Alien Abduction Research

   How does one go about researching an Alien Abduction case and what would be the criteria for an actual researcher or research team? There are various organizations such as MUFON, Television Shows, and private individuals who claim to be experts or researchers on the topics of UFO and Aliens. Some have professional background in History, Science, Biology, Engineering, Astronomy, Religion, Journalism, Photography, and Psychology. While many other are simply hobbyists with a curiosity and passion about the overall phenomena. So what can an investigator/researcher do for you?

1. An Impartial Third Party Observer
-A researcher/investigator main purpose is to be an objective viewer. They collect and review data with an objective view point. Those who are experiencing the event can become highly impartial because of the emotional stress of abduction and may not have the mindset/skillset to step back to review what is happening.

2. Access to Resources "Equipment/Data/Contacts"
-The second benefit is that working with an investigator you have access to equipment that is uncommon in commercial usage or that is unaffordable. This includes both technological software and hardware such and EMF detectors, radar, spectrometers, cameras, etc.
In addition they have access to data and contacts as additional resources. They usually are aware of other experts whom they can call upon for further research and investigation such as doctors and technicians. They also have others who can do further research for them in old documents and contact various agencies for data such as flight plans, flight histories in the area, astronomical data, etc.

3. Free/Lost Cost Examinations
-If the initial research bares a level of credibility, individuals may have access to free/low cost testing. This may include building a psychology profile, expert lie detector tests, low to precise physical examination, blood work, minor surgery, x-ray examination, MRI, brain wave tests, and eye examinations. This can provide some relief as results can show that the individual has experienced a true event or identify other probable cause in which they can seek treatment.

4. Publicity/Income
-Many are not in this as a philanthropic gesture of goodwill, in the name of science,or in the truest intention of helping someone out. Many are out their for fame and fortune as one can make a career of exploiting individuals with experiences. TV shows (Fictional, Paranormal Investigations, Reality, prank shows )are currently big money makers. Authors are still a big thing which allow them book deals as well as future profits from "Speaking Appearances". These individuals may offer a monetary amount for your time or as above free services, possibility of the invitation of becoming a researcher, or just fame.
In the end it depends on you and what you are comfortable with. You should always way the pro and cons as there are lot of variables to consider.

Now if you value your privacy you can document the phenomena as best as you can yourself. which is something I have expressed. Try to always remain as aware as possible and consider influential factors when incidents occur, your emotional states, and anything that may have happened out of the ordinary. Start a blog, diary, or journal as a start. Don't be afraid to join message boards and groups to read and talk to others.

Some criteria I consider Important in documentation are

-Date: Month/Day/Year

-Type: Type of encounter based up the Valle System (ex. CE1 is a UFO Sighting, CE5 is an Abduction)
-Location: City/State/Country
-Time of Incidents: Estimated time of sighting/abduction
-Attempted Time of Sleep: Estimated time of sleep
-State of Mind Before: How you felt before anything occurred
-State of Mind After: How you felt after event occurred
-Odd occurrences before: Anything unusual, but can include astronomical events, deja vu, funny feelings, ghost, noises, pets acting up, etc..
-Odd occurrences after:Anything unusual, but can include astronomical events, deja vu, funny feelings, ghost, noises, pets acting up, etc..
-Possible Influential Factors: Scary movies/books, fight with someone, reasons for feelings, etc


Other criteria

-ABE: (Alien Biological Entity) was it a Grey? Saurian? Reptilian? Insectoid?, Nordics, etc?
-Astronomical/Astrological Events: Lunar Phases, Constellations, Horoscope, Meteor Showers
-Female Cycle: (*For women) Note your biological clock, as many females may have other issue regarding reproductive examinations/hybrids
-Physical Issues: State of Health
-Residence: Where it happened as in a home, apartment building, barn, crowded neighborhood, camp....
-Witnesses/People: Others who may have saw or where in the dwelling in which events occurred.

Also don't be afraid to be your own biggest skeptic, look at your history and emotional and psychological profiles. Try to debunk the events and look for probable causes as best as you can. Looking into science, medicine, and tech fields, may help out as well too. Religion and philosophy, self-help may help you better cope with what is going on. Remember to empower yourself as much as possible with knowledge, as in the end you are you best protector and you may in the end be able to help others overall in find away to overcome and deal with abductions better. 

Brain Shocks/Nightmares

Date: March 30th, 2013
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Angry, Severely Depressed, Anxious, Exhausted (Me)
State of Mind After: Sad, Pensive, Scared (Me)
Odd occurrences before:Full Moon, White Rabbit Sighting Night before, issues with DSL line connection.
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: None

The brain is a complex organism, that is thought to house our memories, data, and serves to regulate our corporeal forms bodily functions. In a short words it is a processor, one that can be manipulated chemically or physically. We know through the use of certain chemicals can inhibit or allow synapse to behave in a certain way, altering our perception and physical motor functions. This can also be done via physical process through surgery, physical brain damage, blunt trauma, temperature regulation, and exposure sonic frequencies, or directed radiation/transmissions.

A few days ago I reported that over the past weeks I have been getting flashes.... as in activity of communication. I also reported that there has been odd sensations with my brain..... the inside. The Cerebellum was specifically mentioned. There have been frequencies though of synaptic shocks around my temples as well... they are usually very minor... but early this morning they were very sharp. The stress and strain are taking their toll on me, and I been doing the best to regulate it. Last night I had no choice but to sleep, an associate was here. My body gave out. Apparently I had a fitful time sleeping.... breathing issues and such until later I seemed more relaxed. I was having horrible nightmares. I do recall waking up at 2am, 3 am, and 4am and going back to sleep. Just staying awake for 15 minutes or so. I kept as quiet as I could, because my associate is worried and has no idea what to do about me. I did mention to him I know the difference between nightmare and when it happens.

The first nightmare was the typical ones I dread. Going through the memories of family, trying to deal with them and justify myself in the fact that I have no need of them and that they are harmful. I woke up it was 2am and my associate was awake and I went to brush my teeth and fell to sleep.
Next nightmare was that I was walking up a dark building, it was deserted and I was walking alone, and the top the people I care about were just standing their admist blue light looking toward "them" or as in the dream my associate said "The Frazzle". It communicated "No Escape. Mine". I rushed at it and charged as I was angry as it threatened the one I love.... how dare it had them here and posturing. We fell of the building amidst shards of glass falling as I was wringing its neck in intense hatred.
3am I woke up, felt extremely warm my temple throbbed I looked around and grabbed my bo staff and went back to sleep. Wood is ineffective, but sharp metal and a guest is not wise. Sleep again then paralyzed, electrical shock at my temples and "Here" communicated. Could not move attempted to wake friend by poking with bo staff and unable to. Feel asleep and woke up dreaming. I was in the room with my associate as we were when I was 24. The room has the large bed in it, but the bed was in the wrong place as the foot of the bed was toward the door. The room had less shelves, but they were along the wall. Seems the power was going out, my associate woke up and asked what's wrong.. He hugged and said don't worry, it is just the storm it will pass. I got out of bed and the last went out and there was the blue light outside. My associate asked what's going on and I said "They are here, give me your hand we have to hide". He replied "but your already holding my hand". The light flashed and it was in the room.

I woke up crying. It was 4:10am. The first thing I though that was rather cliche, the room was never like this, that hurt so bad as it made me feel, my associate was asleep. My temples felt numb from the shock. I cried for 15 minutes just shaking. Then went back to sleep, knowing that was in my head... it had to be in my head... partially lying to myself.

I have researched the biological causes for synaptic shocks along the temple and tingling sensations. The results range from epilepsy, bacterial infection, and biological chemical imbalances that cause anxiety/stress.
However the many of the causes seem to be symptomatic of prescribed drugs or from substance abuse. Others have related that they are experiencing these shocks as well and do not know whats going on. Which means either I am suffering from a form of epilepsy/psychological disorders which is common or there are a lot more people being abducted but feel it is anxiety/stress and being prescribed useless medications?

Update:
Originally I classified the above incident as "Unknown" because I felt these were dreams/feelings linked to anxiety/stress/depression overall and updated to CC5. After an hour after the initial post I went and talked to my aunt to see how she is doing and if she needed anything. She said last night she felt strange and had bad dreams. I asked her to explain and she said it was mostly because she missed her mom since she died during Easter. She then murmured that she wanted to scream cause she was scared around 4:00am but I looked exhausted and she didn't want to worry me. I asked he what did she me by that and she said "you know".
Apparently nothing came in the room, but she felt something say "Here" around 3am. It wasn't audio.... but she clearly heard it. She was scared and went back to sleep praying, but around 4 she was awake and very scared. She started crying a bit, but eventually feel asleep. She says that this wasn't the first she has been hearing that. It not directed to her per say, but every once in awhile she been picking stuff up...but tries to ignore it. I have not told her anything and she has no access to the net to read my blogs.   

Odd Event/Reflections

Date: March 24th, 2013
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 7pm-8pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4pm (Me)
State of Mind Before: Stressed "No Job", Anxious "Issue with Friends"
State of Mind After: Calm-Passive, Subdued (Me)
Odd occurrences before: "Out of It", "Flashes of them talking"
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Encounter 3/2/13, Birthday

I was hoping to avoid things again. As you may have read from 3/2/13 entry, it was an extremely stressful event. Although I am done my best to keep calm, it has rattled me. I thank the support of a person I could reach out too that helped out, he helped me keep it together since he has experiences too. It helped to focus outward.

The reality though I am scarred and very afraid. I have managed to keep things as normal as possible and maintain some sense of order to fend off anxiety and stress. Currently I am dealing with heavy issues of unemployment and familial care with not assistance from the government or other outsides sources. Thank to my conservative and pragmatic approach I have managed to maintain our struggle to survival and keep thing normal as long as possible. However, these visitations are damaging efforts to keep or improve things.
My sleeping patterns are reversed because I am terrified of going to sleep, I get about 4 hours of sleep per day and some catnaps when I can. When I do sleep I make sure to be as proactive as possible, making sure I have protection. I am worried of what may happen to my aunt too, so I have to be mindful of her since she is most vulnerable.Whats worse is I know they have been around, but since I am active... they are not doing anything but making aware of there presence.... knowing that they are watching. Recently one of the days I dread came to pass, my birthday. Birthdays to me are not the best of times since they are reminders of how alone I am... no family.. no one close..... society reminding me that there is something fundamentally wrong with me because I do not fit the social norm of "birthday". I am grateful that one of the people who care about me has been here, they happened to be doing their taxes.....and were physically here.
Sometimes when extra people are here they won't interfere....they will just watch... which is what they did.

Which bring to mind....why a I hearing them? I am not hearing voices as one one think, but since 3/2/13 they been monitoring. I been getting flashes of them.... letting me know t"hey are around", "why am I not asleep", "why is someone there", "you should go to sleep", "go to the door", and "don't look". This has not been constant....but at odd time during the night. I am not even thinking about them and it pops in. It has not been pleasant.

So to the odd event. My guest who spent the last couple of days with me finally went home this afternoon. Oddly enough I felt groggy and out of it the whole day...even though I got enough rest. I assumed that because of the odd sleeping patterns it was just my body feeling tired. However there were the flash of them expressing "you should go to sleep". I was doing my best to fight it off. Yet since my guest was here I gave in to it around 4pm. Around 5pm my guest woke me up and said he was going home, I felt groggy but in 5 min got up as normal walked him out and locked the door. I was fully alert and intending to watch "The Walking Dead from 5pm-7pm. However as soon as I got back in the room, the urge to "Go to sleep" with the same flashes happened. I was waking up periodically because I did not want to sleep and was IMing my ex-. At this point I been not considering these flashes as anything but my anxiety. I woke up at 6:57pm  upset that I kept falling to sleep and made a conscious effort to get up. I IM'd my ex and then set myself back on the bed ready to get up. That is when the strings were pulled.

I was in bed, I made the mistake of rolling over for abit. Something hit me cold in the back, it wasn't physical but a sensation of coldness. I was told to "sleep", but I was resisting and scarred. Next it was expressed to me "He's gone. Your alone. Now we begin". At this point I felt a physical touch on my lower back, again cold, and touch as in "hand". The base of my neck was also grabbed and held in place. Then something was touching the back of my neck which caused an electrical tingling sensation within the lower back part of me head. I was crying at attempted to move. Only thing I could do was wiggle my foot and my right thumb and forefinger. Since I was by the edge of the bed, I attempted to rock and fall out, but they held me. During this time I also heard a CB/radio chatter too which was the oddest part. As if whatever was doing this was in communication with someone else. The radio/cb chatter was not English...but it was some sort of communication.

Around 7:30pm I "awoke". I felt groggy and the tingling sensation was still there, I got up my may way to the computer and IM'd my ex. Then I went back to bed and cried myself back to sleep Woke up at 9:37pm...IM'd my  ex and did the same thing.... just cried and fell back to sleep. Around 10:48pm. I finally got up, I was no longer sad or happy... just felt passive and subdued. However, I made it a point to look something up, for some reason the back of my head was stimulated by those shocks. What ever was going one they were accessing or attempting to do something to the brain. The Cerebellum and the Occipital Lobe was were I felt the sensation. The occipital lobe function is visual and color recognition, damage to the lobe can cause blindness and hallucinations. While the cerebellum control motor functions. Oddly enough this is the physical area of the brain were some skeptic believe that "abductees" have suffered brain damage and thus have a terrestrial reason for seeing aliens and being paralyzed...... however I do not think this was the case.... as in the diagram below also shows our cognitive uses as well...was I being manipulated in the sense of perceptual reasoning? Were my instincts, experiences, and knowledge being accessed?

Self-Deception: TED Talks

Dr. Michael Shermer is the Founding Publisher of Skeptic Magazine, the Executive Director of the Skeptics Society, a monthly columnist for Scientific American, the host of the Skeptics Distinguished Science Lecture Series at Caltech, and Adjunct Professor at Claremont Graduate University and Chapman University. He provides a voice for skepticism, which help us question and understand our views. Its never bad to have a healthy dose of skepticism, it can keep you grounded by re-evaluating what you experience.

The following presentation was made in February of 2010 by TED Talks. The organization that host these topics is a discussion group that bring a variety of idea to the table. The following presentation is on Self-Deception, from a skeptic point of view. It is helpful to better become aware and how to track your experiences by re-evaluating them.

  

Post Abductions Syndrome and Stopping Abductions

It seems that there is a medical diagnoses that some our proposing concerning abductions. PAS (Post Abductions Syndrome) is a label which take into account the physical, mental, and social implications of the alien abduction experience. This was found on the following website which is a good resource for parents and children who are dealing with alien abduction. There is also another site which goes into attempting to stop abductions as well by Michael Menkin.

Post Abduction Syndrome (PAS)

Description of an Emerging Syndrome
Proposed by Rose Hargrove, RN February 14, 2000
This proposal of a new and emerging syndrome will attempt to define the cluster of symptoms and behaviors that develop in some individuals in response to the alien abduction phenomenon. Post Abduction Syndrome (PAS) (Westrum, 1986) is an anxiety disorder that is closely related to Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (APA, 1994). It is characterized by the re-experiencing- of abduction related memories, fragments, or distortions of those memories and is accompanied by symptoms of increased anxiety and by avoidance of stimuli related to abduction memories or abduction related events. The affected person may experience levels of anxiety that interfere with functioning in personal, occupational, or social areas.


Diagnostic Features
The requisite feature of Post Abduction Syndrome is the development of distinctive symptomatology in relation to the experience of the alien abduction phenomenon which is often ongoing in contrast to Posttraumatic Stress Disorder or Acute Stress Disorder (APA, 1994) where the stressor is usually a discrete and time limited occurrence that is not repeated in the individual's lifetime.

PAS in most instances is the result of the sense or memory of being taken away by force or without consent by extraterrestrial or inter-dimensional entities and the associated physically intrusive or invasive procedures by these alleged entities. The Abductee will have a perceived fear of actual or threatened death, serious injury (APA, 1994), threat to their physical integrity. They may witness the abduction of another person, may learn about or have close association with the abduction experiences of a family member or other closely associated person. The person's response to the events must involve intense fear, helplessness, or horror (APA, 1994). In a child or adult with underdeveloped personality structure, the response may manifest as disorganized or agitated behaviors.


Characteristic Symptoms

-Persistent re-experiencing of the traumatic event characterized by flashbacks (APA, 1994)
-Persistent avoidance of stimuli associated with the trauma (APA, 1994)
-Denial of the event
-Labeling the event something else-"blackout", being lost, etc.
-Phobic avoidance of areas or situations where contact occurred.
-Refraining from sleep at the time contact occurred-sleeping in the daytime
-Emotional reaction to literature, pictures, or videos about alien entities e.g. turning over books with a picture of an alien or UFO which may include avoiding them. (Bryant, 1991)
-Numbing of emotions and responsiveness characterized by inability to feel intimacy, pleasure, or to express emotions-emotional anesthesia. (APA, 1994, Bryant,1991)
-Diminished interest or less participation in previously enjoyed activities. (APA, 1994)
-May have a sense of foreshortened future -no expectation of normal life events or normal life span. (APA, 1994)
-May fear abduction with no return or lengthy abduction.
-Anxiety symptoms that persist-hypervigilance, exaggerated startle response, irritability, and panic attacks (APA, 1994)

Note: PAS differs from PTSD in that as the abductions may have occurred since early childhood it is difficult to determine precisely when the trauma began as in PTSD where [in which]? there is a discrete and identifiable traumatic event.

Anxiety symptoms include but are not limited to(APA, 1994):

-Sleep disturbances -- difficulty falling or staying asleep Hyper vigilance Exaggerated startle response Sleepwalking Vivid nightmares Panic attacks Alien phobia Restlessness Worry and rumination.
-Difficulty concentrating
-Duration of the symptoms is longer than one month
-Specifiers-The specifiers may be used to specify the onset and duration(APA, 1994).
-Acute: This specifier should be used when the symptoms are present for less than three months.
-Chronic: This specifier should be used when the symptoms last three months or longer.
-Delayed Onset: This specifier would indicate that at least six months have passed between the traumatic event and the onset of remembered symptoms.


Associated Features and Disorders
In contrast to Posttraumatic Stress Disorder where survivor guilt may be present, there may be guilt at being different, or of contributing to the factors that cause the abductions to occur either to the subject or to family members.

The following manifestations of PAS may present:

-Reluctance to enter into relationships
-Phobic avoidance of situations that remind the person of abduction such as: elevators, escalators, doctor's offices, physician's procedures (many women avoid gynecological exams or become extremely anxious when gynecological procedures are performed), dentist's chairs and procedures. (Jacobs, 1992)
-Persons with PAS may engage in avoidance of medical care to the detriment of their health.
-Avoidance of pictures and or books about UFOs and aliens
-Marital or relationship problems such as: guilt at the possible involvement of their partner feelings of anger and resentment by partner regarding the sexual/gynecological aspects of abduction and/or feelings of guilt by partner related to inability to protect the abductee. (Jacobs, 1992)
-Parents may experience guilt and anger at the possible involvement of their children or grandchildren.
-Occupational difficulties-may have loss of job due to constant obsession with remembered abductions activity and level of PAS symptomatology. (conversation, Jacobs, 1999)
-Self destructive and impulsive behaviors
-Social withdrawal
-Personality changes
-Panic disorders, Agoraphobia, Obsessive-compulsive Disorder, or repetitive behaviors or rituals
-Depression
-Somatization Disorder
-Substance Abuse/Dependence in an effort to self medicate, to reduce anxiety or sleep which may start at an early age
-Constant searching for answers to questions they may not be able to voice (conversation, Jacobs, 1999)
-Abductees may feel some part of their psyche is alienated from itself due to inaccessibility of memory of abduction experiences or partial or distorted memory of abduction.

Some remedies abductees may employ are:

-Joining fundamentalist religious groups (Bryant, 1991), new Age spiritual groups, self-help programs, altered states therapies
 -Repeatedly returning to areas where abductions occurred (Bryant, 1991)

-The person may develop an obsessive interest in aliens and UFOs. (Bryant, 1991)

-The person may seek help from the psychotherapeutic community only to be labeled as mentally ill. (Jacobs, 1992).

Evaluation of PAS

-Suggested laboratory tests (APA, 1994)

-Serum glucose, calcium, phosphate levels, thyroid studies and electrocardiogram

-Urinary catecholamine levels may help exclude other disorders Urine drug screen may be useful.

Examination Findings

-Insomnia, trembling, muscle aches and soreness, muscle twitches, clammy hands, dry mouth, generalized tachycardia and subjective sense of palpitations, dizziness, hyperventilation or difficulty breathing, urinary frequency, dysphagia, abdominal pain, diarrhea, possible hypertension

-In females: gynecological problems, possible positive pregnancy tests with unexplainable missing fetuses, unexplainable appearance of strange lesions, scars, bruises, or burns (especially genital) (conversation, Jacobs, 1999), abdominal tenderness, abdominal adhesions, malposition of ovaries, joint or back pain without memory of physical injury, sinus problems, and possible eye irritations.

Specific Culture and Age Features
Young children may vividly recall monsters who come into their bedroom at night. Children, adolescents, and adults may develop fear of going to bed at night and fear sleeping in their own bedroom. (conversation, Jacobs, 1999).

Children might express their abduction experiences in their art work or style of play. (Bryant, 1991). Children also might express the fear that they might be taken away from their parents by the aliens. There exists also the real possibility the children could be taken from their parents by social service agencies if parents openly divulge their own abduction experiences. Often children report that they have been told by the aliens that the aliens are their real parents. (This has been frequently reported by children and adults re-experiencing childhood memories and in fact may be a ploy to gain the child's cooperation as children of a young age are more difficult for the aliens to control.) (conversation, Jacobs, 1999).

Children might harbor the belief that they will not grow up to be adults. Children might also be exposed to witnessing the abduction of their parents generating feelings of shock, intense fear, and anger that their parents are unable to protect them. They may also harbor the belief that they in some way caused their parents or siblings to be abducted. Children may grow up with a strong sense that they do not belong there and that the earth is not their "real" home, or that one or both of their parents are not biologically related to them. (conversation, Jacobs, 1999).
It would be difficult to assess cultural variables as this phenomenon has not been studied in mainstream psychology and in the Western World persons who report their abduction activity are usually regarded as having psychopathology (Jacobs, 1992). [For] [In the case of omit?] indigenous peoples, abduction reports are regarded as a sign of contact with the spirit world or magical phenomena.

Course
PAS may occur at any age and the length of the disorder may vary from three to six months to several years. The frequency of abductions and the variable of conscious memory of abductions may influence severity and resolution. The disorder can develop and often does in the absence of other psychopathology.

Treatment
Reduction of anxiety and treatment of depression are primary considerations. In those individuals for whom denial is not essential for the maintenance of a functional lifestyle restoration of memory may lead to normalization of their lifestyle.

Hypnotic regression must be approached with great caution utilizing appropriate screening and with an attempt to minimize confabulation (Jacobs,1992). Currently hypnotic regression with a competent hypnotist/therapist/researcher is the method of choice (conversation, Jacobs, 1999).

A support system is an essential factor in the resolution of PAS.

Individuals with frequent and intense abduction activity may approach normalization, however when activity is intense symptoms of PAS may increase (Jacobs, 1992).

An important factor is sleep. Sleep disorders are a common occurrence in the abductee population caused by sleep phobia and very active abduction activity. Sleep deprivation when prolonged can result in decreased serotonin levels predisposing the person to clinical depression and compromise of the immune system (conversation, Jacobs, 1999).

Prevalence
Most abductees are unaware of their abductions and those with partial awareness regard their experiences as spiritual or occult phenomena. In the population of abductees that are aware of or suspect that abductions are occurring, some will regard their experiences as spiritual events and another portion of abductees will view their experiences as traumatic and a portion of those will develop clinical symptoms of PAS.

Bibliography
American Psychiatric Association. Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. Fourth Edition, Washington, D.C.: American Psychiatric Association, 1994. Posttraumatic Stress Disorders: A Handbook For Clinicians. Edited by Tom Williams Psy.D. Cincinnati: Disabled American Veterans, 1987. Healing Shattered Reality: Understanding Contactee Trauma. Alice Bryant and Linda Seebach, M.S.W. Tigard, OR: Wildflower Press, 1991. Secret Life: Firsthand Accounts of UFO Abductions. David M. Jacobs, Ph.D. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1992. The Threat. David M. Jacobs Ph.D. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1998.

The Invisible Universe: Thoughts on Phasing and Reality

Radio Spectrum

Infrared Spectrum

UV Spectrum

Visible Light Spectrum

X-Ray Spectrum

Gamma Ray Spectrum

I touched on the subject of of our universe before and that we actually are aware of only a little portion of reality. As human we can see, taste, hear, smell and feel reality around us, but it is only an aspect of the universe we understand. Above are picture of the Milkyway galaxy viewed through the various spectrums, which can be viewed in greater detail here courtesy of CALTECH. A better article by NASA explains all this in greater detail.  Not only are we discussing our perception of the universe but space as well (macrouniverses and microuniverses)

The chart up above is good representation for the common individual about what we are going to talk about. The above chart goes into detail of the known spectrums in regard to penetration of earth's atmosphere, wavelength type, its approximate scale, frequency and temperature at which they transmit. So what does this have to do with Alien Abduction? what is presented below is just my thoughts.

The blue light associated with abductions often fall between Visible, Ultraviolet and X-ray frequencies. Raditions burns emitted during the abductions are usually from this section of the spectrum as well (though infrared  burns are known to occur too. This gives us an idea on where they might be operating from, as well as to possible theories on how they perform some of their science of phasing. I strongly think that reasoning points to the possibility of them operating in a different spectrum, not visible to us.

Their is a saying that "Life is and Illusion". We know that our perceived visual universe is based off reflection of light and shadow. The reason why we see things is because they are reflecting light. We know things are visible because we see the reflection and thus can interact with them. If we can't see them we don't interact with them to an extent. Likewise what is operating in another spectrum might not be aware of us either. Which leads a question, if something does not reflect light does it exists? What about holograms and light constructs we are experimenting with, we know that photonic sciences are making a headway. Fiber optics visual virtual reality are examples of this. What is truly real? It seems only in the dark do we know the truth?

This is not a matter of color blindness, but properties of the spectrum since they would be operating at a different frequency other than our own. The Ultraviolet and X-ray spectrum operates in the microuniverse, which is the spaces between our reality. What appears to us as a solid object in the visible light spectrum, appears porous in ultraviolet and x-ray as we see the space in between in layers on the molecular and atomic levels. This would lead to conclude that phasing is a matter of manipulating this end of the spectrum. You would be able to pass through things.

Also what about how people are taken away? The idea of teleportation or movement of a person is thought to occur because of a field. Even in popular sci-fiction we come to learn that is is "easier to move the universe, instead of an object". Warp Fields, Energy Fields, Gravitational Fields, Wormholes, are all examples of alter an area around an object to "move it through space". What if the blue light is an just a visible affect the environment changing around us in order to move/phase the individual? We haven't altered the individuals, but have altered the environment to selective phase/move things through? Plus each of us emits a unique energy signature, which is called an aura by psychics. You can see you own body energy. Supposedly this can be scene using thermal imaging or view subjects through other spectrums.

We have discussed before about the energy output as well. In the past twenty years we know that energy output is a matter of time, look at cellphones and computers... we have learned to efficiently store energy in smaller object and have devices on microcomputers....something that we were once told was sci-fiction. We also now cold fusion can theoretically be a energy source, and if constructed can be capable of creating a powerful output from a small device.

Which this kinda goes back to some old weird science about the tinfoil hats..... that perhaps blocking them is involves metal of some kind? Even when we look at myth about the faeries, they mention cold iron... which I can attest to some extent works and interferes with their tactics. Some old wives tales and superstitions might hold real truths. Is that why we live more in a plastic and glass world, than one of metal, stone and wood?

Religious Alien Abductions

Abductions occur with all types of people regardless of sex, culture, religion, or sexual orientation (we are all one human race). What has been a disturbing part of this is our history show examples of the possibility of aliens influencing our beliefs systems. Angels, Daemons, and Sky Gods are some of the things the ancient and modern world have possibly linked aliens to. The following account is from a Gary L. presented (edited spelling and corrected psychic term mistaken for telepathy) on Triabulation-Now:

A Warning of What Happened
A Warning of What's to Come

About a month or so ago, a fellow by the name of Gary reached out to Tribulation-Now with a pretty alarming testimony.  What made this testimony so unusual, what that Gary was shown the earth "after" its destruction during the Great Tribulation.  Moreover, it was evident that Gary is indeed a solid Christian who has maintained a good relationship with the Lord.  This makes the abduction even more alarming, since many people believe that "born again Christians" cannot be abducted.

I have never believed this to be true, and Gary's testimony seems to back this belief.  My understanding is that Gary has also sent this testimony to K-House as well.

Here is Gary's Testimony

Gary's Alien Abduction Testimony

My name is Gary.  I have an important story to tell you and I hope this email will reach you. I was raised in a Pentecostal church and have tried my best in the beginning to serve the Lord, however some things have happened to me that caused me to falter and to almost loose my faith.

An Encounter with the Lord 

I am going to tell you something that is almost unbelievable but it is true and I have photographic evidence to prove what I am about to tell you. First let me tell you who I am or was, I was a Fire Prevention officer for the city of Bakersfield California. Before this I worked for Shell Oil Company for nine years.  

I lost my job at shell and was unemployed for a year, so I began to fast and pray and at the end of ten days God spoke to me.  It was 1 am in the morning. 

God asked me to go out and pray for the workmanship of my neighbors hands, so I said to God “ I’ll do it in the morning”.  God's voice said “pray for the neighbor”.  And I said “I will in the morning please let me sleep.” Again God said “do it now or I will not let you sleep”.  

So I got up, got dressed, and went to my front door and said "God if that is really you, make him turn on his front porch light". and the light came on.  

So I walked out into the street and said again just one more time “Lord if that is you make him come out to me and the door opened and he came out”. He was shocked and said “Gary what are you doing out here?” and I said  “you probably will not believe me but God told me to pray for you” and I said I would in the morning but he said “no do it now” And my neighbor said “well you couldn’t pray for me in the morning because I am leaving at 4:30 a.m. for 3 months to attend a school for a new business I have just bought.” So I prayed for the man. 

Why God? 

The next morning I was in the shower praying God.  I asked, "why God?"  I fasted for ten days and you wake me to pray to for the neighbor. I was feeling down, sad, and depressed and I said what are you going to do for me?  And God said “I am going to give you a job.  In 3 days the fire department will call you and offer you a job”.  And I said "What will happen then" and God replied  “You will work there for ten years”.  Then I said "what will happen then" and He said “You will work in the oil fields again”.  Again I asked, "how long", and He said “one year” and I said "What will happen then?" And God replied “You will do my work.”  

And I asked “What about the aliens?” and God said “That will take care of itself.”
In three days the fire department called me and offered me a job and I worked there for ten years. I was injured at work and they retired me. I latter learned that two of the captains in the office had told the chief they thought he should not hire me. God's will can not be stopped. I then found a job in the oilfield as a safety manager for a year where I saved several men’s lives and then I am here for the past ten years.

The Little Men Get Daddy and Sara 

During my time at the fire department we went to Washington State to take a vacation and look for a better place to live and maybe a new job. The city was having budget problems and the Chief advised all Prevention Officers to look for a job.
We stayed in a small five person trailer.  

The first night, there was a bright light in the trailer.  When we came home, my 3 year old daughter did not want to go out side after dark.  I asked her what was wrong and she told me “the little men get daddy and Sara”.  I asked her what little men and she pointed towards a large willow tree and I said there are no men in the tree. She began to cry and kick me I was holding her in my arms she said "No, No ... the little men from lights get daddy and Sara in the trailer".
There were other things that had happened in my child hood and my teen years that later would tell me they had been active most of my life but I never really connected the dots.

The Alien Encounter 

About a year latter I was attacked by a fellow co-worker and was suffering from post traumatic stress. I saw a family councilor and he suggested hypnosis. Hypnosis is like closing your eyes and listening to someone talk. You make a safe place in your mind like a waterfall or a garden and you go there to relax.  

After two weeks of this, the councilor said okay get in that state of relaxation, and I did.  He said. now we are going to work on these feelings and he said I want you to focus on the first time you had these feelings of anger and worry.  

Immediately I was in a dark room with a large seven foot tall purple Alien.  Its head was two and a half feet long and it had very thin his eyes.  They were black and almond shaped.  I could not look directly at his face without trembling uncontrollably. 

Now I am not bragging,  but I was trained in Okinawa-tee Karate.  I was equal to a second degree brown belt and had the fighting skills of a black belt. I used to train police officers where I used to live and was a very proficient street fighter. I was afraid of no man. However this creature struck such fear in me that I could not control my legs.  

So I looked at its chest and grabbed it by the arms and said “I rebuke you in the name of Jesus!”  

The creature just tilted its head as a dog would (when you whistle at it).  So again I said “ I rebuke you in the name of Jesus!” 

The creature pulled its left hand free and touched me with its finger on the right side of my head.  In my mind I saw two of its long fingers locked together pulling apart slowly and I heard (telepathically) in my mind ... 

 “We are brothers”

"The Lie" 

The alien told me, in my mind, "You don’t understand".  "We are God".  He said that he was sorry.  Then he touched me with his left hand on my right temple using his index finger, (which was longer, about seven to eight inches with a slight bump on it where the finger print would be).
At that moment, I could see two index fingers like his, one left, one right, clasping as they would if you are going to pull someone by your finger and his finger only.  I heard in my head his voice speaking to me.  It began to say, "We . . .  Are . . .  Brothers ... Do Not Fear, I am sorry".
I did not see the creature’s lips move instead I heard an audible voice in my head. 

Each time I would try to go deeper into the trance, I saw him his dark black eyes staring at me. They seemed to peer into my soul examining my intents; I felt that they were to be able to judge the hidden currents of my life’s search for meaning, for GOD, and the truth just as an experienced white water canoeist searches the raging river for the true course. 

More Vivid Memories Surface 

Over the next few months I recovered more memories.  I decided,  Randy the councilor, must be kept in the dark, fearing what he might think.  

The next images were of a dimly lit room and in the center of this room was a hologram or some type of three-dimensional image. It appeared to be a stratified cloud that was flattened on top and bottom, and it slowly rotated counter clockwise.  I saw flashes of light coming from its faint blue center, then small round black objects appeared forming circles around the center, with one or two black objects per circle.  I believe this was the image of our solar system in birth.  No words were spoken, we, both the alien and I,  just stood there,  he on one side, me on the other.   Together we watched as the mystery began to unfold. 

Next I was taken to an observation room, and from there I could see a planet in the distance drawing closer and closer.  No moon was visible in the star lit expanse of space. The planet had only one land mass, which looked like Africa or South America except it was  two and one halftimes larger, stretching almost from pole to pole of the planet. The land was surrounded by an ocean as blue as ours and I did not see any islands in the sea. As we neared the planet, mountains became visible in the cloudless sky and the land looked like a desert. There were light patches of green on and near the mountains. The area in which we landed was on one side of the sea, and on the other side were flat lands and mountains, forming a crescent, that sheltered the complex that, at points, is built into it. 

Deeper Memories Surface 

My next memory is of standing in a very long room that resembled an aircraft control tower which had the appearance of a military installation. The windows were ten feet tall and sloped outward, from the bottom to the top, running the entire span of the room, which was about one hundred and twenty feet in length. In front of the window was a control panel of some type that stretched the length of the room and was tilted down at about a forty-five degree angle. It contained dials and colored lights that blinked on and off. The entire room was constructed of a material that resembled brushed aluminum.  

I did not see what or who was behind me, I only felt that two aliens were there, holding my elbows, restraining my movement. Their grip was cold, almost mechanical, and harsh; it reminded me of the exoskeleton of an insect.  They did not allow me to turn my body right or left, only to turn my head side to side.  

As I looked to my right, about thirty to forty feet from me standing at parade rest, was a single tall very thin five-eight foot alien soldier. I would estimate his weight at one hundred pounds. He was wearing a black uniform that was form fitting at the wrists and had a turtle neck type collar and was outfitted with black military stile boots. On his head he wore a military or police style hat with a small shiny brim, like Nazi SS and 1930-40 motor cycle police wore.  There was a patch or chevron of some type on the left shoulder and I could not make out the markings because of the distance. It was colored gold or yellow and had a symbol on it. 

As I looked at him, I saw that he wore some type of pistol on his left hip and, as I watched him with his hands behind his back, I felt he did not like me. I felt his anger. I felt that he would like to harm me. I could feel his thoughts of contempt for me because he felt I was violating his holy place, a sacred place. His face showed no expression. He had large, black, almond-shaped eyes and three lumps or ridges that ran up his forehead, between his eyes, starting at the top of his nose to about three inches above it. Each ridge was parallel to the others, one on top of the other. He stood motionless, watching me with his peripheral vision out of his left eye.  

A View of "Their Location" 

While I was in this room, I have no recollection of him looking directly at me. I felt that he was there as security, as a show of authority, of power. As I looked out the large window, I could see some type of airport with crafts landing. It had three parallel landing strips. The one in the center was longest near the end, and at either side, were two long buildings that resembled Quonset huts, with their domed roofs punctuated with large raised sections giving them a wash board look.  

To the left and North of the runway floating silently 20-30 feet off the ground, was massive a half mile to three fourths mile square pyramid.  The top most pointed section of the pyramid was made of a transparent substance and in the center of that section was an eye shaped spot light that shown out on the country side as it rotated counter clockwise like the light of a light house.  The spot light itself was made of some type of chrome or polished material.  The sight of this reminded me of the picture on the back of the U.S. dollar bill.  

Under the pyramid and at each corner, was a single palm tree with three or four palm branches growing out of the top. In the next scene, I stood facing a wall at the base of the mountain on which the complex had been built. This wall was built of these large stones, eight or twelve-foot long and five feet tall.  The wall was laid out in a brick fence fashion, one stone over lapping the next. I did not think to look at the full height of the wall however it was over three rows of stones tall.  There positioned in front of me next to the wall, was an area of focus and to each side of the area were some shrubs and grass and in the center of the wall, carved into one of the large stones, illuminated by two small bullet shaped spot lights was a symbol that looked like a boat propeller which, at each blade underneath, had the edge cut off to form a straight edge, which point to the blade under it.

The alien behind me said “This is how our civilization is built, this generation builds on this generation builds on this generation” and I could see in my mind a hand arcing a little then a little more, until it formed a circle. This was done twice. Then he said “not as your civilization; killing, robbing, and raping for selfish gain, and for ego. We have no wars or things of this type here.” I glanced down at my feet to see what the ground looked like.  It looked no different from the Earth.  Sand, dirt, and small rocks.   

I thought, briefly, of running.  However, now that I think of it, where would I have run to? 

More Details of the Landscape 

It was then that I noticed what I was wearing; I was dressed in a white robe that had a high collar, with a gold border one and a half to two inches wide running around the edge of the entire garment. It was tied together with a gold belt of the same type at the waist. On my feet were white sandals. As I looked up, I glanced at the huge pyramid, and there, just behind it and next to the mountain, located to the right or east, were structures which looked like sky scrapers.  Some of the structures were facing upright, and some were parallel to the ground. They were built inside a glass bubble that conformed to the shape of the objects.   

This entire structure was floating in the sky, about two hundred or three hundred feet above the desert floor. I could only see part of it, as it was partially behind the mountain with about one eighth of a mile of it sticking out to the side facing west. I asked “Does anyone live there?” I was told about a million souls.  

The Return to a Destroyed Earth 

From that point in time I was back in the space ship. As I looked out the view port, we entered our solar system, and the first planet I saw was Saturn.  I could see the rings of the large planet of as we flew underneath them, it was so silent and graceful as the ship banked right and passed within miles of the planets surface, past Mars next I believe, we were moving very fast and all that I saw was the color orange red.  The Earths blue orb broke the darkness of space as we slowed then began to enter the earth’s atmosphere.  

We approached the east coast, and the night sky was dark. I thought to myself, why are they taking me here, I live on the other coast. 

As we drew closer, I could see low lying smoke, then skyscrapers torn in half. Their concrete foundations ripped from the ground that held them firm and the statue of Liberty torn and broken lying on her side in the water. I thought to my self what could have happened?
I saw no fire.  No one on the ground performing rescue.   

No sign of life.  I asked “Is anyone alive?” “Did anyone survive?”

“No, they are all dead.”
 “All?” I inquired, softly.

 “Yes, all” “No one survived.”  They told me.

I began to weep hysterically, the tears did not slowly creep up on me, the feelings were instantaneous, a feeling of terrible loss, one in which there are no words that I can say that would effectively describe the sorrow I felt. I tried to go on, to ask when. 

When would this happen? The numbers 9-11 came to me. This was in 1996 I have a tape recording of me talking to a hypnotist about this. I believe that the attacks were to signal to me that the end was beginning.

The New World 

After this, a (human looking) person with me, showed me a new world; one like Star Trek.
There were new cities and transportation tubes underneath the sea going from New York to Europe. The Alien face in purple was now on an ornate display stand, and the man with me told me he loved me and was sorry I had to see this, but that it had to happen to bring in the new world I was seeing. 

You have to understand I almost lost my faith because of what happened to me.  

I prayed about this for many years and one night 

I saw my bedroom full of  7 foot tall Angels 

One (of them) stepped forward and he looked like Jesus.  He said that some of the aliens were the fallen angles and that they were working with the worlds governments to bring forth the Antichrist.   He said it will not be like the church has taught, the aliens will be part of the end times and the Antichrist will only be revealed after the deception. (e.g. the "strong delusion")
(...). 

I believe that when God cast Satan into the world. that he and the fallen angles lost their angelic powers but not their intellect. I believe they have been here since the garden (Garden of Eden) manipulating the world through technology,  and (through) some men who serve them.   

I don’t know what to do. I saw your ministry on the Internet so I sent you this email.  

Thank you for Reading
Gary L.

Markings on my Body: Chevrons

Recent Markings 1/2013 (Right Calf)

Since they started showing up again this year these markings appeared. I noticed these in early febuary, but thought i had hurt myself or something, but I realized the scratches and and injuries I did get were all on front of the shin. Over the next few weeks I kept track and noticed these did not heal. There are no puncture marks, and the discoloration is subdermal. I would surmise that this is a bruising of the skin, ingrown hair/clogged pours, or cardiovascular issue. As of to date I am not diabetic, suffer from blood pressure issues, or have a skin condition which would lead to this. 

 
   The picture above in of my outer lower right calf near the ankle, it forms a chevron between and is 4 inches long from the base. There is a similar marking on my lower left calf near the angle at 4 1/2 inches. These do form a chevron "<", which points away from me. On both, it seems that it is not a complete triangle, as it looks like two sets of some marker "/ \" overlaying at the apex. On the right leg it forms an Isosceles Triangle, and the left it is Scalene Triangle.

There is another large triangle I do have on my upper mid inner thigh (not shown since next to groin). This is a Isosceles Triangle with base of 9 inches long, but with puncture marks. This has been there for two years, but I thought these might be a result of ingrown hairs or bites? However, the bruising is similar and has not healed. Unlike my lower thigh this marking is a full "<" again in the same direction.

So far these markings are not symptomatic of an illness I know, but only reference I found that is of diabetics. The chevron shape could just be bruising and following a vein?  Yet if it was, why do I have them in a path which form two Isosceles Triangles?

Now my aunt doesn't seem to have been marked, the main issue with her is that she has been operated many times on her legs due to her condition since childhood and several accidents.The only things that medical bothers her is rashes, which have a burning sensation at times. It has been said it is subdermal eczema, or a minor case of the subdermal shingles. However from my observation these look like redness you get from sun exposure, more like a sunburn but no peeling.

Although I have done my best to debunk things, I always have to face the reality is that something is going on. I hate to come to this conclusion, because it hits me with the reality of the situation and affects many things. I have dome my best to keep things together, but it is taking its toll. Regardless of the issue at hand, I am being forcibly monitored and taken against my will and permission. There is little to no consideration of my well being, and anything I say to them is without merit. Theses beings do not seek my cooperation or active involvement, or otherwise they would have already established peaceful contact as before centuries ago. They have obviously monitored and have influenced our conditioning regarding them (sci-fi literature and media), hinting at possible contact at some point.... but still the entire abduction experience is extremely harmful.. 

Past Memories

Date: 1985-1992
Type: CC4, CC5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:0am-5:00am (Aunt)
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Abductions Incidents (Me).
Odd occurrences after: N/A
Possible Influential Factors: N/A

   After the most incident my aunt started talking to me about an incident long ago. It started with the topic that they don't like the heat. I replied that it was not about heat, but from my experience the environment they operate in is cold. Not ice cold, but cold like an aquarium cold. She then replied that she knows because she touched one. This began a conversation about the incident.


She said back when my grandfather was alive, they walked to the big room where I was sleeping. Then they would walk back and enter her room. She remember them just standing there looking at her. She would think to them what do you want. The looked at her and then looked around the room, when the looked at our dog at the time Panchito, she told them "Don't touch MY DOG!". This made them refocus on her.

This would happen again when my incidents occurred. She says one time that they were standing close to her when she was in bed watching her. She put her arm out to touch one to see if it was really there. She says it felt like cold ceramic.

What is interesting is that she has little knowledge and interest in the whole alien thing since it scares her completely. However, when she does tell me her memories it amazes me that she knows quite alot. When she attempted to talk about it in the past, people would say she had an active imagination or that it was the devil. So she kept all of it to herself and believed that they were demons. I relay what has happened to me in minor details as it scares her if I go into it. She mentions things that I have never told her in her recollections.

Answers to Comments from 2/2013

Thank you for your comments and support, as promised I am responding to comments here.
I hope everyone is doing as best as possible and thank you for sharing and being open.
Remember keep as alert as possible and aware! I hope some of my answers can be of help or comfort.

1. Comment: Brownie- It wouldn't surprise me if your neighbors - with the odd bluish lights in the living room - were also being tampered with. I really do believe that much more people are involved in the Human Abduction Syndrome than we think. Most never realize it or are in deep denial.
So sweet how Patrick (the ghost of your dog) wanted to protect you and your aunt.--2/26/13

1. Answer: Agreed, as stated before I know someone else in the neighborhood besides us are being checked out. In a post about my earlier years, I mentioned that the wrong type of being showed up and was surprised that it was me. That experience indicated that I am not the only one around here. Also the incident in which the whole neighborhood saw something lends me to believe that indeed my neighbors might be experiencing or are affected by the Human Abduction Syndrome. As it is only a number of us actually are speaking up, but I figure statics would show that a great number of people are being abducted, and as you said are in deep denial or made to forget.

The reference to Patrick was in the dream, they have a nasty habit of making me remember incidents (with the emotional filter on) some times. It was a reply of a memory. I did not mention that to my aunt. I think the reason why they reply my memories is to get me to be more submissive. Remembering the emotional toll it has on me, and that I should be more cooperative since they conveniently muddle things. 

2. Comment: R West- Seems like things continue to happen with me. Not sure what is going on, some changes in my body. I am more alert at night as you are. However, I was watching tv and suddenly was out and woke up around 2am. Before going to bed, heard helicopters and jets flying over the house. Normally when I hear both of them, something else is out there-2/10/13

2. Answer: I hope things are well too. I am glad you are documenting you findings as well. Remember the more we share and talk about this, it should hopefully bring greater understanding to us all.


3. Comment:Anonymous- Hi, well all that is happening to you is rather scary. Have you noticed how often this happen? Any pattern? Does it happen once a moth, or every second week? Here it's been calm for a while, but when my daughter went to a therapist (who actually helped her) I got problems again. I think it was because I tried to help my daughter.-2/10/13


3. Answer: The Frequency of the events is something I been trying to figure out. If there is a pattern of some sort as to when they show up and how often. The only guess I have from my data overall is that they tend to show up during  the middle of the month are the 15th and toward the end/beginning of the months like the 28th-3rd days. Of course this is only my guess, as they show up when they want to.

As far as frequency is concerned, it can vary. They can show up once a week, everyday for a week, every couple days in a month (6 times at least), or show up every couple of years with a bustling of activity. There has been period where they haven't shown up for years which was great. Yet they come out of the blue. For most I think they are only visited a couple of times, but if your tagged.... sadly it a life long affair.

I truly empathizes with your situation with you daughter. I know this is a difficult subject to contend with. I am glad that your were able to find support. I can only speculate that if incidents arose with you because of your actions as a parent, it is because you interfered with what they were doing. I wish I could say something that would fix it, but the only thing I can say with any truth is to stay alert and remember everything you can.. Keep an open dialogue as much as possible in order to come to terms and get a handle on the situation. I by no means be passive about it, but come to a point were you are in as much control as possible. By understanding and figuring things out, it would be our greatest tool to fight back.

Double Incident

Date: March 2nd, 2013
Type: CC4, CC5
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:25am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:04am (Me)/1:14am (Aunt)
State of Mind Before: Happy, Cautious, Pensive "No Job" (Me)/Sad, Lonesome (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Alert, Scared, Paranoid (Me)/Shaken, Scared, Confused (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Blue Planet Project info discovered, Previous Encounter, loud cracking above the bed just before sleeping.
Odd occurrences after: Land Line Rings at 4:28am
Possible Influential Factors: Previous Encounter (Me)

   Since the last event I been apprehensive about going to sleep and have been taken precautions. I have altered my sleeping patterns as well, however its is taken a toll on my body, the unusual activity of my sleep patterns. My aunt has been the same way, reluctant to go to bed. I been doing my best to keep things as normal as possible despite our dwindling resources. Before I put her to bed she mentioned that she felt lonesome, that she just wished someone else lived us. with so she could feel safer and I wouldn't end up alone. This was probably due to a discussion we had early in the week regarding my plans if she passes away.

   Tonight I was generally in a good mood and went to bed, my body felt thoroughly exhausted. Around 1:14am I put my aunt to bed, and around 2:04am I went to bed. I did my usual precautions as I was exhausted. Tonight I actually had a dream, but it was annoying since it was about family, friends, co-workers, my hobbies, my interests (it was if I was being questioned but in an interactive scenario with said subjects. It was rather methodical and sequential for a dream.) At one point I stated "I am not doing this anymore I do not wanna discuss these things", and I woke up in my bed. I was still groggy, and thought I heard footsteps and the sound of a breathing, but feel asleep since I was so exhausted. It was odd that I said that for a dream, and it continued as if nothing happened and was immediately presented with another scenario/question. In a mall setting were the dream continued I was presented with my former boss from two years ago "EB". I was then introduced to his twin and was asked if I could tell them apart. What is odd, was this time I could tell someone was asking a question in tandem with the scenario. I explained to him that the copy that was made was flawed and the reasons why I could tell them apart. Seems that by answering them directly, they stopped whatever illusion was gone one. Things went dark in the dream and I had a feeling projected of "interest". That was again when I woke up in my bed. I was groggy, but quickly felt for the precautions I had. I heard movement within the room, the light from the computer was blocked again by something. I could not move. I began to her soft music which sounded like my MP3 player and felt that I was falling back asleep. However at the same time this was happening by body stiffened, but because of something I had it started to shake violently, I was momentarily hovering an inch above the bed, with things shaken. The music shifted from a tranquil melody that had being playing, to static, then to something aggressive "Crawling in My Skin" by Linkin Park. At this point I heard "Something is Interfering, send another there". I thought I was just having a really weird dream.....

This is where it made it too real. At this time when my incident occurred my aunt began yelling for me and screaming for help like I told her too if something occurred. What ever was happening to me slowed and stopped and the music cut out. The being that was blocking the light from the computer moved, as I could see the light again. I jumped out of bed and dashed to her room.

   According to her, around 4:10 she was woken up because she heard something in the hallway and felt that something was in the room. She attempted to turn on her radio, but had trouble moving. She then remember something pulling her out of her chair. It was lifting her forward, but she started to scream and that when it started to push her back (this happened right after with the vibration and "Something Interfering" Line") Since she was put back wrong and falling off the chair she was in danger of falling, so she really yelled. I entered the room and she was partial hanging on to the chair. I was partially dressed and armed, quickly covered myself with a blanket, and helped her back on the chair. She was visibly shaken and terrified. She said that something was here, and hoped that I would see it. She said that she heard something and tried to put on the radio so it would go away, but she couldn't move and it started to lift her up. She was crying and she wanted to leave, and suggested we should move. She started babbling as above....
After a few minutes I managed to calm her down a bit. I explained to her what had happened to me after I had her clearly explain what happened with her. She was still visibly shaken and scared, to snap her out of it I had to be exact in what I was saying.

I used the exact words about what happened to me and who they were. Usually to keep calm with myself and her I use words like "Incident Occurred" and "them", but to snap her out of it and get her to think rationale I had to say what happened. This undermines my false bravado, as it makes the emotional aspect of this come to front were I am emotionally compromised momentarily. In the end I managed to calm her down. We are both awake and scared.

What happened tonight is a sad reminder of the reality we are experiencing. Whatever occurred was a botched attempt. Whatever they were doing was disrupted by my interaction in the scenario/dream and the precautions I took. It further fell apart when my aunt started screaming as well. There are somethings I find rather disturbing, as my aunt bought up our isolation and my questioning about relationships. Since there are very little links we have, none would suspect anything.