Television: The Neighbors

"The Neighbors" is a sitcom that is currently airing on ABC, with an ensemble cast . It is about a family who moves from their city life in New Jersey to a suburb community called "Hidden Hills". The human family is unaware that they have just moved into to a community of alien from the planet Zabvron. They appear to be a semi-reptilian species that have been on earth for the past ten years. They have lived in their Hidden Hills community, waiting for further instructions from their home planet.

They seem to be peace loving aliens, and have come to embrace their new human neighbors hoping to learn more and more of the culture by social interaction. Again, the premise is cohabitation.........

Television: My Favorite Martian

"My Favorite Martian" was a television series that ran from 1963-1966 that starred Ray Waltson and Bill Bixby. It produced an animated spin-off by Filmation in 1973-1975, and was also remade into a movie by Disney starring Christopher Lloyd in 1999.

The premise of the series was that an anthropologist from Mar gets stranded on earth. He is taken in by a human while he repairs his ship. The martian, Exigius 12 1/2, pretends to the humans "Uncle Martin" while he is stranded on earth. He is humanoid in appearance with the exception of antenna that can come out from his skull. Exigius could also utilize his advance martian technology to do other remarkable things such as create memory pills, transmute substance, achieve weightlessness, and even travel through time.

The TV Series

The Animated Series

The Movie

Television: Marvin Marvin

As 2012 comes to close there are some interesting programs regarding aliens popping up again. Mostly a trend of cohabitation with extraterrestrials. Although this premise has been done before, Marvin Marvin targets the viewing audience Nickelodeon. Lucas Cruikshank, the star of the "Fred" series stars in a comedy about an alien from Klooton who has been sent to earth for his own protection. A host human family takes him in an helps the young teenage alien adjust to the human/American lifestyle. His alien form is that of a blue humanoid creature with large eye and a pair of eyestalks as antenna. He use a device that allows him to appear human.Like most sitcom aliens on TV, Marvin posses unusual powers that allow him to talk to animals, affect the temperature, etc.  

Possible Alien Skulls found in Mexico

A recent (2012) archeological site in Onavas, Sonora, Mexico uncovered some a grave with 25 skeletons which date around 948 A.D. Several of the skeletons exhibit some sort of cranial deformity, which has been dubbed to be alien in nature. Could these simply just be terrestrial visitors from a culture who practiced cranial deformation? Or could these be alien in nature, especially considering the high activity of UFO sighting in the area?

However, this is not the first example of these types of skulls. Many cultures around the world, even today practice cranial deformation. It can be accomplished by simply applying pressure to an infants skull and guiding the shape throughout it's early life. There are no known living examples of humans with the extent of the shapes of these skulls today, but previous evidence has been found concerning the Paracas of Nazca.

Within the UFO community, it is believed that certain cultures may have attempted to emulate their star gods/spirits in homage or flattery. Other believe that some of these skulls may be hybrids of some sorts.
From a glance they do not fit the norm of what we consider human, but DNA test and cursory examination of the skulls so far indicate the individuals as human. Other tests are inconclusive or indicate that the skeletons found are a result of of common genetic deformation and the resulting individual managed to survive a few years beyond expectancy.  

 

Incidents

Date: Dec 23, 25, 26th 2012
Type: C.E.4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 12:30am-4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am or 3:00 am
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Disappointed, Worried
State of Mind After: Scarred, Depressed
Odd occurrences before: Flashes of Light in the Hallway (Me), Ghost Apparition (Aunt).
Odd occurrences after: Dry Eye.
Possible Influential Factors: Major Depression, Jobless, Insomnia.

December 23, 2012
Had no unusual activity with myself. However, their have been odd pinpoints of light and several flashes in the hallway and living room. I attributed these to change of light from heading from one room to another. Had a standard day in which I cleaned the house and did my usual chores. I did do a period of memory defragmentation, in which I was accessing all of my memories. I was remembering as much as I could from childhood to now. No activity with my aunt, things had been quiet. Around 3:50am I awoke terrified. I was having a dream of walking through the house with my mother. I was upset with her, and I began to head to my old room. In the hallways as I looked back she said "They are touching you". I had no idea in the dream what she meant, but I walk up very scarred. My right eye was dry and the right side of my face felt numb. I sat near the corner of my bookshelf bed, terrified until I could calm myself down. After 30 min I reluctantly went to bed.

At 3:50pm, my aunt claims she saw the spirit of my grandfather in the hallway. I was in the kitchen and heard her talk. At that instant I got goosebumps, but ignored it. After 3 minutes I got up and went to go check on her. She was crying and indicated that the spirit of my grandfather showed up briefly. It just popped in the doorway and left.

December 25, 2012
I decided to go to bed early. Around 2:00am I woke up partially paralyzed, again the right side of my face felt tingly and my right eye felt dry again. I was just depressed, did not resist and fell back asleep. Again dreaming, I heard my aunt call out for me. I quickly got dressed and ran to her room. When I got there she said "They are here!". I looked around and her bedroom door closed. I could not make anyone out, but there was invisible beings in the bathroom and by the bedroom door. I could not see them but I knew they were there by a distortion they were causing. In a burst of rage I charged one by the door. I woke up at 4:00am, eyes dry I went to the bathroom and used some Visine (eyedrops). I laid in bed for awhile worried, then went back to sleep.
 
December 26, 2012
Around 2:30am, as we were watching TV an odd hum was heard. My guest verified that they had heard the hum but could careless. After an hour we both went to sleep. As soon as I feel asleep, I had issue with sleep paralysis. I tried calling for help and other ways to bust out of it. Again, my right eye was dry. After 15minutes of this I just closed my eyes, hoping to just sleep. I had a dream in which my guest said "They are here, don't move. They are watching you". I quickly bolted up. This time both of my eyes were dry and it was 4:00am. I went to the bathroom and used Visine again. I stayed up for 15 minutes now worried as there is a pattern emerging.  

Coast to Coast AM: Aliens and the Great Deception with L.A. Marzulli

Here is an interview with L.A. Marzulli and his appearance on Coast to Coast AM. L.A. Marzulli offers a christian perspective on extraterrestrials.

Coast to Coast AM is a radio show in which they explore the supernatural and paranormal phenomena.
The show was originally started by Art Bell, and his successor George Noory has taken the show. George Noory himself has being appearing on various shows, and now has a show "Beyond Belief with George Noory", on GAIAM TV.

Prophecy in the News Today: The Watchers

Prophecy in the News Today with Gary Steerman. His guest is L.A. Marzulli who has published a number of DVD from a christian prospective concerning the Alien and UFO phenomena. He offer a point of view that these entities are by his account demonic beings that were mentioned within the bible. That now is a time in which spiritual warfare is being seen.

They Take Me.....

I came across this video on Youtube which is a three part series called "They Take Me". In addition he also has a youtube page which goes into other accounts in which alien abduction, UFO sightings, and other related phenomena. 

It is an account of a man who has been abducted since he was 8. He also had experiencing with minor poltergeist activity and also suspected in mixing with hybrids. He also poses some of his personal thoughts and the whys and hows. His encounters are benign, and the aliens he has come into contact are helpful and if not protective of him. He trails off though with some of these questions.

Part 2 goes into the question as to why are they here? He shows some random UFO sightings, and again poses some question on human history and the alien involvement.

Part 3 accounts a recent abduction and implant with the subject. He has identified that the beings he has encountered are a type of grey. He states that the males of the species reach under 6', but the females of the race reach heights up to 7'. He claims that some of the brightest stars in the skies are actually ships, and that you can communicate telepathically with them.

Birthday Visitation

Date: Dec 10th 2012
Type: C.E.4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 7:30 am
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Disappointed (Me), Sad (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy (Me), Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Minor Poltergeist activity in kitchen..
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Major Depression, Jobless, Insomnia, Birthday.


Over the past month thing have slowed down. I been per-occupied with finding work as my funds are desperately low. Personally there is no help from anyone and in another month things may not go well as I am barely holding on to what I have. That has been my state of mind as it is.... I doubt this has an influence since these incidents happen regardless of what I am feeling or going through. Currently my sleeping patterns have shifted as of last Thursday because of the stress I am going through and because I am afraid.


Earlier throughout the week there has been some odd poltergeist activity. In the kitchen mostly. The microwave oven door has opened by itself, and during the night and daytime you can hear the cupboard door open or close. The kitchens structure has been lightly compromised, as their are cracks in the ceiling and the cupboards have spaced themselves from he ceiling. This is due to the houses age. This doesn't account for the doors and the microwave to open and close. Furthermore there are no pest or rodents that would also account for these noises. Late at night while in my aunts room I have observed brief flashes of light emanating from outside the door or shadows. These are seen from underneath the bedroom door.
The door is kept close to keep the heat in, and light from the hallway can be seen under the door normally when the hallway or kitchen light are on. Also lately around 3:45am to 6:00am the PC speakers have picked up some unusual sounds. I may have mentioned this... but a couple of times I heard off pops and whistle, and even breathing one time. Currently I am dismissing this has feedback or some other technological oddity.


Although I have had a bought of insomnia since last Thursday, it is mostly due to the emotional state I am in and because I am afraid to sleep. Nothing has happened to me directly other than a fear of someone watching me and occasional feelings that "they are around". I am just not comfortable sleeping at night.
The night in question though, around 3:45 am I had the feeling that "they are here" and quickly became afraid. I thought in my mind "leave me alone" and "go away". I entered a chat room as I was on the computer in hopes to have a lifeline just in case and keep me talking to a least someone.
My aunt though around 4:00am woke up and saw a being in here room. It was white in coloration and standard form. She was scared and immediately started praying. After about 3 minutes of just standing there it just went away and walked through the bedroom door.


She did not let me know until a day later.

Shadow People

Shadow People

The topic has been brought up over the past decades a multitude of times. It has been discussed on popular radio shows, reality television, and documentaries that research the paranormal. No one really knows what they are and have various theories as to what they could be... ranging from aliens, ghost, demons, and inter-dimensional beings. Other even claim and look to folklore and point out that they have some connections to beings who wield magic. In the end, they cause more confusion on pin pointing what they are than explaining them.

No first of all what we come to refer as Shadow People is a phenomena in which a dark mass is scene by individual. It can take the shape and form of a human, animal, or amorphous form. It can range from opaque to solid and has some possible tangibility to it. Those beings that have had physical contact with such beings describe a cold sensation. They also seem to be able to move rather quickly and fade from site or into solid matter.

Shadow People for one have been sighted for centuries, if not for thousands of years. It is not a new phenomena. In this context the animated shadows were thought of as ghost or spirits. These were shadowy beings of the underworld, and in fact around 1610 "Shade" was used to refer to a ghost. Such descriptions of ghosts or sprints often appeared as some type of shadow, besides as an apparition, whispy mist, or light..
In this context a Shadow Person is nothing more than a type of ghost, one that interacts with the enviroment and is intelligent.

However, most people think of a haunt or a ghost as an apparition, a creature that is doomed to re-enact that last most of it emotionally charged state, and have some preconception of what a ghost is. Because Shadow People are more interactive, they often dismiss them as ghosts and instead believe that they are dimensional entities or spirits that are visiting the world. Yet, the majority of these sighting occur at places where there is per-existing paranormal activity? Why would these beings, if such hang out in an abandoned building or basement? Why would they haunt a locale? Dimensional travelers, even if limited to a local, would think to have better venue choices or ways to explore that exceed their limitations. Instead they hang around the same place for centuries???

The last theory I would put out is that these beings are some type of alien entity. Yes, we have done research in making an scientific invisible suit that refracts light around a user. We know light can be bent. We also know that we can be manipulated to see nothing, and perhaps that is why we are seeing a Shadow Person.
Because we are told we are seeing nothing, it can be a mental suggestion in which we are made to see nothing. So technology can both implant a suggestion as well as manipulate light to create a specific area of darkness, that these beings might use.

So in the end, my conclusion is that the vast majority of reports would indicate that it is spirtual in nature, and conforms itself to the entity of which we call a ghost or spirit. Just becuase it is more dynamic and interactive, doesn't mean it is not a ghost. We have already seen and heard about ghosts and haunts be interactive, that some are aware of living a presence and can react with them.

Shadows Agains

Date: Oct 27th 2012
Type: Dream, Ghost, C.E.4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30 am
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Disappointed, Very Disillusioned (Me), Sad (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Optimistic (me) scared (aunt)
Odd occurrences before: The usual sounds of tapping.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Major Depression, Disappointment, Jobless, Insomnia.

The previous day I felt a sense of malaise and just extreme sadness. Personally I feel so alone... powerless... and worried. It is my 3rd month of no work and I have no help. My funds are dwindling and I have no aid from any sources. Anything paranormal was the farthest thing from my mind. What is worse is that I am responsible for someone....if it was just me I know I can get by... but I am doing my best to take care of my aunt. I try to hide what I am feeling so it doesn't affect her and I do my best to put on a positive face. So yesterday to cover up the fact that I feel awful I just slept... I got up to feed her and check up on her...but I remained in my room crying myself to sleep.

Around 1am I woke up because I heard her in the restroom and I went to go and check up on her. I spent some time with her until 3am watching TV and just talking to her to cheer her up. Around 3:20 am I told her I need to go to bed...because I started feeling so bad where I couldn't pretend to be okay. I put her to be and then made a beeline to my room. I tried to relax in order to go to sleep.

She on the other hand decided to read for a bit, and she didn't go to sleep until 4:00am. She says that she heard something outside the hallway and she was alert. A black figure with white eyes appeared in her room.
It walked through the bedroom door and stood there. My aunt called out for me, but I was knocked out.
It just stood there until my aunt asked what it wanted. It then pointed at her and she called out for me again, then started praying. It then just left. She was scared and didn't go to sleep. She looked at the the time and it was 4:30 am. The being was about 3'-4' tall and solid black, with white eyes. 

I awoke at 7:00am expecting my alarm to go off...but it is Saturday..So I just went back to sleep. I awoke around 10:50am and felt okay and actually a bit happier. I check my e-mail and did my usual tasks...and then talked to my aunt. This is when she related the encounter to me.

Bluelighting and See Through Walls

Date: Oct 24th 2012
Type: Dream, CE3
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00 am
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Disappointed, Very Disillusioned
State of Mind After: Depressed
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Major Depression, Disappointment, Jobless, Insomnia.

I been having trouble sleeping for the past two months. Most of it is becuase of my worry.
This night I forced myself to go to bed early and fall asleep so I could feel more rested.

Around 4:00am there was a blueish white light shining along the outside of my bedroom. It was in the  walkway above the roof. From what i can tell the source of the light was ethereal....in the sense that the light shone through the walls and the bookcases as well. It was emanating from some small orb that was above the roof. It made everything seem semi-transparent. At first I thought it was the neighbors security lights, but the intensity and the color was off and then when it moved I knew it wasn't their lights. I also could not move....no one showed up though.....I could see the clock and everything...but no one was around. After a few minutes the lights just went went off and I was left in the dark.

My eyes then had trouble re-adjusting....as i was seeing after images of book pages. It was like when you stare at a black and white image for a long time and then you see the after images...there was a jumble of them. I tried to focus to see if I could figure out what I was looking it.......and then it made sense as it was items from my library. What i could make out in the jumble of images where a few pages from the books I owned.

Now this encounter felt like a dream.....in the sense that it was unusual. However, it is being counted as a CE3 since the blue light was present.I know it wasn't a dream becuase as soon as I was able to move and re-adjust my eyes to see clearly I went to the restroom and then watched a bit of TV to figure this out.

Television: Intruders

This movie originally aired in 1992. It is based upon UFO researcher Budd Hopkins books. A previous movie Communion was done concerning another case. The movie follows a case about two women who suffer the same nightmares, and their psychiatrists notices starting similarities. This is one of the very few movies that depict an alien abduction in a Urban/Metropolitan setting. The first part of the movie shown here is oddly reminiscent of my first experience, and ironically about "white vans" sited as well. The movie like the first one, eventually has a message to deliver....that they are here....good ones and bad ones... and we need their help to usher in a New Age.

A DVD Region 1 release was made available this year, and a PAL version has been around for quite a while.
The movie has been edited from its initial release, and most of can be viewed on youtube.

                            (Clip from the movie...oddly reminiscent of what I saw the first time)

                                                         Opening Sequence of the Movie.

Ghosts and Aliens

ASSOCIATE EXPERIENCE #A01, MUFON
Date: 2012
Type: Visitation, Abduction
Location: Van Nuys, CA
Time of Incident: Late Night
Attempted Time of Sleep: Normal
State of Mind Before: Unknown
State of Mind After: Unknown
Odd occurrences before: Haunting
Odd occurrences after: Haunting.
Possible Influential Factors: New Age Believer

This is a personal story related to me when I attended a MUFON event. After the meeting I met up with an individual who reached out to us and began speaking with us. She is a total stranger who I met, and do not know much detail other than what she told me. She was very frightened and looking for answers.

As far as I know some incidents began occurring with her and the family. At first she believed that these were some sort of haunting from a woman who had lived there. Apparently the previous tenant may died in the house, and was some sort of old woman. All the common activity and signs of a poltergeist/haunting had occurred. She was very fearful and that she did not want to interfere with family. Apparently it turned worse when a UFO was sighted near the house during one of these ghostly encounters. She say a spherical UFO with a probing arm. It was a small UFO, similar in size to the one in account DF01. What is interesting this UFO was in roughly the same size and shape and occurred near an airport.
 
She as a person was distraught and stressed from the emotional state when she related the incidents to me. She is a spiritual person of a non-christian belief system and did not believe in traditional schooling methods. She is also accomplished musical artists as well. I attempted to let her know that she had the tools to cope with this and advised her on looking to the net for groups and people whom she could share her stories with and perhaps find answers their. As I said... my heart truly felt for here as I knew the terror in those eyes.

The Ex-Boyfriend

ASSOCIATE EXPERIENCE #CFEX01,BF
Date: 1999 and 2009
Type: Visitation
Location: North Hollywood and Burbank, CA
Time of Incident: Late Night
Attempted Time of Sleep: Normal
State of Mind Before: Unknown
State of Mind After: Unknown
Odd occurrences before: Close Relationship with me
Odd occurrences after: Close Relationship with me.
Possible Influential Factors: Coast to Coast AM, Boyfriend, Religious, Stress/Anxiety, Drug Influence (2nd Event)

When my boyfriend and I were together, I had let him know that I believed in Aliens and I was an abductee.
Since we were together, I thought to let him know just in case something was to occur. He is a skeptic about the paranormal and supernatural, as well as religious. His point was since he didn't believe in that it would never effect him. Now on average he would visit me on the weekends, int the beginning we would spend a lot of time together but it had tapered off to a point where he was asleep most of the time here (literally a lazy Sunday where he didn't wake up till late afternoon). The point is that out of the year he was here 1/7 days, spending just one night. So looking at things there was a 14.29% chance of him being here on a night when and incident may have occurred. This doesn't not factor in the randomness of these events, and by my tracking show that these are mostly weekday issues or occur at the beginning/ending of the month.

In 1999 he admitted that late one night something was outside his window at his apartment in North Hollywood. It made some strange noises, and seemed to be looking for a way to get into the house as it was feeling across the outside of the walls and windows.He did say there was some sort of ringing in his ears or slight humming. He dismissed this as a nightmare or because he was listening too much to Art Bell on Coast to Coast Am. This event never repeated.

Around 2008, by then we were no longer together but still keep in contact. Sadly after we were no longer together in unrelated circumstances he began using marijuana. He had also suffered from some other personal issues as well but this may have little bearing on the experience. According to him, late one night after smoking some herb sometime during the night "The Greys" showed up on the bedroom balcony. They just stood there and look at him. He felt that they appeared to let him know that they were real....and that I was not making this stuff up. They just stood there and then just vanished. He admits that this was most likely a hallucination associated with his pot use. However, the fact that he would have such a random hallucination concerning me is odd and the probability of it is quite low. Yet please note that there is an association with marijuana and aliens, as some heavy users have reported seeing Greys when high.

Although he explains away these experiences, it is more so as a hardcore skeptic. As an individual he is a reliable witness and highly creative and intelligent. He is not prone to lying, and if he does quickly admits the truth.    

Burbank Airport UFO

ASSOCIATE EXPERIENCE #CF01,BF
Date: 2011
Type: Sighting
Location: Burbank, CA
Time of Incident: Late Night
Attempted Time of Sleep: Normal
State of Mind Before: Unknown
State of Mind After: Unknown
Odd occurrences before: Unknown
Odd occurrences after: Unknown.
Possible Influential Factors: Religious

This particular experience was related to me by my ex-boyfriend. His mother late one night when she was
at home observed a UFO floating along side the house. They lived on the second floor of a townhouse community that was next to the Burbank Airport and a Cemetery. There have been no prior incidents of any ghosts or UFOs, although CFEX01 has two accounts..

The UFO that she saw was a glowing sphere that hoovered along the driveway along the second story height. It was spherical and possibly a 10' sphere. The light was soft and not bright. She heard no noise and after a few minutes it just whisked straight up into the sky.

She is a very credible witness. The issue is that she lived near the airport. This is not the first time though UFO's have managed to be caught on tape or under the radar near an airport.

Shadowy Abductors

ASSOCIATE EXPERIENCE #AD01,SAS
Date: 1980-1990
Type: Visitation, Abduction
Location: East Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: Late Night
Attempted Time of Sleep: Normal
State of Mind Before: Unknown
State of Mind After: Unknown
Odd occurrences before: Unknown
Odd occurrences after: Unknown.
Possible Influential Factors: Religious

During my early years my mother let me know that one of my classmates, a female, had experienced some spiritual trouble. During the time that my mother lived in East Los Angeles, we had some issue with the apartment. Not only were there a haunting, but it got to the point that a priest had to be called in. This is entirely separate from the the abductions that occurred there. During my mothers time of seeking for help, she happened to mention it to one of my classmates parents. They were a deeply religious and devoted family.

According to that family, they had some sort of "demonic entities" that were plaguing their daughter at night.
They had sought help from the church, and a priest went and blessed there home. However the incidents still occurred. According to the parents, late at night these shadowy figures would enter there home. They would walk in and show up in their daughters room. Sometimes their daughter would scream and they would come, other times their daughter was unable to move...paralyzed by fright. There was an incident in which the parents claimed that one night there daughter was trying to be taken. These beings had came into her room and began carrying her out the door. The parents screamed and yelled but could not do anything.

At this time it was thought to be "evil spirits" or "demonic entity". At this age I was interested in the church and felt that these could possibly be demons. I remember talking to my classmate about this around 1987 when we were telling ghost stories. She was surprised that I knew, and told her why I knew becuase we had similar problems. No she was a highly intelligent student and like me one of the people who were in the top of the class. She did re-affirm the story I was told. The details she added were that it began with one or two of these dark being showing up in her room. She would remember them as small being with a large tri-angular shaped head.The incident in which they attempted to carry her out, she remembers blue light and it being very cold. She was told that these were demons, and that since she was a good and faithful person....they were attempting to attack her and the family.

Now looking back this is eerie similar to what my aunt is experiencing in some cases. What she describes may not have been demonic or evil spirits. At the time though and sine her family was very religious...this possible case could have been a CE4. Especially considering the fact that what I remember seeing was similar to her a well.
   

Shadow Person Encounter?????

Just an Illustration "not of the occurrence"

Date: Oct 7th and Oct 15th 2012
Type: Dream, Ghost, C.E.4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:00am (Oct 7th) and 4:15am Oct 15th
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:30 am (Oct 7th) and none (Oct 15th)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad, Disappointed
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Oct 7th), Apathetic (Oct 15th)
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Tapping Sounds (Oct 15th).
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, Disappointment, Jobless, Insomnia.

The following events will go in chronological order. The reason why the early event of Oct 7th was not reported becuase I was unsure of what actually occurred.I initially dismissed  the first occurrence, but re-evaluated it as it has direct bearing on what happened this morning. Also I am unsure as what to classify this as, as this may be an alien or ghost? Although there is a phenomena know as Shadow People I am not sure what they are as well.

October 7th.
On Sunday night thing were okay. I watched TV and went to be eventually around 4:30 am. Other than the fact I am sad that I have no job at the moment and money is almost exhausted I was okay. I slept on the floor, and had the fan on. As I drifted off to sleep I had an atypical dream. The first thing that was off that it started as "Remember". Something that said "Remember".

"It was a memory of me when I was a young boy, when I used to sleep on the floor in my aunt's room. During the middle of the night my aunt was startled by something making noise in the hallway. She called out to me and woke me up. She asked if I heard any noise.I didn't hear anything, the dogs in the porch were quite. As I re-assured her and we proceeded to get back to bed... her door suddenly began to close by itself. In the corner was a shadow of a being, wispy and thin with hollow eyes. The lines were solidly defined, just transparent in the sense of wispy like ones own shadow. It was as if the light was hitting something and cast a shadow on an invisible being? My aunt shrieked saying "Oh good, help us..its here. Dad. Dad." and I just yelled as it began to walk closer to us."

I awoke wide awake and jumped back into the corner of my shelf an bed. That awoke my friend. He asked what was wrong and I said nothing. By then the time was around 7:00 am. The entire left side of my body was cold and numb with a tingly sensation as if something touched me. After a few moments of convincing myself that it was just a dream. I went back to sleep. For the rest of the day it bothered me, but pushed it to the back of my mind. Oddly every time I recalled the event it causes my to physical react in the same way i woke up...."Cold Tingly Sensation on my left side". I dismissed this as I did not initially recall this incident.

During the rest of the week whenever I thought back on this I felt the chill. I soon just let it go. As far as my dreams for the rest of the week, they were real nightmares. My nightmares are unfulfilled desires, dreams that show me happy and loved by a romantic interest a "soulmate". These are horrible to me only because when I awake this is the farthest thing from the truth.... it hurts so much knowing the brief moments of bliss was just an illusion. What is worse, each time this occurs I realize it is wrong and push away and fight myself awake.

October 15th, 2012.
During the previous week  my aunt was sick, depressed and sad. She has likewise not been able to sleep.
I attempted to keep her in good spirits by watching Seasons 1 & 2 of the Walking Dead. She actually was happy, as she understood what the story was about as I explained what was going on. Initially it crept her out, but when i told her it was more of a drama on how humanity attempts to survive...their choices and moral dilemmas...than it was a horror series. Now my aunt is scared to go to sleep at night. Occasionally she see things in the hallway and here's noises. Many a time I hear the same thing too. She couldn't go to sleep so she stayed up watching TV. I couldn't not sleep either and was on the computer in the kitchen.

From her circumstance around 4:10am a shadowy being appeared in her room by the doorway. It just stood there. She attempted to call out. But was scarred and begin praying to God. It left. A few minutes later the light bulb in her room went out. The TV was still on though. She describes the being as a dark shadow of a person, and where the eyes should be you can see right through them.

As I was in the kitchen with the lights on and on the computer, around 4:15 am I noticed something stick its head or body just slight into the kitchen and withdraw. It was completely black as it was like solid darkness.
I stopped what I was doing. I went to go and check the area, and was angry at myself for leaving my door open. As the only other pathway for it to move would be into my room or back the way it came.I quickly turned on the hall lights and made my way to my aunts room to check on her. When I got there the light was off and I asked her what wrong. She looked frightened but just said the light bulb went out. I replaced the bulb and checked it,  there was no burnt out wire as there usually is or discoloration. I also replaced the bulb just a few weeks ago...so it was still new. I thought this was odd. I asked her if everything was okay and she said "no". She told me how she was uneasy as there were things in the hallway and something showed up.
She told me of the dark figure and said it showed up around the same time I saw my thing. I told her what had happened to me. I asked her to describe it more in detail... and when she described it...it was like
the dream/memory I had the week before. I asked her if she remembered seeing it before.... and she said she has seen this since she was 10. No one would believe her. She doesn't remember what I remember.... though. She does know that this one is completely different from the encounters I have had and the other apparitions that we encounter. This is a solitary being that shows up every few years or so.

Now as to debunk... I have no where to start but the phantom chills/tingling I have. The only thing I can think of is some type of epidermal nerve damage. This summer my aunt did have a case of the shingles. I do not exhibit any such symptoms. Secondly i thought perhaps this could be cardiovascular related or a possible indication of a stroke?  I am currently showing no sign of any physical distress that would lead me to believe this. The only other physical factor that has changed is my diet, in the sense I am eating way less since i have no money and limited supplies. Any food I have goes to my aunt first.
I also thought perhaps this was due to insomnia, but I am not showing he typical signs one experiences for sleep deprivation. Also my body is adjusted to the strain of little sleep since I started suffering from the effects of the Abduction Phenomena.

Personally I think that it is "them", observing us through other methods. From my knowledge of spiritual entities this is not behaving as a ghost. I will though research Shadow People further and see what more I can find.

A Question of Sanity.

I have bought up this topic before, both from a personal perspective and as a motion of awareness of a serious part of the Alien Abduction Experience and UFO Phenomena. One of the reasons why I am bring this up is because personally, do to circumstances in my life I had a falling out with someone. This individual who accompanied to a MUFON meeting, believed he had his own experience. However, he claims it was just nightmares.... and that my experiences likewise must be a delusion. During the entire experience, we both were leery of the type of people we would encounter. He initially viewed the entire topic with a healthy dose of skepticism.Yet we did agree upon that with suitable technology that crafts could travel between the stars. As to the speculation surrounding the operators of the craft, we left that up for discussion. Although they did agree to the probability of life elsewhere in the universe as well. However, as he was upset....
he said some things which I believe are untrue about me....yet it gave me pause to re-examine things.
Sadly he was not the only one to tell me this. Another individual who I knew told me this to my face, that I was crazy and needed medical help.

In another instance, my two only friends have also questioned things. One has told me that other people thinking I am seriously mental and that I should be on meds (only cause I claim to have been abducted in their words). My other friend who experienced with me has let it go, something happened but he know what not and lets it go at that. He seems bothered by the whole thing. Sadly, the only other living witness I have I doubt her sometimes as well. The only reason she has any credibility it because of the way I correlate my experience with her own. If it wasn't for that...I would doubt her as well.

ISOLATION
Although there are many of us who experience this phenomena, we are all isolated. The biggest things I have noticed that many of us feel alone and isolated. Many of us feel we do not belong, either because of the fear of ridicule or rejection. What is worse that among those who experience this phenomena we are further splintered into various groups as there are more than one type beings conduction these abductions, then it is further split into those that believe these are beings are either benign or malign, and that they are special and not victims. This isolation further comes down on you as you begin to question your own sanity. In the sense of what is wrong with me?.

SADNESS
Stress from these encounters can leave people deeply saddened our depressed. It manifest from the fact that you have no control....there is no way to stop them from disrupting you life. Further there is nothing you can do from threatening your family and loved ones. Those of us who have any romantic relationship know that it is threatened by this. Those of that are caregivers for children or elderly know that they jeopardize the ones they love. Its just not the concerning for ourselves, but the concern for others and how we relate to them.
What is worse is again that isolation....leading to sadness on how other will relate to us.

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ABANDONMENT
Again this deal with the fact that many feel powerless and threatened. Ultimately the choices come down to this....find a way to cope and live with it.or end it all. It does not always mean death, and abandonment of friends, society, and work occur as well. Sometimes it is just better to walk away... than explain what is really happening and to deal with the ridicule and downright question  of your sanity. The experiences can push you to the edge, especially when you are terrorized by the mere fact of going to sleep. You can't fight... the only thing to do is run and run. My personal belief is that no one should be forced to live. I know there is legal liability of some sorts, but seriously you have a right to settle things in your own way when life becomes a certain way.

MENTAL ABNORMALITY
You begin to question your own sanity. At first it is just little things dealing with anxiety and depression, then it deals with hallucination and night terrors. You are told something is "WRONG" with you. That you need treatment, that by taking medications that would leave you vulnerable and malleable is the answer. This begins to affect how you function with society any many levels. Sometimes things are so bad you can't actually function..many succumb to treatments or take a path into alcoholism or drug addiction.

The things is there is nothing wrong with you. Perhaps individual have develop some issues, but anyone who has been physical abducted would too. It is reasonable. After an experience like that any sane person would be traumatized to some level. Plus it is healthy to question things. Our senses can so easily be fooled, and a sane person questions this. It is just a tough rode ahead. Of course since we are all human, we may have actual disorder cause by everyday life or personality issues.

My point in all this Is that I know I am not insane. I know that I am comfortable with who I am.
I am amazed that I am a resilient person who has dealt with this issue. I feel so alone at times and broken...I pull through. I am rationale and I hope I tend to look at things rationally and reasonably. I know my faults, my failures, what issues I do have. I am not crazy nor do I need.medication. However I am alone......

I just hope that I can leave some knowledge that may help others out there. I know there are people hurting and looking for answers. There are so many out there that are dealing with this issue and are scarred.
Just know, that you are not crazy. Remain vigilant and aware, use logic and reason, and when that fails you...use commonsense and faith if any.

  
 

Knocking and Lights

Date: Oct 1st and October 3rd 2012
Type: Dream, C.E. 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30 am-5:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:00am (10-1) and 6:30am (10-3)
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Sad, Disappointed
State of Mind After: Depressed, Anxious
Odd occurrences before: Tapping Sounds, Odd Breeze.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Depression, No Job, CA EDD issues

My state of mind is trying to be positive and optimistic. Within the month I recently was let go from my job.
Additionally I am having issues with the CA EDD. Contact the state for help and having issues with my unemployment request have made me sad. You work hard, pay into a system under duress by the government, and then you can't even access it or claim it without some major production. It's horrible....
Sorry that is on my mind right now....things are bad in real life and there is a lot riding on my shoulders.


So my EDD interview was scheduled for Oct 1st between 8:00am and 10:00am. I was too nervous to go to sleep so I stayed up and read my books in the kitchen and played some World of Warcraft. It help to calm me down and ease my tensions. The previous week there was issue with off knocking along the outside over our home walls. Around 1:00am to 6:00am., as if someone or something was in the backyard. The knock would be targeted at the rooms that we occupied (my room, the kitchen, or my aunts room). It would be a sharp and audible knock.


As far as trouble shooting I checked outside. There are no notable scratches or physical evidence along the walls that I can tell. We may have foundation problems or termites, but that doesn't seem to be the case. As the knocking is specific. I thought perhaps it was the house settling because of the heat....since the knock are occurring were people are active I thought it was perhaps from the electrical usage or body heat. That does not seem to be he case as the kitchen and my bedroom are cold when this occurs, my aunt's room is hot.
I also know that the squirrel tend to run on the tin awning and make no exception to the noise they make. I know of no animal that would make a knock like that other than a humanoid. 

Going back to Oct 1st.....I heard the knock. It occurred in a specific spot along the wall. The southeast section of the kitchen opposite from where I was sitting. It sort of reminded me of being in a sub...phantom knocks do to pressure that is creepy. It happened at least three times...as if the area was being marked?
Close to 5:00 am a bright light shined momentarily. This was pure white light. It scarred me because I thought someone was shining a bright flashlight down the walkway at the window. It scarred me...but since I had my interview.....I stayed up and was frazzled. Since the interview went sour.... and not so well (they seem to be leaning toward denying my claim) I just cried myself to sleep.

Now I attempted to troubleshoot this as well. My neighbor adjacent to the house has a safety light with a motion detector and timer for her backyard. When on, the light emanating from it is a dull yellow. Furthermore the wall between us casts a shadow along the kitchen wall when it is on. So the wall blocks 1/3 of the light. The light that flashed showed fully on the wall and more, meaning that this was above the wall or in the distance perhaps. I checked the other neighbors houses....they have no halogen lights or fixtures that would have produced that event. The flash of light has happened before both on my aunt's and my bedroom side.... there is a tree by my aunts room that would block any street light... meaning that it would have to emanate from the walkway. The interesting thing to note is that all three of my neighbors surrounding me have motion detector lights. All three of them have lived here as long as we have. However none of us talk. Unable to question them as to sightings or experiences.

October 3rd been trying to cope.....looking for work, doing what I need to do, cataloging what I need to sell so I can survive a bit. Up late trying to relax and chatting via skype with an associate. Around 3:45am to odd breezes brushed my right leg and left cheek. Then I heard odd noises outside. I told my associate on skype, and he had to go anyways and wished me luck. There was no knockings but there was someone walking outside, none of the motion detectors went off. I turned all the lights on an walked through the house. Around 4:30am I checked on my aunt who was up. She felt uneasy and couldn't sleep. Around 5:00am... I went outside to throw the trash away. It was a clear sky and bright....nothing amiss other than a white dog across the street in the neighbors yard that kept staring at me. It was like a statue. Odd thing is I wasn't aware they had a new dog. I watched it for about twenty minutes to make sure it was a dog. After our contest of wills it moved and whined....so I guess it was real. Although I am gonna check if the dog is there. I feel like I am stressing and going crazy. I actually do not trust that was a dog.....

UPDATE Oct 15th 2012
The neighbors do have a new dog. It is a white German Shepard, and it is still young. It would explain its peculiar behavior. I am glad that it was a dog and I saw it paying with the other dogs during the day.
The White Rabbits have all but disappeared as of July.

Drawings....

1st Time Visit

Pictures are worth a thousands words. The net is filled with drawings, especially concerning certain
subjects. An associated of mine requested, that I illustrate some of the events that occurred. I personally never wanted to do any of this. It brings back horrible memories as these image and events ever haunt me.
I see no benefit to myself as to why these need to be illustrated as they have caused some further harm.
I had some emotional difficulty drawing these images, mostly fear and anger. Fear becuase I do not want to see myself depicted with them....I was there already...but I feel drawing them and myself cements things further. Plus it regresses emotional feelings during a bad bad period. Anger that someone finds this entertaining and seems to enjoy seeing me squirm. A promise is a promises though. In order to ge through this exercise I had to alter the image. You will note that their heads are missing, that is done purposeful becuase when i attempted to do that with their heads I started crying.

"First Time Visit": As stated in the blog. Was awoken as their were people in the backyard. Vehicle in back lights and looked like they were taking samples. to my right one is watching me through the window. I slept on a blanket in an empty room. Was with my father at his home in El Monte, CA.

Secondary Visits

"Secondary Visits": A few months later they began showing up at my mother's apartment. They were always in the shadows, trying to hide but I would see them. My brother and mother would be sound asleep.I remember how fun it was floating an inch above the bed. This occurred in East Los Angeles, CA.

"Other Visits"

"Other Visits": With a few more months it got creepy. There was a lot of other real life stuff that was occurring that was not fun during this time. My father trying to kill me, my aunt/uncle and his sisters gay- bashing my male cousin, my mother being really sick with diabetic and pancreatic complications,  etc. 
It was no longer fun, they would show up around 1pm or 3pm. Most of the time they would just stand in the corner or by the walls watching me and the room. I would hear something and look, and they were in the shadows. They would try to be sneaky and move slowly. I did not sleep in the bunk bed any more becuase of the "repeated falls". I started crying out as something would be pulling me from the bunk bed and then let go after my resistance. My mother never understood why I was crying before I hit the floor.

"They always find You"

"They always find You": At my home, my grandma's house in Los Angeles, when I slept in my grandfather;s room they would show up. This would occur around 1:00 am., the door would open and they would come in. You would see the door open, and the ambient light and they would just walk in the room. I would be terrified and paralyzed by them. It would last about an hour. I tried hiding under the bed....but even the times I hoped to find some piece....I would end up on top of the bed as normal. In the picture above they are slightly bent because they know I am under the bed.

Those are my pictures...I am not happy about doing these. I am destroying the original and erasing what I scanned in. I never want to see these again. They are on the net... so they exist somewhere. I honestly don't feel very good doing these. I am terrified and feel sick to my stomach.

Failed Abduction???

Date: September 18 2012
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:30 am-6:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Depression
State of Mind After: Frustration, Depression, Ashamed
Odd occurrences before: Black Robe Entity sightings.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: MUFON Meeting attendance

This particular incident happened to my aunt. Initially when I found her in the morning she was on the floor by her chair. When I asked her what happened she said she simply feel of the chair and was there since 7am, so for about an hour. She indicated that she had called out for me, but as I told her she doesn't yell....and I can't hear her.

She was unaware and still doesn't know that I attended a MUFON meeting. Her behavior throughout the day was shaken. I took this as frustration and anxiety as she has some mobility issues. It wasn't until later after I came back from the meeting that she told me what had really happened in the morning. She was just relieved I was back and she said she was scarred and didn't want to sit in the new recliner she had purchased. She was scared.

Apparently around 5:30am she was awaken as something was pulling at her feet. There was nothing visible, but she said she sensed it was cold. The tugging stopped. A few minutes afterwards she felt a cold sensation under her and she was being lifted off the chair. She remembers that she was being moved away from the chair. She struggled and supposedly screamed, she also started praying and telling whatever was doing this to go away. She then remembers simply being levitated back into the recliner and dropped. Which was then she fell off the chair. She was dazed and she said she called out for me once more.I didn't hear anything.

Now from what was described to me it look like they attempted to abduct her. However, the time frame would indicate that it was an attempt. However.....when she first mentioned it she says she fell at 7am. Which is about 1 hour from the time of the initial incident.... which is a common amount of time I have noted with the abductions here. So although it appears it was a failed abduction, it may in fact have occurred.

She is now terrified of the recliner and wants to give it away. The chair is about 5 days old and brand new.
Since Tuesday she refuses to sit in it.

As a follow up I sat in the chair and stayed with her Wednesday night to see if there was anything odd.
No indication or feeling that anything was amiss. The particular recliner that was purchased is is a wall recliner with a release handle on the side. In order for the recliner to reset to an upright position, you need to use the handle or put an amount of force (which she cannot) on the leg area to set it down. The material is not smooth enough where she would have slid off either.

Case of Mistaken Identity

There are many unknown or misunderstood things that happen all over the world. Some of them phenomena sometimes overlaps, is misidentified, or by happenstance occurs at the same time. Yet I have come of across many people that are known solidifying the confusion by being all inclusive.There are already a number of specialized fields that cover some of this area, and other areas that practical science makes use of.

Cryptozoology: The study of animals whose existence has not yet being proven.

Paranormal: Other than or occurring along the side of the considered norms of society.

Parapsychology: The study of psychic phenomena and some spiritual study regarding near death experience and re-incarnation. This has extended to include the investigations into life after death and ghosts.

Supernatural: Something occurring outside our definition of how the natural universe operates. 

Ufology: The primarily study of Unidentified Flying Objects (propulsion, origin, technology), and has extended to encompass the beings of who pilot the craft, evidence left behind, and their encounters (Aliens).


In this article we will go over some of the common mix-ups and identification issues going on with Cryptozoology, Parapsychology, and Ufology. It is important to keep thing certain subjects separate until we have a better understanding. If indeed some phenomena does cross-over, we need to come up with a new term to differentiate things. Also it is important to note that mechanisms from parapsychology will apply to certain subject matter within UFOlogy, such as Astral, psychokinesis, and telepathy.


UFOs
In the research regarding Alien Craft, a large number of sightings can be explained away as having been misidentified.Many such sightings are are result of local weather phenomena, astronomical events, identified flying objects, or falls within some other area of explanation. Sometimes the crafts that have been seen are mistaken for ghostly orbs, which start to blur Ufology with Parapsychology.

-Angels: Some individuals rationalize contact with UFOs or aliens with a religious like experience. They view the event with what their mind can rationalize it as.
-Bigfoot: Some biological entities seen aboard craft or during abduction phenomena appear to be like bigfoot "Sasquatch". Also there are UFO sightings that coincide with Bigfoot sightings.

-Demons: The actual term "demon" refers to something spiritual other than human......again UFO/Aliens have been confused with faeries, nature spirits, fallen angels, and even gods.

-Ghosts: Like with angels, some people rationalize that aliens are ghosts. Many of the behaviors associated with alien abductions seem to fall of what our understanding of ghosts are.
-OBE: Out of Body Experiences, individuals abducted by aliens may believe that para-psychological event has happened. That they are astral traveling or there soul/essence is transferred elsewhere,
-Telepathy: If contact has been established with an alien. Many people report and exchange of thoughts, feelings, and images through the mind as a form of communication.

Ghosts

Ghosts are commonly the spirits of the deceased, dimensional entities, and entities regarded in myth and lore such as faeries. Ghosts are usually haunts, and appear at a location that has some significance to the spirit in question. A ghost can also haunt and individual or an item.

-Aliens: As stated above, sometime it is easy to rationalize an alien as a ghost. especially when most people accept some sort of level of spiritual belief. There is often an odd luminescence, shadowy, or illusion like quality. They been reported to have the ability at time to materialize out of no where, can become insubstantial, can cause electrical equipment to surge/dampen, levitate objects, etc.
-Cryptozoloogy:  Sometimes animal that have been thought to be extinct are referred to as ghosts. Seeing the ghost of a Tasmanian Devil, Dodo, or dinosaur.
-UFOs: Smaller UFO craft or probes are also mistaken for ghosts. From a distance they seem to be dancing lights or spirits.


Poltergeist

Based upon the definition and etymology, a poltergeist is German word meaning "Noisy Ghost". From an observational point of view it is a mechanism of activity associated with ghosts that have the capability to interact directly with the material world. It has been expanded to include the psychic phenomena of telekinesis, in the instance that certain people subconsciously cause things to happen around them with ambient mental energy when stressed or stimulated. Historically, the activity has also been linked to myths as well, regarding "Knocking Faeries"..... aka Tommyknockers (yes for those literary fans you know what this leads to). Additionally it has begun to be linked UFO/Aliens. Which is why I am singling this out from ghosts. 

-Aliens: It is believed that some Aliens have the technology or ability to be invisible, or move within a spectrum that we cannot see. Therefore we will hear them or see them interact with what we see. Also if they have the technology to move objects without direct physical contact this will the events.
-UFOs: Some thinks because of the propulsion and energy used to power the spacecraft may cause unusual activity in the vicinity, such  as an increased magnetic field, polarization of nonmetallic objects, movement of air currents, temperature fluctuation, etc,
-Vermin: Sometimes in truth it can be mice, squirrels raccoons, roaches, snakes, beetles, and animals that like to intrude to our household and property that cause the noises.



Bigfoot

In the realm of cryptozoology, Bigfoot also know as Sasquatch, Skunkape, and Yeti, is purported to be some type of great ape that has yet to have been captured. These tall ape like humanoids have been reported in myth for centuries, and there have been many modern day accounts of encounters.

-UFOs: Some people have found that there is a correlation between bigfoot sightings and UFO sightings. Some people have thought Bigfoot might be an alien, while other believe that like us Bigfoot can be a victim of alien abductions as well.... and as like any animal or human would be spooked by the presence of UFO/Aliens.

MUFON-LA and my first Meeting

A few months ago I did address the topic of one of the most widely known UFO groups out there known as MUFON. The society has been around for quite sometime, and a number of professionals and enthusiasts a have been in the field documenting the phenomena of UFOs and associated paranormal activity.

Yesterday I attend my first meeting. There speaker for that night was Ruben Uriarte , a researcher who has been featured on various documentaries concerning the UFO Phenomena. His subject matter for that night was an overview of two incidents, both that are local to California. The first incident he shared with us was a UFO crash that took place in Mexico. In which the wreckage of an UFO craft was found, bodies retrieved, and all evidence was given to the United States.  The story has been document in the UFO Files television show.

The second topic for the night was incident in Northern California, which took place Cisco Grove near Lake Taho. It was a first hand account of a man's encounter with a UFO, Alien beings, and his fight for survival as he fended them off. It also went into detail about the government contacting him as well. The full account can be read in Aliens in the Forest, and  featured in this YouTube Radio broadcast which was basically the presentation given.

They also covered some of MUFON history, it's purpose and goals, and shared some of the statistics they collected over the years concerning sightings. There was a brief Q&A session in which attendees were invited to share comments and ask questions in general. In addition, there was mention of another meet up group concerned with the related phenomena of "Hybrid Children" and individuals who have had these experiences can share them there and hopefully find support.


Now the most important part in my opinion, the overall meeting and how things went.........

The attendees are from all walks of life, ethnic and cultural backgrounds. I did not note any people of Asian descent. The majority of attendees are middle age to older adults. The ratio of men and women, seems to favor more single women in the audience. The MUFON representatives were very approachable, and their PR director was one of the most friendly individuals I have ever meet that re-assured us and made us feel most welcome. Before the meeting some people next to me were sharing an experience of "Deer Mutilation" that encountered up in the pacific northwest. My initial feelings about the meeting that many of the people are enthusiasts, and I did meet an individual who was an going through some experiences.

She basically confirmed my initial thoughts about the group, and she conveyed the same feelings that perhaps this groups objects and goals did not meet her needs or had answers/references for her questions. I truly empathized with her, as I recognized the exact feelings that she was going threw... the same energy and look in her eyes. My heart truly went out to her and I did my best to offer some of my experiences and what I have learned through my own research and realization. I offered her some alternative on the web in which she could possibly find support and answers she may needed. I really hope that she can find peace and find what she needs.


The statistical analysis that was shared was rather intriguing, and I would have hoped they would have gone into greater detail. From what I could compare, is that there was some correlation between their numbers and my own in the sense that the number of alien sightings have been on downward trend overall. The was a disclaimer about their numbers though.... they are all reported cases. Keep in mind that there are a number of of cases that go unreported, and that the primary language they use is in English. As for myself all of my experiences have never been reported to MUFON. As to why.... their site and system of contact was not very user friendly. In addition, we who have had experiences fear a great number of things from social stigma, personal gripes of admitting it, and fear that we will be monitored further.


It seems that majority of information about the groups and its activities have transitioned to their Facebook and Meet.Up.com sites. Although these sites are intended to bring people together, I feel it is a hassle to sign up for another social site and would have preferred everything be on heir main Chapter Site.

I will be attend further meetings with an Associate who has become a full fledged member for his own interests and agree to accompany them as support. I encourage individual to attend a meeting and see that their is a community for you. It is important to remember that MUFON main objective is the study of the crafts itself, the technology used, and to gather data on the events in understanding the technology and related phenomena. It is an organization for researchers. During the course of these studies, which is secondary is the biological entities who have piloted these craft and the abduction phenomena.....from my impression that is not what MUFON is for. As I meet up with them I may learn more, and perhaps there is a group within the organization that specifically deals with the Biological Entities and Abductions.

Black Robed Entities

Date: September 7, 8, 10, and 11 2012
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:30 pm-5:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: Various
State of Mind Before: Physically Exhausted, Extreme Stress & Depression
State of Mind After: Physically Exhausted, Extreme Stress & Depression
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Loss of Job, Heat Stroke, Heat Exhaustion, Depression, Re-Introduction of a Person

Minor incidents that aren't note worthy have happened of the paranormal "ghost" nature have occurred, but nothing worth mentioning as the majority of these incidents are noticed by my aunt.However in the past few days some very noteworthy occurrences have happened to myself and my aunt. Overall it has been relatively quiet.

Overall State of Mind
As many of you know, back in August I suffered a Heat Stroke. In addition with the the high temperature in my area and on going condition my body has been in Heat exhaustion mode and going through dehydration too boot. This has taken a physical strain on my body.  The stress from work has been bad as well since our company went out on its own, and the anxiety level of all employees is high. Plus the continual state of sadness does haunt me becuase I truly feel unwanted and unloved, although I am highly useful. Not having a significant other as a support is taking its toll. As far as my aunt, her physical and emotion state has not changed much.... she is still physically ill and she feels stressed at her decreased mobility. Likewise she has her own emotional burdens as well.

Possible Factors
Know there have been some physical changes to the house. I attempted to prune/destroy a tree in the backyard. It is a Hawaiian tree. Although I do not think that as a factor, it is a change to the area. recently I had some repairs to the "Big Room" and cleaned it back up. As many of you know, the "Big Room" is are spare room....I had hope using it for storage it would prevent certain beings from showing up more.... since they seemed to using that as an arrival point. The wall was fixed their, and the room has been made a non-storage space. Also... I have been leaving the door open and unlock in hope of making the house cooler. I recently re-connected with an individual I had a falling out with in February.

Incidicents
The first incident occurred with me in my bathroom. As i was brushing my teeth the door beneath the sink closed on it's own. Now the odd thing is... the door wasn't open. I clearly heard the door close however.
The cabinet doors around my sink all have all have good resistance that you have to clearly pull to open.
At first I though perhaps I left he door slightly ajar and I accidentally closed it with my knee... although my knee never touched the door.
The second incident occurred on Saturday afternoon. My foot as swollen so I thought to try and soak it in epsom salt. The cabinet doors around my sink were all closed. As I was sitting there reading my book, the left cabinet door opened without making a sound. I noticed the movement right away and just saw it slowly  open and stop exactly at the 90 degree mark. I felt no presence at all. I closed the door immediately. It did not happen again. I also check to see if the hing was loose or the inner catch was, both were fine.
At this point I began to take note.
Sunday nothing occurred, but the following Monday, my aunt said that she thought I walked through the hallway around 430pm. She knew it wasn't me.... but she was scared, and was hoping it was just me. She questioned me later in the day about that. Apparently the figure was walking toward my room.
The latest incident occurred recently around 5pm. This time while she was in he room, a huge hooded cloak being in black was in her doorway. It just stood their blocking out the hall. She prayed and when she looked back it was gone.

This is what has happened so far. Hopefully these incidents were just in passing.

Humming and Snaps

Date: July 23rd 2012
Type: Dream, C.E. 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:06 am-3:50am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:50am
State of Mind Before: Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Anxiety
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Extreme Stress & Depression

Yesterday despite all the chaos in my life in taking care of my sick aunt, hanging on to my job, and my personal issues...it was not that bad of day and was rather nice. Even late at night things were all right.
It wasn't until I was getting ready for bed did things take a turn for the worse in moods and sounds.

As I lay down to sleep, there was this odd humming that was conflicting with the fan I have. The fan was steady and constant with no blockage or breeze to cause it to make other pitch. The humming was not from the kitchen as the fridge makes a unique sound. The humming went on for a good 15min before it got weird.
As I was trying to fall asleep, the humming had an odd warbled vocal sound. I noticed it when I turned my head in a certain position. It had to be just right and I would hear this warble. The oddity about this was that it was not random sounds, but was reminiscent of a conversation between at least three voices. When I came to this realization that when I got scared. During this time I was also have some oddity with my vision.
The light and shadows about the room were behaving oddly in the sense there was small light flares from the LEDs in my room and shadows would deepen and distort.

At this time I was attempting to debunk the audio and visual distortions.The warble I thought may be a result of either a physical ear issue in the canal (none) or psychological suggestive interpretation. The warbled sounds was very reminiscent of the ambient kami vocals in "Paranoia Agent" anime. The humming I thought could be electrical or from the freeway. I turned the fan off. The humming went on, but the voice stopped.
Even when I had the fan back on and my head in various positions I could not repeat the incident. The humming was also not entire consistent in it oscillation or intensity. At various times it sounded as if it was moving very slowly as if positioning itself. At time it would spike, which happened at least 15 times.
Around 3:45 as I was wide awake I had the sensation I was jerked forward and placed back down. The sensation last only a second, but the difference in the clock was 5 min. I was wide awake and alert at 3:45 and thinking, and in mid-thought I was jerk and the clocked jumped to 3:50. I dismissed this at first I if I was falling asleep, but I should have fallen face first on the floor.... plus my alertness level was high before and after the incident.

Around 4:30am the humming faded away and I felt comfortable enough to fall asleep.   

Odd Research Begins from them...

Date: July 12th, 2012 and July 13th 2012
Type: Dream, C.E. ?
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:30am-4:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am
State of Mind Before: Extreme Stress, Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted
State of Mind After: Severe Depression, Physically Exhausted, Anxiety
Odd occurrences before: Indecent with the door previous Sunday.
Odd occurrences after: Parakeet is in the distance as if scared off since Sunday.
Possible Influential Factors: Stress, Depression

Since Sunday I been on edge, added to that I am dealing with a bad situation at work. Through it all I have kept my chin up and trying to do as best as I can. I been restless and unable to sleep soundly.
Images of a new type of visitor keeps popping in my head. I think "go away...go away". These are rather different, in a sense they remind me of a more rounded version of Gumby, but very alien-esque. They are beige off white and very tall at least 8ft, have a very soft soothing voice, and their skin was reminiscent of clay. Then early Thursday morning when I managed to knock out I had a a rather odd dream:

I instantly wake up from the position I am in from my bed. The first thing I notice is that the room is smaller than usually and it feels off. Distances are not right and things seemed purposely messy as if to confuse me from close inspection. It felt like a facsimile of my room. When I begin closer inspection that is one this person appeared. He was about 6' tall, athletic shape about mid 40's, and a very attractive Caucasian male.
I do not know who this person is. I heard a soft voice from behind the wind say "He is your step-father and he loves you". Then the person said hello and approached me and gave me a loving hug. He smelled really clean as if washed or fresh, and his skin was toned yet very "new"? As soon as he let go I apologized for the mess the room was in. He had a black suede jacked which he took off showing himself in similar black shorts and no shirt. I looked down to avert my eyes, and begin hanging his jacket up. The same voice as before said "Is he not attractive enough for you?". I came back and looked and he was standing in front of my fan naked, yes I felt attracted and very shy and self-conscious around him .Yet I knew he genuinely loved me and we are supposed to share a very good bond. The man told me "Boy it is really hot, thank you for always being so attentive", he motioned me to come to him and said "I am really glad to see you, you have no idea how much I have missed you". At that point he began to be more than a fatherly acquaintance.. though I stood perfectly still looking around. Noticing the way everything was off. The voice said "Do you not love him? He loves you?" as trying to urge me into reciprocating. I blatantly said "The experiment failed since you said "step-father". It would rather be an inappropriate line to cross since the individual would have per-exsisting relations with another family member". I just said that so clinically. The mad said "I really do miss you and love you. You should go back to bed. You will be rewarded for your honesty tomorrow".
I went back to bed, and proceed to fall asleep... but immediate was awake. The odd thing was my eyes were open as if I was in a trance.My eyes were dry.

The second night again I had trouble sleeping. Around 3:30am I finally knocked out. Again I woke up in the facsimile of my room. It was cleaner. I looked around and the room was cleaner. Remembering what happened earlier I waited. Nothing happened. I was sort of hurt and angry that the attractive man did not appear. Then all the electronics turned on. I saw that the windows were slightly open and there were tall figure outside... off white in color as the images I had in my head earlier. I attempted to go to my door... but it was closed and was no door. It was a facsimile. I went back to my room and attempted to turn the light  in the bathroom on. It went on them began to dim. The power all around the room begin to fade and dim. Then I heard the same voice say "Go back to sleep. The session is at an end." I proceeded back to my bed as things begin to fade out as if being deconstructed...except for the windows were the beings were. I turned and faced the fall in my bed and counted until 10. At that point my bathroom door squeaked loudly. I was awake and a bit disoriented. I turned around and things seemed normally... but there is no way that the door could have moved on its own. I was unable to go to sleep until 6am.

These two episodes were related.... and was sadly in the Alien category.