The Name on the Forehead

Date: 4/28/2016
Type: CE4, Dreams (Not here)
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:15am (Wood Rabbit)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Hurt, Depressed (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind After: Sad, Confused (Wood Rabbit)
Odd occurrences before: Forced Dream
Odd occurrences after:Marking On Forehead

Over the past few weeks a number of beings have been contacting both Wood Rabbit and Earth Dragon.
He is constantly being bothered by multiple entities. Some of these beings have come to Wood Rabbit home as well as a result of interaction with Earth Dragon. Earth Dragon asked for Wood Rabbit to check his forehead using a candle in the dark.

When looking, Wood Rabbit noticed in the low light illumination that there was something written on his forehead. It was smudged off, and was barely visible. From what could be seen  was four characters.
To Wood Rabbit this seemed to be some variation of Kanji or Arabic script. A few hours later, when Wood Rabbit would check again, he concentrated on the water in the sink, hoping it would reveal something. After concentrating and looking down the following was revealed. It matched what was on the forehead.

The above is a representation of where these sigils are, one of above the right eye, then two markers at the nose brow bridge above the nose, then the lest above the  left eye.

Do to the number of beings that are making themselves known, it is unsure if this was occult or alien based.

Daytime Visit Brown One

Date: 4/28/2016
Type: CE4, Dreams (Not here)
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 1:00pm (Aunt)
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Sad, Hurt (Aunt), Depressed, Sad (Me)
State of Mind After: Sad, Confused (Aunt), (Tired)
Odd occurrences before: Forced Dream
Odd occurrences after: I am Off

I woke up around 11:00am and wrote down my dream as instructed by my friend. I finished an hour later as it was long and complicated.

My aunt says that around 1:00pm a humanoid brown being, on of them came into her room. It then walked out the front door. She heard it walking around.

I was up at this time. I heard nothing, but Sebastian was bothered in the morning and around 1:00pm. I picked him up and hugged him. He was trembling.

My friend came around 3:30pm and then took a nap. I took a nap as well until 8:00pm. My friend says I seemed off. Not quite myself. Truthfully I feel a bit hollow. Do to the recent communications, I am very hurt.
I don't like what I am seeing or sensing. Also it just reminds me of how alone I am. I feel I being tricked again and things are gonna happen all over again.

Movie: Encounter (2016)

This movie was released in early 2016 and is a fictional account of Ted and Lauren McBride.
The two are newlyweds who moved to San Luis Obispo, California to finish Ted's college thesis about the "Orb Phenomena"'. He arranged to rent part of a home located in the Salinas Valley that was once a Dairy Farm, that was then turned into a Bed & Breakfast, and then owned by a man named Jim.

Jim bought the property because the bank had foreclosed and it was a good deal. However there were unexplained phenomena happening here which attracted the interest of Ted. Although Ted sets up camera around the property, the only thing that seems odd is Lauren behavior and some marking along the wall. Within the next three days Jim commits suicide. Things go from bad to worse as the couple discover that this has nothing to do with ghost or orbs!

Personal Notes: The movie did rather well showing some of the tell tale signs, though somewhat exaggerated.
Among abductees there is a social anxiety and disassociative disorder, as per Jim. It does capture the tension in one quote "You don't understand! There is no where to hide! They will mark you too!". They definitely got the creepiness factor. One thing that hit home is the odd markings on the wall in the same pattern which I have noted in my hallway, the bedroom, and my aunt's room. The other thing that I don't like which hit home is Ted's spinal exam and right kidney area? They also got the time stamps right as most things occur between 3:00am and 5:00am.
The thing I don't understand is why at the end there is an interview of three individuals; Carol, Jack, and Johnathan. Are these individuals from the Bed & Breakfast? Who are they? Plus what is with the crop circle as well at the end?
Truth be told the Silinas Valley does have cases of alien abduction and UFO sightings like everywhere else, but nothing of this magnitude. There are more cases within big cities that people are unaware of. 

Is Our Puppy Guest ok?

I noticed something odd with our guest dog. For the past month activity has increased. Several times, the dog has cried or been agitated when some of these events have occurred. Shortly thereafter I noticed a odd spot on his neck on the lower left by the prescapular lymph node and one directly opposite on the right near off of his spine. I checked them so far, and they did not appear to be cuts, scratches or bug bites.Today I was able to remove remove one of the spots. It was not a result of matting, but it looks like a flap of skin that was raised and healed. The flap of skin did not have any necrosis or infection, but was raised by the hair. It was the size of an oval pill and dried out.

The lower one I do have a concern about.

These might just be dog related issues, but I have hunch that "They" have had contact with him too.
I do believe these have happened with previous animal guests as well.

Library Access Log Book

Date: 4/1/2016
Type: CE4, Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 7:00am (Wood Rabbit)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:00am (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind Before: Sad, Hurt (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind After: Confused, Hurt (Wood Rabbit)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Dream.
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Weeks issues

I am in a reading cell again. This time it is a logbook dating back some six years ago. I don't wanna read this book. The foxes that are around know I am sad. I have been crying again.

The book tells of an event which took place with "Them". I was in a white room standing. I couldn't move or turn around. In front of me was a wall sized monitor. It activated and various scenes of people from all walks of life were be shown. Specific people. These people were doing everyday things from walking, having dinner, on the computer, driving, male, female, young, old, etc. When the scenes of a specific person popped up, some information was shown: Name, Age and Date of Birth, Location, Special Qualities, Disadvantages, Male, Female, Blood Type, Race. It cycles through a person about every 3-5 seconds. I was being asked to "choose". I said "No" immediately. There was a quick explanation as to what this was about. Something about Improvements, something that would be done to me. There was a very brief chart on me and what things I needed to "Improve" me. I said "No". They seemed irritated. Again it was emphasized for me to choose.

I said "No, what happens to them." They would not answer. They threatened to take away from me, I said "No" still. Instead they began selecting individuals, three ideal males came out from the screen selections. They began to come near me, hug me, feel safe, and caress me. They told me choose. The introduction of this sensory input made me angry, I started seeing "red" and I said "No". They were very confused, this soft, gentle, love, they were showing had an unintended reaction. I was furious, they didn't understand. I hurt so badly when this occurred, I am enraged. I start pacing back and forth. The individuals that came out of the screen vanished. I began pacing back and forth, they were trying to regain control. I was going back and forth slowly, they were trying to get me to stop, was going to hurt myself. They crossed the line. It hurt so bad, lies, it hurts, rage.... the monitors were still cycling through selections. I stopped and calmed down focusing on an image. It was ---. I heard from the back and got the impression "Yes", "How did we come across?", "They have history", "He [---] can manipulate him [me] to say yes". 

I wake up. It was very hard to remember this. I was angry-sad, didn't want to write down.
Fragments were texted, but became clear afterwards. I want to forget this one ever happened.

Dream Walking to a Huge Lake

Date: 3/30/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30am (Wood Rabbit)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind Before: Sad (Wood Rabbit)
State of Mind After: Confused, Hurt (Wood Rabbit)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Dream.
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Weeks issues

As recounted by Wood Rabbit in a Dream Walking Attempt to reach Earth Dragon.

As instructed Wood Rabbit tried to get to you. Wood Rabbit mentally focused on Earth Dragon and appeared in front of his home. Wood Rabbit walked up the pathway, it was trash day? The cans were out. Wood Rabbit walked up and knocked on the door three times. Just "Boom.... Boom... Boom". Wood Rabbit realized that this was a dream and he already invited him in so Wood Rabbit walked through the door. The barrier that was around the place is gone...... the area was now really hazy and smokey. However there was a clear path from the sliding door through the kitchen, to Earth Dragon's room. The dog walked out from Earth Dragon's area or the other's room and looked at me and ran back. The area was hazy.

As I walked to Earth Dragon's room, there was a dark purple light emanating from it as well as a lot of chittering. Sounded like movement of hundreds of insects. Wood Rabbit became afraid... and he shown brightly making a sword and cape appear. The chittering stopped, but the voices started.. the" whispers"..all female...childlike...

"He is here"."Wood Rabbit is here". "He is here", "Wood Rabbit, Earth Dragon sitting in a tree". "He is here".

"Go", "No, stay this should be fun". "It is a trap, are you going to go in?"

Wood Rabbit's light would not go beyond you door frame. It was solid black.

I focused on the lil guy and teleported in....

The "whispers" taunted...

"You cheated." "No fair". "This one is the smart one". "We should try him". "He wont say yes, he loves Earth Dragon".

The room was as Earth Dragon had it, but Earth Dragon was not in bed. Something pushed Wood Rabbit on the bed. He still had my sword.

The "whispers" taunted...

"It won't let go". "Mine". "No, why won't you clap your hands? Clap your hands!". "What is he dong", "I am afraid of the Big Bad Wolf". "I told you he loves him".

The Dream begins...

Earth Dragon walking down the street...he sees a Medical Clinic. He thinks, "I have Medical...now. I should get a check up. I need to talk to the doctor about my coverage and if that HIV Test is valid".....he then yells "Shit, Fuck! Why do I look like Wood Rabbit?".

"No. No. I am Earth Dragon. I am Not Wood Rabbit! I am Earth Dragon! I do not want to be Wood Rabbit. I already told the Council. I am Earth Dragon! Not Wood Rabbit", Earth Dragon continues to yell.

It then shifts and the dream restarts.....

Wood Rabbit is walking down the street, early morning. Seems to be a suburb, slight uphill curve. The thing on his mind is to find Earth Dragon. Wood Rabbit was in his room, now he is here. He feels weird walking, body seems off. As he is walking, he sees a clinic on the right. He decides to go there and ask about the HIV Testing again.

Before he crosses the street, he stops and reconsider that thought. "I have never been here before, why would I say again???" Another familiar voice says, "Just go with it and go in you will see...". Wood Rabbit responds "Fine, I will go in for a second, but we have to find Earth Dragon right afterwards". He crosses the street and goes into the clinic. The outside of the building was completely white. Did not fit into the neighborhood in which it was put, and industrial park under construction.

He greets the receptionist and says, "Hi. I had some questions about and HIV Test. I was here a couple of months ago. I was wondering if I could talk to a counselor or something", he clears his throat because his voice sounds a bit off. The receptionist is some Hispanic lady he tells him to take a seat. He sits down and begins reading the magazine, brochures, the stuff on the wall (the usual OCD stuff he does). From what he gathers the place is a "free clinic", they do everything here from drug testing, blood work, psychiatric care, emergency care, genetics, and prenatal care. He is the only one in the waiting room. He feels that he has been there before. He takes out his phone and tries to text Earth Dragon. No reception. He feels off. Must be the lights, things seem off. The receptionist tells him the counselor will see him now. A Hispanic lady in her thirty's says "Hey, you came back after all. I am glad you are here because we are not done with you quite just yet. The doctor is going to want to talk to you. Do you have time".

He responds "Wait a minute, I just came in here to ask about an HIV test. I sort of remember coming here and asking about it in January. Yet I found another place by my house is Los Angeles that did it for me. I had some follow up questions.", he clears his voice again because it doesn't sound right.

"Well you can ask the doctor all the questions you like, just come with me Mr. Dragons and we will see what we can do.", she says. He responds "No. My name is Wood Rabbit". He knows Earth Dragon will yell at him for this again. "I am Wood Rabbit, not Earth Dragon" he says. She looks at him and says "Well Earth Dragon, if you want to be called Wood Rabbit, that's fine too. So 'Wood Rabbit' if you will follow me, the doctor will see you soon".

In the back as they are walking to a room, something is definitely wrong. The space of this place is big, and should extend past the street outside. The corridors were white and rounded, smooth, like plastic/pearl. The languages on the wall was in a language that was not English but he could read. They were walking down a hall that leads to hematology. The rooms here were around a central hub. From there each room had glass walls. From the lab station/console area you could see into all other rooms.

He tried looking into a reflection here, but the clear panes off plastic were not reflective. He looked at his nails, they were normal. He was going to put his hand down his pants to check for hair... but stopped. These weren't his clothes. "Just wait here Earth Dragon, I mean... Wood Rabbit. The Doctor will see you shortly", she says and touches the clear wall which soon turns opaque. He pulls out his phone, no signal.
The room has a raised white folding chair type table. No other monitors or instruments here. However things looks like they may come down from ceiling, floor, or back wall. He has been here before he thinks. "So it is their fault, I told you it wasn't me", a familiar voice says. He responds, "Look, lets just get in and out. I am already in trouble. I probably look like him again and he is going to be mad." "You know this would be a great opportunity to see what he has", the familiar voice says slyly. He responds, "No I am not going to do that, I love him. If he found out he would hate me even more". "Your loss, but I am cataloguing sensory input if you want to know", the familiar voice says. "Shut up", he is already getting mad at the situation.

A bald man, white, slight tan with sunglasses walks in. He is wearing blue/grey scrubs and a white lab coat. He says "Earth Dragon, I am glad your here. We have some of the results from your blood test". I say "Thank you doctor, but first off. I am not Earth Dragon. I am Wood Rabbit. Wood Rabbit. I am ##, and he is ##. See I have my I.D. right here." The doctor looks at him funny, sees the I.D. and shrugs, he responds "Earth Dragon, Wood Rabbit, Wood Rabbit, Earth Dragon, makes no difference to me. You are both the same in the end on this side. It is like all of us. Sure I am 'Bob', but there is a dozen of us. We are all the same. Same mind, same heart, same soul, differing bodies. SO you had some questions"

He sighs and says, "I wanted to know about the HIV Testing". The doctor cuts him off and says. "Yeah, those one shot samples. Those don't work. You need and actual blood vial full for sampling given the fact that that is an engineered immune deficiency that has been introduced for selected individuals. We are seeing how to break you so you don't fight us off. You are totally fine. You blood work shows you are clear, and you 'Wood Rabbit' are not targeted nor susceptible. Matter of fact you are immune, well its not just because no one wants you", he smirks as if a joke was told, "but because your system was designed to be resilient".
Wood Rabbit asks, "and Earth Dragon?"

The doctor looks at him seriously, "That one. I do not know what went wrong. You two need to be together. If we can just overlay, it would begin to make things better. He refused you know. He really hates you. Such as shame. You are so very compatible, shame he won't figure it out until its too late. Then again that series has its own struggles." The Doctor goes on. "Anyway as I said, we have plenty of blood from the both of you. You Earth Dragon are fine. See your nails, they are perfect, so you are healthy."
Wood Rabbit tells him, "No. I am Wood Rabbit. Earth Dragon is having back pain and kidney issues, his nails are compromised." "Well that is his choice. We gave him ample opportunities, but he won't accept the overlay. He wants to do it 'his way', the doctor looks at Wood Rabbit as if he is wasting his time. A nurse walks up, she is blonde. She looks at him. He looks back. He looks at me and says "Wait here". However Wood Rabbit heard the nurse communicate to the doctor, "The other Wood Rabbit is not co-operating again. He is refusing. What should we do?" The Doctor mental responds "I will go see, perhaps Earth Dragon will know what Wood Rabbit-Earth Dragon will want". Wood Rabbit pretends he did not hear there broadcast.

While he and the nurse go to the other room, Wood Rabbit quickly sneeks out. For some reason he is worried that he will get caught. He does not want anyone to see him. Wood Rabbit fidgets for some gum in his pocket and take out a eyelash. He says the words and he is invisible. He makes a run to go out the door.

Dream shifts as he falls out the door and into his old room.....
Wood rabbit begins packing up stuff. He looks in a mirror and he is about17-18. He realizes he needs to leave. His grandmother is going to be sad. He knows he has to go. They are going to keep coming for him unless he does something. He needs to live his life.

Personal Note: In the Dream Walking section Wood Rabbit encountered the Whispers. This is something both Earth Dragon and Wood Rabbit has heard. Earth Dragon hears this. Wood Rabbit has heard these whispers twice. However during the dream walk he was clearly able to hear them. This confirms some thing which Earth Dragon has agreed.... these are childlike female voices. A few days before this he called one of the Whisper "Fairydust"... as it reminded him of like tinkerbell. The statement one of them made "No, why won't you clap your hands? Clap your hands!" is in reference to Peter Pan. This verifies the "whispers" as this information was not directly shared between them.

EMF Field and Power Outage

Date: 3/27/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 11:50pm (Wood Rabbit), 11:50 (Earth Dragon)
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Sad, Upset (Wood Rabbit), Pensive (Earth Dragon)
State of Mind After: Scarred (Wood Rabbit)
Odd occurrences before: Power Outage, EMF Zone Interfering with Cell Service
Odd occurrences after: EMF Zone Interfering with Cell Service current time of 1:15am, Odd Buzzing noise
around next major block.
Possible Influential Factors: Earth Dragon Incident moments before


Then EMF and Power Outage occurred. At first it seemed normal, but Wood Rabbit was going to text Earth Dragon. His phone service was out. As he walked around the house, he noted that the cell was not working.
Attempted land line call. During the conversation below... most of it had to take place outside. At times the EMF extended from the house down the block. The rooms in the house affected are the living room, aunt's bathroom, aunt's room, and Wood Rabbit's room. Likewise there was a very intense flash of light in the living around 11:54pm. 

11:51 pm lost contact with Wood Rabbit.
11:50 pm i told him to go back across the street and check the breakers.Last thing Wood Rabbit said is "they are mad." "It does not have anything to do with you."
11:54 pm I called Wood Rabbit is back, he answered. He said he saw flashes inside of his house. He saw on his neighbors house roof. He also saw one where he was standing. One car at end of block with lights on illegally parked. Opal car parked is no longer there; Dark blue.
11:57 pm van drove off. he said it was a Mexican driving his
car. Wood Rabbit says the van is okay. He is checking house side
11:58pm side of your house is were the field is strong and the garage. Wood Rabbit is having trouble walking. field has into neighbors housing area.
12:00am Wood Rabbit is outside his house opposite of opal and The STREET.
12:01 he told me the power is back on after i asked if the neighbors are complaining about the power outage.
12:02am Second one moved on opal street. the chickens at 12:02 am started making noise, they should be asleep.
12:03 am he says he feels they are pissed off because he thinks they are pissed off because Earth Dragon has Wood Rabbit. He does not know why. He says i am the only change that has had a beneficial effect on him.
12:07am red star over Opal and it is the only thing that is off in the sky. he thinks it is a planet. not sure.
He looked in the sky earlier and it was not there. it is a vary far away object, it is not stationary. As he stands still it is moving over the phone pole. says it is in the center of the sky. (note to self: he wishes he had a cell phone. take picture. a new generation phone he means.)
12:12 am Wood Rabbit starts walking back to his house to check on his aunt.
12:13 am on his property on his way to the front door.
12:14 am stops at front door, signal was not working again with phone. he decided to go around the house to the back of the house. he can hear me well at the kitchen.
12:14 some one was playing with the cat skull.
12:15 state of mind he says he feels like is playing a horror game. 12:16 he is by his window.
12:17am now walking into house. Door. living room 12:18am. phone dropped at 12:18 am after some silence. last location was in the living room heading to his aunt. I recommended that he go and check on her.
12:20am I called back... no answer.12:21am second call to Wood Rabbit...no answer.
12:22am called third time... no answer. 12:23am tried to call Wood Rabbit again forth time... no answer maybe forwarded call to voice mail.
12:23am 5th call to Wood Rabbit...no answer.
12:24am 6th call...no answer.
12:25am calling again for the 7th time...no answer, possibly forwarded to the voice mail. 

12:26 am 8th call to Wood Rabbit... still no answer. At  this point I am not sure if calling again will do any good.
12:26am Wood Rabbit called back.
Yay!He had to walk a block to The STREET street.
12:28 call dropped. I called back immediately. no answer.

12:30am I told him to try skype again through text on phone.

12:32am called him back again, he answered. He is on Lorena and The STREET. trying to find a noise.
12:34am he says the noise is coming from the church. he does not know what is going on.
12:36 three things walking blipped out towards 8th street.
12:37am Wood Rabbit: "something very very very strange is going on... the red star is gone by the way...". He is now heading towards his house.

12:39 he is at the corner of his block. He plains to run straight to his room and try skype. Phone call is still good.

12:40am walking in to his house front door.
12:41 now inside and making his way straight to his room. While in hallway his phone call went
badish. He was still on phone.

12:41am at the computer in room. I tell him to "lock his door".
12:42am phone call is bad and i am having him look his door and shut the door. ...
12:42 phone call dropped ... moment of truth, i hope he tries skype again. the phone is not working
inside his house.

12:44am I called him back... no answer. Maybe in the future I should get his land line.

After I shut door and locked it the last thing Wood Rabbit was told was go to the bathroom and check.
The phone broke off again. While in the bathroom,Wood Rabbit heard "We will get you back.".

There was a brief incident where Earth Dragon was having a conversation prior. Basically the Greys were trying to trick him over an incident. They were unhappy with the arrangement and revealed they interfered and lied. Earth Dragon confronted them.

Hospital Rape and Flashback

Date: 3/27/2016
Type: CE4 
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30am (Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:30am (Me)
State of Mind Before: Sad Upset
State of Mind After: Confused (Me)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Weeks issues

Dream
I was at the Montebello Hospital. I woke up in a room. I can't remember what was going on. "They" were doing test. My pant were off and my underwear was torn. I have brief flashes of what just occurred. Someone had my legs in stirrups and had my ass exposed. Something happened and it wasn't pleasant. I don't know. I need to get out. I am up on the third floor, the Air Condition/Maintenance Floor.

I am partially naked, there are piles of clothes here. I just pick some stuff out, sweats and a shirt. I sneak out. There are odd people walking around. They don't really notice or care. I make my way to the parking lot. I find my car. The keys are inside and I start to dive home. I have a extra pair of clothes in a gym bag. I put those on. I want to put the underwear on, but there is no place to stop. It is broad daylight. I just want to get home. I think of stopping by a McDonald's or something, but people are starring at me weirdly.

I drive to my mother's apartment in east los angeles. I go there. I really don't want to be here, but I need to talk to Desiree's dad, Robert. He knows something. Their house is "haunted", I know its not ghosts too. We have a discussion, night is falling. I better go in... he doesn't want to be outside after dark. It has something to do with Audrey D. I should go home... to my house. I am so tired. I don't feel good. My back hurts. I go to sleep in the living room.

As I fall asleep I have a flashback...............
The weird lights are outside again. I am about 7-8. This is not a helicopter. There is no noise. I stay low to the ground and crawl to the bedroom. I stay low. I try to get to my mom's bed to wake her up. She is not there. I hear movement in the kitchen. The back door opens. They are walking in again. I quickly crawl to the bunk bed and go under the bed lowest bunk. I start crying. I wedge myself in the corner. I make sure to put as many things as I could in the way, shoes, stuff animals, etc. I can see their feet. They are looking around the bed. One of them bends down and forcibly reaches it hand under the bed. It grabs a fist full of clothes. Another one gets on top of the bed and goes to the corner reaching down, trying to grab at me from there. The area goes bright white...momentarily seeing rainbow colors and I knock out".

Dream again resumes......
My mom walks in and notices I am asleep in the living room. The bright light is outside again. I am half asleep. She says " I am going to see your grandma now. You are not invited. You are to stay here. Your kind is not wanted. Sleep and never wake". I am groggy... she leaves. I force myself to get up... I need to go home.... I need to leave. I look for my things and gather them up. I almost grab some of my brother's things... "I want to kill him, he hurts me"... no.. this guy is not my brother. My brother was taken away from me. I walk out the door. My car is gone. It is completely dark, no moon, no stars. I am determined to get home

Personal Note: I am already aware of the flashback. It was one of the memories I had when I was younger that is has not been categorized. I am also aware of the issue with those people from East L.A., and unknown why those memories popped up.

Short Flm: "You are Being Watched" on Vimeo.com

"You are Being Watched" on Vimeo.com

The following is a fictitious short film in which a friend's friend made. It is about an alien abductee.

Irish Rape

Date: 3/18/2016
Type: CE4, Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:00am (Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Very Depressed (Me)
State of Mind After: Upset (Me)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: 3/16/2016 incident....

I was outside of a house looking at the stars. I felt something was off I don't know why. When I started to focus on my surrounding I noticed a huge building on the horizon, it was phased out partially and many glowing orbs and disc were hovering around it. For some reason my thoughts were trying to tell me "That is just a tree. A huge tree, but just a tree..nothing more". I knew this was not normal. I had to shake this off.

I need to find "Earth Dragon" I thought. A voice said "You know he hates you. Your not even wanted. Always rejected. Always alone. Ha. Ha. Ha.". I begin running from this place. As I looked back I noticed there was a phased creature standing on the property. However before it can say anything more a black man who was walking by begins to shout "SHIT! OMG, there is an Alien! Look! Where is my phone at? Dis has to go on instagram. Damn! Shit I gonna be famous y'all!". I laugh and run.

The sidewalk become a corridor and there are a bunch of people walking along. They are all wearing uniforms (as in same nondescript clothes). I run into someone I know name Rico. He thinks he came back from a bar, he seemed happy and buzzed. He was so glad to see me. I immediately tell him, "Rico. Hide me please. I need you. Wake up!. You didn't go to the bar. They took you. Help Me!".
Rico out of it just says "You look handsome. You lost weight. I should have told you I liked you. Bros before Hos. I am sooooo sorry". He then has a moment of clarity because he is saying "he likes me"... that snaps him out of it and he looks around and is like WTF?!! He was aware of where he was now and there was an alien beside us. I run.

The corridor exits out into some type of odd desert garden. The sand is red clay. There are a number off odd plants or statues, all look like gugs...they are rubbery with thorns like cacti but with clawed hands. They move very slowly. I move cautiously......

Dream shifts... I am no before the time I was staring up into the night sky. My head hurts. I am on a gurney be wheeled down some corridor. There is a red haired woman and "Earth Dragon's Mom". The red haired lady says "So this one likes your son. I mean is like". She gives a coy smile. She tightens the straps. Earth Dragon's Mom replies "That's disgusting. Even though he is a little shit at times, he is my baby." I feebly reply "What are you doing? Let me go, please. You know me".

The red haired woman responds with a laugh "She has not met you yet. Your brother was the foundation, but you have another task." I look at Earth's Dragon mom and say " Please, I know your son. I do love him. He is a bright and good person. You should be proud, help me". We are going down the hall. I try to get Earth Dragon's Mom to respond and I say "Tell me about Earth Dragon, your son. You call him "little insect", right?", she looks at me with sadness. The red haired lady tells Earth Dragons mom to go and get her son. They are ready. The red haired lady looks at me sternly and says "I don't know how you are doing this now, but it will stop!".

I teleport in and begin fighting with the red-haired lady. She struggles with me and we tip over the gurney, Wood Rabbit falls. I begin to cast spells and she is buffeted with air and bits of metal shavings, cutting into her skin. As she is reeling in pain I quickly go over to Wood Rabbit and undo the straps. The red haired woman is howling in pain.

That is when Earth Dragon and his mom walk in. Earth Dragon is like 19-21. I say "He is not supposed to see this. You need to protect us (looking at Earth Dragon). Be patient (Looking at Wood Rabbit)" and I create two doorways and step through one. I begin to crawl out to the other one. The other me that came in and fought the red-haired woman was in the form of Earth Dragon again... I was aware and looking through both points of view.
As I am crawling out... I get up and stare at the stars..........

I shift again and I am in that desert garden surrounded by Gugs. I am looking for a way out. I realize I am trapped. The gugs are slowly moving to block my escape. There maw opens up on their heads showing a beak as a threat. I being begins to walk toward me speaking "You don't recognize me Wood Rabbit? Nice stunt you pulled... or should I say will pull. However I need you here in the present". The being looks at a bad attempt to be Earth Dragon. Very fake... wrong clothes, mess up hair, its trying to fixate on what I would find appealing.. but is having a hard time holding a form. The place shifts... I am in my room again. I just fell asleep after praying for Earth Dragon.
I force myself to concentrate... this is not my room. I see the Gug Garden again. I say "You are not Earth Dragon. Who are you?". I continue, "You have no right or permission". It laughs at me as he is walking toward me. The gugs had blocked me, but now let me move freely about. Fake Earth Dragon chases me and  pins me down.

It says "Yes, you run, you make this all the more fun".
"You know you will fail, you cannot save him. He doesn't want you at all. You love him, but he will never love you. You are inherently flawed. Fundamentally broken. Only scrap. You have your uses, but only for so long."
He is on top of me, from what I estimate he is around 6'6' or more, heavy, solid, the skin is rubbery though, not flesh sort of warm. He continues on as he hold me down with one hand, and undress me. I struggle. He kiss me and says "Isn't this what you want. I will give you what you so desire. I will be you everything and all. I will make you whole. Join with me and I will fill you emptiness. I will keep you close and not discard you. You are worthless and lost without me". He begins to kiss me aggressively as I wiggle and squirm, he presses his body against mine. He enjoys the struggle I put up, amused as if I could do something.
He summons a grey, it was on the ceiling watching. It descends like a spider.... and then goes under his legs from behind and starts to fist my asshole. The larger guy says "This is what you want from him, yes? You will never get this, not even the slightest. This is all you will ever come close. Your pathetic. No one will ever want you. You are defective. You are so fortunate that I have needs right now and you are available. Otherwise even I would not want this. You disgust me. You are not even good for this". It continues to ravish me.

As it continues to make out with me I take a deep breath and blow forceful back in its mouth trying to pop it's lungs. It laughs at my futile attempt. I begin to hum into his throat, sending a pulse. He slaps me. He says "You fight back. I like it. The other one never fights back. He is soo compliant and submissive. You have fire. Mmmmmm".
It begins to extend its tongue down my throat. I clench down and bite it off. It reels back in pain, squashing the grey behind us. I manage to squirm out a bit and spit the tongue out. It was green. The being who was rapping me was in shock, it's faced covered in dark green blood from the wound I just inflicted.

I wake up crying in my room. I just realized what happened. There was so much more... I don't wanna remember. It was worse. I wanna die. 

Knocks and Warnings

Date: 3/30/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am (Aunt), 4:00am (Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 8:00am
State of Mind Before: Upset (Me), Sick (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Tired (Me), Scared(Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Knocking on the Walls, Footsteps, Dog Crying
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Discussion and Recent Events

Over the past two weeks things have not been going well. I been traumatized twice in the past month which I will write at some point. My contact whom I speak with often has his ongoing issues. It makes me sad so much, I do not know what to do. Worse I am often the painted the villian, misunderstood for who and what I am, told not to be who I am. If I could feel it would hurt. It is always the same... so logically I know I cannot escape my fate. There is something fundamentally wrong with me.Why do I even try to make a difference in the world for good. I hurt. My heart truly does hurt, the pain never goes away and the void grows larger and larger. I really don't care anymore. What is the point. In the end I am alone. That is where I am right now.

So for a few hours I am assisting a friend with their project. As we are talking around 3:30am, my dog starts whimpering. I am the phone still and I go comfort my dog and hold him really quick for a few minutes. Around 3:40am I put him back and go back to my room continuing the conversation. As I am talking I hear some weird knocks and banging on the wall. I immediately sense something is wrong and tell my friend there is something wrong! I go and check on my aunt and she is crying in the room. She is not making much sense, but she is agitated and scared. While on the phone still, she makes reference to "there in the other room".
My friend is not staying over, so while on the phone I go and check the room. Nothing is there. My aunt is really agitated and scared. I let the conversation on the phone end since she is very very upset.

As I try calming her down she related the following. Around 3:00am she heard some noises. Someone walk around in the living room and the hallway. It scared my dog. She heard me open the door and talk to my dog. Before I got out the footsteps walked to the guest room. She heard put my dog to bed again around 3:30am. From 3:45am to 4:05am she heard various bumps and knocks in the other room as if people were moving things about. I heard these odd sounds too. She says something passed the doorway. That is when she started banging as well. When on the commotion was going on that is when I got up to check on her.
The banging stopped. When I checked the room there was no evidence of anyone coming in, nor moving stuff. However do to the fact that she was freaked out, and the gut feeling I had... something occurred.

I think this is in response to my sleeping pattern.