My Experiences and Personal Quest to find what the heck is going. Journey throughout my life I have encountered others who have experienced the same thing. Why is this happening? What is the reason? What can we do to stop this? Hopefully together we can find the answer.
This short film was made in 2013 by Transplant Films. The story is about a group of "Alien Abduction Hoaxers" lead by Brian and Mark. Mark is a believer and conspiracy theorist who formed a group that promotes the idea of "Alien Abductions" by selecting random individuals for a mock abduction. He and several others (Gary, Michael, and Louie) all stakeout and setup these mock abductions. Brian is an emotionally detached anesthesiologist and hacker, who is a professional and is Marks anchor in all this.
In this short film, the groups abduction goes wrong and they have to come up with a solution on what to do with the person they "Abducted".
What is most infuriating is the "confidence level" of DNA testing regarding ancestry. There is a ration which is publicized which is at 50% "speculative", meaning their confidence in a prediction must be greater than 50% to report it. There is a 90% "conservative" interpretation more close based upon the data, yet it is still a guess. So what is being told is very very off.....I will share my general results for example:
Speculative (50%) "Standard"
European 48.9% East Asian & Native American 42.0% Sub-Saharan African 3.8% Middle Eastern & North African 1.5% Oceanian <.1% Unassigned 3.8%
Conservative (90%)
European 26.7% East Asian & Native American 21.9% Sub-Saharan African N/A Middle Eastern & North African N/A Oceanian N/A Unassigned 51.4%
As you can see here there is a huge gap in numbers....
European a difference of 22.2% East Asian & Native American a difference of 20.1% Sub-Saharan African non-longer applicable Middle Eastern & North African non-longer applicable Oceanian non-longer applicable Unassigned increased by 47.6%
Although I am not a genetic expert there is a huge discrepancy in terms of accuracy. More than 50% of my DNA was a guess...which is a good indication that I do not have Middle Eastern, Oceanian or African DNA. They can only really verify that I am a mix of European and East Asian/Native American stock....and that is only 48.6% of my DNA!
I know Databases are incomplete, but I find it misleading that they seem to sell the idea of that they know and you basically sell your DNA to further their research. So a big warning, at this point..... contribute the to Genetic research to build a database for the future....however...it is not going to reveal anything you don't already know by looking in the mirror.
Date: 12/26/2016 Type: CE4 Location: Los Angeles, CA Time of Incidents: 1:00pm Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A State of Mind Before: Very Depressed (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) Odd occurrences before: Phone Outage, Issue with Wolfbrother Odd occurrences after: DejaVu (MIB III)
First off things have been off since 12/23/16, it was a rainstorm in are area and I visited my wolfbrother.
That evening he acted oddly, being indecisive and "high maintenance". Our dinner was a disaster and his mood was off, I did my best too be supportive. When we got back to his house things got tense over Christmas issues, all of a sudden I was locked out. We went for some shakes hoping that would make things better. When we got home he was fluctuating moods, we ended up watching the Ed Norton's "Hulk" since he did not approve of my selection of DVDs. The night ended oddly, me feeling like I done something wrong yet again. I just don't know. There were some odd things going on as my emotional level fluctuated...it has happened before here as well...odd popping as the density of the air shifts or electromagnetic current.
I feel things ended badly, and to make matters worse my phone got wet and shorted out. As soon as I got home I made every attempt to let him know the phone was dead. That night I feel asleep saddened.
Christmas Eve makes things so much worse.... for a while the phone did work and manage to squeeze out the holiday platitudes. Then it went out again. I used my alternate means of communication to try and let people know what was going on again. I really hate Christmas, it is the worse time of the year.... just reminds me of how worthless I am. Again....no response from he whom I hold dear.
Christmas Day I use my alt communication to see if things were okay. No response from anyone. I waited hours to see what would happen. Sadly that was a mistake, as I realized how pathetic and weak I become.
It really really hurt. I truly want to... well I can't legally infer that thought as it is prohibited by the general paradigm and such. It was another tough day. Phone was out still.
As for the event, the reason why I went back a few days is because of the emotional build up of sadness and loss. This is not only expressed by myself as an individual, but also echoed by my aunt for similar reasons. Christmas reminds her of how much she has lost as things will never be the way they were. So she is deeply saddened by her current lot in life. After I did my daily chores and tasks I felt very sleepy around noon, this is unusual as I don't often feel tired. Emotionally though I am very drained. It was around 1:00pm when I had an odd sensation, I knew someone was "here" and it was followed by the audible pitch in my ear and I started to go, my body seized up and my ankles and wrists started to align themselves. I heard my aunt yell my name. There was mention of my wolfbrother, if I would trade places. I struggled and managed to break free, misaligned my position and just stood up and lay back down and fell to sleep angry. I woke up around 2:11pm.
Now my aunt was half asleep and I already had her comfortable. She recalls that around 1:00pm there were transparent humanoids in her room. They were humanoid, but there arms were squigly, and they had some type of fin on there head. They were pointing at her and she screamed my name and knocked out. That is the scream I heard.
Now the only reason I seem to care was due to a DejaVu incident. In 2012 MIB III was released I did not see it, nor did I buy the DVD until years later. Around this time I had Netflix for a few months in 2013/2014, but due to "Him" I doubt I would have watched it. However watching the film tonight I remember it all....a film I never saw....but recall all of it....and due to the subject matter it was important.
Date: 12/19/2016 Type: CE4 Location: Los Angeles, CA Time of Incidents: 9:00pm Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A State of Mind Before: Happy (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) Odd occurrences before: Snaps, Bumps Odd occurrences after: None
Today my nephew came over and we watched Pirates of the Caribbean 2 & 3 since he never saw these.
We had a lot of fun hanging out and watching the movies. It made me forget a lot of things, as we were leaving though he asked if "They" still show up. When he asked a bunch of images flooded in. It caught me off guard and I was very unsure. I answered back with sad hesitation of "Yeah...they.... they still do" and i was caught between taking to him and the flood of images.
The strongest images was of me with a group of five or more. They were standing in the hallway with me in the living room. There back were facing me and I was worried about my dog in that image. The second image was me laying downing in a white room and I was looking around, I was calling out for "Earth Dragon". There was another of me walking with three of them to my room. Another with me in my room, it was watching me by the door. There was another with "Earth Dragon" in it.
It was weird as if all these were recent, however I can recall no such events. The only thing that has personally happened to me are my bouts of insomnia, the odd popping and knocking noise, and the other strange activity. I just don't know. Everyday I feel more and more alone, the hope that was instilled early this year is all but gone. I lost my Wolfbrother.
Teen Wolf Season 5 story arc is on a group of antagonists known as "The Dread Doctors". These individuals are known as the Surgeon, Pathologist, and Geneticists individually. The are introduced slowly into the season, and it is found out that they are responsible for the number of knew creatures that are attacking the city of Beacon Hills. They are performing experiments on various teens making them into chimera, a term they are using to described individuals who have been enhanced with abilities from supernatural beings. They have created a number of such hybrids including were-coyote, were-jaguar, wendigo, etc. Some of these beings have more than one set of powers. Most though end up rejecting their augmentations as a result of mercury poisoning. The reason for these chimera is to find a suitable host that would resurrect "Le Bete du Gevadun".
As this is found to be their main goal, it is confirmed at the end of the season that the Le Bete is none other than Sebastian Valet. Sebastian Valet became a werewolf around the 1760s in Canada, and when he traveled back to France he menaced the countryside. Eventually he was killed by his sister, Marie-Jeanne and Henri Argent. His companion Marcel made it his life long quest to resurrect his friend, becoming an expert in magic and science. He became the Dread Doctor known as the Surgeon.
What I find intriguing that the theme of the Dread Doctors are reminiscent of "Greys". When they are first introduced, it happens at night during a horrible nightmare. Their first known victim describes this as a "Night Terror", something usually said about abduction. Furthermore, these beings do abduct their victims and take them to a surgical theater aka their lair and perform experiments, additional monitoring, or maintenance on there creations. Their abductees are taken without notice and inexplicably placed back.
There appearance is considered steampunkish, but they are humanoids with mask with large googles. They make clacking noises, possible due to the mechanisms that sustain them. When they do talk it is either through some sort of psychic communication or vocal modulation. Furthermore they can induce hallucination in individual they target, having them perceive situations other than what they really are or inducing a specific illusion. This can be used to paralyze an individual in their own minds, believing they are incapacitated or locked in a state of waiting. It also can render them "invisible" or more broadcasting a "We are not here" vibe. It is explained that they use electro-magnetic frequencies to induce the hallucinations, cause memory lapses, avoid detection, and a number of other abilities. To me the manner in which they operate and appear remind me of aliens? Hidden message or this a cue to what may have been a story involving were-wolves versus greys? It is just odd that Chimeras are basically Hybrids....
Date: 12/14/2016 Type: CE4 Location: Los Angeles, CA Time of Incidents: 3:00pm Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:00pm (Me, Aunt) /10:00am (Guest) State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest) State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest) Odd occurrences before: Pops, Bangs, Something walking about Odd occurrences after: Being Watched.
I was experiencing another bought of Insomnia and did not go to sleep. I been exhausted and saddened by the loss of my friend. I should know better than to have faith in people. History repeats itself, and I am a failure by repeating things. So as one can say I am in a "not so happy mood". I am still doing my obligations though, but personally retreat to my room when not needed. I am trying though.
Yesterday around 3:00pm, my aunt was talking to someone. No one was in the house and she wasn't conversing with the dog. My ears picked up things and I had that feeling so I ran to the room. She was surprised to see me come in so suddenly. I asked her what was wrong. She kept looking in the mirror...and asked me if I saw it. I looked in the mirror and saw nothing. She says it is right there in the porch.
Although I saw nothing, I did feel something which made me come in, as well as whispers.
I told he to tell me where it was as I walked into the porch. I was going to come right next to it. As I got close it stepped back and went outside, according to her. I felt a elector-magnetic current as I approached the spot, my hairs were up.
She wanted to know what had happened so I had to explain things to the best of my ability. I told her it was out of phase with reality, thus invisible. The most likely reason why she could see it was probable due to a mental connection it has already established. I have no idea why I was able to hear something and feel something.
Date: 12/13/2016 Type: CE4 Location: Los Angeles, CA Time of Incidents: 3:55am-4:30am Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:00pm (Me-Next Day) /10:00am (Aunt)/10:00pm (Guest) State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad, Insomnia (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) State of Mind After: Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt) Odd occurrences before: Pops, Someone walking outside windows and brushing against the glass, "We are here", DNA Tests Results Odd occurrences after:White Dot, Walking Around, odd discoloration on aunt
As people already know I am having serious sleeping issues. My sleep pattern has been disruptive over the past few weeks. I am discounting this as a measure of stress and anxiety, and possibly because of the holiday season. Thanksgiving and Christmas only reinforce how alone and unloved I am, that I do not belong. It is always a trying time that I pretend through. Also as can be expected I am doing my best to maintain what I have barely, getting by. I keep doing what I can and what I must in order to survive and make sure I take care of my loved ones. I am also currently emotionally wounded. I heal, but this one hit hard.
Last night I didn't go to sleep. I didn't distract myself either like I usually do. I was on the net doing research into a variety of things from DNA Analysis, Ethnic and Cultural Identity, the science and theory behind the general phenomena of EVPs. I stopped a bit here and there and had a salad and some snacks, read a bit and just tried to sleep ever once and while. I do eventually fall asleep, but it is during the day only for a few hours. Around 3:00am the noises began, there was someone or something walking outside in the backyard. It was bigger than a cat, I could here it as its footfalls moved leaves out of the way. It also came up to the window and brushed the glass. I have bars on the window. Someone brushed against the glass, sounded like they were feeling. There are no obvious marks outside the window. Also there were other footfalls and sounds around the house in the same area "Kitchen" and "Aunt's Bathroom". There were some minor electrical disruption early around 11:30pm-1:30a.m. in which my cell phone turned on a few times. It was not because of any programs running on in the background. Also close to 4:00am I got the "We are here. You should be asleep. You should be asleep. We are here. He hears and more.". Of course I do my best to ignore this. Personally I discount these intuitive notions as I cannot have any evidence other than circumstantial..... I did what I do and stayed in the room.
Around 5:00am, which concerns me is that while one the net...a white pinpoint of light was shined into my right eye. I did move the eye and the dot moved according to my direct line of sight and disappeared after a few seconds. It was reminiscent of when a doctor shines a light into your eye, but there was no lens flare and was focused. There was even the after image...as if a light was shone in. I immediately got up and check on my aunt at this point. She was awake reading her book. She was sad, but since she did not say anything. I assumed it was just her leg.
After my guest got up and left for work I performed my daily duties. While taking care of her I noticed and odd discoloration on her left shoulder. It seemed to make a circle with and older discoloration. I asked if anything was wrong and she said no. I stayed up until 3:00pm and forced myself to go to sleep. During this time, again the knocks and something was walking about the room. I didn't care I needed sleep.
When I awoke around 10:00pm I again did my daily duties with her. This time she was afraid and wanted a stick. I asked her why and she said they came. She didn't want to tell me because she is afraid. She is afraid of what they would do. According to her she was reading a book when she noticed a free floating shadow come into the room. The door was closed...it just appeared in the corner. At first she thought she may have dozed off and this was a dream, but she was still reading. It them soon materialized into a tall white "grey". It stared at her and she looked at it. She noted that it was reflected in the mirrors. It reached out its hand and she muttered "Don't touch me or I will throw my book". She remembers just seeing it leave through the bathroom. It was then I looked at the discoloration on her back. It is faded, but there seems to be a series of small line of "needle" depressions, three dots... two spaced at inch apart and the third two inches from the middle one. This was the upper portions of the circle, the lower one had similar, but this seemed to be something that was older as it was behind a skin discoloration. This was non-conclusive....but it matched the marks on my right shoulder and something similar I saw to the "Horse Whisperer" recently.
So lets get into Spiritboxes. What are they exactly? Well originally someone came to the conclusion that spiritual entities could disrupt electricity. It is thought that in order to manifest they could utilize electricity, and is thought to be the cause of batteries draining and for the fluctuations in current (lights dimming, radio feedback, signal variation, etc). Then someone came to the conclusion of trying to communicate, using the "yes or no" method, like two taps for "yes" or three taps for "no" that can be found in a seance, but using a light as the current is disrupted. Now since we have had audio recordings, people have begun to pick up anomalous sounds as well. Records, Tapes, and digital recording have caught things. Even observed radio signals have picked up odd signals. Sometime these sessions are brief, and sometimes they last for a while. No one has tried to explain who they work....just given examples that they do. Some people will known these types of communications as EVP sessions or even the Video Tapes using White Noise.
As our technology improves and our understanding through experimentation, we know that things pop up with white noises and echo. If you look at old folklore and magic, this is way music and rhythm is used, there is something with sound and vibration that taps us in to communication. Back to modern day technology, people have thought using random audio or an electronic database would help in communication. This is where I have trouble understanding.....
Who does the being on the otherside know how to operate the mechanism? Especially given that the technology is new. How does a ghost know binary and let alone be able to read an electronic database?
I as an individual cannot hold up a flashdrive and microchip in my hand and intuitive know its contents....so if I am dead I gain those powers? I can understand audio recordings and disruption of a current, but a talking spirit box....not to sure. However, as I said there are more than one type of these devices....some work on other principles as using radio signals and echo distortion, or even allowing us to hear within a different range.
(Side Note: We know that the range of hearing difference from person to person, and is shown force as we age. Which means a 5 year old hears within a certain range and a 50 years does as well, they before have an overlap....but there are ranges each one can hear that the other cannot. Also animals can hear a different pitch range than us as well, a dog whistle is an example).
So what does this have to do with aliens? Well some people have claimed to have communicated with aliens using spiritboxes. It would make sense as it is a device for communication, they may be able to communicate using an electronic interface or as a medium to speak through if they have a different tone range. However again the question with such communication is "How do they know English". Well communicating with one, they know a variety of languages and forms of communication....and are found of puzzles. So I would say that can be very real...so the question is knowing that I have activity...should I start using it?
Currently I am exploring options....some of these devices are free programs and I have suspicion with on-line or net connect applications as I fear they are influenced by the hosting isp or creator. However, as siad you do not know unless you you try.
Ghost Radar is an app for a smartphone/tablet/PC app. Currently there are three versions; classic, legacy, and connect. Classic is available for free and has the feature of an "Entity Detector" that can measure the current strength of the signal and a voicebox which allows communication. This works offline. They have a proprietary algorithm they use and do not explain how the program works, or why any device can be used. How does my PC/Smartphone have the ability to detect spirits and let alone communicate with them?
Live Ghost Box by Steve Hultay is an app and online streaming program that allows communication using the reverse speech method on an AM broadband. So far he is constantly updating the program and is currently on its 39th iteration. There are free to use versions.
EchoVox by Big Beard Studios is one using a database of phonemes.
They are also the makers of BlackVox, DarkVox, EchoVox R-ITC, PhantomVox, SpiritVox, Spiritone, Spirit Voice, Spirit Lights, AudioTrap and SpiriTrap. All these online apps are used for paranormal reasearh and are variations on the same principle.
However as noted let the buyer beware. If you want some thoughts on how these work, there is an article debunking them.
Recently I been contemplating the issue of communication between alien entities and us human. As in a previous blog concerning communication, our language is a funny thing. The sounds that come out of our mouth, the symbols we use for comprehension, even our gestures are not universally understood. For example a smile in human society is a welcome expression, in the wild with animals it is a sign of aggression.
The way a person emphasizes or the inflection of a word can change its meaning, especially when one has to consider its context.... language in a normal sense if a very difficult thing to grasp. It is a skill that is acquired and needs to be sharpened by exposure and repetition. That is how we learn how to communicate, by exposure and repetition until a familiar understanding is built.
Those involved in the supernatural know there are a variety of tool used to communicate with beings who are not of this world (this includes religious people too!). Throughout the course of human history many cultures have come up with a series of methods to divine and communicate with beings; the deceased, angels, demons, and gods. These tools often take the form of tarot cards, runes, bibliomancy, crystal foci, chimes, automatic writing and drawing, and direct possession. This "medium" usually allows communication with otherworldly beings. So can one communicate with Aliens this way?
From what we can gather, they are an intelligent species that do collect and share data like we do. Through various encounters we have seen examples of writing, we observed language in various forms, and they do have an understanding of our culture. We assume that they have shared universal knowledge, like the grasp of mathematics, music, and concepts of medical and scientific understanding. So have they talked to us before? Some would argue yes, especially those that see a connection to alien influence with humanities rise to civilization and culture. Could these beings be the messengers of the gods of old? Were they confused with angels and demons? If they are these beings, then they already have established and laid basis for communication. So...why are they not talking...or is it because we are not listening.
Many of us who hold spiritual beliefs have been taught that exploration is a bad thing, that listening and communicating will damn our souls. Even in literature we are told this is taboo, as knowledge can drive a person insane. That the human mind cannot comprehend what is beyond our current scope of vision. We are constantly told that the whispers in the dark mean us harm...and we are lied to when those on high attempt to control us when they inform us that they are chosen and beings of light and goodness grace them with their whispers? We are taught to be afraid as their are devils to the left and angels to the right, but we fail to see the middle path. We cannot learn if we close our ears, our minds, and our hearts. We must be able to walk forward and withstand and adapt.
So going forward in our modern approach to things the concept of Spiritboxes come to pass. That there should be some technological way to communicate or at the very least listen to things that are unseen and unknown. Originally this was developed for paranormal investigations, allowing detection of electo-magntic fluctuations and hoping that a spirit can learn to communicate using various taps or beeps. The idea has progressed that they can communicate and form words as well, however I am unsure how a program was made...or even how a spirit would know how to operate.
We are currently at the frontier of Genetic Understanding, with the human genome finally mapped out we have a pretty good "idea" of how things work. However it is not scientific fact yet, more of an understanding an theory. The main issue is is building a workable database to make these comparisons to come to a reasonable conclusion, and what exactly you are looking for. The main issue of ancestry can be a touchy topic, as you have geneticist versus genealogist. What we find through genealogical records are still far more accurate than DNA testing for one simple reason, "Genetic Depreciation". It is not the official term, but here me out.... we can go back several generations realistically.
Parents 50% Grandparents 25% Great Grandparents 12.5% Great Great Grandparents 6.5% Great Great Great Grandparents 3.125% Great Great Great Great Grandparents 1.56% Great Great Great Great Great Grandparents 0.78%
Further what exactly are the main groupings? Because of political correctness we no longer classify certain genetic groups under Mongoloid, Caucasian, Negroid, or Aboriginal. Under the old understanding Mongoloids would include the peoples of Asia and Indigenous America "Aka Chinese, Indonesia, Japan,
Eskimo, Native American Indians"; Caucasian would include European and Semitic Ancestry "Aka Europe, Russia, Mediterranean, Scandinavia, Persia, Arabic, India"; Negroids would include the native people of Africa; and lastly Aboriginal would include the native people of Australia. The individuals who make up Oceania were considered a blend of Aboriginal and Asia bloodlines. This in my was the old groupings without the new Genetic Testing Standards, which now include other than Homo Sapien as it has been accepted that there are traces of Neanderthals and others in modern humans. So not only have our classifications change, but our understanding of our genetic purity as well and some fallacies regarding the cradle of life and I would suggest influence by eurocentric and religious views.
So going forward I did participate in Ancestry DNA testing, and it confirmed what I already knew. Nothing too surprising as the DNA testing is still rather general. For example I already know I share Caucasian and Native American DNA...and those were basically my results. I did not need to take a DNA test to know that. Same for my friend who is of Chinese descent....and it confirmed... he is very obviously Asian... duh!.
The significant problem is when you try to specify the ethnic groupings, there are no reliable databases in regards to Native American and Asian genetics that can specifically compare DNA sample. Most of the North American Indians have been wiped out, those in Central America and Southern America are mixed.
You may still have strong lineages such as the Eskimo, Incas, and Brazilian tribes but.... what about everyone else. Also what complicates matters are Ethnic Identity versus genetic Identity....and as far as the current databases with the mass blending and mingling of people who accurate is that trace of North African.... especially when that region in not necessarily Negroid? Same with the Asian analysis.... no one is just Chinese... the Chinese themselves recognize over 20 ethnic groups....so for the hundred plus dollars you spent you would hope you would better better results than... yeah your from the "North Part of the World"
TV shows like "Know your Roots" on PBS or "Who Do You think Your Are" on TLC are deceptive in some regards. They really heavily on genealogy research looking at available documentation to find links between people such as organization, birth certificates, religious documents, census data etc... to determine your ancestry. If living relatives or acceptable remains that can be tested, can only provide a biological link...but cannot accurate delve further into the past to determine what you are. As I said at this point genealogy trumps genetic testing.
