Puppet Steals Book

Date: 12/18/2025
Type: Unknown
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 8:45pm (Me), 12:00am (Aunt/Wolfbrother)
State of Mind Before: Me (Exhausted, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Bothered), Aunt (Pain, Stressed)
State of Mind After: Me (Tired, Apathetic), Wolfbrother (N/A), Aunt (Calm)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None

It has been a very stressful week. My wolfbrother has been bothered alot just with his issues and my aunt's health and mental state is all over the place. We had appointments for my wolfbrother and finally there is some assistance to monitor and help with her pain management. As expected during the most "magical" time of the year.... depression hits me hard as I tried to avoid the force gleeful and merry holiday spiel. I am exhausted and mentally not in a good place due to that and the added stress from both my aunt and wolfbrother. My motto is "Why surround yourself with brief warmth and love, when there is nothing but the pain". I can deal with the adversity, the hate, the darkness.....but the false expectations of the holidays start to put the bad ideas in my head about being "loved and appreciated". I want love, but it is impossible. I am damaged, dead in places, my trust in others is not there, I know I am not wanted or desired, and I no longer have anything to offer. I deal with realism.... and I am fine in the bitter cold.

Enough of that, my apologies for the rainbows and sunshine..... anyhow I had a very weird "dream".

Dream:

I am at a facility, white polymer rounded halls. I have two books with me. One is a false copy with partial truths and misinformation regarding UFO/UAPS/Aliens....the other has the factual information regarding them. I am guarding both copies as we are getting ready to deliver the books. The larger official book is a decoy....as we have a feeling that they will try to suppress the information. I am by myself, but I know there is a "we"(connected to others like a hivemind, but I am compartmentalized?). A young black girl comes in and take one of the books. I began to chase her down the hall....there is something riding her. I catch glimpse of a being... and almond colored grey that is looking back at me as she is running away. It is as if she is cradling  it in her arms and it is looking back. I can sense it whispering in her mind. "Take the book. We must destroy it before they know the truth. Keep walking. He will not catch you".

I am right behind them. His face seem to be if he was crocheted, and looks like a yarn puppet. He keeps whispering and seems puzzle that I can see him and I think he sense I can hear him. She is instructed to stop. I catch up and come face to face with him. She is clutching the book. "You can see me. Curious. Are you aware of what I am doing?" the face crumples as if frowning. "You will not stop us. I not sure what you are. It is too late. We have your book. There is nothing you can do". Then the girl and he started to run off and turning down one of the halls. I stopped and sighed.....at least they took the other book and I closed off that hallway. I willed myself to wake up.

Awake: 

I am awake now and aware of what happened. I am not happy as I don't know why I would have this. I looking around and check things to make sure I am not being watched or monitored. I have to get up anyway to change them and check in as it close to 3:00am. I feel hurt cause I am alone. There supposed to be more than just me. 

  

 

Images and Strangeness

Date: 5/28/2025
Type: CE5?
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Me (Tired, Depressed), Wolfbrother (Agitated)
State of Mind After: Me (Depressed, Tired, Apathetic, Worried), Wolfbrother (Upset), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Door was unlocked

As mentioned I been spending more and more time isolated at night in the other area. This is mostly due to my Wolfbrother not allowing me to sleep due to his issues at night. Since I am always on alert....I have a hard time trying to go to sleep since I never feel safe. I usually trying to relax and create a somewhat personal relaxing environment. 

I was watching TV to relax, LOL: England final episode.....to my surprise I became alert at a white hand with a set of long fingers was opening the door to the living room. The hand was furled along the door and then vanished. I looked at the door for a few minutes as I grabbed my phone. I had locked the outer door and closed the door....but the door was now slightly ajar as if an arm and hand had poked through. The hand was not typical alien.... but creepy long with long fingers. An image of one standing out there flashed in my head and I rushed to close the door. I knew I locked it......but that would mean that it was unlocked now? I sat back down and checked the time...It was around 2:40am.... I continued to watch the TV and door for 30min more. Watching the windows and listening. Eventually I had to use the bathroom and as soon as I got up....a flash of three of them standing behind the curtain in the hall. I was made cause I was beginning to become fearful. I grabbed my phone and turned the light on. As I passed the other open bedroom a figure was standing there and I ignored an made my way to the bathroom. I did my business walked back and side glanced the room....nothing there. Yet before I got to the living room another flash of one standing at the shelves made my pause.....yet I walked in and nothing unusual. Eventually after 45minutes of waiting and watching the television the fear subsided...and wondering why I got spooked.

I fell asleep around 4:00am. Woke up at 5:45am and was strangely refreshed as if I had slept longer than that. I went back to sleep though and woke up at 7:30am. Again I locked at the phone confused...and went back to bed. I woke up at 9:30am.... pestered that I keep waking up then going to sleep. I lay down and woke up again around 10:30am. When I left the area....the door was indeed unlocked.... and that scared me.

Impressions...these were not mine....if there was an incident at all. They were very different in feel and operation. Plus there may have been a chance that I was not really at home from 2:30 till 5:30 am when this all started. It just is weird. 

 

Alien Church: Mind Evolvers

Located in Los Angeles, California....the Alien Church: Mind Evolvers is a Christian Based Church that incorporates various beliefs which includes Extra-terrestrials. If interested it is located at 1250 S. Flower St., Los Angeles, CA, 90023.

The video above showcases what the center is all about, which serves as a meeting place to discuss the topic of Aliens, UFOs, and Spiritual Beliefs. It also is a bit of a Metaphysical Shop and Artist Commune with some original merchandise such as T-Shirts and some fractal art which can manipulate the energy around you.There is also a psychic there available for other services as well.

For the most part they claim to be based on Christian Beliefs, as much of there iconography is based upon the Catholic Tradition. However, as mentioned they are open to various ideas and interpretations that there is evidence within the biblical narratives that extra-terrestrials have made they appearance to early man.

Grandmother and Some Dreams

Date: 7/5/2024 to 7/20/2024
Type: CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:00am to 6:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am to 4:00am
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Depressed
State of Mind After: Tired (Me), Wolfbrother (Upset), Aunt (N/A)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother Contact and Sightings
Odd occurrences after: Audio "Name Called"

The level of activity varies from time to time. My personal activity unless it is really obvious CE4 stuff are series of CE5 dream intrusions. My Wolfbrother who lives with me has CE4/CE5 level on contact and interference. The main difference between myself and my Wolfbrother is that he initially wants to talk to them and make deals, while observe and resist.

With my Wolfbrother, he claims that they come into the room and look at him. They run by the bed or they appear in the doorways looking in. They communicate at times asking him stupid questions and instigating bad feeling between him and I. They have accused me and tried to convince him that I intend to hurt him, and he needs to strike back "again". This group tries to confuse him a lot, telling him false narratives of his past as well as trying to convince him that they are an authority figure and knows what is best for him. He does communicate this to me, and I try to let him know to not listen and compare things of what they show him and say. Most of the time they do make errors by generalizing things and not accurately portraying stuff... attention to detail is missed...as things are off or illogical. From time to time I do feel a presence before he says something or I do note odd flashes in the room that have no source. So something is happening on his end.

As for myself the high level of activity has decreased from what it was, and it is mostly check ins or feedback when they are in the area. To remind people of what "feedback" I am aware of their presence and can tune in on their activity. Either watching the POV of one or more of them as they walk around and do there stuff, or can hear the overall chatter and instructions. I assume they are within the area, as far as distance I have no idea when this kicks in....but it is not intentional on their end. The odd thing though that they do seem to do is "Dream Intrusion".  Meaning that you can be having a normal dream and they show up in it, as in outplace or an oddly specific theme and tone change take over. I know everyone has there own level of dreaming from lucid to placid, some people can read while other are just observers with no control. These two were interactive and highly lucid in the end where they "intruded".

Dream 1

There was a recent power outage around Fourth of July in my area that influenced this dream. As in the dream the power went out and as usual I go to check on my aunt and get candles/lantern for her so she wouldn't be in the dark. This felt more like a memory reply, and I was aware of it just going through the motions. However when I was walking back to my room, my grandmother was on the floor asking for help (my grandmother passed away in 2000). Without hesitation I went to her to help her up, I asked her what was wrong and she spoke in Spanish saying "They were here. They are in the house. They dragged me out of the room and through me on the floor. What is going on?" I told her "Don't worry. I am here now. Let me help you up and get you to your room. Are you hurt, is everything ok." and I looked her over to make sure she wasn't bruised or bleeding since we have a tile floor in the hallway now. Again she said "They are here. They are watching you. Why is he here? He is so mean to you. You need to be careful, I know you are not happy". I explained to her ignoring the alien reference "He is here because he needs me. He needs help. I am never going to be happy or get what I want. I am doing what is right". The dream intrusion ends there. As I am now fully wake on the floor, I am stressed. Why in the heck would I have dream this? Okay... why the alien references. I dislike having ANY dreams with family members (good or bad standing), with my grandma who is in good standing I don't like that I found her in a state of discomfort (one that had never happened, so that was not a memory). Also the urgency of her warning about "them" and the asking about my "wolfbrother" irked me.

Dream 2

A recurring theme in my dreams of this house is that the "large room" has something wrong with it. In my dreams the room that I slept in while I was younger has been remembered in my dreams as "Super Creepy". The electricity won't work to turn on the lights sometimes, there is a heavy prescience in the room, you don't want to go in, the door opens and closes at times, the windows open and closes on it own, and furniture gets tossed around. In the real world....many of my teenage abductions happened there....and there is some odd activity in there as far as the door opening and closing on it own. In the real world, guest have seen weird shadows from time to time. This time in the dream I am again, for some reason, sleeping in the room again, I am apprehensive since I know this is bad. I check the windows to make sure they are locked and closed, and that the curtains cannot be moved so no one can see in. I look around the room to make sure everything is in its place. The computer monitor, TV, lights and lamps, clear space, and closet doors are closed. I do not want to sleep there. I lay on the bed, but I force myself to stay awake. As I sit there, my aunt and grandma scream. I check on my aunt and she seems okay and tells me to check on my grandmother. I go to her room and she is crying in the bed as if waking up from a horrible nightmare. Again she speaks in Spanish to me "Why are they here. What do they want. They mentioned you. Why are you important to them?". I tried to console her and tell her that she is okay. I explain to her that they always come since i was little, that grandpa saw then, my aunt and mom saw them. You just don't want to accept that they are aliens, you keep things angels or demons. They are not ghosts, but physical beings who have harmed me. I also explain again about my wolfbrother and why he is here. He needs me and he is my family. At this point I hear a loud bang and run to my aunt's room and she is okay. The door to my old room slammed shut and the light go out in the hallway. They are here, in the room. I don't want to go in, but I charge the door and make my way into the room. The light is on, but the whole room is overturned and disarrayed. The window is open and the drapes open. I know this is not good. I wake up very upset. Again, why is my grandmother appearing in my dream. Again... why is she asking about the Aliens and why am I explaining...AGAIN.. about my situation with my wolfbrother.

Solstice Happenings and Activity

Date: 6/14/2024 and 6/15/2024
Type: CE3,CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:00am/10:30pm/5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:30 (Me)
State of Mind Before: Stressed, Depressed
State of Mind After: Bothered (Wolfbrother), Upset (Me), Scarred (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Odd Knocking on the Walls, Hearing their Presence.
Odd occurrences after: Nausea and Headache (Me)

So far the activity has been relatively light overall. Most of the activity is focused around my wolfbrother and usually cannot be confirmed. As mentioned my wolfbrother does has been afflicted with an unknown psychosis in which lead to the accident and the problems we have had in his recovery. His behavior during our entire relationship has been one of CE5 mentality, attempting to work and bargain with these beings.

Early Friday morning after I made my rounds and put them to bed, I secluded myself in our auxiliary space. Wolfbrother antics do not allow me restful sleep, and I am on edge. I know that they have been monitoring me and keeping quiet. I can sense their presence and I do my best to keep it out of mind, trying to keep occupied between my duties as a caregiver and my hobbies. I do not want to sleep. Deep down I am scared and depressed, I just do not show it nor deal with it since I have two other people to care for. I accept the way things are; I am not loved, nor worthy of love, I am broken, THEY will always be watching, and no one finds value in me....I am just a useful tool for those I serve. I do want to end my life, but I have duties and responsibilities that come before me. So far when I seclude I been trying to get my mind off thing by watching Letterkenny.

At this time around 2:00am, I have a feeling they are around while I am watching my show. I ignore, despite hearing a odd knock on the wall outside. The door outside moved. Again I did my best to ignore.

My aunt claims that a tall entity walked into to her room, looked at her and checked out the room quickly and walked out. She tried calling me, but I was out of range. Wolfbrother does not recall any yelling or unusual activity.

 

Friday night after he went out to smoke, my wolfbrother was relaxing and listen to music in the back. He calls me saying that they are on the neighbors roof and a tall white is walking out back. I go out and I do not see anything, but I do detect a weird pressence in the sense my hair is up and I feel funny in the head. I explain since I do not see anything, I cannot confirm his experience...but something seems off. He says they are watching us. I taking him in and resume my duties, making sure they go to bed. Again I go and seclude myself and watch some TV. I am not bothered and concerned by the events, I am just depressed and and stressed with everyday life; inflation, illegal immigration, and idiotic policies going on.

 

It is getting late and it is after 4am, it should be safe and I get ready for sleep. I try to get comfortable and knock out right away, which should be a read flag....since the past few days I had trouble feeling comfortable.... and was "bothered". I have a very odd dream. I am in my room, but my grandmother was there. She was asking why and how come my wolfbrother is occupying my room and why am I caring for him. I explain the situation. She then comments on how tired I look, worn, and that I should make sure I am okay. I reassure here that I am doing the best I can, but there is no one to step in...and there is no help. I am alone. I start to feel bad, as I know no loves me and I would never be able to have a normal relationship with someone because I am defective and that I have THIS issue. I tell her I have things to do and start working on my computer files to make myself feel better. We started have a discussion about UFO's on how they seem bigger on the inside and why a sphere is used. As the gravity of the craft is on the interior of the walls with the main engine and power source is at the center. I mentioned to that FTL travel is achieved by manipulating gravity and transitioning to 2D. That its is a matter of perspective as a 3D environment can exist with a 2D space, just as we can see a 4D object in 3D space. With It is getting late and I go check on my aunt. She is in her room reading her book. There is something off with her room as the furniture was moved around to original position, no window, and wrong dog with her. She says "I am reading. You can go away. I do not need anything". I just say "ok" and leave. As I walk out I notice that the other bedroom there is a bright light in there, and know what that is. From under the door crack I can see an elongated toe with a dark claw (this is not typical at all). I attempt to leave, but their is a weird magnetic force emanating from the door. I feel week and unable to move, but I am fighting it...I yell for my grandmother to come and pull me past the threshold of the bathroom. She asks whats going on and I tell her "They are here", I even mention that there is an odd force present. I put my key on the floor and they are pulled down the hall. I say we need to arm ourselves... she goes into the kitchen. As I look back the door open and it comes out and walks into my aunt's room. She screams. I tell my grandmother to get a knife, it is coming. It walks out quickly from her room and toward the kitchen. I run toward the kitchen to arm myself, my grandmother is not present. It is standing at the threshold of the laundry room were the kitchen is and looks at me. It is attempting to make me submit by staring at me. My mind starts to get fuzzy and I feel that I am gonna turn off.  I say "No. Not playing this game", and I begin to blur the image and thoughts all white. I feel as if I cam going to throw up too. An odd mental broadcast from it was being repeated in the background "New Format. New Format. New Format. New Format"... and I was keenly aware what I was seeing was not the usual, it was disguising itself. The being was tall and gangly, approximate 6'8", the arms were bent as if the space was too small for it and it had very long fingers. It was almond shape in color, but the head was small with deep eyessockets and black orbs inside. It reminded me of a cross between the depiction of "The Silence" and "Alien 4" xenomorph-hybrid. It was set on making fall asleep. 

As mentioned I was getting mentally attacked and was attempting to "white out" the situation. I woke up talking and fully aware of transitioning. I wanted to vomit and felt dazed. I quickly looked at my phone, and it was 5:30am. I stated to write down everything, when I was done ironically Wolfbrother called me in around 6:45am. I let him know what had happened, and that I did not feel well nor that I wanted to live. It was bothering me a lot... which usually does not happen. I just asked him to allow me some rest and stayed with him. When we woke up later I was able to resume my duties,

 

Disconnected Land Line Rings UFO Activity

Date: October 4th, 2021
Type: CE Anomaly
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 1:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 11:02pm
State of Mind Before: Worried-Anxious-Depressed-Pain (Me)/Ok (Aunt)/Hospitalized-Angry (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
State of Mind After: Bothered (Me)/Bothered (Aunt)/N/A (Wolfbrother)/Ok (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Fire Truck with Sirens Driving northbound on then silence
Odd occurrences after: None

So first off, on Saturday Wolfbrother had to be hospitalized. Over the past few months he has been having some trouble coping with some issues. We been trying to work with him to help him out, but it has gotten to a point that it is beyond our control. Because of this I am currently running low on sleep for the past 48 hours with just a few catnaps, my injury bothers, but the emotional  ones hurt really really bad. I am doing my best to try and cope, but mu usual distractions such as video games and movies are not working. I can't relax and in a state anxiety? I just can't shut off right now as into relax and sleep mode. That is the state I am in currently.

Prior to the anomaly I slept for some 5 minutes and woke up as my guest took a shower. Wasn't groggy and wide awake again. This was around 11:30pm, so I decided to watch SNL from last night hoping to be distracted. Owen Wilson and the episode did make me laugh, and put me in a better mood. As I was still awake I decided to switch to Netflix and try to find something there. There was a documentary called ironically "John was just trying to contact Aliens". As I played it to see what it was about, 1 minute into it a"Fire Truck" with sirens started down the street and went north for a block... and the noise just vanished as it started. 

This is the first anomaly. The street it traveled up is a residential side street, the closest fire station is a few miles away. The noise of the sirens and the engine suddenly started, as there was no incoming noise that it was travel to us. Likewise it did pass the house..and there was no fade away either. Just stopped. There is no fire truck outside as well... nor is there any indication of an emergency in the vicinity. Again, on an empty residential street.... why would a fire truck blare its sirens at 1:30 am on a Sunday night for just a block? 

The second anomaly, which is disconcerting is that my land-line telephone rang a few time.. but sounded like and old flip phone/clock radio ring tone. At first I thought it was the movie, but the sound bite didn't fit into the scene. Also the firetruck was going by.....but the ringing sound was coming from the direction of the old land line phone. Now... I tried to dismiss it. I rewind the film several times to the scenes in which the ringing occurred. Now such sound was duplicated. Although I already new the answer, I checked the land line phone. It was still disconnected and there was no power to it. My landline was disconnected for the past 6 years or so. Given the context of the Fire Truck and the film I was watching.... and checked in on my aunt.

She was awake watching TV, different program dram about some horse ranch up in Montana. She confirmed that she heard the odd Fire Truck. Also what is worse.... she confirms that her disconnected and non-powered land-line rang as well. Unlike myself she was unaware of the situation with my Wolfbrother or myself..... and was relatively OK.

The reason why I am reporting this is there is an odd history with "Fire Truck" and alien abduction with us. Second we had a physically anomaly in two separate rooms in which non operation landline phones rang. Third.... if it is "THEM" they are aware that my Wolfbrother is not here.

Shadowy Ectoplasm

Date: April 11th, 2019
Type:  CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 9:00pm-10:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep:N/A
State of Mind Before: Tired, Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/Asleep (Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Calm (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)/Asleep (Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: White being in the hall.
Odd occurrences after: None

I was working on my books, when I abruptly decided to go take a nap in the living room. As soon as I lay there, I quickly entered an altered state. I felt warm and safe, and could hear other voices.
My aunt was watching TV in the other room, but I could hear a conversation going on. I was somewhere in between and no longer in the living room I was surrounded by a number of tall beings. I was quickly asked pick a form that would be pleasing. I did so, and many of them appeared as very handsome gentleman. They wanted to interact with me, and told them that if they would appear in this form more often I would be able to easily converse and interact with them. However I knew this was an illusion, and my mind quickly asked what the true form was. Before that I was looking around the room, I was still in the living room, but beyond the bookcases was lab equipment. They kept moving infront as for me as not to see. It was a pleasant interaction, but as I stated once I asked the true form....it went dark.
I began concentrating and it seemed something was attempting to read my thoughts, there was a remark about the number of creatures and entities as was aware of. However when I wanted a handsome human male again, I was told that template was unknown. The familiar figure of a gray began to emerge. A begin to wiggle faster and soon I found myself in the abandoned hotel.
It seems I was returned to the resort (previously mentioned many time). It was empty as usual and it was the wing in which I remember them saying that we would have. I was hoping to find my mother there as she was once stationed there. It was empty save for the clothes and bedding all over the place. It bothered me that I knew I was here before, which reminded myself I needed to get up.

When I managed to open my eyes, the ceiling and bookcases were covered with ethereal shadowy stands, which reminded me of a jellyfish field. Instantly I felt that this was a shadowy projection from another plane, one that allowed communication with the otherside. It was the same projection that my aunt has seen in the hallway and the bathroom. It disappears once light is flashed upon it. It has made an appearance as of last October on 2019. In November I did a ritual that would cleanse the bathroom and hallways. It has not made an appearance until now.

White Static Visit

Date: July 27th, 2019
Type: Dream, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 2:30am-2:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Extremely Depressed (Me)/In Pain (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Break Up with Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: None

So for the past two months my wolfbrother has been in recovery from major surgery. We all have been doing are best to try and save his life. He is extremely uncooperative and has periods were he lashes out if he doesn't get his way. I am one of the people who gets the brunt of his anger. My other friends have advised me multiple times to walk away from his self destructive behavior, and I have but stupidly I do come back because I truly love him. Recently I stepped away once more because of his attitude, and I think it is the last time. This issue has thrown me into a very depressed state.... and it has negatively impacted me functionality
I been doing my best to force myself to get up and continue the responsibilities I have. The last thing one my mind is them.

Yet this weekend is a CERO meeting, and of course they show up. Yet I don't know who they are.
I was already up as I had to do my nightly rounds with my aunt and put her to bed. I checked on our canine pal and went back to my room and lay down. I was still feeling bad. I was having trouble trying to fall asleep as I was sad, I checked the phone and there was no calls. After 7 messages I guess he finally got the picture.
The way my room is now, your can tell when somethings off. Someone was in the room, I could hair the sheets and papers move and shift. The subtle warning system, but I was so sad I didn't care. Then the noise started, that hi pitched ringing. The first thought was "Leave me alone. Go away" in the most hurt tone I could think. Then reality hit has the tingling of paralysis was setting in. I moved my legs to cover my toes. The ringing stopped, I sensed confusion. Again I thought "Leave me alone. Go away". The sound started again, and I thought "NO!" in irritation and moved a bit. Someone walked by the shelf, invisible bending the light.
"You know I can see you. Just go away. I am not in the mood and don't feel well". Again confusion and pause. "If you gonna have someone to have sex with me I do have a specific preference, that at least would cheer me up". Again their was confusion. From what I could read was "Why not asleep. How resist? Eyes are open".

The next time they up the sound and I was not able to move and the world went white. All I could see was like white snow on the TV. Their movements were there and I could make out shapes... it was like when they simulate radar for visualization. I could hear and register their thoughts and mine. The under conversation in the background from them was "Can he see us? Does he hear? Will he move?". Of course I am angry at this point "I told you to go away. I am hurt and in pain. Do you have any idea what my wolfbrother as done?" I thought. In response "You said he can't see us. I am getting a feedback". My fingers were twitching and my toes were too, it brushed one of them as they got close and they moved back. "You said he would not. What is going on? Should we leave?". I respond "Just get it over with. Ask? This is no way to have a conversation. How many time have I told you. There are easier ways to talk and get to know me". Again confusion. I start crying at this point and pouring out my deep sadness, my sense of loneliness, betrayal, my bitterness of life, myself loathing, my worthlessness, my pain. Then I just stopped. The snow went grey...it was no longer white. There were three of them... I could make them out better.... just shapes but I could see better. Two were trying to process what was going on, the third was just watching. I let the silence last for a few seconds.... and for some reason I just let out this intense siren of pain.... it like what they do in a movie with a loud sound.....it cause them to run and leave. I was free and I had my sight back and I sat up. I look around.
They had moved my comforter which was on the side. There was no way my hand hit a pillow, it was one of them. I got up and checked the room. I checked my phone.... and wanted to text my wolfbrother. I knew I couldn't....... I just tried to cry myself to sleep.

Thirty minutes later......as I was still awake. I heard my aunt scream my name. I got dressed and ran to her room. She was asleep. She don't look disturbed or in any state of REM activity. The sound was audible....but there was nothing. I checked the house and went back to my room. By 5:00am I finally shut down.  

Seas and the Mountains Apocalypse No....

Date: June 9th, 2019
Type: Dream, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 12:00am-4:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Scared, Anxious (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Riverside Party, Visions
Odd occurrences after: None

Over the years I have heard many concerns of an upcoming apocalypse or paradigm shift. Various individuals claim that the waters will rise and we have to flee to the mountains. These waters rise from the oceans, either from massive tidal waves or from space. Either way many are killed in a rush of water and people flee upwards.

Although I have seen these various scenes unfold over and over, it is not from what most people think it is from. It is not an apocalyptic event..... but something much more mundane. My version of these events have happened many times over as just part of a series of dreams in the "other" place. Like the resorts or theaters.... but these are the "Camp Grounds" and "Beach". what was odd about this occurrence was that I recently met up with a group from Riverside. One of the guest had a striking resemblance to the man in the warehouse on a chair, the one who had asked me for the location of some items. Apparently I worked for him and arranged the warehouse. This individual here claims to be a form officer, pie maker, and now is physicist for Purdue with friends in JPL He claims to have been in contact with a galactic council who took him offworld for a week, showed him concepts that are beyond human reckoning and gave him a crystal rod. He mentioned and his friend confirmed that he would be surrounded by allies, and apparently is link to Dr. Grier via a director.

Saturday night I went to bed and as I lay down I was told "Don't be afraid we will not harm you. we just want to talk". As my eyes were closed a shimmering rainbow pattern was seen with sparkles like silver motes of glitter. The next thing I know I am u in the mountains in the camp ground. I recognize this place as I have been up before. No one else has arrived yet. I go to the cabin and look for the pamphlets that will describe today activities. There is a woman there and she greets me. I nod. She says " We would like to show you something, follow me". She starts to take me on a tour of things, we walk outdoors and there is a number of exhibits and people all about. She asks if I want a mate, a beautiful girl appears. I reply simply "That is not what I want. Don't offer this again please". She seems puzzled and I proceed to the exhibits.
The exhibits go again over their involvement with humanity, show the natural sciences, astronomy, and various forms of communication. I try not to be rude, but I explain I have been shown this. I need to get home. As I am walking down to the rest of the exhibits I recognize a person who looks like Brian Cranston.
He is having trouble walking on the sand. We are at the sea side along a beach. The waves are gently lapping, but the surf is getting more and more intense. As I look back a huge wave s approaching. People are running trying to head to the high ground up on the dunes. I hear "You should have chosen to stay. You are doomed now". The waves comes crashing, I and few others stand a can bear the wave... but many are swept away. Even the ones crawling up the sand dunes are hit. I yell out, "The water is receding you don't have to ascend. It is a trick! Come help me get the others. They need help". Most of the people are scrambling in a panic. A few here and there like myself are trying to help the others. As I get to were Mr. Cranston was and begin to dig him out the scene shifts and we are in a cylindrical room. Before me are the bodies of several others and a few greys. I hear a lady say "Congratulations. You have managed to save the directors of the projects so we may continue the work.". I yell out "What about the others. We are supposed to save the people". A reply is stated "They are non-consequential and their will be more. Perform you duties and revive the directors." I grab an air pistol and begin to shoot the containers were the directors are, a few other with me seem to feel the same way and break the containers. The red alarms go off. Me and few others open the hatches and begin to make are way/escape. We are the resistance.
 

They took us all

Date: June 7th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:45am
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Scared, Anxious (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Yellow Light, Invisible Being
Odd occurrences after: None

This week I have been dealing with my Wolfbrother's major operation and have not had any time for myself.
On thursady I went to go see a movie and had dinner, dropping off my Wolfbrother's mother and came home. I was in a good mood and even sent my Wolfbrother a video from the latest pokemon Nintendo Direct about about Sword & Shield. It was late approaching like 3:30am. I decided to go to sleep and lay down. As I lay in my area and tried to fall asleep I noticed an invisible being standing by the shelf. I paid it no mind, figuring it was just me being tired.

Around 4:00am my alarm went off. I was drowzie and turned it off. I took the phone and went to my sleeping area. I was trying to get back to sleep and looking at my nightlight and thought.. "What is the yellow light? I have blue light..." and faded off to sleep. The next thing I hear is my aunt yell and I am quickly awake.
I look for my clothes and only have my sheet which I cover myself in and run. The weird thing was that there was no door, and I don't think I was in the room. I also had trouble running as it took effort since my foot was touching the ground entirely and had to bound like a quadruped to get some momentum. The path I took exited the room into a hallway in which I made a left passing by a few rooms (In hindsight this was not my house, I passed a few rooms and was making a beeline to where my aunt was screaming. I good hear their murmurs from the passing rooms). As I got closer my aunt screamed "Don't come in! They are in here. Go get Sebastian. Don't come in!". Of course I thought to myself fuck it and leaped in. It was darkness, they were trying to blind me and stop me. I bounded in growling and was surrounded. They attempted to attack and intrude my mind. All I heard was "How is he resisting?", "You indicated this one was asleep", "He should not be here", "Put him down", and a few of the smaller ones came in and began to physical pummel and dog pile me. "How is he doing that? He shouldn't be able?", "Oh it is that ONE. He is progressing". They beat my unconscious.

I wake up in the room with my aunt and she is crying. It is not well illuminated, but I can see her and hear her, relying on my other senses. I am in pain, but shake it off. She looks at me and asks what's wrong with my eye. I told her don't worry. From what I noticed looking from her POV... my left eye was all black. Meaning the pupil and eye were black like theirs. I told her and re-assured her it was me. At that point Sebastian tried to run in, was pulled back, and then I yelled "Give him back", and pounded on the door. She started crying and told me that they put her on a table and were doing things. I could see another room nearby... it was like her bathroom sort of in that it was an adjacent room with an air vent and fan. I went there and yelled "I can see you. I know you are up there", the lights moved. "You know who I am. Stop this!". One of them came out holding Sebastian who did not move. "We know who you are" it communicated. "You know what you must do. You are not to involve yourself with you Wolfbrother. He is our broken toy and not yours. His phase is over and no longer requires your presence". "Leave Sebastian out of this" I think back. It continues "Your love for him gives him hope, you continue to support and be a beacon. He is ours. You cannot save him. He is ours as well as you". He begins to peel off the black from Sebastians claw revealing the quick. "Stop!" I communicate. "You and her will be removed within a year and a half. We have told you this. Your attachments make you inferior, he is an animal like you. You will comply. Yes?", he states and begins to split Sebastian's claw. "Stop it." I yell.

The next thing I know I am standing in a field of yellow grass at some abandoned playing field. In the distance there are six dust devils coming down from grey clouds in a hexagon pattern. There are a group of men with me. My wolfbrother is standing with me. He tells me we need to get through. They are trying to separate us. I tell him I know and request that he take my hand and not let go. We will get through this but he needs to hold on. The other men I recognize, I meet them before, people I have identified as "touched" like myself. As we trying to pass the dust devils, I can hear their thoughts "What are you doing? He is ours? You cannot simply just leave. You are more advanced than you know, but not beyond our reach. Stop what you are doing". I tell my wolfbrother to run and not let go. As we brave the dust devils and our goal is in sight and they come at us again. My wings unfurl and I am keeping them at bay. I look at my wolfbrother and tell him "I love you, together we can fight them off. Our love can.." he looks at me and lets go, he says "I changed my mind. They made me a better offer. See you" and walk off. I am wounded by him. The other men make it through. Others are coming at me.... their drones. Among the throng of them I see Dominic.... he is lost....
I stand there and scream, extending my wings up and leaving that place.

I wake up in my room. I am confused and start crying. My body hurts. I am not sure what happened. I remember my aunt screaming and I quickly get Sebastian and check on her. She is confused a bit and tells me she had a bad dream. She remembers screaming because someone came in and touched her. THEY came in. She recalls saying "Don't come in they are here". She remembers tell me about a "table", and she become concerned because THEY got Sebastian. I filled her in on my part, as she confirmed this was not a dream. we couldn't go back to sleep.....

I was sore and had trouble breathing. My right ankle, my left calf, my left side under my ribcage, my right shoulder, and my left eye and temple were all sore. I felt as if someone beat me (which was the case). I could not find bruises, but I am internally sore, even after a day. My PTSD is up, but I am pushing through for my Wolfbrother.

I did communicate with him the events that happened. Later that day when meditating with him... his "friends" spoke to me. They liked "my singing" and want me to continue helping him. They won't help me though, my wolfbrother must "join" with me first. They said we are made for eachother. I am so tired of being pulled in both directions, my Wolfbrother not listening to reason or the evidence we have. I do not know what to do.
I just want to run and find someone... but there is no one.

Betrayal and Death

Date: May 18th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:30am-7:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:30am
State of Mind Before: Sad (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Physically Ill, Weak (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Full Moon
Odd occurrences after: None

It has been a very bad two weeks. In these past weeks my wolfbrother back stabbed me with accusations, my pipes broke, and the abusive family members returned causing trauma again to my aunt and I. Real world horrors have shadowed over any of the oddities that have occurred....until a few days ago.

Beginning Thursday morning, May 16th I been having odd dreams. These are not dreams, but mental intrusions referencing some recent events. I been speaking with some man, and he was telling me to remember a specific word spelling it out for me. It had to do with overall situation in hand. He wanted to see if I would remember. I told him I am not interested in playing these games. It would depend if I felt like recording it. Yet since there are major issues with my wolfbrother and I am to be gone in two years, what is the point. I told him of my limited incentive as things are falling around me. I was told I have no choice and in his midsentance I woke myself up.

Friday morning I started to have the same issue. However they did show up and something was done to my right arm around the wrist and elbow. My wrist has an old scar, but it seemed recently accessed. The scar itself seems "new" and is rather prominent. It looks like a flap.... as if someone went over with a laser and made a flap of skin. The whole day it bothered my..... not only because I was focusing on it... but the physical irritation as well. Because I was troubled and my PTSD and Depression were high I took an evening nap. At 6:30pm my right elbow "buzzed" and I turned off not awakening until 10pm. I did go and run errands, but I still feel forlon and upset. I don't feel safe, not from the issues of the abduction and visits...but the real world bullshit. I want this nonsense stopped, I want them to all go away, and I pray that my feelings do not turn to vengeance. Cause I hope that they suffer for what they have done and continue to do to me....
I kept such feelings at bay, keeping myself busy doing research up until 4:30am. At that time I heard the "Why are you not sleep? Go to bed. We have business". Now during the night I would notice someone standing and watching me, only to fade away. I am aware of their presence...and try to keep my thoughts grounded in what activity or research I am performing. However I gave into their instruction and went to lay down. At first I thought to put on the AC and have the audio on.... but stayed my hand as I was told "No".
As soon as I lay down it started, I couldn't move. I did my best to get up and do something but my body was non-responsive. I could hear them discussing what to do with me, they were irritated that I wasn't complying, my interest in my wolfbrother is no more, and I kept waking up. One of them was focusing on me, letting me know that I could be trapped in this state forever if they wanted to. It pissed me off and was enjoying my struggles. It said for me to say "I need a physician", but in the sense of getting me to ask for their help. Instead I managed to punch myself in the face and wake up. My right upper arm was hurting and I felt extremely weak. They were in the room..... I was awake. I turned over trying to move, but that was the best I could do. I could not get up. They approached once more and I was under.

"Stop doing that!" I was yelled at in my head. "You keep struggling. Why?! No one wants you. Give up. Stop running". I continued to struggle, they opened my mouth and were looking in. I think something was inserted in. "He is aware. Turn him off", one said. "He is resisting. Why is this one so defective. The other is so compliant. What one is the other is not. The other is and this one is not. Same, but different. This one should have been compliant. The other one should have been stronger". I stated "I can hear you. When I really awake I will hunt you down for what you have done to my brother and I. I know what you are. These victories are just momentary, but in the end I will win." Another spoke "So brave, so confident. Your love makes you weak". I was experiencing pain in my left arm now. I heard my canine from cry and hit the gate.
"Get away from him. I will destroy you all". I continued to struggle and began to hyperventilate. Again I gasped for breath and was free. They are still in the room. I can feel their irritation. I cannot see anything, I can make out the time 5:45am on the clock just barely as one was in the way. I cannot get up, I feel so weak physically, they have done something to me. I go under.
"I need a physician" I mutter. They begin to finish up what they are doing. My extremities are cold, beneath the knees and elbows. I am not my wolfbrother, why are they comparing me to him. We are physical different. I am not going in for surgery. He wants nothing to do with me. I am not him. Their probings have to do with my wolfbrother's physical state. I am still struggling. Finallya round 7:00am they leave and I take in a deep breathe and am able to move freely. I feel weak, but manage to get up. When I go to the bathroom I cough up blood and mucus. I urinate, and it is crystal clear. My core temp is extremely high, but extremities are numb. I am shakey a bit and return to my bedding. I quickly let my guest know of what happened via text. I also text my wolfbrother.... apparently  they were torturing him as well.         

Dentist and Home Movies

Date: April 20th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 1:00am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed  (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Full Moon, Tooth fell out, Issues with Wolfbother
Odd occurrences after: None

The day before yesterday was very stressful as I was trying my best to get my wolfbrother medical aid. We spent 9 hours in the ER. Because of insurance issues, he is being bounced in the system...despite have three gaping large holes on his body at critical areas. We have jumped through hoops and the system doesn't care, in addition a tooth fell out for me, I didn't make it an issue and held myself since he was most important.
Yesterday since I did not hear from anyone I tried to rest balancing my obligations. My sleeping schedule is a complete mess, only taking cat naps here and there, my body getting high fevers just feeling depressed as usual, especially even more with the tooth issue.

For the most part last night, despite the tossing and turning and waking up.... I was relaxed. even though I got the warning of "We are coming". Either I was tired and didn't care or just physically exhausted. The following episode happens after 5:30am around the fourth time I awoke.

When I went to sleep I was thrown into a dream full of fractured memories. I was in the fake part of Montebello, I instantly knew by looking at the compressed and long version of Beverly Blvd that I seen many times. Most of the individuals from my elementary school where there. Frank kept wondering where we were and told him in "fake" Montebello. It was strange since his house is not part of this landscape.
He was very angry and antagonistic, then made a statement as ti why was I here as he would obviously be chosen for his superior intellect. I said retorted, I don't care and this is something you don't want to be chosen for. We were both escorted to a home/school/Baskin Robbins were my 8th grade teacher and a few other students were. There was a lesson going on telling us the difference between a military abduction versus an alien abduction. The military cannot use psychic communication, and often will use imagery and symbols to convey instructions. They showed a number of common images and slides. They cannot communicate and will leave very hazy memories. We will leave clear memories, but you as an individuals must be able to process. Many of you will not remember this as it is too traumatic, here are two examples Frank and .... he went in, but I heard my aunt scream.

It shifted to my home and I went directly to my aunts room. Frank was disoriented as he was not there in that other places and had asked what happened. I said "Stay here in the kitchen. If you want to go home, wake up or concentrate on someplace you like. You are smart enough to figure that out right?". Of course he didn't listen to me and followed me. In my aunts room was a wicker basket with snails hanging on the ceiling, and a very muscular good looking guy in white shirts and jeans. The Wicker Baskets and Snails, didn't look like that..it kept switching between an image of a pulsating growth on the ceiling with multiple eyes. I got a bucket and broom and scrapped it and cut the wire and burned it outside. Frank was behind me but dumbfounded. The muscular guy who I was ignoring cause he was very hot came up to me. "You can see me right? I know you are seeing the rest of this and your friend looks as if he is in shock. You can call me Captain Mar.... no that is silly... oh well... Captain Marville? To prove this is real I am putting $50 dollars in your wallet. When you wake up, check." I just nodded and listened, also was just so lonely I wanted to be in his arms as well. "We haven't forgotten about you both. Your wolfbrother is in a mess of his own, and we are glad you are by his side. Things are getting complicated and you have to come back/home with us. We need you to try and help him, but if he want commit just let him go and we will just have to mark him off as a failure". At that point I hear my wolfbrother.

I shift to a parking lot and meet my wolfbrother's parents. His mom is happy I am there and urges me to help them find my wolfbrother. His dad is trying to tell his mom "Something is wrong. This is not the real place. We shouldn't be here. I want to go back". She is not listening and we go into the supermarkets. His Dad doesn't like it hear and keeps saying "This is not what it looks like we gotta go". Eventually I find me my wolfbrother in a dentist office within the supermarket. There is a smiling man there with my wolfbrother on the table. It looks at me and it powers down. His mom and Dad come in, happy that I found him. I tell them "You have to leave now. It is not safe. Take him and go". Either the smiling man comes to life or the scene changes, but I am on the chair now. The room is a small cube with a dentist chair, monitor, and space for a four people to stand by the door. everything is white and cream. The man introduces himself as Captain Marvelous, and he is a radio talk show host. A man in a suit, greyish earth tones....with a neat small mustache, Caucasian, and black hair slicked back...almost like in the 40's style. He goes for my wallet and removes the $50 bill stating "None of that now, as it is you are far more trouble than expected". He starts to come up to me and asks about the videos. I do not answer. He wants to know what I have seen and the monitor begins to play. He does comment that there is a lot of stuff, and how could I be resisting...but I am curious what he wants to see so I ease up. The monitor begins to show Point of View scenes, mostly my memories of when "they" would come. Most of the scenes were of them dragging me out of bed, out of the room, out from under the bed, and was hands and feet. There were a few scenes in which no one was there and I was moving around, either trying to hide or just walking. He seemed perplexed that these scenes were in there. What was more concerning to him were the POV scenes that were clearly not mine. These were at the beach, and a different home. It was not me and I was aware of this too. Mine would still show up and then switch over to theirs, then there were some that were both of our POVs at the same time in the same location. I hear "Not possible with this kind". He also seem bothered/interested when the POV switched to unknown origin giving a different perspective. The scenes he was most concerned about were when more than just the hands and feet were shown, when there was clear shots of the individuals who dragged me off and of a craft. I woke up.

The scene that sticks out most which was not me, was when this person was at the beach. They were young, maybe between 6-8 and they were playing near the breakwater. It was mostly walking along the shore as the waves would lap. From the rocks a humanoid being, similar to the faceless beige mannequins came out. I message of don't be alarms was broadcasted. The person back up and turned, but soon fell forward. A pair of hands quickly turned him over as the being walked toward him. The being looked to see if he was ok and look toward two other behind. They walked into the surf, dragging along the person. The person was floating on the water, their head lock upwards so not to swallow water, being moved feet first. you could see three to four of them escorting him, keep a distance of two feet. They appeared to be walking on water and were slowly approaching a craft, it was cream color and blended into the horizon rather well. It seemed ceramic and from the distance from shore you'd think it was just a cloud because it blended in so well. A platform descended from the craft, which had a reddish brown interior of what could be seen. It was very quick as all of as approached the platform and was raised up into it.  

Direct Threats Confirmed by Three People

Date: April 12th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am, 6:30pm-7:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am and 6:00pm
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed  (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Extreme Dream Activity, E/M/P Exhaustion over Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Direct Threats

Over the past weeks my Wolfbrother has been in the hospital due to sore and open wounds on his hips. Because of his "personality" he has been uncooperative with the staff and medical treatments. On April 9th he decided to leave the hospital and not inform anyone. April 10th myself and his dad went all over searching for him, 24 hours later he managed to call me and let me know he was being taken to the hospital again, but he was two hours away.... to make a long story short has "personality" got him kicked out of the hospital again. I was already exhausted and when I last saw him on Thursday... I don't want to deal with him.
He hates me, but loves me, but ashamed of me....has no consideration for anyone else or the sacrifices we make to ensure his well being, and acts like a complete ... well... you get the point. I myself had to finally go to sleep due to exhaustion, but was scared... for obvious reason.

This morning as I had to lay down, I knew what was coming because of the chatter. Although I tried to clear my mind and remain calm, putting myself in a good place....they stilled showed up. They appeared as a ball of black swirling clouds, one securing my arm. I knew they were already here since I could see them as they were trying to be as invisible as possible..... but the distortion of light gives it away. My left hand was extended and pulled into the black cloud and I was vibrating. Immediately they began to broadcast "You have been tasked to take care of him. He is your responsibility to care for. You CANNOT leave. This is what you must do "Wood Rabbit" or there will be consequences". I replied "FUCK YOU! NO! Do you have any idea how he treats me? I have done everything possible to love and care for him, to be the voice of reason and calm. He won't listen. If you care for his well being so god damn much then heal him and fix his mind! Or better yet provide me with a car and money so I can do what I can". Their response was seemed reactionary "It is your task, it always has since he was young, You know what you are, what he is, how you are both connected. You must......". I cut them off as I was tired of this charade,  "You know I can see both of you behind the cloud. You are aware I am directly communicating with you and can hear the others." There was a momentarily pause and murmurs of "shit its him", with the two who were talking to me expressing "Not him. He is awake. Let's go". They left and I was still vibrating and got up, I was not in my room, but in my room and ran after them but stopped at the door when I noticed this was not my body and I was still on the floor. I knew what I was reflecting and just warded the door and went back to my body and woke up. I knew what had happened and wanted to text my Wolfbrother.... but I was angry and hurt and very very depressed and just didn't care. I want to just want die... so I drifted off into exhaustion sleep.

Unbeknownst to me, they high tailed it out of my room and went into my aunt's room. She was startled and told the "black cloud" to not touch her and to go away! It seemed to ponder and then decided to go into her bathroom and disappear into the ceiling. She tried yelling for me....but I had passed out. However around 11:00 am after being partially asleep, in and out, I just got up because I was bothered what had happened and what continued to go on. I resumed my daily duties, and this is when I found out about my aunt's experience as she was freaked out. I shared mine, and I clearly described the entity to her before she even told me... which scared her even more. I explained to her that it involved my Wolfbrother..... and that is why I am there for him (right now they are trying to get me to stop typing... I can hear the murmurs... and they have threatened to do something to us today!). Around 12:30pm, my Wolfbrother calls and is bothered....he informs me that they came back and we need to stop them. That was the last thing I needed since now.... myself, my aunt, and he who is an hour away have had an incident. As usual he wouldn't go into detail, but they seemed very upset at me. I told him briefly that there was an incident with my aunt and I as well. He had to go.... and that was the last I heard of him for today.

I continued to perform my duties, but was bothered by the whole thing. Exhausted again and deeply bothered, around 5:00pm I tried to lay down. However I was bothered by severe leg cramps on my left shin and two toes after the pinky. I was in pain for 30min and attempted to relax and do what I can to remain calm. I did get the message "This is just a sample of what is coming for non-compliance. You will do as we command". I ignored it and was trying to rationalize this as just low potassium and stress causing a severe muscle cramp. I want to die.... I cannot honestly live like this much longer.... I am unloved and unwanted and feel so alone and trapped....  cried myself to sleep..... shutting down. I cannot drown away my sorrow in drugs or alcohol, nor find brief comfort in a physical liaison... I need the cold and the dark... so I put the AC on and just cry, dealing with the physical pain and emotional pain, and trying to shut down. Eventually I pass out.

During this time a visitor popped in around 6:30pm in my aunts room. She yelled and screamed and it expressed that no one will hear here. It said "Your nephew refuses to comply. You don't believe what you see. If you don't leave your house tomorrow...you, your nephew, and your dog will suffer the consequences.
We warned you before, and he is not doing what we told him to do with "Wolfbrother". You interfere and will be punished". My already scarred an upset through he back at the being. It passed through it and it the floor. With a gesture it flung the book back and it landed at my aunt's feet. It seemed amused that she was fighting back. My aunt made a gesture at it and it mocked her "You think that prevents me from touching? Go ahead put your cross back on for you will need the protection if that comforts you. Remember you are to leave, for this will be proof of what we have said. To show you that this is real, you television won't work until your nephew fixes it." It then vanished. My aunt continued to yell.... but became sleepy and dozed off.
When she awoke around 10:30pm, when I got up...there was an issue with the TV and Cable that I had to fix. She told me what had happened and is scarred that today.... something is going to happen and want us to leave the house. I have no intention of doing so..... I am nobody's lab rat..... the way I am treated is gone on far enough..... unless they do something to make my life better in the way I have requested...... I am not changing my stance. I will do what it takes to protect my loved ones.

Threats, Threats, and more threats

Date: Throughout October 22nd, 2018
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30pm to 6:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Depressed  (Me)/Scared, In Pain (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Hopeful (Me)/Very Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Wolfbrother, Power Fluctuations, Doors opening, Insomnia, Previous CE4, Contact via Telepathy, Audio Response
Odd occurrences after: None

Over the past three weeks my aunt has been contact by a group of beings that remain invisible, but I can feel an EMF in the area she indicates. They appear in the bathroom and her room, they insist on telling her that she will die and they will take us soon. They tell her that she needs to leave me be, as things are going according to there plan. She is not to interfere.... or else they will kill me and my companion just because they can.

They have also attempted to influence be attempting re-programing... sequencing various combination of 1-2-3 and Lemon or Salt. They were also wondering if I was able to see them or if I was completely under.
Later on they attempted something....and it was weird. Owls in my bedroom, the wall paper, the shelf, and the phone.

https://www.steelowltech.com/

Yeah...that was weird......never heard of "Steel Owl" and I dream of it......

When I picked up the phone, they asked about if I been to the secret room that my grandfather made. They asked if I know about the "apron" and "angle".... again reference to him being a rule mason. They also keep talking about a specific room I been in but I am not sure exist. 

Now fast forward to day..... we had an incident with three witnesses, my aunt, myself, and my lil friend. As I was in the kitchen I heard a "Hello", a male voice....the he re-acted and startled with a yelp for help. I ran into the a hall and the living room..... Nothing. I asked my aunt.... and she indicated she heard it. Then I went into the bathroom and felt the EMF field. She started screaming as a being was in the room. I could not see it. She said it was telling her that they new what we did today...and that it won't help...things will be over soon. She is freaked out...and I am also. As I am alone......

Floating and Abduction

Date: January 31st 2018 

Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 3:45am to 5:15am 
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:30am [Me])/N/A [Aunt]/ 1:30am [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Happy, Safe, Content (Me)/Nervous, Upset, Sad (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Terrified, Shaken (Me)/Confused, Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Full Moon, Wolfbrother, Previous Incident, Mystery Black Woman
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother, Small Flashes of Light or Silver-White light specks appearing

On Wednesday night I had an other visitation when i was awake. It happened close to 4am as I was attempting to fall asleep. The oddest things I was very happy and content.. and felt safe.

I honestly never "feel safe", I have my guard up most of the time, and only let it down when I am next to someone I trust if at all. I found this very odd behavior, but I was exhausted from the drive up to Lancaster and all the stuff.

So the next odd thing was a helicopter swooping straight down. I live by he five freeway and I am use to helicopter doing low flybys that sometime shake the windows. Again this incident was unusual as only one of the sliding windows in my room rattled. Even at the time I thought it odd, but paid it no mind as the helicopter seemed to go three blocks and hover above the freeway.

Even the odd metallic wind chime talking in my head didn't seem to bother me much, as I started to convince myself "It was my imagination and I am safe". I should have honestly known better as the helicopter sound just disappeared, it did not move away or fade.....it just went silent. It felt really cold in my room all of a sudden, and I made sure to cover my feet and head, telling myself "Michael, you are safe, It is just your imagination". I began to distract myself by visual me and Ryan in a sub underwater, traveling to a dome. We were sight seeing.... I admit it was an odd thought in my head to visual that. I did that for a while, remember as we lay one two beds looking out to the cool ocean, I remember the cold feel of the ships wall, and being escorted out into the dome. I stopped that right away, because it didn't feel like a visualization but more like a memory.

That is when I heard the first set of footsteps behind my bookshelf along the closet. I kept believing I was safe under the covers...and despite that sound of two more sets of footsteps by the bathroom door I kept myself safe under my comforter. I opened on eye and looked from my the small opening I had under the comforter. Something was by my DVD case opposite me and moving slowly.
I could here one pair make its way to me. Soon I felt a pressure of someone crawling on top of me....starting from my feet to my chest and then the hand on my shoulders. As this was happening I could feel the back of my head brush up against the plastic of my comic books on the shelf. I opened my left eye and I could that I was now floating and another was below me. I would say I was floating some three feet off the ground. The third being was standing by the DVD case and had moved onto the pillows beside me moving somethings. I could not move, but could here them in my head and they were asking about Ryan, why am I still talking to him, want to see how I adapt so they can fix him, why wasn't I unconscious, and why am I in two places at once. They immediately dropped me and wanted to see "where I was". I remember hitting the ground, I had trouble breathing and my legs were not working, my back was burning too, the right arm was numb... they said "He feels, why? Same wounds? He adapts, watch". I yell "Why are you doing this to me". They all reply (more than three) "He gave you to us". I yell out for "Ryan" out of panic and for some dumb reason I think he can help. I just remember I am alone and will have to fight as I always do. I manage to "pop up" and heard "How are you doing that, get back here, you are not supposed to be awake". I start running toward my aunts room to see if she is okay. I can see my dog and had to my aunts room, as I get there I debate whether or not I should have gotten my dog. Part of me says don't show this as it will give them an edge.

This is where I know it is a dream for sure. In my aunt's room I see here as a child be taken out in the living by a pair of long white hand behind the old green curtains. She is yelling but no one in the house hears here. There is a bright light in the living room. I pop out again, it is the old house where they used to live. My mom is standing outside and says "She never told me that she saw them too. How are you here?. I just say "Your not my mother. Leave me alone and begin to run". As I get a block away I wake up back in my room.

Now the odd thing is first, my comforter is place neatly to left as if someone uncovered me head to toe. It was not messy or thrown off, just fold off to the side. Next I was ice cold. I could still hear the metallic and faint wind chime sounds. There was still movement behind the book shelves. So I didn't move. It stopped once my neighbor got up from work a few minutes later around 5:15am. Once my neighbor turned on the car I got up, went to the door got my dog an head to my aunts room. She was awake and couldn't sleep since something scared her. She saw I was frightened and shaking. She confirmed the odd helicopter sound, but nothing else. I stayed with her for an hour as she saw I was shaken. I could not go back to my room until around 6:45am where I feel asleep for a few hours.

You are Not Family

Date: 11/9/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:00am-3:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm (Me, Aunt) /12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Monday Night Visit
Odd occurrences after: None

   Yesterday my wolfbrother appeared out of the blue and spent the day with me. He decided to pick me up and take me home. We spent the day together and went out for a walk. For the past few days he had been absent, like the incident from 7/13/16 he has been in communication with the false "Nayr". He claim to be in communication with this being, he has forgotten what this being truly was....a grey that attacked me.
He left after we watched a movie he decided to go home, I went to be afterwards. As to be expected there is a lot of pressure still, and I am trying to stay afloat. I have no help and I am alone in this. I put my aunt to bed a knocked out.
   As usual I had a fitful sleep but awoke around 3am, as I felt something is wrong. for the past couple of days this has gone on. I go to sleep early and wake up around 3am-5am with fitful sleep. I am thinking perhaps this was due to the time change, but that is not it. Something is wrong. I checked on my aunt, did my rounds, took care of her and stuff and went back to bed. She seemed bothered, but I assumed it was just her leg.

   In the morning we talked, apparent around 2:00am to 3:00am they came again. They were communicating amongst themselves. One of they leaned over and examined her. It was humanoid, she cannot recall any distinct feature other than eyes and the mouth. She did say "THEY ARE NOT FAMILY". I told her just to stay strong.
   This bothers me alot as on the walk I had with my wolfbrother, he has mentioned  "They are my family". This is in contrast to what I know. It is not a coincidence, and sadly shows the connection of what is going on. He is involved, but I do not know how. He has a vastly different interpretation of things and has constructed a paradigm suiting is ego, one that he is in total control. I believe he is compromised.   

Smokey Greys

Date: 11/7/2016
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 9:00pm-7:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 9:00pm (Me, Aunt) /12:00am (Guest)
State of Mind Before: Very Depressed, Very Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Sad (Me)/ Depressed, In Pain (Aunt)/Tired (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Pops, Whistles, Hums
Odd occurrences after: None

   After a few days my wolfbrother left. Over the previous days he has had trouble sleeping, again because of the false "Nayr". Although we have discussed this he has decided to pursue things his own way, making something that is not into something that is. This has affected my sleep patterns as well as I have become physically ill and uneasy. What is worse is that my feelings have been hurt as well. The night he left I went to bed early. I was sad and depressed over a great many things. As expected I had a fitful sleep once again, but had trouble falling asleep due to constant pop and odd whistles. They were hear again, those noise do not occur randomly and where increasing as I was trying to fall asleep. I was uneasy.
   Sometime during all of this I fell asleep, but awoke several times as there were these hazy beings walking about the room. They were around 3 feet in height, but seemed like 2D flat images. They were discussing something about my wolfbrother. Two of the twelve came foward to me and asked where my wolfbrother was. I told them he is not here and is at home. They said this was his home and I was his, but I told him he is at the lake and that is his home. He doesn't want me and for them to go away and stop this. No one wants me. I was partially paralyzed and they left after awhile as they discussed things. When they left I managed to get up. I was phased, but too depressed and went back to sleep. These were odd as I never encountered smoke 2D grey before.

Irish Rape

Date: 3/18/2016
Type: CE4, Dream
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incidents: 5:00am (Me)
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Very Depressed (Me)
State of Mind After: Upset (Me)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: None
Possible Influential Factors: 3/16/2016 incident....

I was outside of a house looking at the stars. I felt something was off I don't know why. When I started to focus on my surrounding I noticed a huge building on the horizon, it was phased out partially and many glowing orbs and disc were hovering around it. For some reason my thoughts were trying to tell me "That is just a tree. A huge tree, but just a tree..nothing more". I knew this was not normal. I had to shake this off.

I need to find "Earth Dragon" I thought. A voice said "You know he hates you. Your not even wanted. Always rejected. Always alone. Ha. Ha. Ha.". I begin running from this place. As I looked back I noticed there was a phased creature standing on the property. However before it can say anything more a black man who was walking by begins to shout "SHIT! OMG, there is an Alien! Look! Where is my phone at? Dis has to go on instagram. Damn! Shit I gonna be famous y'all!". I laugh and run.

The sidewalk become a corridor and there are a bunch of people walking along. They are all wearing uniforms (as in same nondescript clothes). I run into someone I know name Rico. He thinks he came back from a bar, he seemed happy and buzzed. He was so glad to see me. I immediately tell him, "Rico. Hide me please. I need you. Wake up!. You didn't go to the bar. They took you. Help Me!".
Rico out of it just says "You look handsome. You lost weight. I should have told you I liked you. Bros before Hos. I am sooooo sorry". He then has a moment of clarity because he is saying "he likes me"... that snaps him out of it and he looks around and is like WTF?!! He was aware of where he was now and there was an alien beside us. I run.

The corridor exits out into some type of odd desert garden. The sand is red clay. There are a number off odd plants or statues, all look like gugs...they are rubbery with thorns like cacti but with clawed hands. They move very slowly. I move cautiously......

Dream shifts... I am no before the time I was staring up into the night sky. My head hurts. I am on a gurney be wheeled down some corridor. There is a red haired woman and "Earth Dragon's Mom". The red haired lady says "So this one likes your son. I mean is like". She gives a coy smile. She tightens the straps. Earth Dragon's Mom replies "That's disgusting. Even though he is a little shit at times, he is my baby." I feebly reply "What are you doing? Let me go, please. You know me".

The red haired woman responds with a laugh "She has not met you yet. Your brother was the foundation, but you have another task." I look at Earth's Dragon mom and say " Please, I know your son. I do love him. He is a bright and good person. You should be proud, help me". We are going down the hall. I try to get Earth Dragon's Mom to respond and I say "Tell me about Earth Dragon, your son. You call him "little insect", right?", she looks at me with sadness. The red haired lady tells Earth Dragons mom to go and get her son. They are ready. The red haired lady looks at me sternly and says "I don't know how you are doing this now, but it will stop!".

I teleport in and begin fighting with the red-haired lady. She struggles with me and we tip over the gurney, Wood Rabbit falls. I begin to cast spells and she is buffeted with air and bits of metal shavings, cutting into her skin. As she is reeling in pain I quickly go over to Wood Rabbit and undo the straps. The red haired woman is howling in pain.

That is when Earth Dragon and his mom walk in. Earth Dragon is like 19-21. I say "He is not supposed to see this. You need to protect us (looking at Earth Dragon). Be patient (Looking at Wood Rabbit)" and I create two doorways and step through one. I begin to crawl out to the other one. The other me that came in and fought the red-haired woman was in the form of Earth Dragon again... I was aware and looking through both points of view.
As I am crawling out... I get up and stare at the stars..........

I shift again and I am in that desert garden surrounded by Gugs. I am looking for a way out. I realize I am trapped. The gugs are slowly moving to block my escape. There maw opens up on their heads showing a beak as a threat. I being begins to walk toward me speaking "You don't recognize me Wood Rabbit? Nice stunt you pulled... or should I say will pull. However I need you here in the present". The being looks at a bad attempt to be Earth Dragon. Very fake... wrong clothes, mess up hair, its trying to fixate on what I would find appealing.. but is having a hard time holding a form. The place shifts... I am in my room again. I just fell asleep after praying for Earth Dragon.
I force myself to concentrate... this is not my room. I see the Gug Garden again. I say "You are not Earth Dragon. Who are you?". I continue, "You have no right or permission". It laughs at me as he is walking toward me. The gugs had blocked me, but now let me move freely about. Fake Earth Dragon chases me and  pins me down.

It says "Yes, you run, you make this all the more fun".
"You know you will fail, you cannot save him. He doesn't want you at all. You love him, but he will never love you. You are inherently flawed. Fundamentally broken. Only scrap. You have your uses, but only for so long."
He is on top of me, from what I estimate he is around 6'6' or more, heavy, solid, the skin is rubbery though, not flesh sort of warm. He continues on as he hold me down with one hand, and undress me. I struggle. He kiss me and says "Isn't this what you want. I will give you what you so desire. I will be you everything and all. I will make you whole. Join with me and I will fill you emptiness. I will keep you close and not discard you. You are worthless and lost without me". He begins to kiss me aggressively as I wiggle and squirm, he presses his body against mine. He enjoys the struggle I put up, amused as if I could do something.
He summons a grey, it was on the ceiling watching. It descends like a spider.... and then goes under his legs from behind and starts to fist my asshole. The larger guy says "This is what you want from him, yes? You will never get this, not even the slightest. This is all you will ever come close. Your pathetic. No one will ever want you. You are defective. You are so fortunate that I have needs right now and you are available. Otherwise even I would not want this. You disgust me. You are not even good for this". It continues to ravish me.

As it continues to make out with me I take a deep breath and blow forceful back in its mouth trying to pop it's lungs. It laughs at my futile attempt. I begin to hum into his throat, sending a pulse. He slaps me. He says "You fight back. I like it. The other one never fights back. He is soo compliant and submissive. You have fire. Mmmmmm".
It begins to extend its tongue down my throat. I clench down and bite it off. It reels back in pain, squashing the grey behind us. I manage to squirm out a bit and spit the tongue out. It was green. The being who was rapping me was in shock, it's faced covered in dark green blood from the wound I just inflicted.

I wake up crying in my room. I just realized what happened. There was so much more... I don't wanna remember. It was worse. I wanna die. 

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #015

Date: 10/20/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 2:45am to 5:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am
State of Mind Before: Unhappy, Stressed (Earth Dragon)
State of Mind After: Unhappy, Stressed (Earth Dragon)
Odd occurrences before: None
Odd occurrences after: Pain
Possible Influential Factors: Wooden Rabbit was trying to be Earth Dragon to draw attention in Los Angeles.

Around 2:45 am Earth Dragon contacts Wooden Rabbit. The incident continued to occur as texting went on. The following is an actual transcript:

Earth Dragon (2:45AM): Contact
Wood Rabbit (2:45AM): Ok
Earth Dragon (2:45AM): Touched Me
Earth Dragon (2:45AM): Still Here
Wood Rabbit (2:45AM): Invisible
Earth Dragon (2:46AM): I started rebuking the grey
Earth Dragon (2:47AM): I feel I have never gained any thing.
Earth Dragon (2:47AM): Was being serious
Wood Rabbit (2:48AM): I know. Did it leave?
Earth Dragon (2:48AM): Started Having Thoughts that conflicted
Earth Dragon (2:49AM): Rolled over to go back to sleep
Earth Dragon (2:49AM): Huge Presence came, stood be hind me
Earth Dragon (2:50AM): I heard talking to me in a whisper voice
Wood Rabbit (2:51AM): Outside your window?

Earth Dragon (2:51AM): I think it truest to do something. I forced myself to stay awake.
Earth Dragon (2:51AM): Touched my neck felt joltEarth Dragon (2:52AM): No in my room about were the lamp is
Earth Dragon (2:54AM): Nope
Earth Dragon (2:54AM): Maybe to scare me who knows
Wood Rabbit (2:54AM): Any idea what it was whispering?

Earth Dragon (2:55AM): Anything with you
Wood Rabbit (2:56AM): Around 2am wall vibrated

Earth Dragon (2:57AM): Woot.... they are so boring now
Wood Rabbit (3:00AM): I will note attempted contact

Earth Dragon (5:33AM): So multiple attempts were made
Earth Dragon (5:33AM): Um up till I say
Earth Dragon (5:43AM): 5:00 am ish
Earth Dragon (5:44AM): Thought I saw a grey in an attractive light. Realized it was not real

To summarize the events, Wooden Rabbit attempted to see if he could get the Greys to converse with him at home. He figured since both he and Earth Dragon resonate so strongly, that perhaps he could lure them into believing that he was there. After a few minutes of trying this, the wall started to vibrate and an image of the grey appeared in his mind. Wood Rabbit stopped.

Around this time, it is believe that Earth Dragon had an event. Beings were attempting to do something. He managed to stay awake and text as they were there. It seems they allowed him to text me to let us know that "something" can go on. However, Earth Dragon became agitated because they will not meet him as an equal and will only spoon feed him. He is agitated at their level of involvement and became angry, At 3:00am Earth Dragon went silent, Wood Rabbit figured that the greys were continuing what ever they were trying to do.
Wood rabbit fell asleep. For the rest of the night they continued to bother Earth Dragon and attempted various means of coercion to get him to cooperate. They attempted to talk to him, scare him, and entice him as best as possible. During the entire time he was angry and disillusioned by the whole experience, expressing his frustration and his dislike that they are manipulating and using us. At 5:30am he texts that they tried multiple time to convince him. The following morning, around 6:39am he calls Wood Rabbit and shares in greater detail what had occurred. They both have a length discussion of what had occurred and their opinions on being used.

Other Accounts: Earth Dragon #013

Date: 10/9/2015
Type: CE4
Location: Castiac Lake, CA
Time of Incidents: 3:00pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: N/A
State of Mind Before: Unknown (Earth Dragon)
State of Mind After: Upset, Angry (Earth Dragon)
Odd occurrences before: DNA Sampling Requests
Odd occurrences after: Being in Room, Spirit Guide Voice
Possible Influential Factors: Dream

Earth Dragon had the day off and slept in. The previous day he had a very unpleasant incident with the greys.
Today was he was asleep a similar event happened, however this time he found that he was in a mental construct of his current home. He also was floating above his bed touching the ceiling and what not. He was floating about and moving from place to place in his room. He found himself in a siblings room and then realized what he had done. He quickly went back to his room. He noticed that there was a blue wand sticking out from the wall. He was angry and began praying/cursing. He went over to his siblings door and closed it and sealed it with what he could.

He recalls something else of some importance as he was discussing thing with an entity, however he was very upset. It was important. These entities were floating above again.

Later on during the day Earth Dragon met up with Wood Rabbit and both did blood tests. Around 12:00am,
there was some activity from the "spirit guide". It called out his name as usual, but was followed by a conversation. Surprisingly Wood Rabbit actually heard the spirit guide.

Wood Rabbit identifies the spirit guide as a 40+ woman. From the fragment of whispers one part of the conversation sounded like "Why is he here again?". Wood Rabbit believes this is referring to him since he hasn't visited Earth Dragon's home since the ritual.