Date: June 7th, 2019
Type: CE4, CE5
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 4:15am-4:45am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 3:45am
State of Mind Before: Tired (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)/???(Wolfbrother)
State of Mind After: Scared, Anxious (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)???(Wolfbrother)
Odd occurrences before: Yellow Light, Invisible Being
Odd occurrences after: None
This week I have been dealing with my Wolfbrother's major operation and have not had any time for myself.
On thursady I went to go see a movie and had dinner, dropping off my Wolfbrother's mother and came home. I was in a good mood and even sent my Wolfbrother a video from the latest pokemon Nintendo Direct about about Sword & Shield. It was late approaching like 3:30am. I decided to go to sleep and lay down. As I lay in my area and tried to fall asleep I noticed an invisible being standing by the shelf. I paid it no mind, figuring it was just me being tired.
Around 4:00am my alarm went off. I was drowzie and turned it off. I took the phone and went to my sleeping area. I was trying to get back to sleep and looking at my nightlight and thought.. "What is the yellow light? I have blue light..." and faded off to sleep. The next thing I hear is my aunt yell and I am quickly awake.
I look for my clothes and only have my sheet which I cover myself in and run. The weird thing was that there was no door, and I don't think I was in the room. I also had trouble running as it took effort since my foot was touching the ground entirely and had to bound like a quadruped to get some momentum. The path I took exited the room into a hallway in which I made a left passing by a few rooms (In hindsight this was not my house, I passed a few rooms and was making a beeline to where my aunt was screaming. I good hear their murmurs from the passing rooms). As I got closer my aunt screamed "Don't come in! They are in here. Go get Sebastian. Don't come in!". Of course I thought to myself fuck it and leaped in. It was darkness, they were trying to blind me and stop me. I bounded in growling and was surrounded. They attempted to attack and intrude my mind. All I heard was "How is he resisting?", "You indicated this one was asleep", "He should not be here", "Put him down", and a few of the smaller ones came in and began to physical pummel and dog pile me. "How is he doing that? He shouldn't be able?", "Oh it is that ONE. He is progressing". They beat my unconscious.
I wake up in the room with my aunt and she is crying. It is not well illuminated, but I can see her and hear her, relying on my other senses. I am in pain, but shake it off. She looks at me and asks what's wrong with my eye. I told her don't worry. From what I noticed looking from her POV... my left eye was all black. Meaning the pupil and eye were black like theirs. I told her and re-assured her it was me. At that point Sebastian tried to run in, was pulled back, and then I yelled "Give him back", and pounded on the door. She started crying and told me that they put her on a table and were doing things. I could see another room nearby... it was like her bathroom sort of in that it was an adjacent room with an air vent and fan. I went there and yelled "I can see you. I know you are up there", the lights moved. "You know who I am. Stop this!". One of them came out holding Sebastian who did not move. "We know who you are" it communicated. "You know what you must do. You are not to involve yourself with you Wolfbrother. He is our broken toy and not yours. His phase is over and no longer requires your presence". "Leave Sebastian out of this" I think back. It continues "Your love for him gives him hope, you continue to support and be a beacon. He is ours. You cannot save him. He is ours as well as you". He begins to peel off the black from Sebastians claw revealing the quick. "Stop!" I communicate. "You and her will be removed within a year and a half. We have told you this. Your attachments make you inferior, he is an animal like you. You will comply. Yes?", he states and begins to split Sebastian's claw. "Stop it." I yell.
The next thing I know I am standing in a field of yellow grass at some abandoned playing field. In the distance there are six dust devils coming down from grey clouds in a hexagon pattern. There are a group of men with me. My wolfbrother is standing with me. He tells me we need to get through. They are trying to separate us. I tell him I know and request that he take my hand and not let go. We will get through this but he needs to hold on. The other men I recognize, I meet them before, people I have identified as "touched" like myself. As we trying to pass the dust devils, I can hear their thoughts "What are you doing? He is ours? You cannot simply just leave. You are more advanced than you know, but not beyond our reach. Stop what you are doing". I tell my wolfbrother to run and not let go. As we brave the dust devils and our goal is in sight and they come at us again. My wings unfurl and I am keeping them at bay. I look at my wolfbrother and tell him "I love you, together we can fight them off. Our love can.." he looks at me and lets go, he says "I changed my mind. They made me a better offer. See you" and walk off. I am wounded by him. The other men make it through. Others are coming at me.... their drones. Among the throng of them I see Dominic.... he is lost....
I stand there and scream, extending my wings up and leaving that place.
I wake up in my room. I am confused and start crying. My body hurts. I am not sure what happened. I remember my aunt screaming and I quickly get Sebastian and check on her. She is confused a bit and tells me she had a bad dream. She remembers screaming because someone came in and touched her. THEY came in. She recalls saying "Don't come in they are here". She remembers tell me about a "table", and she become concerned because THEY got Sebastian. I filled her in on my part, as she confirmed this was not a dream. we couldn't go back to sleep.....
I was sore and had trouble breathing. My right ankle, my left calf, my left side under my ribcage, my right shoulder, and my left eye and temple were all sore. I felt as if someone beat me (which was the case). I could not find bruises, but I am internally sore, even after a day. My PTSD is up, but I am pushing through for my Wolfbrother.
I did communicate with him the events that happened. Later that day when meditating with him... his "friends" spoke to me. They liked "my singing" and want me to continue helping him. They won't help me though, my wolfbrother must "join" with me first. They said we are made for eachother. I am so tired of being pulled in both directions, my Wolfbrother not listening to reason or the evidence we have. I do not know what to do.
I just want to run and find someone... but there is no one.
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