Where I stand: ID, Ego and Super-Ego

As we know the Greys and MK Ultra mess with your head. In Freudian models that means that one or more areas are manipulated, either your Superego or Id.

 If you have been programmed and groomed, then then mostly likely your Superego has been tampered with.You have learned certain things which will cause your behaviors and common sense to be overridden.
It is highly irrational and will fight against the ID, going upon extremes of what is has learned "programmed" to do.

ID is driven by impulse, on what feels good and what is needed. You can be manipulated by ID, by fulfilling starved qualities or inducing flight or fight. Things become instinctual at the point, everything is in the now and needs to be done because of the natural/primal urge .

Now you Ego is your conscious everyday self that normal operates as managing mechanism which allows you to blend impulse needs with logic. However, the system can be high-jacked if ID or Super-ego becomes more dominant.

For myself.... I know I am broken and mainly operate on Superego. I am pragmatic which means I still have an ego, but it just takes info in and the Supergo manages. Superego is developed through negative re-inforcement, striving for perfection..... which resonates with the theme I have been told "I am never good enough". I am extreme, either I won't or I will, and regardless of some things I am driven to make a decision work.

My Id somewhere along the line is damaged. I don't really have pleasure. The desires are there but are blocked by the Superego. I am greatly aware of every single urge I have, but it is all caged away.  Nothing really matter, death for me is a transition and do seek oblivion. It is not regulated properly and is severely out of balance. Things are done because they are right or wrong... not because I want to. What is worse I am not aware of these discrepancies until they are pointed out. When they are done, I attempt to fix the situation, but due to the fact that the ego is diminished the only solutions are multiple scenarios of "Yes/No". Somewhere though I learned that that there is always a third option.... "Do Nothing" as apathy is my friend.

UFO Congress 2014 with Jaime Maussan

Last Year a UFO Congress was held and they presented evidence concerning UFOs, Psychic Abilities, and other strange Phenomena. This is a four part series hosted by Mr. Jaime Maussan....


Part 1 of 4 (UFO Congress 2014)
Part 2 of 4 (UFO Congress 2014)


Part 3 of 4 (UFO Congress 2014)

Part 4 of 4 (UFO Congress 2014)

Cero International Octorber Event "Jaime Maussan"

Saturday, October 10th, 2015
CERO International

Jaime Maussan: Mexico's leading Ufologist.
6:00pm to 10:00pm

DoubleTree By Hilton

6161 West Centinela Ave.

Culver City, CA 90230 

This Octorber, CERO Internatioal will be hosting the guest speaker, Jaime Maussan. (Tickets here at $23) He has been a respected journalist and reporter since the 1970's and has become Mexico's leading researcher concerning   OVNI (Objeto Volador No Identificad)./UFOs. He has hosted a number of programs that have featured countless sighting and reports that have come in from all over the Americas.

He is not without some controversy though, although well respected, some people claim that he does exploit and manipulate many of the stories. Something that have been reported are questionable...chupacabra sightings to some encounters......that many believe are a result of gullible and superstitious people.
People often forget that a journalist's job is to report events and relate stories tha people beleive to be true.
They will help gather evidence and portray the narrative as best as possible They are not scientists or fact finders. To the best of his knowledge, Mr. Maussan, he has provided us with as much information that was given to him so that we may be aware and ascertain for ourselves whether to experience was genuine or not.



There are many good videos, both in Englis and Spanish.

There are no Coincidences

Date: 9/23/2015
Type: Other
Location: Lompoc, CA, Castiac Lake, CA, Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 7:00pm (Doctor Girlfriend) 10:45pm (Earth Dragon), 12:30am (Wood Rabbit)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am and 4:30am (Wood Rabbit), Others Unknown
State of Mind Before: Manic, Confused (Doctor Girlfriend)/Sad, Depressed (Earth Dragon)/Thoughtful, Worried, Angry (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind After: Thoughtful, Worried, Angry (Wood Rabbit), Other Unknown
Odd occurrences before: "John must Die at the End", Work Problems (Earth Dragon), Can fly again (Earth Dragon).
Odd occurrences after: Monitoring from Law Enforcement
Possible Influential Factors: Autumn Equinox, Venture Brothers

There are no coincidences as far as I see things.

Yesterday Earth Dragon and Wooden Rabbit were finalizing plans as the culmination of things have come to a few days. Earth Dragon had an incident in which a conflict has arisen regarding scheduling and the planned event. This has caused some stress. Furthermore as Wood Rabbit anticipated there would be problems with Earth Dragon/CERO/Work. During the evening we planned to work on several things due to solar issues.

However we kept getting "delayed" by Doctor Girlfriend. She was having an episode in Lompoc, and staying at 1 of 9 possible hotels. She indicated that ever equinox she would have to travel "out of her" coverage area for her job. During these times, she believes she is involved in some sort of reprogramming and ritual. Despite support from her "handler" and peer, she did what she think she wanted and did not take any steps to document or find another means to handle the situation. She believe she was being monitored as there was an odd women who checked her in, no mirrors in her room, and there was a military man who bought back some type of flashback. Several times, the calls were dropped. Due to this Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit activities were delayed. (Wood Rabbit at this point believe additional  monitoring has taken place, as several members within the group are compromised...including Bob the Builder. At last event, Bob the Builder was outside having a serious conversation and total different demeanor....and a few minutes later came in his his humble form. Bob the Builder has government monitoring stories)

Earth Dragon had an incident around his home around 11:00pm. In an empty home behind his house there was activity as flashlights were gong through the property. His dog was also acting odd as if someone was behind the fences and we kept hearing odd noises prior to the flashlights. In addition some tall person at least 6' in height walk to the front door and looked in. They wore a dark hood. The local home owners security was called and the Sheriff's department. The Homeowner's Security referred us to the Sheriff department. Three very attractive officers arrived and checked out the home.

When Wood Rabbit arrived home around 12:30am, the entire block was closed off by the LAPD. They would not allow him into his residence. He had to lawyer his way in, especially since the the incident "just happened" as he arrived. Apparently there were two hispanic suspects (male and female) who alleged stole a vehicle and abandoned it on the block and were on foot. The entire police force and helicopters were here. At 12:30am I confirmed with my roomate that there was no announcement that residents were to stay inside. Furthermore an Officer Morales refused to let me in who was the lead in this, I had to call the Hollenbeck division, and then find the Supervisor on scene who was a "block" away from me. Eventually two officer escorted me in and check my house, but was forced to leave my car outside. They came in and checked the living room, kitchen, and my bedroom. One noted "D&D player... I still play". The only reason I was able to get in was because I am my aunt's caretaker and she is unable to to fend for herself. Around 1:30am, an announcement was made for all resident to stay inside while the K-9 unit was used. They entered out backyard took my keys and broke a lock on our fence.

Earth Dragon has been compromised:
1) Monitoring from empty homes
2) Unknown individual looking in the house
 Wood Rabbit has been compromised:
1) The car could have been monitored, searched, bugged
2) They came in my home and possibly bugged me there
3) Took my keys and never gave me one back (fingerprint).

This is especially odd since Doctor Girlfriend was having an episode that night as well. In which is a possibility we were being monitored/bugged as a result.

What does the Venture Brothers have to do with this? Doctor Girlfriend and the Monarch? Wolfbrothers?
Cloned and Being Dead already? Agent 21?

FriendlessDirectly after #24's death, #21 leaves The Monarch and trains with the LARPing group Orchard Street Wolf Pack, hoping to gain skills to never lose a friend again. The Wolf Pack returns to the Venture Compound in a stolen (and graffitied extensively) X-1 where #21 asks Dr. Venture to clone his dead friend. Venture informs him that the clone would be a baby with no memories of his previous life and #21 presses on vowing to "raise him as [his] own." He offers to compensate Venture with a 9.6 rated (near "dead mint condition") copy of Marvel Comics #1 valued at $500,000. Dr. Venture does not believe that a comic book–especially one with a price of 10¢ on the cover–can be worth what #21 claims it is and gives it to Hank who promptly opens it and sends its value down by the second. Nonetheless, Dr. Venture attempts the cloning, which fails, leaving #21 to seek out necromancer Dr. Orpheus for help. Sadly, Orpheus says he can't bring #24 back.

UPDATE: 9/25/15Around 12:15 am in my aunt's bedroom Fire Alarm went off for 5 secs. The Alarms a hard wired.

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #008

Date: 9/16/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:00am (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00am
State of Mind Before: Thoughtful, Tired (Individual)
State of Mind After: Neutral (Individual)
Odd occurrences before: Wood Rabbit and Earth Dragon napped in the evening in his room.
Odd occurrences after: Sore Ribs. Wood Rabbit had an Intense Dream
Possible Influential Factors: Asking for a sign. Watching Ancient Aliens with wood Rabbit

Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit spent the day together. Watched Ancient Aliens until 1:00am.
Wood Rabbit left and went home. Earth Dragon eventually fell asleep around 3:00am.

It was very warm that day and as usual as the fan on in the room for circulation. Earth Dragon awoke feeling that there was a presence in the house. He noticed that his fan was slowing down an stopped. He could see his clock. It felt like the power had cut off. The door started to open.

In the doorway there were two beings. One was a grey about 4' to 4' 1/2" and it had a wand thing in its hand. There was a taller being behind it and it was about 5'11" to 6'. There was a blue nimbus of light around them that had some density to it, it was trying to envelope the room. The outer edges of the light were faded, but the the light closest to them was a deep pale blue.

Earth Dragon immediately moved from his bed and said "I will go with you. Just don't hurt me". He felt like he regressed to a state of innocence and childhood. The scene jumped from him being on the bed to him standing by the doorway. He did not really recall how he got from the bed to the doorway.
They walked out of the room and he blanks out.

He is in his bed wide awake and it is around 6:00am, he knows something big happened. They showed up. He should get up and write this down. He remembers everything.... but as soon as he tries to remember... everything slips away. It was very important and they did a lot of stuff.

Note: During this time Wood Rabbit had a rather vivid and disturbing dream. Basically it was about Wood Rabbit and how he was being used. There is a connection to Government and Secret Societies. Wood Rabbit is somehow more that what he appears to be. Elvis is present. Additionally Wood Rabbit and Earth Dragon share some sort of past... in a program. They are also very close. They are both trying to escape.
Wood Rabbit finds himself at a meeting in where he is not supposed to be. Someone is giving him clues and instructions, Elvis realizes this and says that why "Wood Rabbit" is a keeper.... he keeps wandering off and keeps falling off the program. Wood rabbit is deeply and emotionally hurt after this. Recovers by 6:00pm

Screen Memories and Dreams

Over the course of my life I have experienced abductions and other haunts. When I sleep the I will either have no dreams (70%), have an abduction (15%), have a nightmare (5%), dreams (5%), or process information (5%). Ironically what most consider a nightmare is not the same for me, my nightmares are dealing with family and friends... doing mundane stuff. Dreams I have are not fantasy and willy-nilly... they actually have a consistent story with high detail. The Process Information is sketchy... as it is just a debriefing or overview of randoms thoughts.

Discussing things with Earth Dragon, he suggested and implied that my Dreams... certain ones may be screen memories....especially since they share a theme and are highly detailed.... going over it... these are the three Themes which are suspicious:

Vacation
According to my associate this is a common screen that they use. Basically you go on a vacation and are prompted to board or arrive somewhere. Basically it is a screen memory of them taking you with other people, decontaminating you, interacting, and then sending you back. I have had many such dreams...going to and coming from airports, taking a vacation somewhere with an "missing" companion...that companion is always present...but I do not know who he is.... we are very close...... but never in the same room. Sometimes odd things happen on these vacations... where I guess the screen memories fail....since I try to leave to soon... as in exploring the vacation spots and walking the boundaries. Oftentimes I miss the flights home or am group in the wrong tour as I keep wandering off and exploring, reading, and not following the program.

Facility
This is another scenario. It either deals with a crystalline office building with many floors or a deep oceanic facility but extending into the water. The facility always appears like a massive administration complex... with hospitals.. servers... elevators.... admin areas... debriefing rooms....reactors...warehousing and a lot of today's technology. Usually I am exploring, but I am sent to get detailed map. I find my way into access shaft and hidden rooms. Sometimes I am with a group of others, but often times by myself. Usually it is recon...but other times it is for sabotage. Sometimes we are successful and sometimes we fail.

Museum
The last one is visiting museums and zoos. Often I would be visiting various exhibits on human cultures, history, art, and science. It is rather expansive and highly detailed. Again I am with an unknown companion... he is my missing something.... he is usually wandering off and getting into trouble and I need to find him.I am supposed to take care of him. Either way, the natures exhibits zoos are really interesting... especially the aquatic ones. We are talking huge gallons of waters.... where all life of the oceans are shown... there are tanks for whales... sharks.... huge creatures... even when going behind the exhibits it was like a self contained ocean. Even the other zoos had their own ecosystem. Odd thing was there were not many visitors... just a few people and the "people who maintained" them.

There are many detailed dreams in the above scenarios. What is worse I remember them as if they are actually memories.... not dreams... all from the past 40 years. What I cannot fathom is who this phantom companion is?


 

Dreams that are not Dreams

Date: 9/4/2015
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am
State of Mind Before: Upset, Sad, Sick (Me)
State of Mind After: Confused, Happy (Me)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Kidney Hurting, Dehydrated.

Last Night I felt ill. Kidney acting up and minor migraine left side. Left eye "Implant" also felt weird. As I drifted off to sleep the only thought besides staying calm was  "Repair Needed".

1st Dream
I am 22, but I told that I need to go back to Elementary School and High School. I go to elementary school for an examination, they assessed me and found everything seems to be in order. There are some other people mixed in the class that seemed to have been "recalled". My catholic elementary school was off, as the hall ways were dark grey and felt more like tunnels. There was a teacher named "Lisa" who never was there in real life. It was creepy as it looked like beings were watching from the shadows. After I was assessed and given the okay I was told to go the next course for examination.

Still 22, I am questioning why I am here and why do I have to go through this again. I really don't like it here. The fellow students are mean, and I rather go home. They run some exams at my old High School, I pass but they want me to return for more evaluation. However I find that according to the form it is not necessary and I can go home. I return to my house, but it is the "old house" when my grandma was still alive. She was wondering if I had left and went back to the assessments at school. I remembered that the hallway to my old room has a sliding access panel to close it off from the rest of the house (it does not...and I know that it has a sliding access panel every time I dream.about that area of the house as "they" use it to close off my room) as "They" have done it before. I do it as well, to seal off my old room. I go and lay on the floor, I feel tired, sick, and I know something is wrong.
There is a light in the hallway and "they" have opened it via the access panel. Someone says "Hey", and to my left is "Earth Dragon". We are at eye level. I am on a table and so is he, but I am on the floor and he is on the bed, but the ye are tables? I responded "What are you doing here?" and try to reach over. I feel weak and out of it. He responds "Just remember. We will talk later". The lights get brighter.

2nd Dream
My aunt is driving me somewhere. We are on the freeway on the 15 going north. I ask her "Whats going on". She says "Just taking a drive". She exits left onto another free that says Palmdale/Lancaster. It begins to get windy and there is a sandstorm. I ask her again, "Where are we going. There is no freeway contacting Hesperia to Palmdale/Lancaster. This isn't that back road." She ignores me. The sandstorm is getting pretty intense and has the consistency of fine white sand. The storm is very aggressive and we need to close the vents. I remark "How is the car able to run. The intake should be clogged by now". We are forced to get onto a turn off as we are entering a walled sector. There is an enclosure of penguins here. I note along the wall as we drive, there are various enclosures housing various birds and animal. We pass over the wall checkpoint and drive on. We have a dog in the car, it is my old dog "Fuzki". He calms me down. The storm is clearing as we seem to be in the eye of it. The storm clouds are heavy, black and grey, made of sandy particles. Lightning flashes between them. The vehicles in front of us keep going forward and head to this large city/facility built at the center. It seems very sci-fiish built out of glass and red sand. We get to the facility and uniform guards escort us out. We are quickly put in a room of with a number of people. I try to ask what is going on. My aunt did not drive me...it wasn't her... this is not right who was that? I am 13 now. All the people being examined are around 13, boys and girls. Everyone has a guardian with them. I excuse myself and look outside at the windows. It is dark and all I can see is stars. I come back to the room, most people are gone. A worker there in a lab coat hands me a chart. It is my results, it is written in a weird script, but there is a schematic of me, and I can make sense of some it. Indicates my various ages and projected life expectancy. Although I am 13 here... it shows the entirety of my life. It remarks that (Subject has exceed life expectancy. Projected termination notation at 20 years due to Kidney failure. Various notes beyond 20 year marker about continued observation need to see why subject survived. Subject shows resilience. Side effects noted, but subject shows valuable longevity projection in order to sustain other...) that is when I stop reading because something is wrong. I start walking around. The other 13 year old seem oblivious, some are having jello, other are playing, some just talking with their guardians. "I am supposed to have a guardian? Where is mine?" I wonder. I need to show them the report. One of teachers from the first dream named "Lisa" walks by and goes to the bathroom. "Who is Lisa? She is not one of my teachers, there shouldn't be a Lisa". I follow her. One of the people in the lab coats just watch me. I head to the restroom area, I figure I might as well go. However I note on the floor of the next stall there is a lot of protoplasm. I seen enough horror movies to know to book it out of there. I take the roundabout way to get back to the common room. Making sure I lock the doors behind me. I try to find someone to let them know something is not right. Everyone seems to be eating and drinking, and as described before, just interacting. I find someone who looks like my mom and try to explain we need to leave. She looks at me like I am not supposed to talk to her and she doesn't know me... as she is with someone other 13 year old. She tells me to go away and not talk with her.
Meanwhile a kid covered in some protoplasm walks in... no one seems to notice..but I stand toward the walls looking for an exit. The "kid" is sniffing people. Some of the kids remark "Eww. Why are you covered in slime", but he ignores it. He sees me, and start to walk toward me, but that "Lisa" lady walks by who went to the bathroom. He follows her.

I book it and head to the exit. As I head to the exit, he attacks her, "Lisa". At first no one reacts as they all seem to be within their own world. However as he thrashes about and begins to change. The guards and others react screaming. I am making my way out, alarms start going off. As I am proceeding down the halls to find an exit. A lab coat says "How did you get in here. No matter, you are too important to loose. Keep walking and exit there. It will lead you outside. Now go". I start to run and notice others from adjoining corridors and rooms are heading out as well. Some look half dissolved covered in slime, other are just running. Guards are going towards the commotion. While lab coats are teleporting out with experiments and data shards. I exit the door and it leads to the outside off the facility. Some people are attempting to drive away, guards are being called in. The storm is raging around us as we are at the center. At the very top of the complex is this mass of writhing dark tentacles. It is attacking the facility. I am looking up at it. Although I am sacred an it reminds me of  movie "The Thing" I am happy that this place is being trashed. Someone grabs me from behind and surrounds me in comforting darkness "I told you I would find you. We are safe. I won't let you go ever".

I wake up happy. My headache is gone and my left eye feels better. I do not want to write about this as it is just jumbled dream...with great detail though. Seems real trivial and irrelevant.

Update: Apparently Earth Dragon is familiar with this dream. Something about seeing the exact same scenario played out but he is destroying the base.

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #007

Date: 9/11/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 12:00pm (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 6:00am
State of Mind Before: Thoughtful, Tired (Individual)
State of Mind After: Neutral (Individual)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Asking for a sign.

Earth Dragon before going to bed was watching a Youtube video about Black Blood.of the Earth, a dark viscous fluid that is believed to be sentient, demonic, or alien in nature. He went to bed afterwards, and since it has been very hot it has been best to rest during the day as much as possible.

During this time while he was alseep he was awakened and their were three individuals in his room around his bed. He was in his room, but it was not his room and felt like it was closed off from the rest of the world.
It was cool here too which was different and it was during the day...just as it would be. He was naked on his bed and was able to move around freely, and he was rather calm and childlike in his demeanor. When they leaned over closer to the bed he could see that the cloaked beings were "Greys". One was tall above 6' + and the other two were rather small. Earth Dragon began to ask them a series of questions, and also askd them not to intrude his mind and make illusions/probe. There are only two questions that Earth Dragon remembers that got a response:

Q1. What is your name? A1: Loki.
Q2. Am I going to loose my soul? A2. No.

It was an in depth conversation, but he cannot remember anymore. He woke up only becuase the little "Greys" started to touch him.

Two Came in While I went Out

Date: 9/8/2015 & 9/9/15
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 7:00pm and (9/9/15)4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Pain, Happy(Aunt)/Happy, Forlorn (Me)
State of Mind After: Pain, Scared (Aunt)/Happy, Forlorn (Me)
Odd occurrences before: All Night with Earth Dragon.
Odd occurrences after: Weird Feeling in the Green Room (Me)
Possible Influential Factors: Neighbors window screen and mine moved. Suggested Influence (Earth Dragon)

Around 6:45pm I received a call from Earth Dragon. I went outside about 10 minutes after because it was rather warm. We were discussing a whole bunch of things, but one of the things we mentioned was about contacting them, and one thing I thought was perhaps we use my old room.

During this time around 7:00pm my aunt claims to tall grays came into her room by the doorway. One was holding a sickle shaped knife. They walked in and then walked out going to the green room. This was during the time I went outside. I let Earth Dragon know and I examined my home.

Later that night we were talking and stayed up till 5:30am. Around 4:30am, they came back and went into my aunt's room. They same one's with the dagger. They just walked in and looked at her, she wasn't sure if they touched her with the dagger. She was just very very very scarred and kept quiet..when it was 6:30am I checked on her and she let me know.

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #006

Date: 9/7/2015
Type: Occult/CE4
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00am (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 6:00am
State of Mind Before: Thoughtful, Tired (Individual)
State of Mind After: Doubtful (Individual)
Odd occurrences before: Friend's Birthday Party.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Inebriation, Site Visit.

Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit attended a 21st Birthday celebration together, Earth Dragon partook of the festivities while Wood Rabbit was support. It was a fun event, although there was some heaviness due to the nature of beverages. In the end both went home together and then to the site so Earth Dragon could walk it off. They ended the night with a good meal and parted ways in the morning.

As Earth Dragon tried to go to bed, he was going in and out of sleep. As usual the spider showed up. However this time he was plucking it and it would turn into a small metal component piece. The designs of the pieces were oddly shaped and foreign. He placed these to his side.

There are brief episodes of missing time where things get fuzzy. He recalls a monitor appearing out of the wall and then position itself so he could see the screen while lying in bed. He did not want to see the figure speaking to him and positioned his hands in front. He could not remember what was being said.

  

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #005

Date: 9/4/2015
Type: Occult
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00am (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00AM and 4:00 AM
State of Mind Before: Thoughtful, Tired (Individual)
State of Mind After: Doubtful (Individual)
Odd occurrences before: Event 9/1/15 and Tulpa .
Odd occurrences after: Wood Rabbit Dreams
Possible Influential Factors: Cthonic Discussion on Deities.

Earth Dragon was spending time with his sister and headed back home around 2:00am, later his sister showed up and had to help her find parking. After all was said and done he went to sleep around 4:00am.
Throughout the night he had trouble sleeping. One such fragmented dream was when he was  over his aunt's house, before the divorce. He remembers he could phase in and move things around like telekinetically like  table, recliner, or TV. 


Woke up at 9:00am and drowsy, felt like a  conscious sleep. By the wall there seems to be a spiral portal, a pinpoint in which a spider about the size of a Frisbee comes out. It starts crawling toward the bed. Earth Dragon attempts to impose his will, but unlike last time it is not doing what he wants. He threatens to destroy it but it wouldn't go away. He called upon Nayr who assumed a lynx form and devoured it. More spiders appeared in the same manner, and Nayr had to consume them.

The Earth Dragon felt that he kept slipping in and out of a dream state. In his dreams he believes that an entity similar to Yog-Sothoth appeared. Herpe like sores began to appear on him as the entity touched him. Erath Dragon did his best to restore his image, but had trouble doing so. He then attempted to shave the side of his face to peel back the layers, but then an other entity similar to Shub-Niggurath or the Horned Gods of the Woods appeared. It was a figure that seemed like the Jersey Devil, a draconis winged ebon pan. Earth Dragon was getting angry at all this corruption and fled to a higher realm. When he attempted to commune with the lord a 12'-15' tall asura (Guyver..but like a Grey...but all white) appeared and told him he was "Cast Out". He attempted to embrace the creature, but it kept rejecting him. Earth Dragon announced "Good is All Loving and as long as I hold Christ in my heart, I know he loves me". He good feel the connection to GOD...but this being prevented him from embracing it.


Then he found himself in a field. He was 16 and with a being by his side, Nayr...but all white and "redeemed". God came to him and told him that Nayr was his, but Earth Dragon argued it was his. Until he finally understood. In the Darkness he felt like he heard twin voices say "Now We know".

He also recalls sending invitations to an upcoming event. Even one to GOD.

Wood Rabbit had a very interesting dream as well see post on 9/12/15 concerning dream.

Update: An associate was trying to Astral Visit both Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit. The attempt to reach Earth Dragon failed as he encountered a wall, it was unknown to him. He felt as if some group force created it. Attempted to visit Wood Rabbit, very pleasant and warm loving experience....however connection was lost right away.... most like due to a cat waking him out of trance. 

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon: #004

Date: 9/1/2015
Type: Occult
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 10:00pm (Estimate)
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Thoughtful (Individual)
State of Mind After: Thoughtful, Doubtful (Individual)
Odd occurrences before: Brother Texted Bible Passage 1 Samuel 15:23 or Deuteronomy 18:9-14.
Odd occurrences after: Hawk Flew Over When Contract Burned 
Possible Influential Factors: Contract and Ash Gathering for Upcoming Event, Tulpa "Spider" Manifestation in the morning.

With an upcoming event both the Earth Dragon and the Wood Rabbit have been making preparations. This night both were to send a contract over for a possible event. Shortly before the this event was to begin, Earth Dragon's father said good bye. Wooden Rabbit feels that he may be seen as a "bad" influence and perhaps a call went out (Speculation). A few minutes after he left Earth Dragon received a text from his brother in regard to a biblical verse..... either from "Deuteronomy" or "1 Saul".


Deuteronomy 18:9-14.
9 When thou art come into the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee, thou shalt not learn to do after the abominations of those nations.
10 There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch,
11 Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer.
12 For all that do these things are an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee.
13 Thou shalt be perfect with the LORD thy God.
14 For these nations, which thou shalt possess, hearkened unto observers of times, and unto diviners: but as for thee, the LORD thy God hath not suffered thee so to do.


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1 Samuel 15:23
23 For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because thou hast rejected the word of the LORD, he hath also rejected thee from being king.

Either way the Earth Dragon took it as a sign, especially since his brother is not one to read the Bible.
Supposed he felt like he should open the book and it is this passage that opened and he felt that he had to share. A warning that the Earth Dragon should stop his quest. Earth dragon took this into heavy consideration

Wood Rabbit however personally believes this versus in non-applicable as the Bible is full of inconsistencies. King Solomon was given command of the Djinn, Devils, and Angels by the Lord through his teachings and and a magic ring. Furthermore Moses was even taught a spell that changed his staff into a snake, something that the priest of pharaoh could do. Sadly anyone who is "learned" and not a priest or servant of the Lord falls under these categories... and as a Catholic many pagan rituals have been adopted into the Tradition. Even among protestants they practice and consult with "Angels", and use divination through the Bible code or Bibliomancy (which his brother did), or even misuse the power of GOD. In a world view what is being attempted is nothing wrong, and in the new testament.... Jesus's love is eternal and unconditional if one truly repents. We don't know if it is wrong until we do so, and if we have the humility to ask for forgiveness and truly repent. Also Wood Rabbit went into the fact that GOD is omnipresent and omniscient so... GOD knows what he is doing and fully aware.... and has not stopped him.... by easily getting rid of Wood Rabbit.

As to be expected, they came this far so they went through with this event. When all was said and done, a hawk flew over and screeched at the moment the contract was burned. Wood Rabbit by his knowledge knows this as a good omen that it was received. However Earth Dragon, has his reservations.

Afterwords they went two sites A and B. They spent time moon gazing and talking.