Friday, February 9, 2018

Brief Visits but What the Heck?

Date: February 3rd, 2018, February 4th,  2018 
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:00pm and 4:00am-4:20am
Attempted Time of Sleep:
3:30am [Me])/N/A [Aunt]/N/A [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Tired, Worried (Me)/Nervous, Upset, Sad (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Depressed, Scared, Worried, Overwhelmed (Me)/Confused, Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Previous Incident
Odd occurrences after: Small Flashes of Light or Silver-White light specks appearing

I felt unusually drained and tried. I had recently visited my Wolfbrother on Friday. As can be expected I am worried for him, his mental and emotional state considering things. I am glad he remembers some of our previous agreements, yet I am not sure about a lot of things. I am try to be there for comfort in his time of need. Honestly not too comfortable at times with the family situation, I am somewhat at a loss for handling this due to my own bad experiences. So far it seems I am okay, yet I honestly do not know where I fit in.
I also am concerned with my own well being, taking care of my aunt as well as meeting all the expectation and obligations here.
I turned on the AC as I have begun overheating again, and hope the cold and the dark would bring my peace. Unexpectedly though I began to do something I hadn't done in a long time, I began to vibrate. I was unsure what was going on at first and I honestly thought there was an earthquake going on, but I began to vibrate quicker and I attempted to get up out of it. I took not that the wind chimes and chandelier moved as well, I thought it might be the AC...but it was pointed down at me and the items are on the opposite side.
I felt lethargic and had to fight to move. For a brief moment there was a being next to the DVD cases. It took the shape of a spinal cord bone with three holes. That what can to mind first, but I think it was a mask. I was thinking of my Wolfbrother and how I could help him. I did panic when I saw that being as I was not asleep! I texted my ex to ask if there was an earthquake....because i was in a state of disbelief. After he told me that nothing occurred I went to bed.

Later on I woke up and attended to my aunt. I stayed up late fearing to go to sleep. Eventually around 3:00am I decided to attempt some sleep. Again an incident occurred in which I could not move. However I heard to people talking about a doctor, it was a male and female. I think this was at the hospital where my Wolfbrother was.....there was another odd Doctor in a Green Smock with curly black hair in my room. I told it that my Wolfbrother was on the second floor, he did not have to wait for pick up. Apparently this being has been following my Wolfbrother and sneaks in to see him when the male and female are distracted? The Doctor reminded me of of the incident with the "Green Lettuce".

Saturday, February 3, 2018

Floating and Abduction

Date: January 31st 2018 
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 3:45am to 5:15am 
Attempted Time of Sleep:
3:30am [Me])/N/A [Aunt]/ 1:30am [Guest]
State of Mind Before: Happy, Safe, Content (Me)/Nervous, Upset, Sad (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
State of Mind After: Terrified, Shaken (Me)/Confused, Scared (Aunt)/N/A (Guest)
Odd occurrences before: Full Moon, Wolfbrother, Previous Incident, Mystery Black Woman
Odd occurrences after: Wolfbrother, Small Flashes of Light or Silver-White light specks appearing

On Wednesday night I had an other visitation when i was awake. It happened close to 4am as I was attempting to fall asleep. The oddest things I was very happy and content.. and felt safe.
I honestly never "feel safe", I have my guard up most of the time, and only let it down when I am next to someone I trust if at all. I found this very odd behavior, but I was exhausted from the drive up to Lancaster and all the stuff.
So the next odd thing was a helicopter swooping straight down. I live by he five freeway and I am use to helicopter doing low flybys that sometime shake the windows. Again this incident was unusual as only one of the sliding windows in my room rattled. Even at the time I thought it odd, but paid it no mind as the helicopter seemed to go three blocks and hover above the freeway.
Even the odd metallic wind chime talking in my head didn't seem to bother me much, as I started to convince myself "It was my imagination and I am safe". I should have honestly known better as the helicopter sound just disappeared, it did not move away or fade.....it just went silent. It felt really cold in my room all of a sudden, and I made sure to cover my feet and head, telling myself "Michael, you are safe, It is just your imagination". I began to distract myself by visual me and Ryan in a sub underwater, traveling to a dome. We were sight seeing.... I admit it was an odd thought in my head to visual that. I did that for a while, remember as we lay one two beds looking out to the cool ocean, I remember the cold feel of the ships wall, and being escorted out into the dome. I stopped that right away, because it didn't feel like a visualization but more like a memory.
That is when I heard the first set of footsteps behind my bookshelf along the closet. I kept believing I was safe under the covers...and despite that sound of two more sets of footsteps by the bathroom door I kept myself safe under my comforter. I opened on eye and looked from my the small opening I had under the comforter. Something was by my DVD case opposite me and moving slowly.
I could here one pair make its way to me. Soon I felt a pressure of someone crawling on top of me....starting from my feet to my chest and then the hand on my shoulders. As this was happening I could feel the back of my head brush up against the plastic of my comic books on the shelf. I opened my left eye and I could that I was now floating and another was below me. I would say I was floating some three feet off the ground. The third being was standing by the DVD case and had moved onto the pillows beside me moving somethings. I could not move, but could here them in my head and they were asking about Ryan, why am I still talking to him, want to see how I adapt so they can fix him, why wasn't I unconscious, and why am I in two places at once. They immediately dropped me and wanted to see "where I was". I remember hitting the ground, I had trouble breathing and my legs were not working, my back was burning too, the right arm was numb... they said "He feels, why? Same wounds? He adapts, watch". I yell "Why are you doing this to me". They all reply (more than three) "He gave you to us". I yell out for "Ryan" out of panic and for some dumb reason I think he can help. I just remember I am alone and will have to fight as I always do. I manage to "pop up" and heard "How are you doing that, get back here, you are not supposed to be awake". I start running toward my aunts room to see if she is okay. I can see my dog and had to my aunts room, as I get there I debate whether or not I should have gotten my dog. Part of me says don't show this as it will give them an edge.
This is where I know it is a dream for sure. In my aunt's room I see here as a child be taken out in the living by a pair of long white hand behind the old green curtains. She is yelling but no one in the house hears here. There is a bright light in the living room. I pop out again, it is the old house where they used to live. My mom is standing outside and says "She never told me that she saw them too. How are you here?. I just say "Your not my mother. Leave me alone and begin to run". As I get a block away I wake up back in my room.
Now the odd thing is first, my comforter is place neatly to left as if someone uncovered me head to toe. It was not messy or thrown off, just fold off to the side. Next I was ice cold. I could still hear the metallic and faint wind chime sounds. There was still movement behind the book shelves. So I didn't move. It stopped once my neighbor got up from work a few minutes later around 5:15am. Once my neighbor turned on the car I got up, went to the door got my dog an head to my aunts room. She was awake and couldn't sleep since something scared her. She saw I was frightened and shaking. She confirmed the odd helicopter sound, but nothing else. I stayed with her for an hour as she saw I was shaken. I could not go back to my room until around 6:45am where I feel asleep for a few hours.