Puppet Steals Book

Date: 12/18/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 8:45pm (Me), 12:00am (Aunt/Wolfbrother)
State of Mind Before: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Tired, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (N/A), Aunt (Calm)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None

It has been a very stressful week. My wolfbrother has been bothered alot just with his issues and my aunt's health and mental state is all over the place. We had appointments for my wolfbrother and finally there is some assistance to monitor and help with her pain management. As expected during the most "magical" time of the year.... depression hits me hard as I tried to avoid the force gleeful and merry holiday spiel. I am exhausted and mentally not in a good place due to that and the added stress from both my aunt and wolfbrother. My motto is "Why surround yourself with brief warmth and love, when there is nothing but the pain". I can deal with the adversity, the hate, the darkness.....but the false expectations of the holidays start to put the bad ideas in my head about being "loved and appreciated". I want love, but it is impossible. I am damaged, dead in places, my trust in others is not there, I know I am not wanted or desired, and I no longer have anything to offer. I deal with realism.... and I am fine in the bitter cold.

Enough of that, my apologies for the rainbows and sunshine..... anyhow I had a very weird "dream".

Dream:

I am at a facility, white polymer rounded halls. I have two books with me. One is a false copy with partial truths and misinformation regarding UFO/UAPS/Aliens....the other has the factual information regarding them. I am guarding both copies as we are getting ready to deliver the books. The larger official book is a decoy....as we have a feeling that they will try to suppress the information. I am by myself, but I know there is a "we"(connected to others like a hivemind, but I am compartmentalized?). A young black girl comes in and take one of the books. I began to chase her down the hall....there is something riding her. I catch glimpse of a being... and almond colored grey that is looking back at me as she is running away. It is as if she is cradling  it in her arms and it is looking back. I can sense it whispering in her mind. "Take the book. We must destroy it before they know the truth. Keep walking. He will not catch you".

I am right behind them. His face seem to be if he was crocheted, and looks like a yarn puppet. He keeps whispering and seems puzzle that I can see him and I think he sense I can hear him. She is instructed to stop. I catch up and come face to face with him. She is clutching the book. "You can see me. Curious. Are you aware of what I am doing?" the face crumples as if frowning. "You will not stop us. I not sure what you are. It is too late. We have your book. There is nothing you can do". Then the girl and he started to run off and turning down one of the halls. I stopped and sighed.....at least they took the other book and I closed off that hallway. I willed myself to wake up.

Awake: 

I am awake now and aware of what happened. I am not happy as I don't know why I would have this. I looking around and check things to make sure I am not being watched or monitored. I have to get up anyway to change them and check in as it close to 3:00am. I feel hurt cause I am alone. There supposed to be more than just me. 

  

 

Force Upon My Ankles

Date: 11/24/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 12:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am Aunt/Wolfbrother)
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Ok), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Tired, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (N/A), Aunt (Calm)
Odd occurrences before: CERO Meeting
Odd occurrences after: None

So we had our last CERO Meeting of the year and Christmas party. For me that was it with the group, as mentioned in a previous post I find the whole UFO community as a grift....shifting from scientific inquiry and study to "Enlightenment Cultists Nonsense". My wolfbrother is not happy about my decision but I am not wasting my money to attend a group in which I am silenced and the "Enlightenment " agenda is pushed.

The day after as this was all put out of my mind....we went to bed as usual. I tried to get comfortable before bed...setting thing nice on the floor. I tried to relax and think of something pleasant. As I lay there on my stomach (usually a side sleeper) an odd pressure was at my ankles. At first I thought perhaps it was my foot falling asleep or some nerve thingy. However as I tried to adjust my ankles my feet hit a solid surface above my blanket. It was a flat plane of force that did not yield as I raised my feet or tried to adjust. My toes could wiggle and I could make slight movements....but something was above the blanket. I tried slightly adjusting and testing the extent of what was happening. It felt like something was sitting on my ankles when I tried to turn or move, however the force was flat...not encompassing...it was outside the blanket. It was neither cold or hot, nor was there a tingling of vibration. It was just pressure/resistance when trying to move. After 5 min I had the courage enough to flip myself over. As expected nothing was there, and there was no force any longer.

I lay on my back once again. The odd experience did not come back. As I drifted off to sleep though, and off force started to press on my lower back and buttocks. As if a cat came in and sat there..and was kneading a bit. However it felt flat like it had on my ankles and foot. I did not care and feel asleep.  

Changing Focus of UFO/Alien Support Groups a Major Grft

 

Date: 12/1/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A 
Odd occurrences before: N/A
Odd occurrences after:N/A

On my personal journey in understanding what has been happening to me and my family, I looked around alot trying to find answers; in science, my own faith, and in others experiences. As most of us abductees know it can be quite draining, especially if this goes on for quite a while. When its just a weird experience, it is a one and done things with a chance to heal and have closure.....for others....it is a struggle.

As many should be aware by now there has been a disclosure movement over the past few years pushing for government transparency involving UFOs and and its logical conclusion of who is operating the crafts. This has of course made the greater public aware of the issue and also have exposed a number of dangerous elements within the UFO community....the New Age Consciousness Movement.

When trying to figure things out, a rational approach to things should be used to investigate claims. MUFON is one of the oldest organizations that gathered data over decades documented sightings and such. Recently other organizations and investigation groups have come forth trying to bring evidence and facts to back up the claims......but you have large numbers of hobbyists with fan-fiction clouding topic and New Agers bringing religion into things casing confusing.

Hobbyists 

As within any topic, the potential to monetize things is there. In this hobby you have a lot money to make from merchandise, conventions, publishing, crafts, speaking, health lifestyle coaching, therapy, etc. This is a multi-million dollar business. Although many try to stick to factual events....many have the need to spice things up or outright fabricate things. There are many examples of historical fiction that are badly done, one such is "Matilda", a series of letters kept by nurse at Roswell who served as a translator for a surviving alien being. The hobbyists also force some people to relive their personal pain for entertainment, incentivizing them to retell over and over every aspect of their encounter. Travis Walton is a big example of this....his story has been retold hundred of times. 

New Age Consciousness Movement

These people have been around since the late 60's in various guises, claiming to be religious groups or end time prophets. They take eastern philosophy and add a little sci-fi elements of it to create a paradigm of "Peace and Enlightenment" often claiming it is a message from our Stellar Family. They are very vague on a variety of terms, with very little consistency other than "You must raise your consciousness" and "They will come to save us and take us to a new earth". No different from doomsday prophets or Apocalyptic Christians.It is sickening, especially when thousands of people have died from these doomsday cults, and other lost their fortunes.

I myself have seen that despite the progress made from scientific inquiry and investigation, these aspects have muddied the waters. Personally I am done tolerating the bullshit from these people. The so called light-workers and channellers. The Contactees who shame the Abductees. The people who won't support their claims with fact, but only belief where you are not allowed to question. Then the grifters who are "buy my book to hear my story!" or supporting/patronizing a group that cost you hundreds of dollars a year to attend. Not worth it..... better to go alone than deal with the rabble.