Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Mysterious Woman Asking Questions

Date: January 28th 2018 
Type: Data
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023, Huntington Beach, CA 92648, and Lancaster, CA 93534
Time of Incidents: N/A 
Attempted Time of Sleep:
N/A
State of Mind Before:N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Mandella Effect, Wolfbrother
Odd occurrences after: Mandella Effect, Wolfbrother

While I was at my CERO meeting for the month of January something was bothering me. At first it started out as an itch in my memory so to speak. It surrounded an event concerning one of my experiences that I have shared before about an abduction event. This event took place near Lake Arrowhead during a Summer Camp session with the YMCA somewhere back in 1986/1988. What is worse is I am sure there was something prior to that with the Cub Scouts in Malibu Canyon during the time I went It was the Diamond Jubilee event. The thing is one of the members of the CERO group of OC asked me about abduction involving "water". As usual I share an account that my help someone..... this is where my memory clearly begins so to speak.

So during the month of December a ton of odd things were happening with my Wolfbrother and myself.
He had re-entered my life, and the same chaos as before emerged. The issues with the multiple entities, and his group of the matriarchy appeared again. My group explained to me that I was made to be more "Subservient" to my Wolfbrother's generation. They were working on a biochemical way of altering human behavior so we would be complaint to them. The program/experiment involved having altered humans interact with each other so they can eventually see how to make everyone compliant. Of course this made me sad an upset, as I feel as I expressed earlier, that my whole relationship with my Wolfbrother if prefabricated and artificial. As someone once said love is an emotion that is composed of biochemical reaction and response with in our body.... I honestly cannot differentiate..... and my personal examples of love is warped by my family upbringing. The "Matrirachy Group" still doesn't understand why I am still with my Wolfbrother, despite all the pain and venom they have done to tear us apart. My group seems that it is a success as I am still here for him, and urges me to stay despite my questioning on everything...include me recognizing other test subject. Both groups dislikes to some extent that I can hear and recall.

The meat of this is sometime between November and the end December, there was a black woman in her late 40's, thin build short hair, that was asking me questions about my experiences. I went into great detail about these. She was at the CERO meeting and we have communicated via email and several times in person somewhere (It was not for coffee or a meal). As I was at the most recent meeting I had to ask as I knew there was no such person but this memory was coming forth and it bothered me so much. We do not have any such member in our group, no one could even recall her. I know these were not dreams.
One member, the Shaman, seemed to recall her....but can't place here either. She did mention MK Ultra...which is something my Wolfbrother and I were made aware of with possible connections.

I did get a chance to discuss this with my Wolfbrother. He is aware of her!!! According to him I should not talk to her. She has visited him several times and asked questions. So that is three people. He would not say more, but said to be mindful.

While at the hospital with him a few days after the event when he had been moved to a new room, there was a member of the staff who seemed to have an air to the mystery woman. I did not approach her since she was doing her job, but the image bothered me.    

Sunday, January 21, 2018

Manipulation and Cohersion on us

Date: January 21th 2018 
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 3:45am to 5:00am 
Attempted Time of Sleep:
4:00am [Me])/N/A [Aunt]/ 1:30am [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Anxious, Sad, Depressed (Me)/Cold, Sad (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed (Me)/Anxious, Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Wolfbrother, PTSD, Depression
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother,Evlil Aunt Showing Up

When I stayed with him last week it seems one of the things he told me came true in a dream;
"Be the Wolfbrother I want, Be the Wolfbrother I need. I will leave be 3 and 9"

This came to pass as I was staying with him and refers to a date of 1/18/18 and the rooms 218 and 227 respectively. We both agreed that this is why I stayed on the date it was a marker. Also a day later there was a temporal shift, in a dream he told me. I saw him standing again with some assistance urinating, and he told me there would be a temporal shift. Oddly enough the next day a tear in my pants shifted from left to right.

Now last night I been going over the recent events concerning my Wolfbrother and the possible outcomes.
Currently they are fixing his body, but trying to treat the damage to his mind that has been caused by the mental influence of several beings. They are going about this clinically and are not addressing the other cause. I was thinking about this, that it would be difficult with me to continue to try and help him, as he is medicate and told that "certain events" do not happen. His family seems to be against the idea of discussing things.
Even in the best case scenario, if we were to be united to care for another....he would be with me and "they"
would interfere. As I was looking inward for counsel, there was activity around me. I was doing my best to state my stance that I will still defend, serve, and protect my Wolfbrother. I was soon contact by many being babbling distantly away....they claimed "I was the true creator and responsible for events, it was my responsibility to maintain reality". I recognized this Legion as I heard them before, thousand of voices trying to communicate and direct me. Flattery is not something I like, neither is false love. I grew angry. Another voice was surprised and intrigued about I still care and loved my "Wolfbrother". He wondered why and wanted me to go into detail, and also asked if the "Women" had contacted me yet.

My aunt began to hear footsteps in the living and things moving about. A few minutes later around
3:45am there was a loud bang in her bathroom. I heard this and she began to panic. She insisted that I and someone else was moving things around. She was upset and wouldn't even acknowledge some obvious and logical reasons as to what the sounds were. I showed here that her brush fell in the bathtub, and that I was not in the living room.....and she was aware who it really was. She was angry/afraid. I did not want to argue so I said goodnight. I knew who it was and went to sleep and had dreams with my Wolfbrother.

She on the other hand could not go to sleep. Sometime after she recalled that there were being floating about her room. They were obscured and blurred as if in mist. One tapped her on the shoulder and began a lengthy conversation with her. The conversation was about;

-Family and her sister, why is she alone?
-She has yet to accomplish what she is supposed to do.
-Great concerned about me, how she affects me.
-Myself and how due to her circumstance I am held back and unable to fulfill my potential.
-She will soon discover the reason why they are here, they claim to protect and watch us.
-When she is not here, things will change.....

When I met her in the morning to do my daily routine, she was anxious and upset. She could not sleep as the conversation with them had exhausted her and made her upset. To make matter worse around 3:45pm..... the evil sister showed up with her daughter and attempted to get in the house.

I have a feeling that my involvement with my Wolfbrother is still sparking things.

Thursday, January 11, 2018

Bad Start of the Year

Date: December 31st 2017, January 11th 2018 
Type: Dream, CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: N/A 
Attempted Time of Sleep:
N/A
State of Mind Before: N/A
State of Mind After: N/A
Odd occurrences before: Insomnia, Anxiety, Wolfbrother, PTSD, Depression
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother, Apathy

December 31st. 2017
I was already saddened by the departure of my Wolfbrother. I was hoping that like last year he would call at the last minute and we would spend the evening together. However I spent NYE with my nephew's family and by 9pm we where home. They have a cat, and I am allergic. I began to feel sick and went to bed.
I did not feel comfortable, and as I slept all I could do was think of my Wolfbrother and had a gut wrenching feeling he needed me. I woke up around 1:00am to tend to my aunt and put her to bed and fell back asleep, feeling weak and painful. When I woke up the next day my back left wisdom was broken. I thought it was very weird and wondered if this was because of my wolfbrother. Did something happen? Within hours I get a text from his mom that he was hit around 10pm and in critical condition. His legs and an arm were broken.
As soon as I could I took off to be with him.

Prior to this was the activity documented. During the weeks that proceeded this it is noted that my aunt was being bothered by various little ones that stayed in the shadows, and one tall one in a tan robe that came.
They been telling her it will be time soon. That we will be taken.

January 11th, 2018
As to be expected I am preoccupied with my Wolfbrother. I worry about him and doing my best to be there.
Since the accident my dreams are constant as I am looking for him. It is chaos. I keep going over the events of the past few days from his POV, prior and after the accident. Any contact with him is in utter confusion, and I try to create some bubble of sanity to speak with him. It is short, just letting him know I am there.
Unfortunately at this time he cannot communicate with me as he is heavily sedated.
Last night in I could not go to sleep, this also happened a few days ago too. The first time around 4:00am I was just laying there. As soon as I turned out the lights there was a weird static and boom something was here and I passed out. Someone was examining my ankles, and the odd though I had was "We need you to see how he should be". Of course the next night in dream we discuss this and he is angry about it, because he is himself and not me.
The second time this has happened, last night I caught a glimpse of the beings. They were these goatmen, dark fur and shadow blue. They again kept looking at my ankles and legs, and were concerned with my back. They tried to make me forget as they were talking about my Wolfbrother. This morning when i checked on my aunt she seemed bothered, and the first thing I asked if it was about goat people.

She told me that when she was 7-8, when they were attempting to fix her legs at the hospital. She saw these goat people. She is freaked out since they came last night, and of course than I mentioned it too!