Friday, March 31, 2017

An Introduction to Encounters with UFO and Aliens: Part 3






Conversations of Mutual Interest
   So you have had an encounter, it can just be an experience and you move on with your life. Then it can be an experience which broadens your horizons and opens the door to many more things that you could possibly imagine, and for some this can be a bit overwhelming. The following topics go hand in hand, and many individuals who have encounters may begin to question the things that they thought they knew…

Conspiracies
   The control of information and our way of life may not be entirely what it seems. We assume that everyone hold the same ideas, morals, and ethics. We want a society that is fair, honest, and just. However there are elements of our society in which people want power and control by an means. Some individuals and groups do this to safeguard humanity, others do this to exploit what they can, while others do this to maintain and gain power to control.
   You may have heard of some these groups like the Illumunati, Masons, Rothschilds, New World Order, Catholic Church, and the Shadow Government to name a few. People believe that these groups shape our society and influence how we live. Some people believe they have information regarding or have contact with the beings who pilot the UFOs. 

Cryptozooloy, Xenobiology, and Exobiology
   These terms often refer to animal and plant life that is not defined by our understanding of nature. These include organisms that either have yet to be captured and studied. This is often an interest because there are strange an unusual creatures that have appeared in our human history, things we can’t explain fully and call “monsters”.  So of these creatures have been seen in conjunction with the appearances of UFO and other worldly beings.
   Lizard people and Sasquatch “Bigfoot” are two of the most popular beings that come up in regard to the UFO phenomena. Another creature is the Chupacabra, which is believed to have an unknown origin, but coincided with UFP appearances.

Environmental Issues
   Some individuals who have come into contact with beings come away with message concerning our planet’s well being. We are told that our society is harming the natural environment with pollution, over farming, using toxic substances, and overpopulation.
They are dire warnings, and often show individuals what will happen if we continue on our course. Although they do not provide solutions, people become impassioned by this.

Paranormal & Supernatural
   Things we don’t understand will fall under these categories. It covers a wide spectrum of phenomena from miraculous healings, orbs appearing in the house, psychic abilities, missing time, and spectral sightings. A lot of activity with UFO and beings are commonly mistaken for ghost, demons, deceased loved ones, and encounters with angels. It is mostly like because we are familiar with these concepts, and our minds tries to rationalize what happens. Many people due to religious or cultural beliefs feel more comfortable defining there encounters as such.
   Not only are some beings extra-terrestrial in origin, but inter-dimensional beings will often affect the environment as well. Individuals may mislabel such beings as ghost.

Political Issues
   The fact that UFO and Aliens may exist do affect the political landscape. Like it or not adding them to the equation of everyday life brings up a host of questions. One of the biggest issues is Disclosure; having the government acknowledge that UFOs and Aliens are genuinely real.
The other issue is the responsibility and accountability of the government. Over the past decades their have been a number of sponsored government organization such as MK Ultra, Project Blue Book, and Majestic Twelve that have had knowledge of other worldly beings. These projects allegedly experimented on, allowed experiments, and benefited from advance technology. They shared these secrets and finding with many corporations, allowing certain families to become wealthy and hold political power.
There is also the issue of the media, both entertainment and the factual reporting. How is it that the News which we trust have been reporting “fake” news stories and discrediting people? Why does entertainment industry seem to be in the know, a lot of details and foreshadow of events to come in stories and movies?
Lastly, how does this affect your rights, your ability to live normal life? What political party is looking out for you.

Religious, Spiritual, and Philosophical Issues
   As this phenomena stretches across generations and cultures, it brings in a diversity of individuals with varying degrees of belief. Tolerance is the key here though, as many may struggle with the knowledge that this does not fit what their church or traditional teachings had taught them in the past. It may challenges to question, rethink, be a test of faith, or an opportunity to express the full wonderment of one’s belief and incorporate other viewpoints.
   We need to keep an open mind, as truthfully there are a number of established religions and philosophies, as well as ancient traditions that are practiced by many. We may personal disagree with some things as part of our learned dogma, but we need to use both our heart and mind to seek and agree upon “facts” and “evidence”. This may bring up discussion about angels, possessions, creationism, and flat earth theories.   

Technology
   The ability to cross the vastness of space, to travel through time, or bridge a dimensional barrier is something that we wish to understand. The fact that we have other beings with technology different from ours is astounding, especially when we have yet to think of the innovations and applications for our own. This is purely the realm of science as we want to know what materials, power source, configurations, and if we can replicate it. It may include technology concerning weapons, commercial applications, manufacturing, and medical. A group known as MUFON, was found on the principals of studying and if possible acquiring technology for the benefit of all mankind.

Thursday, March 30, 2017

An Introduction to Encounters with UFO and Aliens: Part 2




You and Them
   You may have noticed I have been using the term “being” and “entity”, and “experience” and “contact”. The reason why I do this is because the number of encounters vary from individual to individual, and I want this introduction to be as neutral as possible. Here I will go into my interpretation of the types of terms you may here during your period of discovery and research into you experience:

-Alien: Is the general term most people use to describe there encounter. It definition is simply “belonging or relating to another person, place, or thing”.
-Anomalous Biological Entity (A.B.E.):  This is a scientific term that refers to a physical being of unknown origin and classification.
-Anomalous Entity (A.E.): This scientific term refers to beings that are not physical and have an unknown origin and classification.
-Deamonic Entity: The archaic term for a non-human entity, which include beings such as faeries, angels, demons, archons, conceptualized forces, and what not.
-Extra-Terrestrial (E.T): A term used to refer to being that are not native to our planet. However many no longer use this term, since they do believe they are no just visitors but have been introduced to our collective earth society for hundreds of years.
-Inter-Dimensional Being: This term is used to refer to an entity that is not native to our known 3 Dimensional concept of reality. This includes being from other universes and dimensional concepts of reality.
-High Vibratory Being: This term describes beings and entities who operate in the more active vibratory spectrum of what we understand in the terms of the wavelengths of the universe. They are generalized as “benevolent” beings.
-Light Being: This term is used to describe being and entities who appears as bright energy. They are generalized as “benevolent” beings or of being of high vibratory state.
Depending on your religious preference, they may be considered “angelic”. 
-Lower Vibratory Being: This term describes beings and entities who operate in the less active vibratory spectrum of what we understand in the terms of the wavelengths of the universe. They are generalized as “malevolent” beings.
-Shadow People: This term is used to describe being and entities who appears as dark spaces or shadowy energy. They are generalized as “malevolent” beings or of being of lower vibratory state. Depending on your religious preference, they may be considered “diabolic”. 

   When describing our experiences individuals fall usually into these terms;
-Abductee: An individual who has non-consensual contact.
-Contactee: An individual who has had an experience, neither “benevolent” nor “malevolent”.
-Experiencer: An individual who has consensual contact.

-Believer: An individual who acknowledges the existence of beings other than humans and their interaction with us.
-Enthusiast: An individual who has an interest and follows the phenomena of UFO and alien contact.
-Worshipers: Individuals who see these beings as messengers of spiritual powers themselves and have a reverence toward them.

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

An Introduction to Encounters with UFO and Aliens: Part 1





   If you have had an experience or encounter with an “entity” that is not familiar and alien (not standard human) to you, you may be one of the many individuals on earth that have had an encounters with a being of undetermined origin. Your particular encounter can vary from a standard sighting with no interaction, an benevolent experience with interaction, a traumatic experience, or just a strange occurrence. This can be a one time occurrence to a lifetime of examples in which something has happened to you.
   Most individuals are unaware fully of what they experienced, that is usually because the experience does not fall in the normality of our every day to day occurrence of normal life and what we have been taught growing up. Others though through culture or religious beliefs may be aware of what has happened, but there is no true consensus on what happened. Lastly others through multiple experiences or their own individual natures have a high recollection of the events that have transpired, being able to recall details as best as possible. In any event many of us feel that we have many unanswered questions as to how and why this has happened. How does this affect my life? Should I be concerned? What is the point? How do I stop this? How do I learn from this? What should I do? Am I alone?

   The first thing is you are alone. There are thousands of people across the globe that have had experiences; they vary from case to case and from individual to individual. These experiences have been documented or past down from generations of people. Some are taken seriously, others are just part of our cultural narratives, and others are just considered myths. So do not feel singled out, there is support and information to help you try to understand what has happened. The information you obtain can be as simple as “this is what happened” and you move on with your life. Others my need more, seeking months to years of coming to terms of what happened or is happening. This is a result as everyone reacts differently, as some can be emotionally scarred by experiences. Some do not want to acknowledge what “things” may have happened, or neither do they want to suffer social ridicule which perceivably can affect their friends, family, and ability to maintain a job and finances.

   To start off, let me tell you a little of who I am and my experience with this. I am a native of southern California that was born in the mid seventies. My first vivid encounter occurred around the ages of 4-5. One summer night I saw a silver object in my father’s backyard. There were several “people” walking around taking soil samples. As I watched them I noticed a “being” watching me through the window. It got into the house and ended up looking myself in the bathroom, yelling and screaming and eventually knocking out. I wake up in the morning with my father kicking the door down. Over the course of my life their have been other occurrences, and not till my teens when I started doing research did I figure out what was happening. Little did I know, I was not the only one in the family experiencing this. My experience has been a life long journey and struggle, as dealing with this and trying to maintain some sense of normalcy. There is more of course, but this is just to illustrate my experience. I considered myself a multi-generational abductee.

   Now your account as mentioned, could just be a sighting. In the UFO community this is known as a Close Encounter of the Third Kind. Where you see an “entity”. Close Encounters of the First and Second Kind deal mostly with the sighting and evidence of a passing UFO. When you come to a point of than just a sighting of an entity, this is known as a Close Encounter of the Fourth Kind, which is basically contact. The labeling of encounters of UFOs and Entities are known as the Vallee system, which was originally used to categorized encounters with UFOs and has been modernized to incorporate Hynek’s system which includes “beings” operating the UFOs.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Tempests Proetction Against Some Leech

Date: 3/27/2017
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am (Me)/3:30am (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00am (Me)/1:30am (Aunt)/1:30am(Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed (Me)/ Sad, In Pain (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed (Me)/ Scared, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Door Knocking "Dream 1"
Odd occurrences after: "Dream 2"

The night was normal a bit. I reconfigured my bedding area so I have a little nook. I was depressed so I slept for a while. When I woke up to put my aunt to bed, thing were normal. I stayed up and played World of Warcraft and then went to bed around 3:00am. To be honest I had to force myself to play my game, I really did not care. That is how it is, I have to force myself to take interest in my own things. I snuggled at least into my comfy "doggy bed" that I made and went to sleep. The first dream as recounted in the previous blog post happened I woke up and It was around 3:45am. I was bothered by it, and wanted to see him again honestly.
I heard someone knock at my door three times, paid it no mind and thought it was the our canine pal. So I went back to sleep.

I woke up are 4:00am, this time paralyzed and oddly enough my ankles and arms were crossed, like a dead person. I was on my left side with the back toward the wall. The first odd thing I noticed was my laptop was on, a silver white light was emanating from it, as if a screen saver was on. The other thing was that by the clock in the corner near the bathroom, there was a similar light. This one was a free floating pillars of light,
it was not intense, it was subtle but enough to light up the room. in a nice twilight. I did not panic. I was calm, I thought "Oh wow, I have an opportunity to maybe attempt lucid dreaming or perhaps astral travel". I only thought that because I felt no malicious presence or entities in my room. So I was deciding what to do when I heard someone outside side.

"The meddlesome one in there." "Go get". I was puzzled as to who was speaking. I poked my head again over the pillows. The lights from the laptop and the corner were there. No one was in the room. The clock said 4:15am. So I started to move my fingers and toes to get out of the paralyzed feeling. However, it was difficult with my hand crossed along my chest on my side. Something was struggling though on the otherside of the wall. They seemed irritated that they had to get on the floor. At first I felt the brush of finger along my right shoulder blade, then a clear hand once it found me. It then jabbed into my shoulder and I felt a flood of energy started to be sucked out with the words "I got it! I got it!".
I was afraid, but I thought you wanna do this then fine. I started to visualize storms around my body, I heard a "Huh?". It started to pour rain and then lightning began, I then switched to hail and freezing cold winds, the ice slicing in. It began to pull its hand out, but I would not let go concentrating my energy it was pulling out to grasp its'. It panicked and struggled. I then dropped the temperature down and started singing, cold electricity began to roll over the shoulder area. I heard "No. No. Make it stop. Make It Stop!". The something lurched me forward and I woke up. I looked at the clock and it was 4:30am. I wanted to get up and write down what had happened. I was sad though, my opportunity to astral travel and see my wolfbrother was gone. I went back to sleep. There was a weird oscillating noise of something leaving the area when I was lurched forward.

The next morning checking up on my aunt. I did have some confirmation of activity. She had heard the knocks along the doors around this time. Also someone came into here room and closed the door.    

Haunting Dreams of my Wolfbrother

Date: 3/27/2017
Type: Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am (Me)/3:30am (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00am (Me)/1:30am (Aunt)/1:30am(Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed (Me)/ Sad, In Pain (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed (Me)/ Scared, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Door Knocking (See CE4 Incident for this Day"
Odd occurrences after: Bothered By Dreams


Dream 1
   I went to a church to go and see if I could find my wolfbrother. I managed to end up at the same stone church I went to about a month ago. He was there and the attendants let me see him. There was an older gentleman named "Mr. Thorton" who was his attendant. My wolfbrother looked angry/happy to see me. He came down from the stairs and sat down on the green padded chair in the hall. Mr. Thorton sat next to us on the opposite side. He had red/brown hair, receding at the top, white male, a little overweight.He did wear white orderly clothes. He kept muttering to himself as in a conversation with multiple people, and his attention was scattered here and somewhere else.
   I asked my wolfbrother how he was doing, I told him I missed him. I asked how Brewsky was. He looked at me intently and said "I am as how am I am Wood Rabbit, and Brewsky is fine". He then looked to Mr. Thorton. My wolfbrother seedmed ready to pounce, but restrained.
I turned to Mr. Thorton and asked, "What is wrong with him? Why is he here?". I had to ask several times as Mr. Thorton was deep in his conversations. He then looked to me and said "Decommission. Templates wiped clean. Need to substitute new template for operations." I muttered under my breath "MPS?", and my wolfbrother heard me and got angry and said "Don't say that Wood Rabbit! I am always how I am. You know who I am.". I looked at my wolfbrother in the eyes and told him "I am not sure. I remember you how you were, but was that ever REALLY you?". My wolfbrother took me by the arm and said we are going now.
   We started walking out of the facility. Most of the other visitors and their family paid us no mind. The staff was busy. As we got to one of the doors my Wolfbrother said "Do your thing I want to leave this place". I change the door and linked it to the a parking garage far far away. We stepped through, Mr. Thorton now aware that we walked out beyond his range panicked and began to run to the door.
I heard many voices "He can't do that. It is that one! Not supposed to be here. He can't do that. He can't do that!". My wolfbrother closed the door shut. He looked at me and said "I am glad I am out. Let's go get something to eat. I want some pancakes and stuff."
He looks at me and says "Wood Rabbit, come one it is me. Now lets go, we have stuff to catch up on."

CE4 Incident happens here

Dream 2
   My wolfbrother and I have been invited to a symposium and presentation by our friend Allison (I know of no such person). It is an hour long event held in a movie theater. However, when they start a brief film at the beginning of the presentation I felt super sleepy. The film was some 13 minutes long and looped. As I wanted to move about now, I noticed my arms and legs felt heavy. I could not move, and I struggled. My eyes could open though. That is when I noticed a figure moving about the audience. There was a woman voice talking softly, repeating the same thing over and over. The figure was hard to see, but it creeped me out. I closed my eyes. The next thing I know everyone is clapping and the presentation was over.
I turned to my wolfbrother and asked if he saw what I saw. He said yes, and said we are doing the presentation again. This time we were going to pay attention.
   We went outside and waited in line. This time Allison's parents were out there. We talked and chatted. Apparently Allison, my wolfbrother, and I attended the same college. However, that is not possible (My wolbrother are a few years apart and never attended college together). The parents also referred to us a twin as well.
   We got back to the auditorium and the presentation began. The short film showed images of earth, nature, the sun, clouds, stars, moon, and birds. All images you would expect watching some nature documentary along with very soothing music. Then toward the 10 minute mark a woman began to speak very softly and gently "Your arms arms are beginning to feel heavy, they are slowly weighted down. 1. 2. 3. You breathing is calm, you have nothing to worry about, just relax and listen to my voice. 1. 2. 3. You legs and feet feel heavy, secure and rooted,. You are safe. 1. 2. 3. Now just relax and watch the images on screen, drift away, listen to the gentle sounds, relax. 1. 2. 3. It repeated two more times. Then the instructions change "Now continue to watch the screen. Do not look away if you value your life. Do not pay attention to what is moving along the aisle or around you. 1. 2. 3. You are to watch the screen. Do not look away. 1. 2. 3."
Since I expected something was amiss I did take precaution to slump so I face the aisle instead of the screen. I also was fidgety and kept looking around, not really paying attention to the screen. When she spoke, there was a woman in the back with a microphone and about four men dress in corporate suits. She was dressed in blue, and had long black hair, and kind of reminded me of Cher. She wore a gold circular medallion with a red crystal, on a gold chain. Like everyone else though, I couldn't move though, so I started wiggling my toes and finders, fidgeting, breathing oddly, trying to rouse myself out of that state. That is when the "beings" came in. The beings looked like static, the snow on a television, but grey and not white. They were humanoid in shape. They went from aisle to aisle checking and examining persons. The static was a camouflage. As far as I could guess they were greys. They figured out I was awake. There was a brief "How is this one here? Should not be! Not like us. Not of us!". They were upset.
   Afterward I pulled my wolfbrother aside and told him what happened. He knew something was off, but zonked out like everyone else. As we we walking back to our cars and talking to Allison's parents she came up crying. Apparently they fired her, saying she compromised the program. She had no idea what she had done or what they meant. She was in tears. My wolfbrother received a text with a picture of Allison, and ourselves in his actual car. It said had the word "Remember" in text attached to the *.jpg. I asked "Should we tell her?" He said "No, just get in the car and lets go. It is her fault in the first place." However when I go in the car, there was a note in the glove compartment addressed to me. I opened up the glove compartment and there was a contract ready for me to sign and a single key. I looked at my wolfbrother. I woke up.

Overview 
As many know there has been a split between my Wolfbrother and myself as of February 7th 2017. He has been compromised, and despite concern from his family and treatments our relationship has end through his own choice. He greatly influenced my life, and meant a great deal to me for many reasons. His absence sadly has added to the growing void within my soul, and the situation in which developed did more damage far worse than anyone so far. Although I can function and pretend to be okay, this has caused severe depression on my part. I am trying to fight it off as best as possible, knowing it is a matter of time for my heart to scar up once more. Sadly this has left me extremely vulnerable to them as they are exploiting my association with him.
One my wolfbrother and I over the past year paid attention to our dreams. We would have some level our correlation. I have not dreamed about him for a while. There was a dream on the 25th, which illustrates the level of vulnerability I have. He simply showed up at the house in the dream, the dream even had nothing to do with him as I was simply talking to my aunt and grandma. As soon as he showed up I ran to him and ecxused myself and we went into the kitchen. I hugged him. He assured me he was real. When I woke up this hurt me, but I was aware that I am extremely vulnerable. I let my complete defenses down.
Sadly he will not speak to me in real life, so I no longer know......

Thursday, March 23, 2017

Religious Zealots and Conspiracies Rant


Sometimes I do wonder why religious zealots thinks that there way is the only right way. I have run into a number of religious zealots at both MUFON and CERO. This includes people who practice shamanism, new age stuff, and the christian mythos. Many of them are hellbent literally with the idea of an apocalypse and the end times. They love citing passages and excerpts that point to the end times, many of them sadly wrong or misinterpreted....

1. Mayan Calendar
Every since the year 2000 a lot of individuals have used the Mayan Calendar as a source point to the end times. For some reason this artifact is given a lot of weight, despite the majority of believers are "so called christians". First off let us get something straight, our understanding of the Calendar comes from Aztec understanding, as they copied it from the Mayan. Much of the culture is being recovered, and the language and writing system is being unraveled to this day. What we do know is that the Calendar follows a pattern, with 13 Cosmic Tones, and a combination of some 20 symbols. The Mayan year has 260 days, and is believed to be cyclical like the Chinese lunar calendar. It is deeply tied to the indigenous traditions and beliefs of the people, and we do not have a real understanding of it. We know what certain things mean, but we do not know the full use of the calendar.

2. The Second Coming of Christ
Christians are by far the worst, regardless of the fact they live in a world full of different ideologies each type still believes they are the right ones. Protestants attack Catholics, both attack non-christians, and protestants attack each other and everyone else. Many are so wrapped up for the coming apocalypse or alien invasion. They look forward to being judge and getting there reward or welcoming the alien overlords to get a good seat. They will back stab and put themselves upon high, they will judge and criticize and spread the falsehood of there beliefs as truths. They spread misinformation, there is this one woman for example who talked about muslim cursing U.S. soldiers with the Djinn. She has no idea what they are other than evil Muslim spirits. The ignorant sow can't even pick up her own bible and read the passage where King Solomon had command over them, and the sow is to full of herself to read the Qoran, and realize that the djinn are some of the fallen angels (angelic spirits of air, earth, fire, and water who were cast out...not DEMONS).

3. New Agers
Enough with the Aliens are gods! Yes, in the past human may have mistaken aliens as deities....however you overlook the obvious in most of these stories. Humanity through off their shackles.....and I am specifically talking about the Anunnaki. You have to read both side, the mythology and the new stuff......and realize there are two groups. The first are the gods of Mesopotamia who are the children of Anu and the second are the "aliens" who share the same name. The aliens are the one from the planet Nibura aka Planet X, that claim will arrive and destroy the world. If you read things before, you no both sets of beings are not benevolent.
Also stop saying the "Light", as this is a naive thing to constantly preach. The light is not necessarily a good thing, Don't assume because it shows up glowing white that is has good intentions.

Ugh I can go on for more.....but it upsets me that when we try to have an analytical and scientific talk these people begin flapping their gums. I believe in being tolerant and listening, but when you have individual who start to spout "god', "homosexuals are evil", "the light will save you", and all the nonsense in which they won't
question...it become counter productive.

Friday, March 17, 2017

Teeth Broadcast TV Signals and visitors

Date: 3/17/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30am (Me)/5:30am (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:00am (Me)/6:00am (Aunt)/11:30pm(Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Worried (Me)/ Sad, In Pain (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Worried, Anxious (Me)/ Scared, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Pops and Knocks, MUFON OC meeting (Wednesday)
Odd occurrences after: Cold

The day started out normal, however as part of the birthday celebration I took my aunt out for some fun. We went to go see "Kong: Skull Island" and "LA: Beauty and the Beast". "Beauty and Beast" was bittersweet as it was an event my wolfbrother and I were looking forward to. The movie hit home sadly, especially since I heard the lyircs from the song "Evermore". Sadly it hurt. Despite these melancholy feelings I had a great time.
We came home had dinner and I put her to sleep. I myself checked my e-mail and worked on some projects. As it got late into the morning I was hearing some odd noises outside and inside. I really didn't take note as it was the usual knock, pops, scraps, and bumps. Around 4:00am I was told "you should rest", although I was aware of the knocks and pops and the suggestion itself, I decided to lay down because I felt sad. The issue with my wolfbrother has greatly wounded me, sadly it only re-enforces the negative self image I hold.... "I am unworthy of happiness, and I will never be good enough". Paradoxically I been broken so many times, the feeling is compartmentalized as I am operating as expected but aware of this more profound hollowness in my soul.

As usual I had trouble falling asleep, laying there was just something I felt I had to do. I had no intention to sleep. I was aware I was told to "scoot toward the wall" and I had a feeling something was outside. My sadness made me, susceptible as I really didn't care. Images began flashing in my head, something was trying to access something familiar to me. My memories were being rifled through, there was a comment of "soo many" and a first image was chosen. It was a tall male light skinned caucasian man with dark hair, were a pale blue shirt and tan pants...although the image was pleasing it made me sad. So again the image was rifled through, and this time it was a tan male with dark hair, wearing red shirt and tan pants. I laughed as it reminded me of wal-mart vs target. I felt "confusion" from an outside source when I made the comment. The image came into focus as I was laying there on my sleeping area, I realized someone was now kneeling down and going to touch me. My first thought was "I need my weapon", but it was followed by deep sadness and "I am not my wolfbrother. He is gone. Leave me alone. 'whimper'....". It still approached. As expected I could no longer move, and a very weird incident that has only been repeated a few times occurred. I began to hear multiple signals as if someone was turning a radio dial, but it sounded like TV programs. Three sentences were constructed from the various audio. 1) "My name". 2) "Keep the data safe" 3) "I am with you always". I responded to the third "You are not my wolfbrother though", again with deep sadness. Then it left.
The audio it was relaying was coming from my mouth! The frequencies were bouncing off of my teeth which made an audio noise! When freed my body was ice old which is unusual, and I did not have the A/C on. I was covered up though and should have been very hot. I noted the time and wondered what data?

In the morning as I attended to my aunt she was visibly bothered. I asked what was wrong and she said her legged hurt, but she needed her anxiety pill too. I asked why, and if something happened. She got quiet and was upset, and I asked her to tell me what was wrong. apparently at the same time around 5:30am and incident happened with her. She was reading a book and the white mass entered her room. It went from the hallway to her room to the bathroom and back to the bedroom, moved around the bedroom and then after awhile left into the bathroom. During this time she got her weapon up and attempted to yell. Neither my guest, the dog, or myself heard her. She also said it made a weird noise as it moved about her bedroom, like white noise and static. Then it just disappeared into the bathroom.

What we refer to weapons are a bamboo short staff and a stick. Since in the past they have manipulated metal and made it vibrate, we use wood. It is important to note that the night before I attended a MUFON OC event, but there was nothing unusual about this meeting and the speaker did not share anything new that I have not been aware of. Further the discussion and socialization I had afterwards was mostly involving the Hollywood Conspiracy on the Pedophile Rings, Musician and Artists selling their souls, MK Ultra, and the Paul "Billy Shears" McCartney of the Beatles. Nothing would seem to have been an influential factor.



Monday, March 6, 2017

Nose Bleeds and Kidney Issues

Date: 3/3-5/2017
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am (Me)/4:00am (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am (Me)/12:00am (Aunt)/1:00am(Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Worried (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/N/A(Guest)
State of Mind After: Very Depressed, Anxious (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Kidney Issues, High Body Temperature, Wolfbrother Issue, Pops and Knocks
Odd occurrences after: Nose Bleed(s)

The Year of the Rooster fits my horoscope so far, it has not been pleasant at all. Personally I am devastated and very depressed, the only grace is the convincing facade I can put up and my dedication to my obligations. On top of this there are other worries on the burner, the possible Obamacare Penalty for one looming the largest. I am under a lot of stress, my wolfbrother was one of the few outlets that helped out greatly....

The past couple of days and nights my body temperature has been up to the point where the A/C has to go on. My kidneys hurt and when I do sleep it is fitful.The odd pops and knocks occur, but I try to ignore them.
Sadly I am reminded constantly "I am alone", I don't mind that as I was accustomed to fighting this on my own. However, my association with my wolfbrother has made me vulnerable.Needless to say I am numb, I mental recognize what has happened, how I should respond....but there is nothing I can do. I run scenarios over and over, looking for away to fix everything. I am trying to keep busy, but this 'curse' slaps me back to reality...."I am alone, and it is me against them".

The past three nights despite that I am sleeping early and take cat naps...I wake up between 3:45am and 4:00am. I feel something is amiss, I hear activity of things being opened and closed in the bathroom and kitchen, footsteps around the house and in the kitchen. I also have had nosebleeds in my right nostril, from what I can tell there is a small laceration/prick mid-way up the nasal passage. Besides that, my eyes, throat, and nose have been extremely dry when I wake up. Mind you I been hydrating myself due to the kidneys and high temperature, yet I feel as if someone used mucinex on me. I am also waking up with my feet moved to the right, where it has moved the sheets and undercovers.

The only odd dream to report is the following from last night:

Dream 1) I was at Michael Jackson funeral. He was wearing a red blouse and black pants laying on a white bed. He was dead. As I was standing there his body disappeared in a white flash of light, and I knew "they" moved him. I was told by a man in a dark suit that is was part of F.A.M.E Co., and that his body was moved to Area 115 for processing.

Dream 2) I was an my mother's apartment, it was early morning. During the day I had walked here from my grandmother's house and fell asleep. I was looking for my wolfbrother. I feel so alone. If I find him we would be okay. I am about 12, I know they been switching us. My wolfbrother will show up and they will take me, he needs to wake up so we can fight back. None of this is real. They are here, I lock the front door of the apartment and hide on the couch. They are coming in through the back, through the kitchen. My wolfbrother is with them,  they use him to find me. I wake up.....I am sad and want to cry. I go back to sleep.