Good Darkness/Evil Light

One thing I have encountered many times is the absolute idea that "Black/Dark is Evil" and "White/Light is good". Many times in are euro-centric cultures this has flipped flopped, where white/light is bad and dark/black is good. In Christianity Lucifer who is the opposite of GOD is the Fallen Angel of Light.... and therefore bad.... GOD itself is a being of pure Darkness.... as if we go by biblical scriptures he created light... and his true being in that of the Dark or else there would be a paradox since GOD would then create himself since he made light. In eastern philosophies it is at least taught there must be a balance. Both light and dark are simple the same element on opposite extremes, each linked within the same essence.

So there are a number of individuals who express that light is a force of good and love. Logically this has not made any sense to me for the following reasons:

-Light is a form of radiation which can burn and consume a person
-Light blinds more that it reveals. No only in the direct since, but it can be overwhelming and create illusions.
-Light is hate, as above is deceptive and angry as it seeks to devour.
-Under the light subjective truth is revealed causing discord.
-Light is created and eventually is destroyed, thus temporary state.

Now darkness on the otherhand...

-We Rest and rejuvenate in darkness
-Love is made in the dark.
-Faith can only grow in the darkness
-Secrets are revealed in the dark, Twilight marks the time of spirits and things are revealed there after...to
be silenced once the light shines on.
-The Darkness does not blind, but teaches you to balance your senses, illusions disappears as truth unfolds.
-It is the natural state of the Universe, the Primordial.
-Darkness is eternal
-Darkness Shields and Protects


So is it the visual connotations I have a problem with? Perhaps. Yet I see Dark as Benign, and Light as Malign. If we look through the lens of mythology we see that their are a number of gods of darkness who in fact are benign. Many of these gods are associated with the primordial state of the universe, magic, trickery, underworld, death, cold, water, earth, crystals, balance, and the lunar cycles. Also one must remember that Death/Underworld is a modern misnomer, it means transition/spiritual realm, just like Trickster deities are often seen as malign but they have a greater agenda like Sun Wu Kong, Coyote and Loki. There actions may seem evil or chaotic, but due have a greater have a high reasoning.

Science though make it more complicated. What we call light is part of the electromagnetic spectrum. What we envision is visible light....everything we see. However, there are various frequency it travels at...in the form of x-rays, gamma-rays, radio waves, and micro-waves....meaning light can be heard and felt. And since in these spectrum... we do not "see" light... rather than feel.. what does this mean? In science the whole good/bad axis is not present. X-rays who lie on one end are neither good or bad when compared to microwaves on the other end. We don't even take into account the UV and Inferred when we look at the visible spectrum, UV would be evil and infrared would be good??? Ironically here UV lights reveal a whole world to us unseen...while the infrared while fry you to a crisp. Plus there are the elements of Dark Matter, something in space we really can't quite explain as well. If science has proven that light can be manipulated and measured, wouldn't the opposite also be held true? Perhaps technology will understand darkness....gravity.. what it  could be. 

In the end it is your own personal interpretation.... and if walking in the light as opposed to in the shadows is your thing so be up. However, the safe cover of night is a path that some do walk. It does not mean that they are evil. Perhaps attaching meaning to light and darkness is not a helpful thing, we should see it as neutral and rely on our others sense to determine their intent. Perhaps it has to do with the idea of "ascension", but then again that I believe is a misnomer a well. If you look from a 3D perspective it means you fall far away from the core. 

I do hold the ideals though of co-operation, enriching ones life, and leaving behind a positive influence on the world. Yet our perception of things are important.... has the idea of the "Light" being benign causing things to be out of balance? Darkness is good..... at least to me. After all just a century ago... heroes wore black and villains dressed in white. What happened? Perhaps I am in the wrong time.

Training Elsewhere

The Aqueduct Room

Now as many of you know I try to establish some sense of order a clarity to my experiences.
Those that fall outside the immediate reasonable explanation I post online, these are most my encounters with Aliens or Ghost. Likewise some dreams that are of some significance, I do classify as dreams. Other things I never mention or make some references like the "Other World" post (Hmm I remember writing a blog about this but it is not on here)... were there seems to be a mock version of our city somewhere out in a desert local . I remember the layout because I would be coming in from a birds eye view and plopped right in to where I should be. I would be chastised for looking over the horizon and asking questions (as why are the mountains in the wrong place, that feature shouldn't be here, there are no canyons from this section of Montebello to San Gabriel... why does this road lead there, etc....

Well the blog in question spoke of the "Other World" I may have referenced it under a different title. When I was little and up to mu mid twenties, I would often have dreams about a mock version of Los Angeles. It was a very condensed version of Ventura, Los Angeles, and Riverside, San Bernardino and Orange Counties.It wouldn't take that long to get to various part of the cities. I would meet up with other groups of people often going about their daily lives and tasks. Most of these people were not people, but people. There were groups of tall people who seemed invisible monitoring everyone. We were supposed to interact with the not people....again going through normal daily routines. I would not get in trouble, but I was not supposed to be noticing the talls... as it kept drawing attention to them. We weren't supposed to know they were there... but I knew. I wasn't sure if we were supposed to ignore or I wasn't supposed to see them?
I know mainly because of this I was sent to a school along side my partner/brother.

Now the school is where the not people lived and was located outside the "Mock City" it was built around a mount into which watered poured out and  was sent via various aqueducts to power the city and hydrate the local area (it also had something to do with sustaining a breathable atmosphere and transportation). Anyhow I remember coming a lot to this room looking over his city with my partner/brother and practicing what I learned..


There is one very odd thing though. I was part of a family there. There was a male boy my age who was my partner/brother... but something really deep. There were two older individuals, not aunts or uncles.... but like older siblings who were mentors. They family was the human/not humans but something much closer to what I am. The other things that they didn't understand why my other family behaved so differently and did not work as a unit? The found it self destructive. These beings however I would not say are greys or hybrids.... not even sure about the talls. I just know that there is a mock version of our city somewhere...and a school and city outside were not people/people live. And I had a partner. The Aqueduct room was the last place I saw them when I had to say goodbye. It was a solemn moment, I know the older ones and the my partner were going to miss me, but it was time.

The only reason why I mentioned this is because of the CERO meeting. Two of the Avatar kept going on about this place. I know it was real then. The Avatar who shared his accounts on paper showed thing I recognized.... the fractal and symmetrical patterns. It is only a piece of of data.

A Friend on Meds to live a Normal Life

I have a  friend on one of the message boards that I haven't talked to over the past year. The individual from what he shared with me was having a really difficult time with life. Extremely difficult, mostly due to home issue and his episodes with his encounters. He was struggling for a long time and reached out to a message board to share his experiences and hopefully find some answers. I found his posting well thought out and concise, he is remarkably brilliant and through the chaos of his life certain aspect of his potential would shine.
After his personal struggles he has decided to listen and take medication to help cope. For near a year he has stopped, and has said "He has moved on" and the encounters were part of his trauma. Oddly enough he knows that these episodes happen, but has buried it. If they come back they do, but his treatments will keep them away.

I will not betray his trust by divulging his specifics, but for archival purposes I would generalize what he was going through. The group of entities that contacted him were some type of reptilians. They would appear and show him things, sometime scary things about war and conflict. They would also show him things that would come to pass. Many of these being refereed to themselves in biblical context. They placed a heavy burden on him, and kept filling his head with equation and schematics of things not yet to be. I wish there was someone to help him cope, yet the help that he received forced the communication to subside. He knows that something happened, but to go on with his life..... he had to admit nothing did.

I wish him the best of luck to live a happy life and that things continue to improve for him. 

Somebody Else is Visiting Me testing my boundries

Date: 7/26 and 7/27/2015
Type: Paranormal
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00am-5:00am "Both", 7:45 "7/26"
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am (Me)/1:30am (Aunt)/12:00am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Stressed, Worried(Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Ambivalent(Guest)
State of Mind After: Tired(Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: Support Group Meeting, Medical and IHSS denied, GR/SNAP Denied, and UI denied.

Both Sunday and Monday Night there were too very odd instances in the middle of the night. Due to personal issue with my aunts health I been sleeping oddly. This is just attributed to standard worrying, so I been tossing and turning. Emotionally I recognize I am a mess, as things are not going the way they should. I recognize that I should be crying my head off, but am remaining apathetic letting logic root me.
Sunday I attended a group event which I found very pleasant and insightful. I enjoyed myself.
This seemed like a good social gathering, but being the Admin/Diplomat I am a feel a more focused collaborative approach needs to be done to meet objective and goals. Socializing is one thing... but doing is something else. I attribute to my skittishness around new people. I am so unsure of intentions.

So Sunday night I have the same tossing and turning. However in the middle of the night I remember waking up and "wagging my tail" (metaphorically) and saying okay... "let me get ready and I will go" and then I laid right back down. Then "waking up again" and saying "Thank you, bye" and doing the same thing... and I still had the "wagging tail" feeling. The weird part was this was more of an OBE since the point of view changed from 1st person view to 3rd person view and then back. I did look at the clock. When I woke up later in the morning... I was not sure what to think of this and let go on the back burner.

Monday evening I was with my aunt and doggy in her room. We were just talking and such. Around 7:45am I saw a white object in the kitchen entering the laundry room rather quickly,  to me it looked like a person in a white robe moving very fast. I had the impression that they were scoping out my home and were non-threatening.

Later that night when I did go to sleep that happened again where I woke up, the POV changed from 1st to 3rd to 1st... and I had a positive moment as the "wagging tail" feeling was there. However, when I came back I felt it was like some interview I was on and being shown something. I was being assessed? Also my response of being "amicable" bothers me as I obviously recognized someone of interest that has influence over me. I use "wagging tail feeling", because it is a response a dog would give when they are told to come.
That happy alert feeling...... I dislike it when my emotion overides my logic. However, this instance it is different... and I feel more than I remember...which is very uneasy footing. 

Unlike the other experiences, they are not the "Greys" I know, nor are they "Ghosts". The instances do not follow the familiar patterns and the feelings are different. It is like I know these individuals. Due to Sunday...I am guessing all the talk of Astral Projection may have influenced these episodes, but since they have happened twice and are out of the normal paradigm I am noting these.

UFO Purpulsion Verified by Germans

'Impossible' EM Propulsion Engine Confirmed by Scientists
But how does it work?

As reported by By Matt Porter on IGN.com

German scientists have confirmed that an Electromagnetic Propulsion Engine, claimed by some to be 'impossible', actually works.

The EM Drive breaks the conservation of momentum law of physics, which is why it was originally widely ridiculed by the scientific community. However after repeated testing, it appears that the engine is actually producing thrust. Claims earlier in the year that it was creating a warp field have now been refuted.
NASA's New Horizons Reveals Flowing Ices on Pluto

It is propelled forward by microwaves bouncing around inside a closed chamber. It will supposedly be able to get us to Mars in just 70 days, without using expensive rocket fuel.

Martin Tajmar, the German scientist who has been independently testing the EM Drive, has a history of debunking experimental propulsion systems. So far, the drive appears to work, even in a vacuum. More testing is required to examine exactly how it works, and whether it is viable for use.

If it does end up being used, it could spark new space exploration missions to Pluto, where New Horizons recently found flowing ice.

Aliens Abduction, Arrests, and Civil Institustionalization

When it comes to the topic of Civil Liberties and Involuntary Commitment, it is a big issue.
One doctor points out a true danger, that people deemed mentally ill have no rights. Even prisoners have rights, but the mentally ill do not. Dr. Thomas S. Szasz has passed away, but pointed out how easily those diagnosed with mental illness lose all rights and can be exploited.

An individual I met bought up a very valid point about being open about Close Encounters and UFO.
The point is one's stance on the topic of UFO/Aliens be ground for involuntary commitment?  At one time and still there is a stigma of mentioning this topic at all, as many would perceive you as delusional or mentally ill. What that question be grounds.... yes. Anything can, but if you can behave in a rational manner to respond you would have some grounds for defense. The weird thing is you can't prove sanity. It can only be measure by the group norm.

Fortunately we live in an age where there are many of us, so we are not abnormal. Just redirect to Youtube and you find many people that hold similar conclusion. There are a number of professionals in the psychiatric, medical, and scientific communities that have established a dialogue about the conclusions for extra-terrestrial life. Whether they are here or not, that is another question, but there is enough public discussion to show that your are behaving well within the norm.

In any event a buddy system would help, a support network. It doesn't have to be a fellow believer, but someone whom you trust with your best interest to be your advocate just in case. If something happens you want someone there who can help you out. If you are on your own, truly on your own then you need to try to stay calm, rational, and logical. If you took debate, logic, or reason then you can probably talk your way out. If not you can use some simple debate tricks to win over people....

Ask if they are religious? Your assessment on a Close Encounter is no different that one who has a religious or faith based experience. The level of proof for both are the same, an both cannot be proven sane behavior by today's standards. It is a cheap trick, but many people have argue over the existence of God, their is no physical evidence just belief.... by that logic if your mentally ill...then ever faith believer is too.

However, if you are in a situation in which in which you are highly emotional, do not show that you will harm yourself or others. Try to remain composed, shut down and simple ask for your advocate/buddy, and if not ask for an attorney. Whatever you do you must trying to retain composure. I know that under certain circumstances it may be emotional volatile or deep sadness, but remain aware and alert. Try to stay in control and follow the procedures listed below....  I hope this can help
 

What To Do If You’re Stopped By The Police

We all recognize the need for effective law enforcement, but we should also understand our own rights and responsibilities — especially in our interactions with the police.
This card tells you what to do if you are stopped, questioned, arrested, or injured in your encounter with the police, and how to file a complaint.

IF YOU HAVE A POLICE ENCOUNTER, YOU CAN PROTECT YOURSELF.

1. What you say to the police is always important. Everything you say can be used against you.
2. You have the right not to speak. To exercise this right, you should tell the police, “I would like to remain silent.”
3. You never have to consent to a search of yourself, your belongings, your car or your house. If you do consent to a search, it can affect your rights later in court. If the police say they have a search warrant, ask to see it. If they don’t, say “I do not consent to this search.” Police cannot arrest you simply for refusing to consent to a search. This may not stop the search from happening, but it will protect your rights if you have to go to court.
4. Do not interfere with or obstruct the police—you can be arrested for it.

IF YOU ARE STOPPED, QUESTIONED AND/OR FRISKED:

1. Police may stop and briefly detain you only if there is reasonable suspicion that you committed, are committing or are about to commit a crime.
2. You should ask if you are under arrest or free to leave.
3. In New York, you are not required to carry ID, and you don’t have to show ID to a police officer. If you are issued a summons or arrested, however, and you refuse to produce ID or tell officers who you are, the police may detain you until you can be positively identified.
4. Don’t bad-mouth a police officer or run away, even if you believe what is happening is unreasonable. That could lead to your arrest.

IF YOU ARE STOPPED IN YOUR CAR:

1. Upon request, show the police your driver’s license, registration and proof of insurance. In certain cases, your car can be searched without a warrant. To protect yourself later, you should state that you do not consent to a search.
2. If you’re suspected of drunk driving (DWI), you will be asked to take a breath-alcohol and coordination test. If you fail the tests, or if you refuse to take them, you will be arrested, your driver’s license may be suspended and your car may be taken away.
3. If you are arrested, your car will be subject to a search.

IF POLICE COME TO YOUR HOME:

1. The police can enter your home without your permission if they have a warrant or if it is an emergency. If the police say they have a warrant, ask to see it. Check to make sure the warrant has the correct address.
2. If you are arrested in your home or office, the police can search you and the area immediately surrounding you or where evidence of criminal activity is in plain view.

IF YOU ARE ARRESTED OR TAKEN TO A POLICE STATION:

1. You have the right to remain silent and the right to talk to a lawyer before you talk to the police. Don’t tell the police anything except your name and address. Don’t give any explanations, excuses or stories. You can make your defense later, in court, based on what you and your lawyer decide is best.
2. If you have a lawyer, ask to see your lawyer immediately. If you can’t afford a lawyer, you have the right to a free one once your case goes to court. You can ask the police how to contact a lawyer. Don’t say anything to police without speaking to a lawyer first.
3. Within a reasonable time after your arrest or booking, you should ask the police to contact a family member or friend. If you are permitted to make a phone call, anything you say at the precinct may be recorded or listened to. Never talk about the facts of your case over the telephone.
4. Do not make any decisions in your case or sign any statements until you have talked with a lawyer.

WHAT TO DO IF YOU’RE STOPPED BY THE POLICE

• Stay calm and in control of your words, body language and emotions.
• Don’t get into an argument with the police.
• Never bad-mouth a police officer.
• Remember, anything you say or do can be used against you.
• Keep your hands where the police can see them.
• Don’t run.
• Don’t touch any police officer.
• Don’t resist even if you believe you are innocent.
• If you complain at the scene, or tell the police they’re wrong, do so in a non-confrontational way that will not intensify the scene.
• Do not make any statements regarding the incident.
• If you are arrested, ask for a lawyer immediately.
• Remember officers’ badge numbers, patrol car numbers and physical descriptions.
• Write down everything you remember ASAP.
• Try to find witnesses and their names and phone numbers.
• If you are injured, take photos of the injuries as soon as possible, but make sure you get medical attention first. Ask for copies of your medical treatment files.

The ACLU has a guide that give several off the hints already mentioned.

My first CERO meet and greet

I attend my first private group meet with CERO. As explained in my first post about them, CERO is
as the group mission states as CLOSE ENCOUNTER RESEARCH/RESOURCE ORGANIZATION.
Their Facebook page is here. The group has three opportunities that individuals can participate:

Open Public Presentations
-Various Guests Speakers on the topic of UFO/Aliens
-Panel with Public Discussion on the Topic of UFO/Aliens

Invitation/Member Group Meetings
-CERO provides two locations in Southern California in which members can come together to share their experiences and thoughts on the UFO/Alien Phenomena
-Its is a very friendly atmosphere with good people, just keep an open mind as their are various interpretations and experiences that people share.

Therapy/Hypnosis
-The President of CERO is a licensed and accredited hypnotherapist. She provides services as a therapist to help individuals recover or clarify memories and deal with the stress these may uncover.
-She has a network of other meta-physical specialist that she can refer too as well for additional insight or counseling.

My first meeting with CERO
Disclaimer: Since the meeting is confidential I will not be sharing names of people, I will make references/titles to some people that make sense to me.

I was nervous about the meetings as I had some reservations. Somethings I did wonder and worry about. I got there thirty minute before to scope out the location which is standard protocol before entering. Due to traffic a number of people were late. There were a number of new people, with mostly the CORE members in attendance. I was one of 4 males, the rest all females....we were basically 1/5 of the group.The group is tolerant as respectful, and listened to my brief of encounters. Then the floor began to open up. A number of people shared their experience and asked question. The guy to the right, the "Fianna", mentioned I have a "nice ring". At the first event I attended for some reason I zero'd in on him as he resonated with me. I know of an older version of him which is weird but doesn't exist. It was auspicious that he arrived late, and even though I avoided sitting next to him... he still ended up by me. Subtly as he was he let me know of his pendent as well, which I remarked "nice pendent". Ironically as things were mentioned more signifier hit as we talked. This is not a chance meeting.

As the meeting went on I discovered that there are a number of attendees that have a number of differ experiences. Some are contactees (Individual who have initiated a CE5 protocol to establish diplomatic contact), abductees (Individuals who are taken against their willing/tricked), experiences (Individuals who willing work with them), and mention of devotees (individual who worship them in reference to spiritual practices ). As we went on there were a number of people from the Pure Lands here, the Pooka and the Orphan noted that. Seems the Fianna, Orphan, and Pooka got along rather well. Ironically the Orphan and Fianna share traits akin to myself as well, were I found it as another resonator. It was just interesting. Especially since the Orphan and I noted that we both see some things.... it was nice to know I wasn't the only one who was already considered "Awakened" by birth or in a caul. There were two avatars who did their best to guide and war us about the non-physical side of things. As I stated before it seems they operate on a 4th dimensional plane or mental plane as well which overlaps our waking consciousness. This part I am not sure of.... as well we are getting into differing experiences. Even with the pack that formed, seems we are each seeing differing specie. However, as expected the Fianna provided me with the one answer I was looking for, and he kept resonating strongly. I do not like that. Not that it bothers me... but those that resonate with me often scar me in the end. Anyhow he did confirm that they do watch over us, and do communicate and step in if their "investment" is jeopardized by cross contamination.

In the end the meeting was a positive experience, but did learn quite alot. I do plan on attending again and hopefully bring my aunt along as well.



  

My Youngest Niece Sees them

Two weeks ago, my nephew and nieces came to visit. They are ages 4-10 years, my nephew being the oldest and his sisters 8 and 4. The youngest still doesn't speak fully, but I do understand 70% of what she is saying. Her sibling pick up which she means right away. Both of the older ones know that I get abducted, I disclosed that because my nephew wanted to stay over. His bio-uncle was against me telling him, but as I said "If something happened, I don't want him to freak out. I rather let him know that there was a possibility that something could happen and what to do". His reaction was of interest and it was cute that he said he would tell them to stop bugging me and "bop" them on the head. Of course when it got time to go to sleep, he did become a little scared. Yet in the morning he was okay as there were no incidents. He soon told his sister, who is a skeptic naturally about everything. She wanted me to prove to her and said I made everything up.

As I said a few Sundays ago, the kids visited. The bathroom are hotspots sometimes in which poltergeist like activities happen. While there where in the bathroom, the door started to open and close. Her brother, Bio-Uncle and I where all in the kitchen. When she came back with her sister she said that the door/opened and closed by itself and asked If her brother did it. I let her know he was with me and we all went back to the door. I asked to tell me what happened and we analyzed/debunked it, I let her know that maybe the house shifted and the door just swung. Since I could not determine at that time if it was the house just shifting or something else, I told her that we will go with the door shifting for now as an explanation.A few days later when I say the lids again, she told me more information.....

She says that when the door swung, the youngest says it was a red headed kid with straggly wispy "Patchy" hair wearing a blue jumpsuit with big eyes. She says that she didn't see anything but her younger sister says that someone else was in the bathroom too. This worries me, as since I obviously won't have children, that they are jumping to my closest "kin". I hope that they do not see anything more.   

Alleged Human/Alien Hybrid Agent found dead in Los Angeles

As reported by the Daily Mail...

Mysterious LA loner with $5m gun arsenal was 'a human-alien hybrid secret agent sent to save the human race' claims his fiancee -Man identified as 60-year-old Jeffrey Alan Lash, of LA County, died July 4 but wasn't found until July 17 -Body was discovered badly decomposed inside a car in Pacific Palisades -Lash's fiancee Catherine Nebron and her employee Dawn VadBunker dumped the body -Police linked the car to Lash's fiancee's house nearby and found 1,200 guns and 6.5 tons of ammunition -Fiancee's attorney said Nebron and VadBunker believed Lash was half-alien savior -VadBunker and Nebron fled for Oregon without telling police about Lash's death because they thought CIA would come to collect his body -VadBunker's mother reported her missing last week after failing to reach her.

An investigation into the death of a California weapons hoarder whose decomposing body was found in a car last week has taken a bizarre turn as it emerged that the man's fiancee believed he was a part-human, part-alien creature who was sent to earth to save humanity while working as a secret agent. The remains of 60-year-old Jeffrey Alan Lash were discovered last Friday in a parked vehicle on Palisades Drive in the Pacific Palisades. When Los Angeles police searched the home of Lash's fiancee, Catherine Nebron, they came upon more than 1,200 firearms valued at nearly $5million and more than 6.5 tons of ammunition.

The story can also be found with additional video

http://www.starshipearththebigpicture.com/2015/07/26/alien-human-hybrid-believed-to-be-secret-government-operative-found-dead-in-suv-in-los-angeles-videos/

http://www.aol.com/article/2015/07/23/body-found-of-man-connected-to-missing-woman-believed-to-be-hum/21213096/

Flash of Light with no source

Date: 7/23/2015
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:00am (Me)/3:30am (Aunt)/12:00am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Ambivalent(Guest)
State of Mind After: Tired, Worried (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None.

As of 7/13/15 I had to stop working because my aunt's health is not doing any better. This is a blow to me as I am already struggling like millions of Americans to make ends meet. At this point I am doing my best to keep my head above water, but I need to find a way to make a living and take care of her. Unfortunately it is not like the "Pineapple Express" where I can just do anything to take care of a loved one. I am trying to hold it together... everyone says there is help, but so far there have been so many obstacles in even getting information. I am trying but right now it looks like we will be denied once again.

Going on, so as I have a more manageable time now I been starting to have occasional dreams again, it is about normal stuff. Three dreams so far... one was about everyday life but noted my Lunar Horoscope and I responded I am a "Yu" Rabbit... meaning that "I am a healer". Second dream was about running around and jogging. Latest dream was about discussing financial matters with my guest. So far in contrast to my other encounters... these are normal mundane dreams. Annoying as they serve no function other than playback or sorting of data.

Now to 7/23, since my schedule has changed I been staying up late again as the night is my more comfortable waking state. There is no sun and the heat is less intense. I do really feel lonely, but have occupied myself with projects. While i was on the computer there was a bright flash of light. The light seemed to have radiated everywhere as there was no shadow. Paradoxically my windows are closed so it would not have been from an outside source. However I do believe the point of origin was behind me.

The next day while talking to my aunt she mentioned that there was a strange light in the night. She says around 2:45am there was a bright flash in her room as well. Likewise her windows are closed. Our puppy didn't bark. This is very odd as the flash of light came from inside the house and was visible to myself and aunt in separate enclosed rooms.

So two things possible things... either this was a flash of light or more likely a "pulse" that we detected. The energy penetrated and went through the wall like X-rays would. Secondly was this a mental projection in which we both received an image of a flash, as I observed there was no shadow on the wall. I doubt this was due to retinal detachment, as we booth experienced the phenomena at the same time.

Covering CERO INTERNATIONAL 7-11-15

I attended the CERO conference this following weekend on July 11th, 2015. The event was presented by CERO and moderated by Dr. J Andy Ilias, a popular radio host for Dark Matter Radio and UFO Researcher.

The event started promptly at six, opening with an introduction by Dr. Ilias. Immediately following
that was the surprise guest, via Skype, Art Bell. He wanted to announce his return to broadcasting and made it clear that you could catch his show on Dark Matter. It would be free, but if you wished to become a supporting member... there would be access and extra goodies to share.

After Art Bell, Richard Shaw took the floor and started with footage concerning the Kumburgaz aliens. The footage was shot off the coast of turkey, and it shows what appears to be a craft where three beings are seen dooing something. It is speculated that this is an alien craft with aliens aboard. He went on to explain how the footage has been studied and that this is clearly not done with CGI or other known camera tricks.

The next piece was concerning the "Torah Code". Similar in concept to the "Bible Code", it has been found that there is a mathematical cypher encoded within the Torah "The First Five Books of the Bible". Remember, the cypher used an algorithm to chart certain combination of the glyphs found throughout the Hebrew language. So far it has been used to divine certain events.

They took a brief intermission. A this time I was introduced to Yvonne Smith, the president and founder of CERO. She is a very pleasant person, and followed up with me when I emailed her concerning
CERO. We were told that the following presentation would be on the Nephilim presented by L.A. Marzulli, followed by Preston Dennet, and then there would be a Panel of experts to address question and topics.

The crew that had joined me had a tight scheduled and wanted to change venues. I missed the second half of the conference. You can find some info on L.A. Marzulli and the Nephilim here. Information on Preston Dennet is here, and I recently covered him on a documentary I reviewed.

CERO itself seems to have two facets. There are events like these which are open to the general public and will have guest speakers and topics. It function much like MUFON in the since that they
will discuss events and themes regarding UFO and Aliens. CERO deals with much more than the scientific aspects of a UFO, so the topics and theme will be much broader. Contactees, Abductees, ET Groupees, Experiencers, and other UFO enthusiasts are the ones attending the meeting. It was interesting that the majority of people present were mostly Caucasian  40+, there were a handful of Asians and Hispanics as well. Not to many young people.

The second part of CERO host private meeting, by invitation only. These meeting from what I am assuming is more of a support group session for those who have had/experiencing Alien Contact.
Yvonne provides counseling as a certified and licensed hypnotherapist. She can give you a 1 hour assessment or provide you a session to help reclaim memories and clarify what you may have experienced.
If you are interested in this aspect, please reach out to here.For General questions concerning CERO a staff member can help you out as well.

I personally met some people in the past that really do need Yvonne services. It is great that there is an opened professional who can help those who have been traumatized by these experiences.

Personal Note: Although I have contacted Yvonne, I believe the services offered are more clinical than I need. My aunt and myself do have enough recollection to know something is happening. Since these are clinical services, a fee is required. At this time I do not have the financial means to participate with Yvonne. It would confirm at the very least that what is happening to is  "happening" to us. Seems I need to find a less clinical support group myself.

I did have question though:
-How does one reconcile the various types of people treated. Considering that you have Contactees, Abductees, and Experiencees.
-There are various aliens and faction involved, in the support group what is the collective assessment? Are they all grey that come in peace? Malicious beings who want to steal are souls?
-Does cross contamination happens? My Alien contact vs your Alien contacts..etc

It wasn't who I thought it Was in the Kitchen....

Date: 7/13/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:45am - 4:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)/1:45am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Stressed(Guest)
State of Mind After: Tired (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Unknown Discussion 7/10.
Odd occurrences after: Dog afraid.
Possible Influential Factors: Filming a "Project", Attended CERO Convention.

Overall the last two week have been active and stressful. I have done my best to balance work and  my aunt's condition. This pass fortnight, I been involved meeting individuals for a "project". I spent a couple days meet and greet and "being a good sport" as it was said. It was an experience.
The other eventful thing I did was attend an open/public CERO convention. It was a cost of $23 dollars, which I feel as a loss. It wasn't what I was looking for, but I will comment on that in a later blog.

Last night I prepared to take my aunt to her appointment. She was already nervous, as we expected
the doctor to indicate that no improvement would be made and no alternatives. I was physically tired, and my guest was recovering from his cold. I need to keep my mouth shut and emotions in check, and remember my "place"  There is some emotional stuff going on with me, and I do feel really alone and trapped by circumstance. I am not co-dependent, however I would like to have had someone I can share my life with.
I am not jealous, but it hard to see all the happy couple celebrating gay marriage.... and I am alone. So that is a burning fuse that I need to address, but there are greater things to worry about.

Around 3:45am I woke up to the sound of my doggy whimpering. It was unusual because he either barks or talks/growls. He seemed afraid. I heard the sound of someone walking in the kitchen and moving and picking things up on the table. I thought perhaps my guest was going for his phone/wallet/keys. I was really tired and as I said, my heart was hurting. I just embraced sleep since I would need to get up soon. I did have a feeling that something was amiss early and had trouble sleeping. Yet, physically I fell asleep due to physical exhaustion.

In the morning my aunt mentioned she had called me, Around 6:00am my guest helped her and put her legs back on the bed. I thought this unusual since she CAN'T move without assistance. She also said she was having nightmares, but wouldn't go into it. She did say they weren't really nightmares since she was awake. She kept hearing thing in the kitchen, and the doggy crying. She indicated the same time I heard this as well.
I told her I thought it my guest, and she seemed comforted. However when I thanked and asked him, he says he did this at 6am and the sun was already up.There were no lights. Just someone moving things around.

Update: I am unable to function and take care of my aunt at the sametime. I am burning out. In addition she needs more care. Due to this reason I have to quit my current position and find another means to support myself and her. I had a feeling this would happened. If only things had worked out with "The Promised One". That has left a wound, among the other that will not heal. I am aware, but as with all things now... it is just becoming numb. I am aware, but apathy is winning. I can function and go through the motions to get through the day, but emotionally I feel already gone. I just have to face what life throws at me, and do my best. As they say "The South shall Rise Again".

Subject Contamination: What I would Rate Myself

Contamination Factors for Me

Biological: Has experience episodes of sleep apnea, but in rare frequency. Kidney issue and metabolic imbalance cause symptomatic high fevers, which in turn my cause dry eye, insomnia, and dry mouth.

Psychological: Family history shows a number of member with disorders. Maternal aunts are described in general with Type B Personality Disorders, myself and the aunt is live with could fall into Type A. Both parents have a strong history Type B Personality. My Profile Case, lists that  Type-B Personality, INTJ Type Personality. Possible Cluster A Personality Disorders with an IQ of 137 as of 2008.

Substance: None.

Social Media: Very little. I rarely frequent the Message Boards regarding the subject matter as people began trolling and were very cruel. I do check the news on the internet on a daily basis.

Media: Unavoidably high. I have watched movies, TV shows, the net and documentaries in search of answers.I have also read books on the subject. I am aware when the topic pops up in other types of media as it is now trivialized as "pop-culture".

Lifestyle: Individual is very involved in RPG play (not the social aspects) so I would say highly imaginative. Sci-Fi/Fantasy/Mystery Fan very knowledge and immersed themselves in fiction, so I would say a good degree of visualization and empathy. Level of Interest/Knowledge of Subject Matter due to his experience and research is intimate with the subject of Aliens and UFOs

Odd Conference

Date: 7/10/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:30am - 3:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am (Me)/1:00am (Aunt)/1:45am (guest)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Tired (Me)/Sad, Pain (Aunt)/Stressed(Guest)
State of Mind After: Tired (Me)/Sad, Scared (Aunt)/ N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Discussion with company, re-reading the Blog.
Odd occurrences after: Dog seems to be hiding under his bed.
Possible Influential Factors: Discussion with Company.

During the past week I have been doing more research on the subject matter concerning my experiences and what I have posted on this blog. I haven't discussed things of this nature with my aunt since she has her medical issues and daily life is really hard.

We did have company over yesterday, and my aunt had a chance to talk to new people. It was very good for her to interact with new people. It did make her happy, but the subject matter of "Aliens" did come up.
Before bed, it was out of her mind, though she expressed some apprehension that we talked about it.
She went to bed with the daily struggle she always does. I was exhausted and just need sleep.
I did not that my lil pup has been more passive lately, he hides under this bed now. I am guessing its the heat.

Around 1:00am, I put her too bed and try to go to sleep. My guest was up playing games until at least 1:45am, around that time I noticed that he turned off the lights. I tried to go to sleep, but the usual sadness kicked in. Eventually fatigue took over.

Around 2:30am I woke up startled with the idea that someone was in the house. No light in the hallway, my puppy was quiet, and my aunt was quiet to. I did my best to calm down and pictured someone pleasant and drifted back to sleep. In the morning, my aunt related the following:

Around 2:30am she heard three people in the hallway. There was no lights, but she heard three people having a discussion. She is unsure if the voices were audible or not, but she knows that there was a conversation going on. These individuals were discussing our guests and the nature of their visits. They
were unsure on how to proceed. and wanted to examine/discuss further.

My personal feelings that there is a high influence factor because of what was talked about. However, I woke up around the same time with that "feeling", which is the same time she heard the talking. Not sure,
but if the event did occur they are aware of it either by what I believe "to be the implant in the eye" or the method of monitoring that they already do.      

Multiple Sighting of Texas Cube UFO

This happened July 2nd 2015. According to the article at IN5D, a cube was sighted i the skies above El Paso, Texas. This was a daylight event in which many individual state that a black portal appeared in the clouds and this cube appears for a few minutes. Other angles show that this is rectangular.

This is not the first time that non-standard UFO have been seen. According to videos posted on many sites, they are various geometrically shapes that appear from time to time. Most of the videos are believed to be hoaxes though. As an individual, you need to decide based upon the evidence provide.

Summation of Paranormal and Extra-normal Experiences

This is the Summation of my Paranormal and Extra-normal Experiences.
I have had my fair share of experiences with the supernatural and aliens. I do not know the
exact percentage of the population that have a number of experiences.
One of my claims is that I am a long term abductee, and my close encounter range from CE1 to CE5, with CE4 the most common. In addition to these encounters, rarely I have spiritual encounter as well, but I often associate them with the local churches and cemeteries surrounding my home.

I am considered a long term, multi-generational abductee which would explain the numerous experiences.
As to why I am abducted in the first place deals with the first subject, which is unknown. I speculate it had to do with appreciation in healing as he assumed they were angels.

Hauntings
-Poltergeist Activity
-Spiritual Apparition
-Spiritual Presence

Location: Mother's Apt, ELA circa 1979-1986. "Apparition, Poltergeist"
Location: Grandmother Home, Los Angeles 1976-Present "Apparition, Poltergeist"
Location: Monterey Park, Friends Apt, 1992-1993 "Apparition, Presence"
Location: Aunt's Home, El Sereno, 1982-1992 "Apparition, Presence"
Location: St. Alphonsus Church, ELA, 1986-1989 "Presence"

Location: Four Square Church, Pasadena, 1996 "Presence"

Out of Body Experiences
Location: Various 1978-Present "Infrequent"

Alien/UFO Encounters
-1st Generation, Life Long Abductee (Maternal Grandfather)
-2nd Generation, Life Long Abductee (Maternal Aunt, Mother's Twin)
-2nd Generation, Abductee (Mother)
-3rd Generation, Life Long Abductee (myself, see CE listing below)


CE 1: Sighting
Location: Father's Home, Irwindale, 1978 "Silver Pod"
Location: Mother's Apt, ELA circa 1979-1986 "Light".
Location: Grandmother Home, Los Angeles 1976-Present "Bluish Lights"
Location: Monterey Park, Friends Apt, 1992 "Light"
Location: Driving 710/60 Interchange, ELA 2012 "White Orb"
Location: Driving, Boyle Height, 2015 "Back Triangle"

CE 2: UFO Evidence
Location: Father's Home, Irwindale, 1978 "Burned areas, holes"

CE 3: UFO Occupants
 Location: Father's Home, Irwindale, 1978 "ET walking around"

CE 4 : Alien Interaction
Location: Sante Fe Dam, Irwindale, 1979 "Missing Time, Implant"
Location: Mother's Apt, ELA circa 1979-1986 "Abduction, Missing Time, Implant".
Location: Grandmother's Home, Los Angeles 1976-Present "Abduction,  Missing Time, Telepathy, Clairvoyance, Empathy, Physical Experimentation, Emotional Manipulation, Mental and Cognitive Testing, Implants (Lowe Left Leg, Left Hand, Left Eye Ocular Nerve)"
Location: Monterey Park, Friends Apt, 1992 "Failed Abduction"

CE 5: Conscious, voluntary and proactive human-initiated or cooperative contacts with ET
Location: Grandmother's Home, Los Angeles 1976-Present "Abduction, Hybrids, Telepathy, Clairvoyance, Missing Time"

The Burden of Proof: Subject Contamination

   Another thing to consider is Subject Contamination. It would be ideal to identify factors that may have influence or can make a subject more susceptible to the subject at hand. These factors should not invalidate any claims or the credibility of the subject, should be noted. Those with a high contamination factor should be considered carefully. It is really important that you attempt to get the objective narrative of the experience as possible. There are various factors one can consider, but I believe the following are a group of the most common factors:

Contamination Factors

Biological: Individual has a medical, viral, disability, or other physical impairment that may alter the subjects perception or sensation. Data retrieved by this means must be considered carefully as the experience may be misinterpreted as a symptom or effect of the biological issue.

Psychological: Individual has one or more personality or behavioral disorders, or scarring from previous traumatic events. The subject current behavior and personality issues may contribute with the ability to convey an experience accurately and objectively. Some disorders may even lead one speculation that
an experience is manufactured in the sub-conscious. Individuals who have suffered traumatic experience such as physical or emotional abuse, PTSD, or have esteem issues may relate fantastic experiences as a cover to a real event. The mind may protect an individual by creating a fantasy scenario that is easier to cope with the truth.

Substance: Individuals who have a history of drug, herbal, and alcohol abuse are under the influence of the chemicals they have ingested.  The subject is in an altered state, in which congestive functions are skewed and the sensory information is inhibited or exaggerated. Many substance induce sensory and cognitive hallucinations as well.

Social Media: Most humans have a group/peer mentality. We are meant to be social individuals. However depending on one assertive/submissive rating, we can be more susceptible to certain people. Often going with the consensus to the group to fit in or looking to an authoritative figure. People are more plugged into the news of friends, family, trends, celebrity news, gossip, etc.

Media: Part of the human experience is our ability to share and create experiences. Individuals can be influenced by popular culture by way of literature, art, television, movies, music, radio, internet, or whatever popular medium is available. In particular the narrative of UFO/Alien Abduction is a part of popular
culture.In the past 60 years the level of interest in the subject matter as science and entertainment has taken an interest to many. Some would say that over the past 60 years, we are conditioning ourselves with accepting the idea of the subject matter.

Lifestyle: Various lifestyle profession and activities do influence certain behaviors that may cause researcher to question the behavior of someone involved. An example of are:
-Actors: These individuals have a natural talent of deception. By trade, they are professionals liars and manipulators, skilled in making situations and emotions plausible.
-Writers: These individuals are intelligent and imaginative. They can easily craft reasonable experiences or embellish existing ones.
-RPG players: Individuals are casual individuals with a strong imagination, can invent and participate in a group scenario. They are skilled at being empathic too a degree and can read a room or situation for ques as how to react. The often have highly observational skill and deductive reasoning or just like detach from reality.

-Sci-Fi/Fantasy/Mystery Fans: Individuals with a healthy interest in these genres by association
make them more susceptible to experience as are vicariously familiar with it..
-Scientist/Experts: These individuals are learned and can manufacture evidence or have the ability to rationalize any given situation.
-Celebrity: These individuals with have an interest in fame and attention. They will often lend their influence as an authoritative or supportive figure. By rallying to a cause or subject they can affect public interest.
-Level of Interest/Knowledge of Subject Matter: Personal expose or research may have influence the individual with too many variables.. Justification and Rationalization are tool these individuals use to discuss the matter. A scientist and researcher may be more objective, but individuals like this may be very subjective.
-Personal Belief System: An individuals personal belief system may override logic and reason. Certain beliefs will cause individuals to rationalize experience within the terms of their belief system.

Movies: Lost Time

The film "Lost Time" was released in 2014.  It is a confusing movie as it meshes some related phenomena
of the UFO/Alien Abductions Experience. First it presents itself as a movie about alien abduction, then it goes into the probability that aliens are actual spiritual forces (goo/evil), and finally goes into quantum mechanics, 4th dimensional mechanic, and the law probability and possibility.


The movie takes place in Los Angeles, California, around what I assume is Downtown Los Angeles and the San Fernando Valley. The story centers around two sisters,  mainly Valerie, who has cancer. Her sister, Melissa, has been taken care of her for years and the cancer is getting worse. On a drive home a familiar light appears and abducts both of them. By their behavior, this is not the first time that this has happened. However this time, Valerie is knocked unconscious and looses her memory of 12 hours. Her sister is vanished.

Over the coming months, her health has returned and her cancer is gone. During this time no trace of her sister has been found. She herself goes by foot hoping to find her sister. She canvases the streets of Los Angeles looking for some clue of her sister's whereabouts. It is during her canvasing trips that she happens to get involved with an -ex, who is a member of the L.A.P.D. He has watched her an tries to help out as best as she can. However she is a mess, not only from the ordeal of her missing sister and miraculous recovery, but some psychological scars from the missing 12 hours. Eventually she contacts an alien abduction expert at a box store, Dr. Xavier Reed who promises answers if she is willing to participate in some sort of therapy. Eventually desperate for answers she contacts him and agrees.

The facility that Dr. Reed has is supposedly out side of Los Angeles, but the shot would suggest either General Hospital or possibly one of the many abandoned facilities around Los Angeles that is some how connected to the church. She is convinced to join group therapy, but soon learns that this was all a ruse.
The doctor and staff are actually aliens who are trying to harvest some aspect of the human spirit. They go on to mention that they are the fallen. Meanwhile a "light guide" who reinforces that these are the fallen, attempts to help Valerie out... and explains the multiverse and time theory... and urges her not to be afraid. In the end
her and her boyfriend manage to escape Dr. Reed's facility. However, despite getting away....Dr. Reed again finds her and continues to offer her the truth... and the finding of her sister Melissa.

My Opinion

It is very convincing, but falls apart when it starts to involve the more spiritual aspects. There are many theories which hold that aliens are archons. Beings created by a higher power to watch over humanity. However, some became corrupt and seek to see why the high power chose humans over them.

It is know that some individuals have been miraculous cured during an abduction. Missing time is also a common theme, considering that most suffer such trauma that there brains blocks out that period of time. Those aspects were well illustrated.

The frighting thing is the possibility that aliens or the government could pose as experts in the field. Already taking further advantage of those trying to seek answers. Many individuals may be vulnerable and drawn in further. It is always wise to take precautions, just in case. Be aware of your surrounding and  check out the people you talk too. Everyone gives off some subtle clues as to their intentions. Look a dog...make it obvious that you are sniffing them out.

Movies: The Encounter

The "Encounter" is a 2015 sci-fi movie that chronicles three related experiences revolving around a crashed alien vessel in an Northern Arizona Forest. Collin Barstow, his fiancee, and friends head on a camping trip to celebrate the engagement of Collin and Kimberly. This is the day after the UFO has crashed, with reports claiming it was a meteorite. Meanwhile Duncan and Trevor, two local are out in the forest testing their scope and going hunting. They come across some some odd carcasses, most of them next to spores. The last individual is the Park Ranger who went out and investigated the crashed meteorite. When she get to the location she find an alien craft, wreckage, and a canister that she is exposed. While investigating a documentation, she is exposed to spore from the canister. She runs back to her jump and head to the ranger station. She believes she is poisoned and makes attempts to contact help. Missing the obvious "ALIEN SPACECRAFT". Instead she tried first aid and continue to rely on radio broadcasts. Over the course of the next few hours she mutates into some hybrid creature.

Meanwhile the Hunters, who have already been spooked by the lack of wildlife and carcasses, are preparing to head back. However, Duncan the oldest, senses something familiar. He tell Trevor to leave and runs off into the woods. Duncan is attacked by something. Trevor unable to get any help via the walkie talkie stays. Within hours Duncan who should be worse, gets up and runs away like a feral animal as the sun has just set. The Collin and company have already set up camp and had enjoyed a fun day of swimming and chilling out. As they were around the campfire at night, Collin and Holly spot something in the woods. They freak out and suggest to abandon camp immediately. Ryan, being a skeptic, hesitates and tries to remain mellow and is attacked by the creature. Over the next couple of hours the remaining people attempt to survive the night.

A UFO is seen scanning the area by Trevor. Collin is abducted. Holly goes and hides. During the night Trevor, who seems to have made telepathic contact with something follows it to it source in a cave. We see an injured "grey" trying to communicate with Trevor. Sadly the mental strain is too much for him. A few hours after down the government shows up. They engage the infect creatures and round some of them up, but mostly destroying the others. Trevor was killed by the creatures, and Collin is found huddled in the forest. Holly was accidentally shot while going for help.

A briefing is giving at the end of the movie some two years later. Collin has been locked away, as the psychological strain is too much. From the story it seems a UFO, with a cargo of of an infectious material, crashed in the forest. Although a signal was sent out, other were too late in arriving to contain the situation. Collin was scanned and seemed to have a biological immunity and was set free. However is is unable to communicate any of this due to the trauma he suffered.


As a movie... it was well done...but one of the biggest mistakes is the DVD cover..... the story takes place in a temperate forest. It seems that the story was supposed to have taken elsewhere in a snowy area. Even the alternate movie poster is inaccurate as no woman is abducted. That lead to some confusion. Also the Park Ranger was really really dumb. She saw the UFO, knew her equipment was jammed, and did not head down the mountains to a more civilized area? The POV camera was also annoying in my opinion. I felt let every character had a go-pro or just kept using their cell. It was interesting and entertaining.

The small nuggets of truth. The "Alien Broadcast" for one was a steady SOS that was interfering with various radio equipment and also being picked up on the camera/phones. It appeared as a overlay signal. The attempt a telepathic communication, seems that many individuals who have mind contact are overwhelmed. The UFO itself.... it wasn't bright and shiny... but dark with few lights. I think while in a surveillance type mode.... they appear as dark object in the sky...no flashy lights.

CERO: Close Encounter Research Orginization

CERO is the "MUFON" for Close ENcounter. CERO stands for Close Encounter Research/Resource Orgizination,  a group dedicated to attempt to explain and reaccess info to the general public concerning aliens and aliens abductions. It is about spreading information, education and support. The group as found in 1991 by Yvonne Smith, a hypnotherapist, working in Southern California. Over her career she has treated many patients, many who deal with the psychological burden of aliens abductions and encounters. She has made many appearance on TV, radio, and the lecture circuit. She is considered an expert in the field of Alien Abduction Phenomena.

There is very little information concerning the group's activities on the website. They claim that they serve mainly the Santa Barbara and San Fernando Valley area, but have become more open recently. You can even contact Yvonne to delve more into your own experience(s) if you wish.

The group does have an upcoming event which I may attend. The group does seem like something I would definitely be interested in since by contrast with MUFON, it does deal directly with the issue of
the various "Visitors" and such.

Social Media and Monetization with your experiences

Yeah... that's my actual subscriptions

In our culture today, social media play an important role. It keeps us informed up to the second on the status of our friends, families, and interest. It also connects us as a global community as well.
We have Blogs, Vlogs, Youtube videos, Vidme videos, message boards, websites, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, ftp sites, Apps, and another hundred was to share our experiences. In the past 20 years more and more evidence and experiences are being shared. You really no longer need an author or a production company to look for to find the information you want. You can go directly to the raw data and the source to get a shared experience. Individuals are coming forward some for profit, some for fame, some for altruistic means, and some for scholastic interests.

I see myself as individual who is on here to share and document my experiences in an altruistic fashion. I want answers and perhaps to find a solution.explanation as to what is going on. If my experience and thoughts can contribute to helping individuals along the way that is great. There are many people out there who do generally want to help, some people sacrifice as much, and do things because it is the right thing to do. It is all about intentions.

However, as I mentioned before people may exploit the subject at hand. Profit is a motivating goal because it is their lively hood. Either because they need funding for more research, funding to go on speaking tours, funding to make money for their livelihood, or for fame. Becoming an "expert" can be profitable considering you become famous with in a microcosm and you are invited to radio and talk shows. Each speaking engagement garners the ability to make money. Likewise if you write a book that is more money. Then soon you end up on TV shows..... but in the end... you as a person gain nothing.... someone whether it be a researcher, author, or producer gains the fame and fortune.... and ironically... just like the abduction experience... you are just subject matter.

So what can one who has had an experience do to profit from this type of exploitation? Really nothing as, there are thousand of people willing to talk for their own reasons. The only way to profit from this is to swim with these individuals and hope your experience is of interest to the overall narrative to garner attention. Travis Wallton is a good example, he has had an experience and will to talk about for compensation as a Paid Speaker. Others like Whitely Striber wrote about his experiences and now is an expert on the subject. Yet do you really want to make money of the pain you have endured and those of others? Even if you are a therapist and become an author, were do you draw the line between making a living and simply exploiting your patients? It is a fine line and one I would dread to walk because I can't see the lines. In the end though, it is the way the world works.

So decide as an individual what you want to do. If you can make a career then go for it, but keep in mind that these are fellow individuals who may have suffered a trauma. I myself want to help people, I freely share my information and thoughts. I have a 9-5 job and struggle by like everyone else. I personally would feel guilty from profiting. That is a personality trait flaw... I am generous and horrible at making  money in less than traditional ways. I can think about doing those things, but I am an extremist who does his best to be moderate/diplomatic. Ideally if I had the means, I would like to pursue psychological career path in order to specialize and treat individuals who have experience an alien abduction or encounter. Unlike other I would like to collect the information as a "medical" doctor should and cataloger the data and figure out some answers or at the very least have academic research available to others.

If you wanna make money using social media... Youtube and amazon.com are good for starters. If you site gets enough hits you can make money very advertisement streams. However you have to ensure traffic and provide content. Right now "Aliens" are the "new zombies"... something that is of current interest. The traditional way is to establish yourself as an author or expert on the subject. If you have a wealth of data and information that you can put into an informative and entertaining medium... you can make money the more traditional route. Like any entertainment professional though you need to be aware of you social image, and in our society we know what sells. Now in my personal opinion... that means currently conform to the modern idea of beauty... athletically fit, outgoing personality, good hair, good teeth, and dress for success. If your less than perfect, hopefully you have a gimmick or a great personality.

Personal Note: In the past I have been approached with opportunities to be part of certain documentaries. I shied away from them because I felt they were exploitative and seemed to view the phenomena as something wacky and odd. However as today culture is becoming more transparent, I have decided to change my stance. You have Vloggers who are changing people's lives by being open an accessible. It might just be the folly of youth, but individuals whp share their live like Joey Graceffa or Lucas Cruikshank... have given me the courage to test the water. Though they were famous before, their openness is something to be admired. Although I see no reason to be o Facebook or other social media... more of a quality few then many friends kinda a guy.   

Aliens of the 4th Dimension

Many individuals have thought perhaps that the aliens we see are not extraterrestrial, but possibly inter-dimensional. The closest physical dimensions for us are 2nd and 4th spatial dimensions. The 2nd Spatial dimension is often defined of only have length and width, like an image that has been drawn on paper. The 4th Spatial dimension consist of length and width and height, but also folds in on itself (as illustrated below).

Sometimes the 4th Dimension is known as time. Both the 2nd and 4th dimension can see us, but the way they view us would be entirely different. A being in the 2nd Dimension would see a 3D object in pieces by length and width. We in the 3rd Dimension often illustrate 4th dimensional concepts in fractals, often folding in on themselves.

Individuals have encountered beings known as Machine Elves. The "Machine" or "Fractal Elf", is a term coined by Terence McKenna, author of Alien Dreamtime. He was an American philosopher ethnobotanist, and psychonaut who lived from 1956-2000. He is considered a one of the pioneers in the exploration of
DMT. During his personal research he stated that he was able to enter an altered state of reality. Like many who have followed in his footsteps he describes these sensation as seeing waves, folding patterns, and colors beyond the visible spectrum. He also claims that he has encountered beings during the new state, referring to some of these residents as "Machine" or "Fractal Elves". Furthermore he has claimed of interacting with the beings during his "Trip".

These beings when illustrated have many commonalities of either aliens or spiritual beings often described
in religion/myth. It is interesting to point out that many of the illustrations show chakras, the kabbalistic tree of life, as well as several hermetic geometric formuli through use of symbolism. However it is hard to ascertain whether this is done by influence on part of the llustrator or the actual experiencee. There are a number of various fractal beings moving throughout the 4th Dimension. Not only beings that appear humanoid, but various animals and plants. Also it seems the nature of this dimension also warp the way light and sound is perceived, as illustrated through the use colors visible in other spectrums (infrared and ultraviolet) or demonstrated by distorted sound. 

What I find interesting that you find mention of this in the interpretations of the works of H.P. Lovercraft
and his mythos. In this you have extraterrestrial/pan-dimensional beings that interact with our world.
Many of the creatures are described as have very alien but multifaceted structures. Some of the places where these beings manifest start to warp under a new dimensional strain, causing the known laws of physical to behave differently.

However the fractal nature of the 4th Dimension can be found natural occurring within our world. Various plants and animals exhibit fractal characteristics. Shells, Broccoli, microscopic life forms, Peacocks, and Wild Carrots are are few examples of living beings that display fractal characteristics. Crystals, Snowflakes, Lightning, formations of shorelines, rivers, and mountain ranges also display these characteristics.   

A Succulent

Given  the possibility that Aliens are either from the 4th Dimension or using it to fold space, brings
up some explanations for the paralysis feature of an an abduction. Given the fact that we are introducing
a 4th Dimensional Mechanic to a 3rd Dimensional space would alter the surrounding area. Let say that in the
4th Dimension things vibrate ate a higher frequency. That means it may move faster or the subtle difference
is not registered by our brain. If I were to stand still or motionless, technically I should see something
like Time-Lapse photography. Mediation or physical paralytic states may allow you too see this. However in
an abduction scenario you need to bridge two dimensions on equal footing. Which is my thinking that you need to cause a slowness to both dimensions to get them in sync. Naturally slow mean cold, which is something I have noted... is the coolness right before abduction. I am not sure if this is just a coincidence, but in sci-fiction when we talk about Stargates and portals... water and cold is mentioned alot. The reason why perhaps most people have difficulty remembering and functioning during an abduction could be because we are in an area where 3rd Dimensional rules no longer apply... we are literally a fish out of water adapting into a new medium. Then again with that analogy, it would say the same for a new atmospheric condition (levels of gas needed to breathe). Likewise since these being are from the 4th Dimension, there appearance would be lessened as they have to appear and adapt as 3rd Dimensional beings. Perhaps these fractals are the Greys?

UFO Sighting Los Angeles

Where:: Los Angeles, CA
When: July 1st, 2015 (9:00pm)
Witnesses: Myself, as passenger in a friend's car.

Weather: Night, Full Moon, Venus and Jupiter Visible toward theWest. A bit overcast.

Leaving home and drove with a friend to see their parent in Chinatown. As we were driving along opal I noticed that there was an odd object flying to the left of us. It was a series of small lights in a t formation, with a red light on from bottom view right side and a blue light from bottom view left side. I thought this was odd since it was in a T-formation. I noticed that there was an outline of a diamond...and was taken a back since that was not plane shaped. The middle red light flared a bit and was not steady. It was like a laser hologram that burst. The craft must have been turning at a slight angle that made it visible. As we drove it continued to fly off silently at a face pace east along the route of the 60 Freeway. It was very flat as the only lights I could see were a series of flashing blue lights and some of the white orbs. The corridor above Boyle Heights is usually very active with planes from LAX making turns, as well as news helicopters along the freeway, and the occasionally police and military choppers. This craft was not of the usual kind one would expect. I thought perhaps it was a drone, but at the height it was at it have to be as long or bigger than a standard 747.

The sighting did take place were there was a number of people driving around, and there were other planes in the distance. It is possible that no one noticed as it was not flashy and there are things flying in the sky all the time. The only reason why I noticed it, was because it did not conform to the usual lights. Whether or not it was an extraterrestrial craft or not, it was an unidentified flying object.