For the past two weeks I have barley slept. Out of exhaustion I finally got at least a full 8 hours of sleep or so. I was too tired to care anymore. For the previous couple of nights its been terrifying. I know that they were watching.
8/24/09 between the hours of 2:30-4:00 AM. That night I though I could finally go to sleep, but I knew I was being observed. Although I am discounting what I saw... due to sleep deprivation and heightened anxiety. I was being stared at from through window. My mental state, although anxious is luckily functional and has not impacted my work.
Although I am functioning, due to my stress level... this episode is iffy.
8/26/09 2:00 AM to 3:30 AM. As in the opening I was just exhausted. I fell asleep. What annoyed me was when and where I woke up. I awoke immediately and fully awake exactly at 3:18 AM. I was wide awake and covered outside my bed. My bed is unique in that well...just let say the way I awoke I was "placed" back incorrectly. I have had my bed configured a certain way for years and have never wrapped/entangled myself in my sheets. There are no marks or scars and at this point I do not remember nothing.
Afterward I simply went to use the washroom and tried to calm myself down. Hopefully they got what they want and will leave me alone for a while.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Oddest Dream???
Well again with another sleepless night. I went to sleep as soon as I got home in the evening which was fine. My pup woke me up around 12pm and I played with him and checked the house was okay and had a small snack. I was on the net for a bit too. Afterward I went to be and tried to get some sleep. As soon as I put my head to the pillow around too that when I heard the noise again.
I thought okay it is just in my head... ignore it. I tried to ignore it and tried to go to sleep, but I kept tossing and turning.... because i was scared that they would show up. finally out of exhaustion I fell asleep and had the oddest dream.....
Apparently a guide (a...gray) was walking me through my experiences. We visited e really badly constructed version of my home (bad as in cheap and hastily put together) in which my guide was trying to discount all of my abduction experience as my "imagination" and me mistaking things.
It should me in my previous room on how strange lights could have been from next door, how leaving the windows open could account for the odd cold following and ringing in my ear, how the reflection of the vacuum cleaner which viewed through the reflection of the window seemed to be an alien. As it was I was already terrified to be were I was.... they even had a dog there running around the "set" showing how normal it was and if the dog sensed discomfort it would be growling. However, one after I overcame my panic I pointed out that now.... this isn't right.
One you standing in front of me and you are a gray, two... the gentlemen behind us watching us
knows this is fake... this is a set. Plus you have me old room all wrong... we never had an upright vacuum until recently, plus the windows would not have reflected that since I had curtain and always kept them close. I then was pushed or yanked away from the gray. I woke up outside in a field during the day. Above me were a couple of platforms in which various hybrids were monitoring things via a computer terminals. There were a couple of people in the field with me, all ages and ethnicity... some were frightened other dazed. I decided to climb up the terminal and a few people inspired by my choice did the same. An announcement cautioning us to stop this behavior from the hybrids. Several of us already reached the top and started attacking the hybrids they said "This is against the Human-Alien Interaction Protocols, stop or we will be forced too" and one of the guys that was attacking him suddenly became paralyzed. I remember saying "I got you Pete hang on" and lifted him to another guy. I awoke scarred and the radio was on. It mentioned something about 12 saved.
I thought okay it is just in my head... ignore it. I tried to ignore it and tried to go to sleep, but I kept tossing and turning.... because i was scared that they would show up. finally out of exhaustion I fell asleep and had the oddest dream.....
Apparently a guide (a...gray) was walking me through my experiences. We visited e really badly constructed version of my home (bad as in cheap and hastily put together) in which my guide was trying to discount all of my abduction experience as my "imagination" and me mistaking things.
It should me in my previous room on how strange lights could have been from next door, how leaving the windows open could account for the odd cold following and ringing in my ear, how the reflection of the vacuum cleaner which viewed through the reflection of the window seemed to be an alien. As it was I was already terrified to be were I was.... they even had a dog there running around the "set" showing how normal it was and if the dog sensed discomfort it would be growling. However, one after I overcame my panic I pointed out that now.... this isn't right.
One you standing in front of me and you are a gray, two... the gentlemen behind us watching us
knows this is fake... this is a set. Plus you have me old room all wrong... we never had an upright vacuum until recently, plus the windows would not have reflected that since I had curtain and always kept them close. I then was pushed or yanked away from the gray. I woke up outside in a field during the day. Above me were a couple of platforms in which various hybrids were monitoring things via a computer terminals. There were a couple of people in the field with me, all ages and ethnicity... some were frightened other dazed. I decided to climb up the terminal and a few people inspired by my choice did the same. An announcement cautioning us to stop this behavior from the hybrids. Several of us already reached the top and started attacking the hybrids they said "This is against the Human-Alien Interaction Protocols, stop or we will be forced too" and one of the guys that was attacking him suddenly became paralyzed. I remember saying "I got you Pete hang on" and lifted him to another guy. I awoke scarred and the radio was on. It mentioned something about 12 saved.
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