Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Seas and the Mountains Apocalypse No....

Date: June 9th, 2019
Type: Dream, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 12:00am-4:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Scared, Anxious (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Riverside Party, Visions
Odd occurrences after: None

Over the years I have heard many concerns of an upcoming apocalypse or paradigm shift. Various individuals claim that the waters will rise and we have to flee to the mountains. These waters rise from the oceans, either from massive tidal waves or from space. Either way many are killed in a rush of water and people flee upwards.

Although I have seen these various scenes unfold over and over, it is not from what most people think it is from. It is not an apocalyptic event..... but something much more mundane. My version of these events have happened many times over as just part of a series of dreams in the "other" place. Like the resorts or theaters.... but these are the "Camp Grounds" and "Beach". what was odd about this occurrence was that I recently met up with a group from Riverside. One of the guest had a striking resemblance to the man in the warehouse on a chair, the one who had asked me for the location of some items. Apparently I worked for him and arranged the warehouse. This individual here claims to be a form officer, pie maker, and now is physicist for Purdue with friends in JPL He claims to have been in contact with a galactic council who took him offworld for a week, showed him concepts that are beyond human reckoning and gave him a crystal rod. He mentioned and his friend confirmed that he would be surrounded by allies, and apparently is link to Dr. Grier via a director.

Saturday night I went to bed and as I lay down I was told "Don't be afraid we will not harm you. we just want to talk". As my eyes were closed a shimmering rainbow pattern was seen with sparkles like silver motes of glitter. The next thing I know I am u in the mountains in the camp ground. I recognize this place as I have been up before. No one else has arrived yet. I go to the cabin and look for the pamphlets that will describe today activities. There is a woman there and she greets me. I nod. She says " We would like to show you something, follow me". She starts to take me on a tour of things, we walk outdoors and there is a number of exhibits and people all about. She asks if I want a mate, a beautiful girl appears. I reply simply "That is not what I want. Don't offer this again please". She seems puzzled and I proceed to the exhibits.
The exhibits go again over their involvement with humanity, show the natural sciences, astronomy, and various forms of communication. I try not to be rude, but I explain I have been shown this. I need to get home. As I am walking down to the rest of the exhibits I recognize a person who looks like Brian Cranston.
He is having trouble walking on the sand. We are at the sea side along a beach. The waves are gently lapping, but the surf is getting more and more intense. As I look back a huge wave s approaching. People are running trying to head to the high ground up on the dunes. I hear "You should have chosen to stay. You are doomed now". The waves comes crashing, I and few others stand a can bear the wave... but many are swept away. Even the ones crawling up the sand dunes are hit. I yell out, "The water is receding you don't have to ascend. It is a trick! Come help me get the others. They need help". Most of the people are scrambling in a panic. A few here and there like myself are trying to help the others. As I get to were Mr. Cranston was and begin to dig him out the scene shifts and we are in a cylindrical room. Before me are the bodies of several others and a few greys. I hear a lady say "Congratulations. You have managed to save the directors of the projects so we may continue the work.". I yell out "What about the others. We are supposed to save the people". A reply is stated "They are non-consequential and their will be more. Perform you duties and revive the directors." I grab an air pistol and begin to shoot the containers were the directors are, a few other with me seem to feel the same way and break the containers. The red alarms go off. Me and few others open the hatches and begin to make are way/escape. We are the resistance.
 

Friday, June 7, 2019

They took us all

Date: June 7th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:45am
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Scared, Anxious (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Yellow Light, Invisible Being
Odd occurrences after: None

This week I have been dealing with my Wolfbrother's major operation and have not had any time for myself.
On thursady I went to go see a movie and had dinner, dropping off my Wolfbrother's mother and came home. I was in a good mood and even sent my Wolfbrother a video from the latest pokemon Nintendo Direct about about Sword & Shield. It was late approaching like 3:30am. I decided to go to sleep and lay down. As I lay in my area and tried to fall asleep I noticed an invisible being standing by the shelf. I paid it no mind, figuring it was just me being tired.

Around 4:00am my alarm went off. I was drowzie and turned it off. I took the phone and went to my sleeping area. I was trying to get back to sleep and looking at my nightlight and thought.. "What is the yellow light? I have blue light..." and faded off to sleep. The next thing I hear is my aunt yell and I am quickly awake.
I look for my clothes and only have my sheet which I cover myself in and run. The weird thing was that there was no door, and I don't think I was in the room. I also had trouble running as it took effort since my foot was touching the ground entirely and had to bound like a quadruped to get some momentum. The path I took exited the room into a hallway in which I made a left passing by a few rooms (In hindsight this was not my house, I passed a few rooms and was making a beeline to where my aunt was screaming. I good hear their murmurs from the passing rooms). As I got closer my aunt screamed "Don't come in! They are in here. Go get Sebastian. Don't come in!". Of course I thought to myself fuck it and leaped in. It was darkness, they were trying to blind me and stop me. I bounded in growling and was surrounded. They attempted to attack and intrude my mind. All I heard was "How is he resisting?", "You indicated this one was asleep", "He should not be here", "Put him down", and a few of the smaller ones came in and began to physical pummel and dog pile me. "How is he doing that? He shouldn't be able?", "Oh it is that ONE. He is progressing". They beat my unconscious.

I wake up in the room with my aunt and she is crying. It is not well illuminated, but I can see her and hear her, relying on my other senses. I am in pain, but shake it off. She looks at me and asks what's wrong with my eye. I told her don't worry. From what I noticed looking from her POV... my left eye was all black. Meaning the pupil and eye were black like theirs. I told her and re-assured her it was me. At that point Sebastian tried to run in, was pulled back, and then I yelled "Give him back", and pounded on the door. She started crying and told me that they put her on a table and were doing things. I could see another room nearby... it was like her bathroom sort of in that it was an adjacent room with an air vent and fan. I went there and yelled "I can see you. I know you are up there", the lights moved. "You know who I am. Stop this!". One of them came out holding Sebastian who did not move. "We know who you are" it communicated. "You know what you must do. You are not to involve yourself with you Wolfbrother. He is our broken toy and not yours. His phase is over and no longer requires your presence". "Leave Sebastian out of this" I think back. It continues "Your love for him gives him hope, you continue to support and be a beacon. He is ours. You cannot save him. He is ours as well as you". He begins to peel off the black from Sebastians claw revealing the quick. "Stop!" I communicate. "You and her will be removed within a year and a half. We have told you this. Your attachments make you inferior, he is an animal like you. You will comply. Yes?", he states and begins to split Sebastian's claw. "Stop it." I yell.

The next thing I know I am standing in a field of yellow grass at some abandoned playing field. In the distance there are six dust devils coming down from grey clouds in a hexagon pattern. There are a group of men with me. My wolfbrother is standing with me. He tells me we need to get through. They are trying to separate us. I tell him I know and request that he take my hand and not let go. We will get through this but he needs to hold on. The other men I recognize, I meet them before, people I have identified as "touched" like myself. As we trying to pass the dust devils, I can hear their thoughts "What are you doing? He is ours? You cannot simply just leave. You are more advanced than you know, but not beyond our reach. Stop what you are doing". I tell my wolfbrother to run and not let go. As we brave the dust devils and our goal is in sight and they come at us again. My wings unfurl and I am keeping them at bay. I look at my wolfbrother and tell him "I love you, together we can fight them off. Our love can.." he looks at me and lets go, he says "I changed my mind. They made me a better offer. See you" and walk off. I am wounded by him. The other men make it through. Others are coming at me.... their drones. Among the throng of them I see Dominic.... he is lost....
I stand there and scream, extending my wings up and leaving that place.

I wake up in my room. I am confused and start crying. My body hurts. I am not sure what happened. I remember my aunt screaming and I quickly get Sebastian and check on her. She is confused a bit and tells me she had a bad dream. She remembers screaming because someone came in and touched her. THEY came in. She recalls saying "Don't come in they are here". She remembers tell me about a "table", and she become concerned because THEY got Sebastian. I filled her in on my part, as she confirmed this was not a dream. we couldn't go back to sleep.....

I was sore and had trouble breathing. My right ankle, my left calf, my left side under my ribcage, my right shoulder, and my left eye and temple were all sore. I felt as if someone beat me (which was the case). I could not find bruises, but I am internally sore, even after a day. My PTSD is up, but I am pushing through for my Wolfbrother.

I did communicate with him the events that happened. Later that day when meditating with him... his "friends" spoke to me. They liked "my singing" and want me to continue helping him. They won't help me though, my wolfbrother must "join" with me first. They said we are made for eachother. I am so tired of being pulled in both directions, my Wolfbrother not listening to reason or the evidence we have. I do not know what to do.
I just want to run and find someone... but there is no one.