowds, within moments I found my friend as I jumped on the table growling and motioning him to take my hand as I knew I was gonna have to fight our way out. He and others were sitting around the table, by him he had some dice I had given him long ago but lost....... he was crying and babbled the words "It's a trap". I awoke around 4:47am. At this point I knew I been being played with..... my weapons was at the side off the bed where I was pawing for it.... I waited and listened. Nothing happened so I went back to sleep and awoke at 6:30am to take out the trash.
    I checked on my aunt. She looked tired since she was up. she said she had a hard time sleeping. She didn't feel comfortable around 2:30am and then again she woke up around 4:30am.

Trouble Sleeping and weird dreams

Date: June 3th, 2013
Type:Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 12:35am, 2:35am, 3:25am, 4:25am, 5:23am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am (Me)/12:00am (Aunt)/Guest 11:30pm
State of Mind Before: Worried, Happy, Sad (Me)/Depressed, Lonely, Frustrated (Aunt)/Content (Guest)
State of Mind After: Apathetic (Me)/ ----(Aunt)/----- (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Dry Mouth, Did not Follow precautionary sleep procedures.
Odd occurrences after: Illumination in Bathroom, Second to little to toe hurts on left leg.
Possible Influential Factors: Dark Skies Movie, New Tooth paste, My Failure Anniversary.


   My guest and I were watching a B-rated movie circa 1983 which is a musical/comedy called "The Return of Captain Invincible". He turned in early and went to his room and fell asleep around 11:30am. Afterwards I check in on my aunt and tucked her in around 12:00am. I chatted with my usual guest who stayed away ironically this weekend until 12:30am. I had to use the bathroom and went right after. While in there I heard a very usual loud noise. It sound like crinkling foil being dragged or hard plastic wrap bring scratched and crumpled. i went to my aunt to see if she knew what was. She heard it as well. When I left her room it was 12:40am. After that I was doing some research into the elements, reading about the color of elements when ignited and the color levels of temperatures. At 2:00 am I tried to go to sleep.

   As I was going to bed I was thinking about the research and going over into various elemental states such as solid, plasmas, gasses, liquids, then thinking about inert and noble gasses, the about particle suspension as in aerosols and solutions versus colloids. While doing that however my thoughts veered toward maps and geography really quickly. It was really fast in I started going over areas of the earth looking for something, like trying to pinpoint stuff, these thoughts last for a minute and I began vocalizing something as far as a coordinate or confirmation. I willfully snapped out of it. When I did my head had two synaptic shocks.
I was awake when this happened, and did not fall asleep and looked at the clock as it said 2:35am.
   Again I attempted to lay down and go to sleep. I was a little worried because the synaptic shock are well a telltale sign that my head is being messed with. Again I start going over the elements, thinking about composites and chemical solutions, thinking about applications with inert gasses such as helium. The I felt "Why are you thinking about this" as the door got bumped. I immediately switched my thoughts toYakko's Nations of the World song, Wakko's Island Song, Wakko's State and their Capital Songs and mixed them up by making them into a medley. Then I heard something start to pass along the bookcase, again felt "Makes no difference anyway. Sleep".
   I wake up at 3:25am, again forcing myself awake and accompanied by the synaptic shocks.I look around and try to go to sleep. Again I started thinking about the elements. I felt "Sleep", but with a hint of irritation.
I tried to fight it by cycling through the Animaniac's songs, but it was repeated again. For some reason I was scarred to get up. This time I started dreaming, It was about seeing my grandmother and mother again.
My grandmother was just talking to me asking how things were, I sort of paid attention to her questions and answered in yes/no. I knew she was dead, and told her I loved her but had to go check on something. I went to the living room and someone was hiding behind the curtains there. I said "come out I see you" and was defensive, my mother came out...which her shape did not match what was behind the curtain. She said she missed me and was sorry. I knew she was dead, I told her " I am sorry, things are the way they are and I just want you to find peace. Let go. I do love you". However she didn't let go. I began to growl and said "Wolves to me", it went dark and I woke up again with two synaptic shocks. It was 4:25am.
   At this point I am scarred, but tired, and upset. I don't get up. I am afraid and I bluff by thinking "do not come close, leave. I have my weapons". Unfortunately this was a lie as they were across the room, and that feeling was of doubt was conveyed. I heard a shuffle. My instinct was to get up, but I just felt so tired. I tried to get up, but I was told I am so tired. Again I started thinking about the elements but my process was in reverse order of what I thinking. I felt "Stop that. Sleep".
   Again I immediately started dreaming. The scenario this time was about my aunt. She was crying. I said  "I know what going on". My aunt started to go on about the previous conversation we had about the day concerning certain ex-family members. I replied "right..... I will take care of it". As I walked out of the house intending to leave the scenario completely my ex-cousins showed up and asked where I was going. I told them none of your business. Then asked again and I said Burzzee Woods. They look at me confused.
I told them "I am sorry but I am going to have to kill you" and began fighting both of them. We fought and the scene changed to somewhere with poor lighting and concrete. They attempted to blend into the shadows. I said "It works both ways" and quickly pinpointed them. I managed to choke one cousin holding her at bay, while the other was scrambling for a device. I though my cousin I was chocking at the other one. I got tapped from behind and woke up.
   This time I got four synaptic shocks, my mouth felt funny and my left toe hurt bad. I was able to get out of bed, it as 5:23am and immediately went to the bathroom and washed my face. I thought over what happened, but just told myself it was bad dream, I am okay. However when leaving the bathroom and turning off the light, I flipped the switch thrice and looked back using my peripheral vision. When the light turned on again momentarily the center of the bathroom had a blue-white flash. While washing my face I felt something behind me, but didn't see anything. During all that time I just kept thinking "I am tired, it was just a bad dream".  I turned on the light switch at least 15 times at varying speeds. I could not get the center of the bathroom to illuminate. The light begins to turn on from the side of the bathroom. So it the illumination radiate from south to north/east. There was know way that there should have been a flash in the center of he bathroom.

   Technically since May 31st I have had dry mouth at night. I figure because of the heat and a day I dislike is fast approaching (Summer Solstice), which usually happens. However, this spell of dry mouth I have is accompanied by an unusual swelling of the mid tongue region and upper mouth. I am not sure if this is irritation due to some new dental products I am using, "Colgate Luminous: Strengthen Enamel".
   Since my guest has stayed over, my usual routine of barring the my bedroom door and locking it did not happen. Likewise my weapons were not near my bed. Only reasons why this occurred is because he may had to use the bathroom and I do not want to accidentally hurt him if he startled me in myself. As a precautionary measure, weapons are out of reach normally when they stay.
   As mentioned, I watched the movie Dark Skies. It was mostly for academic purposes to see how close Hollywood comes to the overall experience. The subtle signs, the ambiance, the feel of a scene.... sometime they are off and other times they are spot on. Truthfully the film did shake me up. The sound, invisibility, messing with your head, vocals, and reveals hit to close to home. I was shaken, but since I was with a person I feel safe with I was alright. Ironically he has stayed with me these past couple days, which explains the conflicting mood of happiness I am feeling.
   All the synaptic shocks occurred in the same place, an inch and 75 degrees above left temple and on my right temple centered. My lower left toe was in pain, it is the second toe to the last. It is a dull pain. At no time did I bump it. The pain is at the joint.

Credibility & Legitimacy

   I've been reading some comments on various articles today about varying topic. Some of the articles were from the American Scientific Journal, Huntington Post, and Yahoo news. Some articles were on religious issues, neuroscience, medicine, social studies, and law. I noticed something that was worrisome and seems to be a growing trend amongst most people..... the notion that if your not an expert; individual comments, concerns, and input is unwarranted and is invalid.

   Basically if you have are not certified in a field within the area of discussion, your observation do not matter. This is a horrible mindset to be in, as it does not all discussion in order to exchange information, nor bring new points of view in for consideration, or foster the growth understanding. We as living beings have the potential to grow in our understandings and be to adaptive. Just because I do not have degree, "a piece of paper", does not mean that I have not demonstrated a level knowledge about a certain subject. Today people have easier access to information, and we are bombarded with information on a constant basis. much of the entertainment we subject ourselves to additionally teaches us certain sets of skills that we may not be aware of. For example, as a fan of the television show "Bizarre Foods"  it has broaden my knowledge of cultural studies concerning what people eat. Although this is entertainment, it is also very informative. When I was a kid, I picked up my driving skills from years of playing video games. After all, naval personal learn to steer a submarine through simulations which is no different from my driving skills I gained from playing a video game.

   Regardless of our educational status or level, we are always observing and collecting data. We may not individual processes it in all the same fashion, but it is the same data. Also if you do not have an understanding of the data, we can conceptualization it within the context of our own experience to process it.
This context experience data can then at a future date with better understanding, can be re-assessed in order to bring new insights. That is how we learn. No paper is needed for that. Experience, Observation, and Discussion are the best teachers. So even though I am not a neurosurgeon, based upon my experience I have valid comments to add to a discussion. If I am misinformed I have no problem with that, and hopefully the individual can briefly educate my on way I was incorrect. Yet my misinformed thoughts can bring no points of view and new questions to the topic that none may have thought of. 
 
   I may not be the ultimate authority upon the subject I speak upon, I may not be considered an expert on the subject. At best my education level is an A.S. Degree in Material Science Engineering, which encompasses Quantitative and Qualitative Analysis, Metallurgy, Radiology, Welding, Foundry, Study of Polymers. Since 1st Grade to Freshman Year of College I have take Christian Theological Classes, and have experience for 4 years serving an altar boy in a catholic church. Since I was able to read my interests have been in the fields of geology, geography, gemology, herbalism, mythology, the paranormal, biology, xenobiology, psychology, mysticism, zoology, ancient history, ancient languages.

   I consider myself highly adaptive in that I can learn skill sets quickly, incorporate them, and re-assess them to attain more efficient and productive levels than may peers. I attempt to be as empathetic and objective as possible, but I can become highly passionate about certain things. I uphold the idea of open discussion and fostering of understanding. Although I act and think as an individual, I lead by example and work well in small groups of three if I am committed. Personal responsibility make the whole group stronger. If an other member is deficient, I believe in working harder to maintain stability, while attempting to enrich and help the deficient member of the group to excel. Although I was indoctrinated and inundated with christian teachings and values, of come in to encompass of views and philosophies as well. I do my best to deal facts and validate the truths I come to learn   


   At best I am considered an Amateur or an Enthusiast, to say a hobbyist would be insulting as this is something that I do not do for fun or leisure since it deals with serious and life threatening topics.

Comments from May 2013/Dark Skies Review

Greetings,

The month of may had a few comments, but they were all spam comments once again from an anonymous Japanese individual. As you know last month I attempted to reach out writing in Katakana/Hiragani hoping they'd get the message. So since there are no comments to respond too... I will instead review the movie "Dark Skies" that I just watched.

The movie had a theatrical release around February of 2013, and was just released to DVD late May 2013.
A brief synopsis of the movie is as follows; a small suburban family in Los Angeles, California begin to experience a series of unusual events. They events escalate over a number of weeks leading up to the July 4th Holiday. The family is currently under stress from the economic woes and job market, leading to martial trouble with the spouses. They have a 13 year old and 7 year old son, who have a close relationship. The unusual events get worse, and the father is confronted with proof of what is going on. Something the wife has suspected. In the end they attempt to seek answers, but find a dire warning.... their children are in danger.

The Positive Parts:
-Soundtrack. The DVD menu screen and score soundtrack hit the "ringing" and "oscillating hum sound" very closely. That did bother me as it hit to close to home. It even replicate the low frequency as it can be heard two rooms down.
-Entities: Throughout the film we get glimpses, they were very close to what I have seen. Again spot on. Their behavior too...especially the disappearing and touching on the back of the neck hit close to home.
-Knowledge: They hit almost every red flag, albeit it was "intensified and crammed". They packed the experience with a lot of knowledge. Plus they know how they behaved..... the writer definitely hit some hard core stuff... so they definitely have read our blogs and forums.

The Negative Parts
-Cramming: It felt rushed and the hit as many telltale signs and foreshadowing as possible. It got to the point of really.... over a course of a few weeks and all this happening.... no one notices and you have trouble accepting what is going on?
-Intensification: They dialed the experiences up to the max, still made it subtle, but were to exaggerated. A simple nose bleed is a torrents of blood, possession,.... major stuff happens in a busy neighborhood and no one notices?
-Misinformation: The expert in the movie was well.....off. He himself was an experiencee, yet he surrounded himself like a nut with newspaper clippings and drawings of them. He also kept tabs on missing persons.....
Several thing he mentioned were out of the ball park....I don't know because they wanted him to have a sense of realism in the fact he was fallible or they just had their facts wrong.... but their were some things he said that I was like.... "you did not do your research".

Overall the movie is worth seeing, it will scare you.....if suspended disbelief in the fact that the police are morons here..... and people display poor common sense, but I thought the movie was good...it delivered the feeling of fear and wasn't as awkward as "The 4th Kind" .